#I’ll probably eventually just throw something on ig and have 2 people say hbd
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6.2.24 🎉🫥
#I brought cake to work because I gues you have to#colleague asked me what are you going to do tonight#I said not much I think#another done said jeez you’re 26 and not doing anything#and I answered oh yeah that’s for the weekend which is true but still#I’m just so down I don’t even have the energies to pretend it’s fine#I was about to cry#I think I’ll spend the day eating and crying#it’s really great how it only gets worse with time#they say at some point things get only get better but truth is it can always get worse#yesterday tho I almost lost my phone by leaving it at the zelfkassa at the Albert Heijn. thank god I realised it run back & it was t#nothing really make sense and I’m tired of sending cvs#there’s nothing I like and I have to pretend I like everything and everything is cool#i replied in a very dry way to my family wishes bc of how bad I’ve been feeling#I’ll probably eventually just throw something on ig and have 2 people say hbd#it’s all about suffering#this weekend I’ll go to Sweden if things go according to plan and will probably feel like crying most of the time there too#by myself in some hostel bc my friends are too busy for me#there’s always some god eating your heart out right#I think I’ll spend a good amount of time blinding myself with tears#I can’t wait to go to the psychologist
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