#I think theres a christmas lego leia

[morgan-n-cheese-91]

My mom got me a lego star wars advent calendar and it's now staring at me bc I won't let me start it until saturday

[theporgsyourelookingfor]

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So I am bored. I found this post with questions but since i probably won’t get too many asks and i do think some of these are a bit silly i decided to answer ALL OF THEM in my charming yet honest way. for your (and my) entertainment.

I kinda wanna tag people but i don’t know if anyone wants to do this (let alone read all this) BUT if you are as bored as me CONSIDER YOURSELF TAGGED BY ME!

HERE WE GO

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

CLOSED. not that i actually have many closets here... I only have one walk in closet named Narnia and I am pretty sure a Ghost lives in ther. But a friendly one. It talks with my cats and stalks me while I’m in the shower (I know this because sometimes the air suddenly gets really cold. I just go “oh hi” and move on)

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?

i haven’t done this but that might be because i forget this is a thing. and the bottles in finnish hotels are big? and attached to the wall? idk i don’t do hotels that often

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

in? what does this even mean?

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

I WISH

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?

yes. I use them as bookmarks.

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

nah

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

a bear. i’d hug it. soft death

8: Do you have freckles?

no?

9: Do you always smile for pictures?

yeah, even if i don’t feel like it

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?

people walking slow in front of me when i’m Busy and Pissed Off. also people who don’t realize how ignorant they are about some things

11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

no, i get bored

12: Have you ever peed in the woods?

Yes.

13: What about poop in the woods?

what about it?

14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

Yeah. I also jump around and run everywhere in my tiny apartment.somehow i always end up running into my bookshelves

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

YES. ALWAYS. SERIOUSLY. I WON’T EVEN NOTICE. PITY THOSE POOR UNFORTUNATE SOULS WHO LEND ME PENS.

16: How many people have you slept with this week?

Keep reading for more random questions, stories, music and pictures of cats.

17: What size is your bed?

big enough for me and two cats

18: What is your Song of the week?

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

oh my supremelord what is this radical thinking?!?!

(yes. someday this won’t even be a question.)

DID YOU KNOW PINK USED TO BE BOYS’ COLOR?

20: Do you still watch cartoons?

hell yeah (if i only had the time)

21: Whats your least favorite movie?

can’t think of one right now #positivity

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

how bing of a treasure are we talking about?

23: If you're a girl, bra size? If you're a guy, pants size?

IF YOU’RE NON-BINARY, WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR? why thank you for asking, it’s blue with a hint of purple and green.

(i’m not saying all enby peeps do or should have Extra Colored hair, this just happens apply to me and this question annoyed me.)

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

stuff.

25: What is your favorite food?

chocolate. yes, it’s a food.

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

The Last Jedi and other Star Wars. Most Disney Classics. Anastasia. Phantom of the opera. Lord of the rings. Peter pan (the 2003 one). And many many more but i don’t remember them rn.

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?

I’ll tell you when that happens

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

no. i wanted to but my mom said i couldn’t handle camping in the woods

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

sure if i’d get good money out of it

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

Christmas cards! and i used to write letters to my old friend but then she started dating and forgot about me. I heard she and Boyfriend have a dog now.

31: Can you change the oil on a car?

don’t have a car, don’t really care.

I do have a motorbike but I know people who do better job with that so i let them handle it

32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

not yet

33: Ever ran out of gas?

oh yes. and last summer I had a creepy old man coming to help me assuming i was a girl and didn’t know what the hell was going on

he: ”oh but you have to do THIS!”

me: “yeah, i’ve tried that too.”

he: “no but like THIS THEN!”

me: “i told you this bike doesn’t work that way.”

he: “oh but i have to help a sweet damsel in distress!”

like dude I am literally wearing a binder and men’s jacket can you please stop

and after that he asked me to go riding with him but then all of a sudden he was like

“oh but will you have a scary man in a leather jacket back home who wouldn’t like you going out with me?”

and i was like “...actually, yes.”

like yeah sure let’s pretend i’m a straight little helpless girl with a super jealous boyfriend so you will leave me alone.

(my imaginary boyfriend is called Robert, he moved here 3 years ago from the north where we met and he just got out of jail for helping his brother try to commit murder.)

34: Favorite kind of sandwich?

35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?

eggs. just because that’s all i can do.

36: What is your usual bedtime?

37:Are you lazy?

i tell myself i am but i’m not really sure... i do a fuckton of studying and writing

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

when i was a kid we didn’t have halloween here. now we do tho. and i do remember dressing up as a ghost to some school party

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?

Pig?

40: Are you horny?

no, but i have beautiful antlers.

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

no, but this got me wishing for one

42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?

43: Are you stubborn?

maybe

44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman?

should i know who these people are?

no, i will not google, moving on

45: Ever watch soap operas?

sometimes.

46: Are you afraid of heights?

if we go high enough

47: Do you sing in the car?

with the right people and right music

48: Do you sing in the shower?

no. my Ghost roommate wouldn't like it.

49: Do you dance in the car?

yeah.

50: Ever used a gun?

no

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

in high school?

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?

sometimes, but that’s the point

53: Is Christmas stressful?

yes, but i’ve lived on my own for a while now and have carefully avoided all the christmas stress and shit.

54: Ever eat a pierogi?

a what now?

oh

no but now i am extremely hungry.

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?

blueberry. i don’t care if that’s not a fruit it’s the only pie i do.

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

i wanted to be a marine biologist because my last name means “seaweed-y” or “algae-y” and i would have literally been Marine Biologist Dr. Seaweed.

that would still be VERY cool

57: Do you believe in ghosts?

if you have read this far you can probably guess the answer

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

have i had this question before?

59: Take a vitamin daily?

yeah. my dad wants me to

60: Wear slippers?

if i had ones

61: Wear a bath robe?

IF I HAD ONE

I WOULD NEVER TAKE IT OFF

62: What do you wear to bed?

i got two star wars pajamas and i regret nothing

63: First concert?

these guys. they are a legend. i was like 3. best time of my life

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

65: Nike or Adidas?

do i look like i got money for this shit?

66: Cheetos Or Fritos?

nope

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

both?

68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

no.

69: Ever take dance lessons?

i have. my mom took me to ballet when i was like 2 and i stayed there until i was 12 because my grandma would get me a cinnamon roll after every lesson.

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

do i picture a future spouse?

71: Can you curl your tongue?

I CAN. IN MANY WAYS.

72: Ever won a spelling bee?

we don’t have those. or at least i haven’t heard of any

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

yes. last night i had a dream i had a baby and i cried like one.

74: Own any record albums?

yeah

75: Own a record player?

yeah

76: Regularly burn incense?

no

77: Ever been in love?

on some days I’m in love with myself.

78: Who would you like to see in concert?

Let me introduce you to our lord and savior Antti Tuiksu:

(this music video is the light of my life)

79:What was the last concert you saw?

don’t remember. i don’t have the money for this kind of luxury

80: Hot tea or cold tea?

(get it, HOTh? ahahahahah.)

81: Tea or coffee?

Hot Chocolate

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?

83: Can you swim well?

yes.

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

yes.

85: Are you patient?

last year i waited for 8 hours in this jewerly shop to get a free tattoo (it was a campaign thing, the brand turned 80 years. the same people who made Leia’s necklace in A New Hope!) and JUST WHEN IT WAS MY TURN THEY RAN OUT OF INK AND NEEDLES so no tattoo for me but it was a weird and funny day.

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?

Porgs shall sing in rey and ben’s wedding.

87: Ever won a contest?

i am sure i have but i do not remember it.

88: Ever have plastic surgery?

i have not

89: Which are better black or green olives?

no olives

90: Can you knit or crochet?

I CAN KNIT!!!

91: Best room for a fireplace?

bathroom

92: Do you want to get married?

i mean yeah if i find the right person for it but i’m not getting my hopes up, it’s not that important for me

93: If married, how long have you been married?

if

94: Who was your HS crush?

Troy Bolton

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

i don’t need to

96: Do you have kids?

yes, two:

97: Do you want kids?

yes. and you will hear about it.

98: Whats your favorite color?

Black and

99. Do you miss anyone right now

@morsoullakko

AND WE’RE DONE!!! DID SOMEONE ACTUALLY READ ALL THIS??? HI, I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE I DIDN’T WASTE YOUR TIME!

my boredom is cured.

[kncrowder88]

While this is by far not the best year, there are some things about it I just can’t get over. That will make it memorable and worth having lived through. Things that I am so glad I got to see and share with others.

Early in the year I felt lost, alone, and like I was going to have one shitty year. I had a job but I didn’t feel like that mattered. For many reasons (Trump included) I was starting to lose hope. I hung on because of a few things. One of those being Tumblr (I loved the Star Trek fandom here and I was gradually moving into the Harry Potter fandom on here). By the start of this year, my blog was becoming more and more the things I liked. Not just dominated by Trek (sorry those who followed me for Trek).

And it kept me going. Kept me pushing through. And right beside it was the eager anticipation of watching Beauty and the Beast in theaters. I grew up loving this movie. Bell was my princess, my heart, my inspiration. The one who taught me to never, never, take shit from anyone and to never settle for someone just because they liked me. It took awhile for me to remember that lesson, mental health kicking my arse. But I waited, I wanted to see. Wanted to experience this movie in theaters for myself. I don’t remember if I saw it as a kid in theaters, I just remember loving it. As much as I loved Trek and Harry Potter.

Seeing Belle come to life in theaters, seeing what they did with the movie. I loved it, despite it being nearly shot for shot what the animated was. I loved that aspect of it because it brought this fairy tale to life before my eyes and reminded me ... be the Belle to my own story. At this point, I decided there was hope. I mean, before this I watched Lego Batman and it was good but it didn’t inspire me. Hidden Figures gave me hope but I didn’t get to see it in theaters. Moana was similar. Those two movies are brilliant and amazing but ... they were not what kept me pushing through my days. I watched them but all the while I wanted to see Beauty and the Beast. And when I did ... I felt like I could push further.

2017 could have been the year that defeated me. But early one tiny things kept me going. Seeing Hidden Figures gave me hope that BATB would turn out right. Seeing Moana gave me hope that Disney can get things moving this year. And BATB made me want to wake up the next day and take my family to see this movie (I did, I say it like four times opening weekend alone).

I hung on, and I’m so glad I did because not two months later JK Rowling apologized for Snape’s death, the Snape fandom banded together and created such an amazing community, and that lead to me finding more Snily fans. And my Harry Potter fandom life grew. While I stepped away from Trek for awhile, eagerly anticipating a new series, I got to watch a community come together and thrive.

And if that wasn’t enough. Wonder Woman came onto the big screen and I cried. Repeatedly. I took my niece to see it and not for the first time did I realize just how much this girl adores her female characters. Star Trek became something she liked because Janeway was the Captain. Star Wars is something she likes because Rey is there. And Doctor Who ... telling her the next Doctor was going to be a female had her eyes lighting up like a christmas tree.

And that’s the next thing. The Doctor was announced as going to be female. This year just kept giving me things. Star Trek gave me it’s first gay couple and then also gave me disabled characters, characters struggling with their mental health, characters who could have cured their problems but opted to learn to live with them, two woman dancing together and not having to hide it, two married men (one of whom is also not white and is a Doctor, the other of whom is now high on mushrooms like constantly - theres more but seriously he is so high), an amazing Admiral character who is A) female and B) lovable rather than annoying and typically disliked. My fandoms gave me so much this year and I was so excited for what else they could bring me.

When I finally watched Guardians of the Galaxy volumn 2, I was so glad that yet again we got to see some amazing characters come to live on screen.But before this .... I got to watch Bill Potts. I got to see Doctor Who. And even more .....

I. Got. To. See. Wonder. Woman. I know I already mentioned it but I’m not sure some people realize what that meant to me. I literally went home from watching the movie and scoured the web to try to find a copy to watch illegally. I needed to see it again and again and again. I waited to see it for the first time specifically with my niece because I wanted to see it with her first. Not with anyone else. And I don’t regret it. That girl wants every Wonder Woman comic book ever. I have been able to introduce her to so many female characters to admire and getting to do that with Wonder Woman, when it was also my first time with this character, was something I will never forget. It has me crying even now.

I got to watch Thor Ragnorak, not in theaters but yet again I got to see some amazing characters (do keep in mind I’m talking about my female characters right now not all the other ones) come to life. And during all this time, my fandoms were still thriving and supporting and keeping me going. When I felt like sinking, Snapedom was there to keep me going. When I felt alone and lost, Snapedom was there to help me not be so lost. When I felt like I was losing people, Trek was there to remind me that I wasn’t.

I didn’t think this year could get any better. I got so much given to me in my fandoms that I was certain when I saw Star Wars The Last Jedi, it would be no different than all the other times I watch Star Wars. Entertaining but not something I’d ever throw myself into. Rebels, The Clone wars ... sure I watched those and Thrawn books now sit on my shelf but I didn’t really care. Not enough to end a movie/episode and want to see it again right then. Right there. But .... I was wrong. This year had one more thing to give me. One more thing to show me. And that was Leia Organa, Princess, General, Rebel fighter, Resistance leader ..... using the force and pulling herself back to her people.

Yet again I was crying at a movie and it wasn’t because of anything but a character I enjoyed finally, finally, using the very thing that had been hinted at for years. I could go on and on about the response to this and how frustrating it was to deal with but positive post.

In the end, this year gave me strong female characters. Returned female characters to me and gave them so much more. Brought me fandoms uniting, people to talk to, and communities I could turn to in my darker times. This year told me that I matter. That I’m worth it. That no matter who is in charge, no matter what the world is trying to do to me, no matter what ... I am not alone. And I intend to enter 2018 knowing this, ready for whatever the year has, and demanding that everyone gets to know what it’s like to feel like they matter. Every deserves representation, everyone NEEDS it. I am ready to cling to my hope and push forward. And I will drag people along with me until they find their own.

I am my own Wonder Woman. My own Belle. My own Snape. My own Janeway. My own Leia. My own Rey. My own Doctor. I am every character I admire and adore, male or female, and I will strive to embody the best of them so that I can be the best person I can be.

[c-e-l-e-s-t-i-a-l-n-y-m-p-h]

Can I do all? xx

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Busted 3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Out4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? Almost 5: Do you like to use post-it notes? Yeah, but I mostly just use them to decorate pages in my art journal 6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? Not really 7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? Neither 8: Do you have freckles? No, but I wish I did; I find them so adorable 9: Do you always smile for pictures? Sometimes, but I’m super insecure about it 10: What is your biggest pet peeve? I’ve too many to name honestly 11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Not anymore 12: Have you ever peed in the woods? So many times 13: What about pooped in the woods? No14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? Sometimes 15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? If I’m anxious or distracted 16: How many people have you slept with this week? Just my teddy bear :^)17: What size is your bed? Queen, I think 18: What is your Song of the week? Anyone Else But You by the Moldy Peaches 19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yeah20: Do you still watch cartoons? Pfft what? N-no…21: Whats your least favorite movie? Tbh I’ve like most that I’ve seen so far 22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? In my DMs, since nobody ever goes there :^) 23: If you’re a girl, bra size? If you’re a guy, pants size? 38 C24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Usually nothing, but ig ketchup and bbq sauce 25: What is your favorite food? Grilled ham and cheese tbh26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Moonrise Kingdom, the Harry Potter and LOTR movies, Fantasia, and the Last Unicorn 27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? My girlfriend 28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? For like three months 29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? No, I’m too self conscious for that 30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? A few months ago 31: Can you change the oil on a car? Yeah32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Nope33: Ever ran out of gas? Nope 34: Favorite kind of sandwich? (See 25) 35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? Ham, egg, and cheese Croissanwiches from BK 😂36: What is your usual bedtime? Between 9p-4a… my sleep schedule is so fucked tbh37: Are you lazy? When my depression gets bad38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? Usually Princess Leia. She was my role model growing up 39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? Capricorn 40: Are you horny? Always 41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Does Highlights from when I was 8 count? 😂42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? Legos43: Are you stubborn? Y E S 44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Don’t know or care 45: Ever watch soap operas? Used to 46: Are you afraid of heights? Yeah but it doesn’t ever really stop me47: Do you sing in the car? Yeah 48: Do you sing in the shower? Yeah49: Do you dance in the car? Yep50: Ever used a gun? Not yet51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? This year for choir lol52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yes but in a good way 53: Is Christmas stressful? Yes 54: Ever eat a pierogi? Y E S 55: Favorite type of fruit pie? Cherry, probably 56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Archaeologist, spy, and artist 57: Do you believe in ghosts? Not sure58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? A lot59: Take a vitamin daily? Yeah60: Wear slippers? Sometimes 61: Wear a bath robe? If I had one, I would 62: What do you wear to bed? Usually just panties, but sometimes if I’m feeling wild I’ll wear fuzzy Eeyore pjs63: First concert? Taylor Swift’s Fearless tour64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Walmart tbh65: Nike or Adidas? Adidas? Idk66: Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts 68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Possibly 69: Ever take dance lessons? Yeah but I got discouraged and quit. I really regret it70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? I honestly don’t see anyone sticking around that long lol71: Can you curl your tongue? Yeah, I can do a clover too 72: Ever won a spelling bee? Yeah73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yes74: Own any record albums? One75: Own a record player? No, we got rid of it76: Regularly burn incense? Yeah 77: Ever been in love? Yeah78: Who would you like to see in concert? So many people 79: What was the last concert you saw? Disturbed and Breaking Benjamin 80: Hot tea or cold tea? Hot tea81: Tea or coffee? Tea but I like coffee too 82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? I don’t know?83: Can you swim well? Not at all 84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yeah85: Are you patient? Not as much as I used to be 86: DJ or band, at a wedding? Band87: Ever won a contest? Yeah88: Ever have plastic surgery? No89: Which are better black or green olives? I love both equally 90: Can you knit or crochet? Not anymore 91: Best room for a fireplace? Living room 92: Do you want to get married? Yes, eventually 93: If married, how long have you been married? 94: Who was your HS crush? This one girl lol95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No96: Do you have kids? No97: Do you want kids? I’m honestly not sure98: Whats your favorite color? Lavender 99: Do you miss anyone right now? Yes