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mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry
(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
#stobin#stranger things#mombin#steve harrington#robin buckley#this is a panic attack i could see myself having no matter how badly i wanted kids#shit's terrifying#also i need to stop trying different brushes i hate it literally every time#also i'm in the 'fic writers stop demonising nancy' club#i Eat it when relationships end badly but let it be NOBODY'S fault#like think of the WORST breakup you had as a teenager. as a former 15 year old you're just so stupid and that's ok#sometimes 'i love you but we're absolutely not supposed to keep doing this' is MORE painful than one person being a raging bitch
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I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT REN'S BIRTHDAY!!! I PROMISE!!!!! There's been a lot of rain recently n half of my house is flooded now lol
#Woke up to a broken window and an indoor pool the day before Valentines 💘 /hj#Everything is fine / I'm fine though!! /gen#I just need some time to sort out some irl stuff + move my belongings#I'll queue up some posts in the meantime!#Also also I'm turning off asks for a bit because my inbox is full + I don't think newer folks are reading da pinned post 😭 /lh /nm#to be tagged later#<- no laptop + mobile hours we die like Olivia in day 2 when you [REVOKED INFORMATION]#Shut up sai tag I miss you dearly 💔#I'll also throw this into da queue why not lol#I noticed Tumblr doesn't publish 3 posts at once anymore?? rip 😭#1 post every 15/20 minutes is so annoying now#Ok I'm done rambling shgjsdghds
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Oh, so she's kind of trendy? Cool cool
#art#fanart#hi-fi rush#roxanne vandelay#chai hi fi rush#*attempts simple background* it's not working why isn't it WORKING#hi fi rush#hi fi rush spoilers#spoilers#im marking spoilers because well. you dont get to see her colored-in and not made of stone/metal until the end so#I couldn't find any Roxanne pictures on google so i had to scour some cutscenes and make myself a ref#i love her ok? her family makes me think of mine and i just want everything to be okay#I also feel like Chai would be kind of nervous around her to start with. Who wouldn't be a little overwhelmed by a big business lady who#solved a global energy crisis and is also Pep's mom and who is also currently housing Chai more or less for free?#i would. i would be#i left out the thing on her collarbone. looked a little sus. like mind-control sus. i could be wrong#anyways reason 15 why i love peppermint: i love her mom too and i want everything to work out ;-;
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i had this in mind a few days ago while running on 2 hrs of sleep
decided to finally draw it lol
i have some more ideas in mind of them that i will hopefully get to get around drawing
#one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#eustass kid#so the idea is like maybe they got to know each other as children cus they somehow lived in the same neighbourhood/got sent to the same#daycare right and the first day they met it seemed they already got like beef with each other#but its ok its their version of bonding :)#they definitely shit on eafch other with no hesitation#they still have their own respective groups (crews) but they just hang sometimes for no reason#like they get put in the same place at the same time. whoever is with them will be the unfortunate victim.#they still care for one another ofc just in their own roundabout way#i do still have some things i need to think about like do i still want to make law a sick boy#i mean i know i made him p pale in that drawing#cause im a sucker for whump ok#but then again waht am i making him sick with. is it gonna be chronic. is it just an unfortunate one time thing.#also if i make him to still be a sick boy theres gonna be a period in which luffys gonna be taller than him by the time theyre around#10-13 y.o. and then law just shot up like a beanstalk from 15-16. luffys gonna grieve. but its ok luffy you can be taller than him at 40#maybe#also the damn designs#law do you already have a beard by the time youre 16. it was not mentioned in the novel. i am conflicted.#also kids hair is fucking wild i almost cried drawing it#he doesnt wear lipstick in school. he does when hes hanging outside tho#luffys the most straightforward one i mean come on look at him#laws the one giving me headache cus fucker is canonically a 26 y.o man with facial hair#fanart#my art
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VERY important update
a mother
the baby's name is frankie :)
#birds#chickens#art#sculpture#sculpey#miniature art#polymer clay#clay#crafts#he is a little ugly but that's ok he's smaller than a penny#i want to make a few chicks but i want to try different techniques with them#this one was built like annette. one shape at a time and blended together#but i painted this one fully since i don't have yellow clay or chalk pastels to powder into it for tint#he only took me i think two and a half hours front to back including the half hour bake time. maybe less#An Improvement!#my yellow paint is like 15 years old though and kinda clumpy#need to buy. new paint i think#or try the Chalk Method#also i do not usually thank people for notes but i am very happy annette was enjoyed by so many people#so thank you everyone who enjoyed and shared my tiny chicken i appreciate that a lot#all my chickens are named after. singers from the early 20th century btw. i did that in SDV and now its just my Pattern
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT
#HE PLAYED HOLIDAYS#HE PLAYED HOLIDAYSS#OMFG#I SCREAMED SO LOUD#HE WAS LIKE “oh yeah this came out like 15 minutes ago”#I LOVE HIM#AND HE WORE A KOALA HAT#HE SAID THE THING#DID YOU KNOW KOALAS CARRY CLAMYDIA#AGJDHASF#IM NOT OK#ILL POST PICS/VIDS TOMORROW#ITS 1AM#BUT HOLY HFDJAKSFHSDJKG#I THINK I DIED#I FOUND HEAVEN BC IM DEAD RN#JSDKFHASKGJHDSKSFAD#oh also i dont have a voice#i literally cant talk anymore#lost my voice bc i was screaming every single song#eunoia annoys '♡'
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I'm still thinking about that post about how female characters and especially wlw and f/f ships are treated in fandoms because I got a reply that I deleted on my post about how all the Nein were big shippers on deck for Beau and Yasha that boiled down to "haha Caleb making a tower so the useless lesbians would admit they liked each other!" and it's like. He made the tower to Beau's orders. She had already asked out Yasha, who in turn had of her own volition written Beau a phenomenal, beautiful letter instead of a poem as recommended by Jester. This is factually incorrect and obnoxiously dismissive of a genuinely great dynamic and attributes all agency to a man. When you say shit like this you sound like you are Chat GPT. No new thoughts no time actually spent analyzing a relationship dynamic just "ooh i see a woman in fiction what is the phrase most associated with this ok done onto the next task".
#whenever i post like 20 times before 8:15 am like this you need to understand it's bc my dumbass morning person body woke up at like 5:45 am#and i was like well i'm not getting back to sleep and then pounded 3 cups of coffee in an hour#just to give some context#also if i delete a reply or anon know that it's because i wanted to reply with something like this and (usually) restrained myself#which is very hard for me as an annoying person#like. it is very difficult to articulate this without sounding like some kind of well I don't see gender asshole and that isn't what i mean#but if you can only talk about wlw and women in general in overused memes that weren't funny the first time#you're clearly not like. spending time thinking about them. you can see this with repeated phrases#like the reason why repeated phrases in fanfic or in academic essays are looked down on is bc it shows you're not fucking thinking#you just grabbed what someone else said and said haha ok done i'm gonna go back to a busy day of eating markers
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visiting the hometown
(want everyone to know this edit came to me in a dream and i changed the lore just to do it)
#in the dream i was like editing it but i was also there? it was weird. it started as a dream about lawson in a zombie apocalypse#ok important tags first so i can write an essay#ts4#ts4 render#ts4 edit#the sims 4#beckett#lawson#blood sports#but yeah if you haven't been here before beckett and lawson never knew each other as kids#if they did it would be a butterfly effect and mess w a bunch of other plot details. so i decided to work around it#also if ur new they've had a friends with benefits thing going on for a long time but lawson is in love with him. beck doesn't know#originally beckett was put in foster care as a baby bc of neglect and was bounced around foster homes for years#he was a troubled child always getting in fights a kleptomaniac undiagnosed autism etc etc foster families tried and just didn't want him#then when he was around 12 a very nice old lady named cora got him and they ended up forming a great bond they loved each other#she was going to adopt him then when beckett was around 15 or 16 his birth mother reentered the picture and wanted him back#it started a really nasty legal battle and cora died. we can't say for sure it was the stress of this fight but beckett certainly thinks so#anyway he did go back with his birth mother and things got really bad for him. he dropped out of school started doing worse crimes and so o#but none of that is what even changed#now LAWSON is also from west virigina like beckett. it's a small town lawson was new he had no friends#he was a very clingy possessive child who cried and threw tantrums so much#he met beckett and the rest is history. beckett didn't really mind how lawson acted he didn't really find him annoying like everyone elsedi#besides he didn't have friends either#lawson has wealthy parents they were welcoming to beckett at first if a little apprehensive. then he stole something from their house#and lawson wasn't allowed to hang out with him anymore. but he still did in secret. they still have no idea that beckett's even still aroun#or just how involved lawson is with him and his. activities 😬 they just think he's their good little college boy#in the original beckett moved to Not Gotham City when his mother got him back but in this version lawson is going to college there#and beckett's been distant from him for a while things are awful for him and lawson says hey. what if you gave the city a try. and he did#so really you could say the events of blood sports are all lawson's fault the end
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note: this is based on australian dollars but i guess you can just use usd, drop where youre from and we'll see if theres a pattern. talk about if you actually get it styled or just go for short on the sides and back in the tags if you want 👍
#i have no idea what they usually cost and didnt want to make the options just 1. under $20 2. between 20 and 100 and 3. over 100#like girl... i got them for 15$ whenever i could at a place in the subway am i really to understand anything above that is actually normal.#poll#also i just say short on sides and back and throw out random numbers <- dont do this.#i always forget how long an inch is LMAO im like oh ok 3 on the sides. and its always shorter than i think it is
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realizing that most dnd characters after level 12-14ish are like. insanely cool and/or hot. like i would immediately fold if i saw some guy cast crown of stars— or chain lightning or some shit
and don’t even get me started on subclass features.
this has nothing to do with the latest tet episode. that would be insane.
#the encounter table#dnd#is this a safe space#ok good so literally every time dex spoke to brayden#i found out something new about myself#also call me freaky or insane BUT#that nice little soul-form thing dex used?#DAYUM.#anyway that entire episode made me think about the campaign i’m in (lvl 15)#and i also realized#there’s absolutely a reason half of our characters are married#like oh yeah my husband can harness stars!#i would like that too#anyway talk over#tldr i learned new things about myself cause of dexter turner
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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the reason walter bob and the other workers don't have a face [click read more]
IDEA: AU [?] where qjaiden worked with the federation in terms of design . in search of some feedback from her higher up, jaiden followed cucurucho to a "harmless" area
. Next thing she knows, there's an alarm blaring and a train arrival.
(did cucurucho lead her there on purpose? who knows :] ! )
#qsmp#qsmp jaiden#qsmp fanart#ok so i thought this thru#(in the middle of the night) (as my own bedtime story)#and in this au i can only see a few people in the island working w rhe federation#qjaiden - design#qvegetta - sponsor (got to keep some of his memories)#qdan......Honestly no idea why. i think it makes sense (“”“killed”“” off early to keep working behind the scenes) ..engineer???? idk#elq well thats a bit obvious#qsmp au#what does this count as actually#also i drew this all like in 15 mins just had to get the idea out#mmyashas art
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thinking abt kagefuture au and actually i Would've made everyone slightly older (in their 30s instead of late 20s) but it was a whole thing of me doing brain gymnastics bc i didnt want ayano's older adoptive kids to have an huge age diff with new baby but at the same time ayano is clinically unwell in the head and adopts kids as a 20 something year old BUT AT THE SAME TIME i didn't want the adoptive kids to be Too young so thats why i decided to make ayano and shintaro and consequently everyone else younger. no one asked but that's why they're in their late 20s when they should totally be in their 30s
#i actually wanted to make ayano+shintaro 33 because i like that number#me and all my 33 year old ocs. idk i love making characters 33#which wouldve made harutaka 34 mekatrio 32 momo 31 etcetc#ok but also 18 years old + 15 years in da future = 33#15 being a nice number to make a timeskip as well#anyways its 5.30 in the morning and i keep thinking abt my dead cat so i cant sleep#kagevinnie#kagekids
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Craving onigiri in the middle of the night
I need osamu to be my boyfriend so he can make me onigiri when ever I want
#i was at a Christmas market the other day and there was a guy that was selling onigiri at his booth and like he'd make it in front of you#it seemed popular cus i saw quite a few people with it#he was also selling mochi#me and my friend were also selling at a booth so obviously we couldn't just walk away cus you know people like to steal#so near the end we went over and bought some it was like 2 for 15 dollars and there was 3 options to pick from#i think there was 3 different flavors of mochi too#anyways we got two onigiris and strawberry mochi to share#the one we got was like soaked in miso with melted cheese wraped in seaweed#fuck it was like the best thing i ever tasted#AND IM A PICKY EATER#that shit was gas🔥🔥#the mochi was ok honestly but i think only cus we weren't really craving it like we just wanted to try it#and it was good it came with a strawberry on top for ✨presentation✨#i think if i was craving something sweet it would hit#but the onigiri was go good yall we went back for more💀#nah cus that was our lunch#i wish we got to try some of the other ones too#i wish that guy nothing but success for his business#anyways now im craving it but its 1am rn#and i cant order some cus its late#if osamu was my boyfriend he'd make me what ever i was craving🥺#this is me associating onigiri with osamu and wishing he was my boyfriend at the same time#this is me wishing osamu miya was my boyfriend.#osamu miya#miya osamu#miya osamu x reader#osamu miya x reader#haikyuu#kay just saying shit
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oh to be a crown with 5 bigass loud as fuck friends whom u only sorta understand when they speak
crowns by @charseraph :3
#fun fact! angels are polyamorous and will court an average of 5-15 individuals#ive got a bigger post going into depth on that topic thats currently a wip rn#but yeah#owo whats this#angel tag!!! wahoo#been wanting to draw a crown for AGES now but i couldnt get te proportions quite right so hopefully this silly beast looks ok lol#speculative evolution#spec bio#speculative biology#crowns#also i finally figured out angel fashion so yippee!!#hmmm i think thats all the tags now
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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