#I should really change my url

[oneeighteens]

UGH you genius saving nataliadollenmeyer as a url!!!! she is my little death queen and i am now eternally jealous of you<3

thank you thank you 😌 I’m surprised I managed to snag it

[revvethasmythh]

it's so funny to me that caleb and veth really did just trade off the job of intensely pining for the other at like the halfway point of the campaign. like, imo, nott in the early days did not behave in any real romantic or even romance-adjacent ways toward him--I imagine it would be very hard to even think in that way when you hate what you look like so much, have such low self-esteem, and are actively lying about your entire past, including a secret husband. caleb, on the other hand, is kind of diving directly back into the sort of relationship he had with astrid and eadwulf. very close, very intimate, we-huddled-for-warmth-together-and-oops-it-led-to-something-else sort of thing. he is the one who expresses that he's fine with it if people think he and nott are romantically together when they're talking to keg. nott is the one who pushes back on that. he calls her his life partner. unknowingly, he compares his feelings for nott to nott's feelings for yeza. his behavior only really starts to change after he finds out about veth's husband because suddenly all of that other stuff is rendered inappropriate in retrospect. but even then he compliments her to yeza over dinner in the most awkward of ways, he admits to being jealous, he calls yeza "a lucky man" to have her, he stares at veth and yeza closed bedroom door for far too long, he creates an entire arcane tower with room for her family just so she'll stay with him. in general, his behavior is not, um, totally and completely platonic about it, you know?

like, veth's feelings for caleb are canonical and therefore indisputable in their existence, but caleb in the early days was not that dissimilar to how veth was acting near the end of the campaign. it really paints a picture of "right person, wrong time" in the way things just didn't line up for them. or, as veth would say: "in another world, maybe"

[i-really-should-change-my-url]

So what I'm hearing is that we ALL fell in love with Ronald "shows his autistic inventor friend A Bugs Life" Gladden

[sunmisbf]

i was in the car w my boyfriend n i was driving so i told him to look up a specific song to play n i think the last thing i had pulled up was tumblr n u could see my username i’m about to deactivate😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[spyres-moved]

i miss isat

[fallowyrm]

I recently got a lovely fawn-coloured jumper with brown and pale yellow patterning on it and it's been sooo wonderful :] makes me feel very deer! I also got a jacket with similar colours but it's in the wash right now

[pumaskulls]

Yoinked @neo-wolfe 's gal for a little bit of pixel animation practice!! :>

[outsideallboxes]

Thoughts on Ted Lasso? Who is your favourite character arc?

Ted Lasso is one of the all time great shows. I liken it to The Good Place? Both shows finish the way they want to and don't visit unnecessary places to get where they're going and say what they want to say.

I'm not sure I can pick one character arc as a fave? I mean, Rebecca going from cynical and just here to watch it burn, to letting go and being her own power house. Her becoming open to finding new romantic passions and business passions in the team is a good reminder that even after your world ends, just keep going. Ted learning that just taking everyone's shit all the time isn't healthy for anyone, especially yourself. That communication is a two way street and it's wrong not to keep yourself from people who just want to love you.

I mean, Jamie from Asshole of the Millennium to the cutest lil shit, Roy being a grumpy shut in to accepting found family, I could be here forever about Higgins and Beard and Sam and Isaac and Colin and Keeley.

Danny didn't really have much of an arc, but what a sweet heart he is.

Hot Ship Takes: I don't ship Rebecca/Ted (but I respect it and totally understand it), I do ship Jamie/Roy/Keeley.

I will say, I didn't like Nate. Didn't like him at all. The show did very well with him. But I personally know too many boys like that in real life? And he gives me the ick. Love how they bookended the show with his winning play? Fantastic full circle choice! Didn't like that kid tho. I felt like he got off too easy. But that's literally just because of my personal life experience and how I see the show. I recognize people will disagree with me on that, and they're right to.

Who's your favorite??

[gojuo]

[hashtagloveloses]

absolutely random but I saw you on my dash, and would just like to say I’m so happy to see someone else from the old days still active on tumblr!!! i hope you are well

omg hi i never left this godforsaken app i am glad somebody thinks it’s worth it 😭

[notwalterwhite]

had a dream where i spent an hour trying to come up with a new url and planning it so carefully and the one i settled on was gas-station-yaoi

[i-really-should-change-my-url]

More places need an "I'm severely overstimulated and I just need a quiet and dark room for 30 minutes while my friends party" spot

[sodalitefully]

so I definitely haven't abandoned this blog or anything but if anyone wants to see what i'm up to these days I'm currently way more active on my main @ferrouswheel11

[mccncutter]

:)

[mxwhore]

packing my bags, bags, going back home, home