#I tired of trying to be Real Enougj
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Viscerally reminded that 8 do not belong here and have never belonged here and will never belong here. It feels laughable to even try most days but 8 can't do anything else until I die.
trying is the default. And it teaches me fuxking nothing.
#vent#sad hours#I'm tired#Of not existing#I tired of trying to be Real Enougj#Because it'll never be enough#I will never exist in their eyes#I am as good as dead to them#8 am essentially dead.#In the ways that matter#Fuck it#I'm not a real human person#So what does it matter#It doesn't#Because my thoughts my feelings all of it#Isn't real#i'm so tired#If the universe is kind#I shall sleep for a very long time#And let my body turn to sand
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