#I’d be interested in trawling my archives and seeing where my head was at and if I can figure out where tf it came from
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all-pacas · 5 months ago
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i know everyone loves the og ducklings (and so do i), but i find the second gen so compelling, especially some of the ones that didn’t make the final cut, and i’d just love to hear your thoughts on some of the more major players in the fellowship reality show
In all honesty, I don't have super strong opinions, but I'll do what I can!
13: I talk about her a lot. I love her. :( I love that fandom now loves her, I dimly remember folks hated her (and in my archive trawling, I see a lot of it). Probably for being a woman, you know, but also for getting a lot of character focus — way more than Taub and Kutner — at a time people were still salty about losing Chase and Cameron. But 13's so fun. I like her much more… without the meme? I mean, she makes herself into a Mystery Meme, but really she's not that serious. I think she's great in S6/7, when there's no mystery and 13 is just her cute work nickname and she's joking around and having fun. I love that she quits medicine and lives in Greece. I'm not being ironic, I think her decisiveness and willingness to just make huge life changes is … sometimes not great, but also super cool. I love that she was able to just let go and do something new. I like to imagine she and Chase go on friend vacations sometimes.
Taub: I think he's great. He's so fucking funny, first of all. Like he does some of the funniest things on the show. I'll never get over him staying in the room after House tells everyone who hasn't slept with 13 to leave. He's literally just here to have a good time, he's actually a Good Friend and I like how he invites Chase over to dinner after the Divorce and how he and Foreman are besties and how he and Kutner were best friends. I love that Taub is able to befriend all these young doctors with no ego or issue; like, Wilson's a Friendly Guy but absolutely has never considered hanging out with the kids (who aren't Amber), you know what I mean? Taub is a social equal of the department heads, not the baby doctors. I like to imagine he and his wife somehow and implausibly reconcile. He's trash but he's just a little guy!!
Kutner: I admit, I find him a little… tiring? Like, I don't dislike him; I don't dislike anyone. And Kal Penn is great, and I adore the moments Kutner shows just incredible empathy. He has a moment in The Itch where Cameron is trying to get into the dude's house and Kutner stops her in her tracks and explains exactly what she's doing wrong that's just so good. Or him bonding with the girl in Birthmarks. How he just connects with people on the fringes without trying. But, and I do mean this, I do think he's a bit overhyped as like "the next and true House." He's sharp and definitely the most creative of the bunch, but he's awful at procedures and definitely has strong "new kid" vibes. After a few years he would have been a FORCE. When I say I find him tiring, I think I mean that the show at first lent a little too hard into the "haha he sets people on fire" thing. I like him as a weirdo with incredible empathy, but not a meme about incompetence.
Amber: I loved her when she was Cutthroat Bitch, I loved her going up to House like "I'm calling you Greg now as we are social equals," I loved her telling Wilson to buy a waterbed because she could advocate for herself and didn't need him to be gallant on her behalf. I wonder a lot what S4 would have been like if it hadn't been cut short. I think she would have died either way, because Head/Heart are just too good? But I think she was really good for Wilson and even for House, I would have loved to see more of that period. And I love ghost Amber, even if she's very clearly House's idealized version of her. But damn is she good.
Cole: Honestly, he sort of feels like a wasted character. He got a lot of focus, he got development, and then he was just gone. I wonder if there was behind the scenes stuff — he certainly had more focus than Taub for example. Not that I'm suggesting drama, but it is interesting how abruptly they dumped him, you know? I liked him, but I did find him sort of bland. He's another character I would have loved to see interact more with the OG cast. Cameron seemed to like him. I bet Chase would have been wildly hypocritical about his religious stuff, lol.
Brennan: I adore that he just went insane and started poisoning people. He was so normal before that, I wish we could have seen him be nuts sooner. I bet Cameron was like "omg he's in the peace core 😍" about him.
Really I love the original kids so much but I do love the new ones too, I wish we'd seen them all hang out. (I do find it kind of funny that the last ones standing are Taub and Chase. Like Park and Adams too, and 13 soooorta, but it's so weird/funny that the last two fellows over time are those two.)
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citizen-zero · 3 years ago
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absolute cosmic irony that I was such a shithead about ace and NB people a decade ago when those are 2 things I now consider myself to be in some capacity. the gods rlly were like they think they’re so funny well we’re about to be hilarious
#personal#erika's blog and bar#does it count as internalized phobia. when I think back on it it doesn’t feel that way but idk#I’d be interested in trawling my archives and seeing where my head was at and if I can figure out where tf it came from#bc back then I was like well I’m ace but also lesbian so it’s different than being cishet ace#like it wasnt full ace exclusion it was just. cishet exclusion#which I don’t believe in now but it’s part of why I’m like is this internalized???#tbh I think I probably got influenced by like crypto TERF rhetoric#idk I just remember one day I was like wait a second actually yeah who cares if they’re cishet other cishets think they’re weird#and it felt like waking up from something. I’m sure this was the product of pushback from the broader Ace community#but I don’t remember. I just rmemeber having a realization one day of how shitty I was being#with NB people I don’t remember a lot I just kinda remember like. being annoyed with the gender discourse of 2012-2014#like w ppl being like my gender is plant or galaxy or whatever#which in retrospect I’m p sure a lot of those people might’ve been trolls#but even if they were sincere it’s like okay whatever do you#I think a lot of my shittiness was stoked by annoyance at how brain rotted and toxic the SJ discourse could be back then#like if you look at what Twitter is now it was basically like that#just absolutely wretched and toxic environment that contributed to a lot of ppl being radicalized I think#and a lot of bad faith actors looking to take advantage of ignorant kids who got screamed at or mocked in that environment#for asking questions and trying to learn and not already knowing the correct terms and whatnot#like I do still firmly believe that a lot of leftist spaces create their own far right adversaries simply by treating#open minded ignorance like it’s the same thing as deliberate bigotry and malice
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