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Due to a series of circumstances, I ended up going through my old Facebook and I really don't get how I managed to not change in ten years lmao. I made the exact type of posts I would make today. Really expected to go back and find myself cringy but nope. RIP to those of you that found your younger selves cringy but I'm built different. đ
It's weird but I'm strangely glad that I haven't changed. I even remember ten years ago going through some of my old stuff and remarking the same thing. I've never deleted any of my old stuff to try to let it be a mark of progress and I'm glad. Yeah my writing and interpersonal skills have improved, but I've not fundamentally changed as a person. I might not have gotten everything right the first try, but I did my best with the information I had at hand. At the end of the day, I'm still recognizable as me.
#aquila be quiet no one cares#it's weird because I didn't need to go through one of those I'm not like other kids phases because I perpetually live through one#every time I open my mouth to express an opinion it usually garners some form of someone going wtf are you talking about#so naturally I've stopped trying to relate and just living my truth lmao#I've never really needed the validation of strangers for my self worth and it's so nice#like even one of my coworkers and I were discussing anger earlier and he was like yeah most people have this anger built up#and I'm just like ??? I've not been legitimately angry since I was really young and still talking to my parents I just cry#it reminds me of how I had one creative writing professor that was practically begging me to write nonfic about myself#I really prefer fiction because it's fun to create diverse stories of people whose lives are a lot more different from my own#but my life is equally as odd too so I get where she's coming from#not one singular detail about my life is ever normal for the majority of people and that's a valid story too#I don't think I'm capable of writing a boring character if I tried#I'll probably throw something entirely off the wall in there by accident thinking it was normal
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The Silver Screen Savant, pt 2- the Meh, the Bad and The yikes.
Hello Writers!
Last time here on Starry Starry Write, I talked a little about Autism in the media and my personal experiences therein. Today, Iâd like to go a little broader, and tackle the topic from a macro perspective.
In recent times, youâve probably heard âRepresentation Mattersâ oft repeated. Especially in prominent talking spaces like social media. But what does that mean, exactly?
Why âRepresentation Matters,â and how.
The short answer:
Diverse representation in media tells us that everyone has a place in the world. That everyoneâs story matters.
The long answer:
Itâs no secret that we begin engaging with media at a young age. When I was growing up in the 90âs and 00âs, TV and video games were often the babysitters of my peers. I was one of the few kids in my neighborhood whose parents werenât divorced. The kids I knew? Not so much. Most of them were raised by single parents, grandparents and of course-the boob tube. I personally prefered books, when my mom wasnât yelling âitâs too nice out to be holed up in that dark bedroom!â
Now, donât mistake my preference for some kind of intellectual superiority. I watched plenty of TV too. Besides, books arenât magically out of the equation. Printed material is our oldest form of media. And- often just as problematic. Though I will say- I saw a much broader range of people on covers adoring library shelves than I ever did titles on a TV roster. But, I digress. The point is: for many of us, consuming media begins at an early time of our life. And thatâs where the problem starts. Even in my childhood, where The Magic School Bus, Hey Arnold, and Sesame Street showed people of all kinds, I can point to many that did not. Especially not people like me. Which did me a grave disservice. I didnât know I was on the spectrum for a long time, and when I finally found out, I was horrified, thanks to what I had seen on TV.
Because media is not only a wonderful way to learn about people that donât look, act or sound like us. It also informs our ideas of who we are, and what we can be. Whether we like it or not: it shapes how we understand the world. And it doesnât stop with Childhood.
Time Changes Much, but not all.
Things are better now. Well, a little bit, anyway.
As an adult, I see more people like me on the screen nowadays. Which is nice.
Ish.
Why âish?â WellâŠ
Frequently, these ânoticeably differentâ characters (read: Autistically coded) are branded âNOT AUTISTIC!â You heard it here first, folks! That one character (insert your favorite) is Totally Not Autistic. Despite being written in a way that gives every indication otherwise.
*Facepalm*
Now for some examples, which weâll call the âMeh,â âThe Badâ and the âYikes.â For âfun,â weâll also go into the off-air perceptions of the characters.
The âMeh.â
First on the list is Dr. Spencer Reid, from CBSâs âCriminal Minds.â
Dr. Reid is the youngest member of the FBIâs Behavioral Analysis Unit, having joined at the age of 22. He holds three B.A degrees in Sociology, Psychology and Philosophy, as well as three Ph.Dâs in Engineering, Chemistry, and Mathematics.
He also has the social skills of a limp dishrag. Wait, whatâs that? High Intelligence + Low Social Awareness? HmmmâŠThen thereâs his restrictive behavioral patterns, obsessive interests, and general âquirkiness!â that we could talk about. But letâs hear a quote from the actor who plays him, Matthew Gray Gubler:
â..an eccentric genius, with hints of schizophrenia and minor autism, Aspergerâs Syndrome. Reid is 24, 25 years old with three PH.D.s and one canât usually achieve that without some form of autism.â
Hoooo-boy. I could go into all the things wrong with this, including why the term âAspergerâsâ is both horrific (TW: Eugenics,Ableism, N*zis) and harmful. However, today weâll simply leave it with the fact that this term is no longer applicable, having been reclassified in 2013 as part of Autism Spectrum disorder.
The âBad.â
Next up, we have Will Graham, from NBCâs Hannibal.
Like our first example, Will works for the FBI. Heâs a gifted criminal profiler with âspecialâ abilities, namely hyper empathy, which allows him to reconstruct the actions and fantasies of the killers he hunts. Heâs intellectually gifted, hates eye contact, socializing, and prefers to spendâŠmost of his timeâŠalone.
Oh dear. Havenât we been here before? But, I mean, he doesnât have Autism! The show runner says so!
For Will Graham, thereâs a line in the pilot about him being on the spectrum of autism or Aspergerâs, and heâs neither of those things. He actually has an empathy disorder where he feels way too much and thatâs relatable in some way. Thereâs something about people who connect more to animals than they do to other people because itâs too intense for whatever reason.
You canât see me right now, but Iâm cringing. A lot. This is justâŠugh. I mean, for starters, I know a handful of autistic people who struggle with hyper empathy, which can make social situations overwhelming and hard to navigate. In fact, I happen to be one of them. Plus, thereâs a cool little thing about how, frequently, people on the spectrum more readily identify with animals. But, yâknow. Who am I to say? Iâm just someone, one of many, whoâs dealt with this my whole life.
Now, onto the âYikes.â
*sigh*
And finally, we have BBCâs Sherlock, a modern adaptation of Sir Arthur Conan Doyleâs renowned âconsultingâ detective, and probably the most famous fictional character of all time.
Now, Iâll start by saying that the BBC incarnation is not the first to be Spectrum labeled. In fact, Sherlock was my childhood hero, and the first âpersonâ I saw referred to this way. My aunt, an avid reader herself, casually remarked to a friend âIâve always wondered if Holmes is Autistic,â after I came yammering on about how fantastic the books were. Had I not been champing at the bit to get back to my reading, I might have asked her what that meant.
I also believe this fandom driven speculation is why many detective type characters (see above) are often coded as Autistic, intentionally or otherwise.
In this New York Times article, Lisa Sanders, M.D. describes Holmes traits:
He appears oblivious to the rhythms and courtesies of normal social intercourse â he doesnât converse so much as lecture. His interests and knowledge are deep but narrow. He is strangely âcoldblooded,â and perhaps as a consequence, he is also alone in the world.
Now, before we go any father, let me take a moment to defend his creator. During the time Sir Arthur Conan Doyle first created his most famous work, Autism was not known. That isnât to say it didnât exist. Weâve always existed. In fact, itâs now believed that the Changeling Myth, a common European folk story, was a way to explain Autism. In one telling (there are a few) children displaying âintelligence beyond their yearsâ and âuncanny knowledgeâ were imposters, traded out by Fae creatures for offspring of their own. Children believed to be âChanglings,â regretfully, often came to a bad end. A chilling reminder that the stories we tell impact our real lives.
So while Autism was at least somewhat recognized, it did not become its own official diagnosis until 1943.
Meanwhile, Sherlock Holmes was first published in 1892. Now, as a writer who often draws from my personal reality, I imagine Doyle probably âwrote what he knew,â which is to say, acquainted with one or more Autistic people, he used them as inspiration.
On the other handâŠ
BBCâs Sherlock first aired in 2010. And while one might argue that the writers simply capitalized on the Autistic fan-theory, or took already available traits and exaggerated them for their version⊠they left a lot to be desired. Autism aside, this new Sherlock isâŠwellâŠan asshole. Narcissistic, abusive and egocentric (to name a few) he sweeps his caustic behavior under the rug of âhigh functioning sociopath,â and blytly ignores the consequences.
Which is a major problem. Because while doing this, heâs still âobviouslyâ (at least in the Hollywood sense) Autistic. In my previous post, where I said some characters are âtoo smartâą, and logical© to ever have feelings, friends or empathy,â this is what I meant.
This is bad. Weâre looping right back to Representation Matters. Bad representation, and the navigating of such, is just as important for writers to think about as good representation. Maybe even moreso. Because bad representation paints real people into cardboard, stereotyped people-shaped things. It otherizes. And itâs harmful. You would not believe the people Iâve met assume Iâm not Autistic because Iâm not an egotistical jerk. Why? Because they watched, you guessed it, BBC Sherlock.
Confession time:
Now hereâs my little secret:
I love all of these characters. They are some of my favorite on tv. Why? Because for good or ill, I recognize myself in them. Finally, I can turn on the TV, and see myself. Or, somewhat, anyway.
My favorite character out of this list? Loath though I am to admit it⊠Is Sherlock. See, what those well meaning folks didnât know (the ones who say Iâm Iâm âtoo nice,â to be Autistic) is⊠well, if weâre being honest, I wasnât always nice. A few years ago, I was that guy. I was a jerk because I thought I was the smartest person in the room. Which is really not a good look. In fact, sitting down and watching the first season of sherlock, (around three or four years after it came out) made me realize how much of a jerk I actually was.
There are other things there too. Things that tie me to all these characters, that I didnât list. But thatâs for another today.
For now, Iâd like to add a caveat or two:
1) Iâve watched all the shows listed above, and adore them. As I mentioned, Sherlock is my favorite. Heâs also the one Iâve watched the most (Repeatedly, in fact. Whoops.) and I recognize itâs not all bad. In the end, he learned to treat people better (somewhat) and certainly became more human over time. And, there are other deeply problematic elements of the show Iâd like to tackle, eventually.
*cough* Queerbating! *cough*
2) Iâm well aware that the above cases are all thin, white, able bodied, âstraightâ males. But I chose these characters for a couple of reasons. One, theyâre the most prominent type on TV. Again, we loop back around to representation, and why we need more positive, diverse examples of it.
And finally-
3) In my last post, I mentioned Iâd give some âgoodâ instances of Hollywood Autism trope. But I didnât exactly do that. Partially, because half way through, I thoughtâŠperhapsâŠIâm not the best to judge what might be a good Autistic character. I mean, Iâm sure someone will read this and think my current aforementioned characters are fine. Heck! They might even argue my perception here, and say the characters are just fine. I accept that. In my life, both on and off the page, I recognize that I cannot, should not (and donât want to) speak for an entire community.
Because of this, I cannot tell you how to write a âgoodâ Autistic character, or what media is âacceptable.â I canât even really tell you what a bad character is. Sure, I have a lot of opinions about it. But- if youâre on the spectrum and like and identify with the above? Thatâs fine. I mean, even with all the problems I noted (and some I didnât) I certainly do.
On the other hand, if youâre a writer, and you want to write a character from this (or any, for that matter) community you arenât part of, I caution you.
Do your research. Preferably from multiple credible sources.
Talk to people on the spectrum about what itâs really like. (Though try to steer clear of asking for emotional labor.You could, say, hop on reddit and ask the community there, for instance, which is a no pressure way to obtain potentially decent info.)
Finally, whatever you do, remember this-
Autistic people can look like anyone. We can act, and think and be different, like anyone. We are real, living, breathing people. Not robots, not sob stories, not tropes. People. So if you write about us, write us like people. And your work will be all the better for it.
-Your Loving Vincent
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On Animation
These are mostly some personal views and experiences, you are welcome to read but donât hold high expectations. In the last 2 years or so I didnât watch as much anime as I used to, probably because I donât find anime as entertaining as before. My interest in sakuga and Japanese animators was the first time I found value in animation itself, regardless of other aspects such as the story. The sheer expressive power of Ohiraâs drawings, or Kanadaâs unique timing, all brought me joy and still do.
Yet even this joy I find in sakuga wonât last forever, and I can say that rarely does any scene amaze me like my first contact with works from not only legendary animators such as Ohira and Kanada, but even Ebata and Tanaka. I didnât lose my interest in commercial sakuga thatâs for sure, most what I watched lately were obscure shows I wanted to see what X animator or X director did in them. Itâs just that Iâm looking for something new, and I knowingly didnât experience basically anything the wide medium of animation has to offer.
I think the majority of anime fans, animation fans in general even, just watch animation because itâs âanimeâ or maybe âDisneyâ. If an anime with a somewhat good story and almost still good-drawn images was to be produced, I bet it would gain some following and popularity among non-japanese fans at least. I also bet such a thing already happened. This reminds of a funny phrase I heard from a friend: âpeople think that animation isnât important in animationâ.
But then, everyone is free to prefer whatever they want in my opinion. I just think that people who have this view donât see the real merit of animation and its real beauty, to a big extent at least. Works with outstanding stories and fascinating themes such as Ghost in the Shell receive praise mostly due to that aspect only, the story and themes, with maybe mentioning âgood and smoothâ animation as a side point. But such works exhibit what really makes animation what it is and takes of advantage of the capabilities of this medium, just look at the Hollywood adaptation to compare(regardless of the fundamentally different execution).
Maybe the main approach of commercial animation takes most of the blame here. Ask any random person âwhat is special about animation?â, and probably the answer would be something along the lines of âunlimited imaginationâ or âfascinating imaginary worldsâ, referring to Disneyâs princesses or Ghibli's fantasy. Yet live-action movies are capable of creating such worlds thanks to modern and even kinda old technology(if we ignore the ongoing controversy regarding the definition of these works), while other more realistic animation works such as Satoshi Konâs show animationsâ features and perks, the features that are the reason why he famously prefered to use animation in all his movies despite being more of a live-action director in nature. What Iâm trying to say is this: animation isnât just a container with the sole purpose of conveying a story or a message, nor is the importance solely in the content conveyed, but in the way itâs conveyed. Thatâs why a lot of people who work in animation refuse the idea of mimicking live-action, for example. Â
After sakuga my interested shifted towards independent and experimental animation especially the japanese ones, like Koji Nanke and Youji Kuri. The story of independent japanese animators is a long one, better covered here. Watching their works made me realize more and more how diverse animation is, and the different exciting ways to transmit an idea through animation. You may say that everything I said till now was just cretesizing commercial animation and praising independent/experimental animation because I love them, yet I didnât deny that Ghibli and Disney(2D) movies, which are commercial for sure, are some of the best animation works from a technical and artistic standpoint. What Iâm criticizing is the narrow outlook on animation, even among the commercial works. Animation isnât only hand-drawn or 3D, you have collage and stop-motion and puppets and others. It shouldnât come as a surprise that the former Association of Japanese Animations(AJA) president, the late Kihachiro Kawamoto, never drew anything, he was but an amazing puppet animator. Before Kawamoto was Tezuka, a person who plainly hates commercial mainstream animation and whose experimental works probably outnumber his commercial ones. Kawamotoâs successor, the current president Taku Furukawa, is a renowned independent animator and one of Youji Kuriâs students. Movies such as Isle of Dogs getting a wide positive reception makes me happy.
A famous use of collage was in Madoka Magicaâs labyrinths, which Gekidan Inu Curry duo handled. It consists of Shirashi Ayumi(former Gainax) and Anai Yosuke(former defunct studio named Tanto). Their participation in Madoka Magica and many other Shaft shows came probably due to their relation with the director Yukihiro Miyamoto. I went a bit off track, but all this was to say that I enjoy Kihachiro Kawamotoâs collage works especially such as The Trip(1973), although he is better known for his puppet works, that are great nonetheless. This isnât because I donât enjoy puppetry, JiĆĂ Trnka amazes me- for example. I bet that his magnum opus, The Hand(1965), would astonish any animation fan not only in its visuals, but in the way it handles and presents its themes as well, which led to banning this movie that obviously opposes the communist occupation of Czech.
from right to lefr: Madoka Magica, The Trip, Kenju Giga.
Now that I mentioned Czech, itâs one of the richest countries when it comes to animation and animation history. Many other east-european countries as well. Trnka is enough on his own, but even with other animation arts itâs a region that has a rich and old history of experimentation and early works. Tezukaâs inspiration for his short Jumping(1984) came from none other than a hungarian short called The Fly(1980). The animator behind Jumping, Junji Kobayashi, reminds me always of a fun fact about Tezuka. Kobayashi himself has a deep passion for insects and wildlife in general. Alongside being a member of multiple insect societies and organisations, including The Japanese Association for Insects, he wrote a book on how to animate animals based on Mushi/Tezuka Pro's principles. But if there's a bigger insects nerd than him, it's Tezuka, who deliberately added the kanji for insect(è«) in his pen name(same reading to his original name). Tezuka also has some books on insects or animals, in a fictional or realistic depiction. The last book I want to mention, the most interesting probably, is Kobayashi's "Osamu Tezuka That No One Knows - The Mess of Mushi Pro", an interesting title especially when you consider that Kobayashi is one of the oldest Mushi Pro members, having spent about 23 years with Tezuka till his death. Kobayashi joining Mushi Pro in the first place may have been due to Tezuka sharing him his insects passion, as "Mushi" is the same "insectăè«" in Tezuka's pen name after all.
Anyway, what I was trying to say is this: If you are looking for something more than just "brainless fun", try watching different kinds of animation, the world of animation is vast and diverse. Some works that I like(not necessarily a good start for everyone):
Aru Machikado no Monogatari(1962, Mushi Pro)
The first project by Tezuka's Mushi Pro. He tried different styles in this movie, demonstrating his intentions from the beginning. Directed by Eiichi Yamamoto, whose start was in another experimental studio named Otogi Pro, with animators such as Gisaburo Sugii, it is one of the best works the studio produced. It contained a variety of interesting and beautiful styles, even limited animation was used although there is no economical constraint here, what makes me think that it was an experiment before going all limited with Astro Boy later. A great movie overall.
Jumping(1984, Tezuka Pro)
There is a nice interview about this short and experimental works in general with Osamu Tezuka here.
Machikado no MĂ€rchen(1984)
The Hand(1965, JiĆĂÂ Trnka)
Tabi(1973, Kihachiro Kawamoto)
Kenju Giga(1970, Kihachiro Kawamoto)
The Fly(1980, Ferenc Rofusz)
#osamu tezuka#Junji Kobayashi#Mushi Pro#Trnka#Kichachiro Kawamoto#Taku Furukawa#Youji Kuri#Experimental Animation#Independent Animation
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Interview: Oliver Coates
Composer, producer, and cellist Oliver Coates recently released Shelleyâs on Zenn-La, his third solo full-length and first on RVNG Intl. The album relies on a peculiar splicing of IDM, distilled pop, and faint folk that manifests a multicolored, amaranthine microcosm. Located on the fictional planet Zenn-La, it is home to an apocryphal amalgam of Shelleyâs Laserdome, the fabled Stoke-on-Trent nightclub from the late 80s/early 90s, and a futuristic dance floor whose inhabitants are possessed by a perpetual, time-displaced dance to the sounds of early rave, electronica, and minimalism. Shelleyâs on Zenn-La is both a synthesis of previous works and a departure in Coatesâs diverse and fruitful career, his projects and collaborations almost too many to mention. In the realm of classical music, he is the primary cellist for the London Contemporary Orchestra and has worked with the likes of Laurie Spiegel and John Luther Adams. Outside of it, he has collaborated with Mica Levi on 2016 album Remain Calm and with Laurie Tompkins on 2018âs Ample Profanity; contributed to Radiohead, Laurel Halo, and Mark Fell records; and performed with Steve Reich, Terry Riley, Dean Blunt, Actress, and Genesis P-Orridge. He has also participated in the making of several film scores, including those for the masterful Under the Skin with Mica Levi and The Master and Phantom Thread with Jonny Greenwood. But on Shelleyâs on Zenn-La, Coates is alone, acting as both a playful tinkerer and a studious composer. Coates builds the recordâs song structures by challenging himself, looking for noises that sound gorgeous and meticulously incorporating curious segments into wider narratives. Tinkling FM synthesis and drum sequences composed in Renoise are contrasted and augmented by processed and transformed cello lines. Here, his trademark cello becomes another source of samples, equipotent with all other effects he employs. In a way, Coates creates his own all-encompassing instrumentarium of sounds, as idiosyncratic as the fictional world he explores and one that is only occasionally visited by Kathryn Williamsâs enveloping flute, Chrysanthemum Bearâs ethereal vocal lines, and Malibuâs spoken word. We caught up with Coates to talk about Shelleyâs on Zenn-La, among other things. --- Shelleyâs on Zenn-La emanates a warm and welcoming feeling, a certain sense of optimism. Thanks! At the mastering stage, I asked for it not to be squeezed like commercial electronic music, so that we might preserve the internal dynamic balances as much as possible. I think coldness perceived in electronic music may partly be connected to listening fatigue, where pounding transients are all peaking at the same level and eliminate dynamic relationships between instrument groupings. Iâm anti music feeling as if everything is brick wall limited. I donât need the kick drum to shake anything. It connects back to the music: I have this background playing Bach cello suites where some of the best bass notes are imagined or implied rather than heard because thereâs not so much scope for polyphony on a monophonic instrument. I sometimes like skeletal textures, where the listener is coaxed into imagining parts of the music image. More room for fantasy that way. The album and its title evoke a sort of British retrofuturism. It sounds bittersweet and melancholy, but ultimately optimistic. Like something that Sun Ra would have made had he been clubbing and raving in the late 80s and early 90s. Were you guided by a concept while working on the record? There was no concept, just having fun making tracks for RVNG. Towards the end, that title came to me. The tracks were describing the environment of this impossible space. I edited the album down into something tighter against that image, depicting a series of buildings, public pleasure activities like in Brave New World, and the topography of the outlying countryside and nature. The music also seems to be a personal reflection, a soundtrack devoted to certain places, London chiefly. Is this something youâve consciously tried to achieve â using the music to capture and channel subjective impressions of certain areas, neighborhoods, and cities? Is it at all nostalgic? Perhaps. London is not that important to me culturally. Itâs fun to be with your friends or singing in a choir or something. I see failure and friction and busy-ness for its own sake. The terror of being still. I wasnât consciously describing anything when I was coming up with the music, more listening and seeing what happens. Shelley's on Zenn-La by Oliver Coates I sometimes like skeletal textures, where the listener is coaxed into imagining parts of the music image. More room for fantasy that way. Has your work with Lawrence Lek, which must have been impressionistic on some level, provided you with any guidance while constructing Shelleyâs? I think Lawrence and I have always shared a similar fondness for the adoption of real spaces and transforming them into fantasy. In that context, does any of the day-to-day sociopolitical stuff seep into your work? Making a music LP, I hope to constitute an experience more than a takeaway message. My nature seems averse to tribal or ideological thinking. Iâm more interested in friendship and family and effecting change through relationships. More interested in chatting about Beckett than Br_x_t. Shelleyâs often reminds me of a contemporary (re)interpretation of the IDM/techno/dance scenes of the late 80s/early 90s. Were you chasing that particular sound? Nah, none of that first part rings true. I wasnât reinterpreting or interpreting anything. I was guided by pleasure, which sounds a bit dodgy, but also giving myself mini-technical challenges such as two simultaneous bass lines (âA Churchâ), two imaginary drummers in different acoustics going crazy to one click track (âCello Renoiseâ), wonky scales, and fake Gaelic folk music (âCharlevâ). The album has a very distinct flow that feels quite deliberate. Yet, given some of your previous work, I canât help but wonder whether any of its parts were improvised? Improvising is there, for sure. I have just enjoyed this twix bar a great deal. On this release, I edited it quite heavily. The residual ghosts of improvisation are sometimes what fascinate you; they somehow have higher authority over your conscious self. I might edit over and over, then go back 10 stages to find a set of performance actions you made when you werenât remotely aware of what you were doing or what the shape was going to be â these always seem to be more compelling. Many of the tracks were much longer, and I was heading for double-album territory. I had a good chat with Matt [from RVNG] and decided to cut it into a manageable form. Eight hours of ambient cello patterns bouncing around in Pure Data can come later. Do you prefer working within improvised contexts like Remain Calm with Mica Levi or fully composed and premeditated? Changes all the time. I feel comfortable with certain people around, being in a room with certain people gives me a good amount of ideas that seem fresh. Sometimes I like the hard and fast decisions that have gone into composition, because theyâve been made painstakingly. Looking at your solo releases, there appears to be a progression in your approach to the cello. You use its unaltered sound on Towards the Blessed Islands and subvert it to produce unexpected sounds on Upstepping, while on Shelleyâs you rely more on sound synthesis and electronic effects with the cello pushed back. That first solo record is an album of performances of music written by other people (David F/Hennessy, Laurence Crane, Larry Goves, Max de Wardener, Iannis X). I think the answer to this question lies in live performances that are centered around live cello performance. I play a New Age melodic sound with ambient synths, Romantic cello lines juxtaposed with aspects of digital music which I trigger and manipulate with my foot controller. I hope I can make more music for records in the future that is actually closer to my live stuff and more about nuanced live cello playing and computer music juxtaposed. More interested in chatting about Beckett than Br_x_t. In that sense, âPrairieâ is somewhat of an outlier, with the cello its sole actor. Is there some kind of story behind this specific joyful cut? Years ago, I was approached to make music for an app about the Apollo 11 moon landings. The project got shelved, and I was left with some music I really liked, so I used this one. It was what this record needed. With your focus shifting to electronic music, do you still enjoy the performative aspects of interpreting someone elseâs work as a cellist? Yes. Working with Larry Goves, Alexia Sloane, Laurel Halo â there are so many good composers out there. Has your background in classical music influenced your musical journey outside that specific realm? Realms, moving outside, journeys; I like all these connotations of physical play set against music. Classical Music functions a bit more like an industry. I donât think itâs a type of music, for sure. Thereâs 800 years of notated music. I turn up on time because of my background in orchestral structures. As both a performer within LCO and someone who creates music using computers, how do these two aspects of your art relate? They both feel like second nature. My relationship with LCO has never been formalized; itâs nice and chill. Editing sound on the computer is about taste ultimately, same goes for how you play the cello. Your music appears in a constant state of flux, yet I wonder if thereâs some other overarching theme in your work? There is, actually, but Iâm holding it back for the time being â you canât control things so much on the surface â but yes, thereâs a backbone to the progression of each release. Tell me a bit about Ample Profanity with Laurie Tompkins. Iâm aware that Tompkins has a very intense and unique creative process. As far as I know, this is the first time youâve sung on a record, and your playing seems to be pushed even further than usual. Weâre old friends, and Laurie T is a fine composer. His music is more extreme than mine (hence the shouting and so on at the start and the arrhythmia), but itâs fantastic to play in a live duo with him. Heâs a subversive kind of performer, nuts skills he has, and I honestly donât know where it comes from. By the way, I sang on track 1 of the first album, Towards the Blessed Islands, âThe room is the resonator.â Youâve collaborated with a multitude of musicians from different scenes in different contexts. Do these collaborations affect your solo music? For example, certain elements of Shelleyâs on Zenn-Laâs sound seem to be hiding in pupal stage on cuts from Remain Calm. No overlap between RC and SOZ-L. Cello playing is there in both, but RC was a quick, fun, lo-fi thing. I canât accurately say what has been transformative for me â meeting Genesis P-Orridge and improvising/underscoring her reading out Burroughs at Sophia Brousâs Dream Machine event in NYC taught me a lot, just on the unconscious level. Having moved to a fairly remote part of Scotland, are we going to hear more folk influences in your work? Perhaps for the first part. Scottish Gaelic music is very beautiful to me. http://j.mp/2CCRVNn
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Sensor Sweep: Kyrik, Earl Norem, Stormbringer RPG, Denny OâNeill
T.V. (RMWC Reviews): In 1973, Tsuburaya Productions released several shows as part of the companyâs 10th anniversary. The first one to see release was Fireman (or Magma Man in some markets), which began airing on Nippon Television on January 7, 1973, running until July for 30 episodes.
Warfare (Aeoli Pera): The typical special forces trainee who passes selection has a higher rank (officers were far more likely to pass than enlisted), at least a bachelorâs degree, high general personality factor with extremely high conscientiousness, no children, and verbally tilted IQs averaging in the 120s. This study looks at Ranger school but itâs true across all special operations services in the Western world. Please note that, except for measuring the ability to do pullups, these exact predictors could be used to select head girls for graduate departments in the humanities and social sciences.
Fiction (Wasteland & Sky): Interested in superheroes? If youâre reading this post then thereâs a good chance you do! But how much? Check out this new bundle of hero books compiled by immortal SF author Kevin J. Anderson. The offer is for a limited time, so donât miss out! The description for the bundle is as follows: The Up, Up and Away Superheroes Bundle â Curated by Kevin J. Anderson: If reading is your kryptonite, Iâve put together a superpowered StoryBundleâthirteen books with marvelous heroes, supervillains, secret identities, mutant powers, and extraordinary gentlemen (and ladies).
Popular Culture (Legends of Men): Why do these guys virtue signal? Theyâre saying this type of thing to other readers of S&S and REH and the pulps. The entire readership obviously enjoys these genres with as much or as little diversity as they already have. Past works cannot be changed and what made them popular once is more likely to make them popular again than changing the nature of what they are. So do some readers feel the need to virtue signal to other readers?
Reading (DVS Press): How many times have you seen a movie and though, âMan, the book was so much better,â or had a friend who read the book say the same to you? I can definitely say that the cases where the movie is better than the book are far outweighed by the reverse â probably in the range of 20:1. In fact, the only writer whose work seems to function better on screen than on paper is Stephen King, and even then there are plenty of books in his exceptionally large canon that are much better than their cinema counterpart (anyone remember The Dark Tower? I hope not).
Science Fiction (John C. Wright): Sometimes in this life we see justice done. The Nebula Awards have just honored Gene Wolfe with a Grandmastership. The honor is overdue, and all lovers of literature should rejoice. Gene Wolfe is the Luis Borges of North America. He is the greatest living author writing in the English language today, and I do not confine that remark to genre authors. I mean he is better than any mainstream authors at their best, better in the very aspects of the craft in which they take most pride.
Culture War (Kairos): This is why they hate Japan. This the material manifestation for why they canât handle the Beautiful and seek to degrade before they destroy; the humiliation is intended as much to assuage the abuserâs amygdala as it is to afflict the victimâs, a âNo You, Christcuck!â retort as they rip the beautiful apart before finishing the job. The cruelty is part of the process by design. The shitlordsâGod bless you allâat /pol/ noticed that this applies to all of the cultural attacks.
Art (DMR Books): When Earl demobilized, he went into magazine illustration, mostly for the âMenâs Adventureâ mags. Such magazines have also been called âmenâs pulpsâ and âsweat magsâ. Essentially, they were magazines that somewhat carried on from the actual pulpsâwhich died out in the 1950sâbut were printed on âslickâ paper. A significant percentage of their readers were veterans of World War Two and Korea who were looking for manly stories featuring action and beautiful women.
Comic Books (Diversions of the Groovy Kind): As most of you know, Groove-ophiles, Denny OâNeil, one of the most influential writers of the Groovy Age passed away at the age of 81 on Friday, June 12. Much has been written about OâNeil during the past week, and thatâs how it should be. During the 1970s, OâNeil changed the way we would think about Batman in particular and comics in general forever (in tandem, naturally, with artist Neal Adams, mostly, but also with a host of other artistic luminaries from Irv Novick to Mike Kaluta to Jack Kirby to Mike Grell).
Robert E. Howard (Don Herron): Something I didnât know much about, was a bank robbery that had occurred in the little town of Cisco on December 23, 1927, over 80 years earlier. The so-called Santa Claus Bank Robbery was a story I had heard about, of course, but the Kris Kringle business had conjured up images of a gang comprised of members of Monty Pythonâs Flying Circus and the Bowery Boys. I couldnât have been more wrong.
RPG (Black Gate): Chaosiumâs Stormbringer! was a licensed product based on Michael Moorcockâs Elric of MelnibonĂ© secondary world fantasy series. The game engine used modified Basic Roleplaying mechanics; in particular, magic worked very differently in Stormbringer than in Runequest. Characters could come from a wide variety of backgrounds; power-gamers preferred certain back-grounds over others because there was no pretense of game balance between them.
Heinlein (Black Gate): Itâs almost impossible to discuss Robert A. Heinleinâs The Pursuit of the Pankera: A Parallel Novel about Parallel Universes without revealing and thus spoiling the plot devices of it and its 1980 prequel/sequel, The Number of the Beastâ. Heinlein, first Grand Master of the SFWA, for decades acclaimed as the Dean of sf, no longer pleases everyone. Some readers, especially academic critics, have denounced both books as grossly self-indulgent and even worthless. Others, like the brilliant Marxist professor H. Bruce Franklin (in his important 1980 study Robert A. Heinlein: America as Science Fiction) catch the feel of Beast: âa cotton-candy apocalypse â frothy, sweet, airy, mellow, light, festive, whimsical, insubstantialâ (199).
Sword-and-Sorcery (Ken Lizzi): Iâve read a few of Gardner Foxâs Kothar books. So when I saw his name on the cover of Kyrik Fights the Demon World I didnât hesitate to snatch up the book. No one will claim that Fox was a master stylist. Take this paragraph from page one of Demon World. And so Makonnon quested through spatial emptiness into lands that had known him, long and long ago. He sent his mind across unfathomable distances, seeking, hunting, searching for that which so infuriated him.
RPG (Cyborgs and Sorcerers): Vancian Freeform Magic. I know that sounds like a contradiction in terms. It isnât. Youâll see. I love the idea of free-form spell systems because they allow for endless creativity, and for me, creative problem-solving is the biggest source of fun in RPGs. In practice though, people often come up with a few favorite spells they cast over and over. This system was designed to prevent that by continually varying the tools in the free-form spellcasterâs toolbox. Itâs a noun-verb system like Ars Magicka, except the nouns and verbs are not skills youâre permanently trained in.
Tolkien (Tolkien and Fantasy): The details of Tolkienâs epistolary friendship with the US editor, writer and sculptor Sterling Lanier (1927-2007) are difficult to ascertain, and various accounts differ as to the chronology and extent of their correspondence. In 1973, Lanier wrote that âit began in 1951â and amounted to some âdozen or so letters we exchanged over the years.â In a 1974 fanzine profile of Lanier by Piers Anthony, it notes that Lanier had had âten years of correspondenceâ with Tolkien. In 2016, a book dealer had for sale six letters from Tolkien to Lanier, plus one from Tolkienâs wife.
Science Fiction (M. Porcius): I enjoyed my recent look at the 1950 issue of Thrilling Wonder Stories with Leigh Brackettâs âThe Dancing Girl of Ganymedeâ and Henry Kuttnerâs âThe Voice of the Lobster,â so, to take a break from my rereading of Fafhrd and the Gray Mouser, I propose spending some time reading more stories by Brackett and Kuttner from Thrilling Wonder (we might end up checking out some Thrilling Wonder contributions by Brackettâs husband, Edmond Hamilton, as well.)
RPG (Swords and Stitchery): I have used & abused B4 The Lost City adventure & its inhabitants for years now a venerable pulp module created by Tom Moldvay. ââThe Lost Cityâ (1982) was the first adventure written entirely for the second edition Dungeons & Dragons Basic Set (1981). No surprise, then, that it was written by the author of that set, Tom Moldvay. â Today Iâve been thinking about specifically adapting this module as perhaps a starter to Astonishing Swordsmen & Sorcerers of Hyperborea second edition as an introductory module.
History (Outlook India): Tucked into Pakistanâs remote northwestern hills, along the border with Afghanistan, is a cluster of three villages whose residents are still trying to preserve their language and culture in the face of advancing modernity and religious conversion. The tribe, known as Kalash, is said to have descended from soldiers of the army of Alexander the Great who travelled this way in 324 BCE. However, many scholars deny the story even though it has not been established finally yet how these people, their language, dress, and their nature-worshipping cultureâin marked contrast to the Islamic culture that surrounds themâevolved and survived through the centuries.
Fiction (Dark Worlds Quarterly): I used to use the words âPulp-descended fictionâ and it was the source of RAGE m a c h i n e Books. I wanted to capture that feeling that good Pulp writing gives you. What that really means is I grew up on authors who wrote during the Pulps and those who followed, they too influenced by those five decades of magazine publishing. The world has since moved on, with television and paperback novels, comic books (now called âgraphic novelsâ). Despite this, Pulp remains with us. Not in the packaging but under the surface.
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