#I wasn't sure if i'd answer this one bc ik who this is

[compact-turtle]

Time to know the creator!!!! <3

1st question: Are you gonna tell us some of the Yan's you have in the future?

2nd question: How are you feeling?

3rd question: What Inspired you to write, what was you're confidence/Idol?

Thank you Anon! I put both of these together since its just you asking lol! I hope that everything is going well in your life right now and you can continue to stick around!

love and appreciate you too ( ＾◡＾)っ ♡

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1st question:

It's a secret but just bc its you who asked, I'll tell you <3

I'm thinking of writing a female Yan. I'm not sure what I want her to be yet. I was considering either a witch or a fairy. (both pretty cliche ik lol). The details are currently in the works but I have a general idea of where I want the story to go.

2ND QUESTION

I'm a little worried since my finals are coming up. I was going to post my 1000 followers special event after finals! So probably around the later half of may.

Also I'm probably going to have to do a 2 week haitus after I post Yandere Space Adventure pt 2 this week to prepare for finals :(

OFC, i'll still answer small questions and do small requests.

3rd QUESTION:

so the reason i started writing is a bit silly lol

During the 2020 lockdown/quarantine, I got into genshin impact hardcore. I had multiple character skins (uhh dropped 50 dollars for the Diluc one too), spent actual dollars for character banners and was AR60. Surprisingly, did my dailies everyday and was in multiple genshin impact discord servers and purchased so many genshin impact cosplays.

Genshin Impact was genuinely my life for two years. However, the enjoyment of it has gone downhill for me. I struggled to find a hobby or something to fill the void. Life for real felt empty without purpose after I stopped playing. For a while, tiktok took over but it didn't feel as fufilling.

Then I remembered in early high school how I would read and write yandere stories. (Exclusively on quotev lmao). I figured it'd be fun try Tumblr since it was a fandom staple. I never had it because I was always way too confused on how it worked. So this is my first Tumblr account!

I would just use my blog to read some stories. Before bed, I'd have a million ideas for yandere stories. I never thought I'd write anything since these were just cute stories in my head. It wasn't until a month later that I decided to start writing somethings.

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Some of the pages that inspired me to write were

@running-with-kn1ves <- there's nothing bad that they could every write.

@suiana <- first every yandere tumblr blog that I encountered and spent days consuming their works lol

@bunny-yan <- Their idea of a reincarnated hero shook me to the core. I loved the idea of a darling who just couldn't put up with it anymore.

@bxnnyblue (RIP blog, will always be loved <3)

@darkbluekies <- I got super attached to their works about Hedwig. Something about a rich girl taking care of me just hits different.

@darling--core <- I ate their Yan! Ceo and Yan! Criminal work up. I also enjoy their writing in general.

@moyazaika <- What if I said I loved everything about their works! Thx for sharing your stories for the world

@hana-no-seiiki <- An educated scholar who's talented at everything from academics to writing fics (uhhh also 100/10 art skills) (also their new fix about feroze x eve just came out)

@obsessivevoidkitten <- Loved their series about the Yandere Goblin Shark!!

[thegeminisage]

i'm 'tell me what it was like in 2014' anon and can i just say. i am so honored by the time and care you put into that answer. WOW. it was such a delight to read and kind of vicariously experience. i'm 18 now so i was 9 when winter soldier came out, needless to say it was not really on my radar. But i've always been interested in those kind of golden tumblr age fandoms (doing destiel from 2020-2022 was like. the best experience of my lifeeee) and even like in middle school i was scrolling through pinterest screenshots of avengers incorrect quotes etc. that creative generativeness and collective celebration seems like. such a utopia honestly. what you described, and the cultural context of it being the mid 2010s and how media and politics and the internet wereback then seems so perfectly aligned. i'm happy you got to experience something so special! re: not easily conquered. i read it a few years ago just because of how renowned it was and. well you KNOW. and anyway the crazy fucking whiplash i got from realizing the supernatural blogger i followed later was EMILY??. the fandom's interest in history and culture is also especially beautiful to me. i will literally never see the winged victory the same way again. ik people always say fics written 2012-2015 have crack in them but stucky was on another level. people were doing literal highbrow analysis and art..that banana fic. i have i love you like rlb saved on my notes app from like 2018 when i was in middle school. the dedication and like crazy amount of work that went into the fandom is just out of this world to me. like i'd give my soul to be there honestly.. you just dont get things like that anymore. again thank you so so much for your wonderful long answer, and like honestly. if i ever pursue some project on fandom history i might ask to interview you or sth. but anyway, suffice it to say: i really really wish i could have gotten to see it first hand, but thank goodness i can still go back and read fic and look at fanart and. thank you it's been long long time by helen forrest. and i''m so glad people who were active online then are still on tumblr to talk about it all

hi sorry it took me a minute to reply i was doing accursed ten year rewatch of Movie. i have an extended reply.

you should listen to this...someone sent this to my friend and it unlocked memories i didn't knew i had

much like rlb, which was insane of you to remember, because i sure didn't. dropped that on the groupchat earlier and got to gleefully watch the horror of memories unlocked unfold on their faces

also so true about destiel tumblr. sustained madness. i romanticized stucky tumblr a little in my answer bc of nostalgia like i wasn't also making mortal enemies at the same time (i sometimes spot the urls of people who made me mad back then and have a ratatouille flashback) i was making those lifelong friends BUT you're not missing anything major bc the destiel madness FAR exceeded the stucky madness. there was just so much more mania to it.

when i was in high school i had the enduring desire to have been born in the 60s so i could be a hippie full time. i thought their clothes and anti-establishment attitudes were groovy. i feel like this is you about mid-2010s tumblr and i absolutely love that for you.

that said, you may not get movies like cap2 anymore but you will certainly get fandoms like it...i recently got into trek and reading spockanalia and all their vintage fic from the 60s and 70s and 80s and seeing in some ways how spock shock is so similar to destiel madness (and THEY didn't even have the internet) has taught me that the girlies gender neutral have been out here and primed to go insane from day one and that as long as there are mentally ill teens and 20-somethings who like media there will always be people who go insane about the media. they will grow into the 30-somethings and 40-somethings and higher that write the good fic and sell the smutty fanzines under the tables at cons. there will never be another tos or cap2 or nov 5 but certainly there will always be SOMETHING to go joyfully nuts about on the internet. the tricky part is just finding ur people

[skitskatdacat63]

hi hi i was the anon to send the 4 emojis, i couldn't decide which oc to ask about so i figured i'd give you the option to talk abt whoever you wanted!! and ik the real list had a normal car but i picked that one cause f1 <333 thank you for answering and please don't feel ashamed at all it's always so fun to learn about your ocs!

As I said in prev post, I think I get too caught up in what people may possibly think about me rather than focusing on myself and the interest of those like you! Even though you're literally going out of your way to express interest, the evil part of me is still too focused on worrying about being annoying than actually embracing interest lmao. I just need to be sprayed like a cat, okay!

It's just odd bcs I used to ramble on about my ocs to anyone who would listen, and felt no shame. And yet now, it often feels like ripping my skin off a bit. So I guess that's why I'm trying to post about them more, to try to rid myself of that feeling. So, tysm for your support! I like talking about Eclipse, because I relate to her a bit too hard rn....Also aahhh yeah that's kinda what I assumed about the car emoji, but I wasn't 100% sure. Very cute hehehe

[rocicrew]

4, 28, 31, 69, 86, 100!

get to know me asks, accepting

4. What is your favorite book?

okay hear me out, i'd been on the largest reading slump these past years and just now begun reading more. that said, ursula k le guin is really rising to my favorite authors and the carrier bag theory of fiction has become one of my fave fave non fiction essays. but it says book so rn i'm going to go with ng (nemesis games)<3 out of emotional value (that book broke me thnx, and so did tw)

28. What’s your favorite holiday tradition?

holiday tradition hmmm we celebrate with big family anymore so we've cut back on the traditions but one i'm always excited for is for new years, we have a large cake like, well, cake (not the frostings and everything, but a well- flour cake ig from a bakery and if often has orange- like shaving- for taste or nuts is rlly common and powered sugar at the top) and you put a coin in the cake or it's often baked in and on the morning of new years you cut it and in whoever's piece the coin is hidden is supposed to have good luck for the entire year. it's just fun to like cut it and start digging in the cake to see who got. and you get to have cake and a cup of coffee first thing on new years so what's not to like ??

31. What’s a show that everyone loves that you didn’t?

i was trying to remember anything that i actively hate you know. that i really don't like but nothing comes to mind straight away ? i have to admit i haven't seen a lot of popular shows in the first place. like got? haven't seen it. tvd? saw like a season and it wasn't for me. buffy ? buffy i haven't seen bc it aired when i was young and it never aired here and i never bothered to find another way to watch it. bc i haven't seen things i can't say i don't like it definitively, but a lot of them have juts not piqued my interest. or there's a general consensus of yeah this wasn't good.

one category i usually tend to dislike, though, whenever they air here and that seems to be received well is sitcoms. there are good ones i'm sure. (one particular i rlly loved and think is considered kind of a sitcom is the good place, but i'm talking in general here.) and for most, their type of humour isn't my type of humour so they end up being eh for me. (also there's things that are direct state/american ish references in the jokes that obviously don't hit the same to someone not living there)

also i cannot watch high school shows anymore, i could never relate to them and that made me feel shitty so i've stopped watching those kind of shows several years now.

i'm speaking mostly on american shows here, & whenever they air them on tv couple years later here.

69. What turns you on?

i'm not a very easily sexually aroused person, like i'm still questioning whether i'm somwhere on the ace spectrum. but uh, physical features ig, if it's something that's going to do it for me, it's going to be the eyes. i'm so weak for brown eyes. but um, the rest is personality mostly. ik kindness seems like a cop out answer but like a crush i had that was being kind to the waiters at the coffee shop we were in and saying goodbye to some entrance staff we have at uni (bc he told me if he was at their place he'd like a kind word),, weak in the knees. also sidenote: someone i was talking with, send me a message and told me they doing their physics homework and thought to check on how i was,,,,, yeah that did it for me skfuagEFIFS

86. What are you most comfortable sleeping in?

i do use pajamas. i have lots of pajama bottoms. either fluffy ones or thin ones for spring from when i was younger and as long as they haven't ripped i still wear them with a tanktop or an old long sleeved t-shirts. i like soft materials and for them to be loose but other than that i don't have something specific.

100. What’s one of your fondest memories?

winning an art competition when i was young that was pretty cool !! and that got me free lessons with a great teacher.

other than that, any time i'm swimming at the sea honestly.

[smonk-wonk]

how do you know your friends are real? (genuine question, not trying to imply anything about yours)

I've had a lot of shitty fake friends that have hurt me. Anyone who knows me well enough is aware of that 🥴 And when you get out of those controlling, abusive, and/or toxic dynamics, it's way easier to spot the red flags. You get treated how you should have been treated then and it's consistent

If they make a mistake and hurt me which is inevitable even in healthy dynamics, they don't take offense to being told or made aware that they've hurt me. A lot of people who I thought were my friends would turn it around on me or beat themselves up so much that they became the victim. "I'm a monster! I'm gonna delete discord! I'm so sorry I'm always fucking up I'm a big stupid fuckup!" knowing that as someone who was easily manipulated I was going to be the one giving them comfort and attention and probably be the one apologizing for some reason. An ex "best friend" particularly loved to do this. A number of ex friends really

But now that doesn't happen. Yeah they might get super upset and blame themselves because guilt is normal when you've hurt someone you love. I get very upset when i hurt someone I love. But they don't bring attention to or make a show of their misery and instead work things out in a constructive way and do their best to make sure their focus is to learn from what they've done and never do it again

After long enough, fake people show patterns and red flags. I ignored those and part of that is related to the black and white thinking and idealization related to BPD. The feeling that the other person can do no wrong and even if they do, I'll be okay and probably caused them to do it anyway. And it didn't take much to convince me that even fucked up things, and I mean super fucked up things weren't that bad.

I know my friends aren't fake because I can look at the fake ones and go "wow that was so fucked up" and see a huge contrast between that and the behavior I see now. The growth from mistakes, the genuine unconditional love, not having anything expected of me, not doubting my own feelings about them, I could go on.

And it's refreshing not feeling like I'm walking in a minefield and having to cater to and not hurt them at all costs. That was a major problem with that specific volatile ex "best friend" I mentioned. And most of my exes. Except "hurting" them was usually things like expressing feelings or pointing out something they did wrong or wanting a need met or trying to set a boundary. I was told those things were hurtful so I didn't try to anymore. They knew what was best for me and what I should think or feel, after all

It's the fact that the friends I used to have would drain me but when people hurt you for long enough you brush it off because you'll put yourself through a lot just to get the serotonin from the happy parts. It felt worth it because we also had great times, and in toxic dynamics that sort of trauma bonding will confuse you and you think "it's not so bad, they did something out of kindness that they didn't have to do recently. They comforted me today. They watched something with me that I picked out" and often they hold that over you too as "proof" of how good they are to you

And also unlike many of those dynamics, in my current friendships boundaries aren't just allowed, but encouraged on both sides. We're allowed to say what we think or feel or want or need without it becoming an argument. Third parties who genuinely care about me don't comment that something's off about my friends or point out something they did wrong so I feel like I have to make excuses for them. In fact my friends tend to point out toxic patterns and red flags that I wasn't aware of before so I can avoid them in future interpersonal relationships because they don't want to see me get hurt that way again

They also don't enable me when I fuck up. They tell me, and that was one of the hardest red flags to spot in the past because of how much I defined myself by my own perception of justice and my self righteousness. They not only don't hurt me, but if I hurt other people they go "this is what you did wrong, own up to it". Other people would encourage or pressure me to think or act a certain way (which I am responsible for), or stand behind me and justify me doing things that caused hurt. But my current homies not only grow but they want to see me grow too

It's just love, and I'm happy. That's how I know

[remcycl333]

hi remrem, i have a question thats been bothering me abt me and maybe others. what are your thoughts on people who have persisted so much in their affirmations that atp, it's their dominant thoughts because it just comes on autopilot? like i wake up, im affirming automatically, doing the dishes etc. manifesting should not take long ik for sure bc ive saturated my mind soooo much like fuk the 3d yk!!! but when its been a month, even two of either affirming for little to "test" or gain confidence in the law for money, void, physical changes, assuming im doing it all right, idk what to do? have you ever felt like this :(

yup! i swear ive been answering every question with this today (😭) but at the beginning of my journey i'd affirm on a loop and my mind would be SATURATED but i still wasn't manifesting what i wanted! so i employed the distraction technique and i finally got my results in literally one day after MONTHS. it really truly helped me feel like i was FULLY living in the end!

[phoebehalliwell]

I do really love Prue but she got too overpowered in season 3, especially considering she has the most offensive active power- all of a sudden she can walk up walls and levitate (despite saying earlier she can't use telekinesis to move herself) and do these insane high-powered leaps and overtakes Phoebe in martial arts with much less training. I try not to buy into behind the scenes drama since the real villain is Brad Kern but I do have to wonder if Shannen requested more action scenes. The martial arts thing especially bugs because Phoebe started training early on to make up for her lack of an offensive (or defensive) active power. Kind of ruins the vibe if Prue can do everything when the sisters are supposed to be supporting each other and working together to cover each other's weak spots and be stronger together.

i get that i actually kinda have the opposite opinions i really wish we all saw the sisters get more into hand to hand combat ik shannen was definitely into all that esp considering she did a lot of her own stunts so that probably wasn't sure intentional as they set off with prue's character but honestly its still very in character and quite frankly i loved that prue and phoebe went to martial arts classes together i just wished they would have dragged piper w them!! i would have love to see her throw a couple hands you know like uh oh it's and upper level demon so her freezing power doesn't work! oh no he's threatening her POP! knuckles to the nose baby! woulda loved to see it. and while i'm in the process of not answering the ask really i'd also love to bitch that we didn't do enough with phoebe's fighting!! the levitation was a really nice touch, sure, and we saw it added well in early s4, but like. like. you have an entire genre of film (kung fu movies) where if the fighting gets cool enough the people literally gain like levitation you know?? not to mention her premonition power! like!! that is literally so useful in a fight and i wish we would have seen her use it like a spidey sense or alternately win a fistfight while blindfolded just to emphasize how much control she gained over her power

and still not really answering your question but kinda it really bugged me how in the reboot in s2 when they did the power swap and all that how macy kinda just ended up parrotting mel's freezing power w her telekinesis?? like, granted, when mel was doing it in s1, she was freezing time (unlike piper who froze molecules) and honestly i liked that distinction and the development of the power but then once they switched to molecular acceleration/deceleration for mel (boooooooooo such a downgrade time powers were So Fucking Cool and now it's like. she can make things hot or cold. like. no!! they should have just gone full molecular immobilization + combustion and then in a moment of her honing her skills ideally aided by science macy macy's like you're not stopping time anymore some holding particles in place, so, instead of stoppping them, just slow them down, and idk maybe maggie adds something w her emotional placement power idk what they dubbed it they shot themselves in the foot calling telepathy empathy bc what she was doing earlier was clearly telepathy and what she was doing later was an extention of empathy) BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!! the point is, macy, using her telekinesis, could just hold a victim in place, using telekinesis. which is fine and all if ur like a telekinetic or whatever but like so annoying when one sister could already (used to) do that!!

but no to your ask specifically honestly i don't think prue was overpowered per se,, she did develop powers more quickly than her sisters so it would maybe be nice to see her plateau for a while, but all in all i really liked her powers and the way she used them (i also don't remember her establishing that she couldn't use telekinesis on herself??) i mean like if anyone was really ""overpowered"" it'd have to be piper as she's the only one with instant kill but um also she's sexy so it's a pass... but i think in general like piper with freezing still has the best defensive power (and honestly with explosivity has the best offensive power) so i don't think prue is taking that from her and then phoebe still has the psychic elements which yes astral projection is theoretically as "psychic power" but prue was clearly so severed from that she was just prue two: she's still corporeal! like it's not like rex who was invisible and was able to speak to the subconscious and manipulate people like hell that form was so Body Only it didn't even bring her magic with her. and then i also think it's kinda funny how in the end phoebe kinda gets her revenge in the sense that through empathy she gains deflection which was like one of prue's signature moves

[anordinarymuse]

Please please please write about his thought process when meeting mal at the winter fete and realizing this is the boy Alina wrote to all this time, WHAT ARE HIS THOUGHTS WHAT ARE HIS FEELINGS

this was funny to write because i don't like malina but- also first non x reader imagine how very exciting !!! i hope i wrote ab the right scene rip

winter fete.

Mal Ortesev x Alina Starkov

Summary : the request + this is in Mal's pov

Warnings : i tried to make this as canon as possible (this time i've read the books so ik more ab Mal's char); the dialogue comes straight to book so this is sorta a spoiler (?) but I changed the ending a bit; unedited.

Word Count : 709

A/N : yes i did reread the chapter for this because i forgot what rly happened and i skimmed through the whole part bc i was only reading for *ben barnes*

the masterlist.

request here.

I stand exhausted in the hall we'd been instructed to wait in. I wasn't sure what we were waiting for. This is such a waste the stag is out there, and I could be tracking it down, catching it.

I don't react but my eyes flicker when a familiar figure runs down the hall as they approach. The first thing I notice is a tight-fitted black kefta with gold embroidery bordering every inch.

"Mal!" Alina exclaims, running up to me before jumping to hug me. I almost flinch when her smooth sleeved arms wrap around my neck. I have to stagger myself to keep my balance.

As Alina wraps herself tightly around me I can feel the stares and arising questions suffocate me from the other regiment soldiers slowly exit the palace hall.

"Go on," I say to them, picking Alina off of me. "I'll catch up to you."

They leave but I can see their suspicious looks, which makes me feel sick.

When I look down at Alina, I get a better look at her. She looks almost the same but feels entirely different. I'd seen her show, her beams, her sunlight, it only proved to me even more how untouchable she is to me.

If I had more patience I would be less agitated by the pure presence of her. Something about the kefta, or the fancy air, or her new gleaming look started a fire within me. The longer I stared at her the more pained I felt.

"What are you doing here?" She asks, her voice is too hopeful.

"Hell if I know," I scoff, feeling a hard glare shower over my face. "I had a report to make to your master." I regret it as soon as I've said it, but it's how I really felt on the inside, just a little.

"My...what?" Alina blinks, still in this hopeful fantasy that only makes me angrier. "You're the one who found Morozova's herd! I should have known."

Even though she's untouchable, something I will never be able to acquire to be mine, I want her badly more than ever. Seeing her now in front of me reminds me of what I've missed and what I wish I hadn't seen.

I want to be nice and thoughtful and hopeful, but I can't afford that.

"I should go," I huff, taking a quick glimpse at where I am and where the quickest exit seems to be.

"Sorry," now she speaks with a rising wrath. I'd hit something. "I didn't realize I was wasting your time."

"I didn't say that," I grumble, beginning to regret my cold welcome.

"No, no. I understand. You can't be bothered to answer my letters. Why would you want to stand here talking to me while your real friends are waiting," she snaps. It's not a necessarily harsh, but it's lined with anger.

Letters?

"I didn't get any letters," I say my words hollow with a strange anticipation, my voice catching onto some sympathy.

"Right," she grimaces sarcastically.

How many letters had she sent me?

"We have to move constantly to track the herd my unit is barely in contact with the regiment anymore," I try and explain through exhausted sighs, rubbing my forehead while I'm at it.

"You didn't get my letters?" This time as she repeats her voice is more quiet and small. My no reply is response enough. Her expression changes from the almost cold glare to a look of upset. Her next words stagger out. They almost crack and choke but they don't, "Mal, I... Can't you stay a little while longer?"

I wanted to stay. If I thought anything else I'd be lying to myself, but I didn't belong here. She's a Grisha, I'm a lowly commoner doing their best to survive.

She lives in a palace with the Darkling, showing off her divine powers. Even standing beside I looked like a joke.

If anything, I don't deserve, not matter how hard I'd try. I'd never reach her level of status and I didn't want to bother if my attempts would all be pointless in the end.

As soon as I open my mouth I regret it, but I can't go back. There is no going back, "No."

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[wonwoonlight]

long message incoming im so sorry 😭😭

haylooooo, miss khione!! hope you're doing great rnn <3<3 it's been a while since our last interaction haha ! i hope you're taking care of yourself? saw your latest post in the garden and wow let me tell you 😭 it looks like it came from a literal movie like wow !!! it's really pretty 😭 also you look stunning <3 hope you enjoyed your little trip there!

so i don't know if you're aware (i'm pretty sure you've heard it somewhere tho...although i don't really know 😅😅) buuut regarding seventeen's be the sun tour, they're having two additional shows! one is in Jakarta and the other in Bulacan (in the philippines). the ticket selling for this was on oct 28 (was the carat membership presale) and oct 29 (the general sale). originally, i wasn't planning on going to the bulacan show since 1) I didn't want to go through the stress i went through the first ticket selling. 2) the accessibility of the venue and additional expenses just to go there. 3) concert quality of the venue. but.....haha guess what 💔 i bought a carat membership and joined the presale 😭😭😭 and like things get sort of worse here. so october 28, 7am, i woke up then did my usual morning stuff (wow okay why did i share that 😭 😭) by the time i finished it was alr a little past 8am (sloth era) told the cafe babies i'd be late to work (ik it wasn't nice for me to do that since work is more important that seventeen but,,,,,,yeah i didn't think about that before 😭😭) ANYWAYS that happened. so yeah i prepared myself mentally and physically, made a shrine as well as a manifestation table) lowk looked like i was sacrificing my laptop to who knows where). since the waiting room started at 9am (yeah well i thougnt it starts at 9am like last time) still had a little more time to do that arrangement. so 9am comes and i was alr in the livenation website looking for the link. guess what,,,it wasn't there 😭😭 i realized that there would be no waiting room and we go straight to the website at 10am 😭😭😭 so i patiently (no i didn't i was highk stressing, well i mean at least my 😭 boyfriend 😭 was there to calm me down [he was giving pacemaker dino tbh] anyways 10am we were given the link. "we are sorry but our website is currently experiencing heavy traffic right now. you will be let in once a slot become available" screamed at this and opened twitter to see if i was the only one 😭😭 there were so many carats experiencing the same thing aurmg 😭😭 so i waited to be let in but it was taking so long, NOT UNTIL MY SAVIOR ARRIVED 😭 someone sent a direct link to the queuing and i got to the queue 😭 i was at 18k on my laptop and then 16k on my phone had to wait for only like 30 mins until i was in the website on my phone so i went in the website, was shaking, trying to go for my desired seats (no vip sc too tiring 😭😭) so i got them (planned to go with my mom, im so sorry mom but once you go in that venue i believe you wouldn't get to escape caratland) was about to complete my transaction then suddenly my payment failed 😭😭 SO I HAD TO CALL THE MALL'S CUSTOMER SERVICE 😭😭 luckily they answered, then they were amazing enough to reset my carat membership code. i had to also call the bank but they weren't answering so i had to use another type of payment and then my desired seats were taken so spent about 5 mins looking for a good seat </3 and 😭😭 and then i got the tickets 😭😭 until now it hasn't sank in for some reason 😭😭 but 😭 im seeing seventeen on december 17 😭😭😭😭 this was so anticlimactic </3 so i got the tickets like only in 2hrs which was amazing 💖💖 most seats are now taken in the arena but we're still hoping for a sold out show bc imagine the articles that are like "kpop group seventeen sold out a 55k capacity arena!" that was an ew headline but 🤩🤩 it's the story that counts HEJDJXJD so yeah rn it isn't sinking in yet but like i hope it does before the concert so i can actually prepare myself mentally <3

so that's it 🤩🤩 im so sorry for this long message 😭 i had sm to share 😭😭 hbu? do you have any stories to share <3 (if youre comfy ofc !!) stay safe ms khione!

Shey hi 😭😭😭 i knoooow! I havent been online anywhere due to irl duties 😭😭 glad you've been fine and, as always, I truly enjoyed your story 🤣 don't feel sorry abt sending long ask!!

I'm glad that you got the ticket on top of all those stress!! Please do have fun with your mom at the concert🤍 is there a reason why she's coming with you tho???

And me... welll.. if we're talking about me during the time i type this... I'm not in my best state but I'm here to find escape so, thank you for giving me comfort through your story!