#I think I might rewrite it and make it jazz instead of my oc

[kokoa-la]

Love is Grief

This was from a danny phantom & oc oneshot I wrote and omg but now im thinking its giving jazz and danny -

Another snippit down below!!!

TW: mention of character death / death in general

Nothing prepares one for a funeral. For death. And he, as someone who had escaped it, had danced upon the thin line for ages, had forgotten its finality. Death was the end. His existence was special, was barely even possible. He couldn't extend that chance to his sister, who now laid in a grave. He wished she'd lived rather than him. 

He wished for more and more as the days went on. 

He called it selfish. 

She would have called it love. 

Irrational, indisputable love. 

Love changes your perspective. Causes one to do things they'd normally never bother to. 

He was bargaining with God, all while cursing their cruelty. 

Love is grief. 

Grief is only possible because of love, because he cared. 

He wished the pain would stop, but he knew it never would as long as she was part of him, loving him from beyond and before. 

Love is grief. 

And his love was overwhelmingly painful. 

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Literally kill me bro

"He called it selfish. 

She would have called it love. 

Irrational, indisputable love. "

I'm weak- in tears