#I really just value these rare alone times andI can just regroup and stuff | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

doofusschweetz · 2 years ago

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Sometimes I really need a time and space where I can just let my defenses down. Just a little bit. A day in a month is fine. 3 hours alone in a week is fine too.

#I love the bedroom I share with sibling x bc I can just lay face down on my pillow and cry #and I dont have to pretend everything's okay #and I can think with no interruptions #And pretend that a heavy blanket is a hug that's comforting and not conditional #no one can see me unless they uncover my body and remove the blanket #and I can just let go and not be tense and control my breathing to avoid hyperventillations #Where I dont need to force food down my mouth and hide the anxiety #I really just value these rare alone times andI can just regroup and stuff

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