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benkeibear · 12 days ago

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I think I gaslit myself out of the "post whatever" headspace and got insecure now. We love losing growth and instead taking 6 steps back in this house!!! /s

#-ˋˏ ༻sunlit serenade #tw vent #but getting better isn't a straight line luma I know I know #but man does it suck sometimes #starting fresh feels like a fall from grace sometimes #especially when all your fics used to do well notes wise just bc they were from you #I would have wished that for my series. I lowkey wanna discontinue but I'm writing it for myself #but how can you be kind to yourself if you want to bonk yourself over the head repeatedly instead?#I'm eternally grateful for the love it has gotten so far please don't misunderstand that

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