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#I wanna sketch and doodle something cute and messy today
themoderngogoworld · 1 year
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pixelatedraindrops · 7 months
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Hello everyone!! Today I grow a year older :3 (and I hate it lmao) FEEL FREE TO REPLY BIRTHDAY WISHES IF YOU WANT :3
So, over the time I've come back here, I've become pretty confident and proud of my once hidden passion about sick characters, sickfics and sick comfort/whump... 🌡️
And you all have been so supportive and sweet despite my weirdness so I thank you for that. You helped me feel more confident in my otherwise weird fixation <3 So, for my birthday I thought I'd try and make up a little drawing challenge for anyone who wants to give it a try... There are soo many talented artists on this site (and in this fandom)
So... It's your turn to target your faves now. You will see how fun it is and hopefully understand why I love doing it so much. 😈🌡️
(plus it's my birthday and I require some sustenance LMAO JKJK)
But yeah anyone can join in. This is just for fun though! You don't have to if you don't want to! I think its okay to ask for some food on my birthday though...right?? X'D So if you wanna do sth for my birthday...then... 👉👈 💦
CHALLENGE BELOW~
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DRAW YOUR FAVE ON A SICK DAY CHALLENGE🌡️😷🥵🤧
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(Mmmmkay, I am lying to myself when I say this isn't mostly aimed at the RainCode community... X'D Can't help myself. But anyone can join regardless of the fandom!!)
So here's the challenge and the rules!! (featuring my two main lil targets ofc :3)
Regardless of who it is, put your fave through some sickness hell >:3c I'd love to see it! Make em' as miserable as you want!
destroy them 😈 jkjk XD
If you're in the RainCode community you can target anyone, but as you know, my main targets are Yuma and Makoto. If they're also your faves and who you decide to use, that will make me extra happy!
Some tips for anyone new to drawing a sick day scenario art. A few things that make it look convincing are the following:
Pajamas or Loungewear
Messy Bed Hair
Fever flushed face w sweat or at least a red nose
Tired Eye bags
Shivery body
Ice Pack or a Compress on the head
Thermometer sticking from their mouth
LOTS OF BLANKETS
Tissues or medicine surrounding them
Tea or Soup (or both)
Those are just to name some from the top of my head. If you'd like some pointers on how to make a character look ill, check out my Fever Coloring Guide. This is for digital artists but traditional artists can try it too!
You can add injury or angst to the scene but I'd like illness to be the main focus of it.
The scene can be anything you want to, it can be fluffy and wholesome (with a caretaker) it can be angsty, or it can be silly. Its all up to you! Do it for the sake of fluff! Caretaking scenes are the best for any kind of relationship >w<
Either way, have fun with it!! I look forward to see what people make if they decide to give it a try! It doesn't even have to be a full on picture! Doodles and sketches are fine too! Just show me something >w<
(feel free to tag me and say happy b-day and mention my challenge, I am proud to be known for this and would love for many to participate :3) I wanna see you take a go at it :3 Show me your style! :D
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(wow look at me misspelling the word writing on text when I did it fine with my own hands lol)
Now, I know not everyone can draw...
Well never fear! I accept writing as well! ✍️✍️✍️
(hi vivia lol sorry for giving you a cold, at least you have an excuse to read and do nothing now haha x3)
Sickfics are one of the biggest things I live for! Any little drabbles or full fics with more than one chapter are welcome! Again target who you want any fandom you want, but I'll def be super happy if you make a RainCode fic. And even happier if you target my faves as well, but again, anything will do! Just make a cute story about your fave being miserable and being tended to! Trust me, it's super fun!
You can add injury or angst to the scene but I'd like illness to be the main focus of it.
Feel free to post your writing here and tag me or mention my AO3!
If you need a start to your fic, look on my blog for illness prompts! Maybe it can help give you a good start or give some inspiration! (thats why I share 'em :3)
I look forward to anything you try to write!
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That's about all!! I hope you decide to participate! ✨
Good luck, have fun, and godspeed you future whumpers! 😈
(nah jk XD)
AGAIN THIS IS FOR FUN! NO PRRSSURE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO!
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softforcal · 5 years
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Floral : Tattooist!Cal
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Summary: Renowned tattoo artist Calum Hood doesn’t take apprentices often, but when he does, he tackles the challenge like everything else in his life: with the utmost professionalism. Until he meets Lily, a learning artist, and Calum falls head over heels before he can help himself. 
Warnings: there’s smut. but its super slow burn.
Cal Mood Board: Lily
Word Count: 13.3k
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     The young, heavily tattooed man sat at the receptionist desk in his parlour. His head was bowed, chiseled jaw set, eyebrows furrowed as he studied the papers scattered in front of him.
     Art littered the sheets and after a good, long look, the man would either add the paper to a pile on his left or on his right.
     The stack to his left was large and separated in two with a combined paper count of well over three hundred.
     The stack to his right was substantially smaller, containing only five or six hand picked sheets.
     Buzzing filled the space, one of his workers and friends, a man named Michael, was finishing up the last client of the day. His words didn’t even register to the focused man at the front as Michael wiped off the skin carefully, put a bandage over it and then walked the client to the reception desk. The woman paid and left, leaving the two large aussies to silence.
     Michael looked over Calum’s shoulder, hands reaching out to pull at one of the last few sheets yet to be judged, “this is nice.” Michael stated.
     Calum cocked his head, taking the paper gingerly from his friend.
     He had to admit, there was something interesting to the style.
     It was floral, which Calum usually shied away from, but something about this piece just captured his eye. The lines were thin and delicate, precise and deliberate, they caught his attention and drew his gaze along each light, flouncy, petal. It was realism, which was Calum’s specialty. As much as he enjoyed the more cartoony things, Calum had a reputation for making tattoos that seemed to jump out of the skin.
     And this piece definitely did that.
     He added it to the pile on his right.
     Michael helped him decide on the last few and finally he was done, having finished with six sheets of paper that Calum then carefully picked up, “now for the hard part.” he stated.
     Michael’s laugh echoed through the tattoo parlour, “those all look sick man, i don’t know how you’re going to choose, glad I don’t have your fucking job.”
     “You going home for the day?”
     “Might go to a bar, wanna drink?”
     “Hmmm.” Calum sighed, “I need to finish this up.”
     “Well I’ll tell you one thing, if you don’t choose whoever the fuck did that flower piece, I’m going to break into your application file, find them, and get them to tattoo me. Girly or not, that shit was fire.”
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     Calum’s dog Duke padded around his feet as Calum walked through his apartment. His fingers held the glass of whiskey loosely by his side as he approached his work desk. Letting out a long sigh, Calum collapsed into his plush, slightly worn, work chair, setting his drink down.
     The final six contenders were all in front of him.
     Two of them were animal sketches, one was more geometric, and the final three were florals. As much as he tried to give each one the same amount of time and attention, his eyes kept going back to that one floral one.
     Calum was very specific about taking on apprentices.
     He’d only ever had two, and after he was done with them, they were almost as renowned as he was.
     Thinking about the artists brought a smile to his face. His hand absentmindedly rubbed at the triangle on his forearm, just under his horse shoe tattoo.
     The idea had been Michael’s originally, and it had been a joke. No one thought Calum would actually do it. So when Calum had allowed his first apprentice to graduate to full tattooist stature by taking a gun and putting whatever he wanted onto Calum’s body, everyone had been shocked.
     But, his first apprentice had been kind, opting for a geomorphic animal hybrid tattoo. It was medium sized, a black triangle with a wolf face inside. Calum hadn’t looked the entire process, putting his complete trust in the man he’d just spent over a year training.
     Everyone had been shocked. His friends had filmed most of it and it had gone viral.
     Calum was known for his tattooing skills but he was also known for his tattoos, he could be very particular about who took a needle to his body so this was the ultimate show of confidence in his teaching abilities.
     Whenever Calum found himself retreating into himself he’d look down at the lone wolf tattoo on his forearm to remind himself to open up a little, to enjoy his pack and welcome new members.
     New apprenticeship applications had been abundant after that, with Calum getting at least three or four hundred applicants whenever he announced that he would be taking on someone new.
    The second apprentice had gotten Calum on his stomach with his shirt off and had began to wipe down a very large expanse of Calum’s practically unmarked back when it was decided that Calum’s apprentices would have to run their final tattoo idea by Calum’s senior artists first.
     Michael voted yes to having a massive dragon on Calum’s back but Calum, Ashton and Luke had vetoed that idea.
     The dragon had been substantially shrunk down to a red and black little reptilian creature on Calum’s shoulder, its tail wrapped protectively around his upper arm. Whenever Calum wore shirts that showed off the intricate, very real looking piece, Michael would always joke and pretend to talk to the dragon which he had since named “lil Sebastian.” Calum had denied this name but that never stopped Michael.
     Calum enjoyed the application process.
     He enjoyed looking at all of the art which he insisted be sent in with a coded system that he didn’t know, that way, he had no idea of the age, gender, ethnicity, or background of any of the applying artists. He wanted to make it fair. He wanted to choose the best because their art was the best, not because of any other possible side reasons.
     The floral piece made him want to know who had drawn it.
     Which was odd. Usually Calum was okay with not knowing. But there was, as Michael had pointed out, something about it.
     Calum took a deep breath, picking up the sheet one last time.
     He wasn’t the type to ever let his heart make decisions for him, but he knew that this choice was backed by his eyes and his mind as well. Whoever this artist was, they had talent, and Calum wanted to be there to take that talent, which was already spectacular, and somehow make it better.
     The decision had been made. Now all that was left was for his receptionist (who for the time being was Ashton since their receptionist was on mat leave) would call the artists.
     It was a Friday, and by Monday, if the artist accepted, his parlour would have a new apprentice, and Calum would once again embark on a year to three year teaching mission that at the end he would have a new tattoo and an artist to show for it.
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     Lily waited for the coffee. The long sleeves of her oversized denim were perfect for fidgeting and she took full advantage, rolling the worn fabric between her fingers.
     A strand of blonde hair had fallen loose from the messy bun atop her head, dangling in front of her face, but Lily was too wired and distracted to even notice.
     “Black coffee and a frap for Lily?” the cute barista guy said. Announcing her name was just a formality, the barista had flirted with Lily at the till, he knew who she was and his eyes were bright as he handed her the drinks.
     She offered a small smile before rushing from the shop.
     She’d had a last minute spur of anxiety about showing up to her apprenticeship the first day without anything. She’d rather be on time with coffee than early and empty handed.
     Lily dodged around people on the street, her small frame making it easy, the large black denim flaring out behind her like a flag. She slowed down as she approached the parlour.
     Her palms were sweating and she could feel her heart practically beating out of her chest. She took a few deep breaths. When she’d applied to the apprenticeship she didn’t think she’d actually get in.
     Lily had always loved drawing and somewhere along the way she’d realized that the doodles in the margins of her textbooks could become something more. She’d been accepted to a pretty high end arts school and one of her teachers had brought up tattooing in a class.
     Lily had immersed herself, and a month later, had already given herself a stick and poke but it was nowhere near as pretty as she had wanted it to be.
     She’d become addicted to tattoos.
     By the time she’d finished at the arts school, she’d had numerous tattoos done, all floral, of course.
     Lily had found HoodTats on instagram in her second year and had been following his posts religiously since then. He only ever posted his art which was something she always appreciated, knowing that whenever that notification popped up on her phone, she’d be able to see a new piece from the artist as opposed to pictures non-art related.
     When he announced his apprenticeship reopening, Lily had worked her ass off, but had accepted the fact that she wouldn’t be chosen.
     When she’d gotten a call on Saturday morning and an aussie accent had told her she’d been chosen, Lily had dropped her phone to scream. Scrambling to grab her cell again, she and the man had exchanged a light hearted chuckle, and he’d given her info on what she needed to do. It had seemed so surreal, Lily was shocked she’d even been of sound mind enough to be able to jot down the information on her drawing pad.
     And now there she was, standing in front of the parlour.
     She stood there for a moment, just looking at the doors.
     “You going in or what?” a voice asked.
     Lily jumped, grip tightening on her coffee as she turned to look at the man who was standing next to her. She took in his strong jaw and golden skin, and she wet her lips absentmindedly, “yeah, sorry, I uh… fuck, I’m a little jittery today.”
     He hummed, eyes scanning her too, then he reached out and opened the door to the parlour for her. Lily offered a small smile and walked in, the gorgeous man following her inside.
     “Hey Cal.” the guy at the main desk said, looking up.
     The guy from behind Lily grunted in response, and Lily furrowed her eyebrows, Cal as in-
     “Hey!” the happy blonde grinned, drawing her thoughts away.
     “Hi.” Lily forced a smile, taking a deep breath, “I’m Lily-”
     “Right! The apprentice! You’re early!” the blonde said, “I’m Ashton!” he held out a hand and Lily haphazardly set the coffees down, wiping her hand on her pants to rid of the condensation that had marred her skin from the frappuccino.
     She shook Ashton’s hand, making an awkward face, “sorry, my skin is cold.”
     “No worries, you brought someone a coffee?” he asked.
     “Uh… I figured i should bring something so I bought a frappuccino-”
     “You mean the black coffee is for you?” the guy laughed.
     “Yeah-”
      “Offer Calum the black coffee, trust me.”
     Before Lily could respond a new guy came into the parlour from the back room and he walked over with a grin, “who’s this?” he asked.
     “Calum’s new apprentice.”
     “Lily.” she extended the hand to the pink haired guy.
     “No shit?!” the pink haired man grinned, “fuck, your art is amazing! I’m Michael!”
     He shook her hand aggressively but the light in his eyes told Lily that he was just excited, genuinely excited, to meet her.
     “I saw your florals? Damn, if you ever want a canvas, I have a whole leg that’s free and you can just fuck it up-”
     “Michael you’re scaring her.” Ashton tutted, nudging his friend.
     Michael looked between Ashton and Lily, “no I’m not! I’m not scaring you am I?”
     “You scare everyone.” the gorgeous guy from before had returned, and he leaned his hip against the counter. His leather jacket was gone, revealing a black v neck that was pulled tight against his strong chest. His arms were crossed, biceps bulging, arms littered in tattoos exposed and proud on his beautiful skin.
     “This is Lily, she’s your new apprentice.” Ashton stated.
     Lily’s eyes met Calum and she nearly swore in front of him… again. She’d just said fuck to him outside. To her new boss. She’d said fuck.
     Fuck.
     Calum looked her up and down again, taking in the oversized denim that nearly hid her tiny frame. Her jeans were black and ripped at the knees and her blonde hair was in a messy bun on top of her head, one haphazard strand in front of her face. She had high cheekbones and soft looking lips, eyes that were a molten chocolate brown peered up at him and freckles splattered her cute button nose.
     “So you’re the floral girl.” he said before he could help himself.
     She opened her mouth then shut it, grabbing the black coffee from the counter she held it out for him, “i got this for you.”
     Calum looked at it for a moment then accepted it, turning it over in his hands to look at what was written on the side.
     “Who’s Greg?” he asked.
     “What?”
     He showed her the cup. Written on the side was a phone number,  a heart, and the name Greg. “fuck.” Lily breathed, her eyes widened, “shit, I mean- fuck, not fuck, shit.”
     She hid her face with her hands and all three men grinned at her.
     “We don’t fucking care if you swear sweetheart, just as long as you keep it to a minimum in front of clients.” Michael assured her.
     “So who is Greg.” Ashton asked.
     “He’s the barista I guess. I don’t know, he was flirting with me but I didn’t check the cup.” Lily groaned loudly.
     “So… do you want the number?” Calum asked, offering the cup back to her.
     Lily grabbed the frappuccino, stepping back as she took a sip, shaking her head, “no fucking thank you.”
     Calum tried to stop himself from grinning.
     He liked her already.
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     Calum had to admit, Lily learned fast.
     He found that he only had to show her something once, and just like that, she knew what she was doing. The first week had been kind of rocky. Calum was a quiet guy by nature, and he could tell that it was making Lily anxious, although she never said anything.
     The first day in particular had been interesting.
     Every time she took a sip of her frappuccino, she’d make a face and Calum had found it amusing, until he found out from Ashton after she left that the black coffee that she’d given him had initially been for herself. The poor girl had been so worried about making a good impression that she’d forced down one of those too-sweet coffee monstrosities that Calum, an avid coffee drinker, would not have been caught dead drinking.
     Lily got flustered pretty easily which was endearing to him given the whole edgy look she was rocking like it was nobody's business.
     Wearing almost strictly black clothing that set off the gold of her hair, Calum may have described Lily as goth, but due to her lack of make up, maybe that was the wrong word. She was tiny, Calum always had to look down to meet her eyes, and she tried to hide behind oversized sweatshirts and jackets. She’d roll up the sleeves into large  bunches at her elbows while drawing, and she never seemed to be able to sit like a normal human being.
     Even on a stool, she’d find a way to tuck one leg underneath her, or use something nearby to rest a foot on.
     Calum had always been the type of guy to be quiet and watch, noticing the small things other people wouldn’t notice. Like the way Lily would focus entirely on a drawing, hands almost as steady as Calum’s, but the moment she was done, her long sleeves would be rolled down again and she’d begin to fidget.
     Lily was quiet too. Something Calum appreciated.
     She didn’t ask many questions which Calum enjoyed, but it did concern him a little. As her teacher, he wanted to make sure that he was actually teaching.
     He found himself asking “did that make sense?” or “do you understand?” more than he ever had in his life, always earning a small “yeah” or curt nod.
     He’d also noticed the small dimple, just one, on her left cheek, that would appear rarely but it always made him want to smile back whenever it did.
     Michael spent most of his free time talking to Lily, which Calum enjoyed, he was never one for small talk. Through Michael’s chats with Lily, Calum had learned that Lily had actually gone to art school. She’d been doodling all her life. She adored flowers, only partially because of her name (she wasn’t that pretentious.) But, the discussions were usually limited to art and tattoo related things, which Calum was beginning to find quite dry.
     He wanted to ask questions, but Calum wasn’t the type to pry. He was never appreciative of people asking him unwanted questions and Calum didn’t fancy himself to be a hypocrite.
    Besides, Calum was, in a way (in a lot of ways) her boss. And Calum was never the type to toe the line of professionalism. Which is why, when Michael suggested that Lily grab a drink with them after work, Calum thanked god for his best friend. 
     Lily had agreed and Calum was sure that it was for Michael’s sake, definitely not his own. After all, Calum hadn’t spoken two words together to the girl that weren’t work related.
     Besides, one of Calum’s artists had been traveling for a month and was finally coming home, so it would be a good chance for Lily to meet the guy outside of the parlour.
     Michael spent the entire day ranting about Luke and hyping him up to the point that if he wasn’t a six foot four, curly blonde, rockstar looking, douche bag, then Lily would have been very let down.
     After closing up the parlour, the three walked down the street to the bar. Calum opened the door for them and as they went inside, all of Lily’s expectations were met.
     Luke had already grabbed them a booth, and as they walked in, he leapt to his feet, coming over with open arms. He immediately engulfed Michael in a hug before turning to Lily, “you must be Cal’s new whipping girl!” he grinned, wrapping his arms around her next.
     Lily was small next to Michael and Cal but with Luke? She was absolutely miniscule. So Luke had no issue simply picking her up off the ground in a hug.
     A small squeal left Lily’s lips and everyone laughed.
     “Fuck. You’re not a hugger are you?” Luke asked, setting her back down. His hands went to her shoulders, bending down to meet her eyes as he looked at her with concern.
     “Uh… that was a hug?” she asked, laughing awkwardly.
     Michael laughed, “don’t mind Luke, he’s just a big teddy bear.”
     “Fuck off.” Luke said, shoving at Michael who grinned, throwing his arm over Luke’s shoulders as the two walked back to the table.
     “Wow, fuck Calum then.” Lily said, voice quiet.
     But Calum heard. And Calum laughed, “Luke can be a bit forgetful.”
     “I uh-” Lily flushed red and hid her face with her oversized sleeves, “I didn’t mean for you to hear that.”
     “It’s alright.” Calum assured her.
     “I just… he didn’t even look at you.” Lily stammered, “god, I would be so worried if one of my friends snubbed me like that-”
     “He didn’t snub me.” Calum said a tad too sternly, and it made Lily shut her worried, anxious, stammering mouth. She looked at him with wide eyes and Calum sighed, seeing the hurt in the chocolate brown irises. “Sorry I snapped at you I-”
     “No it’s fine.” her eyes had widened and her hands were up and waving, sort of distracting Calum actually, as she ranted about how she always swore too much and needed to learn not to always say what was on her mind, even if she whispered it and didn’t expect anyone to hear, not that Calum was being nosey, he was standing there anyways so he was definitely not being nosey-
     “Do you drink?” Calum asked, rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably as he looked down at Lily.
     “Are you offering to buy me a drink?” Lily asked.
     Calum stared at her for a moment and that's all it took for Lily to freak out again, getting even redder as she hid her face, “holy fuck! Shit! You see? I have a problem. That was way too flirty. You’re my boss! Wow. I am way too anxious to function, this is such a mess-”
     “I’m going to get you a drink.” Calum stated before she could continue, moving past her to the bar and leaving her standing there wanting to die.
     “What’s the deal with that?” Luke asked, tilting his chin towards where Lily and Calum had just been standing.
     “So the new girl Lily is an anxious little muffin nugget and Cal is…”
     “Cal.” Luke finished for him, making them both laugh, “she’s cute.”
     “Yeah, and just wait till you see her fucking art!” Michael grinned, “she’s talented, just Calum’s type.”
     Lily had managed to contain herself again, walking over to the table where Michael made room for her, “who’s Calum’s type?” she asked.
     “No one-” Michael began to say as Luke stated “you.”
     Lily’s breath caught in her throat as she looked between the two men sitting in the booth. Michael was gaping at Luke but Luke was grinning, attention deliberately entirely focused on Lily.
     “That is very inappropriate Luke.” Michael tutted.
     “Why?”
     “He’s her boss-”
     “Not really.” Luke said.
     “Sort of though.” Michael argued.
     “Eh, is he really though?” Luke narrowed his eyes at Michael.
     Before Michael could answer Calum came back, a Guinness in each hand. He set one down in front of Lily, “hope you like-”
     “Guinness!? My favourite!” Lily smiled.
     “Yeah, figured you like black coffee-”
     “You like black coffee?” Luke made a face at Lily, “wow, you and Cal really are meant to be.”
     “Luke!” Michael screamed.
     “What?!” Luke threw his hands on the air.
     “You left for a month and you have no filter!” Michael shouted.
     “I never had a filter!” Luke pointed out.
     Michael groaned, “fuck, it’s true, you got me there. Damn it.” he turned to look at Lily, “I’m so sorry, Luke’s not used to being around girls.”
     “Yes I am!” Luke insisted, “all the girls love me-”
     “Oh yeah? Then why the fuck are you still single?” Michael asked.
     Lily and Calum both grabbed their drinks in unison, watching Luke and Michael fight.
     “I’m single because a man like me shouldn’t be tied down!” Luke stated.
     “Pfff, sure it has nothing to do with the whole ‘oh I don’t believe in love’ thing?” Michael asked.
     “If you want to talk not believing in love, go fight Calum!” Luke said, motioning towards the silently sitting artist, ��he’s the douchebag who thinks that shit doesn’t exist, not me!”
     All eyes went to Calum.
     He set down his Guinness, tattooed, ring clad fingers sliding along the condensation covered glass, a moment passed, “so is someone going to ask me something or are you all just going to stare at me?”
     “You don’t believe in love?” Lily asked.
     “Well when you put it like that-” Calum sighed.
    “How else would you put it Cal?” Luke smirked.
     He thought about it for a moment then grinned, bringing his drink to his lips, “touche.”
     “How about you flower baby, what’s your vibe on that crazy little thing called love?” Luke asked.
     “‘Flower baby’ I like it!” Michael grinned, turning his gaze to the only girl there.
     “Well that’s a loaded question.” Lily said, shrinking under their gaze.
     “You’re single right?” Michael asked.
     “Michael.” Calum warned.
     “What? I can ask her that sort of thing, I’m not her boss, plus we were all thinking it.” Michael said.
     “Michael, this is bordering sexual harassment.” Calum stated, “Lily if you’re uncomfortable-”
     “I’m always uncomfortable.” she interjected.
     “You don’t have to answer their questions.” he told her.
     Lily took a deep breath, “no, I should try to not be so shy all the time.”
     “Good for you, cheers to that.” Luke said, lifting the bottle of beer he’d had since before they’d arrived, “so tell us all your secrets.”
     “My money’s on single.” Michael stated.
     “Why?” Lily laughed.
     “Cuz if you had a boyfriend there’s no way in hell he wouldn’t have already come to the shop to check us out and make sure none of us are threats.” Michael answered.
     “And then, he’d show up and fight Calum-” Luke continued.
     “Can you both leave me out of this?” Calum interjected.
     “But Cal-”
     “Maybe just stop saying my name how about that?” Calum sighed.
     Luke groaned loudly, “you’re lame.”
     “So you two are friends right?” Lily asked.
     “Yeah, why do you ask?” Luke said, taking a sip of his beer.
     Lily grinned and Michael laughed, “they have a very complicated relationship.” he assured her.
     “Your mom and I have a complicated relationship.” Luke quipped.
     “How long have you been here buddy?” Michael asked.
     “A while.”
     “How much have you had to drink?”
     “A lot.”
     Michael groaned, “man, I haven’t even had a beer yet and I’m already going to have to take you home aren’t I?”
     “I’m fine.” Luke laughed.
     “That’s your awkward ‘I’m totally not fine’ laugh.” Michael sighed, “okay man, lets go.”
     “But we can’t leave Cal and the flower child.” Luke groaned.
     “I’m sure they’ll be fine.” Michael said, pulling Luke to his feet.
     “But I like flower girl.” Luke whined.
     “And you’ll see her at work on Monday when you’re sober.” Michael pointed out.
     “Promise?” Luke asked.
     “Promise.” Michael said, Luke finally allowing himself to be dragged closer to the door, he turned back and looked at Calum and Lily who were both watching him, “tell them to use protection Michael, we don’t need a tattoo parlour baby.”
     “I’m sure they’ll be fine.”
     Luke was not satisfied with this answer, turning to look at Cal and Lily he screamed “use protection!” and half the bar turned to look at the two still sitting in the booth.
     Lily flushed immediately and Calum sighed, “we can just finish our drinks and go.” he suggested.
     Lily took a sip of her Guinness, “eager to get rid of me?” she asked.
     Calum’s grip tightened on his glass, “look, this was probably a mistake, I’m your teacher and this feels inappropriate, especially with how Michael and Luke have been acting-”
     “Have you taken your other apprentices out for drinks before?”
     “Yeah-”
     “So it’s because I’m a girl.” Lily stated.
     Calum groaned. He was not a sexist guy. He wasn’t. Which is why he even did applications blind, so that he wouldn’t treat people differently. And now here he was, treating his apprentice differently because she was a woman. A cute woman. Fuck.
     “Shit.” Calum said, “I feel like such a jackass.”
     “Is it…” Lily sighed.
     “Is it what?”
     Lily covered her face in her hands, “fuck, now I’m making this awkward.” she peeked at Calum, “I’m going to just say it and we can pretend it never happened, we should pretend this whole night didn’t happen to be honest, like, I don’t know what the fuck has come over me today but… Luke and Michael are throwing me off big time, and, shit, is it… is it because I’m your type? Is that why you’re being so weird? Like, Michael said you’re a quiet guy but this feels more personal you know?”
     “I’m just… i haven't had a female apprentice before and I guess I’m not used to it.” Calum studied her and then realized that he’d pretty much just stated that she wasn’t his type, which was a lie, and if there was one thing Calum Hood wasn’t, it was a liar, “not that you’re not my type, you are, I mean, shit, I’m your boss, sort of, and being professional is kinda my thing-”
     “You’re very professional.” Lily assured him.
     “I just bought you a beer, probably shouldn’t have done that-”
     “I won’t tell the head of the tattooist apprenticeship board or whatever if you don’t.” Lily sighed, “Look. don’t treat me differently. I don’t want this to be so awkward, i want to be friends, after all, when this is all over i will legitimately be putting a tattoo of my choosing on your body so we should be friends don’t you think?”
     “I just don’t want to make you uncomfortable-” Calum winced.
     “If you do, I’ll tell you, how about that?” she asked.
     He considered it, “deal.”
     They finished their Guinnesses quickly, standing and walking to the entryway to the bar, “well, how far from here do you live?” Calum asked.
     “A little ways away, why?”
     “I mean, should I offer to walk you home?” Calum tested.
     “Would you offer that to your other apprentices?”
     “Probably not.”
     “Then no.”
     “Okay well uh… get home safe then yeah?”
     “Will do. I’m a big girl.” Lily grimaced immediately, “wow that sounded so weird. I’ll uh… I’ll see you at work on Monday.”
     “Yeah.”
     Calum almost went in for a hug. His brain was so frazzled. Whenever he took a girl out to a bar they were usually on a date and normally, if he wasn’t interested in taking them home, he’d give them a hug just to say ‘goodbye, never gonna call you again.’
     Lily also awkwardly looked like she was about to go in for a hug and they both kind of stumbled awkwardly until Lily thrust out her hand and Calum laughed, shaking it, “uh, have a good night.”
     “You too.”
     As they both turned and went opposite ways down the street they were both cringing. It was very obvious to them that she was his apprentice and they were two weeks into an apprenticeship that could take more than two years.
     They were fucked.
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     On Monday, Lily and Calum showed up to work fully intending to stay true to their agreement to forget the awkwardness of Friday ever happened, and have Calum treat her like every other apprentice he’d had.
     After a bit of small talk with Luke, Michael and Ashton, Calum’s first client arrived and he called Lily over to watch. Calum was very focused when he tattooed, staying completely silent as he worked, which left it up to Lily to make conversation with the clients.
     Calum enjoyed listening to Lily chat with clients. She was always so anxious around him, but she relaxed a little bit more around other people. She almost seemed easy going, and if Cal didn’t know her, he would have even gone as far to describe her as an extrovert.
     She’d make a great tattoo artist. Always calming down and distracting clients.
     Calum almost began getting critical of himself because damn, did he not talk enough with clients? No one had ever complained before so Calum pushed the thought aside. 
     Calum realized that if he simply didn’t look at Lily, he could teach her better, not get distracted by her pretty freckles or her gorgeous brown eyes-
     It worked for a week.
     But because it worked, Lily got more comfortable.
     It had been a full month when Lily finally got so comfortable that she took off her oversized, black denim jacket for the first time.
     It was getting hotter outside, summer quickly approaching, and Lily was wearing a black tank top that exposed her arms and shoulders. As she slipped the the denim off and put it on a chair, Calum’s breath caught in his throat. Delicate tattoos littered the skin from elbow to shoulder, two beautiful half sleeves that he had no idea she’d had.
     In classic Lily fashion, the tattoos were all black.
     As Calum studied them he realized, “wait, did you… did you tattoo some of these onto yourself?” the art was undeniably Lily.
     Lily’s skin flushed, “yeah, iI uh… I bought a tattoo gun a while ago and figured I’d test it on myself.”
     “So that’s why your lines are so good already, you’ve literally been practicing on yourself.” Calum would have laughed if it wasn’t so hard core.
     “Yeah.” Lily laughed, “I mean, I think they turned out alright.” she looked down at the flowers on her left arm, “the ones on this side are better because I’m right handed, I practiced with my left for ages with paper but it just wasn’t the same so only this peony is mine,” she motioned to a small, delicate flower on her right arm, “everything else was done by other artists I’ve been into for a while.”
     Calum recognized the artwork on her right arm, “that was done by Cole.” Cole had been his second apprentice.
     “Yeah, he managed to convince me to get a full half sleeve from him so this is all his.”
     “Sounds like Cole.” Calum grinned, pulling up the sleeve of his shirt to the shoulder to show her the dragon, “he gave me this one, originally he wanted to take up my whole back but I had to draw the line with that one.”
     “Yeah, he wanted my whole arm but I told him just above the elbow.”
     “Would you ever get your forearms done?”
     “Hmm, probably not, but I have an idea for my thigh-” before she could go into more details, Calum’s client arrived and the conversation was cut short.
     That day was particularly difficult. Calum just wanted to gawk at her tattoos. She had been a ten before but now? Wow. Calum had a thing for tattoos and the whole thing about Lily tattooing herself was… well, Calum’s pants were getting a bit tight just thinking about it.
     It was around one o'clock when Ashton got a cancelation call from one of Calum’s clients. Calum didn’t mind, there was a deposit for half the cost anyways and it meant he had an hour of free time. Calum sent Ashton for lunch which meant he and Lily were manning the reception desk.
     Lily was drawing flowers while Calum watched. He didn’t have any floral tattoos and he had been curious from day one what they would look like on his skin. “Do you want to try drawing that on me?” he suggested.
     “Uh… are you sure?” Lily asked.
     “Yeah, you need practice drawing on people, last time you did, the woman said your hands were cold after.” Calum pointed out.
     “Shit.” Lily immediately put down her pencil and began rubbing her palms together to warm them up.
     “Here.” Calum handed her a black sharpie.
     “Do you want a floral tattoo?”
     “I’ve never wanted one before but... I dunno, your flowers are really nice.”
     “Thanks.” Lily flushed, “so your forearm?”
     Calum arms were pretty tatted as it was but his left was more covered than his right so he offered up the arm, gesturing to medium sized unmarked patch, “yeah, probably here.”
     “Any flowers in specific?” she asked.
     “What’s your specialty?”
     Lily chuckled, looking up at him for a moment as she twirled the sharpie between her fingers, “a lily. But I do a great chrysanthemum or peony.”
     “I only know what lilies look like so surprise me with one of the other ones.” Calum said. He liked surprises.
     “Well I showed you my peony so-”
     “So the other one.”
     “A chrysanthemum.”
     “Yeah. That.”
     Lily took Calum’s offered arm, putting it on the table as she took the top off of the sharpie. “Free handing is okay?” she clarified.
     “Go for it.” Calum said, watching as she too the first swipe of black ink over his arm.
     “So you mentioned earlier you had an idea for your thigh?”
     “Yeah, I was thinking of getting a few big chrysanthemums actually, but I haven’t found anyone who can draw them right.” Lily explained.
     “Why don’t you just do it yourself.” Calum teased.
     “Cuz it would hurt like a bitch.” Lily answered, “oh, you were joking.”
     “A little.”
     He watched her drawing the petals, “you know, not to rain on your parade or anything but I feel like I could probably draw a… whatever flower that is.”
     “Chrysanthemum.”
    “You know maybe if you wrote that down I’d be able to pronounce it.”
     Lily grinned. She made it look so easy and Calum studied how she drew each delicate petal. Calum Hood didn’t do flowers, but there was something endearing about how delicate and deliberate each petal was.
     After a few minutes she finished, “there. What do you think?”
     It did look really good. And again, Calum Hood did not do floral. “yeah.”
     He pulled out his art pad and began to try to copy her work and Lily watched, “more curve here and here.” she said, correcting his lines.
     Calum grinned, “so the student becomes the teacher.”
      Lily flushed, “well, I mean, it’s always been a dream to have you tattoo me, which sounds way awkward saying that out loud but you don’t do floral.”
     “I’m doing floral now.” Calum pointed out.
     “Still not curved enough.” Lily corrected another petal.
     Calum groaned, pulling out another piece of paper to draw a new flower. As he drew, Lily only corrected it twice, and on the third drawing, not at all. Calum held up the paper smugly.
     “It looks great.” Lily said.
     “So you’ll let me tattoo it on you.”
     “Uh…” Lily laughed awkwardly, “I mean, you drew one but I’m going for something a little bigger-”
      No one had ever turned down a tattoo from Calum Hood, it was a challenge and Calum liked challenges, “how about this, by the end of the week if I can free hand a bunch of these flowers-”
     “Chrysanthemums.”
     “If I can freehand a bunch of these cruh-san-the-memes-”
     “Nice try.”
     Calum groaned loudly, “if I can draw them and you like them you’ll let me tat you.”
     “Aren’t I supposed to be the one tatting you when this is all over?” Lily asked.
     “Are you seriously going to turn down a tattoo from me?” Calum laughed.
     Lily considered it, “fine, but I’m not going to say yes just because you’re you.”
     “Fine.”
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     In secret, Calum spent an embarrassingly copious amount of time looking at pictures of chrysanthemums online. He’d even trained on how to say ‘chrysanthemum.’ He’d drawn so many god damned flowers over the week that it almost annoyed him that he actually enjoyed drawing them.
     On Friday morning, Calum showed up to work with with his top three ideas. He was anxious his entire first client, wanting time to show Lily his work and see if she liked them. As soon as the man had paid and left, Calum took out the art to show Lily.
     “Okay, what do you think?” he asked.
     He was never worried about what people thought of his work.
     People always adored his designs. Hell, people flew in from all over the world to let him free hand an original design on their body to be permanently inked forever.
     Lily scanned the flowers, “wow, these look super real, did you look them up?”
     “No.” Calum said immediately.
     Lily smiled and Calum knew that she knew he was lying.
     She looked at one of the sketches, “this one is so pretty.”
     It was one of the bigger ones but Calum supposed that's what she’d asked for, “so… you’ll let me tattoo you?”
     Having Calum tattoo her had been a dream for years so of course Lily knew she was about to say yes. Especially since she had wanted something outside of his comfort zone and it was obvious that he’d put a lot of effort into making something she’d like. It was making Lily’s heart beat faster and she nodded, “you can tattoo me.”
     Calum’s eyes lit up, “great, after work?”
     “After work?”
     “Yeah.”
     “That’s kind of sudden isn’t it?”
     “Well, I mean, if you want another time-”
     “No, after work… works.” Lily said, giggling awkwardly, “I don’t have cash on me-”
     Calum’s eyebrows furrowed, “I’m not charging you.”
     “You have to charge me.”
     “No I don’t.” Calum insisted.
     “Cal, I know how much people pay for your tattoos.” Lily sighed.
     “It’s on the house.”
     Before Lily could argue further, Calum’s next client showed up.
     The next six hours were busy, with Lily and Cal speaking barely two words to each other. Lily’s adrenaline was pumping. She always got excited before a tattoo and this was exciting. More exciting than she wanted to admit.
     As the clock ticked down to closing, Lily got more and more fidgety.
     It was just her and Cal left in the shop, not that she spent much time with the other artists since she stayed glued to Calum’s side, watching him work, all day every day.
     After collecting payment from the last client, Cal turned off the open sign, walking back to Lily, “you still want the tat?”
     “Yeah.”
     “Okay, you get ready and I’ll grab the shit.” Calum walked to his work space in the back corner of the shop.
     Lily followed, taking a deep breath before she began to unbutton her pants.
     “You still sure on the-” Calum turned and his voice trailed off, “placement?” his eyes went to where Lily was unzipping her jeans and pushing them down. Lily felt awkward but when did she not? Plus, Calum had tattooed many people in his life so this wouldn’t be much different.
     Calum’s breath was caught in his throat as his eyes traced over the black lacy panties she was wearing.
     “So I’m thinking here.” Lily said, motioning to her upper thigh, “I want it to curve in just a little inner.”
     “Right.” Cal coughed, “let me draw it on and if you don’t like it we can move it-”
     “Calum, I know the drill.”
     “Right.” Calum grabbed his sharpie as Lily kicked off her shoes and pants, taking off her jacket and rolling up her shirt a little. Calum returned and got onto his knees, looking up at Lily one last time, “ready?”
     “You’re just drawing it, this isn’t even the hard part.”
     Calum nodded, “so under the underwear line or-”
     Lily flushed, pulling up her panties a little, “just under the hip bone.”
     The sharpie pressed against her skin and Lily tried to look anywhere but at the gorgeous tattooed man on his knees between her bare legs.
     Calum was right handed and working on her left leg, so to steady her, he had to place his other hand on the inside of her leg, delicately moving the skin a little when necessary. His fingers on her bare flesh was making Lily dizzy.
     Calum traced the lines across her thigh, trying to focus all his attention on working and not on how pretty her skin was. And how close he was to-
     “So you must see women half naked all the time right?” Lily asked.
     “Yeah.” Calum said.
     “What’s the nudest you’ve ever done?”
     “This one girl wanted something on her pubic bone which I told her was a bad idea but she really wanted it, we were in a back room for privacy and when I came in she was completely naked-”
     “Then what happened?”
     “Well, I gave her something to cover herself up and she was super awkward the whole time.”
     “I can imagine.” Lily laughed.
     She could feel his breath on her inner thigh and Lily’s skin involuntarily broke out in goosebumps, “you cold?” Calum asked.
     “Yeah but it’s fine.” Lily lied.
     Calum hummed and continued working until the drawing was done, “okay, go look in the mirror.” he said, standing up and following Lily to see if she liked it.
     Her eyes scanned over it and Calum waited patiently, arms crossed over his chest.
     “It’s beautiful.” Lily breathed.
     “Chrysanthemums are beautiful.”
     “How long did it take for you to figure out how to say chrysanthemums?”
     “Too long.” Calum admitted.
     “Okay, lets do it. You’ll get the basic lines done today and then shading after work on Monday or something?”
     “Do you want to split it up into two parts?” Calum asked.
     “Don’t you think this will take a while if you try to do it all today?”
     “Yeah.”
     “I figured you might have plans tonight-”
      “Why?”
     “Well, its a Friday night.” Lily pointed out.
     “So?”
     “So maybe you have a date? I don’t know-”
     “Do you have a date?”
     “No-”
     “Great, so let’s do this all tonight.” Calum stated, “we can order take out half way through or some shit, or after, it's up to you.”
     “Take out after sounds good, there’s this place down the street with amazing-”
     “Shawarma, fuck, love that place.”
      “Me too.” Lily grinned, “okay, I’ll sit down then.”
     She got onto the chair and set herself up so Calum could access her inner thigh while Calum pulled on some gloves, sat on his stool, and picked up the tattoo gun.
     Lily looked at the ceiling as the sound of buzzing began.
     The first feeling of the needle piercing her skin made her sigh and Calum smirked, “you good?”
     “I uh… kind of like the pain, that sounds wild, shit, I didn’t mean it in like a sexual way or anything-” Lily began to stammer.
     “No, I like it too.” Calum said, cutting her off.
     Lily wanted to distract herself from the flush that she knew was creeping over her skin, and It was going to take a while so she pulled out her phone, “can we listen to music?”
     “Go for it.” Calum said, focusing on his lines. He didn’t talk during tats anyways so music always helped.
     Some old rock music began to play from Lily’s phone and Calum smirked, “nirvana.”
     “You like Nirvana?” Lily asked.
     “All the old stuff is great.” Calum said.
     “Nine inch nails is pretty good, Nirvana, Guns and roses-”
     “Where have you been all my life.” Calum teased.
     Lily smiled, a tingly feeling in her stomach almost distracting from the needle.
     A particularly sensitive spot made Lily grab at the side of the chair and Calum noticed. His jaw clenched. Pain was part of tattooing and he never felt bad about it but there was something about Lily being in pain and him being the direct cause, even though it was his job, that was hurting him.
     “Deep breaths sweetheart.” Calum said before he could help himself, the term of endearment slipping out before he could stop it.
     Lily sighed, “can you distract me?”
     “The music isn’t distracting enough?” he asked.
     “Not really.” Lily winced, “shit, why did I think the inner thigh was a good idea? I knew it would hurt like a bitch-”
     “It will look great.” Calum assured her.
     “It will.” Lily agreed.
     She could feel his breath again and she tried to focus on that but as she felt the butterflies in her stomach, she realized maybe that was not the best idea. Having him so close to her, just inches away from where she was positive he could just bury his mouth and send her over the edge in seconds-
     “What the fuck?!”
     Calum pulled the tattoo gun away, looking at Michael who had just entered the shop, “Michael! Jesus fuck man you can’t just be surprising people who are in the middle of giving tattoos!”
     “Shit, sorry,” Michael apologize, “it just… it looked like you two were… well, Calum it looked like you were-”
     “Michael. Don’t say it.” Calum warned.
     They all knew what he was implying.
     “I’m going to continue alright?” Calum asked, drawing Lily’s eyes to his. She nodded.
     He started up the gun again and pressed it to her skin, again Lily winced and Michael walked over. “That looks sick already.” he stated.
     “Hold her hand.” Calum instructed.
     “What?”
     “Hold her fucking hand.” Calum said again.
     Michael reached out and took Lily’s hand which she immediately squeezed. “So Cal, flowers, since when did you start doing flowers?”
     “It’s what she wanted.” Calum answered.
     “I just didn’t know you were a fan of flowers.”
     “Chrysanthemums are dope Mike.” Calum said.
     “You’re wild.” Michael laughed.
     Michael pulled up a chair and sat with the two of them for the next three hours, successfully distracting Lily while Calum worked quietly. It was nice to listen to Michael talk because Calum could feel himself straining against his pants and he needed a turn off, like Michael’s voice.
     Calum was finishing up when Michael had to go, once again leaving Lily and Calum alone.
     “So do you have a skirt or something?” Calum asked.
     “No?”
     “Oh.”
     “Girls don’t just carry around skirts.”
     “Right.”
     “I mean, you’re going to be really sensitive and your jeans might hurt-”
     “Fuck. How come I didn’t think of that? I’m such a shit tattooist.” Lily groaned.
     Calum wiped her skin to get the remaining ink away, cleaning the area, “let me put the bandage on then I might have a shirt in the back you can wear as a dress because you’re small.”
     Lily stayed quiet as Calum smoothed the see through bandage over her skin. He stood up and went to the back, returning a minute later with a shirt that he handed to Lily, “here.”
     She looked at it, “Zeppelin, you have good taste.”
     Lily stood up on wonky legs, grabbing the hem of her shirt as she lifted it over her head. Calum looked away but the brief glimpse of a matching black lace bra made his breath catch again.
     “Okay, I’m decent.” Lily said in a quiet voice.
     Calum looked at the way the shirt hung like a dress down to her mid thigh. She looked adorable slipping on her adidas. She could make any outfit work.
     “Still hungry?” she asked.
     “Yeah.”
     “You’re sure I can’t force you to take money for this?” Lily sighed.
     “No way. How do you feel?”
     “It hurts a little but you were right about not having the added pressure of jeans.” Lily said, “so… let me grab my stuff then we can get food.”
     Calum cleaned up the station while Lily put all her clothes into her bag, taking one look at the tattoo in the mirror and admiring his handy work. She couldn’t wait till she could take off the bandage and see it clearly but she knew it was beautiful.
     Calum met her at the front of the shop and locked up. The night was warm, the first breath of summer having swept over the city that day, lingering in the air.
     They walked in silence down the street to the shawarma place.
     They both ordered the same thing, once again proving how much they had in common. When Calum pulled out his wallet, Lily thrust a twenty at the man at the till, “I’m paying for all of it.” she stated.
     “Don’t take her money-” Calum warned the guy.
     But Lily glared him down, “sorry man.” the vender said, taking the twenty.
     Calum sighed and the two of them waited for their wraps to be made. When handed the warm food, Lily stated: “there’s a park close by and we could sit on a bench and eat or something.”
     “Good idea.” Calum said.
     They began to eat their wraps as they walked, staying mostly quiet but Lily was oddly okay with that. She usually got fidgety with silence and at first, that had applied to Calum, but sometime in the past little while, the awkwardness that usually came with lack of conversation had disappeared.
     They sat on the park bench and ate, chatting a little. Easy conversation about apprenticeships. Calum was confident that Lily wouldn’t need as long as the others had which made Lily’s heart race. “You’re really talented.” he assured her, “wouldn’t surprise me if you’d be good to go in under a year actually.”
     “I didn’t realize you could just choose how long the apprenticeship is.”
      “Well, I mean, usually there are rules, but I think at the end of the day it’s based on my decision. And I could offer you a job at the parlour so that way, its sort of still like an apprenticeship.”
     “You’d hire me? Just like that?” Lily asked.
     “You’re really good Lily.” he stated, “I knew it the second I saw your application. And so did Michael.”
     They chatted about how he got into tattooing.
     They chatted until it began to get cold and Lily began to shiver. She pulled out her large denim jacket and seeing her in two things that were way too large was almost too much for Calum in some odd way.
     He tried not to look at her but it was very difficult.
     Especially her legs. God, he adored her legs already.
     “So I should get going.” Lily said when it got to be around ten.
     “Yeah me too.” Calum said as they both stood.
     Again, there was an awkward moment of whether or not they should hug.
     Calum’s self control disappeared as he wrapped his arms around the smaller artist, pulling her against his chest. She hugged back, cheek pressed against his front for a moment before they both pulled away, “get home safe.” he said, voice low and crackly as he cleared his throat.
     “I will.”
     They turned and went their separate ways with smiles on their faces.
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     On Monday, Lily walked into the shop with a short little leather skirt that, once again, had Calum’s pants getting insanely tight. She breezed in with a smile and a wave to Ashton and Michael who were gawking at her from the reception desk, walking straight to Calum. “So I took the bandage off!” she grinned.
     “Let’s see.” Calum said, scooting forward on his stool with a smile. And then, Lily simply lifted up her skirt, completely flashing him a new, adorable, red and black lace thong that took Calum’s attention a moment too long before he had to force his eyes to the tattoo.
     “How’s your aftercare?” he asked.
     Lily rolled her eyes, “my aftercare is on point Hood.”
     He chuckled, “stop flashing me.”
     “Fuck, right.” Lily pulled down her skirt, red spreading over her delicate collar bones.
     The first few hours were insanely difficult for Calum. It was like every spare moment, his brain would think about those god damned lacy panties.
     Instead of taking a lunch break, Lily went up front with Ashton. Calum’s gaze was on her, watching them chat.  He didn’t even notice Luke pull his chair over to be next to Calum as Calum waited for his next client.
     “So you shouldn’t be looking because in a way, you’re her boss but I can look for you.” Luke stated.
     Calum rolled his eyes but tore his gaze away, knowing Luke was right about some things and unfortunately this was one of them.
     He had to be professional.
     He had to be.
     Another week passed and Calum managed to keep his eyes away from the gorgeous blonde and her little skirts. He was almost too good at keeping it professional and his friends noticed.
     Luke, Ashton and Michael were at a bar after work when Michael brought it up, “so we need to do something about Lily and Cal.”
     “What do you mean?” Luke asked.
     “They need to fuck.” Michael stated, “like, I can’t focus with all the sexual tension.”
     “Cal won’t act on it.” Ashton said, and they all knew he was right.
     Michael groaned, “fuck, I know, we need to make him act on it.”
     “How?” Luke laughed.
     And that's how Michael's mission began.
     His plans were never good.
     He took Lily and Cal to a bar then excused himself to go to the bathroom ten minutes in.
     He never came back.
     Calum had sighed when it became obvious Michael had dipped out, coming up with the only thing he could think of to talk about, “so… netflix.”
     Turned out they were both horror movie fans and they’d sat and chatted and agreed about everything for two hours before Calum finally suggested they head out, it was obvious that the yawning girl in front of him was tired from her long day at work.
     Calum caught onto Michael’s plan pretty fast and Michael spent many hours coming up with new ways to get Lily and Cal together outside of work.
     It was another month before Michael suggested that he needed a workout buddy.
     Calum had cocked an eyebrow at him, “you want to work out?”
     “Yeah.” Michael tried to sound excited about it but it lacked conviction, “hey, Lily, do you work out?”
     “I go for a run every now and again.” she answered, focusing on her drawing.
     “A run! That sounds…” for a moment he looked like he was going to try to be enthusiastic but then he broke, “I mean it sounds like torture but I need one I think.”
     “Thats something I’d like to see.” Calum chuckled.
     “We should all go for a run.”
     “I’m in.” Lily said absentmindedly.
     Calum’s gaze flickered to her then to Michael who was waiting expectantly. He knew it was another ploy but he couldn’t pass up the opportunity to see Michael in workout gear. “Fine, I’ll come too.”
     “Great! Sunday morning?”
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     Michael did not show up on Sunday morning. He sent a text saying he’d meet the pair half way through their run at the park and that they should go without him.
     It was a beautiful morning. The day promised to be hot but the morning was cool, sun shining against the morning dew on the grass.
     The two began to jog and stayed quiet as they ran.
     It wasn’t a surprise when Michael didn’t show up at the halfway mark.
     In fact, neither of them even noticed.
     As the morning began to get warmer, they were both sweating and Calum finally suggested they stop. LIly collapsed onto a park bench pulling out her water bottle as Calum took off his shirt that was practically soaked.
     He groaned at the feel of the air on his newly revealed skin and Lily nearly choked on her water at his gorgeous chest which was covered in tattoos, and perfectly muscular.
     “Your tattoos-” she began.
     Calum looked down at her, “you like them?”
     “They’re beautiful, can… can I-” she began to ask awkwardly.
     “Yeah, look as much as you want.” he stepped forward so he could be closer, giving her a better view as she began with the tattoos just under his collar bones.
     He explained each one as she went down, watching her focus completely on the black marks that littered his skin.
     By the time she got to his abdomen, Lily was surprised she wasn’t drooling. Completely bewitched by each tattoo and the story that came with it.
     There was one particular tattoo, just above the waistband of his shorts, and it was so delicately intricate and beautiful, she couldn’t even help herself as she reached out and brushed her fingers against his skin.
     His abs immediately flexed, Calum having not expected her prying digits, Lily pulled away immediately, “oh my god I’m so sorry-”
     “It’s fine.” Calum assured her, knowing another anxiety ridden stammering rant was coming on, “I just wasn’t expecting that.”
     She was already blushing like crazy and Calum was sure it wasn’t from being hot from the run, “hey, would you look at the time!” Lily said, pulling out her phone, “I have places to be.”
     “Yeah me too.” Calum lied.
     “Well! Nice run!” Lily stood abruptly. There was no awkward move for a hug, they both simply turned opposite ways and ran.
     Lily’s heart was racing in her chest. She hadn’t meant to touch him, she just hadn’t been able to help herself. God. He was so fucking hot. She couldn’t even deal with it anymore.
     She’d had recurring dreams for over a week of having Calum between her legs like when he was giving her the tattoo, but in her dreams he always had a very different reason for being there.
     Likewise, Calum had been so god damned close to letting her explore him with her hands. Her fingers had felt so good. It was insane that her touch had brought electricity coursing through his body like nothing, even the sting of a tattoo gun, had ever done before.
     As soon as Calum got home he ran a cold shower, letting the water run over his body but even the shock of the temperature couldn’t distract him. He was in deep already, and he knew it.
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     The others all watched as Lily and Calum interacted the next day.
     “The sexual tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife.” Ashton pointed out.
     “Do you think anything happened?” Luke asked, taking a bite out of his cucumber.
     “I am one hundred percent confident my plan worked.” Michael stated.
     “You wanna put money on it?” Luke grinned.
     “Fuck yeah, twenty bucks says they fucked.” Michael scoffed.
     “Deal.” Luke pushed off of the reception table and walked towards Cal and Lily who were going over the client list for the day. “Cal, I need to ask you something.” he said.
     “Go for it.” Calum said, not even looking up.
     “Privately.”
     Calum sighed, standing and following Luke to the reception desk, “what do you want?”
     “We want to know if you finally made a move yesterday.” Luke whispered.
     “Fuck are you guys serious?!” Calum groaned, “I am not talking about this.”
     He turned and walked back to Lily.
     “You owe me twenty.” Luke stated.
     “What? No I don’t!” Michael screamed.
     “Nothing happened. He’s all wound up still. Nothing happened.”
     “He’s got you there.” Ashton pointed out.
     “Whose side are you even on you traitor?” Michael glared at Ashton while pulling out his wallet. He handed Luke a twenty.
      It had to be, by far, the hardest day for Calum (in more ways than one.)
     All he could think about was getting her fingers on his skin again.
     He managed to get through most of the day but as the others cleared out until it was just him and Lily, once again, he was in a tough situation.
     His last client listened to music with earphones the whole tattoo, leaving Calum and Lily to silence.
     He was hyper aware of her as she watched him do the more difficult shading.
     He let her wipe away the excess ink and put on the bandage, “you deal with this, I’ll be in the back, there’s a room that needs to be cleaned-”
     “The private room? Michael cleaned it after he did that girls tit tattoo.”
     “Like I said, it needs to be cleaned a little more.” Calum said.
     She watched him go into the back and took the client to the front, taking his payment. The guy left and she locked the front door, turning off the open sign before going to find Calum in the back.
     She found him in the private room, standing tall as he wiped down a table. She could only see his back but damn was it a pretty back.
     Her heart was thundering in her chest.
     She knew what she wanted.
     And the logical part of Lily told her that he wanted it too, but the anxious little nugget side wondered ‘what if he doesn’t and you’re about to straight up try to get  in your boss’s pants?’
     It was a risk.
     And Lily did not take risks.
     But shit, she couldn’t help herself anymore.
     Calum set down the cloth and turned to look at Lily, “you’re done for the day, you can go home.” he said, arms crossing over his broad chest, the tattoos covering his forearms looking absolutely delicious.
     “Can I show you my tattoo? Its healed so nicely-”
     Calum cocked an eyebrow at her, “go for it.”
     He could see the anxiety written all over her face. And she hadn’t tried to show him the tat in a while which he was almost grateful for. Almost. He wondered where this was going to take them.
     Lily hesitantly lifted up her skirt and Calum stepped closer to get a better look. Before he could help himself he was on his knees and Lily’s breath caught in her throat.
     His fingers brushed over the skin, so lightly that if it wasn’t for the shocks running through her body, she wouldn’t have even been sure if he was making contact.
     “Calum, I need to say something.” she said, shocked at her own voice.
     He hummed, waiting for her to speak.
     “This is going to be the most inappropriate thing I’ve ever said and I’ve said a lot of inappropriate things, fuck, I swear like a trucker half the time, and this is going to fuck me over so bad but I can’t just not say it anymore.” she ranted as Calum stood. At his full height, he towered over her and it distracted her momentarily, loving how he completely dwarfed her. She let out a shaky breath, eyes lingering on his lips momentarily, “fuck.” she cussed.
     Calum smirked, “say what you have to say sweetheart.”
     The pet name made her heart leap in her chest and she wet her lips subconsciously, “this is so unprofessional.” she groaned.
     “Sounds like you have to get it off your chest. And you’re off the clock.” he reminded her.
     “Fuck. I really like you.”
     That was all he needed.
     Calum cupped her face in his hands, pressing his lips to hers. She melted against him, her hands going to the front of his jeans to pull him flush against her. Calum bit down on her lip and Lily moaned loudly into his mouth. Calum was hard in an instant.
     His grip went down to her waist as he pushed her back until she hit the tattooing chair, the impact of her bum against the chair made her groan and Calum’s hands moved farther down, grabbing at the fabric of her leather skirt that he dragged up to her hips, exposing the black panties that had been haunting his dreams since he’d first seen them.
     His mouth was hot and needy against hers, teeth and tongues clashing in a fiery passion as her fingers went to his hair, grabbing at the thick, dark curls. Calum moaned into her mouth from the small twinge of pain, his grip tightening on her thighs as he lifted her and set her onto the chair.
     It was flat, making it easy for him to set her anywhere he liked as he pulled his lips from hers and tore her panties down her legs, shoving them into his back pocket. “Calum.” Lily whimpered, voice needy. His breath wafted over her as he got on his knees on the ground, putting her legs over his shoulders.
     Her fingers tangled in his hair as he studied the tattoo for a moment, pressing a soft kiss to the skin that he had marred forever. It was so hot, for both of them, but Lily was anxiously awaiting his mouth as if her life depended on it.
     “Please.” she said in the neediest voice Calum had ever heard. He nearly groaned at the sound, turning his attention to where she needed him most.
     Calum closed his eyes as he took his first testing lick, wanting to enjoy every moment, every sound, every motion. Calum loved eating girls out, he never got tired of the control, the power, that being between a woman's legs brought him.
     Lily shuddered at the first contact of his tongue against her and all of Calum’s self control that he had been so desperately trying to hold onto went out the window. He put his mouth on her fully, hands gripping her thighs as he sucked her clit into his mouth. A loud moan was music to his ears as he focused on the small bundle of nerves, sucking as hard as he thought she could handle.
     “Jesus fuck.” Lily moaned, tugging at his hair.
     He loved it when she swore.
     He loved being the cause of her swearing.
     He flicked his tongue against her clit and she cried out louder, both of their grips tightening on each other.
     “Fuck Cal I’m gonna-” but she didn’t get to finish her sentence. Calum sucked harder and Lily fell over the edge, moans and whimpers ringing through the small private room as he body convulsed and Calum helped her through it. She was still shuddering when he pulled away, licking his lips as he stood.
     She looked so beautiful, skin flushed, just as he liked it.
     He gingerly pushed the denim jacket from her shoulders and it slipped to the ground, then his fingers went to the hem of her shirt, pulling that off too. Lily’s eyes were still closed, still in a post orgasm haze as he slowly undressed her, taking his time as his fingers brushed over the tattoos on her arms.
     Lily’s eyes fluttered open and Calum enjoyed the beautiful chocolate coloured eyes that looked up at him with lust. Her hands were shaky as she reached out and began to unbuckle his pants.
     Calum pressed his lips to hers, reaching around to unclasp her bra. The second the fabric felt away, the slowness was gone, once more replaced by complete passion and lust as Lily pushed Calum’s pants down fully.
     She grabbed his hard on and Calum moaned loudly into her mouth as she pumped him a few times, “condoms-” he groaned.
     “Birth control.” she stated.
     Calum moaned again, “holy fuck.”
     He took off his shirt while she continued to work his cock with her hands but as soon as the fabric was gone, he grabbed her fingers, tearing them away and instead putting them on his abdomen, on the skin she’d touched the day before.
     He pulled her closer, teasing her entrance with the head of his cock.
     “Please.” she whimpered, one of her hands going up to play with the hair at the nape of his neck, pulling his lips to hers.
     Lily bit down into Calum’s lip and he smirked at the small spasm of pain coursing through his body. He plunged inside of her and Lily moaned, immediately releasing his lip from between her teeth as she gasped into his mouth.
     His hands found her waist, anchoring them both as he began to thrust in and out. His hips were buckling of their own accord, Calum completely enraptured by the small, tattooed, blond sitting on his private tattooing chair.
     He moved his lips to her neck, biting down against the skin as her fingers tightened in his hair, her lips near his ear as she whimpered loudly, biting down on his ear lobe.
     He sucked at her neck, teeth grazing the skin teasingly.
     One of her hands moved to his strong shoulders, nails digging against the skin so hard Calum was sure she would leave marks.
     But, as they both knew, they both enjoyed pain.
     He was getting too close to the edge and he knew it, pulling out of Lily, she whimpered in protest, only to be harshly dragged from the chair and turned around, hips slamming into the soft leather as his hand went to her back, pushing her front so she was flush against the fabric.
     He entered her from behind and they both moaned, the new angle hitting a new spot inside of her that was driving them both insane. His hands on her waist easily moved her body to meet every thrust.
    Calum was completely using her, and she was enjoying every moment.
    A hand wrapped in her blonde hair, tugging so she was standing, back against his chest. His hand moved from her hair to wrap around her front, briefly grabbing her boob and teasing the nipple. Her back arched and she moaned loudly as his hand moved higher still, tattooed fingers wrapping around Lily’s throat.
     Her heart was racing in her chest and with the added pressure on her neck, she was seeing stars. Whiney, high pitched whimpers were leaving her pretty lips and Calum was basking in the noise but fuck, he wanted to engulf them. He wanted to breath her.
     But the chair wouldn’t do. It was hot, but it wouldn’t work.
     This time when Calum pulled out, he dragged the two of them onto the ground, Lily landing on top. She straddled his waist, wasting no time before she sank down on top of him, her hands finding his tattoos chest to anchor herself as she began to move up and down on him.
     His hands went to her waist and he looked up at her in wonder as she found a steady rhythm. Little moans left her mouth as she collapsed forward, lips pressing against Calum’s as one of his hands found her hair.
     The hand on her hip tried tried to assist her, urging for her to move faster. It was amazing, but Calum was getting impatient again, wanting all the power. All the control.
     He flipped them easily and Lily hissed at the cold of the ground on her back but the feeling was immediately forgotten as Calum picked up the fasted rhythm yet.
     Her nails tore into his back and their mouths were close but their lips barely touched as they panted against each other. “Fuck.” Lily said, voice shaky, “I’m gonna cum.”
     “Me too.” Calum moaned, pistoning into her like a wild man. They were both on the edge and one more thrust engulfed Lily, her body fluttering and convulsing around him which made Calum reach his high too.
     He spasmed a little, giving a few more thrusts as their hands tore at each other, mouths hot and pressed together, tongues clashing.
     He slowed down and buried his face in her neck, holding himself over her with his forearms.
     Lily’s fingers traced Calum’s strong shoulders, “wow.” she breathed.
     Calum chuckled, placing one last kiss to her neck before he pulled out and rolled onto the ground next to her.
     They both stared at the ceiling, trying to catch their breaths.
     Calum sat up and Lily got a good look at his back. She’d broken the skin in three places but it looked beautiful.
     Calum groaned, pulling his jeans on. He stood up and buttoned them. Lily appreciated the beautiful man, clad in jeans, looking gorgeous.
     He walked to the sink, grabbing some paper towels. He got on his knees between Lily’s legs and cleaned her up, making sure the tattoo was completely wiped. “Birth control.” he smirked, “fucking love it.”
     Lily laughed, hiding her face with her hands.
     He tossed out the paper towels and came to lie next to her again, pulling her to his side so he could wrap his arm around her.
     “We are so fucked.” Lily groaned.
     Calum laughed.
     They were.
     “So… shawarma?” Lily asked.
     Calum laughed again, “that’s what I was thinking.”
     “Really?” Lily rolled over, hand going to Calum’s chest as she looked up at him.
     “We’re the same person. It’s kind of weird actually.”
     “If we’re the same person, then what am I thinking right now?” Lily asked.
     “You’re thinking that after the schwarma, you should come back to my place and we can trace each others tattoos, go a little slower, and I can make you cum more than just twice.”
     Lily laughed, “We must really be connected.”
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     When Calum and Lily walked into the tattoo parlour the next morning, each with a black, iced coffee, it was obvious what had happened.
     She was even wearing one of his shirts, paired with the same skirt she’d worn the day before.
     There was a mark on her neck.
     “It’s like they’re not even trying to hide it.” Michael mused.
     “He’s so whipped.” Ashton giggled.
     He was.
     The guys waited until they could get Calum alone when Lily went on a lunch break to finally ask Calum what happened.
     “So are you two finally dating or what?” Luke asked blatantly.
     Calum turned to look at them and a flash of pain marred his face momentarily, “uh-”
     “You okay?” Ashton asked with concern.
     Calum’s eyes widened a little and Michael laughed, “did she tear up your back mate?!”
     “She did!” Luke laughed, “she totally did.”
     Calum blushed and everyone's eyes widened.
     Calum Hood never blushed.
     Ashton smirked, “So when’s the wedding?”
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     They spend almost every waking hour together that whole week.
     Then the next.
     Then the next.
     The third week, cuddled in his bed, Duke tucked against Lily’s side, Calum finally asked the question: “want to be my girlfriend?”
     He didn’t do love. But he’d never met a girl like Lily before. The past weeks had made him rethink everything he’d ever known to be true. About love, life, happiness.
     Everything had changed.
     Lily looked up at Calum, finger tracing one of the tattoos on his chest, “yeah.” she said, a smile spreading across her face.
     Calum met her gaze, cupping her face to bring her lips to his.
     He smiled against her lips, “Thank god for your fucking florals.”
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     It was no shock that one month became two and two became three.
     Attached at the hip like twins, always together, they were the perfect fit. It got to a point where it was almost like they knew what the other was thinking.
     Lily was a year into her apprenticeship when Calum announced that it would be her last week. They’d gone out to celebrate, Calum and Lily had even disappeared to the bathroom to celebrate a little in private, much to the dismay of Ashton and Luke, and the glee of Michael.
     Calum didn’t even bother to ask Lily what tattoo she had planned for him. He trusted her completely.
     The day finally came and once the shop closed, everyone sat around with booze while they watched Lily and Calum. “Pick the place baby.” he smiled.
    Lily took his right arm and chose the spot she’d drawn the first chrysanthemum on all those months ago. Calum didn’t look as she drew the pattern, not wanting to ruin the surprise.
     He chatted easily, unflinching, with the guys as the buzz of the gun softly filled the room.
     “How’s it looking Mike?” Calum asked.
     Michael leaned over, looking at Lily’s marks, “looks sick.” Michael grinned.
     A little while longer and Lily was cleaning the skin, “okay, you’re all done.” she stated.
     Calum brought her lips to his for a kiss before looking down at the tattoo.
     He had accepted it would be floral, in fact, he’d been excited about finally having floral.
     And he wasn’t disappointed. In fact, his heart swelled in his chest.
     Two beautiful Chrysanthemums and a Lily. A little, perfect bouquet, just for him.
     “The chrysanthemums so we match-” she began to explain.
      “And the Lily because you’re you.” Calum finished for her. Lily flushed and Calum grinned, “Can’t get rid of you now can I?” he teased, “I love it.”
     And he did.
     But not as much as he loved the woman who had marked his body forever.
     Not as much as he loved his Lily.
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thanatos-nightshade · 7 years
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Rant: Long Post
Have i ever told you guys how much i hate coloring? Cause i do i really do. If i could sketch all day i would but those are a messy. Like my ability goes down as i spend more time on it for the most part. And wanna know what i hate? The thing i draw the most is mostly me. Does that make me conceited? I dunno. Like if i draw other things i use refs a lot and if i go to draw something else i dont know what to draw. I love klance but do i draw it thag much? No. I love lance but aside from when ive read fanfics and shit i dont rlly draw him. I love my ocs but i dont draw them that much either but you go through my sketchbooks and theres a bunch of fanart and then theres me. A lot of mes. Different aus different styles clothinfs posings positions little comics you name it. This has been a worry of mine for a while but i dunno. Today its really gotten to me. Like at least other people have ocs all i have are fucking self insert shit. Fuck me man. But back to coloring i did this one piece a while ago for a friend in like 30 minutes and it was pretty simple and pretty easy and i used a color palette for part of it and like boom bam done but now i dunno like. I draw myself so much and my colors are never consistent and i just see so many mistakes right now but i dont want to leave it a mess. Like goddamn alexis the least you could do is clean it up. But like i dunno. I jist dunno about all this any more. And like my traditional drawings look good but digital sucks ass. Im so tired. I fucking hate this i fucking hate me. God damn. Fuck it yall get this rant post. Have fun with it i dont fucking care i just. I think its just a slump just today a bad day im tired sort of thing but i dunno. Im just literally the epitome of cringy and like i dunno. Like i dont care but at the same time i do a tiny bit like ive got no creative juices and im a little angry at that? But at the same time aside from these self insert shits i do i do have ocs like i have voltron ocs who i dont even have names for yet ive got an entire dark hunters/chronicles of nick spin off self insert story sort of thing i fall back on when i want to daydream. Ive got ocs in there too but do i draw them? Do i flesh them out? No. I did a little to one. His last name keeps changing but his names eric. Ugh whatever. I dunno. I might go to sleep early and come back to this over the weekend or never but like. I dunno i just feel so let down this time. I really wanted to draw. I wanted to create something digitally and i was itching to draw something but i pulled up the program and i doodled a chibi keith and part of a lance as a warm up and then dove into this and i lost everything. Something cute and curvy? Nope i cant fucking do that. Youre lucky if everything turns out anatomically correct or proportionate but will it? Nope cause im a lazy mofo who fucking sucks at this. Uuugh i shouldve warmed up more i shouldve tried more things i shouldnt have even attempted to do this but i actually put effort into this galra oc??? Like i dont know! And then now i just pffftttttt nope. Colors? Eh close enough just fucking fuck me. Im sorry. I actually had a good night maybe its just not good for art. Who knows. Maybe i should sleep early. Maybe its the set up. Who knows. Im sorry i just...i dont know. I just really don't know right now. Ill probably work on cleaning this up and then sleep. Maybe use the palette thing for the background and shit. But i should sleep. I hope you just scrolled past this itsnreallt shitty and not a big deal. But if you did read this uhm thank you and im sorry you had to read that. Ill be ok.
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todokori-kun · 7 years
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Did someone say suffering? SIGN ME UP.
(I think I’ve heard of it before but I have no idea what it’s about other than the fact that there are obviously terrorists involved lol)
Poor Hisoka. So much unnecessary hate.
I have something to recommend real quick too: could you search ‘Hisoka Schwing’ and then ‘Kyousou Requiem’ on youtube? The infamous ‘Schwing’ scene will show you why Hisoka is a trash pile, Kyousou Requiem is Hisoka’s character song from the anime and will show you why sometimes, rarely, Hisoka can be cool (or rather, he has a very nice voice and you can actually enjoy the song. Unless you’re waching the video with English subs. Then you’d probably get too distracted by the lyrics).
The troll side of me is really looking forward to your reaction XD
TYSM again <333
Really? I mean, if you’re ok with me spamming you and ranting about stuff (basically what I always do but still) I’d love to send you more pics.
That sounds really cool :D
Yay :) tbh though I have a weird definition of PG-13 LOL when I’m watching stuff with my sister PG-13 is anything that’s acceptable for her to watch if I cover her eyes at certain points/make sure to talk about things with her, and when I’m watching stuff alone PG-13 is anything that doesn’t have any sexual content (sexual references are ok though) and has no extreme violence/gore. That’s pretty much it XD
I think I read on the site that Rod is recommended as the first route? So maybe I’ll start with him :)
I WILL RESIST (we both know I won’t be able to though. Queen Luna knows my weaknesses.)
Yeah, Riza would be impressed. I think she’d wonder how on earth her idiot son managed to get such a beautiful, sensible young lady to like him LOL
Evans…would probably be a bit less impressed. If Roy managed to prove to me that he’s genuinely in love with the queen, though, I might give in. It depends on what he does though. If he mentions miniskirts or that on hold song I’m throwing him out. Like-
Roy: “LUNA, I THOUGHT YOU SAID SHE WAS SHY AND SWEET”
Luna: *stares at the wild Evans* “Sorry bae, but right now you’re on your own.”
Evans: “Colonel Mustang, you should understand that my anxiety makes me nervous around human beings, not trash.”
Yeah, I remember that 4-Koma Theatre thing XD All of FMA’s extras are pretty hilarious.
Tbh any relationship with Evans involves a LOT of awkward silences and going round in circles until SOMEBODY decides to step in like ‘nah you’re not getting anywhere like that here let me just give you this convenient push so you fall into each other’s arms’
(Also: I recently imagined what it would be like to be Kimblee’s s/o. I don’t know why I did that. It was a terrifying thought.)
Ok, ok, since we seem to talk about shipping each other with fictional characters a lot, I thought I’d leave a list of who I ship you with from various fandoms-
Oreo Cookie
Nishiki, for some weird reason?
Roy
Greedling (I STILL HAVEN’T WRITTEN THE GREED/LUNA HCs. I’LL SEND THOSE IN A SEPERATE MESSAGE)
Lust
Soma and maybe Sebastian? Like he’s way too trashy for the queen but still
Loki
Thor
Maybe Pietro? But he’s dead so ;-;
Jean (from AoT)
Armin
Hange?
I still care about a lot of people (other than Urie there’s Saiko, Nishiki, Kimi, Shuu, Naki, Yomo, Uta(?), Eto, Ui…) but yeah, I’m worried for Urie even if I’m sure he’s not going to die. 
I’m super excited for Ishida to reveal more of Rio/Shikorae’s backstory! He might actually play a bigger role in the plot now? And I really want to know how he ended up like that because his game design looks a lot more ‘normal’, for lack of a better word. Also I don’t think he talked in emojis in the game.
Yeah, tbh I feel sorry for all of them ;-; can Yomo and the rest really kill them/harm them? They’re CHILDREN.
Yep, the sketches are rough and messy because I was just doodling to vent my feelings ^^;; the black sketch does look a bit better than the blue one, though (at least I think so?). I’m glad you liked them :D and yes, they’re suffering. Naomi more than Tatsuo, though. The only way Tatsuo could suffer is if he was unsure of Naomi/Shuu/Mirumo’s safety or if someone cut off his wine supply.
Hm, looking forward to seeing what it’ll change to next time :) this one really is super cute though <3
(btw, an extremely random and maybe slightly creepy question that you don’t have to answer:
What do you do/how do you act when you’re angry?)
Oh yeah, there’s plenty of suffering there. It also has a really good soundtrack! My personal favourite is probably this one: Ís (it has a link so you can listen to it :3 ) Yee, it’s a pretty depressing anime. When i finished it, I stared at ny wall for solid 10 minutes thinking about what I just watches. You also cry a lot while watching it, especially if you’re like me (I never cry at live action movies, but anime het me really easily)
I am scarred for life. Wow. That guy is bigger trash anything I can imagine. Just. That’s so creepy >_< Getting turned on by the thought of fighting a boy that doesn’t look older than 13.  Also, the song is nice, his voice is nice, but then I saw the lyrics. “Your (something) makes me moist.” I don’t even watch the anime, but I am done with him on too many levels already.
I’m scared already… I’m absolutely fine with you sending me more of your drawing! In fact, I’d be more than happy to see them ^^ 
Oh wow, those are interesting definitions of pg-13. I think that pg13 means you can swear once or twice. Tokyo Ghoul has a lot more swears than that XD I’m curious, though, have you ever watched any anime with your sister? If so, which ones? You mentioned her reading kuroshitsuji, minus some arcs, but what about the anime?
Ah, Rod might be a good start (asshole). I hope you enjoy his route ^^ Tell me your impressions after it!  Also, (one last (hopefully)) word of advice, pace yourself. Don’t be like me and finish all the routes in 2 days. That’s too much suffering and emotion packed into 2 days XD
AHAHA WILL YOU THOUGH? 
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After I read that burn, I literally sat here for about 5 minutes, just staring at the screen. 
That was absolutely savage.
Who says the silences have to be awkward? I’m a pretty quiet person, yet whenever my friends are over and we’re silent, it’s never awkward. We just enjoy the silence. 
That’s why you have me huehuehuehue I’ll be your wing(wo)man! 
Honestly, I’d write some Evans/Kimblee headcanons, but I honestly can’t imagine that man in a relationship. I tried, I really tried. 
Ara, that’s a lot!  Funny how you should say Nishiki, since he was actually my favourite, along with Shuu before Urie came along. You know me too well ^^
No, no, there’s honestly no need for that! You’ve already written so so much for me!
Tbh, I feel like one of the rare people in the fandom who don’t like Sebastian. I don’t find him hot, attractive or anything similar. In fact, he’s among the characters I dislike the most XD  Rip pietro. Why did you have to say goodbye?
Hange and I would probably have a more platonic relationship filled with weird experiments and titan research. I’d also participate in giving the titans horrible names just for the lols :P
I’m worries for everyone. Mainly, their mental health. I’m always worried about that when it comes to TG, though.
I wonder what’ll happen with him… Hopefully Ishida does make him a good character ^^
So. Much. Suffering. Well, cut of his wine supply, that’s probably the least suffery thing you can do to him XD
It might stay this character (very likely), change to a character from CP (also likely (help)) or something entirely else. We’ll just have to wait and see ^^ 
When I’m angry, I mostly rant inside my head and… I do schoolwork… Yep, I’m a nerd. It does help me vent, though, because it takes my mind of of things. When I don’t have schoolwork to do, I watch cutesy anime, because those can always make me smile.  I also listen to angsty music sometimes ^^;;
Aaalso, I recently (today) realised how to make proper aesthetic edits! So, uhm, here are some I made! I’d like your opinion on them ^^
((I tried to put 4 put the other 2 wouldn’t load =3= I’ll try to include them in my next answer ^^))
Masquerade ball:
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Blue one ((Actually inspired by you)):
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((Idk if you’ve read this, but the other two decided to load, huzzah!))
Living Legend Ballerina:
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And the one where I decided to be conceited and made one for myself XD
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If you have an idea for a specific character, or something, just say so, because I wanna practice and ideas are welcome!
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