#I’m fine btw im aware im leaning into self-flagellation as another way to avoid doing the thing im self-flagellating about

[needlebeetles]

i know it’s hella pathetic to be this stressed over not understanding something the minute you come into contact with it like some sort of infant or perhaps toddler but also i’m going to flay myself and pay a rogue agent to drop my skinless screaming body in front of my past-self’s bedroom door. why would he do this to me