#I want deku to have his own room but how funny would it be if him and katsuki have to share

[habken]

I can't imagine how funny it would be for class 1A to find out about Izuku and Katsuki being bothers

Like

Katsuki:"Stop touching me"

Izuku:"I'm not touching you"

They fight in the middle of class and then end up needing to be separated. They are placed on opposite sides of the classroom.

Or

Katsuki:"I hope you break your arms, dumb ass bitch. How the hell don't you know how not to use your quirk?"

Extra: "Yeah, you kinda suck at using-"

Katsuki: Want to fucking die?

Imagine he fight they had after he hero licenses exam. And the conversation to follow

good good shit the rest of the class is like"wow these guys Hate each other" and then at some mundane time after deku v kacchan 37 or something it gets revealed just extremely casually and they all lose their minds

I also like to think that not even aizawa is fully aware until home visits and almost passes out seeing all five of the bakudoriyas piled onto a single couch

[bomber-grl]

Deku Dating hc!! ୨ৎ

Pairing(s): Izuku Midoriya x Gn!Reader

Creds ~ first divider: @/khaer 2nd divider: @/strangergraphics-archive Art: @/xuune/kaiihuna or @/_kaiihua on twt

HE IS SO FLUSTERED OMG

Not even an exaggeration, the moment you confessed it was like blud went into cardiac arrest

Once he regained his wits he reciprocated your feelings all in a couple of stutters and accidental muttering

How charming

All sarcasm aside, it really is endearing

Yknow how most of the people in class 1-A are unnecessarily weirded out by his muttering

Plus how Deku is more often than not, called names by his own fandom 💀

Well he thinks that way about himself too

Sure you get along more than just fine but seeing him apologize for being more than a little nerdy is shocking to say the least

I mean if anything his “weird” and nerdy self is literally part of his charm and you make this known

Reread that first bullet point for a hint to how he reacted to you telling him that

Anyway

It’s likely you guys met at UA

I mean it’s where he’s made the most friends at (if any) and the only reason he talked to you was either it was inevitable or he absolutely fan boy-ed over your quirk

If you guys had some sort of romantic connotation and you had to fight against each other in the sports festival he’d be pretty conflicted

Although, you’d probably not want him to hold back

If anything he’s just sorry about the whole ordeal 😭

As a boyfriend Deku is shy(?)

I mean just look at how he reacted to technically a none romantic gesture and just interaction - he’s definitely going to be flustered for the majority of you two hanging out

Overall he’s really sweet

Like genuinely it’s surprising that he’s never actually been with someone in a real relationship before

If you disagree… look at him in the beginning of the anime 😭💀)

At most he was probably jokingly asked out or asked out on a dare in the past

I do think that hero life would sort of interfere with romantic relations for you both(assuming ur attending UA)

So there’s times where meeting up or just hanging out would be difficult

But when you two can hang out- it’s really nice

You’re either going to fast food restaurants, going shopping or doing anything really-

These outings are similar in the fact that they all often end in you both fighting some villian 😭

There is this one instance where before the dorms were introduced- you and Izuku had stayed to train or clean- whatever it was at school

He got a call from inko and upon finding out you (someone he does nothing but yap about to her) were around, well, she figured she’d invite you for dinner

Queue you finally meeting Inko and if you’re nervous and want to get a gift of some kind Izuku is kind of laughing but also happy that you want to “impress�� her

Even though she loves you already

When you meet inko, she’s is buzzing with as much nervous energy as Izuku is

Funny how similar they are

The dinner goes smoothly and if anything she just approves of you more

Now eventually dorms get introduced and so does sneaking around

Don’t tell me no one in class 1-a wouldn’t sneak around- they’re high schoolers and you can’t tell me they wouldn’t just want to have stereotypical sleepovers

Among those who would sneak around is you

Izuku is less likely to because he’s a bit shy and if he’s ever caught- God kill him now 😭

So ofc you end up sneaking to his room

Which sorta backfires because he loves all might and all might is just staring at you in every direction you look.

The merch is just too excessive

Even then, a sleepover is too much for him and in Izuku fashion- he gets flustered

It takes awhile for him to chill 😭

Holding hands? In the hall way?

If you manage to hold hands for 5 seconds before Iida or Bakugo mention it then you’ve got a personal best!

(Iida because he says no PDA, and bakugo cuz him and his big ass mouth always got something to say)

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A/n: hope u liked! ^^

[villainsandvictimsalliance]

For my own entertainment I wish the weird man to weird man mental communication in bnha was unhelpful, to the point it showed both Tomura and Deku the most useless but funny (maybe even the small and horrifying) memories they own.

I want to know the silly things. How lame Tomura was at first when he started playing video games. How many times Deku fell on his ass when he was training to control OFA. Want them to realize that they had the same favorite show when they were little kids. I want them to be the loser nerds they both are, for their feelings of inadequacy to mix 'til they can see their reflection in each other.

Mind sharing the big events is cool and all, but it's the little things that made them so similar, at least similar enough to understand where their paths changed along the way.

Deku gets glimpses of Tomura's teenage years and realizes he never ever talked to other people his age except from texting in videogame chats. You could say that Dabi and Toga were his first "friends" in around 15 years... Meanwhile, Tomura gets glimpses of how many times Deku was told to kill himself over the years 'cause he didn't have a quirk, how many times he went home rejected, forgotten, humiliated.

Kid Deku and teen Tomura watching the same All Might video in different pcs in different rooms and sitting on different chairs. Wondering why he was not enough to be saved / wondering when would it be his turn to save people and make them smile. Deku and Tomura walking the streets alone, one of them looking at the wonders of the world in the sky while the other keeps his eyes on the ground to mitigate the hatred of the world flowing in his veins. Deku and Tomura eating alone, researching alone, breaking down on a corner where no one can see it, because there's no one to listen to their burdens and no one to understand their hurt and no one who would see past the superficial, no one who would look at them and say "hey, this kid can do whatever he want to do in life, he was made for greatness!"

Kid Tomura playing with Nomus to not play alone. Kid Deku memorizing random facts in the hope to impress his peers, but they never talk to him. The last time Tomura was hugged at 5 years old. Deku in his almost-vigilante era, cold, lonely and tired of carrying the weight of the world in his shoulders at 17 years old. All the injuries Tomura got used to because he couldn't care less about the pain at that point in time. All the times Deku almost lost an arm trying to prove he belonged at UA with all the other future heroes. The anxiety of sitting in the backyard through the rain, watching how your family is dry and safe inside the house, not you; you have no place among them. The anxiety of a bedroom that no other kid visits, a collection of All Might toys to no one to play with, no one to share your joy or sadness, no one who cares 'bout you besides your mom.

I want them to share the little things, stupid and funny and joyful, depressing and heartbreaking. I want them to share all the moments no one else knows about— to peek behind the curtains that mark them as heroes and villains, but also behind the person they project to their friends and all the people on their side. Like I said before, I know that the big moments are important. It's just that for me, the details make it so much meaningful...

[eris-snow]

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐮𝐩?

Tags: Revelation (Deku's birthday series 2024), izuku x fem!reader, angst, fluff, comfort, shoto being quirky, dekusquad, katsuki,

Masterlist

5th July. Young to old.

To say Shoto was excited would be akin to calling Bakugou mildly temperamental.

Shoto was blessed with a good face, and that in itself brought in hordes of fan girls all dreamily watching him from afar. Paired with his composed countenance and flamboyant takedowns, it’s no wonder every agency has been hounding for him to join them, throwing offer after offer at a guy who hasn’t even graduated high school.

However, Shoto…does have his quirks.

By the time you got back from a sparring session with Katsuki, Shoto was burning down the kitchen with a pot and corn. He must have found a way to jam the fire alarms because the sprinklers were iced over and so was half the kitchen. He turns around and finds Katsuki’s mouth agape. He jabs the spatula in your direction.

“I meant to do this.”

“Die.”

It turns out that it takes 1 hour and 10 people to make popcorn, because Shoto had thought it was a good idea to place a paper tub next to open fire, and even if they were on their way to becoming top heroes, that never guaranteed they knew how to make a decent meal.

In the end, Katsuki yelled at everyone to get out and decided to make the popcorn himself.

—

You snuggle on the end of the couch at your usual spot as Shoto hypes himself up on the mattress in front, like a child finally receiving their favourite candy.

You look comfy, draped in a soft, fluffy blanket because the A.C. was cranked up to the max.

Izuku opts for the closest seat to you, and a pool of relief envelops him when you don’t flinch away. “Excited?” He intones, looking at the screen.

It takes you a second to reply.

“Right.”

He gives you a curious expression, eyebrows pinched in confusion.

“Don’t look at me like that.” You mumble, cheeks pink.

You’re quirky. Certain things that you do, they don’t make sense. Just like Shoto, just like him, when he was keeping One For All a secret.

The slight pause when you take a look at him, as if you’re present and absent at the same time. The little things you would smile sadly about when they were seemingly random. It didn’t make sense, but then again, none of you did.

The war messed everyone up, and it had taken him time to find the pieces of him and put himself back together.

“You’re going out of school tomorrow, right?”

He laughs when you give him a look, shaking his head. “I saw your bag packed for tomorrow when we cleared your room the other day. Visiting parents?”

You clear your throat, nodding. “Yeah. I need to give them something.”

There was another reason too, but this was something you decided you had to do alone. “But I’ll be back by afternoon Sunday.”

There’s a beat of silence before you change the topic.

Eyes fixated on the screen, you say, “You know, when I think about all the fans and the people out there who see us, I find it funny how juxtaposing it must be if they were to see us like this.”

Izuku lets out a breathy laugh. “Well, we’re not just heroes. We’re high schoolers. Movie nights are normal.”

The smile on your face is genuine, and suddenly, you look a little less far away. “Yeah. They are.”

We’re high schoolers, Movie nights are normal.

The tension in his shoulders eases a little at his own statement because saying it out loud makes it easier to believe.

There are sides of us we don’t want other people to see, a side from the public, and a side for personal life. Izuku doesn’t believe in two-facing his way when the press is interviewing him, but he understands that privacy is a luxury that is best held behind his mouth and under his tongue.

But you’re right. Some facades of people are best viewed behind closed doors.

—

It’s the silent whispers both of you make to each other about the movie. Izuku can never really lose the muttering, it’s part of his DNA by now, and you add on absentmindedly because it’s second nature.

The jabs, the random comments. Everything. Nothing.

“What will you do, when you grow up?’ You remember asking. You’re not really paying attention to the movie anymore, but the concept scares you. You’re able to cling to Izuku because of your dream, but what if your dream isn’t enough to hold you two together anymore? What if you aren’t enough?

“I���m gonna be the number 1 hero!” You say simultaneously with Izuku, and you laugh when Izuku looks at you with utmost surprise.

Maybe you’re drunk, if you could get drunk on air. (It’s probably hormones, blame it on the hormones.) Invisible tequila swirling around, wouldn’t that be a fascinating Quirk?

“Sorry, stupid question.” You laugh, eyes droopy. “I’m sleepy.”

What will you do, when you grow up?

Izuku used to tuck you in when you were children. He’d drape a blanket over you and doze off next to you on the couch. Later on, when you both were older, he’d let you take the couch and he’d sleep on the floor. Idiot, you would say, because this was his house, he should be comfortable too.

Now, at the tender age of 17, you drape the blanket over yourself because you know you can’t keep depending on him anymore. Izuku won’t be there for breakfast every day. He won’t be there to share his meals with you all the time because he’ll be working 24/7. He won’t be there to hold you when nightmares plague your slumber. He won’t be able to tuck you in.

You try to imagine him doing that for someone else. You try to imagine them kissing him goodbye and him waking up next to someone pretty inside out, unblemished and untainted instead of someone cracking and bursting at the seams. You’re not depressed, but it feels like you’re just surviving, not living, like someone bobbing their head above the water for a second before going down under the waves once more.

Or maybe he’d love someone as broken as you? That would be salt on open wounds.

What will you do, when you grow up?

“Ahh, it hurts,” You say to yourself, smiling deliriously. The world is grey. The world is black.

What will you do, when you grow up?

I’ll remember you, you think lazily. I’d try a million ways to get you out of my head, but I’d fail. I’ll keep loving you, even though it’s hopeless.

I’ll keep our memories, for the both of us, Zuku. Because that’s what I know you’d want me to do.

When you sleep that night, it’s dreamless.

[lance-space-mommy]

Thirst Traps

Mina was devilishly tapping her fingers together as she stared at Midoriya. “Sorry, but you lost the bet.”

“I didn’t even agree to the bet,” argued Midoriya nervously, not recalling Mina even stating it was a bet.

“Nonsense,” hushed Mina, rising from where she was sitting to grab her phone that was currently charging.

Midoriya groaned from where he was sitting. The sound caught the attention of Uraraka who was returning to the common room from filling up her water bottle. “Deku? What’s wrong?”

Midoriya looked up at Uraraka in despair. “It’s Mina.”

“What is she up to this time,” remarked Uraraka with an amused grin.

“She’s forcing me to do something because I lost a bet I never agreed to,” explained Midoriya weakly, sinking into the couch in despair. When it came to Mina, nothing could be done once she had an idea.

Uraraka nodded, sitting down next to Midoriya. “I’m sure it won’t be that bad. Besides, it’s not like she can force you to do anything outside the dorms.”

Relaxing a bit at the reminder it was storming outside, Midoriya took a sip out of his water bottle. “You’re right. It can’t be that bad right? She’ll probably force me to play a little prank on someone or something.”

“Probably, either that or she’ll make you do her homework,” laughed Uraraka, recalling how Mina once tried getting Momo to do her work but was forced to have a tutoring session instead.

Mina rushed back in with her phone and a bright smile. “I want you to recreate this!”

Midoriya raised a brow, letting Mina squish onto the couch with him and Uraraka. Mina had a video pulled up and it was some guy standing in heavy rain strutting, doing air splits, and backflips over music.

Uraraka couldn’t hold back her laugh. Mina immediately proved the both of them wrong when they assumed the dare would be her usual silly antics.

“I can’t do that! I’m going to fall! Besides, if anyone sees me out there-!” argued Midoriya in a panic, trying to do whatever it took to get out of this.

Mina shook her head and pressed a finger against Midoriya’s lips to silence him. “Nope. Look, I’ll be nice, and I won’t force you to wear the big fluffy coat and ripped jeans.”

Midoriya sighed in defeat, not seeing much harm in the dare when no lightning was outside. The only risk was him getting sick and he decided to set down some conditions of his own.

“Have a towel and warm tea prepared for me. If I end up getting sick you owe me katsudon until I’m recovered,” ordered Midoriya, willing to do the dare, but wanting to have some say in what happened.

Mina extended her deal with a wide smile. “Deal! Uraraka, would you be an angel and grab that stuff? I’m going to go out to record this!”

Midoriya wilted, forgetting that Mina loved having everything on her phone. He couldn’t blame her though, some of these simple funny moments were nice to look back on when things got rough. Uraraka smirked and threw herself up. “Fine, but I’m going to need that video for myself.”

Kirishima was curious about what was going on and approached Uraraka. “Hey, where are Mina and Midoriya heading off to?”

Uraraka crossed her arms with a grin. “Mina is forcing Midoriya to recreate some video out in the storm.”

“No way! I gotta see this!” laughed Kirishima, immediately pulling out his phone and texting one of his multiple group chats. He sent the quick message “Come down to the common room immediately, it's important,” to Kaminari, Sero, Bakugo, and Jiro.

Kaminari and Sero came down along with Sato, Ojiro, and Tokoyami. Jiro came down with Momo and Hagakure, and Bakugo came down alone. It seemed that Bakugo thought it was something serious because he practically exploded when he saw the rest of the class wasn’t there.

“What the hell Shitty Hair?” shouted Bakugo, immediately sending off some small explosions.

“Woah man, calm down! Everyone, follow me to the window!” instructed Kirishima, not trying to set Bakugo off even more.

It only took seconds for the group to understand why Kirishima told them to come down urgently. Mina and Midoriya were standing in the open field as rain was crashing down. Mina had her phone held up while Midoriya was doing mind-boggling flips toward her.

While Midoriya could do a perfect split, he had trained kicking enough that he could fake it. If he did an air split fast enough, no one would be able to tell his left leg didn’t perfectly come up all the way. When Midoriya reached Mina he managed to land his last flip without falling and went straight into a backflip.

Once Midoriya stuck the landing of his back flip he took in a quick breath, jumped into the air and shot his legs out, faking the split like a pro.

Mina collapsed to the ground, cackling. Midoriya crossed his arms and looked up at the sky that was dark and pouring down rain. Midoriya then looked down at Mina, said something, and suddenly Mina was sprinting back toward the dorm building.

Uraraka was already standing by the door with towels and warm tea waiting for them in the kitchen. Mina launched herself inside, the rain covering her face and mixing with her tears. “My phone!”

“Yeah, that’s my bad,” chuckled Midoriya, knowing that they had to retake the dance at least ten times before he got it right.

Walking further into the dorm, planning on going to the kitchen, the two froze when they saw the large group standing near the windows. Only the group was staring at them in disbelief and glee.

Midoriya bolted off before anyone could even ask him where he learned how to do any of that. Mina on the other hand didn’t stick around because she had to make sure her phone was okay. She couldn’t lose the video after just getting it!

Midoriya was fresh out of the shower when he texted Uraraka that he was sorry for not sticking around for the tea she made him. It seemed that Uraraka didn’t mind too much, even going as far as to say she’d reheat it and send someone up to deliver it to him.

Feeling bad and not wanting her to go out of her way to do something she didn’t have to, Midoriya frantically typed it wasn’t necessary and it was no big deal. A knock interrupted Midoriya’s guilt as he stared at the typing bubble from Uraraka. Rising from where he was sitting, Midoriya approached his door and pulled it open.

Bakugo stood in the doorway with a wide smirk. “So Izuku. Care to explain?”

Midoriya yelped, backing into his room. “Kacchan! What are you doing here?”

“Pink Cheeks. Now, tell me why you were out there performing like a goddamn acrobat,” demanded Bakugo, inviting himself in with two cups of tea.

“It’s really not as interesting as you may think. Mina told me I lost a bet and she dared me to recreate a video,” elaborate Midoriya swiftly, not wanting to beat around the bush when it came to Bakugo.

“Go figure. Why do you always manage to get wrapped up in her dumb schemes,” grumbled Bakugo, crashing onto Midoriya's bed.

Midoriya smiled a bit, looking at his desk where Bakugo managed to put down the tea without him noticing. “If I knew how, I wouldn't have been out there.”

Bakugo scoffed, staring at Midoriya where he was standing. “Where the hell did you learn how to do a split?”

“I can’t really do a split, but after using my legs so much I guess I got more flexible,” assumed Midoriya. He didn’t know how he managed to get so limber. He did his usual stretches to avoid injuries but didn’t go out of his way to work on flexibility.

“It sure as hell looked like a split to me,” argued Bakugo. It didn’t take a genius to see a true split.

Midoriya smiled, sitting next to Bakugo on the bed. “When the rain clears up we can head to the gym and see for sure.”

“Alright, just don’t cry when you find out I’m right,” professed Bakugo confidently, making a home on Midoriya’s bed.

“You’re an idiot,” laughed Midoriya, finally lying down next to Bakugo.

“Shut up!”

[kittycatxoxo1]

TW: Depression, Suicide!

...

AU where Endeavor hired a nanny for Shoto after Rai gets into the psych ward, since he's got hero work and he wants to keep Shoto isolated from his siblings a nanny sounds like the right choice for him.

(Nanny can be male or female)

Shoto is wary of the new person but warms up after awhile, the nanny doesn't really go along with Endeavor's plans for things like sneaking Shoto some candy, sneaking Shoto out to play with other kits at the park, the nanny does realize that Natsuo harbors some resentment towards Shoto and Fyumi would definitely tell Endeavor that the nanny let them see Shoto so the nanny keeps him away from.

As Shoto grows up he notices that his nanny isn't as outgoing as they used to be, he tries to be funny for them to make them smile and it works for awhile, after some time even Endeavor starts noticing the nanny's odd behavior.

When Shoto is about 13 he finds his nanny hanging by a noose in the closet of their room, there is a note that talks about their declining mental health and if Shoto is the one to find the note that it isn't his fault and that they loved him like their own.

When Shoto is at UA his reason to be a hero is different, he asks Aizawa if they should learn the warning signs of suicide and how they should act in that situation, Aizawa is glad someone is thinking about helping people with depression but it also makes him worried on why this 15 year old is asking all those questions.

Shoto would also make his hero name a reference to his nanny and makes it known that he wants to be a therapist hero like HoundDog.

Since Shoto isn't the best at interacting with others I feel like he would try to diagnose people he's fighting lol maybe like while he's fighting he's asking them questions and going "It sounds like you have a case of PTSD if you want i can give you the information for a good therapist :)"

...........

(Extra)

Maybe after the nanny's death it wakes Endeavor up about how he's treating his kids earlier and maybe after the nanny's death he starts seeing the same behavior in Shoto and it scares him.

Maybe he sees Deku showing some signs of depression and it worries him so much he starts following him around and checking on him randomly.

After some time Natsuo and Shoto get closer because of their interests in the medical field.

Shoto and Fyumi get closer also by their interests in knitting (the nanny taught Shoto)

With the whole dabi thing I can't think of a why this would change anything but maybe he sees Shoto casually trying to diagnose a random villain and he finds it funny.

[eyeofthetiger501]

Yandere bakusquad x Fairy reader PART 2

Ever since you gave mina your phone number you two have been talking a lot even at midnight and always whine to mina that you need sleep but mina says 5 more minutes so you just agree to it every night

One day mina introduce you to the bakusquad and kirishima sero kaminari jiro are asking billions of questions asking about you how you are how old you are whatever you think that is what they are asking you but bakugo is just asking a few questions about your quirk when you explain to him about your quirk he immediately gives you a nickname “tiny wings” and you were a little bit okay with it kaminari is just touching your wings telling you it is so soft

Mina and you always go shopping in all malls that are invaluable and always shows you all the cute things and cool things and all the secretaries that you like and what she likes and she shows you all the clothes that you might like and what she likes and whenever you guys are done shopping you guys help each other to make room for your dorm to put all your new stuff in and you guys would talk and hang out like”hey y/n check out this cute video of this rabbit and puppy they so cute in those little clothes that they are in”

Jiro always ask you what kind of music you like and you say the name of it and the creator of it and she would listen to it and after the music that she listen to she would say”wow y/n you have great taste in musics do you want to listen to my favorite music?” and she would use her ear jack to your phone when ever you’re going to the bathroom or get something and she would listen to the music that you are listening to and once you come back she would say”do you listen to F/M because I love their new F/M”

Sero always makes you laugh when ever mineta is trying to perv towards you he tapes him on the ceiling and when you see mineta on the ceiling you immediately start laughing while walking away and when ever you and sero make jokes you made joke that wasn’t funny but he still laughs at it because he loves you’re Beautiful smile it’s like having butterflies in his stomach and when a person curses you angry and sero is angry as hell when you go to the bath room sero goes to the person who dare threaten you says”if you ever yell or hurt their feelings again I will tape your body to a pole and put a sign that says throw rocks at me do you got that punk” the person nods and runs away and when you came back from the bathroom and you didn’t see the person who cursed you not round anymore

Kaminari and kirishima always follows you around like lost little puppy and saying how you did a great work and how strong and tiny you are since you shirk in front of them but when the first time shrunk in front of them they immediately got scared that they didn’t see you but when they heard your voice they look down at you and says”WHY ARE YOU SO SMALL?!?!”and you immediately explain to them it is a part of your quirk as you grow back they hugged you tightly not wanting to let go it took a whole week to get them of you back

Bakugo is a little calm with you he always goes with you in the malls at your house and his house wherever it is not (cough cough deku’s house cough cough) when ever he sees a person starting at you for to long he goes up to him while you are doing your own thing at somewhere else”if you keep staring at them again I’ll explode you to hell you idiotic pervert”the person says okay okay and looks away from you and when you got your things and you see a line on bakugo’s head you asked him is he okay and he tells you”I’m fine tiny wings you should be the one who isn’t okay there was pervert staring at you be careful of your surroundings idiot” you quitly nod telling him thank you as he smirk at you and says “you don’t have to thank me idiot”

That’s what friends are for he will never let no one look at you that way unless it’s him and the others

Hey everyone I hope you all love this part 2 but idk i would make a part 3 but we will see in the future and thank you everyone who loves this! I hope all have a wonderful day!

[eunchancorner]

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....when was that...again...? He'll save us...we need to..call him...maybe one of our phones...survived...

Yayy less laggy)

I don't think our phones survived... at least, I know mine didn't... iPhones don't survive falls.

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#4

Heya! I have a request for you, a kiribakudeku fic with like hide and seek/anticipation for a prompt (lee!deku or kiri if you can). Your fics are so cute!

Thanks for the request! I’m glad you like my fics! Also, lee!Deku or Kiri? Why not both! ALSO also, for a little context, Bakugou stole some beer from Aizawa one night, got drunk and bought a maid dress online, and since then it’s been sitting unused under his bed, even though he kinda wants to see how his boyfriends would look in a maid dress.

Ler Bakugou, Lee Kirishima and Izuku

Warning: this is bakugou. Take a guess.

Word count: 1316

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Shit shit shit

Oh god oh god oh god

Kirishima and Izuku were hiding in the latter’s closet, both having their own silent panics. They had decided to pull a prank that they thought would be funny on their blonde boyfriend, Bakugou, swapping the salt with the sugar when Bakugou went to make breakfast, a classic.

And they had forgotten that Bakugou doesn’t like anyone messing with his food.

So they had to spend the better part of 20 minutes running and hiding from the angry blonde, which is how they found themselves in their position.

Truthfully, they knew Bakugou would never actually hurt them. Well, not severely. Anymore.

It was the fear of the unknown that had them so scared as they heard Bakugou stomping into the greenette’s room, the two in the closet now holding their breath.

“I know you idiots are in here…” he growled out. “Come out!”

Izuku had to bite back a gasp as Bakugou got dangerously close to the hiding spot, warranting a hand over his mouth from Kiri. The greenette pressed closer to the redhead as he heard a hand land on his closet door knob… and then he was gone. No noise, no shadow, not even the sound of his breathing.

Izuku looked up at Kiri with a questioning gaze, who stood and peeked out, turning back and nodding to the standing One-For-All user, before slowly exiting, followed by Deku.

Thinking Bakugou would have left the room after only a minute of searching was probably their second mistake.

The blonde (who had been hiding under Izuku’s bed) leapt out and pinned them both under his weight, moving to pin one of each of their legs beneath him. Both boys were still catching their breath from the initial mini heart attack their blonde boyfriend had given them, before looking up at him.

“Uh, g-good job, Kacchan..” Izuku praised shakily.

“Heh, y-yeah, y-you caught us… m-maybe let us go now…?” Kirishima tried.

Bakugou pretended to consider it for a moment, before smirking and leaning over his opposite-haired boyfriends.

“Better idea. How about I give you two a proper punishment for fucking with my food?” he growled, the smirk never leaving his face, even growing wider as Izuku stammered out, “P-p-punishment?!”

“You didn’t think I was just going to scare you and let you go, did you, Deku? Oh no, you two are going to fucking pay… but you’re lucky you’re my boyfriends, otherwise I would have already beat your asses into the ground. Instead…” he placed one hand on each tummy, “I have a much better way of punishing you two.”

Both Kirishima and Izuku felt small, wobbly smiles form on their faces, Izuku’s admittedly much more suppressed.

“W-wait, B-Bakubabe, w-we can talk about this, r-right?” Kiri pleaded, earning only a shake of the head from Bakugou.

“M-m-maybe I could c-clean your r-room for a week?” Izu tried. Another head shake. “I-in a m-maid dress…?” he tried, embarrassing himself at the thought.

That had Bakugou thinking for a moment, but he just smirked again at the pair, flexing his fingers slightly and earning a yelp from the two. “I might make you do that anyway, nerd~”

Oh god what did I get myself into?

He flexed his fingers again, twice, earning a barely kept back giggle from Izu and a “Nohoho-” from Kirishima.

“Look at you two. Can’t even stop smiling, and I haven’t even started yet. Hm… but where should I start? I could spider allll over your sides, maybe check to make sure you two didn’t lose a rib or two… Maybe, I could start at the hips, I know you’d just love that, Deku.. or maybe, these poor, bouncy bellies need some love?”

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124 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

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Heya twin! I have finally made it home and is ready for the next episode/but of BotL! (Well, it could be considered a new episode, since we sorta concluded the Saving TomLee Arc, but if Tumblr ate my post, let's just say that I left the episode on a cliffhanger hehehe)

Don't worry, Tumblr was nice enough not to eat your post. I'm ready whenever you and Tomlee are)

128 notes - Posted April 12, 2022

#2

(Let's get this party started!)

IN THE BASE...

I walk into the main area, looking visibly upset and not saying a word as I storm to my office and slam the door behind me

*I flinched hearing the door slam, glancing up from my video and looking towards the office door, silently debating whether or not I should help, or if she'd be annoyed*

128 notes - Posted April 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The Octopus and The Monkey

Guess what, I’m bored! So let’s write a fic!! This one is based off of the Shoji x Ojiro rp me and my friend are doing on discord, and I think that this would be a cute scenario! (This is also maybe sorta slightly based off of this fanart by @ticklishfanart​)

Ler Shoji, Lee Ojiro

Warning: Lol nuffin. Unless you hate this ship with a burning passion, if so, why are you still reading? Go do a star war.

Word count: 868

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“Hey, Shoji?” Ojiro looked up at the many-armed student, his head laying in Shoji’s lap as they relaxed on the couch in the common room.

“Yeah, monkey?” he asked, smirking a little under the mask, knowing how well that nickname got to him.

“I- You lil- I- R-right… How are you so tall?” he finally stuttered out. Ojiro honestly found his boyfriend a little unsettling in the sense that he was taller than most of the teachers.

“I’m not sure. It’s as much of a mystery as how soft your tail is,” he remarked, looking over at a Denki happily playing with Ojiro’s tail fluff on the floor. Shoji loved how they felt like fathers to a sweet little kid when they were with him. 

Ojiro shrugged, gently pulling his tail away, laughing a little when Kaminari looked disappointed and muttering out a little “Aww, poor guy..” before giving him access to the fluff again, smiling at him when his expression quickly went to surprised and then to happy as he began to play with the fluff again.

“Dohon’t tease the poor guy,” Shoji chuckled quietly, looking back at his boyfriend, who was still watching the electric blonde.

“He’s fine. As long as he gets it back, I don’t think his boyfriends will come after me,” Ojiro noted, looking back up at his own boyfriend.

Shoji rolled his eyes and put a hand on Ojiro’s belly, gently tapping his fingers and accidentally making his boyfriend squirm under the touch.

“Sh-Shoji, quit that!” the tailed teen stuttered out, smiling at the ticklish touches.

“Quit what?” he asked, genuinely a little confused.

“The t-tapping, ihit tickles!”

“Wait, it does?” Shoji asked, his amusement plain in his voice. “So not just your tail is ticklish, then?” “Ohof course not!” he said, still squirming.

“Hmm, I wonder, where else are you ticklish?” he mused, grabbing Ojiro’s wrists in one hand and pulling him upright in his lap.

“Uh, Sh-Shoji, are you d-doing what I think you’re d-doing?” Ojiro asked, a nervous smile coming to his face.

“I don’t know, what do you think I’m doing?” he asked, pulling Oijrio’s shirt up just enough to expose his belly, another hand becoming a mouth with that grin that he knew Ojiro found hilarious for some reason.

Sure enough, said tail boi looked away from the hand with a giddy smile, suppressing bubbly laughter. Denki noticed their behavior from the floor and let Ojiro’s tail go, smiling when he saw him struggling to keep it from wagging.

Ojiro jolted as he felt Shoji pulling his tail up and holding it near the base, two more hands positioned near his armpits and the mouthed hand near his belly.

“Any last words?” Shoji asked playfully, and Ojiro knew he was doomed.

“Take care of Kaminari for me,” he answered, the anticipating smile on his face growing wider.

“You got it,” he said, before he started tickling him, digging his fingers into his armpits and tail, the mouthed hand blowing raspberries on his belly, pulling squeals and loud laughter from the tailed hero-in-training.

“SH-SHOJIHIHIHIHIHI! NAHAHAHA STAHAHAHA!” he protested, the part of his tail that wasn’t being held wagging violently. Denki silently thanked himself for letting go when he did, knowing that he would have probably gotten hit in the face if he didn’t.

“You’re so ticklish, look at you!” Shoji smiled behind the mask, relishing the adorable (and loud) sounds his boyfriend was making.

Ojiro kicked and squirmed, Kaminari having to dodge the flying legs as he watched a hysterical Ojiro losing his mind as his boyfriend dug into his two worst spots and raspberried the third, his nerves alight with the ticklish shocks, making his entire body feel ticklish.

“PLEHEHEHEHEASE! NAHAHAHA IHIHAHAHA! IHIT TIHIHIHIHIHICKLES!!!” Ojiro nearly screeched, pulling at his trapped hands.

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244 notes - Posted January 14, 2022

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Expanding more on this:

The Giving Tree: a story about a tree that gives endlessly of itself to a boy throughout his whole life. (read this story as a kid and i cried)

An apple tree and boy meet and become friends. The boy initially enjoys playing with the tree, but as the boy grows older he visits the tree only to ask for items, like apples and wood, to help increase his own quality of life. The tree gives up her apples, branches and finally the trunk of her tree to fulfill his requests, and is happy to do so. When the tree is reduced to a stump she's unhappy she's not got more to give, but that's fine - the boy has grown into an old man and is now content with using the stump as a seat, and the tree is happy she can provide.

The Velveteen Rabbit: a story about a toy rabbit that wants to become real through the power of love, specifically love from its owner. (didn't read this story so i'm relying on the wiki for this)

A stuffed rabbit made of velveteen is given to a young boy, who forgets about the stuffed rabbit in favor of other more newer and flashier toys. Those toys bullies the velveteen rabbit for not being as flashy or as loved as they are by the boy. The oldest toy in the place tells the velveteen rabbit to ignore it, and that a toy becomes real when they are truly loved by children - when the toy is owned for a long time, not just because the kid wants to play with it but because they have affection for it, is when the toy becomes real. Real = loved by owner, I guess.

The velveteen rabbit eventually becomes the kid's favorite toy to play with. Time passes, toy rabbit eventually gets so shabby it doesn't resemble a rabbit at all, but the velveteen rabbit doesn't care because hey, kid loves them and calls it a real rabbit! Which makes them Real, even though actual rabbits diss it for being a toy and therefore not Real like they are. Then the kid catches scarlet fever and everything in the kid's room needs to be burned, including the velveteen rabbit. You'd think the kid would be upset at losing the velveteen rabbit but nah, kid's got a new toy rabbit to bring to the sea tomorrow, he's fine. Velveteen rabbit who?

Anyway, when the velveteen rabbit gets upset about being bundled into a sack, left in the garden and sentenced to burning at dawn away from the kid it loves, it cries one tear that produces a flower fairy, who says 'screw what those rabbits earlier. You were Real to the boy cause he loved you, now let's make you Real to everyone else." The fairy takes the velveteen rabbit into a forest and turns it into an actual rabbit via magic, and it proceeds to live as an actual rabbit in the forest with the other rabbits from then on. It checks up on the boy who owned it the following spring, and the boy goes 'wow it sure does look like that toy rabbit i used to own before I had scarlet fever' Which is yeah, sure is a funny coincidence kid.

A story about endless sacrifice out of love without expecting anything back, and a story about becoming real through the love of others. Yeah, that's. That's Deku (and All Might) alright, but subverted.

Spoilers for the manga up to the ending below the cut

The Giving tree and how it relates to Deku:

The Giving tree is about self sacrifice in the name of love, without expecting anything back. That's Deku in a nutshell. He gives everything he has in his goal of helping others, even if it damages him permanently. We can see this with how he gets permanent hand damage in Deku vs Todoroki, every bone and injury he gets trying to save people, and how he was willing to condemn himself to a lonely, friendless life if it meant saving everyone.

Honestly the Dark Deku arc is a good example of just how self sacrificial he is. Deku's only friend for the majority of his life was Bakugo, who was his bully. His life before OFA was lonely and full of harassment because he was a Quirkless kid hoping to be a Hero. It's only after getting OFA does he manage to carve out a place for himself amongst others, change his relation with Bakugo into something more positive and equal, and getting his first friends. Class 1-A is the first time Deku has probably ever been happy and welcomed in a school environment in his life. They're the first friends he'd ever had, including Bakugo. And Deku was willing to give that all up and go back to his lonely middle school life but even worse because he no longer has friendly relations and the harassment is from the entire city instead of just his school, because if that was what it took to save his friends and everyone else, he was willing to do it. It's pretty clear he doesn't want to - he likes being around people, he wants to continue being with Class 1-A and his mentor and his friends, but because he feels like his own desires aren't as important as the needs of many, he's willing to give it up even if it breaks his heart to do so.

Another example would be, Deku vs Shigaraki in the Final War arc. Deku loves being a hero and achieved it by inheriting the Quirk OFA. He believes the Quirk gave him worth as a person, an opportunity to fulfill his dreams. He very obviously doesn't want to give it away, but when its shown that giving OFA to Shigaraki can be used to save him and stop him from destroying everything, Deku sacrifices OFA. He sacrifices the continuation of his dream to stop and understand Shigaraki. He sacrifices his arms to sooth Shigaraki's hatred. And finally, he sacrifices his heroic ideals - that he could both save and help Shigaraki hold himself accountable via atoning for his crimes - by killing Shigaraki (and unintentionally helping Shigaraki kill himself) to stop AFO and save the world.

Granted, a big part of it is because Deku was bullied into believing he was worthless compared to everyone else because he was a normal person in a Superpowered Society - that he could do nothing to contribute to society. Even when he got power, he still believes as such because it takes time to erase like, ten years worth of reinforcement from society that he was considered worthless because he didn't have a Quirk. But a large part of it is also because Deku has a genuine, selfless desire to help others without expecting anything back. It just comboed into being completely self sacrificing for the sake of others both because he has the power to, and to prove his worth through contribution.

Deku gave up everything he held dear to save people, and even if he couldn't always manage it (re: Shigaraki), that doesn't change the depth of his sacrifice. Just like the tree, being in service of others gives him joy. He's alright with the outcome (happy even) with losing everything so long as it meant others are happy and saved. Because he believes his own wants and needs are less compared to others, so it doesn't matter if he's unhappy so long as others are.

And just like the tree, who found satisfaction in being a stump because even that form has a service to others, Deku found satisfaction in being a teacher. A heroics training teacher role in UA - he's a Quirkless adult who uses his quirk analysis prowess to train the next generation of heroes in the most prestigious hero school of Japan, to inspire them into making a better future. Like. He sacrificed his dream career, but that doesn't mean he can't continue being a hero - by inspiring others. He can still be of service to others, even if its not in the manner he originally desired.

The Velveteen Rabbit and how it relates to Deku:

The Velveteen Rabbit is a story about a toy rabbit being so loved that it becomes a real rabbit when it is on the verge of death. Deku was Quirkless and desperately wanted to become a Hero, which is seen as impossible in a Quirkless society. Just like the rabbit was bullied for being ignored by the boy, Deku was bullied for being Quirkless. And just like the rabbit was told that he could become Real if he was loved by the boy, Deku was told that he could be a hero if he had a Quirk - by society and All Might (who very rapidly changed his mind, but considering how a normal person would've very easily died facing everything Deku fought against, it's understandable why he said that). The rabbit believed himself Real when received the boy's love, but not before. Deku believed himself capable of achieving his dream of being a hero when he received the Quirk OFA from All Might, but not before. He wanted to be a hero, very desperately so despite his Quirklessness, but it was only the moment he got OFA that the career of hero was open to him. If Loved = Real, and replaced by Quirk = Heroism, then Deku would fit pretty well in the velveteen rabbit's story. Heck, he's even got the bunny ears for it.

And much like the velveteen rabbit not giving a shit about its tattered appearance because the boy loved him, Deku didn't give a shit about getting permanent injuries because it was a result of heroism. Deku doesn't mind sacrificing his body so long as it meant he saved others, because that was how he determined his worth - in what he could give to others. So long as Deku helped others, it didn't matter what happened to him, because it proved he was a hero - someone who could contribute to society. And so long as he could contribute, Deku was someone of worth - a result of when society and bullying told him that he couldn't save anyone and was worth nothing because he lacked a quirk. It proved to Deku himself that he was Real.

And just like how the rabbit was discarded after the boy had scarlet fever, Deku himself discarded his heroic identity after the finale. He served a role. Sacrificed everything he had for it, saving others. and that left him Quirkless again, and - not forgotten by society or his friends because its clear in the final chapter that he's still loved and not forgotten, as seen by the kid remembering everyone wanting to be hero Deku when they were small and calling him a myth (implying Deku's lore is legendary status amongst those aspiring to be heroes), the statue in the shoe panel, and the panel saying that Class gatherings are difficult but not impossible because of scheduling conflicts, which implies that they do try to meet up even after 8 years. He's still loved and remembered, but he took a step back into obscurity while taking up a prestigious teaching job because he felt that he no longer fit the requirements necessary for pro-heros.

Or to put it another way - Deku = Velveteen rabbit, believed himself Real (a hero) after receiving love (OFA Quirk) from All Might (the boy). Got increasingly shabby (aka permanently injured himself) but didn't care because it was a sign that he was Real (a hero), and after Scarlet Fever (Final War arc) happened, Deku threw himself into the bin (another career that was more regular) after he lost the Embers.

How Velveteen Rabbit and Giving Tree (subversion of) relates to the ending:

Ok, so in the Velveteen Rabbit story, the rabbit despaired upon getting thrown into the bin and went all 'Of what use was it to be loved and lose one's beauty and become Real if it all ended like this?', but unlike that story, Deku didn't lose hope.

Deku became a hero because he wanted to save people, to prove his worth as someone who was Quirkless. He learnt that heroism isn't just in saving people from villains - it was in helping others heal, inspiring people, supporting others. All things a person without Quirks can do. Unlike before, where he considered himself worthless because he couldn't help anyone/contribute if he didn't have a Quirk, he's at peace with being Quirkless because he knows that even if he can no longer contribute by saving people from villains without a Quirk, he can contribute in other ways that are equally worthwhile. And he does so by taking up a teaching career in heroics - inspiring the next generation of heroes to do better. It's not his dream career and not entirely satisfactory considering Deku avoids answering Aizawa's question of whether he's happy, but it's pretty clear that he's made peace with himself and his own self worth as a person who was born Quirkless.

Which is where the fairy comes in.

So the fairy turns the rabbit real in the velveteen rabbit story. As stated above, Real = Hero - to specify, Pro-hero. The fairy is Class 1A funding up the suit to give Deku the opportunity to become a pro hero again - turning the Velveteen Rabbit real. Just like the apple tree in the Giving Tree, Deku sacrificed everything for the sake of others - including his dream of being a pro-hero. And now Class 1A is giving that dream back to him, by gifting him the hero suit, as thanks for everything he did for them and the world. The world might not give a fuck much like how the army doesn't give a shit about it's soldiers, but his classmates sure do! They know he still desires to help, and they're willing to give it to him, because they love him and want to work with him.

Velveteen rabbit was Real because the boy loved him. And now it is the fairy’s turn to make the rabbit Real to everyone else. Deku became a hero who saved everyone because All Might gave him OFA. It is now Class 1A’s turn to return Deku’s hero dreams to him, allowing him to be a hero to everyone once again.

How this relates to Deku choosing his own desires for the first time in the series:

As stated before, Deku is self sacrificial. He places the needs of others over his own. He gave up everything to save people, including his own dream. And he picked himself up by getting a teaching career in heroics inspiring others to do better for the future, and other people benefit most when he's in this position. If he takes up pro-heroing again, it would cut into his time teaching the students. It also means relying on others to help him with suit costs, repairs, etc., cause it's all really expensive (All Might spent like most of his savings as no.1 hero (around 30 years?) on his ironmight suit and the entire class saved up for like 6-8 years max for it) and he can't afford it on a teacher salary. And he's going to have to be careful of his limits now, because he's not as strong as he once was with OFA. This would trouble a lot of people, both long and short term. It would make the most sense to refuse the suit and remain solely as a teacher because it is what benefits people the most.

But Deku still wants to be a pro-hero.

It’s his childhood dream. He's fine being a teacher because it’s a different type of heroism, but he misses pro-hero work. He wants to work with his classmates, he wants to work in the field again, he wants to be more hands on in his help. And his classmates want that too - they want him to work with them as a pro-hero just as badly or they wouldn’t have gone through the trouble of getting him a suit. It’s their version of the outreached hand to him. Which is why it’s great he chose the suit - it’s others encouraging him to put his faith in them and to put his desires first, and Deku agreeing to putting his desires above others for once of the very few times in his life.

Deku doesn’t have a Quirk anymore, and it’ll be more difficult to accomplish things—but it’s fine, because he has people to rely on. He doesn’t need to prove his worth by going to the extremes to help like he had before—he’s got self worth the way he is now. If he wants to help, he can do it on his own power. A Quirkless person might have more difficulties and need more support than a Quirked person might, but they can be a hero who wins and saves.

Which isnt to say he completely ditches being a teacher - it just means that he’s both a hero and a teacher, like Aizawa and the rest of UA’s staff are. He can keep up his current work and pursue his childhood dream at the same time.

Also him becoming a teacher works considering that Shigaraki left it up to him to rebuild a better future in their final talk. He's doing what he wants, but also fulfilling Shigaraki's desires.

Also also, everything above there about Deku? 100% applies to All Might but plus ultra. Giving Tree especially, like holy crap. And for Velveteen Rabbit, Melissa Shields was his fairy turning him real one last time with Iron Might suit.

Read a meta where someone called Deku self sacrificing to the max and how him accepting the mecha suit at the end is the first action he’s taken in the series where he acts on what he wants instead of how his actions best benefit others over himself, and now I’m reminded of The Giving Tree, and the Velveteen Rabbit, and how Deku definitely fits the tale of those stories.

[basicmyherowhore]

Do you think you could do a yandere pro hero deku with a shy s/o. They've always been super timid but when ever he get in a close vicinity of them, their face goes beet red. I just imagine deku sees his s/o and is like:

Deku: "Hey y/n!" *Kisses their cheek*

Y/n: *stares at him like he hung the moon and stars while face is as red as a tomato*... *Passes out*

If you don't get to this idea that's okay but I just thought It was a funny idea as a easily flustered person

Stop, I think this is so cute! I feel like it would work both ways in a sense? Like Deku was probably like this in the beginning of their relationship, but once he noticed how much more timid they are than him, he takes advantage of it, happy to finally be the one who isn’t flustered 24/7. (I kinda just turned this into a drabble, I hope that’s okay! I’m gonna keep this gender neutral since you didn’t specify. This is not so Yandere, but it’s there if you squint) Thanks for the ask!!!

You’ve been working at Pro Hero Deku’s agency for only a few months now. You still can’t believe that you got the job as the hero’s personal assistant, but your life hasn’t been the same since you did. You watched Deku rise to the top of the charts over the course of his career. It didn’t take him long, maybe two years at best. You could only watch from afar in awe as he ascended to the number 1 hero spot.

You’d always found the man extremely handsome, and the sight of his smile after a battle never failed to get your heart racing. Your friends would tease you about your crush on Deku, often buying you his merch as gag gifts. Little did they know that you kept each thing they ever bought, the start of a shrine forming in the corner of your room. You’d never admit it though, that would be far too embarrassing.

Never in a million years did you think that you’d wind up working for the hero, but it seems fate has an interesting way of making things happen. At first you thought it was all a weird joke from the universe, why would a Pro Hero like Deku be taking applications for an assistant, specifically from quirkless people? To this day you still don’t know what made you apply. But you’re so thankful you did…

You’re sat at your desk, working on some paper work when you hear a knock at your door. You glance up only to meet eyes with familiar green ones. Your body tenses as Deku approaches with a smile. You can already feel your body’s temperature beginning to rise.

“Morning, Y/N!” He greets you cheerfully, taking a seat on the corner of your desk. His large frame taking up the majority of the space. “You’re looking especially good this morning, did you do something different with your hair?”

You can only stare wordlessly as his muscled arm reaches towards you, calloused fingers gentles touching a piece of your hair. Your heart is practically leaping in your chest as his hand trails down from the crown of your head towards your cheek. He pinches the skin there lightly, chuckling as your face darkens with a blush.

“Too cute.” He smiles at you with unnoticed adoration in his eyes.

“Deku-San, please.” You whimper, lightly pushing his hand away from your warm face.

“Please what, Y/N?” Deku taunts you, smirking as he uses both hands to pinch at your cheeks. “You have to use your words to get what you want.”

“P-please-“ You struggle to get the words out, too embarrassed to get your mouth to work. You push yourself, forcing the words out much louder than you meant to. “Please stop teasing me!”

Deku freezes, looking down at you from his spot on your desk. He retracts his hands and places them at his sides. For a moment his face is blank and you fear that you’ve angered him. You turn your face downwards, too afraid to continue looking into his eyes.

A warm hand lightly touched your face, tilting it upwards. You jump back in surprise when you see the proximity of Deku’s face, not expecting it to be so close to your own.

“Good job, Y/N!” His signature smile replaces the previous blank expression. “I’m proud of you for standing up for yourself.” You feel like you’re going to die when he nuzzles his cheek against your own. You feel frazzled when his eyes meet your own again, staring into your being. “What a good little assistant I have.”

When you feel the soft skin of his lips press against your face, it’s feels like your soul leaves your body entirely. Your face feels like it’s a thousand degrees and you can’t even explain why your nose is starting to bleed. Deku watches in shock as your body slumps forward in your chair, you would’ve been hitting your desk if he wasn’t there to grab hold of you.

“Y/N?” He calls your name with concern, looking at your dilated half closed eyes and dazed expression. When he sees your eyes lazily focus on him, he knows that you’re okay. He caresses your cheeks with his thumbs lovingly. “Awe, I must have over done it this time. Sorry I can’t help myself. You’re just too cute when you’re a mess over me.”

[theloveinc]

Nah here’s a little bit of shit that would happen in the short king bakugou house

Bakugou would be in the middle of a little meeting with a few other hero’s discussing the villain take down that just happened a few days ago and he keeps hearing his cell phone go off. He would ignore it and just put it on silent but it keeps lighting up and before he knows it his office phone is ringing. It has to be important if it’s wENT OFF 10 TIMES IN THE SPAN OF 5 minutes. When he looks down it’s his only boy callin his phone.

“What do you want son I’m in the middle of a meeting”

“Aye pops, ma and you got some good ass toliet paper in y’all’s bathroom-“

“- what did I tell you about saying ass, your ma gonna get mine and your ass if she catches-“

He would go silent for a second and then his face would do that ugly ahh scrunched up face parents do when they are getting on to you in public.

“If you don’t get your ugly ass out of my damn bathroom, now I done told you to stop going in there when I’m not home-“

“This shit nice tho fr pa, real comfortable and elegant. Ma did good decorating in here. Aye you think mama still got that good smelling shit she got you for Christmas- that perfume shit. We runnin a bit on the low side on the air freshener”

Then two would literally be arguing and deku and todoroki is just staring at him like what is going on.

Or stuff like bakugou in his at home office signing some papers and his son comes in with his phone on his forehead with the flash recording him and asking him dumb questions and bakugou has the “😒😔” expression like- “what the hell you want, son. I’m clearly busy”

“Damn pop you be smellin like you haven’t bathed why your ass smellin like that?? Ma gonna send you through a car wash if she smells you like that”

“You would know cause you use the same shit I do, brat. Always going through my shit- you act like you don’t got your own bathroom! Your own room!”

“I like your shit pops- you be getting all them women with that shit fr fr”

Y’all’s son and bakugou are like father like son fr fr cause they don’t know personal space. He will always be all up on bakugou 24/7 and your son takes after his mamas height so he’s taller and a bit heavier than bakugou. He’s always telling him to get his fatass off of him. They literally can be on the couch and next thing you know his son is leaning on him or bothering him in some type of way and bakugou just acts like everything’s fine.

He won’t ever do it to his mama tho, he knows she doesn’t play. None of the kids do it hell bakugou don’t do it. Surprisingly I see their mama being the strict one and bakugou kind of being the fun dad who is always throwing them around and talking so “MEAN” to them. Bakugou is always warning them he gonna tell their mama if they don’t leave him alone. If bakugou ever gets onto them they will immediately go back to their mama which makes you laugh but make bakugou SO FRUSTRATED LIKE DAMN WAS IT THAT SERIOUS??

Y’all’s house is so fucking big cause y’all have so many kids. Even if some of y’all’s kids go off to college they will always soME HOW be in the house eating out of y’all’s fridge. Bakugou will purposely make a bunch of food even if most of them move out cause he knows them little bastards come into the house when him and his wife are gone and just steal a bunch of food and will EVEN SHOW IT AND BRAG ON THE RING DOOR BELLS OR THE CAMERAS IN THE HOUSE. the will get real close up to the camera and brag about how much shit they stole or that they gonna need some more of SOMETHINT cause they took it all or they will do a little dance HELL EVEN FART OR BURP IN THE CAMERA CAUSE THEY FIND JT SO FUNNY AND YOU JUST GLARE AT BAKUFOJ LIKE WHERE DID THESE KIDS GET THIS FROM

(missing paragraph of me screaming)

Like son not just calling but FaceTiming him to SHOW him posing in your bathroom. Taking a tour of everything and using your hand soap on camera to make bakugo even angrier JRHSIDJKDBFKD. Propping the camera up to dance and shit and bakugo is incapable of hanging up😭😭😭 and having to hide his razors so his son doesn’t start breaking them when he doesn’t even need them. 

and bakugo not realizing his son and him are so alike🥺🥺😢😢 little old men together struggling to change the TV channel or something, sitting buttcheek to buttcheek together all confused w the exact same expression on and needing to call one of the girls to help them figure it out. They fight so much but deep down they’re really so similar and they’re touchy YESSS. Together and with you. get mad about the same things, like when a hero messes up on TV or the store is out of their fave brand of rice dhfjaskdjf🥺

AND I LOVE STRICT MOM AND FUN DAD BAKUGO… like he tries so hard to keep things in order but he’s so bad at it bc he doesn’t feel like his own mom. he just can’t. Mitsuki is so glad ur around to keep her grandkids in check but ajfhskjdj it fits so perfectly to think about him being the lazy dad with all your kids surrounding him watching tv and eating your special mom snacks cuz he’s already mean to villains all day.

(He’s like: “everyone gets one handful. One.” And then the whole bag is gone CLOWNNNNN) rjjfkfk and him being nervous when they snitch on him even tho WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO LIKE ???. Like you said, you’re just laughing and bakugo is honestly surprised like. You’re not gonna bust his butt for getting snappy? NO

(tho seriously king, why are u letting ur own children turn u into a child???) 

ARGHSGSHEHIDGEJEBR THO everything here took me out AND I just wanna eat this. I’m sorry my thoughts are so incoherent but this literally deserved it’s own post FR LIKE IM JUST SO GIGGLY OVER THIS this household is such a PARTY LOL but it seems so nice, too. Probably even end up with 2-3 kids you didn’t actually birth too. Kids friends in rough circumstances or something and bakugo hardly even notices. Just yells at them to clean the spilt soda (he’s long since given up on trying to stop them from drinking) in the fridge too $5$2@4$&3&4)28475&: I LOVED THIS THANK YOU ANONNNNNNN❤️🧡🧡🧡❤️❤️❤️💚💚💚💚

(Also how much money are we putting on one of your kids flashing their bare butt to the camera? Seems like a bakugo activity to me LMAOOO and you know he’s constantly checking the tape too🥺😩😩)

[dullweapons]

his nose wrinkles a touch as the scent of interlopers grows stronger with each passing. minute the two of them stand within this room . he takes a quick glance around but cannot see anyone else ⸻ the source is indeed the boy before him . how curious . ray looked down to his hand & stared at the small burn marks on his skin & the boy clad in green face twisted slight : the smell of burnt flesh was not appetizing to you ? it is to him but ... well , he shall not feast on himself . besides ... he likes his meat still bleeding . perhaps with a beating heart . the heart was the best part ...

regardless ray remained still . he allowed the other to process the words he had said to him : it was new information giving to him . perhaps he had no idea of ray beyond an appearance & a connection to ... well , sprout . ( he finds it adorable that his link still thinks of him in undeath but , nay ⸻ that child should rest . ) but why does sprout speak of him to connect him to this cycle ... he knows this demon is nothing but an outsider . an observer . he has no input to the games of the goddess ... the most he could do was give his two rupees about what can be done ... or what should be done . killing god was always a good idea to him .

❝ zelda is in a ... meeting , shall we say . ❞ that sounds much more ominous then he means it . ❝ lord ganondorf is discussing ... what he thinks is a peace treaty . but more than likely he is trying to subject her to his will . it won't work . never has . ❞ ray looks to the side wondering if ganondorf even counts as a lord anymore . there was nothing left for him to be lord of . the gerudo desert was more barren that it ever was ... his brows furrow a touch & he hides his own pain from link but making sure his hair covers his face before neutralizing his expression to return his gaze back to him .

his eyes follow link as he moves to the window . zelda liked to sit there a lot . she looked out over the vast landscape that was her kingdom . she would having tea there . sometimes reading , sometimes simply looking ... but when the twilight came he couldn't pull her away from that spot . ray would try to distract her but it was in vein . ❛ you did what you had to . ❜ he would say to her . she never responded .

the light spirits . hm . he never liked them . not for anything they did but because of how horrible their light was to him . it reeked , it burned . it hurt . at the simple thought of them again his expression sours before he sighs ⸺ resetting his expression to neutral . but as he opened his mouth to respond his eye widens as links body twists & forms in the shadows into that of a beast . a wolf with bright blue eyes ⸻ quickly he returns to his humanoid form & ray is left ... well , puzzled . how odd . but not unfamiliar . this is not the first time that the hero will shift forms . goron , sora , deku ... an older version ... a god ... but an animal ? well , that was a new . where the gods being cute ? did they want their work dog to truly be an animal .

❝ ... i see . my name is ray cadell . ❞

he takes steps closer to link making sure to keep his own hands visible & away from his own blade that hung at his hip . he did not wish the kid any harm & did his best to show that with his relaxed body language . his eye scans him up & down , analysing him . he seems ... like the hero of time . strong & brave with that horrible looming shadow of the world on your shoulders . the goddesses like them like that , don't they . it makes his eye twitch a bit before he looks out the window .

❝ you have the master sword but i do not think it wise just yet to attack lord ganondorf . ❞ it's a habit to call him lord or perhaps its his mark that forces him to regard the king of thieves with respect . ray doesn't want to know the answer . both would give him nothing but rage at his own mind or his lack of free will . two warriors who lack pure free will . how funny ⸻ or horribly depressing . ❝ the gods want you to do their dirty work yet again . i can assist wherever i can ... but at the end , your hands must be bloodied . ❞ & you will do it . you do not have a choice . you will never have a choice ... ray can only hope that this pressure does not break another child . he is at least a little thankful his one is older than the last ...

❝ ... may i ask . the spirit who talked to you . where was he ? he is ... ❞ he pauses for a moment . ❝ he was my son . ❞

❛    where’s zelda? ❜ the duo of twi imp and bubbling hero to hyrule telepathically spoke as one—four pairs of eyes scanned the room, one pair a foreign shade of carmine and another the cobalt hues of beasts. yet, link had always been one who listened three times as much as he spoke. the habit proved to be invaluable in his life prior to the destiny from gods of old coming in and ripping out any sense of normalcy that could still remain in such a life or death world saving trial such as this. 

the girl hailing from the twilight realm starts festering power ( link can feel twist of his shadow with rage not his own ): the words she speaks are harsh. harsher and more silver tongued than any he’d heard spill from her mouth to date, materializing as a dark visage only link could see: only existing in this portion of world half craved in light within the darkness of shadow. the golden iris of the strange man locked with link’s and it felt the would be hero speechless ( not that it was hard to get link not to speak ).

the rate at which new information was being poured into link was astronomical, for starters, the person before him had to be whom shade spoke of ( the man even confirmed it ): but he also had to be of malicious intent for when he touched the master sword, it burned him, it hurt him. sheer shock from the scent of decaying flesh fills the bedchambers of princess zelda—causing link regret. such smells could be overwhelming ( even without the senses of a divine blue eyed beast ): and would not leave the air without struggle. yet he spoke of allyship ( of the side of victory / of the side of light ): and other than the master sword reacting to his physical touch, it did not glow with the holy light of the goddesses in his presence—perplexing. but link had seen far more curious things on this quest.

the man looked all world worn and for a moment link wondered if when all was said and done would he be the same? this stranger had the same look of sorrow in his gaze as the heir to the strong of hyrule did upon their first meeting… but this individual carried even more pain, guilt, and need link say: shame? the expression was so much akin to the hero shade. god’s chosen hero almost felt sick but was a feeling reserved for his mind and not face—just what type of fate had the goddesses of creation bestowed cursed him with?

at his words of being zelda’s protector—link’s hold on the sword tightened but his form relaxed. moving to now stand directly beside the window he’d once jumped out of with midna when still in the form of a four legged savior. his mind was spinning but he could smell that the man was not a monster ( a mere foot soldier meant to stop his mission): but he did not smell of hyrule, at least not entirely—but link could say the same of himself, originally not hailing from the kingdom he was now burdened to bring salvation.

❛    complicated. ❜ is all link can say, trying to process everything he was just told. after all, he was the one working to undo the spread of twilight across the kingdom. but his words did not answer just where the princess was ( was she not bound to this castle? to this very room? ): plus in all the times link had visited or midna on her own before they’d met one another this person hadn’t been spoken of at all—why? if the gods where sending him visuals in his slumber, was this not something link was to know of? was it not, in a way, one of his divinity given rights?

❛    light spirit lanayru tol’ me wha’ ‘appened. ❜ but it was more like: the light spirit had poured their vast see of memories directly into link’s mind and caused it to swim with the overflow of the lore from ancient history, to the point his entire body had become as if weighed down by chains.

at the words of wet dog, midna laughed ( one of mischievous intentions ): smirking big before touching the shadow crystal to link’s forehead, his form changing into a beast right before the strangers eyes and then back again. she seemed to drink in the expression of the golden eyed man as it only faltered for not even a moment but it was enough entertainment for the twi, much to link’s utter dismay. ❛    dares da ansa fo’ da smell. ❜ but it was one that was growing on link. in the same way the woods of faron or ordon had. in the ways that midna and hyrule fields had.

❛    ‘m link. ❜ his blade had been sheathed once the imp had transformed him into the guise of a beast but how he wished he could cling to it, the master sword having become a crutch so to speak when link did not wish to speak nor have the words. just where was zelda? link was not sure what this man had to do with hyrule: it was too many details and not enough facts for his taste.

[softer-ua]

Imagine if Izuku didn’t really like Katsudon, he was just trying to drop a subtle hint to Kacchan

Who absolutely did not get it but did start making it more regularly so that he could give Deku the “left overs”, Katsuki doesn’t actually eat any of it half the time

Izuku does enjoy Kacchan’s Katsudon but it’s still not his favorite food, but now he thinks that it must be Kacchans favorite. Which makes total sense for someone with an ego that big, how could Izuku be so blind!

So Izuku learns his mom’s recipe for it and invites Kacchan over for dinner as a thank you for all the Katsudon and shares his own version with him

After learning that it’s Dekus moms recipe Katsuki figures Deku probably like that version better and starts making it more like that, but actually both of them preferred Katsukis spicier version

They spend like a year eating way more Katsudon that any sane person would, and certainly way more than either wants

It all comes to a head when Izukus mom surprises him with a visit, just coming to drop something off while passing through, and it happens to be during one of his and Kacchans Katsudon dinners

“Katsuki how did you get him to eat Katsudon, he’d hardly touch it if I made it for him” 🙄😒

Katsuki is in complete shock and Izuku wants the floor to swallow him.

After Inko leaves Katsuki demands an explanation, thinking Dekus just been fucken with him this whole as a joke.

As embarrassing as it is Izuku of course would rather spill literally any secret than let Kacchan’s feelings be hurt, so he prepares to meet the reaper.

Either cause Kacchan actually kills him or just breaks his heart badly enough it stops beating on its own accord.

With eyes firmly glued to the floor Izuku finishes his frantically rushed half mumbled confession and dejectedly drops back into his dining room chair

Deku looks up just in time to see Kacchan start laughing so hard he’s doubled over with tears in his eyes

Izuku feels tears in his own eyes, but not because he thinks it’s funny.

He’s just pretty that this is the beginning of the worst rejection of his whole life. Even worse than the first time he met All Might and was left him alone on a high rise roof.

Whoever said that the worst someone could do was say no was a damn liar, they could skipping saying no and laugh themselves into a stupor

It’s not until Kacchan abruptly stops laughing and his blurry face looks at him panicked that Izuku realizes he’s started crying for real.

He’s never been truly hurt by Kacchan’s teasing before let alone cried about it, but this is different. This isn’t childish bullying or a rivals competitive jabs, this isn’t even a simple rejection.

This is the is the person he’s the closest to in the entire world being so repulsed by his crush that he’s having a hysterical laughing fit over it.

As the reality of it all settles in Deku can’t help but let out a sob as he tries to dry his face with his sleeve

“Hey wait no, damn it, Deku, you idiot, fucken shit, Izuku!”

Izuku starts crying harder at Kacchan’s shouting

Next thing he knows there’s a sudden weight in his lap and his hairs being roughly grabbed pulling his head back so he’s looking up at Kacchan

Kacchan who’s sitting in his lap, looking both angelic and terrifying. Kitchen light creating a halo effect behind him and cast his scowling face in shadow

The surprise effectively shutting him up. Leaving Izuku looking up at Kacchan gaping like a fish in between stuttered hiccups. They sit there staring at each other long enough for Izuku to feel his neck cricking

“Do I have your attention now?”

Izuku tries to nod but the grip Kacchan has on him doesn’t allow for much movement, lucky Kacchan gets the message anyway

“I wasn’t laughing at you, and I’m definitely not repulsed by your crush, I only made that shit because I thought you liked it and I like you” Katsuki says with a smirk

Izuku think he might pass out for the emotional whiplash he’s receiving.

He can’t quite believe Kacchan’s sitting in his lap let alone returning his feelings, heartbreak and embarrassment quickly forgotten and replaced by wonder and delight

Katsuki finally decides to take some pity on the nerds poor neck and releases the tight grip he’s maintained on the soft green curls

Katsuki takes a moment just enjoying watching Dekus dumb splotchy cry baby face finish morphing into an ever dumber face of shocked awe

He lowers his hand onto the stiff neck muscles, ever so slightly warming up his hand and rubbing gentle circles with his thumb, Deku immediately relaxes into the touch but continues just staring up at Katsuki like he’s done something amazing

Like he hadn’t just accidentally hurt him for the millionth time, as if they both hadn’t been insecure and stupid that they rather risk raising their cholesterol by living off fried pork instead of just talking to each other

Uncertainty coiled in Katsukis guts as his eyes tracked Dekus tongue nervously wetting his plush lips, the only thing he wanted more than to lean down and kiss him was to not hurt each other and he wasn’t sure they could do that

Their lives had been filled with miscommunications and impulsive choices

Shit he was sitting in the nerds lap desperate to devour him, not even five minutes after accidentally making him cry, not even 10 minutes since he’d found out that 1 impulsive interview answer had them spending almost a year misunderstanding each other over pork

But as he felt Deku settle his stupidly big hands on his hips and a determined clarity entered dazzling green eyes, Katsuk felt his nerves settle and his certainty too.

Sure they weren’t perfect, but Deku had cut down on his reckless impulsivity in battle, and Katsuki had curved some of his impulsiveness off the battlefield.

Both having grown more willing and more importantly capable of leaning on the other, trusting them, and trying to communicate.

When Deku finally spoke it was everything Katsuki needed to hear

“We need to have a long talk, no more secrets, no more misunderstandings. But first I’m going to kiss you”

It was Katsukis turn to be barely able to nod

Next thing he knew the grip on his hips was more firm, Deku somehow pulling him even closer, and his fingers were tangled back in green curls

Their kiss was like everything else about them, lips slotted together in a messy perfectly coordinated dance that stole their breath away.

[tteokdoroki]

waves that hurt | k.bakugou + i.midoriya.

♡ pairing: katsuki bakugou x gn!reader x izuku midoriya.

♡ word count: 3.04K

♡ rating: everyone.

♡ genre: pro hero!au, hurt, angst and comfort.

♡ summary: dark days mean dark waves that crash across your mind, intrusive and mean the waves pull you under— but they are the helping hands that pull you up and let you breathe.

♡ warning(s): please read ! heavy tw for depression, intrusive thoughts and self depreciation, self doubt and low self-worth. this fic is written mostly from personal experiences and may not be accurate to how everyone feels! mentions of therapy.

♡ author’s note(s):  this is my contribution to @doinmybesthere​ ‘s mental health awareness collab, this is kinda personal to me and something i experienced recently!! i hope it can provide some comfort to anyone out there, please don’t forget to check out everyone else’s works and i hope you’re all safe ‘n well <3

♡ masterlist | requests | kofi

“kacchan, it’s much worse this time, i really think you should come home early tonight.”

deku whispers into the phone, his marred hands rub slow and soothing circles into your back from over the duvet— you can feel his warmth, light and airy through it but he feels and sounds much further away. a million miles across a dark ocean that trickles through your thoughts, intrusive and mean, keeping you under and away from clear air.

you wouldn’t want to pull him into this, bother him with the way you drown in dark thoughts— so you pull away from your boyfriend and tuck yourself away into the sheets.

izuku doesn’t retract his hand even as you pull away, listening to katsuki grunt orders down the phone— make sure yn’s eaten, make sure yn’s had water. basic things you should be able to do on your own but can’t, paralysed by the anxiety and depression that clamps down on you like a vice and refuses to let you up so you can just breathe. you want to breathe and not feel like the world is crashing down on you, to have a second to yourself where everything seems like it’s okay.

brushing fingers over the nape of your neck, toying with the coils of your baby hairs, your boyfriend speaks, only gently. “baby,” says quietly, his weight causing the bed to dip. “katsuki will be home soon, do you want to come with me to let him in?” you shrug, a sick feeling twisting in your gut. you see the black tendrils and waves in the back of your mind, bringing forth a new batch of ugly words that force you down. are you really that much of a burden these days that katsuki has to call it quits on work for you? “how are you feeling?”

you don’t know, you don’t know how to tell him that every thought you have hurts and there’s a pain in your chest with every breath you take. “i don’t know, it’s just...bad izu…” you want to explain how you feel deep inside, but the words are trapped like balls of tar in your throat— fear that if you say something he’ll walk away.

“you don’t have to say anything, don’t force yourself to…” he speaks with a soft voice, cotton to your ears in an attempt to soothe you. you can just about feel the clean air flowing through your lungs at the sound— it tells you he loves you, no matter what and you almost believe it before sinking back under. “let’s get you some water okay? wouldn’t want kacchan scolding us would we?”

the joke hangs in the murky and heavy air for a few seconds before you muster a small smile— your green haired boyfriend lets out a tiny sigh of relief and pressed a kiss into your hairline, the affection simmers under your skin and briefly brings light to your dark mind as izuku starts leading you to the kitchen.

you’re curled up in izuku’s lap when the front door pops open with a click— signifying your other boyfriend had arrived home. you flinch, hiding yourself in the blankets keeping you warm and locking away the dark thoughts from the eyes of your lovers.

part of you hated them seeing you this way, that’s why you forced yourself to keep everything away from them— but they knew, they always did and always came to your rescue. you didn’t want them to feel like they had to look after you when the days were bad and draining and your mind took hold of everything that you felt. you didn’t need the weight of your own problems on the shoulders of two pro heroes who had enough to deal with.

in the end, you would destroy them like you did with yourself.

you can hear katsuki shedding his gear by the door, feeling his intense and heated presence flood the room and barely penetrate the barrier you created for yourself even while you lay in izuku’s arms. for as long as you’d known the two— even from back in your U.A days, bakugou had hated self-pity, of course in recent years he’d cooled down a little and spoke less on the actions of others but even still, you weren’t sure if you could handle him looking down on you for looking down on yourself and for feeling this way.

the blanket is suddenly lifted from your head, momentarily blinding you with the overwhelming light that is your boyfriend, katsuki bakugou. a twinkle of concern lines his ruby eyes and you can see traces of his charcoal eyeliner that he usually smudges underneath his mask— he’s so beautiful but you’re afraid of the twitches of worry, afraid that he’s mad at you for being the way you are.

“hey honey,” bakugou hums, crouching to your level to cup your cheeks, stress bleeding from his body when you nuzzle into him.

izuku gives you a squeeze, an encouraging one and you nod. “hi,” is all you can muster, afraid of blurting the intrusive words that crackle across your brain.

katsuki sits back on his haunches, looking between you and his boyfriend before he attempts to kick off his shoes. the room is full of a thick, ugly quietness that you know you’re responsible for— they don’t have to say anything, you know that it’s you. because when you’re like this it’s hard for bakugou and midoriya to talk, afraid that they’ll say something to set you off and you afraid that they’ll leave if they knew how you really felt. how trapped and alone you felt inside, how the twisted darkness added tones to your vibes and dragged you down with every step that you took.

they don’t need to say it because it flows from your body like a rushing river and drowns them, fills their lungs and it’s your fault for infecting them with your own bitter taste of life.

“have you eaten?” the blonde of the two boys asks, looking you dead in the eye. you want to answer, but again the viscous back from earlier starts to flood through your body. you try to take care of yourself of these days where you feel it the hardest, but it’s difficult to move and to breathe— and the drive to complete even the simplest of tasks is barely ever there.

you move to speak, caught up in the thick smog of your own brain when izuku gives your body a squeeze and shakes his head, the forest of his hair brushing against your cheek. “you’ve had water, right?” izuku has no problem answering for you. “but nothing to eat,” he whispers, keeping his voice low as if to hide his worry from you— it’s light in his tone but tremors throughout the number one’s body. you feel sick for making him feel that way.

katsuki’s gaze shifts back from his boyfriend to you, his expression unreadable because he knows how you get if they worry too much about you. you’re thankful, partly for that at least, his blank face prevents your mind from reading too deep into things and blaming yourself for things out of your own control.

“‘m makin’ your favourite for dinner. you’ll eat it, no questions asked.” the explosive pro hero states firmly, rising from his place crouched down by your side, obviously not before thumbing over your cheeks to wipe away evidence of your dried tears. “gonna run you a bath too, damn nerd better get you upstairs and ready by the time it’s done.” deku’s chest rumbles with a light hearted chuckle beneath you, lifting the heavy weight of the air within the room— bakugou had always loved brashly, with a fiery intensity that hardly left room for the answer ‘no’, and while izuku was more tame, they balanced one another out in a way that felt more like a warm hug than a battle. they grounded you, in the best of ways.

true to his disgruntled words, your blonde headed boyfriend runs you a hot bath. you don’t miss the addition of lavender oil to the perfectly warm water, the baking soda which you’re sure he only knew to add because his mother had said it would remove the demon spawn toxins in his body. izuku is the one to help you strip, holds your hands as you kick off gross comfort clothes and folds them away, after pressing kisses to your groggy face and chin.

it’s almost funny to see the two biggest and beefiest pro heroes sit on your bathroom floor crossed legged and beside the tub— both of them taking up the majority of the room. you know for a fact that no one would believe the sight unless they saw it, but they’re there. both of them, izuku midoriya and bakugou katsuki are with you encompassed in the silence while you wash away the ugly words that plague your mind and fill the pores of your skin.

they’re still there.

even as sweet lavender water moves in soft waves over your bare body, while black ink moves in the same way across your brain— tattooing self-depreciating thoughts into every inch. you’re not worth their time, they say, you’re wasting it. because how could their precious time be put to good use if you’re taking it up, they could be saving people but instead your boyfriends are here, drowning in your own darkness.

they’re still fucking here.

when they could be out there saving the people who needed it, who were suffering out there in the world outside of your home.

and the suds against your body, the warm water sloshing over your thighs isn’t enough to get rid of the burning sensation of vile phrases printing themselves against your body and clouding every thought that you think. toxic, mean and nasty things you can’t scrub away— none of it is enough to make you feel like you deserve bakugou tenderly lathering you up with the rose scented soap his mother had sent you for christmas or the sips of cool water midoriya brings to your lips in order to prevent you from overheating in the steam of the bathroom.

deku catches the painful twist in your face, pausing his movements to study you. “whaddya need?” you need it to stop, to find something to replace the pain and doubts that fill you.

“water, hotter,” you croak quietly, tears building up in the base of your throat as katsuki catches on and flicks the tap for a stream of hot water to fill the tub. “please,”

they tell you to let them know when to stop if the heat gets too much, but the scalding water burns away any reminders of the self loathing you feel across every inch of your mind, your body and your soul. it stings at the darkness in a way that’s painfully soothing and maybe if you sink under— it could stop hurting completely. if you could slide deeper into the water, would the waves of darkness not crash so hard?

and then the damn breaks, like a tsunami the guilt and anguish you feel crashes over your body and takes control, leaving you fighting for oxygen in the form of your happiness.

everything that you’d been holding back flows freely in salty tears from tired eyes, scorching a path down the apples of your cheeks and mingling with the contents of the tub below. your boys, they don’t notice at first, how you cry and curl in on yourself until you think the world won’t notice you anymore but then just as they always do, they’re pulling you into their warmth and bubble of light— freeing you from black intrusive tendrils even if it means they have to crawl into the tub and wade their through the ocean you’ve made to set yourselves apart.

“don’t—!” you heave with an uneven voice, signs of you falling apart evident in every way. bakugou and deku pull away from you slowly, with dripping shirts and worry written across freckled faces and red eyes. they’re scared for you, hate seeing you force your feelings down and away from them. “please don’t touch me—you’ll—“

the water in the bathtub sloshes from where you retract from their touch, backing yourself up against the wall and away from your boys. “we’ll what?” izuku presses but only gently, keeping you afloat, stopping you from sinking and bakugou stays put in his place, letting the latter talk you down.

you shake your head, trying to think of the right words but it’s hard to, with the crashing waves heavy against your ears. how do you tell your lovers that everything hurts, to think and to feel, to live day by day. you don’t want to bother them with and an extra stress to their busy lives. but you can’t keep it in any longer, bursting at the seams. “you’ll drown. i-if i touch you, i’ll pull you under, you’ll drown with me and you won’t be able to breathe and all those horrible things that i think about will burn in your lungs until you give up fighting like me,” your tears and hiccups interrupt your words, but they listen. bakugou and deku, they listen and they stay.

“yn—“

“because if you do, then all that i feel will be a burden to you— i’ll break in ways that can’t be fixed and you’ll be forced to pick up the pieces and i’ll just be a burden,” you continue, not even pausing to take a breath while you continue to cry. “if you stay to pick up the pieces, you’ll be taken away from people who need you, who are worth saving, and can be helped and—“

you can’t recount how many nights, similar to this in which you wondered why and how two pro heroes could want and love you, why they dealt with your down days that sometimes outnumbered the ups— even if they’d shown you how much they cared, you couldn’t help but feel guilty as if your sadness took up their time to save someone else.

“you can be helped, yn. you don’t have to go what you’re going through alone, you’re worth the time and the effort of helping, no one deserves to suffer,” the green haired of your two boyfriends cuts through the tail ends of your words, still keeping distance until he knows it’s safe to touch you again. there is no look of condescending pity on his face, no sign to show you’ve pulled him into the dark of your mind. it’s just izuku, trying to help you pull through.

you look to katsuki hesitantly, he hasn’t said a word. “but i don’t want to be seen as...as weak, or to worry you because i can’t get out of my own head—“

“y’not fuckin’ weak, we’d never think that of you. we see you try to hide your pain, pretend things don’t get to you when they do. but fuckin’ handlin’ things on ya own can make y’stronger than any two heroes combined,” a look of anger flashes across his features, finer with age and tired with work. but bakugou isn’t angry with you, but with himself for leading you to believe that you were an extra weight on his shoulders. both of their shoulders. “yer not gonna get rid of us or scare us away, we love ya, we’re here for ya ‘n if it’s help that you need or think yer not worthy of, we’ll find some. it’s okay t’ask for help.”

maybe it’s hearing it from someone else, that your pain and your depression is valid, that you’re not an extra weight on the people you love that allows you to come up from a tar-like ocean for fresh air in your lungs, for the waves to calm and the storm raging in your mind to soothe. maybe it’s the two of your boyfriends being there for you despite the fear that you’d scare them away with not being okay that washes away some of the awful things you think.

you know that their support won’t make things go away over night, that it will take time for you to heal but for now you can keep your head above the water just long enough to breathe.

“can i touch you now? is it okay?” deku asks, feeling less distant from you than at the start of the day, but as your body shakes with the last of your tears all you manage is a nod before the number one hero is pulling you into his chest from the tub and the number two is wrapping a towel and his arms around you.

you sit sandwiched between the two, they keep you at the surface— holding you tight while you let out what you’ve been holding back. “we can get some help if y’want it, the doctors...therapy might be nerve wrackin’...scary even, but it can help and we’ll be there every single step of the fuckin’ way,” katsuki reasures you with pets to your head, rocking you back and forth on your bathroom floor, steam clinging to the air that you can finally breathe.

izuku nods along in agreement, pressing kisses to your wet hairline. “we’ll be here. you won’t be alone.”

the murkiness of the water in your mind starts to clear, but only just— their warmth starts to push through the clouds like sunshine brushing against your skin. a light to the dark that's plagued your every waking moment, the waves no longer crash and destroy but instead lap comfortingly at your painful thoughts and tame them just enough for you to have a moment of clarity.

you don’t have to be alone or millions of miles away, you deserve the hands of your loved ones that offer you help instead of pushing them away. the process of healing and things like therapy or meds will be hard sometimes, but katsuki and izuku will be here by your side, to help you manage days where darkness rolls in waves that hurt and help you breathe once again.

[bnha-simpin-and-pimpin]

Friends with Benefits Deku who Ends Up Catching Feelings

Here is Bakugo Part One: 

Here is Deku Part Two:

Midoriya and you were good friends. He was a sweet boy, who took a genuine interest in you as a person and not just for your quirk. There were lots of people in the past who had tried to get close to you just because of the sexual side effects. Midoriya really liked you though.

The two of you could often be found walking to class together or chattering about something you saw online. There wasn’t a doubt in your mind that this was a friendship that was going to last a long time.

When your heats/ruts kept getting more intense, there’s no one else you think to turn to but him

“What?! I-umm…I-isn’t there something else you can do to take care of this? I mean- I don’t want to be offensive or anything, but am I really the best person to go to for something so…for something so intimate?”

Midoriya is a bundle of nerves. His whole face is flush, from the tip of his nose to his ears. You can even see his freckles start to blur as they melt into the redness.

You try to explain to him just how important this is. That this kind of pain doesn’t ever truly go away. Not on its own at least. It’s hard to explain��He has a hard time looking at you while you struggle to explain. But eventually, his head lifts and is eyes meet yours.

There’s a kiss. And then another one. And a few more. Midor-Izuku, just asks that the two of you take some time to get the details of things figured out. He wants to really understand the ins and outs of your quirk before going forward. That you can agree to. So the two of you take some time to sit and talk about just what exactly happens during your heat/rut.

Izuku hangs on to every word. He writes down notes in his journal, asks questions when he’s confused, or makes a comment here and there. It’s nice to know he takes this seriously.

“So, if I’m understanding correctly, we won’t be mates even if we have sex because you have to be the one to initiate that bonding. It’s fascinating that even though we’re similar, we can still be so different”

It’s so easy when your next heat/rut comes. Izuku may be nervous, with shaking hands and a wavering in his voice, but he’s clearly been studying the notes he took. Because with the way his hands run across your body and the way his lips press against yours, asking so softly if what he’s doing is ok, makes it seem like the two of you have done this a thousand times over.

“I-is it alright…if I do this? Does it help ease the pain?” “I know, I know darling, it’s alright. I’m here now.”

And honestly, it’s easy when your heat/rut is over. The two of you agreed that this is just like any other hero work. He’s simply helping you out. So when you’re satisfied and you’ve made sure to return the favor, he slips out of your room and back to his. It’s almost like it never happened. You both go back to sharing notes after class and staying up with the rest of your friends to watch movies or recover after training.

It’s so obvious Izuku becomes attached at some point though. He’s always cared about you, in a friend way, but this is different. Izuku is practically at your beck and call, it’s almost pathetic.

Not that you think he’s pathetic, it’s just…it’s funny to watch him try to always be your work partner, or offer to carry your school bag when you -and everyone- know you’re capable, or when he goes out of his way sit just a bit closer on the common room couch so your knees touch, but never the rest of you [because that would be too obvious]. He’s a total lovesick puppy.

The next time you’re together, after everything’s said and done, you push him to stay a bit longer. You’re blunt about what you’ve been seeing. How he clearly harbors some sort of feelings beyond just mutual enjoyment. It’s starting to get embarrassing-how he acts like it doesn’t exist.

Izuku looks up at you, same blush on his cheeks as always but the look in his eyes tells you he’s not going to back down easily. To be honest, the stuttering in his voice kills any dominating force it might have had, but it doesn’t change the determination radiating from him.

He likes you. He likes you a lot. He liked you before you started having sex, but it felt too awkward to say anything. Not when you were so clearly hurting.

“What sort of hero-what sort of friend would I be if I let my feelings get in the way. I…I just wanted you to be okay. It didn’t matter to me what I had to do”

This isn’t how this was suppose to go though. Not with him, not ever. Izuku was your friend and sure you had nasty heat/rut sex and sure it was great and yes he was someone who you could trust your life with but it didn’t mean anything. It didn’t mean anything to do this and still hold on to Izuku during the day like you were still No 1 Best Friends …right?

[zukump3]

ignoring them for 24 hours ✧ hc

you ignore your boys for 24 hours. or, at least, you try to.

genre: fluff

requested: yes! i added todoroki just cause

as perceptive as he is

izuku probably notices immediately how you’re avoiding him

you two wake up at similar times because you go to sleep at similar times, but this time you woke up before him

he gave you a sweet “good morning” and kissed your cheek, but you only smiled and went to the bathroom

he thought that was strange. you usually say good morning back

but then again, it was such a small thing that he didn’t really overreact over it

however, when you left his dorm without saying goodbye or anything like that he got a little worried

once classes were beginning, he went to your dorm to pick you up and walk you to class like usual but

you were already gone.

“what the...” he would murmur to himself, frowning now

what was up with you? were you ignoring him or something?

what even annoyed him further was that you spent the whole day with fucking bakusquad!

bakugo didn’t seem to like it of course, but kirishima and the others accepted your company like it was nothing

he tried to sit next to you at lunch but once bakugo noticed his presence, he immediately yelled at the green haired boy to “fucking beat it!”

“but i-“

“WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!”

the fact that you didn’t even come to his defense kind of hurt him

he didn’t even eat at lunch

he was so bummed out that he just poked at his food with a frown on his face

of course you noticed this. you had been watching him all day and it broke your heart to see your baby like this omg ㅠㅠ

you couldn’t do it anymore. you got up and sat next to him at lunch and you swear he shined brighter than the sun when he saw you

“y/n! i-you-“

“i was trying to praaank you,” you pouted. “but you looked so upset after what that bomb bitch said-i couldn’t do it anymore.”

his pout matched yours.

“don’t do that again... i was seriously worried!”

he makes you stay by him for the rest of the day 😭

ignoring him for 24 hours challenge: failed.

y/n only lasted 5-6 hours.

todoroki literally doesn’t notice at all

he doesn’t talk much, and seeing that you don’t talk to him much in the morning doesn’t really bother him

he just assumed you were tired and didn’t really care

you two usually got coffee together in the morning but as he went to the common room to wait for you, he was a bit peeved that you didn’t show up

he just assumed you fell asleep or something, or maybe you weren’t in the mood

not gonna lie, he was already missing your presence but he wouldn’t push you to interact with him if you weren’t in the mood

when he goes to class though, he sees you laughing and smiling with the rest of dekusquad

having a good time, apparently

he sits with you guys and listens, and his brows furrowed when he heard you say

“i wish i would’ve gotten coffee this morning. really wanted some mocha.”

...?

did you forget that you two got coffee literally every morning?

okay, whatever. something was definitely wrong with you but he wouldn’t push.

you two also sit together during lunch but you sat between tsu and izuku instead

he’s like

what. the fuck.

he stares at you for the entirety of lunch time 😭

he doesn’t even mean to, he’s just so confused?

like why are you ignoring him? you guys didn’t fight or anything last night so ?? why??

the day continues like that

whenever he comes around you leave, whenever he talks you look away from him

he’s a mixture of irritated and annoyed

irritated bc he doesn’t know why you’re acting this way, and annoyed because he wants to fucking talk to you

you’re one of the only people in this class he talks to on a daily basis and you’re pushing him away??

he only says something when it’s kind of late and everyone is tucked away in their dorms

he has a key to your dorm room don’t ask why so he goes ahead and enters

you’re on your bed, giggling about how well the prank is going to mina when you hear the doorknob jiggle and your boyfriend enter the room

“shoto!”

“we need to talk, y/n.”

you make a face. “actually, i-“

“y/n.”

the sternness in his voice makes you look up at him, kinda scared at just how serious he looks

“you’ve been ignoring me all day. why? did i do something?”

“i—“

“if i did, please tell me. communication is important in every relationship and our relationship is very special. if you do not talk to me, i have no way of knowing what i did to hurt you and-“

“shoto! oh my god, it was just a prank!” you tell him quickly, standing up and holding out your arms.

he lowkey makes a 🤨 face.

“a prank...?”

“yeah. ignore your boyfriend for 24 hours prank,” you sigh. “i was so close.”

he sighs with you, walking over to hug you tightly, which feels so good after today.

“it’s a very stupid prank.”

you giggle against his chest.

“yeah. very stupid.”

ignoring him for 24 hours challenge: failed.

y/n only lasted 18 hours.

another one that notices immediately

you went the extra mile as to leave his dorm way earlier than he wakes up, which-

how tf did you do that

he automatically doesn’t fucking like that.

“y/n?!” he’ll yell out into his bathroom and grumble when you aren’t in there, or anywhere else in his room

he doesn’t even see you until class starts, sitting and laughing with fucking dekusquad

not only that, with midoriya

“hey dumbass, why’d you leave my dorm so early today?!” he asks you, and your eyes don’t even meet his.

you just continue scribbling at your desk.

his eyes turn white.

“i’m talking to you!”

“bakugo, please go have a seat. you’re being incredibly too loud.” aizawa would tell him, slipping his face out of his yellow sleeping bag.

he looks at his teacher, then at you, then back at his teacher before cursing and marching to his desk

probably always glancing at you through the day

the fact that you’re smiling and laughing with fucking deku

that just makes his mood even worse

you’re supposed to be smiling and laughing with him, not that crybaby

obviously his friends notice how mad he is

“dude, why so pent up?” kirishima would ask him and bakugo would literally snark

the red head smirks. “oooh—its y/n isn’t it.”

bakugo pauses.

“how the fuck did you know-“

“you know she’s pranking you, right?” kirishima would laugh at the look of anger that crosses bakugo’s face.

you’re ignoring him for a... a...

a PRANK?!

he’s livid.

during training he will not hesitate to march up to you

“you think it’s funny to ignore your boyfriend for a stupid prank, huh?! you think that’s so funny don’t you?!”

“bakugo, i-“

“SILENCEEEE!” he’ll literally roar at you and blast you like 10 feet away 😭

cue him being your partner and beating you up for practice

ignoring him for 24 hours challenge: failed.

y/n only lasted 5 hours.

kirishima understands the concept of “personal space”

he knows that sometimes, you don’t wanna be bothered

and sometimes, he doesn’t wanna be bothered

but sometimes he doesn’t care about that concept.

he will poke and pester at you if you do this challenge.

if you wake up and don’t say anything to him, he’ll yank you down to the bed and whine at you until you manage to squirm out of his arms and go to your own dorm room

he’ll stand right next to you during breakfast

and i mean he will always be standing next to you.

no matter how many times you move around the tables, he’ll somehow end up next to you

like ?? does he have super speed or something 😭

he will not tolerate you ignoring him

like not at all

during class if he cracks a few jokes and you don’t respond to them he’ll probably fake cry

“y/n, you’re making me feel very unmanly right now!”

you swear you didn’t know it would be this hard

he probably notices it’s a prank though when he’s walking next to you in the halls and you’re not even speaking to him, just staring forward

“ahh... you’re trying to play a little joke on me or something? well, we’ll see how long you keep that up!”

retorts to making you jealous the entire day.

hangs out with literally every girl, even the fucking invisible bitch

you can’t take it anymore when it nears 6pm and he asks uraraka to come back to his dorm and watch movies with him

being the amazing girlfriend you are, you get up, land in his lap, and cuddle up to him tightly

he grins at you, preppering you with kisses

“told you you wouldn’t last, y/n.”

ignoring your boyfriend for 24 hours challenge: failed.

y/n only lasted 11 hours.