#I won’t even smoke or drink anything for hours and just freaking absorb the loneliness inside of me it’s stupid 😭😭 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

allofuswantgwinam · 11 months ago

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it’s kinda cool how i used to see fan fics that’d have 1,000+ notes and think “wow, that’s a lot i should probs read" and now i have one that’s 1,000+ notes and another one that’s really close. the one that’s really close is the one that got two negative comments so i love that the most 🤣💀 but yeah, its kinda cool af

#if i would fucking start writing it’d probably keep me distracted from being lonely #but idk #im just lame #im sure I’ll pop something out eventually #i want to #I just have no motivation #bc I just be coming home and sitting here like ‘wow I wanna be held but I can��t be’#and stay in the same ducking place just yearning 🤣#I won’t even smoke or drink anything for hours and just freaking absorb the loneliness inside of me it’s stupid 😭😭#that man really did a number on me #I did not used to freaking yearn this hard #I had a mfing life #now im just trying to have one again and get over the fucking trauma

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