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library-goblin · 2 years

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Hnggg I'm teaching my first class tomorrow and I'm nervousssss. I try to keep telling myself that it's just like when I started working at the supermarket and had to learn how do work at the till, and that the first few weeks it was scary and I'd give the change back wrong or forget to give the receipt, but that within a few weeks it got a lot less scary and more fun

#studyblr #uniblr #teaching #i had an introduction meeting with my new supervisor at the uni today #wasnt too happy #loved my last one #this one is very meh #she also got really annoyed because I wont be able to get my own classes until april #nd I told her that wasnt really possible #nd then she kept asking me all these questions #I shouldve said that wasnt desirable cuz it would mean id be at the school 4 days a week #cuz i only got two junior years #and they arent on the same days so Id need to be there everyday #and that wouldnt be good for my own motivation and wellbeing #idk she was being pushy and difficult #and now Im scared she'll bring it up when she visits my school #cuz everyone would get annoyed with me #while I really just blanked lol #i am so tired i havent kissed anyone cuz else id be scared this is mono #cuz I didn't do much #but I feel physically exhausted #not mentally #also big bless my supervisor at my placement school who immediately responded to the uni supervisors email #saying I started very enthusiastically and that theyre very glad to have me

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