#I think this medicine is working and im happy... I forget hpw much of my energy and time goes to being anxious and sad
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mrfoox · 2 years ago
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It's still scary to feel... This okay for me and im like... Oh man
#miranda talking shit#Im used to having dread and anxiety and despair at least for an hour per day but i havent for some time#I had one situation a few weeks ago bc there was an misunderstanding with an friend. But even then i cried about it for an hour and then#I thought about it for a while and got an new perspective and basically got over it lol#It feels Weird bc im so used to feeling bad all the time or at least ... Little bit bad? Now im actually okay#I'm not always feeling super good but im stable and have been feeling like ot for a long while?#When something happens or i think of something it doesnt consume me. I can be in it and think about it but then let it pass#I think this medicine is working and im happy... I forget hpw much of my energy and time goes to being anxious and sad#Til i dont feel that way for a while and then its like.... Lol wtf i have time to actually talk to people i like and do things i want?#Sure im not 'cured' and a normal human but ive felt like my battery have been a bit nore filled bc of this#Ive cleaned on my own and done clothes washing on my own which i usually do with my home help#Its not a huge thing but yeah... And its still winter. I know i feel worse mentally in winter so if this is me now...#Imagjne in spring or summer when i can be outside in nature again... I really want this to be a better and kinder year for me#I dont expect to find love or accomplish big things but just for once a year where i feel okay and don't look back on badly please#Please universe be gentle with me i think after 20+ years i can have some peace please and thank you
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