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kyoupann · 1 year ago

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Really looking forward to finally bringing the man, the legend, Ry☆ up in therapy next session. Like, are you really telling me I get to talk about the fucking grip he had on me for like 7-8 years and tell my therapist about how I maintained the hobby of literally categorising 95% of his online presence across multiple blogs and different social media; created a virtual closet based on the stuff he'd sometimes wear (down to the price shipping options overseas) as well as a catalogue of all his roles in stage plays and a video archive of his time as radio host. Like, why am I even paying to get diagnosed at this point. Ry☆ has had the answer all along, the bitch (affectionate)

#Ry☆#odorite #odottemita #I remember being like I love odottemita #(and I really do)#but my hyperfixation was the persona of Ry☆ LMAO #honestly how do I thank him for giving me a sense of purpose when I wanted to off myself at the ripe old age of 16 #cant believe I got the obsessed with a man type of 'tism #all jokes aside my therapist made me take multiple test and I scored super high an all the autistic traits hehehehehe #so that explains like a lot a lot #personal #LMAO AND I REMEMBER THINKING AND TELLING PEOPLE #I ONLY KEPT TRACK OF ALL HIS STUFF IN CASE PEOPLE IN THE FUTURE WANTED TO FIND HIS OLD STUFF LMAO #WHO WERE THE PEOPLE IN THE FUTURE I WAS REFERRING TO? ME! THAT'S ME NOW BAAAABYYY!!#BECAUSE WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEE ALL THIS? NO ONE BITCH THIS GUY WAS YOUR OBSESSION AND YOURS ALONE #Like my way of coping was there's gonna come someone as normal about him as I am of course <3 I just want to make things easier <3

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kyoupann · 5 years ago

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Also, kinda important???

Koudai Matsuoka and Ryo danced to Daichi Miura’s UNLOCK