#I think astarion Can and Sometimes likes being a freak in bed like Im pretty sure he has a whole thing about feeding during sex

[anquenin]

last post before I go to bed but ! I think that it’s not group sex that freaks astarion out post killing cazador (on the topic of him trying group sex with the drow twins) it’s the act of sleeping with strangers, people that don’t know who he is, it feels unsafe and all too reminiscent of his own trauma…i don’t know if he would be able to make the distinction, but what I feel he ends up looking in sex isn’t like it falling back in it being 100% vanilla but rather it making him feel safe and looked out for…