#I see the falws and I'm afraid Im too much like him in some ways

[corybiit]

I really like Lestat, but I also feel so desperately sad watching the show bc I feel like I'm like him, filled with so much yearning, longing for love, loving someone desperately and so profoundly it is toxic, being self-destructive as well, and yet never wanting to let go of the ones I love, being jealous and insecure and a total drama.

I feel so desperate for love just like him, and that when I do, it's just too much for people, for anyone, I'm too much, I'm not perfect, and that possessiveness, that insecurity, those rash vicious decisions are the ones that lead to him being killed by the people he loved the most in the whole world.