#I’ll do my best 3am touchups and post it as-is

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what are we going to do if they leave?

we’ll be so far apart, won’t we?

what is going happen to us?

will we ever be together?

i don’t want to make a fuss,

but i can’t seem to help but worry.

will our relationship fade into obscurity?

i’m sure it won’t but i still have concerns.

about what happens next,

and where this road turns.

i don’t know,

but one things for sure.

i can’t make this about me.

it’s this kind of worry i don’t want them to see,

this overwhelming anxiety.

you know?

i’m really not sure i can talk to them about to this.

so i’ve been keeping it more on the down-low.

i mean,

wouldn’t they suffer more if they had to leave ?

so i will not make this about me,

this is simply something they will not see.

all of these feelings unsure of what to do with,

and these emotions unsure of where to store,

because we need to be strong for them the most,

and to us right now that’s what matters more.

so even if we’re anxious too,

it’s not like there’s anything that we can do.

so it doesn’t really matter.