#I wish I still used Twitter so I could gush at the crew about this

[bat-snake]

After making this post, I noticed that there's another moment where Aaravos soothes Leola's dissociation/hand flapping.

It's before the Trial even starts! It was very blink and miss. I even had to watch at half speed her just to see everything he does. The first several times I watched this scene, I wondered why he had to walk around the disk to see her, and then I realized it was because she was dissociating already! She doesn't respond to his arrival, even though she's aware - she's just frozen. (Shout to his very visible shock and worry)

And just like I mentioned in the first post, he gets down to her level and touches her shoulder.

and in this case, runs his hand own her arm, and gently squeezes her hand once with two fingers, and when he knows she's alert, he puts his hand on her shoulder again. (I love his expression in these frames too)

He has this down to an art. He has done this enough that it works even in this one exceptionally frightening situation for her.

Something very, very interesting is that Aaravos doesn't speak to her in this moment (they don't even talk until the execution), because he knows his daughter well enough that not going to be able to answer him in this moment.

[loafaethernaut]

Recap of all the teasers (as of August 2nd, 2024) from the official Black Ops 6 zombies teaser website below!

If you wish to see them for yourself first the link to the site is the current pinned post on my blog- however I will issue a warning that the interactive site does include jump scares and flashing/flickering images so I would not recommend viewing it if you are photosensitive.

The website acts as an interactive television with six total channels. Yesterday the first two channels became active, with channel one showing a template for a scrolling TV guide that after a moment turns into a jumpscare of Mr. Peeks/the mystery box bunny from Cold War.

The screen then flashes and flickers between several images including shots of our Requiem Crew in their prison cells on Terminus Island:

My apologies for the poor image quality, this is a screenshot from my phone lol. I agree with the majority consensus I’ve seen from others in the community that the top left is Carver, top right is Weaver, bottom left is Strauss, and the bottom right is Grey.

It seems like Weaver and Strauss appear distraught, while Carver and Grey are doing pushups and getting into shape.

The second channel shows what looks like a weather radar of a hurricane or a typhoon before it forms into an image of Mr. Peeks once again (definitely a huge emphasis on Mr. Peeks in this game, more on that later).

After that the screen flashes and shows a really dark shot of what is likely Terminus Island it’s just really hard to tell so I didn’t take a screenshot. There’s a voice in the background listing off numbers but I can’t make them out either.

Channels 3 and 4 were updated today, and we finally got some new intel on our Requiem Crew.

Channel 3 starts off as a fake news report like a lot of the BO6 teasers have been however it cuts off and starts flashing a ton of fragmented images of “interrogation progress reports” for each of our members of the Requiem Crew.

I was only able to get a good screenshot of Carver’s report, so I give credit and thanks to MargwaNetwork on Twitter for the images of Grey and Weaver’s reports.

Based on Carver’s report it seems like he’s been the main source of encouragement for the team, and it’s likely he’s been helping Grey (and presumably the others) get into shape?

Weaver is presumably the one their captors have been the toughest on so far, and the Director definitely has a grudge against Weaver in particular. Seeing him described as a “broken, bitter man” is genuinely saddening.

But now comes the one that got me the most excited, Grey’s report. I’m mostly just trying to get the information out there with this post so I might gush more about this in another post but it’s clear she had some kind of hope of someone rescuing her and that hope is definitely gone now. “Acts ambivalent in regard to her own safety” Really? Now THIS is an interesting direction to take her character in. I am very excited to find out more.

As of right now there are no good images that I could find of Strauss’s progress report, but from the snippets I could make out it seems like he still cares about the others but might be losing his grip on reality?

Channel 4 gave us a fake commercial for a love song CD before flashing to a commercial for the new gobblegum machine.

It looks just like the one from BO3 except it’s clearly from Mr Peeks instead of Dr Monty. It showed images of the same gobblegums from BO3 and the machine has a little screen on it that plays a cartoon of Mr. Peeks.

So far there really hasn’t been much but finally getting an update on the Requiem Crew since the end of CW is really exciting!! As someone who cares a lot about these characters I am in anguish over their pain but also (somehow?) still hopeful that things will improve for them!!

[stormbow]

I like to imagine an alternate universe where Matt isn't cursed with body dysmorphia in which he did get cast as Geralt, and the internet fucking adores him bc he's a fuckin nerd who used to cosplay professionally before becoming an actor and he made his own gd costume and he's famously an absolute sweetheart to the crew and every time a interviewer asks him about his relationship status the whole interview is derailed for like 5 minutes so he can gush about how awesome Marisha is

One time at a con someone says to him "wait you're married to The Marisha Ray?" and the look of absolute adoration on his face becomes an instant meme and raises bf/husband standards by a mile

i'm also thinking of the idea of people not knowing they're married and going ???? at their various interactions on twitter

also marisha would 100% reblog geraskier if matt was gerard i have no proof but definitely no doubt that she'd do that

as a counterpoint, tho, i think he could still do things like that, just a bit differently! w how many videogames are done now... i mean, laura and ashley both did *acting* for TLOU/2, and i wish matt would go a bit into that territory too. i'd go insane ngl

[logicalstansadvice]

I have never seen anyone claim anything bad about his behaviour towards others or his professionalism at work until 2020, when a bunch of unhinged fans-turned-haters decided to take revenge against him for disappointing them. Suddenly comment after comment and claim after claim popped up, fabricated by anonymous people on places like Deuxmoi, CDAN, Twitter, and freaking Tiktok, lol. That settles it for me.

Anon 2: I find it very sad and irritating that these anti Sebastian blogs try to create a person that doesn’t exist for their own clout. As it’s been stated MULTIPLE times, he isn’t a bad dude at all. He’s also someone who is pretty upfront with issues he has with his own self image. Imagine being attack by complete strangers over things that aren’t true like that? He seems very genuine, and while I know that this could be completely opposite, it truly doesn’t seem to be.

Anon 3: Tbh I always suspected that someone who used to be close to him is fueling the hate campaigns against him. / I seriously doubt this, because they don't have any serious "tea" about him, as somebody who was in his circle would. The same rehashed old stories about drugs and alcohol (bleah, the Depp-Heard trial showed how industry people in their circle consumed, Seb is a lightweight at best), "problematic" gfs or friends, laughable trivial things. They are all keyboard nobodies with an obsession.

Anon 5: At this point I wish he'd become an asshole, at least with the haters. Problem is he doesn't know who they are. They kiss his ass thoroughly when they meet him, then they get pissed they're not fucking him and go have tantrums on the internet.

Anon 6: Antis in this fandom are hilarious. They keep canceling him and saying he's trash and that everyone is over him, yet they are still here and by the looks of it have no intention of moving on like they say. Obsessed much? Just sayin

Anon 7: >>Jared Leto says hello! Jake G 24 years old on the set of Zodiac with Ruffalo talking shaaaade during the movie promo says hello! / This anon - I assumed it's the one who brought up Chris Noth - is comparing (unsabstantiated, but let's entertain the idea for a moment) gossip about him being "rude, condescending" to the crew or allegedly consuming drugs/alcohol to men with a consistent history of sexual assault, abuse or predatory behavior. These things are not even remotely in the same universe

Anon 8: Then we can conclude that the person who sent the email is in fact an obsessed asshole spreading misinformation. Case closed.

Anon 9: Let's wait until he's 60-70 and see if they expose him or not. P. S. I just notice that all the disclosures come at a more respectable age. / I'm OG anon and I agree with the position of Vamp who explained everything clearly( thanks for that) if you anons are used to the fact that you can always find out the right information, come to think of it there were times when it was not possible to learn in time, until selebrity reached the advanced years but keep showing your quick judgment.

Anon 10: To the anon with the Mr. Big example; nobody was gushing about him, nobody was talking about working with him again, nobody unprompted started stating how he was such a sweet, nice and great upstanding guy. Nor was he perceived as an all around nice guy. That’s the difference here. If Sebastian was such an @$$ people wouldn’t be talking the way they are about him. They just would say the mandatory when prompted and thats it. But there are so many people, co-stars, crew, stunt crew, fans directors, even producers who talk about him, mention him, want to work with him again, etc., and even out of context/unprompted. And the people making up $#!t about him should be ashamed of themselves. Also, I never got that, why even do that? Like… why make up stuff about someone. What is even the purpose in it for them? Does it make them feel good? Do they live miserable lives themselves, so they bring others down to feel better? Seriously, I don’t get it.

💄

[tinysupervicki]

It’s hard to stay away, huh? I did turn off my notifications on twitter but I still peeked. Why are y’all so amazing to me? What did I do to deserve this love? This community?

Since y’all have been there for me ever since my mom passed three years ago, I’d do anything for y’all. I felt I did let y’all down because I’m a content creator and haven’t done anything in so long. It sucks because I’m yearning to do so but lack the time due to now being an adult, working a grueling adult job and living with family.

I believe I will be able to get a place of my own later in the year, I’m really hoping for that. As for my full time job, I’m actively looking for another one. The one I’m at, I feel I work so hard but I’m not appreciated enough. It’s a healthcare industry and I work hard to help people with their needs while management focuses on metrics and numbers. I wanna get out of there.

I haven’t had time to myself and just be selfish for once? So I’m glad I was able to take time off to have a pretty long weekend to enjoy Sizecon 2020 and spend time with friends.

Let’s get started on the recap, shall we? Bare with me, I talk a lot (and not well might I add).

Day 1: Thursday 2/13/20

I woke up at 4 am to catch my flight that leaves at 6:45 am. I thankfully had all my bags packed, I just needed to shower and be ready. My dad took me to the airport and wished me off. At this point, I had plenty of time, even seeing the long TSA line at the Houston airport. I had internally groaned a lot but managed through. After having some minutes to spare, I grabbed a quick bite to eat at one of the dining places, a lovely breakfast bowl that I can have (those of you who don’t know me, I have celiac disease and I have to eat gluten free). Jumped on my flight and comfortably slept in my seat on the plane. The plan was to have a connecting flight to Charlotte, NC and then to Newark, NJ.

Two hours later, I woke up to not at my destination but at Colombia, SC. Apparently, while I was asleep, they had to divert us to the next airport because the weather was really bad in NC. We had two options: stay on the plane and wait it out until we’re back in the air to NC, or get off the plane and figure out another alternative. I stayed, I had plenty of time until my connecting flight was scheduled (which I actually got alerts that it ending up delaying a lot) so I stayed in my seat and watched greys anatomy. About almost an hour passed and we’re finally back up in the air, with more space to breathe since there were people that did leave the plane. Landed safely in NC and I ventured off to find snacks and wait at my gate. It kept delaying but I finally was able to get on my flight to NJ, making my total time at the airport and in the air...all day, I can’t do math lol. I safely landed in NJ at 5:30 pm, I had been awake since 4 am. It was a day.

Yo, I’m gonna get him and his wife a gift, I swear to god, but DJ (aka Giantgripper) saved me by picking me up from the airport and letting me stay the night at his place. When he’s the host, he does one heck of a job as a host. Since I hadn’t eaten a proper meal since 5 in the morning or so, DJ took me to a Mediterranean little mom and pop restaurant that I fell in love with. Had a stuffed pepper and practically cleaned everything off my plate. After we ate, I accompanied DJ while he did some errands for extra things he needed for the con (which did include articles of clothing for the giant cafe lol). I was happy to help as much as I could. After that, we made it back to his place. Once his wife Adri (chibiana) came home from work, we watched a documentary while trying (and failing with me because I’m a turd) to make different mixed drinks to taste. I ended up going with hot chocolate, I’m a simpleton when it comes to alcohol. A little bit afterwards, I had to pass out, it was a long ass day.

Day 2: Friday 2/14/20

Valentine’s was just another day for me. Woke up, got dressed, and DJ surprised me with a fresh homemade breakfast. It was magnificent, I scrapped the plate then too. Plans for the day was to get allllllll the stuff we need and travel to the hotel, which apparently was an hour and a half away from DJ’s house I believe. Adri had to go do another thing for work and was gonna meet up later. DJ and I traveled to the hotel first. I passed out again in the car, I was so exhausted from before I guess it had hit me again.

We made it to the hotel and unpacked the car with my stuff, his and Adri’s bags, and things for the con. I got to say quick hellos to people I knew that were already there (gave a big ass hug to Miss Kaneda, she’s so precious and a big hug to IamFilledwithStatic). I was going to be sharing a room with shortmarcy, Morgana (Moe), and Guiri. So since I had arrived first, I will check in first; Morgana and Guiri were still flying from Spain and shortmarcy didn’t come until the next morning. Since it was under shortmarcy’s name and the deposit was paid under her, She had to call to have the hotel let me check in for her. In turn, I had to put my card on file. I thought I was being a responsible adult and I thought it was gonna charge like half of the charge or something but...they charged the full price of the hotel. Which was $503...which was basically everything in my bank account. I didn’t know that was gonna happen, I panicked and just sat on the couch outside of the con area while Robyn (goddess-rei) comforted me. I had to come to terms that shit happens and I had no money for the weekend. But I graciously had the best of friends this weekend, I’ll get to that in a sec.

After my bumming out, I changed to put on my blouse for the valentines banquet (one of my guaranteed dinners that night lol). I met up with Morgana and Guiri and also sillylilbug (she’s so adorably sweet). We had our own table along with my friend Joe (CaptainRandGTS, who is a phenomenal photographer btw). We ate some good food and they took account of my gluten free (however I think the chimichurri steak may have upset my stomach). I said goodnight and went to my room to basically turn the bathroom up XD I had changed into my pajamas to head downstairs to get water and pain medicine when I turned the corner and saw a group of people walking down the hall. Guys, I’m still getting used to this, but the group was like, “Is that Vicki?!” “That is her!” And I was like WHAT. It was my lovely friends sviolet, mansquishers, mister finch, Joseph moestar, and Strongshadow2018. I was so surprised and honored, I was gushing. I got to hang out with them in their hotel room for a bit, played cards against humanity (I WON!) and ate ridiculously delicious gluten free cookies misterfinch made.

Day 3: Saturday 2/15/20

Con day. This day was a bit of a blur honestly (my mind is not the same people) but I know I took this day to “try” and relax. I was still bummed about my money problem but I had enough to buy the breakfast buffet meal ticket. My idea was to chow down a lot of food (since it was a buffet) so I won’t ask for food but that did not happen because I have wonderful friends?? Towards noon, I went to ihop with my crew (we called each other the sizecon crew lol) with sviolet, mansquishers, mister finch, Joseph moestar, and strongshadow2018. We had a nice time and I was so grateful for the lunch! Once we headed back to the hotel, we split up to do more con shenanigans. I met so many people, it was amazing. People I already knew and new people as well. It was awesome to match names to faces, it was so cool. I’m telling you though, my mind is not the same so I can’t list out the whole list of everyone I’ve seen. Then I got to see my good friend Steve (Miles Striker). I’m so fucking proud of this dude. He showed me a film he wrote, recorded, and edited all by himself, it was mindblowing. We had to go back downstairs after that because I forgot I had a social to lead and he had panels to go to. I stopped by the giant cafe, that was fucking wild. I ran the Fluffy Feels Social and I did my best because I’ve never ran something like that. But I’m glad we all liked the same thing and we just kept talking! It was getting late to when the Playroom was gonna start, so I headed back upstairs. Chilled a bit more with my crew and then headed back downstairs. I don’t know what got over me, but I gathered enough courage and joined the nude swimming party. I cannot believe I did that, that was a big step for me. Kinda sucked getting out though because I didn’t have extra clothes and it was fucking cold.

Day 4: Sunday 2/16/20

Technically last day of the con but it was the busiest. I spent all morning practicing my skit for the Tiny Cafe. I was nervous and pacing around in my hotel room, making sure I get it right. Around 12:30, I headed down to meet up with the rest of the cafe to get ready when we start at 1 pm. I could not describe how nervous I was. I wanted to make sure I didn’t mess up and I know I was lip syncing (graciously provided by Anoka’s vocals) I was still nervous as fuck. This was a performance and I’m now more confident talking to others about my kink/aesthetics but performing? Oh lawd. We had a big crowd apparently, I was surprised. We had to get more chairs and apparently turn people away? THAT MADE MY NERVES SKYROCKET. The cafe starts with a wonderful performance by Adri (Chibiana) then followed by cute transitions from our servers mini-moo and shortmarcy. Then it’s time for our skit: Veronica (Jitensha), me, and Aim were shrunk and sung songs about our giants. I was first (omg) and mine was in the style of “Maria” from west side story (Veronica called it Shrunken side story). I was shaking like a leaf and tried my best to get through the whole song while doing silly quirks of mine. Once that was done, I rushed back from my spot XD it was Veronica’s turn to sing about a giant dick lol and Aim serenading a giant lady. After our skit, it was the grand finale of Morgana performing a dance in a giant hamster ball. It was incredible. Despite my anxiety, I’m glad I did this and we did so amazing (we made tips!!!!).

Right after that was done, I had to rush to lead a social of Giant men and Tiny women. It was a small turnout but we still got people and we talked a lot. When that was done, I rushed to be on my first panel of the day: Owning what you love. After that was the Macrophile panel and then after that was the Diversity panel. I was on all of them and they were back to back, I was a busy lady lol. After that panel, I was free! Since I made tips from the cafe and I was broke from the hotel, I got to buy a few things in the vendor hall. Was able to say hi to some people I knew like scridam, the reducer, miss kaneda, iamfilledwithstatic, robclassact, and aborigen. It was also mister finch’s birthday so since I was free for the night, I went with the crew to go celebrate at a restaurant. That was such a nice time, I swear everything I did this weekend I wanted to experience again. When we came back to the hotel after dinner (after a quick stop to the liquor store lol), I was able to make it in time for the closing ceremony. Hearing everyone’s words touched my heart and reminded me why I love this community. So I was able to give a speech to say that; this is my second home when I lost my only home when my mom passed. God, that room was filled with so much love. I went back upstairs and hung out more with the crew and watched Promare (pretty sick movie). I was gonna head to bed but I hung out more with Steve and we watched a movie before passing out.

Day 5: Monday 2/17/20

It was time to say all of my goodbyes to everyone that had to leave. I gave so many hugs and love, I just miss them all. Most of the crew had to head out, except for sviolet, she had her flight in the afternoon. So we went out to breakfast at a Mexican restaurant, reminiscing this whole weekend. We came back to the hotel to chill in my hotel room. Morgana and Guiri were leaving to the airport back to Spain and shortmarcy wanted to venture to NYC before she went home the next day. So sviolet and I chilled in my room before she had to head out.

Then for the rest of the evening, I had the room to myself. I watched law and order svu whole packing and double checked I had everything. I waited up for shortmarcy to come back (I was so worried) but she made it back after 10 pm safe and sound. At that point, I had to go to bed because my flight in the morning was at 5:45 am.

Day 6: Tuesday 2/18/20

I woke up at 3 am to get to the airport on time and my Lyft driver I got...I had a feeling he was having a bit of fun by himself before he picked me up. Because it stunk in the car of cum. Whatever, I held in my breath and made it to the airport safely. My flights were on time and I slept on each one. I did not want to go back home.

Back to reality and I hate the after con blues! Especially with how much this con and community means to me.

Hoping there’s a next year and I’m ready to help as usual.

Y’all have a goodnight ❤️

[fresh-outta-jams]

Signed, Sealed, Delivered - Part 9

Namjoon x Reader Author: Admin Mo Summary: You’re in college when your soulmate tattoo arrives, an address. Sending a letter couldn’t hurt, right? Note: Super sorry it’s been so long since my last update. Morgan and Morgan and I just got settled back into school with our new classes and everything, so I should have more time now that I have everything figured out. Warnings: Some swearing, soulmate fluff Word Count: 1.8k

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, Epilogue

Your new film classes were kicking your ass. Most of them were three hours long, so one of your greatest challenges in them was not falling asleep at eight in the morning or late at night. Your...distractions the previous semester had prevented you from signing up for your classes on time and therefore, you had the worst schedule on the face of the planet. You woke up too early, got home too late, and barely had time for naps in the middle. However, you did have a window for talking to Namjoon, which was about all you could ask for.

Somehow, it seemed like he got hotter every single day. You more than dreamed about him now; his face floated around your thoughts during your classes, his voice filtered through your earbuds as you walked around the snowy campus. It definitely soothed your pain at least a little bit, that and getting to see your face every time you unlocked your phone or got a call from him. The way his eyes crinkled when he smiled breathed the life back into the very drained half of your shared soul.

“Baby.” Namjoon waved his hand to snag your attention. Your mind had been wandering again. “You okay? You seem sort of distracted today.”

“I’m fine, Joon. Exhausted, but fine. What were you saying?”

“I asked you how our Sims are doing.”

You burst out laughing. When you had talked to him a few weeks prior, you’d made the mistake of mentioning the Sims game you’d been plugging away at, creating a perfect little life with your soulmate. Luckily for you, there were several talented Simmers who had uploaded their own Namjoons to the Gallery, so you could just download one that looked pretty close to the real thing. (Even closer with a dimple mod.)

“Joon is a scientist now.”

“A scientist? I thought he was an actor.”

“Well, he was, but I want to try to contact the aliens.”

“Ah. Understood. How are our kids?”

“They’re doing great. Added some new rooms on the house, got them a bigger TV, and I’m thinking about putting in a pool, but considering that they’re vampires, maybe that’s not the best idea…”

He chuckled softly, shaking his head at the absurdity of the little world you had crafted. “Yeah, maybe not, then.”

“Oh!” You blurted, sitting up straighter as you remembered what had been on your mind. “I have a bone to pick with you.”

Immediately, his eyes widened and his face reddened. Whatever this was, he had a feeling it wouldn’t be good. But then again, he couldn’t remember doing anything that would upset you. “U-um, jagi-”

“Uh-uh, don’t you ‘um, jagi’ me. You have no right. You have NO RIGHT...to go around looking this fine, what the hell, Namjoon. Your hair? So fine. Your face? SO FINE. How am I supposed to keep the girls off of you at this rate?”

“Jeez, you scared me. I thought something was wrong.”

“Also, don’t think I don’t see you lurking on my Twitter, you creep.” You laughed, causing his face to flush an even deeper red. “I have like twenty followers total, so someone with the username ‘rm_fan_94’ is going to raise some eyebrows.”

“Is it my fault you ReTweet all of the BTS Tweets gushing about how handsome you think I am? Sometimes a guy needs a little confidence boost from his beautiful girlfriend.”

That was new. You couldn’t remember him ever using THAT word before…

“Did I say something wrong?”

“N-no, you just, uh, caught me off-guard is all.” You coughed, cheeks burning probably the brightest red they’d ever glowed before. “Can I get that one more time?”

“What, ‘girlfriend’?” Namjoon smirked softly, his dimples prominent. “Well, that is what you are, isn’t it?”

“Yeah.” You exhaled a sigh, something warm settling over your heart. “God, I really am, aren’t I?

“Shit, I never asked, did I? That’s a thing in the states, right? I’m supposed to ask you to be my girlfriend?”

“Well, I mean sometimes that’s how it goes, but not always.”

“(Y/N),” he suddenly got very mock-serious, “will you be my girlfriend?”

“Let me think about it.” You laughed. He pretended to wait with bated breath as you ‘thought about’ your answer to his very important world-changing question. “Yeah, I think I will.”

“Awesome.” He smiled. Namjoon was about to say something else before he was interrupted by someone walking into his and Tae’s room.

“Namjoon-ah, breakfast.” You recognized Hoseok’s voice as he entered, his face lighting up when he caught sight of what their fearless leader was doing. “(Y/N)!!”

“Hi Hobi!” You waved excitedly, hyped to finally meet him after watching him in videos for so long. “Nice to meet you!”

“Nice to meet you too!”

“I’ll be out in a sec, alright?” Namjoon told him in Korean. Hoseok nodded and then waved one last time before leaving the way he came. He looked back at you and sighed, torn. Obviously, they were all really busy working on their next comeback, even though they were still coming back down to earth after the Christmas/New Year’s Eve rush. You knew time was tight, but you always ached when it was time to say goodbye. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow, baby. I love you.”

“I love you too.” You blew him a kiss, and then he was gone, leaving you waiting for the next time you would get to see his beautiful face.

***

“Dear Namjoon,

I read your book. Cover to cover. Well, I guess because it was in digital format, from the top of the Doc to the bottom of it. And let me just say I am blown away. I’ve known you’re a good writer. You write the best letters ever, and also you literally write lyrics for a living, so obviously you’re good, but this was so much different than any of your songs in the best possible way. There’s so much character, so many heartfelt moments, but it’s also funny and lighthearted and then it tugs at your heartstrings. I ended up crying three times while I read it.

That said, there were a few phrasing things I noticed, and a few typos, but I think you’re way more fluent than you realize. I usually end up with waaaaay more mistakes in my NaNo books than you have in yours. I marked the ones I caught in pink and left some comments.

These new classes are killing me. My film analysis is boring and we have a pretty heavy workload. Not to mention it’s like three hours long. Draining isn’t the word. However, it’s not all bad. I still go to the K-Pop club and learn new things about you and the guys from all of my K-Pop-loving friends. One of them got me a Koya sleep mask for Christmas! They all know I’m super whipped for you (but they don’t know why, no worries!).

Did I tell you I have Moonchild set to my wake up alarm? Ironic, I know, but it’s my favorite song on Mono. You probably know that. I probably told you that. I don’t remember. I’ve kind of had a lot on my mind recently. I’m seriously counting down the days to spring break. My brain hurts so much, but hearing your voice and talking to you and looking at your face makes it a little bit better.

I love you so much,

-(Y/N)”

*** Namjoon had a plan. Granted, it wasn’t a very solid plan; he didn’t have all of the details worked out, nor anything scheduled, nor had he even asked permission yet. But, it was a plan no less.

Over the past few weeks, in your ongoing letter correspondence back and forth to each other, Namjoon had been collecting details, thinking through logistics, and going around to the camera crew and asking them some questions figuring that they of all people would have the answers to them. And for the most part, they did, and they were all very friendly and nice to talk to. Based on the conversations he’d had with them, it seemed like Part 1 of his plan would work out just fine. That left him to figure out parts 2 and 3.

Part 2, he figured, would be the second-easiest thing to accomplish. Actually, maybe the easiest, considering that Part 1 had required some digging and research. Whereas with Part 2, it was only the idea of it that was scaring him. In theory, actually pulling through with it would be easy.

So, once he had scraped together as much courage as he could manage, he went to the office of none other than Hitman Bang and knocked on the door.

***

“Dear (Y/N),

I’m sorry to hear your classes are so rough. I wish I could make it better. Thinking about you in pain pulls at my heartstrings in more ways than one. I really, really wish I could be there to comfort you somehow, but even then, I don’t think I would know how to fix the problem aside from supporting you and encouraging you to keep going because you’re almost there. Just a little longer and it’ll all be worth it.

As for my book...I’m super, super glad you liked it. Part of me was really afraid it maybe wasn’t as good as I hoped it was. We all have a tendency to look down on our own work, I guess, and sometimes we’re blind to our own mistakes. Thank you for helping out with mine, though. It means so, so much to me that you took the time out of your busy schedule to look over it and give me feedback. I’m also very sorry I made you cry. Thinking about that hurts me inside too.

I’m glad you’re having fun in your K-Pop club and making new friends and learning things! Just know that if you ever want to know ANYTHING, I would be more than happy to tell you anything you want to know. Also, I’m really sorry you have to keep me a secret, at least for know. Just know it won’t be a secret forever. Someday, you won’t have to hide who I am. I just hope that ‘someday’ comes sooner than it seems to be coming.

You definitely did not tell me Moonchild is your wake up alarm. God, you don’t know how happy that makes me. I’m glad you like it so much. Again, I’m so sorry this semester has been rough on you so far. And I’m sorry I couldn’t kiss you on New Year’s Eve. And I’m sorry I couldn’t be with you on Christmas morning. I’m sorry for a lot of things. I’m sorry we’re so far away from each other. I’m sorry it’s taking me so long to get to you. I promise I will soon, though. As soon as I possibly can. Every minute I’m without you burns, and I know you feel it too.

I love you to the moon and back,

-Namjoon”

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[recentanimenews]

Why Monkey D. Garp Is The Best Anime Grandpa

  In the One Piece anime, we're entering the Reverie Arc. Now, for those of you that don't keep up with One Piece, I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know what you're doing with your time, but I only hope that it makes you happy. But if you don't stay up to date with it, the Reverie occurs every four years, when the various rulers of the nations that exist under the World Government come together to, I don't know, decide stuff. And since the Straw Hat Crew have been island hopping like Instagram celebrities with trust funds for the past few years, they've met a lot of these rulers.

  That means that we're gonna get to see Vivi, Rebecca, Shirahoshi, Cobra, Dalton and, sigh, Wapol, among many others. But also, and this is the main reason that I'm excited for it, we're gonna get to see Garp, Luffy's Grandpa, again. We haven't seen him in a while, and that's a shame, because Monkey D. Garp, as far as I'm concerned, is Anime's Best Grandfather. Someone should buy him a coffee cup that says that.

    "But Daniel," you say, probably. "How did you get to this conclusion? What scientific method did you use?" Well, I looked at three key areas. And I'll explain them to you now, mainly because it would be weird if I didn't and was just like "Here's my opinion! Now watch Mob Psycho or something. Later!" 

  HOW DOES GARP STAND APART FROM OTHER ANIME GRANDPAS?

  First of all, he stands apart because look at him. If you need to find him in a crowd, just look for the dude with shoulders as wide as most condos. He looks like a man that's done nothing but compete in arm wrestling tournaments for eighty years. But aside from that, Garp doesn't fall into many old man tropes. For example, he's not a pervy senior. His nose doesn't gush buckets of blood when he sees a pretty girl. In fact, as you'll see in the upcoming arc, he accompanies Shirahoshi and Neptune up from Fishman Island just to make their journey more comfortable.  Aww. Good Guy Garp.

  And he also doesn't try to shy away from a battle because he's old, or make jokes about just how decrepit he is in order to get you to drop your guard. Garp is perfectly capable of handling himself in a fight, which brings me to my next point:

  WE STILL DON'T KNOW HOW STRONG GARP IS

  Sure, we hear stories about his time in Gol D. Roger and Whitebeard's era. And yes, he can punch Whitebeard's first division commander Marco out of the sky. And he can also throw cannonballs, which must make him an absolute menace during the Marines' annual Dodgeball Tournament And Picnic. But even still, the question remains: Just how powerful is this dude?

  Is he stronger than Luffy? Or how about Rayleigh? We assume that he's not as powerful as Big Mom or Kaido, but again, we're just not sure. He's a Vice Admiral, but he could've easily moved up a few ranks if he wanted to. Heck, when Akainu punched a hole through Ace, Sengoku had to hold Garp back from killing the magma jerk. Could Garp have killed Akainu? We don't know! But probably, as he certainly seemed confident about being able to rip his head off. 

  That kind of thing is fascinating. One Piece has been going for about twenty years, and it isn't like Garp is just a non-speaking cameo role. The dude's shown up a few times, but we're still endlessly debating who can out-brawl him.

  WHERE DO HIS LOYALTIES LIE?

  It's Marineford. A war is going on, and you're on the edge of your seat because Luffy is running up to the platform to save his "brother" Ace from execution. But Garp stands in the way. Garp, who had a hand in raising both of these precocious pirates, has finished talking to Ace about how upset he is that Ace is getting executed, and now he looks like he's gonna punch the rubber out of Luffy (or at least he's making a really good show about it.)

  But he turns away. He closes his eyes. Sad music plays and he allows Luffy to punch him. You're crying. I'm crying. Your Dad is crying because you're crying about cartoons. Your Mom is crying because your Dad is crying about you crying and she always wished that she could get into One Piece, but couldn't work up the courage to ask you to explain what a "Grand Line" is. Your dog is crying because pets feel emotions, too. The whole world weeps.

  But if Garp was such a career navy man, couldn't he just swat Luffy off the platform? Couldn't he have just strangled Luffy back at Water 7? Couldn't he have just sat in Luffy's way and not let him leave the Windmill Village? Where does Garp the Navy Savior end and Garp the Lovable Grandpa begin?

  Garp certainly likes his job, but he takes liberties with it, which makes me wonder if Garp wouldn't be perfectly happy doing something else that would fit into his definition of "the right path." He certainly likes training Koby and Helmeppo, but he could just do that elsewhere, and he wouldn't even have to wear a uniform. He could probably just dress in a Hawaiian button-down and challenge tourists to push-up contests. That seems his speed. 

  I LOVE GARP

  I do. I think he's great and I think he's one of the most underrated characters that One Piece has to offer. And I hope that whatever character arc he has comes full circle. Garp had a habit of knocking Luffy around, even when Luffy was just a tiny rubber lad, and though it was mostly played for laughs, I think it would be cool to one day see a Garp that has further recognized the mistakes that he's made in child-rearing. Some of the progress is already there, and I believe that Garp could be a great example of the fact that, even though you may be old and set in your ways, you can still change for the better. 

  So I can't wait to see him again in the Reverie Arc and in any other arc that Eiichiro Oda can toss him into. So keep watching One Piece on Crunchyroll, and keep hoping that, eventually, Brawny Best Grandpa Garp gets the respect and love that he deserves.

  Do you also love Garp? Are you excited for the Reverie? Let me know in the comments!

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  Daniel Dockery is a writer for Crunchyroll. You can find him reading the Gospel of Garp on Twitter.

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[sockdreams]

Sweater Sock Season!

It is now September, and that is amazing, because fall is starting, meaning we get to pull out all of the best and coziest layers! That means boots, jackets and, you guessed it, sweaters! The only thing better than layering up all of these elements is having a great pair of sweater socks to go with them, and that, dear reader, is what brings us here today.

Long Cuffable Scrunchable Socks styled in various ways, in dark brown, navy, and dark red

Now, "sweater sock" is not a technical term, and it could well be that everybody defines it a little differently, so I'm going to explain what makes a sweater sock in my mind. While we have a lot of "sweater patterned" socks (typically Fair Isle inspired patterns), many of them are a lighter weight than I would consider a sweater sock. Wool is also a traditional sweater material, and we have lots of wool socks, but again, many of them are too thin or too fine a gauge of knit for the sweater sock title. Boot Socks are another subgenre of sock that is known for being thick, which is a sweatery kind of attribute, and there's definitely a bit of cross-over, but sweater socks are less likely to be terry-lined, and again, the gauge of knit is a more important factor when it comes to sweater styles.

Ribbed M Stockings in navy * Long Cuffable Scrunchable Socks in hunter * M45s in sweet cream

So what is a sweater sock? To me a sweater sock is warm, soft, thick, and knitted on a relatively large gauge (at least as far as socks go), often featuring thicker yarns. Pattern isn't really a defining factor, and many of the sweater socks we will talk about today are solid colors, but if the weight of the sock is right, a Fair Isle or marled pattern can really add to the sweatery "vibe" of a style.

Longer Thicker Slouch Socks in charcoal * Cotton Slouch Socks in tangerine * Warm & Cozy Boot Socks in light blue

Our DreaM Stockings line is probably the most sweater sock-heavy brand we have, which shouldn't come as a huge surprise given that we designed it! With that said, though, our other house brand, Dreamer Socks, tend to be a finer gauge and thinner material than I consider "sweatery". Look at it this way: DreaM Stockings are a vintage, chunky-knit sweater, while Dreamer Socks are a beautifully fitted, fine-knit cardigan. A cardigan may technically be a sweater, but it's not really the kind of sweater we're here to gush over today.

Confetti Slouch Socks in black confetti * Confetti M45s in cream confetti

The sweater styles in our DreaM Stockings collection tend to be on the longer side, from knee highs to ultra-long thigh highs. They come in solid, marled and confetti patterns, with a couple of stripey outliers (which are also marled -- we're just doubling down on the cute, okay?). These more uniform patterns make it easy to pair these styles with outfits so you don't have to put a ton of thought into what you're wearing.

Marled Slouch Socks in dark red, navy and black * Marled Scrunchable Thigh High Socks in grey

Marled Stripe Knee Socks in thicket * Top-Striped Marled Slouch Socks * Top-Striped Marled Scrunchable Socks in black w/ dark red

Some of our suppliers only carry one or two sweater sock styles, but even though that's not really their focus, the ones they make are definitely worth mentioning! While Foot Traffic makes a lot of fleece-lined tights, leggings, and socks these days, that's not really what we call a sweater sock, in the same way that a polar fleece pullover is kind of "jackety" and not entirely "sweatery" (these are very important technical terms that we, the sock experts, are definitely not just making up on the fly). They do, however, make two styles that we feel are totally sweatery: Cotton Rag Bootsocks and Check Dots Knee Highs.

Check Dot Knee Highs in ivory * Cotton Rag Bootsocks in granite

Mitscoots also makes two sweatery styles, and frankly they're essentially different colorways of the same sock, but we're fine with that because we LOVE that sock! There is something oddly supple about these, and they stretch like crazy, but also condense down to knee highs weirdly well.... we don't really know how they managed to achieve this, but we suspect that magic is involved.

Gwen Bootsocks * Whitney Bootsocks

Though our Mitscoots styles shown above are currently sold out (be sure to sign up for restock notifications on their product pages!) we still wanted to include them for the sake of comprehensiveness.  We also have a couple of similarly cozy marled styles from K. Bell and Pook, both of which are currently in stock! All of our Pook styles are on clearance, so get them while the getting's good!

Pretty Tomboy Knee Socks in black * Pook Knee Socks with red stripes

The brands that only carry one sweater style have all really nailed the sweater sock concept in different ways. Ozone makes the most official sweater sock of all, the Sweater Style OTK, while Tabbisocks makes the ultimate in Japanese scrunchy socks, which comes in about a million colorways, making it a staple for those obsessed with color matching. Peony and Moss, as well as Nouvella, have perfected the texture element of sweaterness with their Marled Cable Thigh Highs and Pebble Ribbed OTKs (also available in a crew), respectively.

Sweater Style OTKs in beige * Scrunchy Socks in fuchsia

Marled Cable Thigh Highs in dried herb * Pebble Ribbed OTKs in charcoal

B Ella's single sweater style also happens to be a delightful wool blend, with seasonally rotating colors, meaning that there are often new options each winter. Cronert also makes a fantastic wool sock with a subtle cable pattern to the cuff (which can, indeed, be worn unfolded!), and while it doesn't come in as many colors as B Ella's Bess, they do come in two foot sizes.

Bess Knee Socks in blue glass * Cronert Ribbed Wool OTK in ecru

And now that we're getting into some animal fibers, it is my duty to present you with our absolute favorite supplier of humanely sourced angora, Orkney Angora. This fiber is collected from rabbits, so it is soft as can be, with a fuzzy "halo" surrounding it that creates an insulating microclimate around your legs! While the OTKs they make are so sweatery that even somebody who has never seen an actual sweater could probably identify them as such, their thermal crews are a little more on the cusp where my definition is concerned. They're a finer gauge than what I would normally consider a sweater sock, but they are so thick and soft and fuzzy that I just can't help myself! These socks defy labels, unless you're just labeling them as "amazing."

Angora OTKs in charcoal * Thick Thermal Angora Socks in fawn

And now, dear reader, we have arrived at the Fair Isle portion of our sweater socks tour....

September Sun Knee Highs by Solmate

As previously mentioned, Fair Isle is a classic sweater pattern, often seen in Scottish and Scandinavian knitting, and those northerners know about cold! A lot of the Fair Isle patterned items we carry are actually printed, or else knit on a finer gauge than is appropriate to sweaters, but traditional Fair Isle colorwork involves "carrying" over the unused colors of yarn behind the stitches, which results in an extra layer of yarn, making for a thicker and warmer garment. We carry two brands that make delightfully chunky (and often colorful) Fair Isles, and that is almost exclusively what these brands make!

Mars Crews * Midnight Knee Highs * Scarecrow Crews

First up is Solmate Socks, who specialize in mismatched (but totally color-coordinated) Fair Isle socks. They mostly do crews and knee highs, and you can often find your favorite colorway in both! We also carry some anklet styles of theirs for summer, as their socks are an 80% cotton blend that makes them comfortable in most climates.

Dots N Dash Crews in teal * Sunrise Fairisle Knee Highs in teal * Lattice Crews in olive

Along the same sock wavelength we have QT Feet, who also specialize in cotton blend, chunky knit Fair Isles. The difference is that these styles aren't mismatched, and they tend to change up their patterns a little more than Solmate. QT Feet also seems to be a little bolder when it comes to dabbling with bright and unusual color combinations.

And like that, we have finally arrived at the conclusion of our sweatery sock journey! Your definition of what makes a sweater sock might be different from ours, but whether it's about fiber content, pattern, weight or knitting gauge (or some combination of these) we know there's one element we can all agree on: the element of cozy! We wish you all a wonderful autumn, and may your toes be ever cozy.

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[queenofmahishmati]

Meeting The Stars - PRABHAS  &  RANA

From the moment I got back home after watching Baahubali: The Beginning, I wished to meet the entire team behind the Epic because one, they were ideals in my mind for attempting something of such an impressive magnitude and coming out successful; and two, they seemed so fun to get to know after all their interviews together despite the heights of their fandom. It was indeed a dream team and my dream to meet them got a lot more stubborn after watching The Conclusion.

So last May, on a fine Friday morning, I came across a tweet about a contest regarding Baahubali the Lost Legends—the animated series of the franchise on Amazon Prime India twitter handle. It promised two sets of winners, the first three would get to meet the stars and the next ten would win certain Baahubali merchandise. My eyes zeroed in on the promise of those gifts cause I consider myself as a bit of a collector. I decided to give my best shot at it hoping to win at least one of them goody bags. I answered all the nine questions about the animated series. They promised to announce the winners that night and I almost forgot all about it until after dinner. When I did though, I rushed to see who won the goody bags and didn’t find my name so made peace with the thought that it just wasn’t meant for me. And not 5 minutes later, they announced the 3 winners who will go on to meet the Baahubali stars on top of getting the merchandise as well and my name was right on top of it—and I’m pretty sure I kept blinking owlishly at my mobile screen for 10 minutes straight. I legit couldn’t believe my luck and I thought it was a prank until everyone assured me it wasn’t. With what one would term a Cheshire grin, I danced around my place and kept shoving my mobile at everyone’s face (the ones who made the mistake of listening to me, that is). Friends who had me as their whatsapp contact were subsequent victims to my excitement as well. However, my mum and brother were an exception as they tried to tease me, mercilessly might I add, about my pintsize and how either Rana or Prabhas might have to lift me up so that I was in the same frame as them in the pictures—tried being the key word. It still had zero effect on my delight and I eagerly waited for the day that I would meet the team. (rest under the cut bc its super long)

Two months later, the day finally came. It was a Friday once again. On the morning of 21st July, I flew to Hyderabad with all my excitement swapped with a sense of restlessness. The moment was finally upon me and you can’t blame the jitters. I was all— What would they be like? What should I tell/ask them? How long was the meet and greet for? Should I write down the questions I had for them? And yada yada yada. Five minutes after touchdown at Hyderabad, Cheryl (from Amazon) called me to tell me that the talents were coming earlier than planned and I should be on my way to the hotel ASAP. The day before, she had informed me that I was going to meet Prabhas & Rana. So, instead of slowly wandering like originally planned, I rushed out of the airport and thankfully found the cab driver who was waiting to pick me up under ten minutes and we were on our way.

Now, I have a habit of striking up conversations with taxi drivers to fill in the silence (because of all the Ubers I’m used to back in UK). As soon as I get in the car, I start with something neutral like ‘Where are you from? How long have you been here? How much you like the place?’ and the talk just flows after that. It always leaves me with a gratified feeling when I step out of the vehicle and thank them genuinely before bidding goodbye. I couldn’t resist and asked the driver all these questions in the little Telugu I could manage and he started speaking about the city, its uniqueness and all the special places to visit. Once he knew I was an architect by profession, he went on to explain the construction history of the intercity elevated expressway we were passing over that moment. And by the time we reached the hotel, I was pretty much convinced that Hyderabad had one of the best infrastructures in the nation and forgot all about my earlier jitters from the flight. He informed me he’d come to pick me up the next day as well to take me back to the airport for my return flight and I happily waved him away before ambling inside the hotel lobby in search of Cheryl. Thankfully, she found me and after a quick check-in, whisked me away along with Sagar (one of the other two winners) to the place where we’d be meeting the stars. There we were joined by the third winner Abhishek and a tiny amount of waiting later (barely ten minutes tops), by the two men themselves.

Until then, I swear by all Gods, the gravity of the moment hadn’t sunk in to me. I was in a calm and happy daze till I heard their cheerful hellos in the next room. My excitement doubled, but my voice turned to that of a squeak (like my mum often says) as I lost my calm and all the restlessness from the flight returned back full force. Abhi and Sagar were in a similar state as me while the organizers took a minute to explain to the two stars about the contest and more, before I was ushered out to go meet them first (bakra feeling, anyone?). Introductions happened in a blink and all I could do now is picture myself slowly toddling into the other room like a lost little sheep blinded by the spotlights set up by the filming crew. However, I’m certain that my flummoxed look turned into a grateful smile when I saw Prabhas standing up first with his hand held out in greeting. Bless that man, my respect for him instantly soared sky high. “Hi,” I piped up meekly as I placed my hand in his and a tiny stutter later, “—I’m Sharme.” He was a darling though, just like his nickname and with a generous smile shook my hand as he replied, “Nice to meet you Sharme!”

My next stop on self-introduction train was Rana, who was standing right behind Prabhas. Now this guy is something else altogether okay, but in a good way. He is a sweetheart and undoubtedly a big goof ball, who can pull you out of your edginess with few simple words (unconsciously on his part I guess). I shuffled towards him with my hand held out and repeated the exact same thing I told his friend. Without missing a beat, he took my hand and warmly stated, “And hi, I’m Rana!” I blinked up as I thought, yeah right Captain Obvious! Despite the sarcasm, I couldn’t control my bubbling laughter and straightaway forgot all about my earlier concerns. What an effective way to break the ice as well as the barriers between celebrity and their admirers, right? Extra brownie points for Rana-man!

Also, I need to mention this here — I might have very well introduced myself as, “Hello, I’m tiny!” because I had my neck craned up high throughout the exchange. Wearing my flattest shoes was both a blessing and a curse. I didn’t fall flat on my face thankfully, but I felt dwarfed standing there between them both for a picture and although I had prepared myself to tell them many things, the first to slip out of my lips was, “Oh God! I’m so tiny next to you guys!” I even suggested that I climb the couch behind us but they laughed it off saying they’d rather sit down than let me do all of those stunts. Such fine gentlemen at their cheeky best, yep. It must be in my fate or something cause I always end up getting teased every time I meet a celebrity. (pout)

Couple of pictures later, we were joined by Abhi and Sagar as well, and thus more chatting/teasing ensued. All three of us were kind of stumped for words as our brains had probably short circuited and was still on its way to mend, so when Rana started speaking we were more than happy to tag along. The very first thing they asked us was how much we liked the movies and of course we had to gush about it and I said I watched it six times for which with a nifty smile, Prabhas was like “Why just 6 times?” — what would you answer that honestly, other than vowing to go back home and watch it over and over again?

Then they asked us about the animated series and how much we liked it. The reply was obvious — for the incredible backstory it was providing about the two princes of Mahishmati, a past we never got to see in the movies. And of course, how much we loved Bhallaladeva, which made Rana look all pleased. By this time, I was totally back in my element and I couldn’t stop myself from stating, “Oh but he kills his best friend in the very first episode!” The room dissolved into laughter while I was reassessing the distance between the couch and the door to make a quick getaway. But that guy is way too good, to a fault. He yet again surprised me by saying, “Well, that’s what makes him the cooler brother no?” I had to smile and nod at that cause damn, he’s too good with persuasion too. What I never expected was Prabhas’ voice on my other side answering his question: “I actually thought of playing Bhallaladeva too. Why stop with just two when I can play three no? But then I felt I should give chance for upcoming heroes like Rana… so we went ahead with it!” He can go toe for toe with Rana-man undoubtedly. But his partner in crime always has an answer, “You killing yourself twice would have looked weird though!” Again laughter rippled throughout as I mentally shook my head at these two dorks, no one is safe from them—I repeat, no one is safe around these two.

Then we spoke about Rana’s new show No 1 Yaari, and how Abhi wished it would come subtitled and he was promised that the team was working on it. It also brought on the topic of whether we knew Telugu and we spoke about our journeys: Sagar lived in Hyderabad so of course he was well aware, Abhi started watching Telugu movies after Baahubali and my interest began after watching Magadheera with my Uni friends. So in a way, it was all because of Rajamouli sir. We had to ask why he didn’t come along with them for which we were assured he was working on something important once again. Ah ha! But the focus on languages continued and I remembered how Manu mentioned she preferred the German dubbed version over watching it in Hindi with subtitles and I told them so. They seemed amazed that it got dubbed in German as well, especially Prabhas. And then Prabhas had to leave so they gave us all our goody bags individually (guess who got lucky enough to get from them both, ME.) Once more pictures were taken of the moment, Prabhas left with a shy wave and Rana went to shoot a small promo video for the Lost Legends with the team in the other room and we were left to talk amongst ourselves. It was then that I was more or less whining about not getting the poster signed by them both and a good-hearted gentleman from the Wizcraft team ensured that my Rise of Sivagami book was sent up to Prabhas’ room to get it signed from him. And when Rana stepped out of his shoot-mode, he was charming enough to sign the posters for us. While he wrote best wishes for the two guys with me, he wrote lots of love on mine and I was like, yep you have been spending too much time with Arya man (another south actor). But it was fun and I enjoyed every minute of it, especially when he handed it back with a “there you go sweet lady!” I had to make a conscious effort to not melt at his adorableness. With all the promotions done and another fabulous movie on his list, I hope that precious man gets his rest!!

His last parting words were, ❝ Do keep the franchise alive, will you? ❞  And we all swore in unison before parting with a wave. Little does he know we have most certainly pledged our lives to do just that!!

After another shoot of us three recapping the entire experience, we bid goodbyes to the team as well and made our way to our rooms. And I came back home the next morning. Now as I think about that day, it feels as if I lived some kind of dream and I wish I could relive it again. Heartfelt thanks to Amazon Prime Video and these two fine gentlemen for making it a beautiful memory!!

—s

ps. if you want to have a look at my crazy pictures with them or the even crazier video, ping me off anon or pm me. I don't bite :)

[redpensandgreenarrows]

HVFF Nashville wrap-up!

I think the shock has worn off enough for me to remember most of what happened ^_~. So, let’s dig in to the story of my first con!! :-) 

Sorry if this gets a little long, but I’m going to gush! THERE WILL BE SPOILERS so be warned! ^_^ Also, any pics I post are mine, please do not use without credit!!

HVFF Day #1

@ireland1733, @emmilynestill, @jedichick04, @laurabelle2930, and I all met up and headed into the con. I was so thankful to have a few HVFF veterans in our group, because I was able to follow their lead! Heading back to the autograph booths, we met up with @scu11y22 and @quant-um-fizzx. Stephen’s line was filling up quick, so we went to David’s booth because there was no one in his VIP line yet! 

Poor David. All the hugs to that man, because he didn’t fly in from Vancouver until that morning. Combining that fact with a flight delay, DR was running late (we were able to get the complete run down of his schedule from his con agent who we befriended while waiting in line X-D). In total we probably waited 2 hours or so for David to show up, but we found ways to pass the time. Hanging with this group of ladies is always a good time with many laughs and craziness. Plus, Stephen showed up during the midst of our waiting and since his booth was right next to David’s we got to stare at the pretty for as long as we wanted!! It took a few minutes for it to sink in that I was seeing the pretty IN PERSON. *sigh* it was lovely. 

--SIDE STORY-- While waiting for David, we got to watch Stephen take a picture with adorable little baby who was dress up in a green arrow onesie that was made to look like the Arrow jacket. It was precious! And the best part, we found out thanks to @hope-for-olicity - who was also waiting with us - that the baby’s name was Oliver! ADORABLE!

Finally David arrived! Immediately, he tried to grab SA’s attention, and wadded up a piece of paper or something and threw it at him. As Stephen slowly made his way over, David turned to all of us and said, “I gotta go hug my boyfriend.” A+ moment. I will forever live for the David/Stephen bromance.

When my moment finally came to meet David, I asked for a hug and he was all for it. I can back up everyone’s claim that David 100% gives the best hugs. They’re so big and teddy-bear like. For how muscly he is, David is super cuddly. I told him it was my first con and he said I was a natural. He signed the picture I picked out and I asked for his favorite Diggle quote (Stephen also signed this pic, so you’ll see his autograph too):

David: “Oliver, don’t.”

I also asked for a S6 spoiler. I never mentioned anything about Olicity or that I was an Olicity shipper. His immediate response was “Do you like weddings?” ;-)

This man is a precious cupcake and completely worth the wait. We bonded; it was beautiful. ^_^

Once we finished up with David, Stephen’s line amazingly had no one in the VIP section, so we jumped at the chance and he was even taking selfies that day!! Stephen’s line obviously moved more quickly due to the number of people, but he was super sweet as well. Similar to David, I asked for one of his favorite Oliver lines.

Stephen: “Suit up.” 

Once he signed the pic, he shook my hand, held it during the picture, and then complimented my Star Wars phone case ^_^. I know it’s silly, but I will never be over that!

Finishing up with Stephen, our group grabbed a bite to eat and then waited to be seated for Stephen’s panel. (Shout out to @hotcookinmama and her adorable daughter - dressed as Felicity - who we ran into before the panel!!)

@jedichick04 asked the very first question of Stephen’s panel, and it was the “two truths and a lie” question which has been floating around tumblr and twitter. His panel was as fun and humorous as they normally are, and it was so fun to see it in person.

Following his panel, we walked back to the autograph booths to see who we could hit up next...

- Echo Kellum: SUPER sweet <3. Similar to David he’s very much a hugger. His hugs are great too. Echo is just a lovely person and so thankful to his fans. And he was also the first person who got the “Have you all been kidnapped?” question (aka THE QUESTION) that @ireland1733, @emmilynestill, and @laurabelle2930 forced me to ask the actors. He was definitely shocked by the question and wondered why I didn’t want to know if they were even alive! It was pretty funny. He claimed that he didn’t know and wasn’t sure what was happening quite yet. So, I’m not sure if he truly knows, but I didn’t get a definite ‘No.’ 

- Rick Gonzalez: OMG, THIS PRECIOUS PUPPY. I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM ALL THE TIME. Okay, so Rick is the sweetest, most humble person ever. @laurabelle2930 and I walked up to say hi and get a pic, and he was just so thankful! You can tell he is so happy to be a part of Arrow, and just so thankful to his fans. Super sweet, A+, I wish I had the chance to go back to his booth before the weekend was over. Rick was asked THE QUESTION as well, and his reaction was too funny! His lips pressed together and bulged like he was trying to keep the words from spilling out. He said that he was trying really hard to tell us, but they just wouldn’t come out!! Hilarious. Again, no ‘No.”, but maybe a slight hint?? Who knows *shrugs*.

After Rick, most left to prep for the Nocking Point party, but @jedichick04 and I had time to kill because our photo ops with SA weren’t until later. So, we bopped around the vendor area and ran into @jbuffyangel and her daughter, who too was dressed as Felicity. We chatted about spoilers, and Jen said that she was told there was going to be a conflict between Oliver and Diggle this coming season (almost Civil War style), and I revealed what David told @emmilynestill - how Diggle was going to be the Green Arrow for part of the season. (What is happening on S6 of Arrow!?!?!)

My photo op with Stephen was lovely. I wish I had asked for a true hug, than just the side hug, but I think I still had first con jitters. Plus, IT’S STEPHEN FREAKIN’ AMELL. I touched him in some capacity, and it really hasn’t sunk in yet. 

After the photo, Rachel and I met up with the ladies again, and added @mel-loves-all, @vaelisamaza, @smoakingbabbles, @tdgal1, and a couple others to the group for dinner before the NP party. Good friends, good food, A+ time ^_^.

Nocking Point Party

WHAT a blast! I sampled some excellent wine, and danced the night away with my friends. The band was great! Their name was The Remedies, and the were just having a ball! They were an excellent cover band, playing lots of 80s and “fan favorite” songs (think wedding reception band). They were so happy the crowd was getting into it and dancing. 

We ran into David’s con agent - Mary - again, and BOY was she having fun!! She was dancing with us, and when David finally showed up to the party, got us a group picture with him! @jedichick04, @emmilynestill, @ireland1733, @laurabelle2930, and I were posing with David when he suddenly lifted up his leg and yelled, “Someone hold my leg!” Like the 5 women around him wouldn’t do that! ;-) It was so much fun!

There was a hilarious Q&A session with Stephen, Drew, Cassandra, and Rick! Highly enjoyable. AND STEPHEN SANG!! He belted out Summer of ‘69 with the band. I love that song, so it was great to hear!! I have a video of the last half of the song, so hopefully I can get it up soon. :-)

However, the best part of the night - coincidently - was the end. Stephen was on stage, saying thank you and good night everyone present. He started to walk off stage when SUDDENLY A WILD DAVID RAMSEY RAN UP ON STAGE AND GRABBED THE MIC!! Because were they done yet!? According to David, not so fast!! He had a few words for the crowd: 1.) Thanking the fans over and over again for their support, because “according to the producers” he was told that viewing had gone UP this passed season thanks to all the fans, 2.) Thanking Stephen for being an amazing leader, and how he loves getting to work with such a great guy, 3.) “Can I get an AMEN!? We are in Nashville after all.” (yes there was an AMEM! ^_~), 4.) CHEEK KISS AND BRO HUG WITH STEPHEN. IT WAS THE BEST THING EVER! 

And then just before my storage ran out on my phone, I got one last pic that I think is my favorite from the night: “NAAAAAASHVIIIIIIIILE!”

HVFF Day #2

Arrow panel up first!

And guys... I ASKED A QUESTION. 😱😱😱 I might have been shaking a bit, but I made it through! I asked Rick if the Rene/Lance relationship/moments would continue in S6, because I enjoyed them last season, and will Lance still help Rene get his daughter back. Rick said he hoped so, because he loved working with Paul and their dynamic on the show. And being a father himself, he enjoyed that Rene was a father too, and getting to play that part of his character on the show. Because as Wild Dog, he’s such a “bad ass”, but then you get this different side to him when he interacts with his daughter. I hope we get it too!!

Many hilarious moments, but I think the absolute best question was when a woman asked David what cologne he was wearing the previous night at the NP party, because her friends thought he smelled wonderful and wanted to buy the cologne for their husbands. David’s reaction was priceless! (But he did answer: Tom Ford - Wood)

After the panel the rest of the day was autographs/selfies with the crew, and a couple more photo ops! So lets break it down...

- Katrina Law: First was an autograph and selfie with her - I had a photo op later. She is just a precious sinnamon roll, who is sweet, super friendly and energetic. She complimented my style and was super sweet during the selfie - we did a “normal” one, then she made us do “diva” poses ^_^. I want to be her BFF4LYFE. We asked her THE QUESTION as well, and she just shrugged it off saying “Naw... everyone’s hamburger meat.” Haha! ^_^

- John Barrowman: Similar to Katrina, I had a photo op later, but we hit his line for an autograph and a group selfie. John takes his own selfie, and MAN does he have it down to a science! “Okay, everyone squeeze in, find an opening, you crouch down, look, and smile!” He took like 5 normal ones before yelling “Ugly one!” John and I are the only ones making faces, because the rest just cracked up ^_^. He gives a good hug too. 

We hit up Echo and David again for group selfies, and then the end of my day was just checking out the vendors and my 3 photo ops. 

The last bit of my story I have to write out is about my last photo op, which happened to be David. When it was my time for the photo I said to David: “You started my con and now you’re ending it too, can I get one last hug?” He said absolutely and gave me a great big bear hug. The photographer took the photo, and then David refused to let me go. Hugging me for a few seconds longer, he did a little rocking motion (like when you give someone a really big hug), and then when he let me go he said he’d see me next con!

Damn. Straight.

So, to say my first con was a success I think would be an understatement. I had SO MUCH FUN, met many of my favorite actors, and hung out with so many of my fandom friends... truly I must be blessed. Everything I did, and every cent I spent was completely worth it. 

And I can’t wait to do it again. <3

[elfgrove]

Collecting this from Twitter, because why not?

So Steven Universe Sheith AU. [link]

Shiro is a Black Tourmaline (previously a follower of Yellow Diamond) that rebelled with the Crystal Gems.

He was injured during a battle, and his gem bubbled to protect him from the Diamond army, but then lost in the aftermath. 

He was found and released from the bubble centuries after the war ended, but did not return to Rose and Crew, choosing to stay near & protect the small Human city that rescued him. He still considers himself a Crystal Gem, but the War was over so they did not need to remain a unit, and he wanted to reciprocate the aid the Humans gave him.

Shiro’s powered right arm is a manifestation of his gem weapon.

“Shiro” was the nickname given to him by his Humans because of the white imperfections in his Gem.

Keith is an Earth Kindergarten born Jasper (from the smaller Earth Kindergarten where The Cluster was inserted, not Amethyst’s larger one with the control system). Like Amethyst, he was in the ground too long and came out smaller than a standard Jasper and slightly off color, but still powerful like she is.  Keith manifests a sword much like his Voltron Bayard and goes by “Keith” because of his interactions with humans from before Rose found him.

He was found after Amethyst and stayed with Rose and the Crystal Gems, only knowing what they told him of the war and Homeworld. Keith helps Pearl in teaching Connie and Steven sword work.

Keith first meets Shiro while on a mission with Garnet. He hadn't known Shiro existed, and is instantly fascinated by another Gem that uses a Human given name. 

Shiro is polite, but wary as he's had minimal interaction with the Crystal Gems for a long time, and that an Earth Kindergarten-made gem survived and was welcomed is unsettling to him. Isn't this everything they fought against?

Shiro is shocked to learn what happened to Rose and insists on meeting Steven himself. He returns to Beach City with Keith and Garnet.

Shiro is friendly with Steven, who excitedly tells him about "Keith", inviting him to sword practice. Shiro had been too worried and distracted by Garnet and Keith’s visit to really comprehend before that the Jasper was called “Keith” and is surprised when that's who comes to the sky arena to train the kids.

"You're skilled."

Keith fumbles, drops his sword, making it disappear. Blushing, "Me? I'm not really, I mean I try..."

Steven & Connie are giggling, watching this, and Shiro is smiling. AT HIM. He didn't know the tough, mysterious gem could smile!

"I think I started this on the wrong foot. I'm Shiro."

"Keith!"

They start hanging out together. Bonding. Trading stories about their time spent with Humans and apart from the Crystal Gems. Shiro tells Keith about "his" city, introduces him to the Human food from there. Keith tells Shiro about Rose and Greg, about Steven and everything he has missed.

<Meanwhile, the Crystal Gems are waiting to ease Shiro into the news of Lapis and Peridot having joined them and the existence of The Cluster, but they tell him about the Diamonds and the currently active threat they present. 

That can't wait.

Shiro chooses to stay.

Keith is elated.

Garnet smiles knowingly.

Keith and Shiro keep spending time together. Both of them training the kids, and Shiro training Keith. He fought in the war too, and he has a different style than the other Crystal Gems.

Shiro is really fond of spending time with Keith. He was so used to being alone. Part of him wishes Bismuth (they used to be close) was around to talk to about this new experience, but he  also suspects she'd be too rough with his feelings.

(Keep your stance wide. Keep your body lowered.) Keith is skilled though. Just inexperienced. (As you're moving forward. Patience is the key.) Too passionate. The way he over-commits. (Right foot, left foot. Now go even faster.) The way those eyes burn. (Keep your eyes on me.)

Keith starts asking Garnet more and more about what Shiro was like before. He wants to know everything. He knows Shiro is holding back.

He’s a Jasper. He was made to be a soldier. (Deep down, You know, You were built for fighting.) But when he looks at Shiro, he wants to be something else. MORE. (Everything you are.) Rose always said that being on Earth meant he could be more than what he was made for. (And you have nothing but the way you feel. Your strategy. And a sword.) He doesn't have words for that more, but he wants it. (Do it for him.)

Eventually there's an attack sent by the Diamonds. They all have to fight.

The others have to form Alexandrite, leaving Shiro and Keith in charge of getting Connie and Steven to safety.

Shiro’s herding the protesting kids out of danger while Keith guards the retreat.

He keeps looking back. He knows Keith is a Jasper, made to be a soldier. Pearl and Sapphire were never made to fight a war and survive, much less win. But they did. He did too. He's done things he was never meant to. Keith was made for this. Still. He's so small for a Jasper. His Gem aches to walk away.

Steven is a Quartz, and he wants to go back. To fight. He can't be allowed to. He's too young. And Connie will follow him. She's human. They're not ready for this. He looks at Keith's back, outlined against Alexandrite and her battle. He's not ready for this.

Shiro’s hesitating when he sees more Gems approaching from their flank.

(Deep down. You know.) They come into focus. He doesn't know what one is, but he knows the other. A terraforming Gem. Not explicitly built for fighting, but terrifyingly powerful if they put their mind to it. And they're right by the ocean. A Lapis could crush a Jasper here. He knows. HE KNOWS. (You weren't built for fighting.) BUT-- He turns away from the children, running for Keith. Keith senses him. Or hears him. He might have yelled. Keith turns, those burning eyes meeting his. He reaches. He was an aristocratic Gem. An elaborate tool, like Sapphire. BUT-- (That doesn't mean you're not prepared to try.) They touch. Spin together. He's pulling Keith towards the kids. Towards safety. But something's different. Towards him.

There's warmth. And aching cold. Fire. Stars. Galaxies. Everything.

They're... fusing. They. We. He. I. He turns on the Lapis, new sword raised in defense. Of the children. Of Keith.  (When you live for someone.) Of this new feeling.

Aegirine stands tall.

(And then you do it for him. That's how you know you can win.) He's fused before. With other Crystal Gems. Bismuth. Pearl. Rose Quartz. None of them felt anything like this. So has Keith. Amethyst. Pearl. Garnet. It isn't the same. (I think it was someone entirely new.) They want to hold onto this. (You're not gonna stop what we've made together.) Aegirine.

But within them, Keith suddenly balks.

"That's Lapis Lazuli!"

"I know what a Lapis is. I know how dangerous they can be!"

"She's one of us!”

Aegirine shudders. Shifts. Splits.

We becomes two.

Shiro thinks his Gem might crack at the rejection. It's never mattered so much to unfuse before.

Keith reaches for him. He didn't want THAT. He didn't want to stop. He only needed Shiro to know Lapis wasn't an enemy.

Lapis & Peridot run past them to help Alexandrite. Steven and Connie cheer. Shiro stares. The terraforming gem turns the ocean to Alexandrite's aid while the Peridot yells strategic calculations.

Keith's hand is on him, bare inches from his gem. Everything pulses. It would be so easy. He wants to fall back into THAT. They both do.

"We need to get Steven and Connie out of here."

"We could--"

"We're not stable."

"We COULD be."

"We will be. Just not right now."

All of Garnet's talk over the centuries about fusion being a conversation. About being more than just combining strengths suddenly is making sense in an entirely new way. He'd thought he understood. He only was seeing the tip of an iceberg. Is that how she feels all of the time? Is that love?

(If I could begin to do. Something that does right by you. I would do about anything. I would even learn how to love.)

Keith can hardly take his eyes off Shiro. He looks so unsettled. Shaken to the Gem. (When I see the way you look. Shaken by how long it took.) He wants to stop everything.  To reassure him.  He wants to fuse again. (When I see the way you act. Wondering when I'm coming back.) He knows Shiro wants it too. He doesn’t really understand why Shiro wants him too. (Look at you go. I just adore you. I wish that I knew.) He’s so much less. He doesn’t know so many things. He never fought in the war. Never chose. (What makes you think I’m so special?) He wants to understand. He wants to choose Shiro now.

But they're not stable.

Steven & Connie need them focused right now.

The enemy throws an attack their way and they break apart to block it. To protect the kids. They move together as natural as water flowing to fight side by side, but they don’t fuse again.

Steven puts up his shield. Connie brandishes Rose's sword.

It takes a lot of arguing to get them to retreat again. To retreat far enough.

Once everyone’s safe and all of the Crystal Gems are gathered in the Temple House. Lapis and Peridot are properly introduced. Pearl apologizes for not warning Shiro about them earlier.

Steven starts gushing over their fusion. Shiro's never seen Steven react to fusions before. He blinks in surprised bemusement at the flattery.

Keith smiles and takes the opportunity to move closer. (If I could begin to be...) He thought Shiro was so amazing and strong. So flawless. He isn't flawless, but if anything, Keith's more drawn to him now. (Half of what you think of me...)

Peridot: "We need more data on what Aegirine is capable of."

Garnet is smiling that grin she wore when Shiro decided to come back with them. Keith realizes she knew. She knew months ago. She's been waiting for them to fuse.

Garnet: "You two will have to work on that fusion then."

It was so natural to fuse with Shiro. (I could do about anything...) It was like watching Sapphire and Ruby fuse. Barely any preamble. (I could even learn how to love like you...) He wants that. He wants Shiro. He wants Aegirine.

Shiro's hand covers Keith’s, "I'm willing to work on it if Keith is."

He's willing to work for that.

(Think of the life you'll have. Together.)

They lean in together and become more. Become Aegirine.