#I still haven’t seen the epilogue or any of RR S3 lol

[eternal-work-in-progress]

A Letter For The Dead.

“The Filii Blue…. We call them the Guards. Actually, they called themselves the Guards first; we only followed their lead. While Filii Indigoska maintain the four realms, the Filii Blue protect and care for the cores that arrive. The World Beyond is a realm unlike anything else in our universe. Its maximum energy capacity is so low that only a Filius’ core can make it through the Middle World’s gate. Except, to be Guards, the Filii Blue decided they need some kind of solid form, and now, we call them Wisps. Their forms are so delicate that few of them can survive in any other realm before being crushed. But they are powerful and functional in the World Beyond.

Unfortunately, this means that their cores are not strong enough to persist after death in the same way that other Filii with proper solid forms can.

Their cores will instead fall to the ground and wedge themselves into the earth. And from their landing spot sprouts a large blue crystal. It is night unbreakable. A natural and permanent tombstone. Luckily, although they can be killed, the Filii Blue cannot die in a ‘natural’ or ‘traditional’ sense. And it is very, very difficult to harm or murder a Filius Blue….

So… when I discovered… a forest of blue crystals in the World Beyond’s fields, I felt sick. Worse, some of the crystals had been shattered. I had stumbled my way into a span of desecrated corpses while seeking refuge. There were weapons and shields that littered the ground. And in the distance, there was a roar.

I saw the Soulstice that day. There were so many eyes…

I cannot take these memories. I cannot take this loneliness any longer. No realm is safe anymore. I am sorry to my people, but there is nothing I can do to continue us.

Find me with Phantasia.

Filius Lila: Einarr Förlorat”