#I still like surrounding myself with things that make me happy so whatever 💖

[bugeyedfreaks]

Okay guys, what is going on?! 😳

I had to make an emergency stop at a Wal-Mart this weekend and found OG Powerpuff Girls pants and a hoodie?! With the original logo and everything?!

(Actually, credit and love to @burninglilly-art for telling me about the pants in the first place, but I couldn’t find them at my local store and thought it might be a lost cause! Fate thought otherwise! 💖)

Then today I ended up having to kill some time because of some surprise traffic, so I went into a Five Below for the first time in forever… and look at the magnet I found right before I left that was at the exit?!?!

And it was the only one there!

All I can say is that fate has been ultra weird this weekend for inexplicably drawing me to these stores to find these things, but I’m thankful for it! 💙💖💚

[milogreer]

Grah (Milo 🥺🥺) ('send me a character' ask game!)

@darlinghowl asked: milo too!

YAAYYY HUSBAND TIME 🩷🩷 ↳ send me a character!

My first impression: i’m being so so serious when i say i had to pause milo’s first audio pretty much immediately after he started talking because his accent made me blush LMFAO it’s like he was built for me in a fuckin lab. werewolf with a ny/nj accent, the cockiness and bitchiness with just that hint of a soft side near the end when he talks about wanting dahlia to stay safe, and the FLIRTINESS my god. and that was ONE AUDIO LMAO that’s not even getting into everything else he has going on that felt tailored to me (*cough*heatingupinthebedroom*cough*) 🫠💖 

My impression now: unchanged baby he has been my number one since day one!!! not that this is surprising to anyone given my blog theme 🤣 i may not talk about him all the time but he’s never losing top spot in my heart. i’ve gotten butterflies from a handful of moments across the redactedverse but nothing that stuck with me as hard as the panic attack audio did, and he still makes me kick my feet and twirl my hair whenever he gets all sweet 💘 he’s truly the redacted love of my life

A favorite thing: as a massive horror media enjoyer, i think it’s so cute that he’s a little scaredy cat when it comes to ghosts and demons. the gameplay vids are super immersive for me bc whenever he jumps at something i start giggling and then he tells sweetheart to shut up for also giggling LMAO 

Least favorite thing: nothing. he’s the most perfect man ever. actually no least favorite thing is that he doesn’t talk abt his family enough !! i wanna know more about his family life so badly after the “worried about you” audio 😫 i wanna know more about marie other than that she likes ghostbusters and nags his ear off when he gets himself hurt and i wanna really dig into his feelings for his previously alcoholic/gambling addict father

Favorite interaction they have with another: AHHH THE ASHER MOUNTAIN INCIDENT. ok ok i’ve talked abt this before but i’m gonna say it again bc it always bears repeating. this was i think the first time we’ve heard about him shifting after regaining the ability post-inversion and it made me actually cry bc it was just two best friends having stupid fun together as shifters 😭😭 like even though milo came out of it injured he still got to wolf out and fuck around with asher and that makes me sooo happy for him after suffering through those 5-6 months being unable to shift

A character that I wish they would interact with more: DARLIN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE erik i’m on my knees!!! darlin’s gotten audios with david and asher, when will it be milo’s turn!! i’ve thought a lot about them as teens and how they got on and how they navigated being sort of the odd ones out wrt their family dynamics vs david and asher’s + how the pack meeting with darlin went ☹️ i need them to get a one on one audio

A headcanon: aggro is a black cat that milo adopted from a shelter specifically because of the stigma surrounding black cats. people think they’re unlucky or evil or whatever but aggro is the sweetest little thing and he was just a little baby who had been there for probably a month or two and when milo came around, there was an instant connection 🥺 i also think that if he wasn’t already a registered ESA then they definitely would’ve gotten it done post-inversion. milo doesn’t typically take him anywhere but sometimes sweetheart will take him with them to the office; he even has a cute little ESA vest 🥰

A song: this is so hard because i have a handful of good ones… one i don’t think i’ve posted before is just what i needed by the cars! really early relationship vibes, i like it a lot 💕

An unpopular opinion: [looks around cautiously before leaning close to the mic and whispering] i don’t think he’s into being called daddy. MAYBE I’M BIASED because i don’t usually vibe with it myself, but i just don’t see it. however i think if you called him “sir” you’d both be locked up in the bedroom for several hours 🤷🏼‍♀️

[naturalbornlesbian7]

You know,turns out butches are not scary.

And older lesbians are not unapproachable.

And turns out other lesbians are just people and there is no need to idolize them nor fear them.

After finding my community online I have learned sooo many things that I think once I am out of the closet,I am going to create a blog and document all of my experiences there, cause I think I have a lot to share.

Oh boy, I could even write a whole book and its only a beginning. The best is yet to come.

It will be probably even more interesting when I finally find my community offline as well...

Iet alone dating.. Oh god, I think when I finally start dating, I bet I will find out even more curious and mind blowing things about me,and women of my own species - lesbians, and our lives.

You know, I can't believe that about a year ago it was so different for me. I was lonely and felt abandoned. I can't put it into words how much I suffered and I had noone to talk to. I couldn't even imagine that in a year I will find soooo many new friends even if just online (just yet), although right now I have so many lesbians all over the world that want to meet me and I can't wait to see them in real life😍

The dream of being surrounded by friends who understand me and being open - suddenly has become so real. Its almost as if I can touch it. I am getting closer and closer to my goal. I know that there is still a long journey to overcome, but look at how much I have been through already and what a huge progress I have made!!

And just about a year ago I sincerely thought that butch and gnc lesbians are scary, cool and unattainable, so distant. I keep remembering how I first met a gnc lesbian woman. (Possibly a butch lesbian)I was a 16 year old scared baby lesbian. She was my english teacher. I still sometimes scold myself on and off for acting like a true coward and not being able to look her in the eyes when talking to her, acting dumb because I was too nervous to be around her (It was my first time getting soo close to another woman of my species and she looked so intimidating and beautiful and just plain badass) She KNEW who I was, she recognized me. And that was the most wonderful and the scariest thing in the world for me at the time.

I just coudnt look at her cause when I did, its almost as if she could read me with her eyes...Her smile said it all. Even though I looked like any other straight girl..Maybe its because of how I acted around her? I suppose it was too obvious that I was nervous and hence she figured there was some reason behind this anxiety (its soo cringe😫😓, I only now realise how much of a goof I was and it was so obvious to her probably) or maybe her intuition, gaydar or whatever was the reason why she knew that I was a baby femme lesbian.

She often hinted that we should talk about something...and I always pretended I didnt get it...Cause I was too scared to talk. I remember on her last day of teaching (before she returned back to america) I cried so much after coming home. Cause I knew goddamn well, I missed out on a unique opportunity to have my first lesbian friend and mentor.

I am glad that I was able to learn from this mistake eventually, even tho it took another 3 years. Now I have so many lesbian friends I couldnt even dream of.

And I truly thought that older lesbians are non existent and that they are mean and scary. This year I got to know sooo many, and I have talked to so many of them that it was enough for me to make sure - they are all just wonderful women who are always here to help younger lesbians. They are the backbone of our lesbian community💘 One day I wanna be surrounded by many of them in real life. And I know I will.

I love my lesbian sisters with my whole heart and I wish to every lesbian in this world to find what she is looking for and be happy,surrounded by people who love her and support her💖 I promise to myself, as soon as I get out of my situation, I am going to do my best to make the lives of other lesbians better and happier. I have a tone of ideas about activism, art,business and so much more😈 And I am serious about them.

AWOMAN🙏