#I think that my problem is that I have no reservations about ascribing toxic traits to my fav ships | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

scarlettfevor · 1 month ago

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I almost never go on ao3 anymore, like I honestly think I've pulled up ao3 a total of 5 times this year. But last night I decided to start reading scarian fics because like I've said before I've never actually read a scarian fic before, and I ended up getting obsessed with this scarian zombie apocalypse au fic that's 300k+ words. I'm not even being dramatic when I say that I've spent close to 7 hours today just reading this fic. And of course, the one time I actually use ao3 as obsessively as I did in middle school is the day that ao3 decides to go down :\

#the pyre #the scarian fic is great #I was immediately drawn in bc the premise is that scar and grian are completely alone during the start of a zombie apocalypse #after scar broke up with grian after he found out that grians been cheating on him #at first I didn't like that plot point and was only reading to see how the author(s) would redeem grian #but now that I'm kinda done with it (stopped reading after chap 30 bc idc anymore)#I'm actually obsessed with scarians toxic mutually codependent relationship #I think that my problem is that I have no reservations about ascribing toxic traits to my fav ships #but I usually only do this for ship that I think/know are toxic #like I wouldn't be surprised if ppl thought that hannibal would manipulate will into staying with him #but scarians more...idk...pure of a ship #the fandoms like soo squeaky clean I was surprised that anyone was writing smut at all #so I don't think actually of scarian as toxic #but reading this fic made me remember how much I love toxic ships #and love the way their relationship was written #like grian being too much of a shithead asshole to actually apologize for cheating or any of the shit he's done to scar #but secretly being glad that the apocalypse started bc now scar can't escape him even if he tried?#amazing #no notes #problem is that now I can't read fluffy scarian fics #I just want this flavor of toxic scarian #like needy possessive clingy grian x scar whos trying to keep grian at a distance bc he knows he's bad for him but still loves him too much

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