#I talk alot but i fail to make sense

[mysterious-ocarina]

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marauder!Sirius Black x reader

(A/N fyi, im american so i’ll prolly get alot of british terms wrong, or just call stuff by what americans say. Warning for calling sirius a massive whore many times)

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(2.6k words)

You are Remus Lupin’s twin sister. Y/n Lupin. Thankfully you didn’t share his monthly problem, though. People liked to joke that you and Remus were exactly alike, just different genders. That would be true from an outsider, but the Marauders knew your differences.

Both of you usually had your nose stuck in a book until someone *cough* Sirius *cough* distracts you from it. You and Remus were both studious and kept up with all of your grades. Lastly, you were both witty, sarcastic, and had a dry sense of humor. This is all that anyone outside the Marauders would see.

To the Marauders, you were excitable and loud while Remus was more calm and collected. You were known for being disorganized, which surprises people who know you have good grades. You were also easy to anger at any moment, which Remus only relates to when his moon problem comes  around.

While you were a part of the Marauders, you weren’t a part of their pranks. This was because you were the subject of the pranks. This makes you even more studious because you get the privilege of having to learn all the reverse charms for whatever the boys do to you.

You have mastered reversing any kind of hair charms, charms that change the color green back to red, and charms that have to do with writing. The boys thought it was funny to try and read your diary but only read insults in return. They begged you for the charm, and in turn left you alone for a week. You still have no clue what they wanted the charm for.

Sirius always seemed to be the leader of the pranks thrown on you. Every once in a while, if it was too much, Remus would stand up for you but that wasn’t too often. He enjoyed tormenting his sister as much as the rest of his friends.

Right now you were in the library studying with Lily for an upcoming test. You were searching through the pile of textbooks you had on your table, “Do you have that book about the Goblin Rebellion of 1880?”

“No, it wasn’t on the shelf when I looked for it. Someone else probably has it,” Lily replied.

“I’ll go see if it's returned yet,” you told her, before walking away. 

You read each section of the library until you came to the Goblin area. You found the book you needed but it was just barely out of your reach. You stood on your toes to try and reach it but failed. Just as you were going to pull out your wand to accio it to you, a long arm reached for the book above you.

You turned around to see who it was, but you were displeased to see none other than the stunning face of Sirius Black. He was caging you in between himself and the bookshelf.

“I need that, Black,” you huffed out.

“Oh, that’s too bad. This book looks mighty interesting to me. Might ask Madame Pince if I can check it out for a while,” Sirius fauxed seriousness. You knew that he didn’t need the book, he probably didn’t even read the cover. He just loved to piss you off.

“I didn’t know you could read, Black,” you quipped.

He smiled at your remark, “I’ll give you this book, but I think you should give me something in return.”

“What could you possibly want?” you asked, getting angry that he is taking away from your studying time.

He offered you a smug look before replying, “A nice long snog.”

Red in the face, you slapped him before seething, “Don’t you have a million slags? Go ask one of them.”

You missed the smile that Sirius had while he held his red cheek.

You stomped off back to Lily. She noticed your sour mood and your empty hands, “What happened?”

“I ran into a bloody twat is what happened,” you hissed. She immediately knew you were talking about Sirius Black. You both often went to each other when James and Sirius pissed you guys off.

You tried studying to cool off. You knew that you were kind of temperamental but Sirius just knew how to press the right buttons to get you fuming.

Not long after you sat down, the book you needed was floating down in front of you. You grabbed it before looking around for Sirius to yell at him but you couldn’t find him.

“What's that?” Lily questioned pointing at the book. There was a piece of parchment sticking out of the pages.

You pulled it out to show her. There was a moving doodle of a dog panting with some writing under it. You read it aloud to Lily, “You are paws-itively gorgeous.”

You briefly blushed before seething, “He’s as bad as Potter.”

Lily hummed in agreement before going back to her book. You briefly thought about crumpling the parchment, but decided to stick it in your robe pocket instead. There’s no harm in secretly keeping it.

Once both you and Lily decided that you had studied enough, you guys made your way to the great hall to eat dinner with Marlene and the boys. When you walked in, you saw Sirius flirting with a Hufflepuff girl who’s name you didn’t know.

You sat down next to Marlene before whispering to them, “I bet he doesn’t even know her name.”

“Careful, you sound jealous,” Marlene giggled.

“How could I be jealous of someone that everyone has access to?” you indignantly replied. “Every boy and girl in Hogwarts has a chance with him. Hell, even the Slytherins could sleep with him if they wanted.”

“I’ll let you know that Sirius hasn’t had a person in his bed for a while. He says there's someone special,” James teased.

“You’re telling me that the school womanizer has settled down,” Marlene questioned suspiciously.

Remus scrunched his nose before replying, “They aren’t together, but I think he’s genuinely interested in them.”

“The only thing Sirius is interested in is what’s between their legs,” you offered before eating your food.

Remus gave you a glare, “It wouldn’t hurt you to be nice or at the very least not insult Padfoot.”

You rolled your eyes, “It wouldn’t hurt him to not piss me off. Looks like we can’t always get what we want.”

Before Remus could reply Sirius sat down right in front of, “What are we talking about?”

“You,” James replied seductively. James and Sirius sent each other winks and kissing faces before bursting out in laughter.

“We were talking about this person you’re interested in,” Marlene clarified. “We want to know who it is.”

“You guys want to know who it is. I don’t believe it,” you quickly said.

“You don’t believe that I can be interested in someone?” Sirius pouted at you.

“I don’t believe you can be interested in a singular someone,” you replied. Remus kicked your foot, meaning he wants you to be nice.

“What house are they in?” Lily asked.

“Are they a boy or a girl?” Marlene added.

“I’m not telling you guys anything. I want to keep them all to myself,” Sirius replied smugly.

“I bet the boys know. I swear you guys gossip worse than Slytherin girls,” Marlene mocked.

“Of course we know, we are the best of friends,” James proudly claimed.

“He accidently told us when he was totally sloshed on firewhiskey,” Peter sofly informed.

“That would be a sight to see,” Marlene replied. That conversation soon ended and talk about other random things came up. You felt Sirius’ eyes on you all of dinner but pointedly ignored him.

The next day you were in Care of Magical Creatures with your assigned partner, who much to your chagrin was Sirius. You were supposed to be learning about the bowtruckles sitting in front of you, but Sirius wasn’t paying attention and was doing his best to distract you.

You were playing with one of the bowtruckles in your hand, this one named Kikwi,  when Sirius asked, “What do you even like about these twigs?” (in case you are wondering I got the name Kikwi from legend of zelda, its a cute penguin creature with a plant on its back. really cute but i thought the name fit)

Both you and Kikwi stared at him in offense, “First of all, Black, They are not twigs, they are living creatures. And second of all, I like how playful they are. I often go down to the bowtruckle tree to hang out with them when I need a distraction.”

Kikwi jumped into Sirius’ shoulder before pulling on his ear, “Bloody hell, that hurt.”

“Good job, Kikwi,” you offered him a little high five. Sirius just stared in a mix of amusement and pain.

“And then the little twig pulled my ear really hard,” Sirius complained to the boys in their dorm room.

“You shouldn’t have offended it,” James laughed.

“You know, if you want my sister to like you, you should try to be nicer. Also making her jealous won’t work. She just thinks you’re a womanizer,” Remus supplied to a disgruntled Padfoot.

“I’m sure the dog puns are just making her fall head over heels,” Peter teased.

“For your information, she kept my very romantic and well-crafted note,” Sirius replied, saltily.

“Come on, we’re going to be late for DADA. We’re going to practice patronus’ today,” Remus informed the boys before getting his robes together.

You were sitting next to Marlene and Lily, waiting for DADA to start. For the past few weeks, you guys have been practicing the Patronus charm. So far you’ve only been able to make a non-corporeal patronus but you’re determined to make a corporeal one today.

As usual, the boys shuffled into the classroom the minute class started. You glared in Sirius’ direction before focusing to the front.

Once it was time to practice, you tried to think of the happiest memory you have. So far none of the ones you’ve used have worked to get a corporeal patronus. You’ve tried the day you got your first broom, when you got sorted into Gryffindor with your brother, and even the night when you met the girls.

You thought of a memory but you were embarrassed to use it. When it was finally your turn to cast the charm, with everything you had you put the memory to the forefront of your mind and exclaimed, “Expecto Patronum!”

In a matter of seconds a beautiful bloodhound was at your heels, licking your hand.

“Look Padfoot. It’s a big dog, just like yours,” James exclaimed.

“Actually it’s a bloodhound, not a dirty mutt,” you seethed, before taking your seat and sulking.

Sirius sat staring at you in what must have been awe but you ignored him.

“What was your memory?” Marlene whispered next to you.

“I’m not saying,” you blushed. Your happy memory was during 3rd year.

You were going to hogsmeade with the girls and you ran into the Marauders. You all decided to head to The Three Broomsticks for some butterbeer. You were sitting between Sirius and Marlene.

“Look what I got you,” Sirius whispered to you. He offered you a long, white box. Upon opening it, there was a red sugar quill. “Red for Gryffindor as well as for your fire spirit.”

“Thank you, Sirius,” you replied. 

“I’ve also charmed it to write, but wait to use it until later,” Sirius softly told you. You gave him a confused glance but did as he said.

Later that night, in your four poster bed with the curtains drawn, you had a piece of parchment pulled out. You uttered the charm that makes the sugar quill write and blushed when you read what it was saying. It was writing down compliment after compliment about you, ranging from calling you beautiful to how funny you are. This was the first time that you looked at Sirius differently.

Later on that night, you were outside a little ways away from the whomping willow. You were sulking as you watched the tree smack everything in its vicinity, while the sun set. 

A black dog came up to you, standing in front of your face.

“What do you want, Black?” you muttered. Padfoot simply laid next to you, with his head in your lap, watching the sunset with you. You reluctantly took your hand and stroked his fur. He wagged his tail, letting you know he wasn’t opposed to your actions.

“Do you want to know what my memory was, today?” you asked. You might as well tell him. You knew he would probably just tease you about it but you couldn’t keep it in.

Padfoot picked his head off your lap and nudged your shoulder to show you had his attention.

“It was that day in 3rd year, when you gave me that charmed sugar quill,” you sighed.

Padfoot stood up and gave you a slobbery lick on your cheek making you laugh, “Ew! Gross, Sirius!”

By now it was dark so it was time to head back inside for dinner, “See you later, Sirius.”

At dinner, you felt Sirius’ eyes on you but you couldn’t bring yourself to look at him. You regretted sharing that memory with him. You were just waiting for him to bring it up and tease you about it. But by the end of dinner, the teasing never came. It was just a regular dinner with all of your friends.

You and the girls made your way back to your dorm. You saw a white, long box waiting for you on your bed. You opened the box to find a real quill. It was a beautiful, bright red color. You quickly grabbed a piece of parchment and let the quill start writing.

Dearest Y/n, the sunset in the sky can’t compare to the beauty you display. That day that I gave you the sugar quill is one of my favorite memories of us. The smile you gave me the day after to thank me for it had me lovestruck. Seeing your patronus today almost made me faint. The girl that I fell in love with has a patronus of a DOG. I know that you don’t believe that I could be into a singular person but I promise to prove it to you. If you let me, this quill will be the first of many attempts for me to win your heart. Signed, your favorite Mutt.

You blushed at the words written. With the quill in hand you made your way to the boys’ dorm and knocked on the door nervously. Remus answered with a smile, almost like he was expecting you.

“To what do I owe the pleasure of my dear sister,” Remus asked. You simply pushed him out of the way and walked up to Sirius who was sitting on his bed. He was blushing and was bouncing his leg. He must have thought you would slap him again but instead you leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek before giving him a big hug.

“Awe, I don’t get a real kiss?” he laughed out, while hugging you back.

You just smiled at him and teased, “Don’t push it, Black”

The moment was ruined when James exclaimed proudly, “I knew it would be a good idea.”

You glared at him before telling him, “Keep talking and I’ll make sure Lily never even looks at you again.”

James gulped nervously making Sirius and Remus burst out into a fit of laughter.

Sirius looked so good like this, so you finally did lean in and give him a real kiss. His breath stopped, but soon his brain caught up and he kissed you back. You could hear supporting whistles from James and Peter, and the sound of gagging from Remus. You can’t wait for what Sirius has waiting for you.

[kaveuh]

hi!! i have an headcanon that ibara has some scars all over his body because of his military training, so i would like to request a fluff where he shows his (gn) s/o some of them since they're dating for a while and he's more comfortable with them, and reader reassures ibara since he looks insecure about them

funny snake man deserves some love :)

★ — "KISS IT BETTER?" ibara saegusa x gn!reader

notes/warning(s) : past scars, slight ooc, oomfie ibara being insecure </3 that’s pretty much it(?)

genre : angst to fluff, comfort

word count : 713

a/n : my silly lil snake man does indeed deserve more love. he’s so scrimbly i love him sm, also i changed my layout again bc im indicisive. and i may have gone overboard.. again. (IM A CLINGY!IBARA TRUTHER I CANT BE STOPPED)

It wasn’t uncommon for Ibara to act vulnerable around you. For someone who’s known and described as a “venomous snake” by others, he sure is soft and sweet when he’s alone with his beloved. Ibara isn’t fond of talking about his past either, especially during his time in middle school.

But you’re his partner. He can trust you, right? For someone as kind as you, why would you stay with someone like him?

Ibara was so deep in his thoughts, that he failed to notice his partner repeatedly call out his name. A sudden poke on his shoulder was enough to snap him out of his senses. "Oh. It’s just you, (name)." He lets out a deep sigh, smiling softly. "What's wrong? Did you need anything?"

Right. They probably just want something in return. That’s why they’re staying with me.

"You’ve been spacing out for the past few minutes. Are you okay? Do you need to rest? I can go home if you want me to." You said, more than willing to give your boyfriend his well-deserved rest and time to himself. After all, he is a very busy, busy man. Ibara responded by rapidly shaking his head, gently wrapping his hand around your wrist, and pulled you back on the couch with him.

"Stay. I’m fine," He grumbled, avoiding your gaze as he was naturally embarrassed by his actions. "I'm just thinking." Followed by a huff, Ibara rests his head on your shoulder. He’s clingier than usual today.

You proceeded to gently play with his hair. He hums as a sign for you to keep going. "Hey, love?" Your boyfriend called out, your face flushing into a shade of pink upon hearing the sudden nickname. "Y-yeah? What’s up?" Ibara could only chuckle at your adorable reaction.

"I wasn’t happy when I was in the military, you know." Your expression softened. You weren’t oblivious. You knew how much he despised his early childhood. You never bothered asking about it as it was a topic that Ibara wanted to keep to himself until he was ready. "It was harsh. For a kid like me? I don’t even know how I stayed for that long." He continued, looking up at you in order to make sure you were listening.

"I’m scared, (name)." Ibara confesses, while you could only look at him in worry. "I’m scared that you don’t love me the way I do. I’m scared that you’re only using me in order to get something in return." He paused, thinking as if he wanted to show you something, but is quite hesitant. "I’m scared that if you see it, you’ll leave me."

"It's okay to be scared. But, I can assure you, that I want nothing in return. I'm simply with you because I want to," Your hand left his head to cup his face with both hands. "I won't ever leave you— whatever it is, it won’t be enough for me to leave." Ibara’s eyes were slightly widened, a shade of red hue plastered all over his (pretty) face.

He’s in a vulnerable state. You’re trusted, fully trusted, more than anything and anyone. Ibara slowly lifted his shirt, avoiding your face, afraid of what expression you may have on right now. "There's… alot of them. I know it’s dumb, I know it isn't like me to feel so… bothered about this kind of stuff. I don't know why I can't just ignore it. It feels so disgusting. I don't want you to find me gross, or icky."

"Ibara…" You sighed, trying to find the right words to say. "I'm happy that you trusted me enough to open up to me. I don't think you're gross, or disgusting, anything like that." You grinned as an idea popped into your head. "I can kiss them better, if you'd like."

Ibara blinks. "K-kiss it better?" He finally looked at you— your face, just like his, was red. Though, your expression showed nothing but pure genuine.

"Mhm! That way, I can show that I'll stay with you until the day I die!" You exclaimed, while your boyfriend finally let out a small and quiet laugh. "I don't think I like the sound of you dying, but I'd love for you to kiss it better."

[letstalkaboutshtufff]

Safe and Sound💙

Aizawa/Allmight x student reader (platonic)

Pairing: Aizawa and Allmight x student reader platonic (Age not specific)

Summary: Imagine them overhearing that someone's been acting inappropriate with you.

Warnings: Mention of sexual harrassment, language 18+only

I wrote this for my own comfort, if it triggers you please don't read.

*I dont always specify who said what so that you can imagine whoever you want, and also even when I specify which characters are there I dont necessarily say who said what, especially with comfort Fics. hope that made sense 🥰***************************************

"You're probably overthinking things y/n...I mean he's a famous pro, you really think he'd do something so low?"

"Yeah it's probably nothing" your other friend chimed in.

You frowned as you thought back to that conversation you had with your friends a few days ago.

It all started when you began your time at the pro heros Moss's agency. This semester, similar to internships, you were assigned certain agencies to spend a few days at every other week.

At first you were excited to be assigned to Moss's agency, he was a fan favorite, not to mention one of the most sought after eligible bachelors. Alot like All might, he had a dazzling presence.

He was nice to you, showed you some cool techniques and such, but somewhere along the line you began to feel something was off.

A few weeks after the training had began, he suggested some close combat, which you were eager since you were lacking in that department.

It was fine at first, but then when he came behind you to fix your posture you felt uneasy. The first day you shook it off as being dramatic, he was just being friendly and wanted you to have good form. After talking with your friends you were sure this was the case but then it just got worse. His hands lingered longer and longer and began tracing places youd never had anyone else touch in training.

You tried to keep your distance as much as you could but it was hard since close combat was your main focus of improvement. The last time you were there Moss was teaching you some knife throwing techniques. You thought you were in the clear that day but he still made an excuse to touch your arm and draw your body close to show you "the right way to throw". Since you were 100 percent sure the proper form did not require a hand squeezing your ass you decided you weren't being dramatic. Hero or not this man was a perv.

You refrained from making a scene then and there though, and decided to talk to someone about it. Although you never imagined when you talked to your friends about it after that incident, they wouldn't take you seriously...

(I'm not specificing which bnh friend it is because I honestly think they all would take you seriously so imagine whoever)

You talked to the same friends about it but their reaction was far from what you expected. They still thought you were overthinking things.

You understood where they were coming from, after all he was a very well liked hero. If someone came to you and suddenly said All might was being inappropriate you would definitely not know what to think.

Sighing you walked aimlessly around campus, trying and failing to decide what to do. You were unsure now. Was there a chance the higher ups wouldn't believe you?

What if you said something and they accused you of attention seeking or something?? Unfortunately you knew this was the case alot with people who spoke up, you just never thought youd ever be in the same position...

Even if you didn't say anything maybe there was something else you could do...

At this time of day Mr.Aizawa, your homeroom teacher would probably be in the class doing some work.

You decided to at the very least, see if you could leave the internship. You made it to his door and knocked a couple times.

"Come in" he answered tiredly.

You forced a smile as you entered, "Hi Mr. Aizawa, sorry to bother you but I was kinda hoping I could talk to you about something?" You fidgeted with your fingers suddenly feeling more nervous.

He looked up from his papers giving you his attention. "Yeah, What is it?"

"Well um, I was wondering if it's possible I could...switch which agency I'm training with..."

Aizawa eyes widened slightly, "You want to switch? Why?"

You gulped, "I just don't think it's a good fit is all..." you couldn't help but avert your eyes.

"Alot of people wanted to work with him you know, I recommended you because I thought your quirks would work well together..." he crossed his arms.

"I know.. and I'm sorry to be asking this but, I think I would do better at a different agency..."

His eyes reguared you in silence for a moment. Normally he'd tell his students to suck it up, that they should trust the pros judgement but you were different. You were the most well behaved student, like Ida but quieter. Rarely did you argue with any of the teachers judgement. So he knew you had to have thought this situation through.

"I know that sometimes these internships don't go how you guys expected, take bakugo and best jeanist for instance...however we carefully selected these programs with you guys in mind. If there was nothing to learn, we wouldn't have placed you guys where we did. Just...have a little patience, if you really continue to feel this way we can talk about other options later ok?"

You opened your mouth but hesitated. Instead of arguing you bit your lip and nodded.

You bowed slightly before dismissing yourself. Aizawas eyes followed your figure, brows slightly furrowed at your clearly upset demeanor.

He decided he would keep a closer eye on you, maybe even give his friend over at Moss's agency a call to see what was going on.

You were the kind to get along with everyone and follow directions swiftly so he couldn't imagine a match up with Moss could go anywhere but a positive direction. He sighed inwardly, hoping you were just having a bad day and that was what caused you to ask such a thing.

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The next day you found yourself with sitting with your friends having lunch.

"Y/n? How come your not eating?" One asked worriedly.

"Huh?" You looked down at your plate then up at your friend, "Oh, I guess I'm just not that hungry today..." you set your chopsticks down with a sigh.

Last night you hadn't slept a wink, upset with how things played out. Although you couldn't really blame Aizawa. To him you probably seemed ungrateful after all the work it took to get you placed at such a nice agency.

"Hey, spacey" your friend waved a hand over your face.

"Oh sorry, what did you say?"

"I said, last night I saw you leaving Mr. Aizawas office. What was that about?"

"Oh well I... I sorta asked him if I could switch agencies after everything that happened, but he didn't really-" you paused seeing their expressions sour.

"What?" You questioned a little nervous at their reactions.

"Well its just..." one friend began but seemed at a loss.

"Just?" You urged.

The other friend leaned forward, "Its just we think that...maybe you're..." they also seemed they couldn't finish the sentence.

You were now getting a little impatient, "Guys seriously, tell me, what are you trying to say?"

"Please don't take this the wrong way but...could all this maybe be a result of how the last exam resulted.. "

"What? What does this have to do with the exams?" Your brows furrowed in confusion, not seeing where this was going at all.

Your friend sighed and reached over to grab a hand gently. "Well we know that you didn't do as well as you thought you were going to, and it must've been hard seeing the others get more attention-"

"Just what are you insinuating?" You pulled back your hand not liking where this was going one bit. Surely they weren't suggesting-

"We aren't insinuating anything, we just think that maybe on some subconscious level, youre seeing this situation as more than it really is because you want-"

You stood up abruptly cutting them off. Rage silently simmering. You were so angry that these so called friends could even suggest such a thing. You knew you had to leave because if you opened your mouth you would say something youd regret.

You shoved your tray in the trash and sped walked out of the eating area.

When you reached outside you heard them calling after you.

"Please don't get angry! We didn't mean to make you upset!!"

You spun in frustration, "Of course I'm upset! I told you guys something that was genuinely bothering me and making me uncomfortable and the first thing you do is think I'm doing it for attention! Do you know how that feels!?" You slapped away their out reaching hand.

"We're not saying that! We're saying that you're making more out of a situation than it really is!"

"What's the damn difference?!" They were clearly taken aback, not used to you raising your voice at them, actually at anyone.

You swallowed shakily trying your best not to attract unwanted attention but you were hurting. How could they do this?! You would never do this if it was the other way around.

"I can't believe you think I'd stretch the truth or lie about this just because you think I'm upset I'm not in the spotlight right now. Shouldn't your concern be me and if I'm ok?! The first thing I would do if the situation was flipped was hear you out without judgment, not victim blame!"

They looked distraught and guilty but stayed silent.

"I mean c'mon you guys, do you think this is really something I would be dramatic about? I know he's a pro hero and all but that doesn't mean anything right now. I know what he was doing was not just for training, you guys have no idea how disgusting it felt to have him touching me all over like that-" your heart stopped when your eyes caught sight of Mr. Aizawa and All might frozen in place, half rounding the corner. Your eyes wide and breathing heavy.

Dammit why did they have to be here?? What were you supposed to do now??

You looked down at your feet, but heard their steps coming closer. "Give us a moment please" you heard All might address your friends.

Reluctantly they nodded and walked away leaving you and your teachers with what felt like the pressure of the world on your shoulders.

"Y/n.."

"How much of that did you hear...?" You hesitantly looked up and say both men had a softer expression than you were normally used too.

"Enough. Why don't we go someplace quiter and talk?" Aizawa said calmly.

"...Alright..." you reluctantly followed them.

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"Now then, why don't you have a seat and tell us what's been going on?" He motioned for you to sit on the couch and you sat silently full of nerves.

Noticing your hesitation, Aizawa decided to speak up first, "I hope this goes without saying but...you can tell us anything ok, we're your teachers, we care about your wellbeing."

You nodded relaxing a bit at that. You knew that logically, but it was just hard with all the doubt now in your mind. Especially after what your friends had said...

"We understand someone's been acting inappropriate with you, is that correct?" Aizawa figured it might be easier to answer yes or no questions at first.

"Yeah.." your hands fidgeted on your lap.

"I'm assuming this has something to do with what we discussed earlier? About switching internships?" You nodded.

So they didn't hear everything earlier then...

"I didn't think it was anything at first but..." you trailed off, "It got worse..."

"I'm sorry, I know this is hard, but we need to know more, I promise everything will be ok" all might comforted with a small reassuring smile.

With a shaky breathe you continued, you told them about the inappropriate groping and lingering hands. How you thought it wasn't anything but then it clear what was going on.

They sat quietly throughout, listening patiently and calmly. Although you could tell they were getting upset.

"Thank you for telling us, I know that wasn't easy, theres just one more thing we need to know ok?"

You nodded already anticipating what it would be.

"Can you tell us their name?" You felt a pang of uncertainty. They knew it was someone at the agency, but it was a big agency, they didn't automatically know who was responsible. Would they doubt you too? You didn't think anyone would up until recently thanks to your so called friends.

"......" you kept silent.

"You don't have to be afraid, we won't let them come close you ever again ok?" They assured.

"Its just..." you finally spoke up. You struggled but they gently told you to take your time.

"Because of who they are I'm afraid you won't..." believe me is what you wanted to say but the words were stuck.

They seemed to understand though,

"Y/n, you're a good kid, we care a great deal about you. No matter what you say, it doesn't change that. We'll believe you and support you always" you looked up with teary eyes and smiled sadly.

"Thank you..." you took a deep breathe and blinked away the tears, "Moss" you whispered and saw the flicker of Shock in their eyes.

"It's Moss.." you could feel the tension begin to rise, however they did their best to reign in their emotions at the moment, after all this wasn't about them.

"Thank you for telling us y/n, we're gonna take care of it alright?" you nodded.

"Now then, why don't you go get yourself some food and rest, we'll find you if we need anything else ok?"

"Okay...thank you" you wanted to ask what would happen now but decided to wait until later once you could think a little more. "Also don't worry about the internship, there are plenty of heroes who would be glad to take you on"

"Alright" that made you feel a bit better you stood up and bowed quickly before leaving.

That night you laid in bed still anxious about everything. You trusted them but it was still hard. Not to mention how embarrased you felt.

But then you thought back to their reassuring words and forced yourself to just have faith in them and that everything would be ok.

A knock at your door shook you out of your thoughts.

Frowning you wondered who it could be this late.

You unlocked the latch and opened the door.

"Oh, what are you guys doing here...?" You eyed the lair wearily.

Your friends had the common sense to look guilty at least.

"Y/n! We're so sorry!" One blurted.

"Please forgive us, we shouldn't have blamed you like that..."

With a sigh you motioned them inside.

"That really hurt you guys..." you said honestly.

"We're so sorry, it was just a shock ya know? I mean Moss is one of the greatest heroes out there so to hear that someone we look up to could be such a pig was just- Ugh even still we should have believed you, we won't ever doubt you again we promise!"

You could tell by their tone they were genuinely sorry for what they said, but it was still hard to forgive them right away.

"I'm still upset about how you guys acted...and I need some time to be ok about everything but...thank you for apologizing".

They nodded solemnly, "So what happened with the teachers?"

You explained the situation and they listened sincerely.

"They'll take care of it, don't worry ok?" You nodded feeling a bit more relaxed with them now.

"Yeah and besides we saw Aizawa getting into his car and he looked like he was gonna go on a rampage." Your interest peeked at this.

"Yeah and did you see all might? I've never seen him look so angry, he's always smiling, it was so weird"

"Safe to say, I don't think Moss is gonna be bothering you or anyone for that matter any time soon..." you let out a tiny smile.

"Yeah, I know they'll handle it.."

"And until they do we promise we'll be there for you ok!"

You nodded thanking them.

Yeah, things were going to be just fine...

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Meanwhile at Moss's Agency.......

Hope you guys enjoyed! I wasn't exactly happy with how this turned out but I needed it for my own comfort today. Please lemme know what you thought in the comments! I could really use it❤

Buy a struggling artist a cup of soup😂?

[1xseo]

diluc not having enough time for you because of his packed schedule caused by a new important mission in snezhnaya and natlan.

even though you were aware about diluc’s hectic schedule, you didn’t expect for it to be this packed. you’ve given him alot of hints these past few days because of how sexually frustrated you were, yet, he’s thinking nothing of it and would always go straight to sleep after you shower him with affection, it made you insecure and doubt yourself thinking you’re not the one satisfying him anymore.

tired diluc that just got home thinking he would get greeted by his lovely s/o’s warm hug and kiss that he’s been looking forward to after a tiring day, instead, he got greeted by you pouting and sitting at the edge of the bed, obviously upset. his warm smile disappears as he watches you throw a tantrum in your shared room, packing your clothes while you shout things that sounds nonsense to diluc.

he lets you do your thing while he stands at the door stunned, thinking where all the things you’re saying came from, wanting to understand you since he’s afraid he might lose you even more if he opens his mouth. he watches you as you angrily grabbed your clothes towards your bag as he rethinks things that may be the reason why you’re angry when you’re just all over and pampering him the past few days, thinking that he never failed to send you messages and updates everyday when he’s away and never forgot to give you a kiss, so why? why were you mad? he thought you understood?

“this is so fucking unfair diluc, maybe there really is someone else out there that is satisfying you better than me,” you stopped and glanced at him who’s still looking at you stunned, you scoffed turning back to your clothes again “and you’re not even saying anything for fucks sake, do what you want. im staying over your brother’s that would treat me better than this and probably do me 10 times better than you do.”

well shit.

you stopped, realizing what you just said. you knew that he's insecure and hates getting compared to someone else so if you're trying to get him fired up then you're pretty much pressing the right buttons.

as diluc finally snaps, and starts to come towards you while you started to take back everything you said, stuttering "i-im sorry, you k-know i didn’t mean tha-“ you got cut off when he towers over you making you sit on the bed, looking at him with wide doe eyes. seeing him this close made his features more clearer to you, eyes tired and his expression is dark that it made you feel guilty about starting an argument that you feel like it didn't even made sense now.

“is that why you’re throwing a fucking tantrum like a child right now, my love? i don’t want to invalidate what you’re feeling but accussing me from things that i didn’t even do? and now you think my brother can satisfy you better?” diluc says in a raspy voice, you tried opening your mouth but nothing came out.

diluc scoffs pushing you to the bed making you gasp while he towers you once again “we’re going to have a proper talk tomorrow but what i need right now is your pretty mouth to scream nothing but my name and that dumb head of yours to think nothing but me. gon make sure to let kaeya hear downstairs, yeah? have to remind you again and again who you belong to even if it means fucking you till daylight."

your eyes widened when he mentioned kaeya was downstairs and starts to tear up from his mean words as he flips you on your stomach and pushes your head to the mattress with his hand while you hear his heavy breathing behind you and the sound of his belt unbuckling.

knowing you’re in for a long night, you just have to be good for him and take it like a good girl you are, just like he wants you to behave for him the first place.

you grinned on the mattress. looks like your plan worked out at the end after all. :)

[multifandomqueen01]

Eddie Munson Headcanons

Warning: Just some deep, sad(ish) thoughts and some straight up NSFW. (Excuse the rambling, this man is all I can think about) Please note that I don't claim these as my own headcanons.

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-He tries to seem unphased by what people think of him, as we see during the cafeteria scene, but when he's alone that's when the insecurities creep in.

-Canonically we don't know why his parents aren't present in his life, but I feel like their absence has taken a toll on his self worth. He often wonders why he wasn't good enough, and this is where his need for praise and flattery comes from.

-His poor grades aren't due to lack of intelligence, but most likely undiagnosed ADHD. He struggles to focus on tasks, sit still, and tends to be very forgetful. The system has failed him since day one, which leads me to my next point.

-His sense of rebellion is more than just being a metalhead in the 80s. He knows how corrupt the system can be and how it exists to benefit a certain type of person, which he is not. I'm sure this is why he isn't surprised when he learns about the upside down and everything that the government has hidden.

-Eddie doesn't have a specific type, when it comes to appearance or social status. Although if you're going to date him, you need to understand that DND and his band will take up large chunks of his time. That being said, he'll love if you tag along.

-You don't have to be into drugs or heavy metal, but if you are that's just a bonus, and you'll have alot of fun together.

-He definitely has a tattoo gun of his own and will give you free range to tattoo him. When he realizes that he's in love with you, he'll tattoo your initials on himself without hesitation.

NSFW

-He's a switch, with more submissive tendencies. This man is a total simp and will do anything to make you happy, in and out of the bedroom. That being said, when he's had a rough day he'll be ready to put his handcuffs to work. Tying you up and using you to take out his frustrations.

-I'm OBSESSED with the idea of pussy drunk Eddie, and have seen so many posts about it. There is something about this whiney man that awakens a whole other side of me.

"Oh, Baby. Please, don't stop! Jesus Christ."

-Making out with you will turn him into a desperate mess. Lots of dry humping, and he would definitely be the type to cum in his pants. He'd be a little embarrassed at first and you'd have to assure him that you find it hot.

-Sex with him would never be a dull moment. He's the kind to have you laughing and moaning his name in the same breath.

-He's extremely verbal. The king of dirty talk and will praise you like it's his job.

"That's it, Sweetheart. Just like that."

"Oh my god, you're so fucking beautiful."

-He'll love if the action is reciprocated, wanting to know that he's doing a good job. Calling him a "Good Boy" will have him wrapped around your finger.

-He loves the idea of claiming and marking you as his own. Leaving hickeys where people can see them, and cumming inside you (slight breeding kink), with permission of course.

-He's shamlessly loud during the act, hoping that others will hear.

[minthe-lover]

Chapter 215 Analysis

So.. I don't mind this episode that much, it's basically just some exposition to center the plot... I have a bunch of small things to note but the main problem I have is just. Most of the things talk about in this chapter should have been put together and seen before the kronos fight.. why is this plot continuing more and more past what we need.

Now also... such an annoying cliff hanger, to barely have it even be considered afterwards. How about you show them failing to get any information from kronos.. it would work the same as the 'funny' joke of mad hades.

Also like... come on rs... this panel is just so obviously a lower quality and just a zoomed in of the last one, does it really take that long just to like trace the last one zoomed in to fit that quality. The lines in this art are always pretty thin, so having them so much thicker and closer does just make them look really blurry.

Now the next smallish annoying this is hades repeatedly calling Persephone his "future wife". It's especially fucked up when they just had a conversation about how Persephone wanted to started with a somewhat normal dating relationship. Having afterwards hades just going "oh well your are gonna be my wife eventually". It just.. feels... odd.. especially for a only a few day old relationship.

Also small side point... am I the only one that feel like hecate is alot more... rounded in this chapter. I feel like her design is so great in the earlier chapters because she more angular, her suits being straight and almost always looking serious. Like of course she isn't just straight lines but she always feels polished like that, in this chapter she just... looks so much like a bubble. Alot of the female characters look like that but hecate always stood out by not really fitting that mold.. and so it feels so out of place in this chapter. Not to mention so many of her expressions are just... to goofy for hecate.

Also on the note of Hecate... again i love her.. and her style but holy fuck she's one of the many people who are an asshole to Demeter. Like Demeter comes to her, expressing terrible worries for daughter and her safety, while the news just explained how Persephone murdered a shit ton of people. Even now WHEN DEMETER HAS BEEN PROVEN TO BE RIGHT, she calls it a old wives tale and doesn't admit that she didn't fuck up by not looking into it.

Not to mention, Persephone and Demeter are supposedly your close friend!! why wouldn't you just fucking check it out just in case your friend could be in danger!!

As for the main points of the chapter being the neon light exposition.. I don't mind it that much. I don't think it really makes sense why it would be with neon lights and not just... a normal presentation, but it adds an interesting and pretty background for this chapter so I don't mind it.

Though for most of the actual exposition.. I think it would have been alot better if we saw how the whole kronos thing happened, or at least most of it before the time skip and thus wouldn't need a time skip. Most of it I don't fully mind cause it needed to be said, it's a abit clunky and it suffers most by just trying to put all the information together it doesn't actually feel natural. Like Hecate just dismissing that hades has been affected by Persephone magic womb powers, and hades doesn't stop to think how anyone could take advantage of persephone.... like christ me mentions the time he got angry cause he learned that apollo assaulted her.. and didn't stop to think that apollo could use her powers?

Also again If anyone could take Persephone powers just by being near her... why hasn't apollo done it before? You know... apollo the Villain for all of season one... the one that has constantly been foreshadowed in relation to learning about the fertility plot.

Also how is Fertility something that can just power up specifically only decedents of Ouranos? I'm gonna assume we'll learn more.. but fertility goddess just seems like a catch all for giving men power... again bit fucked up but talked about it before.

Also can I just talk about how the normal goddess Persephone and the fertility goddess Persephone neon lights.. are kinda a bit weird. Like what is this comparison suppose to be saying? That fertility goddess have long hair... and bigger lips... and no legs??? Which, early on we see that Persephone hair grows longer because of stress so it being in the more "seductive" Persephone.. is a little fucked up.

Plus rs.. please.. please I am begging you.. give us a good fucking reason why persephone would be good queen... show us ANYTHING, like this chapter we get a joke about her like sticky notes and making a kanban board... just change the dialog a bit so it's about something to do with actually being a queen. Her leading a mostly rural money-less community is not were close to her being good at leading a money based industrial WHOLE REALM.

We don't see how Persephone actually works as a queen, along with the fact that we don't see how the citizens of the underworld think about her. Wish how much the story is talking about her being queen we don't get anything set up for it.

Also it wouldn't be a chapter about kronos without talking about how much more hades struggling with his scars and being closer to kronos. Which really annoys me because hera was the first effected.. and also Hera was fucking sexually assaulted by Kronos, I thought this story would actually consider how that is terrible instead of just continuing to go on and on about how much of a sad boi Hades is.

As for the god of sleep stuff... I'll go into more detail with later chapters but I don't fully mind that plot point, just really wished that all of the sleep realm and sleep god stuff was brought up before... like have it mentioned in on of Persephones collage classes.

Plus thanatos and Daphne.. are just so much cutier then hades and persephone.. I like them so much more, though I will talk about more of all that with the next chapter and I'll leave you with weird ass eyes.

[malleusbutcursed]

When they hold onto you.

Leona Kingscholar x Reader, Floyd Leech x Reader, Che'nya x Reader.

Warnings?: none!

A/N: off topic but I'm gonna marry Che'nya in my dreams ahah... HAHHAHA-- I'm gonna cry to sleep now.--

Leona Kingscholar

You were looking for Leona, it was before your classes are going to start. You wanted to thank him for helping you study that one time. (I'll be honest, he only helped you so you can be his body pillow IM SORR--)

You were trying to look for him in his usual spot. But he wasn't there.

"Where is he- Oh! There he is. He seems to be sleeping so I'll just wake him up."

You tried to move him slightly but he only grumbled. Still not awake clearly, you tried to move him more but he only just grabbed onto your arms and pulled you into him. (Welp your plan failed--)

"Wha! Leona!!--"

"You keep annoying me, just keep quiet and let me sleep." He still was half asleep, not caring for your protests or should I say not listening of you needing to go to class soon. Just holding you tighter when you keep trying to try to get out of his grip. (Literally he's half asleep yet he still can hold onto you tightly, the logic??--)

"But-- Ugh.. fine.." You knew he wouldn't let you go easily, and you might as well just let him hold onto you. You fall asleep onto him forgetting why you wanted to talk to him in the first place. You forgetful bitc-- (IM SORRY WAIT PL--)

Floyd Leech

It really isn't a surprise, because of his moods changing alot, him wanting to hold you for 5 hours straight, or wanting to murder yo--

This time he was in the clingy mood. Luckily you both were in the mostro lounge, no one was there expect you and Floyd. He was complaining on how he doesn't want to clean up. And you were helping him trying to convince him it will be fine. Until he stops cleaning the tables and his frown became a grin, you didn't notice because you are actually being productive-- (wow)

He walked towards you, not trying to conceal his footsteps as the made a clinking noise.  (IDK OK? CLINKING MAKES SENSE BRO)

You turned around to face him thinking he was just going to complain once again, but instead when you turned around you were greeted with his face up close to you. (HE IS BENDING HIMSELF TOWARDS YOU.. UNLESS YOU'RE AS TALL AS HIM- and if you are sheesh shawty where you get those legs fro--)

You were mortified on how he just was so up close and personal. It's not like you really mind him being super close, you were used to it. Its just that you really don't know what he will do next. And that alone scares you. He grinned even more leaning somehow even closer than before.

"Y/NN, isn't this boring? I wanna do something more fun.'' You blankly stared at him. Backing away from him while shaking your head while sighing. And he pouts slightly.

"Floyd, we both know that if we don't do this. Azul will scold you. Then, you will proceed to blame me for distracting yo-"

He rolled his eyes and put his arms around your waist, making you gasp in shock. He is squeezing you enough where you can't try to scramble away, but not to the point where he is cutting off your airflow.

You groaned, and he just laughed at your pain of knowing Azul will make you do extra work now because of this.

Hey, atleast you don't have to deal with a pouty Floyd anymore.

Artemiy Artemi-- (It's Che'nya, I'm sorry but I'm not writing his full ass name.)

• You were helping Cater paint the roses red, after a few hours of painting some you decided to take a break.

• Walking a pretty far distance from there so you can some peace and quiet. You sat plopped onto the ground, exhausted. Who knew painting a few roses would be so much work?

• You decided you would close your eyes, and just rest.

• But then everything went blank, and what you thought was just resting for a few minutes turned into a nap. You only woke up feeling something graze your cheek.

• You opened your eyes slightly yet saw nothing, confused, you closed your eyes again. Yet it happend again. You didn't open your eyes this time thinking it was just probably the wind.

• Then you heard a whisper in your ear, you sat up quickly. Now fully awake and alarmed. But you still.. saw nothing? You heard some laughing, realizing whose voice it was you glared at the air. Knowing it wasn't truly just air. You were right as,

• It turned out to be Che'nya laughing mischievously. While making his body finally appear infront of you.

• "Really.. Che'nya? Let me just take a nap.." You mumbled tired, you laid back down too sleepy to ask about how he found you. And you closed your eyes sleep coming back once again until Che'nya pulled you up. Making you groan, not enjoying the fact he keeps making you wake up and not letting you sleep. He starts laughing, while putting you to his chest. Not having any intention of letting you leave. You groan, you being already sleepy you let him hold onto you, while you fell into a deep slumber.

• (Then he scares you awake later with only showing.. HIS HEAD AHHAHA NO REST FOR YOU MORTA--)

[squidbulborb]

Why would Henry come back? I thought he wanted to die.

I almost forgot to answer this but I actually have alot to say about this

So I have some reasons as to why I belive Henry should be the one possessing Glamrock Freddtlore, character and narratively wise that I feel are much more compelling than having Micheal come back like his shitty father.

So let's start lore wise shall we? In this franchise it's shiwn time and time again that once a person dies they can possess something, mainly animatronics. Now, we only see someone be able to possess mainly 1 thing at the time, with the expectation being maybe the funtimes with their weird mish mash of souls.

Okay, of the souls that burned in the fnaf 6 fire, which one was the only one still alive? Henry Emily. In fact, Henry is THE ONLY CHARACTER in the entire franchise that was not killed until that moment, charlie, the missing kids and the Arton family have all died (hell even the likes of phone guy, the two technicians and perhaps even Jeremy perished). So, if anyone were to come back possessing an animatronic, why not the one guy who never died before? Makes more sense than Michael Afton coming back again for no reason.

Next comes a character reason. Glamrock Freddy is a cheerful, friendly and caring robot who's a tad bit naive, he's also protective, akin to a paternal figure. his personality is most likely programmed in his A.I, but if he's indeed possessed than shouldn't his personality change to whoever is possessing him? We rarely see possessed robots talk in this franchise, the ones in UCN and the AR game are not actually possessed, they show the actual mascot characters personality, The exceptions being Charlie in puppet, Elizabeth in Baby and maybe Withered Chica(?). Those exemples clearly show that the soul inhabiting the robot overrides its personality for whoever is possessing it.

Now, given all of this, wouldn't it make more sense for Henry to be the one in Glamrock Freddy? Not only is he already a father, but he clearly cares for children in general, he built robots made to protect them for crying out loud. Sure, we might only see a jaded side of him in FNAF 6, but he is far older and had experienced alot in his life. ~~(Better than the 0 personality Michael shows in the games anyway)~~

Finally we arrived at the narrative and themes. I'd like to point out that if William is always associated with rabbits (for obvious reasons), Henry should be the one associated with bears! He created the Fredbear and Freddy's franchise, he is the protective father to his daughter (a papa bear if you will), and since William only wears the Springbonnie costume, then wouldn't Henry be the one wearing Fredbear? Why, thematically speaking, would Micheal, who's way more associated with foxes and clowns, be the one in Freddy? His biggest connetion with bears comes with Helpy, but Henry was the one who presumably created him! Hell, Henry created Lefty, a black bear, to get a hild on the puppet!

Not only that, but Michael's arc should be over. He trued again and again to atone for the sins of his father in order to find the forgiveness of his brother, utilizing him any more would be overusing his character. Meanwhile Henry's sole goal was to release his daughter and send William to hell, and since William is back, shouldn't Henry be the one to come back to stop him? Henry was a nonfactor during 90% of the lore so this is the perfect opportunity to use him!

I just want the Emily's to play a bigger role in the story, after Charlie be the one caring for the missing kids, maybe Henry could help Gregory. Perhaps as a way to compensate from failing to save his daughter? Wouldn't that be neat? Nah that be too thematically interesting, time to suck the Afton family dry for the next 35 games...

[hiraya-rawr]

Man... I just finished the Zhongli Archon quest and... I'm so conflicted right now and I'm still trying to process all the information—

Haha! But it was fun! I was finally able to receive the serenity pot and the fishing rod!

...

I'm at AR 50. (I'll explain in my next ask)

Fighting child was surprisingly easy?? Maybe because I lowered the world level to 5 but my characters are all ready well build and lvl 60-70 so we're good. 👍

Man.. I'm still kinda confused with the contract between Zhongli, La Signora, and Childe thrown under the bus/kept under the dark situation.. I cant even think any words to describe what's going on(??) To the point where I have to search what's the meaning of the words.

I guess my vocabulary is bad now considering I don't really talk to people alot outside the outside world— wait off topic, hahaha.

Anyways.. I guess I go to you because.. Your just so good at explaining things(??) and so smart with your words Ate Hira, and it really makes sense because it's shown in your writing and your headconan of genshin characters as their.. Characters(??), like— just good at.. Expressing..??? You get what I mean. 😅

I guess I was comfortable enough to even send you and ask Ate Hira! ^^

aaaah congrats!!! zhongli's archon quest was what really got me hooked on genshin, I remember reading about it a lot back then. I had to battle Childe twice too, it was a disaster because I really didn't know what to expect hejxhsjhrjd and it's fine!! feel free to slip in my inbox for anything rly!!

As for the La Signora, Zhongli, and Childe lore, from what I know. . .

Zhongli knew all along the Fatui were planning a calamity.

Zhongli and the Tsaritsa made a contract (it's unsure who offered the contract first)

If Liyue demonstrated their independence during the calamity, Zhongli would offer her his Gnosis and retire peacefully.

If Liyue failed, Zhongli would save Liyue and continue as archon.

Childe was sent to cause the calamity, he was a buffer and as the lowest ranking harbinger, he must've felt used.

Meanwhile, Signora was sent to collect the results (the gnosis). Perhaps she's more trusted for the task or maybe it's a rank thing?

// side note but for the contract to be fair, the Tsaritsa would have to offer something of equal importance (but what could be more important to a god than their gnosis? im so curious aaaah)

// also, i could imagine that while zhongli doesn't agree with the tsaritsa's methods, he does share a common goal with her? or he understands that something big is coming that would be worthy of giving his gnosis to her

// correct me if i misunderstood anything

[thecountesstribe]

TRIGGER WARNING!!! SPOILERS AHEAD.

Alright all shit aside that scene with Nate and Cal was fucked up and scary. Some people interpretation of the situation was that Nate was SA by Cal and others interpretation of it was Nate seeing the tapes of Cal at such a young age warped Nate. I'm leaning more towards the second interpretation. Nate becoming the very thing he despises has got to be alot for him. Combine that with Cal and Marsha's fucked up parenting, Nate was bound to grow into a pos. Nate seeing himself as one of Cal's partners/victims was really sick.... I don't know how to put it into words, it makes sense in my head but I get why Nate is the way he is. Not excusing his behavior cause majority of us unfortunately have some kind of trauma and we chose to not to be pieces of shit. We go get therapy or roll up and sort that fuckin shit out. Victimizing people cause you were victimized yourself is not an excuse, if anything you're supposed to know better, but I get that it's not as black and white as it is. His parents failed him. Marsha purposely turning a blind eye was just as bad. She had to know what Cal was doing. What parent doesn't know their kid?!! This would never be a Nate sympathy/apologist blog but I just get it.

Now onto Maddy and Cassie.... I was really trying to empathize with Cass up until she fuckin slept with Nate but Cass is a really bad friend. The fact that Maddy loved, probably still does love Cassie, more than Nate and was more hurt over the fact that Cassie betrayed her was heartbreaking. Maddy confessing by the door that Nate put her through hell and Cassie still went ahead to live with him and was flaunting being with him during school was downright trifilin and disgusting. Maddy called Cassie her soulmate and meant that shit and when she said she would've never did that to Cassie, that hurt bro.

Am I the only one who doesn't trust Samantha.. idk something about her is off.

For all Mama Suze faults you can't say she doesn't love and support her daughters. Just hope she can heal so she could get her happy ending. She was so proud of Lexi, it had me gushing.

I'm glad to see Rue thriving and getting sober. Leslie needed to have that talk with Rue. She honestly would've killed herself trying to save Rue and it would've destroyed Gia in the end. Finally they're acknowledging Gia in this. That baby always gets the shitty end of the stick. This quote, "sometimes you have to let go of stuff or people that destroy us no matter how much you love them" resonates deeply with that conversation. Rue dragging down herself will in turn sink everybody around her whether she wants to or not. Idc how much people love the idea of Jules and Rue but Rue needs to stay away from her. Rue and Jules aren't good for each other. She enables her behavior and then acts innocent. What Rue said about her was facts. Still haven't forgiven her and Elliott and I never will.

Ethan my darling. I love him your honor. Kat looked so pretty this episode. Fezbae and Ash need to be OK. Ashtray spidey senses are tingling and I need him to figure it out before something happens. The only reason why they got caught slipping is cause Ash went to the bathroom. We all know our boy is sharper than that. Faye is upsetting me. Fez was so nice to her bro.. His grandmother did warn him about his heart of gold but he can't help it. Haven't met his mom but that's her child. I just really don't want Fez heart to fuck him over in the end. Fez nervousness when getting ready was really sweet and adorable. You'll always be handsome baby. Lexi and his relationship is really fuckin sweet 😭💜. Also them messing with Lexi and her Halloween costume being Bob Ross was hilarious. I hope Rue and Lexi could get back close.

I'm done ranting now, the producers were some hoes for doing that cliffhanger. Bitch I got anxiety and this is all I'm gonna think about till Sunday.

[ashes-in-a-jar]

Don't mind me, I'm just being sad thinking about the 'home and how it betrays you' mottif throughout the magnus archives.

Warning, lots of angst ahead...

Martin's apartment becoming his very own personal hell, knocking on his door becoming a constant reminder of never being safe anywhere, even in the place you should be most safe.

Trying to make the archives his new home away from home thinking it's safe only to be exposed to the same exact threat. Where can he go? Where is safe? No where.

Jon is just the same, discovering that his place of work, somewhere he worked so hard to make safe and feel comfortable, had failed him. Finding out about Gertrude dying at her desk, the tunnels, the sense of threat under the surface. Trying so hard to familiarize himself once again with the place by exploring its mysteries, trying to figure out what the secret is so he can make sure to be safe from it. Having to escape once again when nearly the worst thing that could have happened did. And where did he escape to? Home? No. That place isn't safe for him either. Never will be again.

Jon at Georgie's, his ex's apartment. Trying to feel comfortable but knowing he's probably a burden. Washing the dishes unasked, babysitting the Admiral, offering to leave if Georgie brings home a date. All to give his thanks because this isn't his home. Wearing Georgie's clothes because he has none of his own. Slowly feeling more and more of a burden as the dangers he tried to escape come creeping back into his life. And he doesn't want to put Georgie in danger. She is not a part of this. He is not in his own home. I'm convinced alot of his investigations during this time were at least partially an excuse to leave the house. To not feel like freeloader who ungratefully sits around all day in a place that is not his.

Jon getting a new flat (episode 102) once he gets back to the archives from what has to be the most horrible few months he has ever experienced, only to then say "I should try to get comfortable, change the locks. Even if I might need to be leaving it for a while." since he's off on a long trip away to unfamiliar places. And coming back to face off worst nightmare yet and losing everything in the process, including his sense of belonging, if there was any left.

Once waking up, he has no home. No flat to go back to, no clothes at all, no pens ("Coma, great! Let’s rearrange his office. Sleeping people don’t need – pens."), Melanie can't stand him, Basira is suspicious of him, Martin and Georgie aren't talking to him. Basira has updated him that they are constantly followed and attacked for being part of the Eye, choosing to mostly stay and sleep in the archives which are giving them a very false sense of safety (episode 123,125,150). They are still attacked there anyway, by the Flesh, Melanie's plight, Breekon and the coffin, webs everywhere, Helen lurking, the hunters attacking, Peter. It's not a safe place. Not a home. But where is better?

Martin has a place, but in his own metaphorical-basically-also-real words "I also have the power to clean out the fridge, and it’s still a mess. It’s not that I don’t want to clean the fridge, it’s just- Some things are just hard." Not really having the energy to make your place feel accommodating also shows how little you feel like you belong there.

And then finally "come on let's go home. How? Don't worry, I know the way." they go back, first to the hostile place that is the Panopticon and the ravaged institute. And then to the safehouse. Which is hopefully not a "kill room". Finally they have a home, a place where they are somewhat content and feel as safe as they could. Only for it to be snatched from beneath their feet and replaced with their worst nightmare. There is no home. Only each other, traveling towards something that is not a home but perversely the closest thing they have to one.

And as the cherry on top of the angstiest of cakes, Episode 198:

ARCHIVIST: Come on. Let’s get home.

[FOOTSTEPS AS THEY START WALKING]

MARTIN: You mean the tunnels?

ARCHIVIST: I suppose.

I don’t really know.

[CLICK]

Off to (possibly) burn and destroy the only place they always end up going back to, the only place that ever actually acted as their home, for good or bad. But mostly bad.

[loplainlointhemorning]

Hello! I saw your post on exposingcourtneylove, along with the tags saying how nothing negative was ever said about Kurt, and the further discussion on how it was a mutually toxic relationship. I have wondering if you could elaborate on that? I'm not denying that men can't be victims to abuse, of course--I had an uncle who was in an emotionally abusive relationship, alot like how that blog described.

yeah man ofc, thank you for being so respectful & asking abt a special interest of mine. I think exposingcourtneylove was/is a complete delusional mess bc it’s run by somebody who legitimately used to believe they were dating his ghost in the spirit world & fucking thru astral projection so I kinda pity that entire scene now. aside from shit that can be proved w video clips (such as Court saying slurs & shit) I wouldn’t believe anything u read there, esp not the shit abt like. Frances being forcibly conceived. bc that’s just a disgusting disgrace to how much Kurt wanted & loved that child, but that’s a side rant.

Kurt was really manipulative in his own ways and very dysfunctional. he never matured properly bc of trauma and untreated mental illness so he just never developed a real sense of emotional responsibility or an understanding of adult life, if that makes sense? like at my age he was still living rent free w Tracy Marander & manipulating her out of asking for help by threatening to sleep in his car. His relationship with Tobi Vail failed bc she wasn’t interested in mothering him or being in a monogamous relationship with him (neither of which they’re guilty of anything for!) so without somebody basically acting as his mother he lived in complete disarray and was miserable. when he and court got together she fulfilled all that shit he couldn’t get from his two previous serious relationships.

firstly, she was maternal and sort of a parentified eldest sibling so she was willing to baby and protect him. she would clean up after him, revive him, do drugs with him, defend him, filter his parental relationships for him, and give him at least a parody of the cohesive family life he was convinced he had to have. that is a LOT to expect your wife to do for you, and ofc he reciprocated in his own ways, but it went like? deeper than that? like according to Heavier Than Heaven and Hole’s BTM, Kurt was so needy and so fucked up that it put a strain on their relationship.

examples of that neediness would be: begging Courtney to let him do drugs/manipulating her into using with him, expecting her to help him through all of his breakdowns/not being able to handle them himself, being so insecure that he would rather OD than like. have an adult discussion with his wife about his insecurities & spare his child the loss of her dad. like he overdosed in Rome because he was convinced she was cheating and it affected her so badly that she had a nervous breakdown and her hair started coming out bc the mfer put himself in a COMA rather than talking about it.

if she laid down any ground rules, esp during the last year of their marriage, he would immediately break them. when she asked him not to do drugs in the house, he would just disappear to random hotels and she’d freak out thinking he’d die while using. if she let him do drugs in the house, she’d have to revive him or potentially have him die in front of her. when they did their final intervention to try and save his life, he told her she didn’t have any room to talk because she was just as fucked up as him- a fact that at the time wasn’t true, and it upset her so much that she had to be helped out of the house & out of the intervention. she was dedicated to improving in ways that Kurt wasn’t and she was never, never as badly addicted to specifically heroin as he was.

I think court is abusive, definitely, but specifically to Frances. I don’t think it can be argued that she abused Kurt because while she did pick fights with him & do things that set off his insecurities, he fought back just as hard and he hurt her very very deeply. I don’t think either of them were good to one another but I think they were as good as they could be, if that makes sense? like I think there was true love & soulmate shit going on there, it was just buried under these horrible issues and unhealed traumas. the real victim of Kurt and Courtney’s relationship is Frances, who is basically the quintessential “fix-it baby”, something she’s described herself as before. like idk why we focus on who abused who in an equally codependent & miserable relationship when the kid they had is the one who endured the most damage.

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Omg can I plz plz plzzzz get a Dom!Kisame x Sub!Fem!reader? Where the reader and Kisame are constantly bickering back and forth and don’t like each other but one day an argument they have leads into some rough sex? I hope this makes sense. I really enjoy your writing by the way!!

I like this one. I like it alot. 😏thank you anon💜

Warnings: 18+. Unedited. NSFW. Language, slight overstimulation and violence.

“Not today Kisame! I’ve had enough stinky!”, you yelled, irritated beyond belief at the mere sight of the shark boy, let alone the mean words coming out of his fowl mouth. You huffed, crossing your arms and cocking your hip in a way that Kisame admired. He didn’t like that he thought you were very attractive and sought to squash any and every thought he had about you by being mean. “Get yourself together y/n”, he spoke in a very demeaning way, despite the fact that he was clearly aggravating you with his patronizing taunts. “I thought you could handle a little criticism. You’re weak and you ought to train a little more to at least compensate for your failures y/n”. That was it. He reached the boiling point. Why would he say that considering the fact that you were alone, on a mission to capture the four tails. Unlike like you, everyone else had a partner to help them succeed. The four tails was strong, forcing you to back out of the fight before you’d needlessly hurt yourself. Your taijutsu was neat, but you lacked the physical strength to inflict any serious harm, your strength being the ability to absorb chakra and return it to the user in five fold. Also that you were abnormally intelligent, making you a crucial member of the akatsuki as you played a role in managing the group, sometimes helping pick out the right teams for the right tasks. And your main focus was to collect information about the jinchuriki to share with Pein, who would use that information to select an actual team to hunt down the host. Kisame was happy you failed. There was just something about seeing you so miserable that he couldn’t help but take pleasure in. “Are you gonna let him talk to you like that y/n?”, Hidan deviously questioned, successfully riling you up. You literally pounced on him, not caring that you were in the midst of all the other members, taking him down by complete surprise. You both fell to the ground with a loud thud, Kisame completely taking the hit as you landed on top of him. He was rather stunned that you were able to easily take him down. “Yes y/n, get him!” Hidan cheered, enjoying the view of your ass as you hovered above your new opponent, earning himself a glare from Kakuzu. You certainly weren’t tiny. You were packing in all the right places, standing at 5’8, your curvy body showing in all its glory because your clothes burnt off in certain areas after escaping the four tails brutal lava release, making you look all the more fucking sexy to the swordsman, as well as every other member in the room. But even then, he was way too big and bulky for you to manage bringing him down to the ground in a spilt second all by yourself. You brought your fist up, ready to wipe away that smug look on his face with a nice and hard blow, infuriated at how he calmly waited for you to hit. Your fist connected with his cheek, Kisame quickly flipping you over so he was now on top of you, blood dripping out his nose and falling on your cheek as he easily pinned your wrists on either side of your head, his solid, muscly frame dominantly hovering above you. “Are you trying to kill yourself?”, he growled, angered by how you took him down in front of everyone, but also more than happy to fight you, to see what you’re really capable of. You brought your knee up between his legs, a loud grunt leaving his mouth as you landed a hard blow on his crotch. You used the opportunity to head butt him hard before flipping him over so you were right back on top of him. He was obviously holding back, but today you were in the mood to really fight. “Enough!”. You both snapped your heads in the direction of the familiar voice. Pein looked down at both of you, his purple eyes piercing your own, his expression stoic as always. You quickly got off of Kisame, dusting yourself off as you walked off to your room. He really underestimated you, but next time Pein wasn’t around, you would certainly give him a big taste of the strength he didn’t know you had.

The next morning you felt somewhat better, dragging yourself out of bed to start your day with the rest of the miserable human beings in the hideout. You finished up your breakfast, washing only your dishes, drying them and packing them away, growling at anyone who dared to near you with their dirty dishes. You would die before you washed somebody else’s dishes in this hideout. No one was worthy. Except maybe Itachi. You dried your hands off, walking back to your room to meditate, shower and change before you’d go out and train a little. Not because Kisame said so, you reminded yourself, now debating whether or not you should train, so Kisame wouldn’t think you were training because of his rude remark last night. You walked with your eyes glued to the floor, not watching where you were going as you sped walked the rest of the way in deep thought. You bumped into something hard, the impact throwing you off balance, causing you to stumble backwards and land hard on your bottom. “Ow!” , you whined, looking up to see Kisame. He didn’t have his cloak on, just a skin tight black turtle neck shirt with a pair of black pants. Barefoot. The shirt he wore hugged his muscular chest in such a sinful way. His beefy arms flexing as he gazed at you. This might of been the first time you’d seen him without a cloak. He wasn’t just a big shark. He was a tall, muscular, sexy shark. He reached down to grab your arm, pulling you up a little too fast, causing you to stumble once again, but this time, he held you until you were able to stand on your own. You were pretty much gawking at this point, gulping away your arousal as you immediately looked at the ground, embarrassed that he caught you. “Watch where you’re going little girl”, he said, ignoring how cute you looked still dressed in your pijamas. The pink, spaghetti strap shirt hugging your ample bosom, your nipples confidently introducing themselves through the thin cotton material. The shirt ended just beneath your natural waist, revealing your pierced belly button and a whole lot of smooth skin before your navy blue with white polka dots pants took over, a drawstring keeping them around your hips as they draped all the way down to your ankles, folded twice so you wouldn’t step on them. You both stood in the middle of the long passage, awkward silence surrounding the two of you as you shyly checked each other out. “If you were watching where you were going you wouldn’t of let me walk right into you”, you started, trying to distract yourself from the 6’4 hunk of sexiness standing in front of you. Quickly overcoming your shame you looked up at him, clearing your throat as his eyes were glued to your chest for a good few seconds before he lift them up to look at your face. Unlike you he wasn’t embarrassed at all, his eyes continuing their journey down your body as he nonchalantly replied, “Yeah whatever little girl, I don’t have time for this today”. Your eye twitched. “I’m not a little girl”, you spoke, trying to stay as nonchalant as he was. “Is that so?”, he challenged. “Yes. I’m much more than you could ever handle Kisame. But anyways, I’m not going to to stand here and argue with an angry fish, so bye”, you retorted, starting to walk past him and to your room. His large hand found your neck, causing you to stumble as he dragged you back in front of him, pushing you against the wall all in one swift movement. You gasped out as your back hit the wall, knocking a little air out of your restricted windpipe. Kisame eyes met yours, his teeth showing in his devious smile. He didn’t know whether to laugh at your confidence or respond to your smart remarks. Whatever it was he was feeling made his dick twitch. If only you weren’t so damn cute gasping for air in his hold he would’ve ignored you and continued on about his day. But today he reached his limit. He was going to teach you a very good lesson.

He leaned forward to whisper in your ear, “Much more than I could ever handle?”, he questioned. “Are you sure about that little girl?”. At that he let go of you, watching you greedily suck in air before easily picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder. You blushed at how strong he was. “I’m guessing you don’t know how to be gentle”, you remarked, only further triggering his irritation. “For once you’re actually right about me. I do not know how to be gentle and I hope you learn from this”, he responded. You could hear the seriousness in his tone, hoping he meant to do what you thought he was going to do and not actually kill you this morning. Uncertainty travelled through your veins, making you nervous as you tightened your grip on his shirt, trying to keep your balance. His arm sat between your thighs, the grip on your upper thigh just below your ass the only support you had on his shoulder. You were genuinely concerned. Trying to think of a plan to escape or fight back if you needed to. He entered a room, shutting the door behind him. A few steps later he threw you onto his unmade bed. You could smell his musky scent all around you, spiking up your arousal as you sat up on your elbows, looking around you before concluding you were in fact, in his room. You looked up at him, gulping away your nerves as he lifted his shirt over his head. Holy fuck. At this point his sexiness would surely kill you before he got the chance to. You could only watch him in silence, as he crawled onto the bed, slowly making his way to you, like an animal sneaking up on it’s prey, forcing you to lie on your back. He spread your legs open to settle between them. You felt so little beneath him, actually nervous about what was currently taking place. Kisame stopped just above you, sensing your nerves building up. “Where did the cocky girl run off to?”, he chuckled. You felt rather embarrassed that he was right, all your confidence left your body when he threw you onto his bed, suggesting that he was going to fuck you. As aware as you were you couldn’t find any words to retort. A smile appearing on his face, showing his sharp white teeth as he waited for a reaction. “Did you forget how to talk?”, he asked, before planting a small kiss on your soft lips. He pulled away, looking at your face before coming back down to plant another kiss in the crook of your neck. You lifted your chin up to give him more access. His hand rubbed your thigh, slowly coming up to your hips, then your waist, your abdomen and finally your breasts, not ceasing the kisses that slowly turned into sucks and bites, his sharp teeth piercing your skin, making you moan out before his tongue lapped at the blood, soothing the pain he caused you. His big hand squeezed your boob, causing him to groan at the feel of the soft mound. His fingers pinched your nipple hard enough that you squealed. “Answer me y/n”, his tone serious as he continued his attack on your neck. You complied, “Yes I can talk, I’m just a little surprised”. You figured you should be honest about how you felt right now. He ceased his marking, coming up to look at your face. “I hate to admit it but I find myself very attracted to you, annoying as you are. Right now though, I want nothing more than to fuck you, hard and fast”, he confessed, emphasizing his last words with a buck of his hips, grinding into you, smiling at the way you bit your lip, trying to stifle a moan. “I’m sure I can handle you just right”, he continued, deciding to slowly roll his hips into yours, roughly dry humping you. “I’m just not sure if you could keep up”. At that you snapped your eyes open, a small moan escaping your lips as his erection rubbed your lady parts just the right way. “I can keep up Kisame. You’re not all that”, you quickly retorted. Kisame chuckled, watching you slightly squirm beneath him, enjoying the way he rubbed against you.

His lips smashed into yours in a bruising kiss, his tongue forcing its way into your mouth, making you squeal in delight. His hands immediately worked on undressing you, quickly pulling your shirt over your head and dragging your pants off along with your underwear. In less than a minute you were bare beneath him, your legs spread out as he pressed kisses onto your inner thighs, slowly nearing your wet and aching heat. You brought a finger to your mouth, bracing yourself for what was to come. Kisame looked up at you, waiting for a thumbs up. You looked back into his eyes, whining as you bucked your hips up. Without further ado he drove right in, greedily lapping up your juices, spreading your lips apart before sucking on your throbbing nub, forcing you into a fit of long, breathy moans. You buried your hand into his hair, the other tugging on one of your nipples as you neared an intense orgasm. His large hands kept your thighs spread apart for him, purple nails digging into them as he ferociously ate you out. His mouth found your clit once again, sucking hard on it, the pleasure almost painful as you screamed out in ecstasy. You legs shook in his hold, juices spilling everywhere as he kept at it, making sure you let it all out before he pulled away from you. He got off of the bed, watching you squirm around in pleasure as he pulled his pants off, his boxers following, revealing his thick, long, glorious member. He crawled right back on the bed, flipping you over so you were on your tummy. “I’m sure you feel just as good as you taste sweet girl”, he teased, watching your fat ass jiggle as he slapped it, hard enough to pull out rough moans from you. He snaked his arm under your chest, wrapping his hand around your neck, your breasts snuggling his forearm. “Kisame!”, you moaned out, desperate to feel him inside of you. “What is it?”, he asked, biting his lip as he rubbed his dick along your slick folds, lubricating it and stimulating you at the same time. “Oooh please!”, you moaned, pushing your ass back against him. “You’re going to be begging me to stop soon little girl. Be patient”, he reprimanded, focusing on lubricating his dick in your juices, making you whine out in sweet frustration. Your legs were tucked underneath his own, your thighs pressed together, waiting for him to fuck you.

After what felt like forever he finally pushed the tip into you, slowly stretching you out. He watched you barely manage to take him, squirming beneath him as he sunk into your tight cunt. He couldn’t hold back a moan of his own, sinking his sharp teeth into the back of your neck as he pushed himself all the way into you, your tight pussy snugly swallowing him in. “Kisame! Fuck!”, you moaned out in pain and pleasure as he lapped up the blood dripping from your new wound. He didn’t give you anytime to adjust to the overwhelming stretch. “Mmm fuck! Here we go baby”. He immediately set to a fast and hard pace, his strong hips pushing you up the bed with every thrust, his hand on your neck keeping you in place as he pounded you into the sheets. You couldn’t speak, struggling to catch your breath as your screams took over. His dick was so big, hitting a spot inside of you that made you wonder if he was actually trying to kill you with pleasure. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, drool falling down your chin as he roughly fucked you. Your whole body was now violently convulsing beneath him and you hadn’t even reached your climax yet. Heavy pants fell from Kisame’s mouth as he brutally fucked you, enjoying the way your tight pussy threatened to milk him dry. “You feel way too fucking good baby. Come now”, he spoke through gritted teeth, the demand in your ear sending you over the edge as you came hard. All you could do was scream as the pleasure brutally consumed you, leaving you a complete mess as your grip on the sheets failed to anchor you through this one. Your walls clenched hard around him and he couldn’t hold back, grunting your name out in your ear as he came after you. It took everything in him to not bite you again as his orgasm ripped right through him. Sparing your skin from any more nasty marks.

His weight on top of you crushed you but also anchored you as you both rode your orgasms out. He calming himself before did, pulling you into him as he rolled onto his back. “That was quite intense. Are you okay?”, he asked, holding you tight against him as he kissed your face. His hands ran along your back, to help sooth you down, your whimpers muffled into his chest as you gradually caught your breath. “Y/n, are you okay? Answer me”, he asked again, slightly worried that he might of been a little too rough. He was sure it wasn’t your first time, considering how well you took him when he sunk into you. Maybe he was way too rough. He panicked, slightly tugging your head back to see your face. “Y/n. Answer me”. “K-Kisame. I’m f-fine”, you tiredly whimpered, snuggling into him to find sleep. He finally breathed out, kissing your forehead in relief. So this was all it took to get you to behave? He was hoping you’d be open to doing this again sometime soon, letting sleep take over as he relaxed onto the bed, feeling very satisfied with how things turned out.

[mxthtea]

Hi a started reading your story's and i really like alot of them and so this will be my first character x reader request so i hope i don't screw things up. 😅

So its baal x male reader who is a samurai and a loyal personal guard for baal just like sara (i hope im saying the right Character 😅) and secretly they are a couple but because of her enemy's you two keeping it a secret. But sometimes you and her meet up in a secret place to relax and talk (and maybe do some other things that couples do) (not talking about nsfw stuff)(something like cuddle or kiss) 🤣

So yea thats it for my first request😶 I hope i didnt write to much or something weird and didnt break any request rules😅🤣

That's all for my first re quest have a great day & and stay safe out there everyone

it's alright anon!! you didn't break any rules (n ty for this req this is adorable,,) again ty for enjoying

hc because im kinda tired n a lil stressed dkjskj if you want a fic you can req one as well anon!! this really is just an outline for one so i could do it if you want <3

req rules/info

baal x male!reader warnings: i describe things poorly n they most likely make no sense, reader attempts to flirt. fails, written before baal's release, grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, tell me if i forgot any description: after a long day on both sides, you and baal see each other once again.

"i request his presence immediately," the shogun said.

one of her men nodded and walked off to get you. a while ago you were sent with troops to deal with the resistance once again. and with sara taking over on that side, you were able to come see baal yourself once again.

it only took a few moments before she could hear the sound of footsteps approach at her door, you emerging from it.

"here he is," the lower guard said.

"you may leave."

the lower guard walked out of the room, leaving you and baal together.

"you asked for my presence?" you asked.

"of course, we shall meet at chinju forest. for now, you can stay here."

and with that, you had spent the rest of the day serving further as baal's guard. it was until the end when she dismissed you, (at least as a guard) were you able to travel to chinju forest.

baal stayed silent during the walk mostly, letting you talk if you wanted to. it was rare that she was able to see her lover so she had always silently enjoyed your presence with her. much less were the two of you able to actually spend time together off duty.

as an archon (much less one that ruled like her) baal kept the identity of those near her quiet. the most civilians would know are her personal guards that people would see with her. other than that, it was all completely private.

so when these times came where the both of you could spend time together, it was something she always cherished quietly.

"the forest always looked wonderful," you smiled. baal turned to look over at you while you stared down at the glowing flora in the area.

"it is a stunning place," baal agreed.

"al -"

"stop right there young man."

you weren't even able to finish your thought before baal flicked you on the forehead.

"aw cmon! i wasn't even able to finish the first word."

"i already knew what you were going to say anyways."

"whatever you say ma'am," you smiled at baal as she rolled her eyes.

silence fell over the both of you as you two walked to another part of the rest. one with a patch of grass surrounded by the glowing flora and with the water right behind it.

"maybe soon, we could do this more often," you thought out loud.

baal knew you wished for a more easy way for a relationship, as she did as well. but sadly, she couldn't endanger your life nor threaten the eternity she wanted to uphold. losing you could only make things worse after all.

"one day," baal replied. "one day, hopefully sooner than later."

[where-theres-smoak-2]

Oh man I was scrambling trough tumblr tag and I saw this LB quote about Aleksander: "The Darkling is beautiful, I wanted to create a leader who was charismatic, appealing, a dictator you could imagine yourself following, an antagonist you couldn't just dismiss. [...] The Darkling is beautiful and broken and had a rough childhood, but he's also a brutal, manipulative monster with no regard for human life. He's dangerous because he's seductive, because he evokes sympathy.

…I just don’t even know when to start with this? Can she come off as anymore ignorant and offensive by trying to sound so woke. I mean “beautiful and broken”?! Are you kidding me?!

(Book Spoilers. Trigger Warning: Trauma and Mental Health)

Hmm well I'm not sure you could really sum it up as a 'rough childhood' more like a rough life filled with alot of trauma that has left him isolated and struggling to form human connections. Also I'm not sure I like the term monster for someone who is made the way they are through trauma and also the line about him having no regard for human life is just false he has lines he wont cross which is why he didn't harm the grisha children in book 3 and he was never going to because he values their lives. To be honest though I had some issues with the way LB dealt with trauma and mental health in the books. Not just with Aleks either but with Sergei too, actually I found the way she treated Sergei and his mental health in the last book rather appalling. Sergei is established as being severely traumatised by losing Marie to the point where he struggles to function properly. I think out of all the characters in the trilogy he's depicted as having the worst trauma, all the other characters have bad dreams and what not but Sergei really does find it debilitating and he struggles with day to day tasks like eating, sleeping and even just walking/travelling takes its toll on him. But Alina's attitude towards Sergei at times was troubling. To be clear though I'm not blaming the character for this as it was just the way she was written but she seems to consider Sergei weak and his mental health a hindrance. Here are some extracts from R&R the first is right after Sergei accidently revealed Genya's real name to Nikolai:

I shot to my feet. “What happened?”

“Sergei let her real name slip. He seems to be taking to heights about as well as he took to caves.” I released a growl of frustration. Genya had played a key role in the Darkling’s plot to depose the King. I’d tried to be patient with Sergei, but now he’d put her in danger and jeopardised our position with Nikolai.

Sergei was nowhere to be found. Probably a good thing, since I didn’t have time to give him the pummelling he deserved.

And like I understand that this must have been a frustrating situation but Alina knows that Sergei is struggling with his trauma and that he didn't mean to cause anyone any harm. I can understand her frustration but I really don't like the line about the 'pummelling he deserves'. I just don't like the suggestion that a person who is clearly suffering from a mental health issue deserves to be punished for making a mistake because of his trauma. Here's another instance where Alina is annoyed at Sergei:

Sergei had slowed us during our fight with the militia. He was unstable. I could apologise, offer useless words, but I didn’t know how to help him, and it didn’t change the fact that we were at war. Sergei had become a liability.

Again I get the frustration but again I have issues with the suggestion that because they are at war Sergei should just pull it together. Or even this image that's being painted that people who have mental health issues are just a burden on those around them. People in real life who suffer with similar mental health issues like depression and anxiety often worry about feeling like a burden to their loved ones so this could be really triggering for them. Then there is this from Baghra:

“We came to find you. What’s the matter with that boy?”

“He’s had a hard time of it,” I said, leading them away from the tank room.

“Who hasn’t?”

“He saw the girl he loved gutted by your son and held her while she died.”

“Suffering is cheap as clay and twice as common. What matters is what each man makes of it."

This one really troubled me because its like LB is saying that you can control your own trauma or decide how the trauma is going to effect you. It's again this suggestion that Sergei is weak because he struggled with his trauma more than others did. But the part that actually kind of disgusted me when I read it and I actually had to stop reading the book for a bit because of how much it upset me is how the characters talk about Sergei after his death. Alina had sent Sergei away because she felt he had become a liability and he then went back to the darkling and told them all the information he had on Alina and co. This move was obviously one born of his trauma and was made out of desperation. On several occasions Sergei has said he is struggling with feeling safe and no matter how hard he tries he never feels safe. Alina even tells us that Sergei had gone back to the darkling looking for reassurance and safety which really makes sense, this man grew up at the LP the one place where grisha could be safe, he grew up under the protection of the darkling. Then he chose to stand with Alina and went through the trauma and grief of losing the woman he loved horrifically in an attack against the LP which was his original safe place. He then never feels safe again so it would make sense for him to go back to what previously had made him feel safe, the LP and the Darkling. But this is what the other characters say about Sergei after he is killed by the darkling:

I sat beside him, unsure what to say. I remembered sitting like this with Sergei in the tank room, searching for words of comfort and failing. Had he been scheming then, manipulating me? His fear had certainly seemed real.

Abruptly, Zoya said, “I should have known Sergei couldn’t be trusted. He was always a weakling.”

Though that seemed unfair, I let it pass.

“Oncat never liked him,” Harshaw added.

Genya fed a branch to the fire. “Do you think he was planning it all along?”

“I’ve been wondering that,” I admitted. “I thought he’d be better once we got out of the White Cathedral and the tunnels, but he almost seemed worse, more anxious.”

Abruptly, Adrik snarled, “I’m glad Sergei’s dead. I’m just sorry I didn’t get to wring his neck myself.”

Steel is earned. Adrik had that steel, and so did Nadia. She’d proven it again in our flight from the Elbjen. A part of me had wondered what Tamar saw in her. But Nadia had been in some of the worst fighting at the Little Palace. She’d lost her best friend and the life she’d always known. Yet she hadn’t fallen apart like Sergei or chosen life underground like Maxim. Through all of it, she’d stayed steady.

And yes again I understand why they feel betrayed but they knew that Sergei was struggling and instead of understanding that Alina is accusing him of manipulating her and Zoya is saying he couldn't be trusted and that he was a weakling. To be honest it kind of reminds me of the way people talk about the darkling. Instead of recognising their trauma and trying to understand they jump straight to well they were a bad, untrustworthy person who was manipulating me.

Then there is the last part where Alina is thinking about how Adrik and Nadia are strong because although they faced trauma they were able to keep going and keep fighting but not Sergei, Sergei was crippled by his grief and his trauma and this means he was weak. Maybe its because I have struggled with crippling mental health issues myself where I couldn't even get out of bed let alone do anything else but I just found this implication that Sergei was weak really offensive to those who do struggle that way. People deal with trauma in different ways and whilst some people can fight through it and will just have a keep calm and carry on attitude others can't, others just fall apart, but that doesn't make them weak. I also don't think this 'just carry on and push through it' attitude towards mental health issues is necessarily a healthy message. If you need help then you should ask for it and be able to have access to it. LB could have used this as an opportunity to show a character who is severely traumatised getting support and help to work through his trauma and heal. But I feel like nobody really helped Sergei and any comfort or support he got seemed to be grudgingly given and there was more of an attitude of I'll try to help you because your issues are a hindrance to me than because any of the characters actually cared about him and wanted to help him.

Sergei and the Darkling were both characters that were 'beautiful and broken' but neither one of them was given the support or help they needed. Instead they were painted as either weak or as a monster. So what kind of message does this send to readers who also struggle with trauma and mental health conditions?

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EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT

MILES PROWER, ANTI-TAILS

Moebius' true king.

Art by Arealscrog

Archie's wasted character

Who is Miles?

Miles Prower is the Anti equivalent of Tails, from Mobius Prime. He is afew years older, being 11 instead of 8 and much more mature. He still appears to possess Tails' youthful tenacity and desire for independence, but he has a violent rebellious attitude and shows no interest in holding himself to childish things, even though he's only 11 years old himself, hating the nickname "Tails" being an example.

Miles holds his younger counterpart in utter contempt for traits Miles sees as weaknesses, especially how Tails went down the path of Science and technology instead of his magical Chaos force heritage, implying that Miles went down a more mystical path instead of Science, but from what we see in the comic Miles is more in the political field, by that I mean he manipulates all the political aspects of Moebius.

His actions throughout the comic run make him out to be smart, picky, but also cold, calculating and always 5 steps ahead of his own team and Adversaries, this leading to Alicia making him the Suppression Squads leader behind the scenes, while she is the figurehead "ruler."

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That's Anti-Tails, Who throughout this I'll be reffering to as "Miles." Now you may be thinking, "Why make a post on an extremely obscure and hardly used Archie character? Why not someone Like Tails, Shadow or a more popular Archie character?"

Well, it's because I believe that Miles had the potential to be one of Archie's most intresting original characters, I believe he could've easily held his own "Suppression Squad" comic run, but Archie Unfortunately really underused him and wasted his potential, but hey...

That's where us fans come in!

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This post is All about Miles Canonical self, every canon fact I can find about him and his full story in his short run during Pre-Reboot Archie Sonic, and my own personal headcanons in the later post.

But...before I get into any the headcanons, I need to teach those who don't know him about him, I need to talk about his Canonical self..so, let's get into it. Headcanons will be in the follow up post.

Canonical Apprearnces.

(Reworded from the wiki)

First appearance

The first appearance of Anti-Tails was back when the character was just "Evil Tails" and it was of him joining the Anti Freedom fighters in an attempt to take over Mobius Prime, prior to the downfall of Eggman.

He and his evil allies pretended to be the good Mobius Prime versions, and struck knothole with acts of mayhem, vandalism and overall mischief, a common thing on moebius. The real Freedom Fighters soon returned to set things straight, but their initial attempts to defeat the Anti-Freedom Fighters failed as their Anti-Mobius selves knew their moves as well as they did. Sally Acorn came upon the solution: switching combat partners. When he faced Rotor, Evil Tails proved unable to overcome the larger and stronger Mobian. Defeated along with the other Anti-Freedom Fighters, he was sent back to Anti-Mobius, where they continued to cause mayhem despite the efforts of the kindly Dr. Ivo Kintobor (Anti-Robotnik) to stop them.

This was the last we saw Evil Tails for awhile, however we did see a cameo of him along with every other tails when they all came together and formed Titan Tails.

The Suppression Squad

Art by Pota on Pixiv

Some time passed before his next appearance, and in that time "Anti-Mobius" went through changes in its name, now "Moebius." And all the characters changed alongside it.

Miles had assisted Boomer in stealing Dr Kintober's goal posts in order to allow the Suppression Squad to have access to inter-dimensional travel. Scourge obviously took this opportunity and went straight to Mobius Prime, along with a few other members of the SS, Miles being one of them, and they attempted an assult on the Freedom HQ, where we see Miles' and Tails face off, with Miles declaring to not be referrd to as Tails or Anti-Tails, but instead just "Miles".

He also indicated his disgust at Tails for having chosen a path of Science and study, despite having a strong connection to "Chaos force", aka magic. This has led to people believing Miles himself is a magic user.

When Metal Sonic attacked Scourge, believing him to be the real Sonic, Miles stayed back and observed instead of helping his king. Now, you may think that's betrayal, but in reality Miles didn't help because he did not wish to undermine Scourges strength, so instead he observed. Soon after Sonic came onto the scene he showed his willingness to help anyone, even his enimies, and this gave Miles an idea:

Let's team up with the freedom fighters to betray Scourge, that's the new plan.

Miles later met up with Sally, Bunnie, Antonie and Tails to offer an alliance, but didn't let Tails speak and showed his contempt to the original version, telling him, "Please don't talk, little boy, We're trying to have an intelligent conversation." Sally accepted the offer, knowing she needed all the help she could get for taking down Scourge.

Upon returning to Scourge, pretending to be running from the freedom fighters, Scourge asked for a summary on his mission, that being "bomb New Metropolis" but Miles ignored him however, instead reporting to Alicia (Anti-Sally) that his mission was a success. Immediately thereafter, Alicia told the Suppression Squad to, "Show our King just what we think of him", with Boomer and Patch clearly readying for battle

However, Miles was doubling up his betrayal, blasting both Sonic and Scourge back into Moebius for them to Duke it out there, with Boomer sealing the portal behind them. An ethical debate followed this, between Sally, Alicia and Miles, the trio being ordered to get the goal posts ready to be able to return the freedom fighters to Mobius after both groups agreed to make sure Scourge was defeated on Moebius by Sonic

Miles was as shocked as the rest of the group to find Scourge had defeated all of his opponents as Super Scourge. When the rest of the Knothole Freedom Fighters and Suppression Squad were quickly defeated, Scourge turned his sights on Miles, identifying him as the mastermind behind the betrayal.

Miles, cowering in fear, denied his role in betraying Scourge, who was threatening to beat him for his betrayal. However, Miles was saved by Silver the Hedgehog and unlike the rest of his allies, wasn't even hurt. Following Scourge's defeat and Miles' attempt to recruit Buns Rabbot into the Suppression Squad, Miles spoke to Alicia about who would be their new leader. Alicia explained that while she may be the figurehead ruler, they both knew Miles held the real authority at this point, to which Miles grinned.

That was the last we see of Miles in the Archie comics, he unfortunately isn't in the post reboot because he's now owned by Ken Penders, so we'll never see him again. Below is all of his official designs, and after that is my final thoughts on the character.

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My overview of Miles as a character.

I'm no Character analysist so I'll make this short and sweet, my review of Miles is that he's a Character with alot of potential, but he went wasted, not on purpose, but thanks to the lawsuit.

I believe that if that lawsuit never happened, and that arc was closed up nicely Anti-Tails would of became a far more realistic and grounded Character, and probably pretty popular too. Miles to me is a kid who was manipulated into a life of crime and now believes that's what is right, and I think that could of been an arc for him, mellowing out and becoming a true king for the people of Moebius. I also like how when Scourge goes Super and goes to Miles to confront him, he dosent stand up to him, he dosent become strong, but instead he cowers in fear, hes terrified and tries to lie, to me, that makes him feel more grounded, and I like that.

Personally I wish Miles was more popular, I wish he got more spotlight than he did and I wish his story got concluded, but with what we got, I think he's pretty good, and pretty interesting too! I've seen alot of ideas float around for this dude, all of them making sense in they're on way, and to be honest? His lack of story kinda helps make him more accessible.

Tl:Dr: I like Miles alot, and I hope this post helps you lot learn more about him and overall, gets more people down to write with him, draw with him and explore him!

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Would I change him in any way?

Yeah, there's one key part of Miles (from what we got) that I think was wasted. Now, what is that? What would I change about a Character I've mostly praised? Well...

I wish he was magical. In the Archie comics Tails is actually strongly connected to the "Chaos Force", not as connected as Shadow, but still VERY connected, and guess what? Miles and Tails ARE biologically the same, same DNA, and in that bit of the comic, Miles calls Tails out on something he should have no idea about if he himself isn't connected to the same thing (or Moebius equivalent). To me at least this kind of implies Miles is magical too.

Basically, I'd give Miles' moveset a touch of magical abilities, connecting him to Moebius' "Anarchy force". I think it would help separate him abit more from Tails, while also connecting them, because whenever you have science and magic together...they clash.

But yea that's all I'd change in what we got, just hints of magic, some magic attacks here and there. I think it'd be pretty neat, and it'd have the science Vs magic aspect with him and Tails relationship.

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Lets finally wrap this up! At least, for now.

Thank you so much for reading all this If you did, it, this took me alot of hours, and I, I think it's over 2000 words now you madman. Why not spend your time doing something more worthwhile? Why not...have fun? meet someone? Go on a date? Live your life? Why read a post on an obscure Character, mainac.

But in all seriousness thank you for reading my post, I really like this character (clearly) and I want to teach people about him, and I hope this post has done that! Post 2. There's going to be a sequel post going over all of my personal headcanons, and possibly a 3rd going over community ones. Keep ya eyes out~

But yea, big read, now you lot know about an obscure Character, and this was fun to write! But now I'm gonna end this post with a fun fact:

Miles and the Suppression Squad were going to have one more arc, it was teased at the end of issue 196, but unfortunately it never got written. That would of been really neat but unfortunately it never got to happen.

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BON'VOYAGE, HEDGEHOGS!