#I’M SORRY MY BRAIN IS MUSH

[merrymissmouse43]

Oh they want to do nasty things to each other!!!

[dingledraw]

🎶Baby hotline 📞🩷

[winds-of-zephyr416]

The dark lords should kiss. Make out, even. Dare I say…. Smooch.

[spac3trash]

I just really think they’re neat…

close ups under cut;

[ghost-proofbaby]

Hi Ghost. I read your Robin fic, and I'm wondering if you can recommend other "gay" stories. It's pride, and I'm just not seeing a whole lot out there.

to be completely honest, the only actual queer stories i’ve read in the fandom have been centered around steddie.

because, like you’ve said, there’s not a whole lot out there outside of that.

i’m going to offer up my steddie recs (not steddie x reader but solely steddie, although there are some magnificent steddie x reader fics that include lovely feelings brewing between the boys!!), but also… followers, help some friends out? reblog with some of your favorite queer fics? pretty please?

i would recommend (and most are ao3 recs so be prepared for heavy emotional themes and canon haha):

sticky notes (has been discontinued, but also includes HOH!steve)

heartbreak hotline (includes smut/phone sex)

off the beaten path (challenging the headcanon of eddie knowing he’s gay and steve being clueless - steve realizes he’s gay before eddie does)

keep it steady, eddie (pretty popular amongst steddie fans so you might have heard of it already! includes robin x vickie)

i like to see you in the morning light (fix it fic for canon, where steve was eddie’s alibi when he survives 😌)

and of course, one of my ultimate steddie fic recs and one of my ultimate fic recs for this entire fandom, the lathe. this is the time loop fic for the fandom. i won’t be taking criticism. it made me bawl like a baby and was one of the first major fics i ever read in the fandom. i’ll never sing high enough praise for it. the twists in it are fucking remarkable. it’s just. it’s an experience. also, very popular, and for very good reason.

i would like to note that i haven’t read most of these in a hot minute, so my brief recounts aren’t very helpful probably. also, i know there’s a few notable authors amongst steddie readers, but i only included fics i’ve personally read.

as i said, i’m begging for anyone who sees this who has more queer fic recs to add to do so! i know there’s several in the fandom currently compiling lists as well as there’s been a few robin fics coming across my dash — i just haven’t read them yet! most of my queer fics i’ve gathered from ao3 as you can see lol. in ao3 we trust in this household 🫡

[pepperpixel]

“And it’s! Clean out the bank and, bump off your daddy,

You can come live with us amidst the has-beens and the addicts!

These are crazy times down at Costello music!

You can answer the phone and talk any way you choose it, come on!”

More Betty and Magic Man! And… I maybe should wait to post these as part of a photoset cuz… I do still have more wip stuff of them but… I spent all of today coloring these chibis I wanna upload them ghgh-

[ssreeder]

Ollooooo!

I was tagged by @erisenyo @chiptrillino & maybe someone else? Idk I’m sorry I love you all. For the last line that I’ve written, so here it is -

“I find the different nation’s war strategies interesting, and a ruse like this is precisely what I would have expected from the Southern Water Tribe fleet.”

im supposed to tag some people: @maaaxx @hella1975 @sockfus @chiptrillino (writing please.) @punkjet @y-s-t-v

It’s the last line you’ve written (please all of you feel free to ignore me except one of you don’t you ignore me. Mwahahahaha (seriously don’t befriend me I’m so annoying)

Anyone else feel free to join & tag me so I can see wohoooo!!!

[harrylights]

sappy gay ask game - FOUR edition

[sunnist4rs]

genuine question how are you a terf if you were previously nb

I've always been a tomboy. I grew up around mostly feminine girls who tried to change my style and interests. So I hung out with the boys and was always disappointed to find the only reason they'd like me was that they had a crush on me. They'd guilt trip me into dating them and then I'd move away (my familys pretty nomadic).

As the only representation I saw of what a girl could be was super different to me and was something I started to resent (I was a 'not like other girls/bruh girl') I thought I must be a boy. My family (used to be) super accepting of the tqia+ (my mums now gender critical), we watched Mardigra on the TV every year since I was a newborn so I grew up around that stuff.

In 2020/1 I started 'questioning my gender identity'. It was lockdown and tqia+ propoganda was all over social media. My mental health was pretty bad so I found comfort in this community. Even at this time I disagreed with some of the ideals like trans people in womans sports and neopronouns but I felt forced to go along with it or be ostricised. During this time I genuinely believed at different stages I was demi-girl, genderfluid, demi-boy or even trans. But nonbinary was what stuck for years.

Up until this year I went by they/them pronouns everywhere and while I've always only gone by my nickname I called my birthname a 'deadname'. I saw confusing strangers with my appearance as the biggest compliment, I'd make flag accessories and felt super uncomfortable whenever anyone called me 'she'. In PE I would switch between boy/girl teams and everyone at school knew about my pride.

When I moved overseas I fell into the redpill/tradwife sphere for 6-8 months and became gender confused. I still called myself nonbinary but only believed there were three genders including my own. Later on in this phase I began to accept my womanhood even though I was disgusted by it. I decided to make a blog to speak my mind politics wise as tumblr is covered in TRA rhetoric and I wanted to make a space where I didn't have to pretend I believed in it. Quickly I discovered radical feminist theory as it's the main gender critical ideology on here. I'm a pretty factual person and while a lot of minority oppression stats don't add up womans suffering from men was very clear when I actually read the evidence and theory.

TLDR; I was raised thinking being a woman was a bad thing and being nonbinary separated me from that. I convinced myself I was basically a boy and I got huge waves of encouragement for doing so. Once I left this bubble the illusion began to shatter and being nonbinary didn't help my health anymore. I discovered radical feminism and it all fit into place; I am a woman, just a gnc one. I was friends with at least 30 different tqia+ kids when I identified as nb and they all had very similar stories to me so it's likely they were manipulated by society too.

[inkykeiji]

genuine ask— is ur bf bothered by ur writing? or does he know abt it? my bf doesn’t like when i write and it’s a little :/ ,, which is why i ask!!

not at all!!! he’s not bothered by it in the slightest. he does know about it and actually checks my blog regularly just to see what i’m up to! a decent chunk of my smut is inspired by our sex life anyway, but irregardless of the piece, this isn’t an issue with him. personally, i think anyone who feels any sort of jealousy etc over you writing about an actual drawing, like a series of lines on a page that don’t exist in real life, is extremely insecure and needs to do some soul searching, but that’s just my opinion!!

my boyfriend doesn’t feel threatened by these men because they aren’t real. my boyfriend understands that this is simply a creative outlet (in addition to a whole bunch of other things for me!) and that what i write doesn’t always/necessarily translate to what i want (i love the absolute fuck out of dabi but he would be a horrible, horrible romantic partner).

[ravenfeet222]

all of your chimera ant art is beautiful, you do meruem so much justice!!! 😭

Aww what thank you so much!! :[ that’s so sweet of you to say, and I especially appreciate hearing it since Meruem is of course my favorite little guy, my silly bug wife <3 it’s certainly not been easy learning how to draw him, but I think it’s worth it for how much he’s helped me improve with my handle on color and stylization! I owe so much of my growth to him and the other ants 😭 but once again, thank you for the kind words!! It means a lot, you’ve helped me feel more motivated to draw again 💕

[americiumam]

Happy birthday! I hope you have an awesome day!

thank you!! it was a very good day :D

[lightningandfireinmybones]

don’t get me wrong I love getting feedback on my work,,, good or critical it makes me a better writer,,, but like,,, I am sensitive and taking the time to write a comment saying you don’t like it and hate the way it’s gone is,,, really something

[starscelly]

SECOND LINE KIVO??? FINALLY SOME GODDAMN RESPECT. AND WITH DELLY BACK IN THE LINEUP. GOD BLESS .

[hoesamo]

You gotta give us a prompt of what those chapters are cause a lot of us poor folks can't afford the game

SO SORRY THIS ANSWER TOOK FOREVER ANON

Note: The prologue by itself is free, the 1st Quest Pack is $5, and the rest of the packs are $8. If anyone wants to know the prices in USD, then hopefully that’ll help ya out! Also the game after the first QP is untranslated, so switch to Japanese if you wanna progress further in the game. Don’t be like me and walk around in circles for ~2 hours and scrolling the Japanese Wiki to find answers. XD

As For Summaries, it might be a tad difficult to keep up with bc it requires a bit more brainpower than my usual rambles (blame my stage management class for being tough). I’ll try to do my best!

Gonna use my memory for this one ;3 . So far, in the 2nd QP, things start off with:

- Sol, Orgus, and Yuji all go to celebrate at the King’s Castle, despite being cautious about the Progenitor summoning a New Demon King. King Claus encourages them to celebrate their current victory before moving ahead with more investigation. When the party happens, You can choose to see Orgus, Sol, Gordon, and/or Claus. I talked to all of ‘em

- Orgus: Yuji, Eavesdropper Extraordinaire, overhears Claus talking to Orgus. It’s understood that he’s the last surviving one of the Royal Family, but he’s currently chosen to stick beside Yuji (I think there’s an implication that Orgus is expected to ascend the throne as the last surviving member). Claus (IIRC) is going to send men to help refugees from Valinor and states that there’s much work for those who survived this catastrophe. When they’re done talking, Yuji and Orgus talk for a little, then Orgus says he wants to come to Yuji’s room at night and to get ready. Yuji’s flustered but pretty excited.

- Sol: Yuji also overhears Sol’s convo with Claus about how he seems to be one of the few surviving monks left of The Church, but Claus offers to help make a search party for any scant survivors like Sol. When Yuji gets to talk with Sol, it eventually leads down the same way it does with (aka getting ready for night time).

- Gordon: Gordon and Claus are talking about something, but the Google translation has been incredibly difficult to understand. Yuji notices that Claus seems to be acquainted with Gordon, but Gordon doesn’t want to reveal his whole past just yet.

- Claus: The king wants to reward Yuji, so you get to choose between Claus, A Soldier, or Declining The Reward. I chose Claus bc I like gilfussy. Similar plans for nighttime ensue.

- After talking to everyone, a surprise guest arrives at the party, and it seems to be Bishop Meteor (Sol’s adoptive father who raised him after his family died).  Claus and Sol are very excited, but when the party’s finally over… well… shit hits the fan.

- Meteor asks to meet Sol in his bedroom at night. Meteor asks him to remove his clothes (specifically making sure that he’s vulnerable)[SIDE NOTE: IT IS VERY FUNNY IF YOU ALREADY HAVE SOL WEARING THE SEA GOD’S CLOTHES SO HE JUST ENDS UP CHANGING INTO BEING MORE COVERED]. Yuji, the little voyeur, tries to listen in on the activities. It does sound suggestive at first till the screaming cues him in that it’s probably not something spicy. He finds Sol turning to stone, shocked at the scene before. Turns out Meteor is NOT on our side after all. Since Orgus was suspicious of him already at the party, he was prepared to show up in the case of conflict. Meteor summons some other guy. I don’t understand who he is yet but he looks Egyptian-inspired in design. It turns out Meteor targeted Sol first bc he would give him the most problems (aside from Yuji). The strange spell used to petrify Sol spreads to Orgus during the fight, so he holds off the enemies while Yuji makes an escape from the castle. As he makes a run for it, the entire castle becomes consumed by the curse, petrifying all who live within it.

- Not knowing what else to do, Yuji goes looking for advice from Gordon at the tavern. Gordon is shocked to hear everyone at the castle turned to stone, but it seems like he may be familiar with this specific curse, and its connection to the ‘Altar of the Heretics’. In their discussion, Yuji comes to the conclusion that Fafnir is likely one of the only people capable of helping cure everyone bc dragons are the only beings powerful enough in magic to stand up to the powerful curse (and Fafnir is powerful even by dragon standards).

- When Yuji heads to Fire Dragon Mountain, he’s wondering where Fafnir is, then suddenly the beat up dragon falls on him (in his human form). Shocked to see him in such a state, Yuji is wondering what could’ve happened before being immediately bombarded by undead, cursed skeletons. He’s able to hold them off for a bit and take a short break to check on Fafnir. When he wakes up, he seems to have some mild amnesia. He doesn’t remember what exactly put him in his current situation, but he can’t turn back into his dragon form at all. He’s in a much weaker state at the moment, and even his lizardmen seem to be petrified too. I believe this is also the part where he officially joins the party (as a fire mage). They eventually escape to an inn and rest there.

- [This the part I’m currently at] While at the inn, Yuji is tired from all the running and just wants to rest, while Fafnir wants him do his duties as a servant. In this case, that means helping him bathe (and change his clothes), because he feels filthy and sandy in his clothes. Since his usual lizardmen butlers are unavailable, Yuji will have to do. 

Yuji has been cropped out of this screenshot bc I forgot to change him out of the Sea God’s robes and I don’t want tumblr to rip me in half

- Yuji is surprised, but god is he thankful for the opportunity. After that, Fafnir says that he did a very good and thorough job. Yuji is very thankful to be alive lol

Btw, anytime I crop someone out, just assume it’s because their ßulge is visible and I’m scared of my blog getting in trouble.

OKAY I’LL CONTINUE TALKING ABOUT F-KARE IN A SEPARATE POST BC IT’S GETTING LONG BUT NOW Y’ALL ARE EXACTLY WHERE I’M AT CURRENTLY. SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER ANON. 😭

[piqued-curiosity]

Also anon, I think that post hit a nerve with gay people, since we’re constantly told how we can and can’t deal with homophobia, and the feelings of homophobes are constantly put over ours. If there’s heavy misogynistic backlash, that post doesn’t warrant it…but mildly frustrated homosexuals is completely understandable considering this is a constant theme for us. For example, “Christians are well intentioned, don’t be so mean to them!” While we’re more focused on the pain Christian homophobes have caused us and don’t appreciate being expected to coddle those who’ve caused that pain.