#I wanna be a good leader so bad TTwTT I want them all to have a good time & hopefully we can do more photos in the future!

[manabingu]

I rehearsed World End quite a bit today. I'm hella worried my boss won't give me that Friday off ;--; I already warned Teppong about it. But I didn't know 2 of my coworkers were gonna call out. GAH. WHY YALL??? I REALLY wanted to do some run throughs with him before the competition at 7 on Friday. I hope my boss can let me home extremely early. I'll just have to explain that I have been planning this for months & I am in a duet performance so I need to be there at lear 2 hrs prior to showtime. I might just have to wear my cosplay makeup to work & change into my cosplay/wig at the con :/! -But I want to pat myself on the back for my vocals today because I haven't been this strong in my game in a good while. Though I should practice singing while walking /dancing aroundso I can practice my performance stamina & vocal control. Lowkey I wanna see if I can SPINZAKU sometime during the song xD hahah! I wish I could have recorded my vocals today but gAH. I gave myself a nice surprise sounding really nice today👍🏼. Also the Code Geass marathon has been fun & just really getting me in that mood. Season 1 left me hangin with that cliffhanger & the new characters in Season 2 are really fun. I'm scared for everyone 8) eheh!

I am probably gonna get my Ashford Academy blazer commission in the mail soon too ;u; the kind person who is making it for me is putting lotta love and care into it & I really appreciate it. I was gonna buy a full cosplay back in early November but the sizing charts were so confusing. At least this time I will have it specifically customized for me QuQo!Hopefully my Suzaku wig arrives soon so I can style it. I need em so I can do a full dress rehearsal.

The only things that I recently bought that have arrived in the mail are my Cecil LED green crown, my green gloves, & the Utapri badges for the music video courtesy of Tyrest (gawd I love that mans) QuQ 💖! Today I ordered some maracas for Reiji (cuz they requested it ^u^) And I am currently on the hunt for a plastic tea set for the music video as well as as some mugs maybe. And I need to find some empty boxes to 🎁 wrap and use as props too. There are a few cut scenes I wanna film for the MV. I need to sketch out the "storyboard" . Maybe I can make an lowkey animatic so the guys know what we will be filming, As much as I wanna do the full version of "Shining Star Xmas", I dunno if we can fit EVERYTHING we wanna do in a day (well half a day cuz two members have a meetup with a different group in the morning & I believe a few are doing a panel?) We have 12 characters so creating scenes with everyone will be easy ^_^b! This is my first time managing a cosplay group but they are all so kind and sweet & I want to make sure we all have a good time ^^💚!