#I’m actually lowkey crying at work rn over the thought of Alex not being on the grid in 2025

[nico-di-genova]

Guys if Alex doesn’t have a seat for next year I might legitimately fight Zak Brown.

[crushed-btwn-tc-thighs]

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

This morning low keyyy

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

If I will ever find real love...

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Getting to sec 5 honestly, even if I don’t end up passing it, I’m just glad I got this far cause I really thought I was gonna kill myself.

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

My mom hugging me without me having to ask for a hug...

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

Nope, I think I’m pretty cool with how I’m living... BUT if I knew the exact date that I’d die, I might just admit to Alex that I’m head over heels for her...

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

Not really.

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

Alex, she’s got a light brunette coloured eye, and an ocean blue one, she has brown hair, she is super short, thin, dances like an angel, super sweet, straight :( , hilarious, and we love timothee chalamet movies, we love vines, we love tik tok songs, etc, we just have so much in common...

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

Not really, like it was probably really fine, but now I’m lowkey depressed so everything feels shitty anyway.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

I don’t cry in front of other people if I can help it, but probably when I was trying to talk about what happened with hunter to my friend katie.

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

My ex, because we used to do that a lot and I feel like it would be fitting, and a perfect spot to talk about what happened...

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

If that stranger was Ashton Irwin, then hell yeah

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

My ex :(

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

I’d tell my ex that I was sorry, and that I miss her a bunch

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

They LOOK LIKE HONEY IN THE SUNSHINE AND I LOVE THEMMMM

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“Diggin’ my grave to get a reaction” from the new 5sos song No Shame, and it’s cause sameeeee

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

It Can Get Worse

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

I’d buy a puppy honestly..

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

yeah but I hate it because I forgive too easily...

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

It only needs to be a short ass sentence and it’s just don’t take advantage of your girlfriend buddy, she will mean so much more to you in the future...

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

punk I guess

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I LOVE THEMMM I have my septum pierced (had snake bites but I had to take them out for work) and 4 tattoos

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

yeah cause I’m uglyyyyy

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

5SOS OMG they really had me cryingggg but I was lowkey finna kill myself and they’re music was actually all I had lefttt

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

STOP FUCKING FIGHTING AND HELP THE PEOPLE WHO NEED HELP BITCH

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

Marie Mai- disgusted

Black Veil Brides- I cried I love themmm

Asking Alexandria- BEAUTIFULLLL

Crown The Empire- I didn’t really know them

NF- I honestly only went cause I wanted to go out and they still had tickets soooo buuuuut I ended up really liking it in the end.

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

LUKE HEMMINGS SAYING HE’S FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ME AND WANTS TO GET MARRIED>>>

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

NOPE

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

Get baked, Eat, Watch Friends, Brush my teeth, Sleep

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

I had a big time crush on my mom’s ex boyfriend oop

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I’d had realllyyyyyy long brown hair and bangs ause I love that style, with curlyyy hair.

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

Katie, Emma, Kayley, Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin to go on a beach date, so me, luke and ash could have a date and the other three could hang around us I guess..

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

1) to be beautiful cause I’m not

2) to be happy cause I’m not

3) to find love cause I don’t have it rn

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

Lolita (Dolores Haze)

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

I pissed in my sisters bed when I was drunk and high

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

kill someone or something

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

song: No Shame by 5sos 

Person: My crush Alex :))

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

YES, it feels scary but also like you’re walking in the woods and can breathe fresh air, and hear birds chirping somewhere and it’s peaceful

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

I have really short hair rn but I don’t feel like I’m rocking it tbh

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

I don’t drink starbucks? I drink Tim Hortons coffee (double double yee yee)

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

My food and my weed

fin.

[myheartisbro-ken]

Hi! 💙 I hope your are doing well. Congrats on the article. The reading will probably be okay. Are you a fast or slow reader? I read rather slowly, especially if I'm enjoying what I'm reading. It sticks with me better that way, but it takes me longer to do things. 😅 My semester ends next week, then have finals period. l'm taking Summer courses tho to get ahead. I get what you mean. I don't party, but around TH and F there's a certain restlessness about some of the students to drink/part. (Pt 1)

Ugh, I hate group work. 😐 Best of luck to you. Maybe your for a decent group. Anyway, I prefer morning courses. I get up at an obnoxiously early time to attend though. I’m fine with it though because it lets me take my courses in a block with out breaks, so once I’m done, I’ll be done for the day. 😥 Probably an unpopular schedule though. Oh, so My Immortal can actually be constructive to writers. That makes sense. It’s what a writer shouldn’t ever do. About JK, I think it’s an attempt (pt 2)(pt 3) Lowkey don’t recall my train of thought..Anyway, wow, I definitely agree with your statements about Lena knowing Kara’s dual identity. Snapper knowing wouldn’t help anything, since he’s too minor a character to do anything useful with information. Lena knowing would create more depth, tension, plot possibilities etc., which is why’d it would be a shame for her to be left in the dark. Also, I feel her not knowing (or at least theorizing Kara’s supergirl) is ooc. I suppose the writers– –haven’t had an issue with that based on what they’ve done to Alex. :-/ Hmph. I’m still so annoyed about that. Partially, because I’m a SuperCorp shipper, but mainly because it’s an insult to Alex’s personality to force her to advocate on Mon El’s behalf. Who was your favorite character from S1, btw? I’d probably go with Kara, but for S2 it’s definitely Lena. Anyway, yes Lena looks so amazing in the trailer! Heh, I intended it to be a soft FMK…I was going to make it all Katie, but wasn’t–(4)–words, words, something, but wasn’t going to be that cruel to you. (Hopefully that fit with my previous thing). Smh, you’ve no qualms though do you? ;-) I’m kidding. Your answers were well thought out…even though you didn’t kill anyone. I can’t blame you though. I don’t think Red K! Kara is all that bad, but she’s definitely intimidating, so is Kate. Anyway, let’s see FMK: Lena, Morgana,and Kate… :-/ 3 M'kay, that’s hard, especially since I love them all and ship SuperCorp. (5 TBC)–words, words, something, but wasn’t going to be that cruel to you. (Hopefully that fit with my previous thing). Smh, you’ve no qualms though do you? ;-) I’m kidding. Your answers were well thought out…even though you didn’t kill anyone. I can’t blame you though. I don’t think Red K! Kara is all that bad, but she’s definitely intimidating, so is Kate. Anyway, let’s see FMK: Lena, Morgana,and Kate… :-/ 3 M'kay, that’s hard, especially since I love them all and ship SuperCorp. (5 TBC)(6) Uh, let’s see. I’m going to assume they are all brought to current times, so the 21st century. I would marry Morgana. You know what? I’d marry Morgana S1 or S5 because I’ve so many emotions for her and what she went through. I’d want her to know someone would be on (*cough* and by *cough*) her side. Also, she has magic that’s cool, but not the point. I don’t really want Supergirl to kill me or be sad. I wouldn’t kill Lena as of now; she’s not done anything wrong. Also, her company is (TBC)(8?) So, yes: M:Morgana, F: Lena, K: Kate. Hmm, I see yours and raise you: FMK: Lucy, she’s a vampire now but has some control over it | Kara Danvers, more so S1 in personality, but she’s still elects to become a reporter and encourages you | Lena, before she met Kara and is still learning to be a CEO…I guess that’s a younger!Lena? Idk. Okay, that should work. I hope you have a good day and night. Do you read comics? I don’t, but was curious if you did. U seem to know some lore. :-)

Heyyy! I’m not so sure I’m a fast or slow reader, it depends on my state of mind, if I take my meds and external interruptions. Usually I can read pretty fast if it’s something I’m interested in but I tend to miss things and have to read it again, with school things I’m the worst. I still have things from last year that I never got around to read and one of them was about superman (I miss studying cinema because we could have an entire class about superman and co and then write fanfiction of the world as an activity). We don’t have summer classes here, that sounds interesting, it’d be nice to get ahead, also it’s about to be winter here so after July we’ll get maybe a month off and then it’s back to being unresponsible adults. I’ve nothing against drinking and partying, I like drinking (parties are usually weird but sometimes it’s cool) but don’t freaking leave class to do it, go after the class, how disrespectful is it to leave the poor teacher there waiting 20 minutes to see if the rest of the class will show up or they’ll have to do with six or seven people? Also you pay over 1.000 bucks a month to study and you don’t give a shit about being in class? it’s throwing money away and it’s disrespectful to whoever is paying school, even if that someone is yourself. I’m not those kids that say you should only do what’s right and never skip class never drink or do anything because you have to study instead of throwing your life away. But school is expensive and respect is something you should have for everyone (unless someone is a jerk, because it’s not murder if the person is a jerk…jk)

I never liked studying in the mornings but it’s sort of better, however, my classes only exist at night, there is morning journalism classes, but it’s in another neighborhood and we have to cross the bridge and there’s no cool campus. I like my campus.

group projects are the worst. They end friendships, they end marriages, they end happiness, they lead to murder… it’s never fun. I always imagine that scene with the guy getting pizza and coming back to the place on fire and people bleeding, or that one from Mean Girls with the fighting over Aaron Samuels in animal style. Those are the only representations of group projects that are realistic.

I love how you just started to talk about JK, had two words in and

Honestly Alex has been so ooc this season it’s almost sad. No offense to Sanvers, but I think even that relationship is a bit ooc. Not the fact that there is a relationship but how it is being handled. Not gonna go into it cuz I don’t want to rant here. but I would ship Sanvers if they had put a bit more of effort into getting them together not ‘I don’t want a baby gay rn, so let’s be friends. PSYCHE I just got shot in the most harmless area of my entire body, let's make out!’

The same Alex that thought James wasn’t good enough for Kara and decked Maxwell Lord for existing would never make excuses for someone that is basically the dumb alien version of Lord with worse hair and more aggression and more pretending to be a #goodguy who’s just trying so hard and changed because after 9 months on earth as a grown man he decided to read a book, feed himself and clean his own mess… or pretend to clean his own mess while Kara actually does it and he just sits there and says she’s annoying because she doesn’t want to run away from her problems. (hey look, ranting… she said with surprise in her voice for some reason)

My favorite character was definitely Cat… and Kara. Both at the same time, I can’t choose between them, please don’t make me. and now it’s Lena… and still Kara even though she’s basically dead inside and that girl who cries because her boyfriend is moving away and it will destroy her life because that person she knows nothing about and met 9 months ago when he tried to kill her and has been lying to her and shoving her self-esteem down ever since is apparently the most important person in her life and she can’t live without him. he cooked her breakfast so he can’t move away and face his responsibilities, she’s the best thing he’s ever known, not person, thing. That woman in the best thing… god, this is so gross I cannot continue even to joke about this. so yeah, Kara is SUPER ooc this season, but I still love her and have faith she will recover from this terrible illness and come back to us, I miss her.

Yes! I would totally still marry Morgana even season 5 Morgana. poor thing just needs a hug and a friend to tell her she’s not a monster for being born different. I might start crying now so I’ll change topics. 

Definitely Marry Kara, no questions asked. Fuck Lena because, I mean, just look at her. And Kill Lucy, my poor bby, but she’s a vampire so she has to go, control or not, ‘vegetarian’ vampires are dumb.

I do read comics, not as much as I’d like, but I also watched all of the DC cartoons (minus Legion because it looks dumb) most of Smallville and Lois & Clark and when I want to know some more I read about the storylines and all, like even when I don’t read the comic itself, I read about the comic. I won’t say I know all about everything, but I can hold my ground, I guess, I’m also not above admitting I don’t know/haven’t read enough about one subject/character and reading about that on one of the sites I trust. Also watched a lot of Marvel cartoons and most of the movies aaaand I read a lot of Marvel comics, specially Balck Widow, Hawkeye, and Young Avengers.

Did you watch any superhero cartoons? They were a pretty big deal in the 90′s and early 2000′s.

Hope you have a great day and night 💙😊