#I wrote this while hungry Kay?

[heyhellohihowareyou]

Day 13 of Maehara Shenanigans: Shuu

Oh geez…

So some people may be aware that I have a total of two dynamics for when it comes to Maehara and Shuu

One is where Maehara’s like “Asano is a total asshole who thinks he’s better than everyone else. Seriously, fuck him!”

The other Maehara’s like “So, I’m good at math and Asano’s great at math and I need more members for my algebro squad. Welp, guess I got to bug him until he joins!”

But I also have a secret third option.

Like, imagine a scenario where Maehara catches Shuu playing soccer (albeit by himself and let’s just say that there’s a nearby soccer field) and decided to watch for a bit until Shuu caught him. Something something, 1V1 SOCCER MATCH!

At first, Shuu wasn’t too keen on the idea but his competitive spirit took over.

Who wins is irrelevant at this point but afterwards, Shuu ends up nearly passing out. Turns out he didn’t eat anything the day prior. After learning this, Maehara was not having any of that and practically drags him to the nearest fast food joint. At this point, Shuu was too out of it to care and plus, he was hungry.

Even though he wanted to get something healthy, Maehara decided that Shuu was going to get some good old junk food because why the hell not?

Maehara: “You’re going to eat a burger and fries and you’re going to enjoy it!”

Usually Shuu wouldn’t consider eating something so fatty. But considering where he was and who he was with (yet another persistent womanizing scumbag) there was no point in fighting and he just ate.

He got a couple ketchup stains on his shirt, which made Maehara laugh at him (Which earned him a scary glare from Shuu 😆)

It’s kind of weird seeing the dude who took part in sending your bestie down to the end-class eat like a whole toddler huh 😅

Don’t know how to end it off but I guess the secret third option is basically,“Asano’s an ass and pretty much a dick to me and my friends. But, I don’t want him to suffer or anything. He deserves some McDonald’s!”

[bethebesttoyou]

Vampire In the Corner - Huening Kai

Synopsis: y/n learns the meaning of "reaping what you sow", when she wishes for a romance experience, only for it to come back as the form of a hungry vampire.

pairing: Vampire! Huening Kai x College student!reader

song: Vampire in the Corner - Magdalena Bay ( this song has been stuck in my head TEW GOOD) the song itself is quirky and kinda weird and sweet and I tried to make it the same vibe, but then like always we lost the plot. But it's inspired! Also inspired by Lisa Frankenstein! Also bad writing, but practice makes perfect :D

warning: Blood and biting and you know vampire stuff... the whole shebang.... and I think that's it! I tried to make it fluff and but honestly the mind does its own thing most of the time *sigh* Winter as a wannabe witch (or is she?) You as a hopeless romantic.

wc: 5k (😀)

A/N: You ever get a storyline stuck in your head and you love it so much, that even seeing it actually written down isn't enough? I need to be IN this story. I had this song and storyline stuck in my head and honestly not sure if I did it any justice but I wanted to so badly put it out before 1. I lost it and 2. I started to see the flaws in it.... If theres any plot holes, no there isn't <3 KIDDING PLS TELL ME

…And what endearments am I allowed? Let me think. Lizzie for everyday. My pearl for sundays and goddess divine…

The small tv illuminated the dark living room area of Soobin and Beomgyu’s apartment. Five faces braced the bright light, with one pair of eyes sparkling at the scene of her favorite movie, while the others watched with amusement at the cheesiness of it all. Surrounding them were plates with pizza scraps, sugary drinks and chips as they laid in different positions on the floor. 

…And how are you this evening Mrs. Darcy?...

“And how are you this evening, Mrs. Darcy?” the five of you repeat, you with a love laced voice, while the others mocked then gagged. 

“Seriously, who wrote the script…” Beomgyu groans as he rolls his head back. The credits had begun to roll down the screen, Winter reaching forward to pause the video. 

“A genius... You wouldn't know anything about that.” You throw the pillow towards him, hitting him square in the chest. 

“Alright, birthday girl… what’s next?” Yunjin grabs her plate, setting it on the already full coffee table, before stretching her hands in the air. 

This was a common Friday night for the five of you, while the apartment complex was buzzing with drunk college kids and a loud bass making the walls vibrate, your plans consisted of junk food, ranting, movies, trying not to kill Beomgyu and sometimes board games that Soobin stole from the recreational area on campus. Today, being your birthday, was spent doing everything you wanted to do, which included watching romance movies until the sun went down. You were three movies in before you decided to officially call it quits. 

“Hmm… I think Ive tortured you guys enough…” 

“Thank god…” Soobin whispers on the other side of the coffee table. 

“You guys suck! The girls enjoyed it right!?” 

“No.” Winter states blandly, her eyes covered by her dark side bang. 

“Um…I enjoyed you watching it~” Yunjin tries to flirt her way out, when she sees your glare, she continues, “okay present time! Me first! Me first!” 

She stands quickly running to her bag when Winter and Beomgyu pull out the boxes from behind them. 

“Quick. Open them before she upstages us.” Beomgyu whispers, pushing the boxes into your hands, Winter nods enthusiastically. 

You laugh before unwrapping Beomgyu’s box. Within the precise wrapping was a knitted brown sweater, the fabric was soft and decorated with blue flowers and patterns, accompanied with a matching blue beanie. It screamed you, as you put the sweater on, the color matching your maxi skirt. 

“Thanks Beomie! It's so me!!” 

“I know! I stalked your socials!” He said with a childlike excitement. 

“Oh!” 

“Me next! Me next!” Winter pushes the smaller box towards you. 

The box itself was wrapped in all black being held on all four sides by a gold ribbon. Untying it revealed a small vial of gray glittery liquid. A potion. 

“It's an armor potion. Meant to keep you from getting harmed if ever in danger. Made it myself!” Her eyes sparkled with excitement. 

“That's weird.” Beomgyu says upfront. You elbow him in the chest. It was weird, but thoughtful.

After no one speaks, she continues. “It can also be just for decoration.” 

“Youre so right! Going straight onto my shelf! Thanks Winnie! It's beautiful.” 

“Let's just hope she never has to use it.” Soobin glanced nervously at Winter’s small smile. 

“Me and Soobin pitched in together to get you this one…” Yunjin hands you their box. Opening it revealed a digital camera, already decorations with painted red flowers, and pink and white stars. 

“Oh my god… It's beautiful.” You looked at them both with adoration as they high five. 

“We know you've been wanting to take more pictures!” 

“Guys… All of you! I love you, guys!” your tears are threatening to spill. 

You wouldn't say your group of five were considered losers on campus…more so you weren't considered at all. Invisible really. Except for Winter, whose darkly appearance would garner stares and giggles. But no one really minded. Being in your own little world had its perks, You were able to be yourselves, able to speak your mind, maybe get bullied for it but in your own loving way. The outside world hurt, it burned and felt lonely. In the boy’s shared apartment, life felt easy and hopeful. 

You knew you made an odd bunch, different personalities mixed together wouldn't have probably worked for others, but you all genuinely enjoyed each other's presence. Whether the night consisted of Winter begging to contact ghosts or trying out spells she saw on some weird witch website, or Beomgyu and Soobin arguing about which game graphics were better on which console, or even Yunjins heated rants about everyone she hates (which amounts up to everyone), your nights were never boring. Spending your birthday with them was no different. In fact, nothing felt more like family. 

“Quick! Group picture before she starts getting sentimental!” 

You set the timer on the old camera, wiping your eyes before sitting in between Beomgyu and Winter, both resting their heads on your shoulders, Yunjin and Soobin joining in, sitting at the ends. The flash goes off as giggles spread around the room. 

—--

The clock had hit 1am by the time some were beginning to fall asleep on the ground. It marked the end of the night so once the cake was cut, and the group made fun of you for loudly wishing for a boyfriend on your candles, the five of you cleaned and started heading out. 

“Are you sure you don't want any of us to walk you home? It's really late…” Yunjin and Beomgyu look concerned as you all stand outside. 

Your place was towards the other direction than the others, leading you to have to take the dark road up to the furthest wing of dorms. 

“Yeah…I dont mind walking you.” Soobin stated, pushing his glasses up. He looked nervous watching the path to your dorm disappear in the darkness, crowded with trees and shrubs, letting you know he was more scared than you were. The path itself looked like a forest with how covered it was, the wind making the branches rattle and crack as the ‘hoos’ and caws from the nightbirds became louder. 

“Guys, it takes me like 8 minutes to get up there, ill be okay…who knows maybe I'll find the love of my life in those scary bushes.” 

“I dont think anything good is coming out of that forest…” 

You shrug, “I like bad boys too.” 

They groan, again. 

“Hey, you have that potion on you right?” Winter says from the back. 

“Yes, ofcourse!” 

“Dont be scared to use it.” 

“After I use it, they should be scared of me.” 

“YES!” Winter exclaims proudly. 

“Okay! Bye guys! Love you!” You exclaim, walking towards the dark end of the street, before they can protest. 

“Text us when you get home!” Yunjin yells. 

While they worried, this wasn't a new path to you. You had taken it many times since the group formed back in freshman year, when beomgyu and Soobin had invited you guys over to discuss some group project at the time. It was fate that the five of you were the last remaining students with no group to work with yet (maybe not fate, since no one wanted to work with introverted losers). You were boy crazy then too, the smiles of both beomgyu and Soobin had you in a trance, convinced that they were much in love with you as you were with them. But the infatuation wore out. It always did. Your obsession with love and the consumption of it,drove you to binging romcoms, staring at couples in restaurants, daydreaming about meeting your charming prince, and falling with just about anyone you'd meet. Yes, you were a little weird and your social skills might've been a little off to those you weren't close with, but you knew there was someone out there for you. Yet, you never actually went further than the feelings you gain, you would obsess then let it fizzle out. It was a routine, and kept your thoughts running at 80mph. 

You craved romance and would have sold your soul to be able to actually experience it. The late night kisses, the giggling under covers, the shy hand holding, the flustered cheeks, the sighing kisses, everything, you fantasized about it all. And you thought about it every single day, taking up most of your thoughts, leaving you distracted just like now. 

You were so distracted in fact,  walking the dirt road through the trees, as the moonlight made your footsteps cast shadows, that you didn't hear the other pair of footsteps behind you, or the wisps that caused the leaves to rustle. It wasn't till the crack of a branch nearby that you came to a halt.

You looked around for a sign of movement, holding onto the strap of your crossbody, listening in for any other sounds. The wind picked up, causing a chill down your spine, before you chuckle slightly, the fear slowly dissipating before blaming the weather for the scare. 

“Hi.”  A voice spoke, making you whip around to see no one, only when you face back to the direction of home, a man stands in front of you. Grasping at your heart, you stand still as you take a good look at him. The moonlight bounces on his black hair and his pale white skin that shines specks of crystal like freckles, but his eyes… no light reflects on them. 

“H-hi.” You respond back. You can't stop staring at his eyes as his pupils dilate and then return to normal. He steps forward and you step back, almost losing your balance. 

“I-its really late, a d-damsel like yourself shouldn't be l-left alone so late at n-night.” The man stutters out, he seems nervous and almost tired, with the heavy breaths he's pushing out. He rolls his head slowly, almost trying to regain any composure and opens his mouth, as he, very noticeably, stretches his jaw out and that's when you see it. Reflected by the white dull light of the moon, his two sharp teeth shine, pointy and thick…fangs. 

He returns your stare, licking the grooves of his top teeth. 

“Are…are you a vampire?” You ask, eyes wide and for a second, he's mirroring your reaction. 

Why arent you screaming yet? Neither of you move, and the figure looks at you confused. Why would you ask that so nonchalantly?

“Um…yes?” His brows were furrowed and head tilted. 

“Oh…” 

“Are you not scared?” 

You thought about it for a moment. Your hand was still on your heart, feeling the quick beats hit against your chest, yet you couldn't necessarily blame it on fear. You were…intrigued. The glimpse of half of his face left you wanting a closer look, the shining of his skin was blinding and distracting. 

“Youre so…pretty.” You say, mostly to yourself, but he is able to catch it. His eyes widen, watching your eyes sparkle with the moonlight and he feels heat rise to his cheeks.

“Um… What's your name?” You ask out of habit. 

“Kai.” 

“Y/N.” 

He nods. You can tell he's having a mental war with himself. This is probably not how these things go for him as he scratches his head softly. 

 With that, you realized why you weren't scared, he was not intimidating at all. Everything about him was soft, even the curve of his nose and the softness of his jaw. He didn't look like a threat. He looked like a painting, with his white flowy button up under a blue vest and blue jeans, his hair that laid like a mop on his head flowed in the breeze, uncovering a bit of his forehead. His teeth stuck out of his ‘o’ shaped mouth, you wondered how they would feel, if they were as sharp as they looked. 

You take a step forward, he takes a step back. 

“Um… Kai…Can…can I touch them?” 

“What? M-my fangs?” 

You nod nervously, almost regretting feeling bold enough to ask. Its the one thing that can kill you in this moment and yet the urge to feel them clouds your judgement. 

Kai, on the other hand, is completely lost in this situation, he has never garnered this reaction before. He's never been called pretty before. And he's caught off guard again when he realizes he's opening his mouth widely giving the stranger room to feel. 

You reach with one finger to smoothly feel the top before reaching the sharp end. The plush skin of your finger is not a sensation that Kai can turn a blind eye to, and yet he doesn't understand why he doesn't just bite down. You were merely food to him, so why is he having so much hesitation when it comes to you? 

Wind blows a bit harder this time around, reminding you where you were, the vibrations coming from your bag becoming louder. Shit. You remove your fingers from his teeth harshly. 

You begin to rummage through your bag before pulling it out and answering, the strange man still watching you in shock. 

“Hello?” 

What the hell? Are you dead? We have been calling and texting!! Soobin is on the other end, and you can hear beomgyu ask frantically, Did she answer? 

“I know, i-im sorry… I, uh, got caught up w-with something.” 

are you home atleast? 

You looked at the flustered vampire who was looking at you, disoriented. 

“Uhh, Yes, I'm heading to bed now, bye!” 

Hey! Wha- *Click* 

You focus on him again and then the lights of the building behind him. 

His pained face alerts you. 

“What?” 

“Your finger…” You look down at your hands and feel the liquidy substance dripping.

“Fuck.” You say as you begin wiping the blood on your skirt, but this just pains him more, a growl from his stomach breaking the silence. You stare up at him. The eye contact is prolonged as once again, he seems to be at a crossroads. Was he about to kill you? 

“I-Im just g-gonna go.” he grunts, and you feel a breath you didn't know you were holding. 

As he tries to make his departure, he finds himself once again feeling tired, but this time unable to stand straight, leaning on a tree close by, heaving. 

“A-are you okay?” You step closer, putting a hand on his back cautiously. 

He groans again, falling to his knees. 

“H-hungry…” He turns his neck to look at you and there's tears pooling in his eyes, theres red thick veins traveling from the inside of his shirt up up his neck and jaw, pulsing, each one causing him to close his eyes in pain, he looked like he was dying…it looked unbearable. You feel your eyes soften and you begin to worry. 

“Oh.. Um…” Your mind races trying to find a solution that doesn't involve dying or killing a person. OH! 

“S-Stay here! Ill be right back!” He turns to lean against the tree, sniffling, holding his stomach as the crystals in his skin start to fade. 

You sprint out of the tree infested woods, across the back lawn of the campus and head straight to the 24 hour diner. It would be the only place open at this time. You thought about it for a moment, how this couldve been your escape. Nothing was stopping you from leaving him there, from escaping danger. He didn't have to voice that he had every intention of killing you tonight, you knew, and yet his matted black eyes filled with tears made you run faster, the act of someone dying in front of you made you keep running. 

The door rings as you barge into the lonely diner, one booth occupied by a young looking man stirring his cup. You head towards the counter, frantically ringing the service bell. 

“You dont have to ring it that many times. How can i help you?” A very bored looking Anton waits for your order, but you cant stop your heavy breathing. You knew Anton from class, he had asked for a pen more than once, you thought he liked you, he just really needed a pen. And nothing reassured that statement than this moment, as he seemed to not realize who you were. 

“Um..” you clear your throat, “I-I need your bloodiest steak. Dont cook it.” He gave you a weirded out look.

“I legally cant give you that. Its a safety hazard. What? do you eat them raw?” 

you were running out of time. 

“Look, i have with me…” you take your wallet out counting your change, including your birthday money from your parents, “ 60 bucks for an uncooked steak, the bloodiest one you have. There's no cameras, so j-just take the bribe.” 

“Is this a prank?” 

“No? Please, Anton.” 

“How do you know my name?” Ouch. 

“We have class together, does it matter? The steak.” You were growing frustrated as you stole glances towards the trees in the distance. 

“Fine.” He takes the money from your hand and shoves it in his jeans before walking to the back. As you waited, you began to process the night. 

He could have just sucked your blood and left. You wonder what stopped him. What made him show you any mercy? Or was it maybe your blood doesn't smell tasty enough? Did even vampires not want you? You were kind of offended. 

“Here, it was the last one in the bag, so i just kept it with the juices.” He grimaced, staring at the sloshing of blood in the clear bag, “Is this for that one girl, whats her name? Autumn? Isnt she a wit-“ 

“Cant stay! Bye!” 

He watches as you leave the diner, heading straight towards the dark woods, and he shutters. weird, that was weird. 

As you get closer to the tree, you notice a crawling figure making their way out of the path, it was kai. Kai was on his knees, looking worse by the minute. You felt fear in this moment, if you get close to him, will he be able to control himself? But with the brittle way he tries to hold himself up, you knew you didnt have the heart to leave him there. you stick your hand in your bag to feel the vial, maybe winter knew what she was doing when she gave you this. So you run the rest of the journey, and begin to pull him up, setting him up against another tree nearby, watching the veins now turn black and thicker, it was like something inside him was eating him up. The tears were now running down his cheeks, and his hair was looking tussled. 

“what are you doing? I told you to stay… You're wasting your energy.” 

“I think I'm dying…”

“Here, I hope this helps.” You pull the bloody steak out of the bag and prepare for him to grab it, only for him to begin eating from your hand, with his teeth digging into the slab of meat aggressively. With each slurp the veins retract back into his skin, the softness and shininess coming back. Your hands tugged every now and then, as you tried to stay still, the blood was running down his neck and bleeding into his white blouse as he sucked the last drop. The crystallized freckles popped out one by one and even a dozen more, his cheeks were fuller and had a bit more color than before.And his black eyes were no longer dull, they were shining and reflecting the light coming from the nearby building. The most noticeable change was his lips, that were once dry and cracked, had become tinted pink and soft, creating their very own gloss. 

His eyes looked up to you after realizing the steak was now dry. The pink on his cheeks grows a shade darker as he stares, slowly releasing the meat from his hold, letting the weight, or lack of it, hang on your fingertips. You clear your throat. 

“Um… complementary blood juice?” 

“You're so weird… What are you?Why aren't you running away? Matter of fact, why did you come back?” He no longer feels at death's door, having the energy to investigate. He wipes his mouth with his sleeve and you watch as the blood drips from his mouth. You swallow hard. 

“I-Im human. Im Y/N.” His head tilts. 

“I know your name… why did you come back?” 

“I dont know… I don't know! You looked pretty but also sad and scared and you were crying… I couldn't leave you like that!” You're looking down at your hands, noticing not only the dry blood on them, but the ring of mud on your skirt. Anton had every right to be weirded out.

Kai covers his face with his hands, “Stop calling me pretty!” 

“Im sorry.” There's a beat of silence. 

“Where did you even get this? Did you put something in it? Are you working for someone?” 

“What?! No! I-I bought it! Pretty expensive I might add! And I-I expect to be paid!” 

“Dont worry, I can afford a 5 dollar steak” He smugly adds.  

“Ha! 5 dollars… what world are you living in?! You're in the year 2025!! That steak was 60!! 60 dollars!!” You refrain telling him the part where you offered that much. 

“60 dollars?! Where did you get 60 dollars from?!” He looks you up and down, from the muddy brown skirt to your new brown, now covered in splotches of red, sweater.

“It was birthday money.” you snap unintentionally. A beat of silence passes. 

“I'm sorry, I'm being ungrateful, you just saved me…I just… humans aren't usually this… caring? Happy Birthday….by the way…” 

“Thank you.” You sheepishly state, no longer looking at him as the heat rises to your cheeks. You grab your phone from your bag again, taking a look at the time. 2:43am. The group chat had died down by this point, leaving you with a couple of missed calls and messages of concern and then an updated message from your call with Soobin before everyone started saying good night. One message caught your eye though, a private message from Winter. 

1:20am

Please be careful…

“What is that?” 

“What?”

“In your hand? You talked to it earlier too, right?” 

Hes leaning forward now, scooting a bit closer. Its almost like he forgot he was a threat and you leaned back, before he looked at you and then back your hand curiously. 

“My phone…it's a phone.” 

“Woah… you mean like the telephone was modernized? Where’s the wiring?” 

“Its mobile now… l-like wireless?” 

“Wireless?! That's so interesting…This is so advanced, where are the buttons?” His eyes are bright with curiosity. 

“Its touchscreen!” His excitement was contagious and you couldn't help but giggle. 

“Touchscreen?” 

“Yeah, look!” You say clicking it on, the lock screen displaying a picture of Winter and Soobin wearing halloween masks posing back to back. You smile softly. You unlock it, passing it over to him to look through. Your hand skims his as he grabs the device. You feel a shock before pulling your hand away quickly, knocking your bag and hearing the items that it contains hitting the floor. Your eyes widening looking back at him and see he's already staring at you with the same expression. You clear your throat and frantically start collecting the items. 

I'm crazy but not Bella crazy. You thought. 

As you watch him scroll through your social media, leaving likes accidentally, asking ‘who is this?” Every time someone comes up, you realize just  how funny this all is. Here you were hanging out with a vampire. You were sure you were gonna wake up at some point. 

“What year were you born?” He stops to look at you, thinking for a moment…

“I dont really remember…” His eyes dim, brows scrunch together. “I've been 22 for a while…” He clears his throat, “What about you? I mean, how old are you?” 

“I turned 22 a couple hours ago” 

He nods. 

“Its been awhile since I've been up again… this era feels different. Everything seems so…” 

“Boring? It might just be the town.” 

“No it just feels like something big is gonna happen, It makes me nervous.” 

“Oh… are there more of you?” Your phone is no longer on, his gaze intensifies. 

“Y-yes. Actually, it's getting late… You should head home.” He gets up as quickly as he can still groaning, probably the blood was still working its way through his system. 

“You're letting me go?” 

“Ofcourse, you saved my life.” 

You felt silly but couldn't help but ask. 

“Will I ever see you again?” He looks up at the trees, looking around like he’s keeping guard. 

“I don't know if that's a good idea…” 

“Well… you still owe me 60 bucks…” He laughs, and it makes him look the most human, even with the sharp teeth. 

“Okay. I'll be back with your money, but for now, let's get you home.” 

Luckily, the walk to your dorm was taking a bit longer than it usually did, both of your footsteps slowly making its way down the cemented path to the dorms. You still had so many questions, yet no way of framing them without coming across as nosy. You wanted to know more about him, why was he in this lousy college town, why doesn't he remember where he's from, who are the others and why did he look so nervous mentioning them. But instead, you had to start small, not wanting to bring up troubling thoughts. 

“What was your last year awake?” 

“Hmmm…guess?” He smirks and looks down at you, his hands locked behind him, holding on to the bag of steak juice that was probably a bit warm now. 

“Okay, well you knew about the telephone but they weren't wireless… and your steak prices were unimaginably low, but your denim fashion is throwing me off…Hmmm…” 

“Was denim a thing recently?” 

“Well, theyve always been a thing but jean vest give off 80’s or 90’s…Thats not my answer though!”

He's squinting his eyes at you, trying to force a smile down. 

“19…7…1?” 

“Ooo, close. 1965.” 

“damn…But the jean vest?!” 

“It was outta sight! All the rebels were wearing it!” 

“But, you don't seem like the rebel type, you're too nice.” 

“I dont know about nice…” he rubs the back of his neck, “but someone like me has to blend in.” 

“Hmm…” 

“What about you?”

“What about me?” 

“Are you a rebel?” Kai looks at you amused with a smile, and it only grows as you heat up.

“G-god no! I'm not built for that lifestyle.” It was true, you were weird but all you ever did was follow the rules, anything that felt mildly risky, threw you out for a loop. 

He laughs and nods. 

“I'm like that too.” 

“Yeah right…” 

“No really! I've never been good at being “bad”…maybe that's why I couldnt…you know…” Hes referring to the moment back in the woods. 

“Oh, yeah well, thanks for that.” 

“No, um thank you.” He remembers the look of curiosity upon your face as he sucked on the steak, the way your mouth hung open and your eyebrows furrowed together, your eyes displayed different emotions at a grand speed, he wasn't sure if you once ever looked disgusted, and he was glad he didn't.  He never wanted to be at the receiving end of it. 

You took your keys out. Looking back at him, you had one more question to ask…

“Have you ever…killed someone?” He stares at you, once again the intensity of his stare grows, like back when you asked if there were more of him. 

“...not directly… Ive…fed on them before but they were already dead.” He whispers and he looks so ashamed. 

“You really shouldn't be so trusting…” he wouldn't look at you anymore, “there's no way of knowing someone could be truly dangerous.” 

“I feel like I can trust you at least, right?” you wanted to touch his hand, reaching forward to grab it, and when Kai sees the mess of dry blood on it and on your sweater sleeve he grimaces, but grabs it. 

“You should head in and wash this off.” His cold hands linger on yours for a moment before he bends down and kisses your palm gently, squeezing his eyes shut trying to fight off the smell of your blood and the steak’s. 

You can't fight the blush that comes to your cheeks, so instead you turn to unlock your door. Once opened you turn in hopes of locking in the image of the shining man you've met.

“Goodni-” But he's gone, leaving no trace of himself behind, just the lingering feeling of his mouth on your wrist. 

—- 

Waking up the next morning, replaying the dream of Kai biting your wrist instead of kissing it over and over again, confirmed that last night was not a dream and you did in fact meet a vampire. Now the question was, Where was he now? What was he doing? 

“Y/N! Come quick!” your roommate, Chaewon, yells, panic laced in her cry. 

Your hair was still wet from last night's shower, not having the energy to blow dry it, you had placed it in a messy bun. You untangle your hair now from the band, and walk into the living room. 

BREAKING NEWS: Diner worker and college student, Lee Anton, found dead this morning by diner manager. As of now, Davenport College is working closely with police. While the autopsy has come back as an unknown death, police are not ruling out homicide- 

“What?” you whisper. Chaewon is already hanging on to you, shaking at the proximity of it. You didn't know Chaewon all that well, saying polite greetings and exchanges was as far as you went and yet you couldn't help but hold on to her as someone knocked on your door. 

Shaking, you head over and crack the door. 

“Hey, this was at the front door of the building, it was addressed to you.” The RA looked down at his hands and you followed. 

In his hand, was the grey glitter liquid encased in the glass vial, with it came a note: 

Y/N L/N, forgetting this?

A/N: YOU MADE IT!!!! I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!! Please let me know your thoughts! I'll most likely continue this cause vampire kai has my attention rn... but I am starting school up again soon so,,, WHO KNOWS?! it also depends if people liked it :'3. SO please let me know your thoughts, tell me you love it, tell me you hate it, either way tears will be spilled! - J

ps. still learning how Tumblr works so if my formatting looks funny...help...

[sweatinghoneybee]

Just found this Ninjago Lloyd x reader fic made by @samseaaa and I am so in love with it!!! I finished reading all 65 chapters (before it got updated to 66) in like under a week and like the person I am when I became in love with a fanfic for an x reader I made an oc based of the reader in the story (disclaimer this is just my interpretation on reader in the story not how reader looks like in the story cause reader is based off of ourselves or in this case an oc made up being part of the story)

I gave the OC for this fic the name Connie Nagant when I search up first names that has the meaning curious and also for her last name I wanted to give her a name of a gun for her last name because of her relationship with guns in the fic. And mostly I gave her like a peach pink color scheme for her to relate to her powers in the story but also to have that specific color coded thing that the ninjas have going on and honestly I just gave her like a not so harsh color palettes cause I wanted her to have that contrast with Lloyd of him being in a world of dangers, actions and adventures and such while when she starts out she's living a normal life thrusted into a magical world, to put it simply I gave her the aesthetic of a magical shojo girl meeting her soulmate that's from a shounen. And since she's a bookworm and a traight A student I have this idea of her wearing something that sort of resemble uniforms eluding to her academic ambitions but I also try to sort of made her have that hint of detective look to point at her interests in history and her knowledge hungry personality. And i gave her bandages since in the story atleast in the first few chapters she’s really clumbsy but mellows out in future chapters but i thought it’ll be a fun charcter thing if she’s competant in serious scenario but is clumbsy in everyday life like she can survive falling from a 20 floors high building but she’ll be tripping on stones when in her average day (and also please don't point out about the dragon necklace and also the yin yang medallion for not being detailed cause I seriously have no skills to make such a detail piece and I'm already beating myself up cause I can't do the pendant and medallion justice with how it's described in the fic (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)) (also if anyone can read and write kanji, just a question, did I wrote Connie Nagant right cause I wanted to write her name in kanji as a homage to what happened in the fic even tho I don't actually know how to do it so I just sorta eyeballing it ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭)

All and all I just want to just gush about this fic cause like it's so good and still have some more drawings that I want to do for this fic! Still trying to finish up my Lloyd darwings for this fic and also an reader's best friend in the fic!

And so to those who want to read this fic here's the link!

Give them some love Kay! This work their made is amazing so give them those encouragements!

[soujux]

24 for 2024 — BL Series Wrapped

Despite my lack of posting and writing last year, I still spent so much time watching series. Honestly, more time than the time I spent working on several final paper. So, here's a semi-comprehensive summary of what I watched and enjoyed.

I watched 24 shows in 2024. Not including Your Sky, because it's on-going.

3 from South Korea. 4 from Thailand. 17 from Japan.

Released in 2024

Show titles and the little notes I wrote while being half asleep.

I Hear the Sunspot

Kouhei fell first for hungry boy Taichi.

Friends-to-lovers in my Japanese BL? Fork found in kitchen!

Kouhei has an auditory impairment, so Taichi (tries) to help him with his studies.

Taichi ultimately fails, but wins Kouhei's heart anyway.

Cosmetic Playlover

Mamiya works hard (serious) but Sahashi works harder (romantic).

Domestic fluff.

Men in a women dominated workplace.

Is this considered an office romance?

Perfect Propose

Burnt out office worker (Hiro) stumbles upon a younger man (Kai) who claims to be his fiancé.

Forced proximity if you squint.

Flirty aaah Kai.

Takara's Treasure

Grumpy Takara/Sunshine Taishin/Mountains

"Is it true that gay people exist?" - Taishin probably.

Asexual characters (Source: Me)

Japan presents its favorite "senior/junior" trope.

It's 25:00, In Akasaka

Yuki wants to be a star, so he acts in a BL show with super star Asami.

Oh, they also know each other from college.

Sensual melodrama with a fake-dating trope.

Love is Like a Poison

Lawyer Ryoma thinks he's in a legal drama when he's actually in a BL.

Sexy Lawyer x Sexy Scammer = Fluffy Downbad Boyfriends!

Haruto is Ryo's husband, but is also my wife (crime of the century).

Well-written characters for a well-written story.

Happy of the End

"Fuck it. Guess we both ain't shit." - Haoren and Chihiro

They were, in fact, not happy at all.

Unethical use of sex toys.

Read warnings before watching.

My Love Mix-Up (Thai)

A Japanese culture incorporated in Thailand made possible by making Mudmee half Japanese.

Just confused boys (Atom and Kongthap) falling in love.

Century of Love

Grandpa San waits a hundred years for his wife to be reborn only to find out that her reincarnation is a boy (Wee).

Grandpa learns what "gay" is and fell deeply in love with his husband.

Love Sea

Rich novelist Tongrak buys flirty island boy Mahasamut and brings him to Bangkok.

Good sound design in my Me Mind drama? A treat!

Would not recommend to everybody, but if you're into a sexy romance show, then this one is for you.

It has enemies-to-lovers, pet play, master-servant dynamic, rich boy x poor boy fantasy, falling in love, age-gap, and FortPeat.

My Stand-In

Joe gets transmigrated to the body of another Joe and fatefully bumped into his crazy ex-boyfriend Ming.

A BL with the plot of a telenovela.

Let go of your morals for this.

Joji's "Glimpse of Us" plays in the background.

A Time of Fever

Donghee's actor portrayed his role as someone who wishes that Hotae isn't gay to protect him from what he went through.

A coming-of-age story of self-discovery told through beautiful mis-en-scene.

Love for Love's Sake

Isekai in my BL?! Sign me up!

Myungha is given another chance to live in a game created by god himself.

Fictional character Yeowoo suddenly finds himself a protective clingy senior.

Gay, mental illness, and actors who looks like Soobin.

Released in Previous Years

More shows and more notes written from dreamland.

A Man Who Defies the World of BL (2021)

Straight man (Mobu) gets isekaied to a BL world.

The title is the story.

A world where homosexuality is the norm, and heterosexuality is unconventional.

Minato's Laundromat S1 (2022)

Age-gap nobody asked for.

High school boy (Shintaro) falls insanely in love with laundromat owner (Akira).

This is textbook BL live-adaptation.

Takara-kun to Amagi-kun (2022)

Sweet boys Takara and Amagi navigate their relationship in high school.

Grumpy x Sunshine trope and Popular x Nobody trope

They want each other so baaaad!

God's Favor (2022)

Yashiro dies after confessing to his childhood friend Kenta, but transmigrated as Kagura by choice.

Iconic line: "Why would you come back to me as a woman?"

Kagura and Rin yuri.

Everyone is bisexual.

My Beautiful Man S1 (2021)

Me (Hira) and the bad bitch (Kiyoi) I pulled by being autistic.

Whipping boy trope.

How not to start a relationship: see your partner as a god.

Finger sucking in my BL again.

My Beautiful Man S2 (2023)

"There is no way that my boyfriend who makes love to me every night actually loves me!" - Hira about Kiyoi

They match each other's freak.

Established relationship and domestic fluff.

My Beautiful Man: Eternal (2023)

Hira finds other (healthy) interests besides Kiyoi.

Celebrity x Photographer

Life changing franchise with an actor who looks like Beomgyu.

Became the Main Role of a BL Drama (2023)

Celebrity Yuichiro and former child-actor Hajime cohabitate for a BL series.

Freak x Anxious Boy

My Personal Weatherman (2023)

Weatherman Segasaki successfully pavloving his stay-at-home boyfriend Yoh into getting horny when the sun comes out.

Yoh being too blind to see just how much Segasaki is in love with him.

The exploration of Japanese couple dynamics and "amae."

I Cannot Reach You (2023)

Yamato is in love with his childhood friend Kakeru.

Low stake problems presented as high stake problems.

Yearning and eager kisses in my BL? Aaah childhood friends-to-lovers.

Yamato has the prettiest eyes!

Sing My Crush (2023)

Everyone knows that Baram and Hantae are married except them.

Best friends to soulmates to housemates to lovers (finally)

Hantae realizes that he's gay after acting upon it.

Singing in my BL as usual.

To wrap-up this comprehensive summary, I'm rewarding certain shows with special awards, because it's so much fun that way.

Best Writing

Love is Like a Poison (2024) - Ryoma's narration gave the show so much personality, but the most commendable about this show was how it kept getting better and better. The ending was perfect, because it provided the audience with continuity while simultaneously tying all the loose ends. It was not greedy! It understood what the show needed, especially for Haruto's character.

Love for Love's Sake (2024) - The concept of isekai is not new, but this show added its own twists to made it one of a kind. There were great choices made in this. It knew the perfect time to reveal information that would greatly benefit the narrative. Not only that, the show also managed to surprise me by being a mental health advocate. A little fact, this had one of they saddest break-up scenes I've seen last year.

Honorable Mention: My Beautiful Man S1 (2021) - The show provided me so much space for thinking, wondering, appreciating, and understanding of Hira and Kiyoi's relationship. The story had conflicts unique to the characters, and it was overall, so literary. The monologues were my favorite part along with the switching of point-of-views.

Most Beautiful Mis-En-Scene

A Time of Fever (2024) - This show bathed in sunlight! The yellows and oranges are so beautiful, so fitting for the coming-of-age theme, and so perfect for a prequel that's supposed to tell a story of the past. Every location is well-lived. They don't feel like sets, but real places. The camera work is perfect! Each frame is deliberate. There is a quality of intruding that makes all the scenes between Hotae and Donghee so raw. It's just an overall eyecandy.

Honorable Mention: Love for Love's Sake (2024) - The show has one of the best camera works on this list, but I did find it repetitive. Everything else is so pretty though.

Best Scene

Hira's Self-Pleasuring Scene in Episode 1 of My Beautiful Man (2021) - Hear me out! This scene surprised me, almost appalled me, so much. However, after rewatching the show 4 times at least, I grew a profound appreciation for the scene in connection to Hedonism. Hira wasn't even touching himself! He's merely looking at Kiyoi's face and thinking about him. I'll be talking more about it in a post one day, but you've got to give me a chance first.

Haoren and Chihiro's "first kiss" on the boat in Happy of the End (2024) - Well, something about them going on a date, kissing for the "first time," and Haoren telling Chihiro he "wants to die," altered something in my brain. The vulnerability was so loud—I swear I can peek into Haoren's soul if I looked into his eyes long enough. I've never experienced a scene like this before.

Best Official Soundtrack

Re-Move On by Gemini and Fourth - The impact of this OST is undeniable. Not only that, this song is so good! I'm glad they kept the streak of good songs since My School President.

geometric by osage - This song genuinely fit the feeling of Love is Like a Poison, and the sound directors perfectly knew when to play the song at the end. I genuinely see the show flash before my eyes whenever I listen to this song. It sounds like the ending of an adventure. Too bad, it's not talked about enough.

Other technical awards will be added in future lists once I get better at my production classes. Best editing, best script, best score, and everything else are way out of my expertise. I'm afraid I'll have to pass on this first. Here are categories created without much logic, just instincts:

Certificate of Appreciation for Better Sound Design

Love Sea (2024) - After the hell my eyes went through in Love in the Air, the company finally improving the audio equipment, and doing a better job at editing the recordings. Listen, it's not perfect, but it's definitely better. Hearing Tongrak and Mahasamut despite the harsh winds, and the lack of actors accidentally touching the microphone again made my ears so happy.

Certificate of Appreciation for Prettiest Kiss

Takara's Treasure (2024) - I've seen better and stronger kisses, but the way Takara kisses Taishin is just so beautiful. They are pretty kissers—visually pleasing lip-lockers. You can almost feel how soft their kiss is through the skin.

Certificate of Appreciation for Cutest Characters

I Hear the Sunspot (2024) - I really love watching Kouhei and Taichi individually the most. They interact with their environment delicately, full of care, understanding, and full of kindness. Both Kouhei and Taichi are very big characters, in my opinion, that's why the show somehow felt underwhelming, because I feel like there were so many unexplored and underexplored areas in their stories. I'm in dire need of a season 2.

Overall Best Show in 2024

Love for Love's Sake (2024) - I only have feelings about this show, not thoughts. The writing, cinematography, acting, chemistry, editing, and message won me over. It's one of those shows that you think about for so long after watching it. If I loved it any less, I might be able to talk about it more.

Watching in 2025

I literally got a iQIYI subscription for Your Sky. I'm also watching Perfect 10 Liners, because nobody told me it's so funny and cute!

I'm looking forward to Ticket to Heaven and Love You, Teacher this year. I hope they meet my expectations, because they both look so promising.

[imthetunnelunderoceanblvd]

imagine waking up with jakes face between your thighs..

☁️ dilf!jake sully x fem!reader.

☁️ smut, oral sex (fem!rec.), somnophilia, slight daddy kink, facials, no plot.

☁️ 456 words

☁️ jake is hungry for you.

☁️ first time writing for jake lol. this is kinda short.. & sucks cuz i wrote it in 1 hour lolol

jake lazily lifts your legs up and throw them on his shoulder, his hands working on the knots of your tweng, untying them, lifting it to his nose and sniffing onto it deeply while groaning before he licked along its inside, if you were awake, you would’ve blushed, but you weren’t.

he wastes no time dipping in to his meal, spreading your lips apart using his thumbs and groaning at the sight, he wondered about what you’re dreaming about, what got you all worked up like a virgin being aroused for the first time.

he laid his tongue between your lips licking a fat flat stripe stopping at your clit with a flick before taking the little bud inside his mouth.

your jolt awake when jake suckled harshly on your clit, hair spread out on your thighs covering them, “j-jake,” he looked up at you, yellow eyes meeting you doe ones, “shhh, tis okay baby, daddy’s just hungry, lay back and look pretty f’me ’kay?” you nodded your head and laid back, your fingers finding their place on his hair as his fingers worked in and out of you making wet noises that made a purple hue cover your cheeks while your hips shamelessly started grinding on his mouth covering his chin and nose in clear, pure honey like nectar, annoyingly sticky, but once it’s taste hits your taste buds you become addicted. and he was addicted to your pretty pussy, your juices, your warm insides, you were like heroin, make him feel like he reached the moon and went heaven when he’s just between your.

his fingers seem to multiply the more you let out beautiful noises, fuck he’d burn pandora to the ground, burn the entire solar system for these exact noises you’re making right now. oh how he’d love to keep his head between your thighs...

he sensed that you’re close, from the way you were squirming and clenching your walls around his fingers, his hand rubbing on your thigh in a soothing way as he pressed his chin to your clit, “c’mon baby, let go, cum on daddy’s face, i know you want to.”

you let out a high pitched moan when his fingers starting curling and uncurling inside you, scratching your walls and hitting that one spongey spot inside you, he closed his eyes and backed off a little, his face still close to your sex, you relaxed your body, feeling the strings in your tummy snapping as you let out a loud moan, “i’m cumming - daddy - i- i-” your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you released all over his face, his fingers still inside of you helping you ride out your orgasm.

“atta girl.”

[outerspaceismyhappyplace]

Here’s another scene from my Classification AU that I wrote a while ago

“He finally slipped, didn’t he?” Shinobu says, as Tanjiro walks in with an exhausted Zenitsu on his hip.

“Yeah.”

“On purpose?”

Tanjiro sits down, situating Zenitsu on his lap. “No,” he grimaces.

Shinobu’s eyes narrow. “He involuntarily regressed in the middle of a mission?”

“It wasn’t his fault, Shinobu, it was mine,” Tanjiro says. “I should have taken your advice and forced him into littlespace earlier.”

“If he’s to be a Demon Slayer he needs to be able to take care of himself. We try to keep Littles and Caregivers together, but should we need one of you alone, he needs to be able to manage and control his headspace on his own.”

“I…I know,” Tanjiro says, although the thought of Zenitsu or Inosuke being sent on solo missions without him is…anxiety provoking, to say the least. “I’m going to talk with him about that once he comes out of headspace.”

“That probably won’t be for a while,” Shinobu notes. “Being pushed over the edge like that, especially after being in control for so long, will most likely cause him to be in headspace for an unusually long period of time. He’ll also probably be a lot younger than he would be normally.” She raises an eyebrow at Tanjiro. “You think you can handle that? Two Littles and a Flip at the same time, one of which isn’t in control of his headspace at all?”

“Of course I can,” Tanjiro says.

Right on cue, Inosuke comes barreling into the room and then into Tanjiro and Zenitsu with a loud, “GONPACHIRO!” This startles Zenitsu awake, who then starts crying. “‘Ro!” Inosuke exclaims, throwing his hands up in the air excitedly. “‘Ro, I have a little brother!”

“Yeah, yeah, I know you do, bud,” Tanjiro says in a hushed voice, bouncing Zenitsu on his knee to try to get him to calm down. “You have a really little brother. I know it’s exciting, but he’s feeling really overwhelmed right now so we need to be extra gentle, okay?”

“‘Kay!” Inosuke agrees. “I can help with the baby!”

Shinobu chuckles and shakes her head. “Well, then, I’ll leave you to it. Let me know if you need any help, okay?”

“Thank you,” Tanjiro says. Turning back to Inosuke, he smiles affectionately and tells him, “I know you’ll be such a big help tomorrow. But for now, it’s time for bed. It’s been a long day and we could all use some sleep.”

“I’m not tired!” Inosuke cries.

Zenitsu wails louder, and Tanjiro looks back and forth between his two boys a few times. “Oh, Inosuke, I think Zenitsu is scared of your boar mask.”

“But it’s just a mask! ‘S not my real face!”

“I know, but Zenitsu is overwhelmed and confused and very teeny tiny right now, so he might not understand that,” Tanjiro explains patiently.

Inosuke nods and takes it off, kneeling in front of Zenitsu. “See, baby? I’m not a monster, I’m just me!”

Zenitsu stares at him with wide eyes and reaches out to touch his hair, sobs settling down.

Inosuke squeals. “Look, ‘Ro, he likes me!”

“I knew he would,” Tanjiro says, breathing a silent sigh of relief that that’s all it took to get Zenitsu to stop crying. “Okay. Did you get something to eat?”

“Yup!”

“And you’re all cleaned up?”

“Uh-huh!”

“Good job, bud.”

“The butterfly girl helped me!”

Literally every girl in the whole mansion, with the exception of Nezuko, could be described as a butterfly girl, but Tanjiro decides not to point that out. “That’s great, Inosuke!” Zenitsu is starting to fuss again, and Tanjiro realizes he must be hungry. “I’m going to go and get Zenitsu something to eat; do you think you can get yourself tucked in?“

“No, I want ‘Ro to!” Inosuke says, hanging off of Tanjiro’s arm.

“Can you at least go and lie down until we’re done? It shouldn’t take long, okay? Then I’ll come and tuck you in.”

“But-“

“Please, Inosuke? I need you to be a big boy for me so I can help Zenitsu.”

Inosuke looks unhappy, but he complies. “Fine,” he huffs.

Tanjiro lifts Zenitsu up and takes him to the kitchen, where a warm bottle of milk is already sitting on the table, with a note attached—

‘Thought this might come in handy. It’s babyspace formula infused with supplements that should help with nightmares and anxiety. - Lady Shinobu’

“Look at that, Zen! Lady Shinobu made you a bottle, wasn’t that so nice of her?” Tanjiro says. Zenitsu simply stares at him and puts his fingers in his mouth. “No, don’t do that, I’ve got something much tastier,” Tanjiro promises, sitting down and coaxing Zenitsu’s fingers out of his mouth. He cradles him in his arms and tips the bottle back.

Zenitsu initially spits the first mouthful out in surprise, but to Tanjiro’s relief, after a tentative second try, he drinks the rest of it down greedily, eyelids getting heavy as he gets drowsy. When he gets to the end of the bottle, he makes tiny humming noises of satisfaction.

“You’re so cute,” Tanjiro coos softly, looking down at him with an adoring smile. “I wish your first drop with me was under better circumstances, little one, but I’m happy I finally get to take care of you.”

[pelorsdyke]

making a new pinned post to neaten up my fic links! my name is k, i love writing wlw ships, and ill be so real with you rn a lot of them are rarepairs. find me here on ao3. my tumblr fic tag is here, and I often post wip peeks for tag games.

some ships I’ve written once or twice include: spemily (pll), buffy x tara (btvs), jackienat (yellowjackets), mariakilah (yellowjackets), donnajoey (the west wing), maggie x sophie (leverage), and wayhaught (wynonna earp). I also wrote a lot of ronance (stranger things) during the s4 era.

marjan marwani & nancy gillian (911 lone star):

who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me (test kitchen au)

and love isn’t a fact, it’s a hunch at first. (paul helps marjan come to terms with her feelings for nancy)

and your keys, your ring of keys (marjan starts to realize some things about herself, with the help of an oc. lesbian marjan)

underneath your hands I become poetry (some celebratory sex after tommy announces nancy will take over as interim captain while she’s away. inspired by the bts pic where nancy appears to be wearing a name tag that says captain gillian)

your essence is the ink in the word forever (nancy has tattoos. marjan notices.)

so swing your hips and do a little dip (nancy, marjan, and tarlos go to a gay bar)

I will do my best to get it right (nancy and marjan’s first anniversary plans go awry)

I’m gonna love you for a long time (marjan’s lesbian flag hijab, but also just like. 1k words of established fluff)

I’ve been under scrutiny (you handle it beautifully) (marjan and nancy are actors on the firefighter show austin 126. nancy may have a tiny baby crush)

everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it (post-canon, nancy thinks about moving on. it’s kind of terrifying.)

speed queen marj versus the big tortoise (a coda to 5x01 wherein nancy & marjan continue their banter and kiss a little bit. a secret relationship fic)

when we’re cheek to cheek, I feel it in my teeth (nancy & marjan go to the carnival together. tooth-rotting fluff.)

lucy tara & kate whistler (ncis: hawai’i):

the room is empty, and the window is open (a spiderwoman lucy au, the tumblr tag for the series is here)

february, the thirteenth (kacy celebrates valentines day early, as per lucy’s way of handling holidays)

blue scooby-doo fruit snacks and unrequited love, probably (high school au kacy flirting)

sit down, breathe, and just listen (post-3.04, kacy talks about marriage and promises)

in response, your glorious laughter (a snapshot of a sweet married kacy early morning)

hear the desert wind roll by (kacy first meeting cowboy au, pwp)

one single thread of gold tied me to you (kai buys lucy a virtual meet-and-greet with her celebrity crush, kate whistler. it turns out they may be a little more familiar with each other than lucy’s remembering.)

hen wilson & karen wilson (911 abc):

I did think, let’s go about this slowly (karen and her instinct to let insecurity drive her decision-making.)

I wanna get stuck in your head (some soft henren fluff about parenting, flirting, and finding the time to talk to your wife.)

[traffic-light-eyes]

lloyd hcs? i wanna hear them ALL

Oh boyyyy here we go. I think my LONG Lloyd headcanon post is still one of my top posts, so you can check that out there. I already know this is gonna take a while, so strap in. Dunno if I'll get to all of them or not because I still need content for the future, though.

He's a hungry kid. Always hungry. They don't know if he's having some belated puberty thing where he's hungry 24/7 365 or if it's just his heritage, but he's just. Starving. He gets shy about it, though, even when he knows that his friends would never belittle him because of it. He'll just shyly and slowly push his plate towards Zane and look at him with his big puppy eyes and a pout and Zane can do nothing but give him what he wants (you're spoiling him, Zane. - What would you do in that situation, Cole? He looked horribly pathetic, and I couldn’t do anything but give him another slice of pie.)

He is either chronically online or he has 0 knowledge of the internet. No in-between. For chronically online, his vocabulary mostly consists of tiktok references, and you can definitely hear Zane crying in the distance because he doesn't know what Lloyd is saying. For 0 knowledge of the internet, Jay and Kai make jokes and references to tiktok/reddit/Twitter/etc. and when Lloyd doesn't understand (and subsequently tilts his head like the adorable dragoni he is), you can hear Jay crying in the distance and the soft shushing voice from Nya as she tries to calm him down.

He will steal all shiny things. Shiny rock on the ground? Yoink. Jay left a particularly sparkly bolt on his desk? Well, it's Lloyd's now. Loose change on the counter? He'll take the shiny ones, thanks. He doesn't use the money. He just owns it. When Garmadon came back and saw his stash of sparkly things, he was like, "Ah, so you did inherit some of my genetics. I was getting a bit worried."

Contrary to popular belief, he doesn't own many plushies. Just one. It's a little stuffed tiger with half-off eyes and practically tearing at the seams. Kai won it in a claw machine for him back when he was a kid, and he will not part with it nor have any alterations to it no matter what. It's his and it has survived all the fires in the monastery, the crashes of the bounty, and the angry throws at the wall when Lloyd is mad (he immediately picks it back up and cries for throwing it). He remembers each mark, each missing patch of fur, every scratch on it stupid beaded eyes, and he treasures it. Because his brother got it for him.

He bought Jay a Hatsune Miku body pillow.

He's not a very good gift-giver, actually. If it was December, and he was tasked with some white elephant something he would perish at the spot. So, to combat that, he buys trinkets and things that remind him of his friends or things that he thinks that they'd like, and during the holiday or birthday, all he has to do is stuff it in a bag and put a bow on it. During the missions where they miss the holiday/birthday or if they're not close to his stash of presents, he gets really upset because he can't show them how much he loves them because nothing nothing can compare to the year of scouring shops and finding that cute little spoon engraved with Zane's initials that he found in a thrift store.

More of the gift giving: he's bad at showing affection or just verbally saying that he loves his friends, so he does the neurodivergent thing of just. Giving them pretty rocks or, like, soda tabs. Cole was horribly touched by the rocks, and now he has a shelf full of Lloyd rocks. Sometimes, to calm down, Lloyd and Cole paint the rocks. There's a cute collection of ninja look-alike rocks sitting next to their photos. When Lloyd was younger and everyone started gunning for his affection, Kai got a bunch of jars and wrote everyone's names on them. The person with the most soda tabs by the end of the year would have won the "Lloyd's favorite" award. The thing is, though, they never stopped doing it. When Pixal joined the crew, she was surprised to find herself a jar with her name on it with a purple soda tab.

Speaking of Pixal- a little after she joined, she realized that Lloyd had not finished school. When she had asked about it, she was told Wu was teaching him. She searched more to find out exactly what he was being taught. Lo and behold, it was exclusively ninja things or ancient, ancient history. And much to Lloyd's annoyance, she immediately stormed up to him and got him learning some algebra. She was not going to let him live his life without schooling. When she realized that he was having a lot of trouble with high school mathematics (because she had assumed that he was in the highschool age), she slyly went lower and lower in the education scale just to see where he left off. She was horrified to find he had not exceeded 5th grade math. No more than 5 minutes after his daily lesson, all of them (save Lloyd) had a nice, long conversation about his age and his schooling. She made it her life duty that Lloyd became one of the smartest gosh darned people in Ninjago.

On a lighter note, Jay and Nya sometimes have robot battles for fun. But. Not aggressive or combat related. They make robots do silly tasks like planting a flower or making a sandwich. They always make Lloyd judge who did it better because he has 0 clue the mechanics behind it, and he doesn't pick favorites. (Even if he's not trying to be his father anymore, he loves stirring up chaos by making each of them never truly beat each other by a lot)

He had a lisp as a kid. He didn't know it at the time, but it was because his mouth was unfamiliar with his sharp teeth. It makes him speak funny. For a while, he just didn't speak at all because he was embarrassed when the other darkleys kids made fun of him. He toughened out, though, and sat in his room, reading out loud to himself (occasionally with his kind roommate and friend Brad helping him) to correct his speech. To this day, he sometimes messes up words because he doesn't have proper speech therapy. But it's just another cute Lloyd thing to the team.

Mkay. I only did a few for just in case someone else asks for Lloyd stuff

[james-is-here]

The start of this starts off a little weirdly but as I wrote it, I got more into the flow of it.

This is inspired by Han at the TMA cause oh my god that outfit he wore was just 🥵 I can’t, he’s just- inexplainable, I hope it makes sense.

Kai’s sanity was slowly diminishing the longer he glanced and stared at the other male.

He’s gotta remember to thank the stylists after this.

His grip on Minho’s shoulder, resting there originally just to have a hand on a member as they gave speeches, got tighter without him realizing. A sneaky slap to Kai’s stomach almost snaps him out of his daze which he thought was just looking over the audience but it was actually on the young rapper.

“Kai.” Minho mutters and nudged him again which got him to look over at him and release his hold. “Sorry.” He mutters as he rubbed the area he was gripping. “You okay?” He asks, trying to not look obvious as he checked the other. “Y-yeah, I will be.” “What’s wrong?” “Nothing to be discussed at the moment.” Minho nods and goes back to looking at the other members.

Afterwards, even after the TMA, they were getting ready to change when Chan spoke up, asking if the stylists and staff could leave for a moment for, what he said, members talk.

“Chan, what did you want to talk about?” “Oh, nothing.” “Then why did you send everyone out?” Kai had a suspicion of why he sent them out, his hand practically twitching at his sides, waiting to move.

“Go ahead.” “Uh…” “I’m not dumb, Kai. Minho isn’t the only one that saw your staring.” Kai’s eyes widen as it felt like his heart beat picked up. “Really?” “Yeah.”

Kai was out of his makeup chair and over to Jisung on the couch immediately, who was once sitting and slouching against the couch was now pushed onto his back with lips crashing into his.

Minho, who was sitting on the other end, laughed at Kai’s eagerness, abnormally calm as his leg was subjected to being Han’s pillow.

Kai’s left hand moved to the crook of Han’s knee to bend the joint before he pulled his own knee to be underneath it to be closer but to support himself from laying on the younger completely.

Dragging his hand from his knee, up his thigh, and to his waist, he slips his left hand under the cutouts at his hips while two fingers slide under his waistband, trying to pull Han closer as he arches further into Kai’s hold. Kai’s right arm had slid under his arched back, holding him close. The older male hums softly as he forces his tongue through Han’s lips to slowly lick into his mouth, the way Han always likes it. He likes rough kisses but slow make outs had him turning to putty.

Kai was surprisingly resisting the urge to go further, settling for just kissing him and touching. Han has relaxed from the initial shock, tilting his head with Kai as his right hand rests on Kai’s shoulder and his left on the back of his neck.

“How long will they go?” “Who knows, Kai almost looked hungry on stage.” Minho replied to Changbin. “You good there?” Chan said with amusement in his tone as he looked at Minho’s situation. “I’m fine.”

Jisung weakly tried to push Kai away but all his strength had left him when Kai’s tongue tangled with his. He whines, dropping his right hand from Kai’s shoulder to slap Minho’s knee. The dancer looks up from his phone, watching as Jisung tried to push Kai again before he moved his hand to the back of Kai’s head, tangling his finger into the blond locks on the back of his head. Kai groans at the feeling before he yelps when his hair is being pulled and he’s being separated from the young rapper.

Han leans his head further back onto Minho’s thigh while he catches his breath. Looking back up, Kai is twisted slightly, leaning on his right arm as his left hand holds himself up next to Han’s hip. “Ow, Hyung, that hurts.” Kai complains as he adjusts all his weight onto his arm to bring his left hand up to the hand pulling his hair.

“He was trying to push you off and you weren’t moving, had to do something.” Kai pouts as he drops his hand. “What’s that face for?” Minho asked with a smile. “Ow…” Kai mutters quietly making the other snicker and loosen his grip to scratch the sore area.

Han then stutters underneath them. “W-What did I d-do to g-get that?” “You didn’t do anything, it was this outfit.” “O-Oh, too much?” “Not at all.” Kai was gonna lean down again to kiss him but Minho held him back. “Min!” He whines before the hand leaves his head and he falls into Han’s neck, leaving small kisses along the side.

“Kai, we do need to bring staff back in here at some point.” The blond whines, rolling onto his side and bringing Jisung with him, going from making out to just holding him. “But Channie-hyung~” “Kai, we can’t be here forever.” He grumbles, settling his head into Minho’s thigh as he pulls Han to lay on his bicep next to the dancers leg. “Fine.”

Chan brought the staff back in, a few smiling at Kai and Jisung on the couch. Kai held Jisung tightly but not so much he couldn’t get up when his name was to be called but for now, Jisung buried his burning face into Kai’s chest and wrapped his arms around him. Minho stayed as Kai’s pillow until he was called, scrolling on his phone with one hand while the other played with Kai’s hair.

He was able to hold himself back this long, he’s not sure if he’ll be able to hold himself off when they get home.

Should i try to make a part 2?

Anyway,,,

I just couldn’t resist. This outfit is deadly and it just drove me nuts.

[denimbex1986]

'Years before he became known as the father of the atomic bomb, J. Robert Oppenheimer worked as a physics professor at the University of California, Berkeley, when he met who became perhaps the greatest love of his life.

Her name was Jean Tatlock, and just as she captured the famed physicist’s heart, their romance has captured the imaginations of historians for nearly a century. And they aren’t the only ones. Tatlock will be portrayed by Florence Pugh, alongside Cillian Murphy’s Oppenheimer, in the upcoming film Oppenheimer, directed by Christopher Nolan.

Affiliated with the Communist Party, Tatlock is often credited with introducing Oppenheimer to radical politics, something that haunted him in his later life and career. Despite their 10-year age gap, and though they were separated by the time he led the famous Manhattan Project, Tatlock had an undeniable impact on Oppenheimer’s life, and her tragic death weighed on him as he began his work on the atomic bomb.

“A free-spirited woman with a hungry, poetic mind, she was always the one person in the room, whatever the circumstances, who remained unforgettable,” according to American Prometheus: The Triumph and Tragedy of J. Robert Oppenheimer by Kai Bird and Martin Sherwin.

Meeting Oppenheimer

Born in Ann Arbor, Michigan in 1914, Tatlock was the second child of J.S.P. Tatlock and Marjorie Fenton. Her father, who had a docorate from Harvard University, was an acclaimed English professor and literary scholar and was considered a foremost expert on the works of Geoffrey Chaucer, according to Brotherhood of the Bomb by Gregg Herken.

Jean inherited her father’s intellect. Before attending Vassar College in 1931, she took a year off to travel in Europe, staying with a friend in Switzerland who was a devoted follower of psychologist Carl Jung. After meeting a close-knit community of psychoanalysts during the trip, she decided to study psychology herself, according to Bird and Sherwin.

After graduating from Vassar in 1935, she studied at the Stanford Medical School, where her intellect and good looks intimidated the other classmates. They also caught the interest of Oppenheimer, then a physics professor at the University of California, Berkeley, where Tatlock completed her prerequisites before enrolling at Stanford.

Oppenheimer and Tatlock began a passionate and intense romance in 1936, when she was 22 and he was 32. The decade age gap didn’t seem to matter. A friend described Tatlock as Oppenheimer’s “truest love” and said he was “devoted to her,” according to Bird and Sherwin. He reportedly proposed to Tatlock twice, though she turned him down.

Tatlock was impressed with Oppenheimer’s knowledge of English literature, and she introduced him to the poetry of John Donne. It’s widely believed the Trinity test—the first detonation of the nuclear weapon in 1945—was named after a Donne poem and inspired by Tatlock, according to The First Atomic Bomb by Janet Farrell Brodie.

Communist Affiliations

Tatlock was a dues-paying member of the Communist Party of the United States of America while dating Oppenheimer, an association that would later bring a great deal of scrutiny to the famed physicist. Tatlock wrote for the Western Worker, a major West Coast communist publication, and she introduced him to several prominent members of the party, according to Robert Oppenheimer: A Life Inside the Center by Ray Monk.

“I find I am a complete Red when anything at all,” Tatlock wrote to a friend, according to American Prometheus. She also pushed Oppenheimer to move from mere theory to action, and when he commented that he would have to settle for staying on the periphery of political struggles, Tatlock remarked, “Oh, for God’s sake, don’t settle for anything.”

However, Oppenheimer denied that Tatlock was solely responsible for his political interests or affiliations, noting that he first read about Soviet communism after his father lent him a book on the subject before he met Tatlock. According to Bird and Sherwin’s American Prometheus, Oppenheimer described Tatlock’s communist involvement as “on-again, off-again affairs and never seemed to provide for her what she was seeking. I do not believe that her interests were really political.”

From 1939 onward, Oppenheimer claimed he only saw Tatlock on rare occasions, and in 1940, he wed Katherine Puening, more commonly known as Kitty Oppenheimer, to whom he was married the rest of his life. However, he and Tatlock remained “the closest of friends and occasional lovers,” according to Bird and Sherwin, and she would phone him for comfort during her occasional bouts of depression.

By 1943, Tatlock was a pediatric psychiatrist at Mount Zion Hospital in San Francisco, at the start of what seemed to be a promising career. The 29-year-old was also being treated for clinical depression, which might have worsened when Oppenheimer drastically reduced contact with her after becoming director of the Los Alamos Laboratory that year, according to Bird and Sherwin.

A Tragic Death

Tatlock was placed under surveillance by the FBI due to her relationship with Oppenheimer and past involvement with communist politics. When Tatlock and Oppenheimer had one last meeting in June 1943, she confessed that she still loved him and wanted to be with him. Unbeknownst to her, FBI agents monitored the entire visit, according to Monk’s biography.

“For reasons of love and compassion, he had become a key member of Jean’s psychological support structure—and then he had vanished, mysteriously,” Bird and Sherwin wrote in American Prometheus. “In Jean’s eyes, it may have seemed as if ambition had trumped love.”

Tatlock died by suicide on January 4, 1944, at age 29. Her father discovered her body after entering her San Francisco apartment through a window after she didn’t respond to the doorbell. He found her lying in the bathroom, her head submerged in a partially-filled bathtub, with a suicide note on the dining room table, according to Monk.

“I am disgusted with everything,” the note read, according to Bird and Sherwin. “To those who loved me and helped me, all love and courage. I wanted to live and to give and I got paralyzed somehow. I tried like hell to understand and couldn’t.”

One of the first people to learn of her death was FBI Director J. Edgar Hoover, due to the agency’s surveillance, according to Monk. Oppenheimer was despondent upon hearing the news. Due to the unusual circumstances around her death and the FBI surveillance, many have speculated that Tatlock was murdered, but most of her loved ones believe the cause of death was suicide.

Tatlock’s relationship with Oppenheimer would be used as evidence against him in 1954, when the United States Atomic Energy Commission held security hearings that explored his communist associations and other past actions. Oppenheimer lost his security clearance as a result of the hearing, effectively ending his formal relationship with the U.S. government.'

[kfans-writerblog]

RELATIONSHIP WITH KAI

You were setting up camera to interview kai with his new comeback rover and after you finish setting up the camera you decorated around to make it look like the concept of his album when your done you wanted to give your crush kai something but you don't have anything so you ran to the makeup room and wrote this letter

Dear kai I liked you for so long I will keep loving and support you wherever you are I hope we can go out together for a date I love you kim jongin .

Kai saw you and he knocked "hello I'm kai nice to meet you " you blushed and handed him the letter

You reply in korean "hello I'm y/n thanks for coming on my channel kai I got you some lunch we can enjoy during recording "

He smiled "thank you so much I'm so hungry ah what is this can I read it? " You nod and walk away and set up plates and cups for the recording

He finished reading it and he grabbed you by the arm for a hug 🫂

You exchange kakao id so you both can keep in contact 😉

You took a selfie with kai and the recording did very well when it finished he asked you

"Y/n do u have time ?"

You reply him with a blush "yes oppa do you want to go to a cafe for a drink you asked "

He noded and held your hand while you lead him to a nice cafe

Kai said "your my style " he petted your hair

"When you have time come to korea and live with me I can teach you some dances "

You smile because you love to dance you got so exited "oppa I know your dances I learnd all of them well almost all because some are hard how about I preform for you?"

He got shocked he didn't know you were a long time fan also loves to sing and dance "wow really how about coming to the hotel I stay in show me your talent ?'

You nod "ok deal "

Hours passed you got ready to go out

He sent you the pass word and you knock three times wich was a sign it was you

You walked in and gave him a hug

"Hey y/n you look nice thanks for coming "

He kissed your cheek and you hold him for a hug and he giggled "oppa ready for my performance!?"

He nod and cheer for you "yeah y/n woo-hoo " he claps giving confidence

You first sang baby dont cry

Then preform the dance and rap on over dose

He was so shocked his gf was such a good performer

You finish and took you sweater of and end off the day with cuddling kai and falling asleep together

[tinandabin]

A Normal Day In Sagau but with a twist | part 2

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ok, this isn't post isnt related to any of my other sagau posts. I wanted to read something light hearted and comedic so here I am 😃 also the reader has been ise-kaied over here

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You were sitting in your super soft chair, drinking bittersweet tea as you boredly looked out your window, starting at the clouds and thinking of whether you should jump out the window and touch some grass, but before you could take any action the door to your room opened and there came one of your servants.

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"Good afternoon, Your Grace's Beloved, lunch is ready. May I escort you to the dining hall?" She asked politely; keeping her eyes on her shoes.

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"Yo," You replied casually, "I'm not really hungry so y'all could eat without me." Grabbing some sugar cubes, you dumped them into your half-filled cup of tea and stirred it fast.

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"Of course, but I do not think the... Archons would be happy with that." She responded nervously, as she took a glance at you to see your tired eyes.

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"They can suck my nonexistent dick for all I care." You mumbled out and gently told the girl to leave and she did so; albeit a bit hesitantly.

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When you were first ise-kaied to Genshin Impact.. You were expecting yourself to be the creator and for you to be, 1. Hunted down, 2. Then worshipped. You had pricked yourself ( purposefully ) with a stick to see if you had golden blood, only to see clear, diamond-like blood.

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At first, you were confused but when you were face to face with the Archons, while your diamond blood dripped down your finger, you heard them whisper one thing. "You are our....Creator's Beloved."

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Apparently, in one of the scrolls, the Creator wrote something along the lines of, "And whosoever be blessed to have blood like diamond shall be the one I cherish forever; be aware my children, for they appear only once in a Blue Moon."

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So here you are now. Stuck in this palace with all the acolytes worshipping you as 'Their Holy Grace's Beloved.' Man, you really are so done with this shit. Because yeah sure, you are the Creator's Beloved but that didn't give you any cool powers. So, conclusion: You can't fucking escape until you meet this so-called creator. You will sucker punch that bastard in the face bro.

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You groaned as you heard your door open again, betting 10 sugar cubes that it's probably one of the Archons. Time for another headache.

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Masterlist

[lunacvte]

This was originally a request, buuut it accidentally got deleted hah silly me.. 😻 basically their idea was inspired by the Mammon fic i wrote, saving MC from demons, but this time with Beel at one of his sports games! And i loved the idea so of course i must fulfill ze wish heh 🫶🏻 anyways yes i hope you likey,

And thank you for the request~! 🤭

Warnings: angy beel (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾ (but he’s also sad and all soft with you ~) somewhat violent interaction between MC and a demon, such as biting, grabbing, mention of blood- kind of assault? Nothing too harsh happens though! Overall cute and angsty!

Characters: gn!reader (MC), Beelzebub

Oml i’m gonna make MC and Beel already be a couple- because it is gonna make everything so much cuter ugh <3

Fandom: Obey Me!

( for reference, the fic mentions Beel playing a sport “Fangol” which was mentioned in the game as one of his favorite devildom sport, this is similar to Football! Just incase anyone wonders about it :)

My Winner, My Savior ✿

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You stood from your seat in the front row stands of the large outdoor stadium, cheering your boyfriend on. Shouting out his name and other encouraging praises, even though you doubt he can hear you. To him, just you being at his games makes him happy, and thats all that matters to either of you.

From what you could tell, all the hard work and energy Beel has put into training for his Fangol games was really paying off. He had the crowd chanting for his team and even for him, and you/his brothers couldn’t be more supportive of how well he was doing.

At first, there would be a few times Beel would basically stop moving as the game still went on, and you knew why. The gluttonous demon could only think about how hungry he was after burning all this energy, he thought he was gonna really gonna die. But he still continued on, only motivated from knowing that you would be there to feed him endless amounts of food by the end of this tiring game.

You gleamed and smiled, bouncing up and down as you held the big and cute cupcake plushie Beel had given you, he said it reminded him of you because of its sweetness and because he’s noticed how devildom cupcakes have peaked your interest for a while now. He really could be so generous when it came to the only one who has his heart.

You, Belphegor, and Leviathan (his biggest fans) all jumped from your seats once again as you watched Beel score an 6-point touchdown, giving him and his team a big enough score to call a win. Everyone screamed and cheered, watching Beel’s team members praise and congratulate each other in their success. Although Beel seemed more happy over the fact that you watched him succeed. He ran over to you and his brothers, giving everyone a highfive, and you kiss on the lips, and on the forehead, a little gesture he loves giving you.

“MC did you see me?? I did amazing didn’t I??” He grabbed your hands and rubbed your knuckles gently. You giggled in response, nodding your head. “Of course you did, Beelz! You ran so fast! You were like “PEWHH” and “WHOOSH!” You laughed, patting a damp cloth that you had prepared to cool his face down from any sweat and exertion. He was basking in the care and compliments.

“Oh! I forgot! I knew you’d win because you’ve been working and practicing really hard the past few weeks, so i brought you a surprise I know you’ll love~ it’s in the car though, i’ll go grab it quick! You wait here, ‘kay?” You smiled, caressing Beel’s cheek gently before making your way to the basket case of foods and dessert’s you prepared for him.

You sighed happily and turned the corner to exit the stadium, spotting the black car Lucifer had driven everyone in. You opened the trunk and grabbed the considerably heavy basket, looking inside to make sure everything was still there and in good shape, to your relief, it was all perfect, which wouldn’t last any longer.

You were surprised with a large hand covering your mouth and eyes, making you drop the basket in sudden shock, the fact that you couldn’t see or speak scared you.

“See no evil, speak no evil~ ever heard of that, saying, human? Can’t speak of what you can’t see~ no one around to save you.. to stop me, and my, my.. your human soul is the first i’ve come across in here, it’s so.. delicious and.. well I can’t say pure, you’re a sinner. Aren’t you~ ” the voice behind you let out a menacing laugh

His hand pressing harder more and more firm against your eyes and mouth. You began to breath heavily the harder you felt your heart beating in your chest. You grasped onto the hands of the demon, trying to remove the hands from your mouth. It was getting hard for you to breath and your nose wasn’t doing you much justice. You would hit against the arms a few times, but the demon wouldn’t budge.

“Stay.. still!” He demanded, pushing your body forward against the car, making you hit your forhead, making you wince. “Just your smell alone.. makes me hungry~ and you’re the perfect meal!~ and after I devour you, I can go to your demon friends or classmates, whatever they are, with the horrible news that their human is.. no longer around! doesn’t that sound so thrilling, human?~” he laughed once again, but this time wasted no time to bite into your shoulder from behind you.

Your body thrashed in his grip, a scream emitting from your throat even with the hand covered over your mouth, there wasn’t anyone outside yet though, which means there was a slim chance of anyone even witnessing the danger you were in. You didn’t even get to properly say goodbye to the brothers.. the last interaction you would remember of your boyfriend was seeing his smiling, pink tinted face in the palm of your hand before you left him…

You felt tears starting to form in your eyes, trying to fight through the force of the demons weight pushing you down, yet again, another harsh, muffled scream was released from you, the demon had bit you again on your shoulder. And these weren’t regular bites.. demon teeth were incredibly sharp, and felt like your skin was being torn from just a nip..

You wailed, finally biting down onto the demons palm, making him yell out, finally removing his hand to shake the pain off. You took this opportunity to shout out, not for just Beel or one of the brothers, but for literally anyone in the area, anyone who might hear you just the slightest bit. You didn’t have long so you called out for help.

That only made the demon growl with anger at your defiant action, throwing your weak body to the cold ground, looking down at you like you were it’s grand meal..

From afar, a shout had been heard by someone in the stands. Being curious, they went to investigate, swearing that they heard yelling nearby the cars.. but despite someone else hearing what was going on, Beel and his brothers were already getting a little worried from how long it was taking you to get a little surprise from the car. After Beel got his things together and got congratulated by a few other fans, they all went searching for you near the car.

But the closer they got, all they heard was the sounds of someone struggling, whimpers and broken sobs escaping and the kicking of the gravel and rocks on the ground. They all sprinted to reach the car, witnessing the scene of another demon, biting into you, enough to draw blood. You kicked and pushed, but nothing worked, you were smaller than this demon, but even still, the seven rulers of Hell were much larger and more powerful.

“H-HELP! Please PLEASE GET OFF!” You yelped, noticing the several footsteps approaching you.

“MC!” You heard Beelzebubs voice, then the demon was finally grabbed from the back of his shirt, and thrown to the ground, just like how he did to you. Before he had the chance to get up and fight back, Lucifer was already angered, to a point you don’t think you’ve seen before.

Lucifer walked slowly towards the demon on the ground, his brothers following behind him with expressions that were just as hostile. “Give us one reason why we shouldn’t pass you to the Demon Lord so we can personally torture you? I’m sure Cerberus is getting pretty lonely in the tomb, a nice demon meal would be so lovely..” Lucifer said, his deep voice as stern and intimidating as ever.

The lesser demon didn’t even bat an eye at the larger demons above him before he got on his knees. “I.. I didn’t know they were with you all! I would have n-never messed with t-“

Before the demon could finish his excuse, Lucifer grabbed hold of his arm, pulling him up and looked back at his brothers, tilting his head as if it were a signal for them to follow him. “Beel, you stay with MC. They’ll need you. But take them right back to the house, and don’t let them leave your sight. We’ll make this situation disappear in no time.” He said, and Beel nodded with an affirmative expression.

As the 6 brothers walked away into the city and realms, Beel kneeled down and gently picked you up bridal style, so easily and carefully, as if you were a fragile object. You were quick to wrap your arms around his broad shoulders and hide your face in his neck. “Let’s get you home..” he held the back of your head with such caring nature, he didn’t want you to hurt more than that evil incarnate had already made you.

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You laid in Beel’s bed, opening your eyes to the familiar room, you must have fallen asleep while he was returning you here. You sat up, quickly whining from the pain you had in your shoulder, luckily, Beel returned to the room with an ice cream bar. (5 whole bars to be exact.. he was really craving ice cream…)

“For you.. i thought something cold and sweet would help comfort you. It always makes me feel better” he handed you a strawberry flavored Ice cream with a smile on his face, and opened his own cold treat for himself. “I also bandaged you up.. I promise, that will never happen to you again.. i’m sorry, i should have went with you and-“

You cut him off with a kiss on the nose, confusing him, but making him blush nonetheless. “None of that was your fault.. it was just an unfortunate turn of events.. i-it was scary though, yeah.. so i’d rather just be with you and forget about it, if that’s okay..” you smiled, taking a bite of the ice cream.

He wrapped his larger arms around you and nuzzled his head onto your shoulder, finishing his dessert in under one bite. “Ohf cworsh, schweethweart” (“of course, sweetheart”) he spoke, even though his mouth was full, making you giggle at his actions.

“We should steal Mammon’s Hellfire Noodles stash after this. I could go for something spicy” you suggested, which of course, immediately caught Beel’s attention, making him nod fervently. “And cuddles after?” You asked.

“Cuddles all night long. I’m never letting you go again..”

As the night went on, he couldn’t help but still feeling like he could have easily prevented everything from happening, even if you told him he wouldn’t be able to. He wanted to blame himself, but that would make you sad, and he swore to himself that he would only make you happy for all eternity, and that’s exactly what he’s going to do.

Okay but I loved this one- I honestly think it’s better than my Mammon version 😭 I have a few more requests to finish though, so expect some more posts coming the next few days! :)

Hope you enjoyed, lovies~!

[maizumis]

— HAIKYUU BOYS BURPING THEIR BABIES AND THEM THROWING UP

ft. timeskip!miya atsumu, kuroo tetsuro, tsukkishima kei, suna rintaro, sakusa kiyoomi

note: I wrote this to distract myself and then someone requested it so I'm happy! a little shorter than usual<3

•ATSUMU was so happy, so happy that he could finally brag about his daughter in a family dinner, so happy to brag about his perfect family "ya look at her, an angel, she ‘s an angel, even when am burpin’ her she behaves" everyone was drooling with the little baby until a loud blewh interrupted the meal "yer daughter is an angel, dear brother, she even throws up on ya" "shut up samu! ya know nothing about fatherhood!" even with the mix of drool and baby food he had in his back, he couldn't be more proud of his baby " ‘s kay angel, ya can throw up again if ya feel like it"

•KUROO insisted on burping your daughter today as a ‘daddy-daughter bonding time’ so after lunch, he gentile picked her up and placed her tummy on his shoulder while patting her little back "you such a good girl, you behave so well" he only got a babble in response, chuckling at the cute sounds her daughter left out her body "keep talking, is very interesting what you have to say—" vomit all over his t-shirt that was now stained, he first whipped her mouth before placing her down on the bed, going to the wardrobe to change his shirt "well love, you could say that daddy duty is done for the hour"

•SUNA took her baby out of the tall chair after dinner, sitting down again and pressing her to his broad shoulders so he could burp her "come one, give papa that burp so we can go to sleep" nothing, the baby was dead silent, enjoying the pats on his back "we both know you want to sleep too, and we can't do that until you burp, so come on, I know you can do it" rintaro's eyes were closing until he felt something wet on his shoulder and little baby giggles "well, it's not what I was expecting but it's okay for now, to clean ourselves and sleep baby" a fresh and clean rintaro was on the bed with a sleepy baby under his arm, cosy sheets on them, maybe he wasn't a lover for baby vomit on his body but this? this is what he wants for life

•TSUKKI was on the couch with his daughter after feeding her a bottle, his baby's tummy pressing to his shoulder "I still don't understand why you take so much to do this" he told her, as if the baby was gonna answers him with proper words "just one baby, one burp and we can go on a little walk—" the baby did in fact burp, throwing up all over the couch and his shoulder, letting out a satisfied sigh after it while tsukki had a not very pleasant expression on his face "what a beautiful day to be a dad" even with a shirt full of vomit, he was grateful to see his daughter giggling as crazy on the other side of the couch "well, is not that bad if it is with you, baby"

•SAKUSA had sleepy eyes and bags under his eye, unfortunately his daughter woke up at the middle of the night being hungry and as much as he thought about it, he needed to burp her before going to sleep again "come on angel, papa is so tired, I know you're too" he kept patting her in hopes to go to sleep, practice was being extremely hard those days and this schedule of sleep was not helping "you're stubborn angel, aren't you—" he heard a little ‘blawh’ before feeling something run down his chest, knowing full well what was about "I guess a midnight bath wouldn't do us wrong, angel, to the shower we go"

[warmaidensrevenge]

It's the end of the world.

Pairings: Alden x Fem!plus size reader x Eddie

If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE

A/N: I'm really happy with how the first chapter went. I hope this next one is good. I would like to warn that I know some of the songs I use came out way later than the show. But I like what it does to my story line. So please don't be upset. Any ways. Thanks for reading. As always feedback is greatly appreciated. Kay love ya bye.

Warnings: 18+ rape, violence, language, angst, some fluff. Not proof read and no word count

Summary: Beach bound with Dustin and Eddie. A search for you leaves you in ruins. Will the change affect a growing bond?

Part 2

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When Eddie went back to the room all he could do was smile. He laid down and kept playing your smile in his head. You were so pretty when you smiled. He was happy. It's been so long since he felt this way. Though he felt bad for Alden he couldn't help these feelings for you. The plan was to go home for a little while before heading back out. But now, wherever you went he would follow you. All he had to do was convince Dustin to go.

...

You went back to your room and Alden was awake.

" Where were you?"

You closed the door and crawled into bed with him. " I was hungry."

" you shouldn't eat so late....You're getting to big."

" What the fuck?!"

" No...I mean. If you keep getting bigger you'll be slower."

" Seriously?! I had fucking carrots." You got up and put on some pants.

" Where are you going?!"

" Fuck you Alden!"

" Stop it! You're not leaving this room!"

"Like hell I'm not! What the hell was that?! You never said anything about my weight before.'

He got up and stomped towards you. That's when Lucy got up and got in front of you growling at him. He stopped and took a step back.

" We're done Alden."

" No. Y/n look I'm sorry. I just want you to be safe. I didn't mean it."

Lucy ducked her head down and started inching towards him.

" Lucy. Sit."

She backed off and sat. But she didn't take her eyes off of him.

" No Alden. That was the last straw. I'm serious. This is over."

" Y/n please. I...I love you."

You furrowed your brow. " Don't."

You grabbed your shoes and bag and left. With Lucy on your tail. You went outside to the stalls. You quickly wrote a note for Eddie. You saddled up your horse and took off. Giving the note to one of the gate guards.

...

In the morning Eddie and Dustin were packing up getting ready to leave. When there was a knock on the door. Alden came in and looked beyond pissed.

" Do you know where she went?"

"Who?" Dustin asked.

" Y/n."

" Wait, she's gone?" Eddie looked worried.

" She left last night. Did you talk to her?"

" Umm no." Eddie lied.

Alden took off and Dustin and Eddie talked.

" Eddie, you talked to her huh?"

Eddie rubbed the back of his neck. " uhh yeah. I was gonna tell you when we got on the road."

" What happened?"

" Well umm. Would you be up for going to go to the beach?"

" The beach?"

" Yeah. Man that's where we talked about going. But now I don't know if she's going."

Dustin sighed.

" Look man if you don't want to go. Then we could just go home."

" Do you like her? I mean like her like her?"

Eddie let out a nervous chuckle. " I mean..."

" Then let's go. Let's find her. Shes out there all alone with Lucy. And we got to protect her."

Dustin gave Eddie a toothy grin and grabbed his bag.

" Alright Henderson. Let's go find her."

As they approached the gate Alden was gathering a search party.

" Hey so none of us can escort you back to Alexandria."

" It's cool man. Hope you find her." Eddie gave Alden a thin lip smile.

Before they left Hilltop someone gave Eddie a note. He didn't open it until him and Dustin were far enough away from the gate.

'Sorry Eddie. I just couldn't stay here anymore. But if you still want to. I'm going to Cape Charles. Be safe.'

"Is that from her?"

Eddie grinned. " Yeah bud. Cape Charles it is."

Dustin pulled out his map. "Onward Munson. If we are fast enough we should be a day or so behind her."

Eddie clapped his back. "The adventure awaits."

...

So Eddie and Dustin weren't much of trackers but the hoof prints and Lucy's tracks led them in the right direction. They stopped in search of a house to stay the night. There was this one that just called to Eddie. They were just about to go in when they heard a horse huff.

Eddie smiled. It couldn't be a coincidence that you pick the same house they did. They both went around the back and looked over the fence. Yup. You were there. Lucy was chilling in the back with your horse.

They both went inside and saw your "Alarm system" which consisted of cans tied to a string. Eddie accidentally tripped over one going upstairs. That's when you came out of the bathroom only wearing a towel pointing your gun at him.

" Whoa!" He said holding up his hands. "It's just me beautiful."

You smiled and put down your gun. " Sorry. "

" Don't be. I could have been an ugly."

You chewed your bottom lip and just went to hug him.

The smell of your soap was so good he could hug you all day.

" You came." You whispered.

" Yeah."

"How did you find me?"

" Just fate I guess." He chuckled.

You moved from his arms after you realized you were just in a towel.

"Umm I'm gonna get dressed ok."

Eddie nodded.

" There's food on the stove if you guys are hungry."

" Thank you princess."

You smiled again and Eddie's heart skipped a beat.

You went downstairs after and sat with them in the living room.

Eddie couldn't help but grin when he saw you blush. You looked so pretty with your hair down. The two times he saw you, it was up. It was much longer than he originally thought.

You went to sit with him on the couch. Careful not to get too close.

" Why did you leave so fast?" Dustin said with a mouth full of pasta.

" Umm...I just had to get out of there."

There was something in your voice that Eddie could tell something bad happened. But he didn't want to ask in front of Dustin.

" Do you guys want to shower? Because check this out. This place still has hot water."

They both shot their eyes towards you.

" No. I'm serious. And the plumbing works too."

You laughed so hard when they both wrestled to get to the bathroom first. But it looks like Eddie was the winner of that race. Dustin came down and huffed.

" I'm sorry."

Dustin shook his head. " Nah Eddie's a cheater."

He looked really bummed out. But you had an idea. It wasn't a shower but it was something. You dug in your bag and pulled out a Hershey bar.

" Hey Dustin."

He looked up from his plate and his eyes widened.

"Want to share this with me?"

"Are-are you sure?"

You opened the bar and cracked it in half handing it over to him. He let out a soft sigh popping a piece in his mouth.

" God! I haven't had chocolate in so long."

" I know right. I found it in one of the cupboards." You said putting a piece in your mouth.

You didn't finish your half. Saving the rest for Eddie.

" I'm gonna go outside and smoke. You okay here?"

He nodded and you went to the back yard. You rolled up a cigarette and started playing fetch with Lucy. That's when you heard Eddie opening the window and started to sing.

🎵

Seemed to stop my breath

My head on your chest waiting to cave in

From the bottom of my

Hear your voice again

Could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been?

Maybe you and me, so kiss me like you did

My heart stopped beating, such a softer sin

🎵

You knew the song very well. You started singing too.

" I'm melting, I'm melting."

Eddie heard you singing. It was faint but he heard you and he smiled to himself.

🎵

In your eyes, I lost my place

Could stay a while

And I'm melting

In your eyes like my first time

That I caught fire

Just stay with me, lay with me now

🎵

You guys sang together for the rest of the song. It was nice to hear music again. The kind you liked. Alden sang sometimes. And he was good too. But you never knew the songs he sang. You thought about him while you finished smoking. How could he say a mean thing to you then follow up with a damn 'I love you'? You knew you were big. You saw it every time you got dressed or saw yourself in a mirror. But you thought it didn't matter. You still moved just as fast as him. You could run. Did you like to? No. Who in their right mind actually liked running? Psycho's that who. In this world cardio was very important. So you worked on that. But you were just big. And honestly you never minded it. Sure you were teased while you were younger but none of that mattered now. It was all about survival. Before you knew it you rolled another cigarette and lit it as Eddie came out and sat next to you.

" You smoke when you're stressed too?"

You flicked the ashes and you handed it to him.

" Yeah."

How did he know that?

" What's wrong?" He asked taking a hit and passing it back to you

You shook your head. " It doesn't matter."

" Sure it does. Whatever is going on in that pretty head of yours, I want to know."

You took another puff and handed it back to Eddie.

" Why? Why do you want to know what's going on with me?"

"Well we are traveling companions and I like you. I don't like seeing you upset."

You looked at him as he finished off the cigarette and tossed it. Why was he making you feel like this? You didn't even know him.

" I ummm....I broke up with Alden. He said something about my weight. And i-"

" I'll kill him!"

Eddie's joke made you laugh. Never in his 25 years of life had he heard such an angelic sound from any girl before. And he made you do that twice. Was this what he thinks it is?

" Yeah let's not do that." You chuckled.

Eddie put his arm around your waist. "Is this okay?"

You leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder. "Yeah. It's okay."

This felt natural. Like you guys have known each other forever.

"You know there's nothing wrong with your weight. You're very beautiful."

Beautiful?

No one has ever called you that before. And here Eddie was saying it for the 3rd time. Alden never called you beautiful. Was how you were feeling mutual? Is it too soon to move on? Or were you just looking for a rebound?

"Stop that princess."

What the hell?

" You're overthinking again."

You lifted your head and met his big brown doe like eyes.

" How do you do that? How can you just read me like a book?"

" I uhh. I don't know. It's like I can feel you."

" Seriously?"

"I know it's weird but. I feel like I know you."

" Huh. That's interesting."

" What is?"

" I feel the same way...The moment I heard you singing. It's like I've heard it before."

" Well I was in a band before the shit hit the fan."

" Yeah?"

"Yeah! Just a small rock band coming out of Hawkins Indiana. We had just signed to a label. We called ourselves Corroded-"

"Coffin." You finished his sentence.

Okay now Eddie was freaked out. "Y-yeah. How-"

"Did I know that?" You chuckled. " I uhh was passing through with my dad one summer. We stopped at this little place called The hang out I think."

Eddie laughed. " The Hideout"

"Oh. Umm yeah. There. It was the only place open that had food. So we went inside. I guess you guys were playing. I didn't really see you guys. But I do remember the name. It was a pretty cool name for a band."

" Huh? What are the odds?"

You rested your head back on him. " I don't know. It's kinda weird."

" It's kismet."

You sighed softly. " Maybe."

" umm want to go inside?"

" Yeah. In a minute. It feels nice here."

Eddie couldn't help the smile that crept up on him. This was nice. Despite the world going to shit he finally found some beauty in it. You.

...

Alden was fucking out of it. He and a handful of others searched everywhere for 6 days. On the 7th he rode to find Daryl in the woods. He was still looking for Rick's body. It's been years since. But he still had hope.

" Daryl?" Alden said in a type of loud whisper.

He called out again finding Dog trotting up to him.

" What are you doing out here?" A raspy voice came from beyond the thick brush.

Daryl was already pointing his crossbow at him. Alden raised up his hands to show he meant no harm.

" It's y/n. She's gone."

" Y/n?"

" Yeah you know the one with the sick dog."

" Oh yeah. The one this idiot's in love with." Daryl lowered his weapon and gestured at his dog.

"Yes that one."

" Well uhh sorry man. People die."

" No. No. She didn't die she took off. We got into a stupid fight and I need your help finding her."

Daryl leaned his head back a bit. " are you sure she wants to be found?"

" why wouldn't she?"

Daryl shook his head.

" Look I went to Alexandria to see if she was there but she wasn't. And neither were those guys. I think they found her and took her."

"What guys?"

" That one long haired freak and his brother. The one with the lisp."

" Dustin and Eddie? Nah. They wouldn't take her. They're good kids."

" Well they must be with her or they died. But I need your help. She could be in danger."

" I don't know man. I'm still looking for Rick. And Carol's expected me soon."

" Common Daryl. Help me please. Help me find my girl."

The look Alden had on his face is what made Daryl agree. They went back to Hilltop and Daryl and Dog immediately found your scent and tracks.

"You're right man. Two people are following her." Daryl said as he followed the tracks.

Now Alden was pissed. They knew where you were going and they lied to him. Once he found you he was going to be at the shit out of Eddie.

...

You woke up the next morning with Eddie spooning you on the living room floor with Dustin just a few feet away. You couldn't remember sleeping so well. Nothing happened last night. But you would be lying if you said you didn't want anything to happen. Eddie was hot. But he was just so different. In a good kinda quirky type of way. He was nice and soft. You liked that a lot about him. There was something there. And you knew that it was there for him too.

Going against your desires you had to back off. Just enough for you know that it wasn't just sex you wanted. So you tried to pull away from him but he held onto you tighter. You tried again but he wouldn't budge.

" Eddie" you whispered. "We should get up. We gotta keep moving."

" Ugh. No." He moaned. " you're so warm. Please. Just a little bit longer."

You smiled. " okay. Just a few more minutes."

Maybe it wasn't the best idea. But Eddie was clouding your thoughts. Should you just let this happen? Should you let yourself fall for this beautiful man? What if your feelings didn't match? What if he just wanted a friend? Would you be okay with that?

" Baby stop it."

" I-I'm sorry."

"Whatever it is. I want to talk about it later."

You whispered a soft ok and fell back asleep.

" Up and at 'em you two."

Dustin's voice woke you both up. This time you were spooning Eddie. You could feel the blood rushing to your cheeks. He just smelled so good. You both got up and Dustin just grinned at Eddie.

" Don't you dare say a word Henderson." Eddie grunted as he sat up.

" I just didnt-"

Eddie cut him off by putting his index finger up and turned his head to the side. You and Dustin laughed.

"Alright" Eddie clapped his hands rubbing them together. " let's get this show on the road."

Eddie stood up and helped you to your feet.

" Morning beautiful."

A small laugh left your lips. "Morning."

" So about earlier..."

...

It was almost two weeks before you guys made it to Cape Charles. There were a few stragglers along the way. But you guys made quick work of them. You and Eddie slept together every night since. Though it was nice. You felt your body craving his. You wanted him. But you couldn't. Not yet.

It was the fifth night at the beach when you were sitting with Lucy. You had just given her a shot. You wanted to be alone for a little while so you went for a walk. The boys were out looking for some dry wood to burn. You guys had found a small lodge and camped out there until you guys found a smaller one. Smaller buildings were easier to fortify.

You passed by a large log and decided to take a break. You sat there petting Lucy listening and watching the waves crashing. You were pondering the conversation you had with Eddie after that first night.

You confessed that you felt something for him. But even though he said the feeling was mutual, he never took the opportunity to have you. Which on a level was really nice. But on another level it was damn annoying. This guy was so fucking beautiful it was insane. He was funny and nice. And to top it all off, he was a damn gentleman. Being in his arms made you feel something you never felt before. Every minute of every day you spent with him, was the best time you had ever had.

As you sat there you started singing softly.

🎵

This heart, it beats

Beats for only you, oooh

this heart, it beats

Beats for only you

My heart is yours

This heart, it beats

Beats for only you

My heart is yours (my heart beats for you)

🎵

Eddie and Dustin were coming back when they heard you sing.

" I uhh think that's for you." Dustin nudged Eddie.

Eddie licked his lips. Do you really feel that? Because if you did, then he could tell you that he feels the exact same. Yes it was way too soon to feel like this towards you. But you guys could die at any moment and he was certain you were the one.

" Hey go inside and start the fire yeah?"

Dustin smirked. " Don't do anything I wouldn't do."

Eddie grinned and playfully pushed him.

Eddie crept closer to hear you better. When you finished you stood quiet. He opened his mouth to say something.

"Hey Ed's."

" How did you know I was here?"

" I uhh don't know. I just feel you." You smiled

He came and sat next to you grabbing your hand and bringing it to his lips.

" Ed's,... can I kiss you?"

He slowly put your hand down while looking in your eyes. He lifted his hand and cupped your cheek. His lips were so soft and warm. Everything melted away. For just a second, the only thing that mattered to you was Eddie. The world felt like it stopped turning and time froze. Was this what it felt like to be in actual love?

Eddie put his hand to cradle your head to deepen the kiss. You were holding onto his collar for dear life. The kiss only broke because Lucy had whined. You guys looked in the direction she was staring at and saw a handful of stinkers.

" Hold that thought princess."

You let out a breathy laugh. "Let's take them out."

Eddie stood up and held out his hand. " Lucy stay."

You looked down at Lucy and she sat. She never listens to anyone but you. Well that's not the case now.

You took his hand and pulled out your kabar. " Ready?"

Eddie pulled out his knife too. " common baby."

...

Eddie couldn't sleep all night. He was so damm ecstatic to have finally gotten a kiss from you. After killing the uglies he wanted so badly to make love to you. But the smell that lingered kinda offset the mood. Besides all you guys slept in the same room. So that wasn't the ideal place to do the devil's tango.

Eddie was caressing your arm when he heard Dustin get up. He kissed your shoulder and went to see what he was doing.

" Hey Henderson. You okay?" Eddie's voice was low so he wouldn't wake you.

" Uh yeah man. Just thirsty."

Eddie sat next to him on the couch.

" So what now Munson?"

" What do you mean?"

" Well we got your girl. And we are at the beach. What do we do now?"

" I don't know man. I guess we just survive."

" Are we ever gonna go back home?"

" Do you want to?"

Dustin sighed " Yeah. I miss having people around. I wonder if Emma is still there."

Shit. Dustin was lonely. It wasn't fair to him. For Eddie to find you while Dustin wanted to find his girl.

" I uhh. If you want we can go."

" What about y/n? She doesn't like camps."

Eddie rubbed the back of his neck and sighed.

" Maybe we can convince her that it really is safe. That we will keep her and Lucy safe."

" and if we can't?"

"We will. We have too."

" You love her don't you?"

Eddie tugged at his bottom lip and nodded.

" Then we have to get her to come."

" I just need a few days. Can you give me that?"

Dustin agreed. ' Aww you luv her." He teased.

" Henderson. Shut it."

Dustin laughed. " but you do."

Eddie chuckled. "Yeah...I do."

-

When Eddie got up you turned around and felt for him. You sat up and looked for him. That's when you heard low voices. You got up and went to see what they were doing. You stopped when you heard Dustin saying he wanted to go home. Your heart sank. Of course they wanted to go home. But because of you Eddie changed their plans. You felt like such a piece for not wanting to go to a camp.

Your heart broke when Eddie said that they could go back if Dustin wanted to. Then you heard it. Eddie said he loved you. And as much as you wanted to run into his arms and say you loved him too, you didn't. You went back to the room and laid down. You contemplated going back with them. But Hilltop was so close. And you knew Alden would eventually find you there. And if you never see him again it would still be too soon. But then there was Eddie. You couldn't stand the idea of not being near him. Or Dustin. In just three weeks they felt more like family to you than anything.

You decided here and now. Wherever they went, you would follow.

-

...

The next morning was quiet. You and boys searched for things for the long trip back to Alexandria. You and Eddie took a walk earlier that morning and talked about going back. It was a brief one that ended up in hugs and kisses.

Somehow you ended up farther away from them than you intended. Lucy was playing with Dustin so you were all alone. You were rummaging through some cabinets in a house when you heard footsteps.

" Ed's. Is that you?"

"y/n?"

You turned around. " Alden? What are you doing here?"

"I come to bring you home." He said getting closer to you.

"No. I'm not going back with you. I don't want anything to do with you."

He got closer and grabbed your arms. Squeezing so damn hard you were sure he was going to leave bruises.

" Stop! You're hurting me!"

" No! I told you. You're mine! And some freak isn't gonna take you away from me."

He kissed you hard and bit your lip drawing blood. You tried to get him to stop but his hold on to you was too strong.

"S-STOP! I DON'T WANT THIS!"

Alden wrapped his hand in your hair and jerked your head back trapping you against the counter.

" PLEASE ALDEN! P-PLEASE STOP!"

There was something in his eyes. It wasn't him. It wasn't the Alden you knew.

" I LOVE YOU! DO YOU KNOW THAT?! YOU ARE NOT LEAVING US!"

The smell of alcohol punched you in the nose. He was wasted.

He threw you to the ground. You landing on your stomach. You tried to crawl away but he pulled you back by your ankles. Tears and pleases left you. You tried to grab anything and fought to get away but he kept pulling you back.

"ALDEN!" You sob.

He got on your back holding you down. You tried to elbow him in the face but you missed.

" I'm going to show you who you belong to."

" N-NO P-PLEASE!"

You felt him tug down your bottoms and heard his belt buckle. You squirmed and screamed but he pulled your hair.

" Stop fighting me! You know you like this."

"S-stop"

You shut your eyes and tears fell as his forced himself in you. That burning pain was something you never felt before.

" Ed-eddie" you whispered.

Alden pushed your head down into the floor as you cried.

Out of nowhere you heard Lucy attack.

" Y/N?!...WHAT THE FUCK!?"

You opened your eyes and looked up. Eddie, Dustin, and Daryl were standing there. Eddie charged while Dustin helped you pull up your pants and stand up. Daryl was trying to get Lucy and Eddie off of Alden.

" EDDIE C'MON" Dustin shouted as he helped you to your feet.

When you looked back at Eddie he was looking at you with tears in his eyes. Daryl was holding Lucy and Alden pulled out his knife and slashed Eddie's stomach. He fell back to the ground

"ALDEN STOP!" You screamed at the top of your lungs.

You ran to Eddie and put pressure on his wound. Lucy whimpered and calmed down and sat next to Eddie licking his face.

" Get him the hell out of here!" You said looking at Daryl.

Daryl nodded and picked up Alden and threw him outside.

-

"What the hell's that matter with you?!"

Alden was wrapping up his arm to stop the bleeding.

"This is NOT the reason we came out here!"

Alden didn't say anything. He just went for his hoarse and took off.

Daryl shook his head and went back inside.

-

" I need my bag....It's okay Eddie. It's not that bad." You said not looking at him.

Eddie looked at you and raised his hand to touch your face but you flinched and moved a bit. His heart broke. He could not believe that happened.

Daryl handed you your bag.

" Dustin there's gauze in there and a needle and thread... Please thread it."

"y/n. I'm sorry I didn't know." Daryl tried to apologize.

You ignored him. " Dustin. Do you think you can find something for Eddie to bite on?"

" Y-yeah." Dustin said handing you the needle and took off.

" Y/n?" Daryl tried again.

You turned to him. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE!? FUCKING GO!"

You turned back to Eddie's wound trying your best to clean up. Your hands were shaking. You wiped your brow and waited for Dustin to come back.

" Y/n?" Eddie tried to touch you again.

" Don't." You whispered holding back your tears.

Eddie threw his head back. Tears ran down the side of his face. He knew something was wrong. He had a bad feel the moment you were no longer in his line of sight.

Dustin came back with a towel.

" Bite on that. I have to give you stitches."

Eddie did so. You pour some liquor you found on his wound and he groaned. You made quick work of the stitches and as soon as you were done bandaging him up you left, with Lucy staying with Eddie and Dustin.

You walked down the far side of the beach and found some uglies. And you went berserk on them. Each one you took out had Alden's face on them. After the fifth and last one you fell to your knees and sobbed.

" Y/n?"

You turned around and saw Dustin and Eddie coming towards you. All you could do was cry. They came and sat next to you.

Once you finally calmed down enough you got up.

" I can't go to Alexandria with you....I'm sorry."

...

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[variousqueerthings]

something I literally just wrote in my own replies + was having a conversation about: writing these analyses really knocked out a loose tooth for me.

I can see where the gaps are, I can identify various character arcs and themes that interest me, and while it seems like there may be large flaws, there’s tons of space to play still.

(for one, all the stuff I was saying about the ouroborous and the tragedy of terry and the show itself accidentally falling for “cobra kai never dies” @gjdraws  and and I have so many things that I want to explore)

the show -- including throughout season five -- has a lot of great set-up, it simply fails (to me) on the various pay-offs. but the set-ups still stand and are begging for some sticky narrative-hungry gremlins to tinker with them