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Hehe a đ for the ask game based on an actual tag I saw on ao3 once: "I wrote this for me but you can read it too i guess"
I wanna hear your most self-indulgent thoughts đ
Fake fic ask game!
Sorry Iâm so late in answering this but MAAN do I have a lot of self-indulgent thoughts that Iâll probably never get to writing to đ but the one thatâs been eating at me for a while:
âMC, whatever you do- do not open the door.â
Simeon warned through the phone, pinpricks shooting up your spine. Regret filled you as the banging on the door grew more desperate- why did this had to be the one time you chose to ignore Solomonâs warning?
The knocks soon turned into banging, various pleas and cries to just please let them in growing louder. You didnât want to believe that they would hurt you, but right now you donât know what theyâre capable of.
The demons behind your door are not the same ones from earlier, theyâre feral-
A deep growl filled the air with an echoing crack, sharp claws finally breaching through, slit eyes staring straight into you.
You didnât have time to come up with a plan.
You needed to escape- now.
#I really do want to write this one day tho đ#I also had another one with MC being in a salt circle that I want to write too đ«Ł#cactus.txts#messages.txts#askgames.txts#fake fic ask game#obeyme.txts#obey me x gn!reader#obey me x reader#obey me x gender neutral reader#obey me reader insert#obey me x you#obey me x y/n
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#suddenly getting a c feels so terrible#like failing an exam once used to#i used to be happy about such grades once now it just feels like failure#i guess i can never go back to that#wow way to ruin my day#and i'm aware its dramatic and there are worse things and many would be happy to pass#old me wouldn't relate#but on the other hand i want to strive for the best grades#i just truly wish that i can go this whole semester without getting a c đ„ș for once ok maybe one is acceptable but not 2 or 3 c's#i only want b's and a lot of a's đ„ș#also this made me realize this is absolutely not! the field of study i want to write my bachelor thesis in#i always write the worst papers in this area of my studies đ#the 3rd c i got on a paper in this area well at least for one i got a b overall because of my otherwise good contributions#but it's just not my thing idk what it is my papers might just lack depth i still need to look at the feedback tho even though i don't wann#anyways i have to study for an exam tomorrow i need it to go well i don't want to be disapointed#at least it only counts 40% and we have another exam to do better on in case it doesn't go as planned#but i really hope for an a or at least a b to not put me in a bad position for the 2nd exam đ€đ€#at the end of the day i should remind myself that i'm lucky to be in a position where that i get to worry about such tiny things#instead of real problems
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post thatâs like âu Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sickâ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasnât so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. iâm that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i donât write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and thatâs obviously not sustainable. but idk if itâs adhd or what but itâs So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then iâm Goinâ and i canât stop until iâm Done or i collapse from ignoring my bodyâs needs lmao#itâs something i should make an effort to do though bc iâd love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! đ#i got the follow-up to last yearâs Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the olâ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didnât put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik theyâll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that iâll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt âą 2. HiH Ch.3 âą 3. [N]MbD small fic âą 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then iâm gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then iâll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i âalso wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe iâll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year đ#anyways ik iâve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so donât put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. iâd really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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the suyeol lore is so crazy
#their relationship is so interesting to me like aoughhhh#like you see subaek and even tho they don't talk a lot on camera (most of the time) those two get along so well#they understand and respect each other so much they take their job very seriously and they're actually good friends as a result#suyeol on the other hand is 12 years of slowburn like it's crazyyyyy#you admire him and believe in him like no one else does and then you discover that he isn't that great actually#so you get disappointed and distance yourself and then you both are in this weird limbo for years as you grow up#and slowly but surely you rediscover how your relationship works because both of you are adults now and now we're here#like yeah suhito was stressed back then the context was not great for a leader AND tao was still with exo so lmao pcy could fend for himself#so i get ittttt they were going through it but. i need to know what he said to pcy like oh my god was it really that bad đ#i wonder if they've ever mentioned it đ€#writing this bc i just remembered that one time they had to describe e/o and suho was like#âyou're my cute dongsaeng i admire your talents so much and oh btw you're not uncomfortable around me these days right? uwuâ#LIKE ??? KING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND LEAVE US IN THE DARK#(<- they totally can it's not our business lmao)#idolization to tentative ''''enemies'''' to coworkers to friends to good friends is crazy#i need to look into this properly omg let's do some research#anyways i want a subunit :) they can be called exo sc too sehun won't mind bc these are like his favorite people in the world!!!#idk i find the exos and their bond so interesting because you truly have it all with them there's a whole spectrum of friendships#and i appreciate that it's not like with b*s & taegi (if you don't know who they are... let's keep it that way <3)#because those two were just too different to get along. it was extreme. but bighit forced it so much it was painful to see sometimes#and then the hawaii trip came and they painted it like a ''see? after this trip they get along so well now <3'' moment#1. girl let's be serious for a sec đ and 2. it's not our business!!!!! focus on making good music!!!!!#i'm so glad exo didn't have to go through something like that bc i just know that they'd have disbanded by now sjfsifjsk#the saranghaja sprite isn't that intense we lovr freedom of choice (keeping in mind that they were under sm) <33333#so YEAH. can you guys tell i can't sleep hehe :)#dara.t#suho and chanyeol
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fucked up that i have two drafted comics of jo in jail and both of them Of Course hinge on whether aoki's alive or not
#snap chats#ok i have ONE of them drafted but the other one's drafted in my brain#i actually drafted the first one months ago but i didnt think it was worth anything so. its just collecting dust now#it was supposed to be a comic where ichi visits jo and has to tell him what happened to aoki#and of course the second one. da shit i been screaming and crying about all day and have been cryin bout For Months#i might do that one.. idk... idk why not....#kinda wanna write a ficlet instead tho... but who's to say i cant do both right#me. thats the problem with me đ if it's too short i say 'i can just make a comic of it'#but if it's too long i say 'i'll make a fic of it' but im terrible at writing fics#but then it really will be too long to make a comic of it in a day or two and if i cant complete something in a day Or Two i dont do it#because i SUCK thats why#i just cant write a fic and make a comic... in my brain its impossible for the two to exist at the same time...#feeling like im ripping off myself Bitch WHAT. also i wouldnt want people to read the same thing twice note for note#anyway this wasnt the post i wanted to make that i ref'd in my last ask. i just happened to remember This Is A Thing#and i also was thinking about sketching out that Other prison comic before bed#ok another rambly post incoming bye
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guys i've been improving a lot lately i'm happy w myself
#đ.rambles#I MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY FR BCS I GOT OVER MY ANXIETY. LIKE FUCK THAT YK đđ no regrets !!!!#i've been. hesitating less lately. just yk being more comfortable being myself fr#i'm.. really happy i've managed to find more peace in that aspect#n i haven't been like. writing as much as i used to. like uh. pushing myself too much to write in order to remember like#in my spotify playlists yk making them organized n i used to be very consistent w writing a lil thing for this playlist i make each day#it's nice but it ended up stressing me for a while. but now i'm so much better. so much kinder to myself#n then w things i haven't done yet.. no i know for sure i'll do them one day.#i've been pushing myself a bit more lately but now not in a stressful way. like yk in a good way like i'm not settling when i know i can#do more n i can manage it n i know i'll be kind to myself while i'm doing it n regardless of the outcome yk?#guys sorry to that new friend i made tho i cannot text ppl like during convos.#LIKE NO WAIT I CAN BUT I LIKE TO THINK A LOT BEFORE I DO INTERACT W OTHERS YK T_T#WHICH IS WHY I GET SO ANXIOUS TYPICALLY WHEN OTHERWISE..#guys i want to bring back writing letters to each other so badly like i want to. to my future lover can we pls send letters to each other#OR EVEN TO MY FRIENDS BCS LETTERS R JUST SO CUTE YK !!!! A WHOLE LOVE LANGUAGE FOR ME đ„ș#like you can start w smth cute like yk 'dear __' orrr hmm yk decorating the letter hehe n then#writing things w handwriting is so cute ! so personal so sweet ARGHHH#the way i used to like message one of my twt/tumblr friends was often by sending like long messages n thennnn#tumblr asks c: i feel so at home w them yk#i write. long. n GOD IF I WERE TO WRITE LIKE YK ACTUAL LETTERS.. I WANT TO MAKE THEM LIKE#YK THOSE LETTERS THAT THOSE OLD WRITERS USED TO SEND !!!! THEY'RE SO LOVELY#hang on i have smth due in like less than an hour n i'm nearly done just one more simple thing but i got distracted help#DUDEEEE LOOKED AT MY NOTIFS AGAIN N I CAN READ SOME OF THEIR MESSAGES BUT I CAN'T SEE THE PIC ????#okay this means a lot to them bcs it seems me n apollo r genuinely the first ppl they've met that#are fellow enthusiasts of yk smth personal for majority of their life. GODDAMN#I RELATE W THAT đđ n then i don't mean this in an arrogant or idk egotistical but it seems. me n apollo have been like#special ppl in other's lives..? idk i don't want that to come off the wrong way but.. yeah đ„ș#DUDE I CANT SEE THE PIC YOU SENT AFTER 'DUDE READING ALL YOUR MESSAGES GOT ME LIKE' IN MY NOTIFS N IT'S#DRIVING ME INSANE BCS I HATE INSTAGRAM SO MUCH N HOW IT SHOWS IF YOU'VE SEEN MESSAGES đ#hi hello this is me in live action n why making new friends is hard for me :^) I GTG NOW BUT AAAAAAAA I'M PROUD OF MYSELF
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The crew & using toys on their S/O in bed please with a cherry on top??
First time writing the whole crew kinda nervous đ€đ€ I'm not writing Swansea tho I will NOT be writing nsfw of a married man
Tw/cw; Afab!reader, winners love winning in Anyas hcs (use of the term pillow princess), jorkinit jumpscare
Not proofread
Curly
I'm actually not sure if he'd be into toys
I've literally only written for Curly so I'd say I'm a Curly expert, and I just don't think he'd be into toys
He'd use a vibrator on you every now and then, but he'd just use it to tease you and make you beg for him.
He'd probably use cock rings. I am a firm believer Curly would use cock rings. Not all the time, but if he's had a really stressful day at work, he's wanting an extra hard hitting orgasm.
Omg not a toy but APHRODISIACS!!! This man would go crazy for some aphrodisiacs, whether he's taking it or you are.
Now I wanna write a wedding night one shot with Curly and aphrodisiacs thanks a lot anon đđđ I've got enough shit to write already
Anya
I don't care what any of you say this woman is a pillow princess
YOU'D be using toys on HER
She'd also be a cryer but that's not the point
She'd have a drawer dedicated to sex toys. She's trying to get into med school, she's CONSTANTLY stressed, how else is she supposed to release some of that stress? Don't judge her.
She wouldn't be into straps or dildos, she'd be into shit that vibrates. Vibrators obviously, rose toys, anything that stimulates the clit honestly
I lied she is into dildos this woman is a sucker for a RABBIT!!! Like I said, if it vibrates, she wants it.
Her favorite combo is the rose toy/vibrator + pussy licking. She cums so fast, then gets embarrassed, then begs for more. Praise her a bunch and she'll be able to go a few more rounds
BONUS CONTENT!!; she has a Christina and Princess Albertina, no further comments
Daisuke
Oh yeah, he's using toys.
He has a tongue piercing and sometimes he'll swap it out for a bar that vibrates but y'all aren't ready for that convo
He's gonna use the basic toys, nothing we haven't gone over yet. Vibrators, rose toys, cock rings, ect. He's just trying to figure out what he likes for right now, and he likes all of them
In missionary, he'd hold either a vibrator or rose up to your clit while he fucks you. Kind of uncomfortable as a position, but if it gets you off, it's worth it to him.
Not sure if this is considered a toy but he'd be interested in sounding. He's definitely had you try it on him once or twice, and he never lasts for more than a minute đ poor boy
He's just trying new things out. He's new to having a committed relationship, so anything you'd be into, he'd be willing to try. He'd let you peg him if you wanted, but don't ask me to write that.
My pegging days are over
Jonathan
The kinkiest cunt that ever cursed this god forsaken ship
Toys are a must have for him. On you, not him. He only likes using them on you, because it gives him a sense of power over you.
He'd be one of those assholes that would put a bluetooth vibrator in your panties and wait till you're in public to turn it on the highest setting. Like an asshole
Jizzdaddy would have a lot of toys. He'd have one of those robotic dildo setups that like.. idk does the thrusting how the fuck do I explain this????
You guys get what I mean if you've ever been on a porn site you've seen one
Anyway, he'd have one of those setups and watch it fuck you. Ass up, head down, grasping at whatever you could since HIS sadistic ass turned it up to the highest speed.
Eventually hed get pissed off and fuck you himself, claiming that you love the toy more than you love him đ the allegations are true but he doesn't have to know that
He'd also use plugs on you. In public, too. He doesn't care. If you humiliate yourself, that's your fault, not his.
vibrators are used during sex, nothing new. But it's the same situation as before. Claiming you love the toy more than him, so he stops using it.
Sometimes he'll just give in though and decide he doesn't care, and wants to tease you more than anything. Highest speed it can go, or the slowest. No in-between. He'll have you begging one way or another.
Chat I hate writing rough characters someone request ooc soft Joshua hcs so I can write him like I do Curly đđđ
A/N; Anya makes me wanna kiss girls
#mouthwashing smut#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing x reader#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy x reader#daisuke mouthwashing#daisuke x reader#anya mouthwashing#anya x reader#why are there so many ship tags this is genuinely disturbing#curly x reader#captain curly x reader
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pairings : boyfriend!seventeen x gn!reader
genre : fluffyy, lil angst
warnings : mention of food , half naked body (joshua) , cuss word (jun)
synopsis : seventeen coaxing their s.o. after making you upset before bed time
hyung line ,, maknae line [soon]
an : this is a request from anon, hope you'll like it ! sorry if this took awhile but school is giving me hard time that at the end of the day im not in the mood to write smt. I decided to separate hyung and maknae line so I could post more quickly to feed yall. ALSO as a directioner im DEVASTED these days so yeah that wasn't the best timing so start writing again, this also didn't let me to keep up with svt comeback shedule đ
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SCOUPS ă
i think that seungcheol doesn't have an high pride at all, so it's pretty easy tho
and, come on, he is Choi Seungcheol how you can even resist to him
when after a long day and he finally comes back home he is straight coming up to you
even if you leave the spot immediatly, he will follow you around pouting
but your plans of ignoring him doesn't end well
you heart flutter by just hearing his voice because you are too in love with him
and when a smile accidentally slips out of your mouth, its when he knows you are all his
he picks you up, unconfortably laying you on his shoulders and walks into your shared room
roughly dropping you on the bed laying next to you asap
i know he has a thing for you hair, so he plays with it a lot
wrapping around his finger, smelling them and softly kissing them
has a BIG thing also for your neck so he never let it breath
JEONGHAN ă
he is not taking seriously any argouments and this makes you only angrier
but he really enjoy seeing you angry so anyway it doesn't matter to him
but when he thought he had enough for the day, he transform into a baby
he is following you around the house trying to cling into your side
and when you lay on the bed because it was almost midnight he find the best ways to cling you
he would immediatly hug you so tight without mincing words
KISSES ON YOUR NECK UUGH
driving you so insane with his angelic and innocent face
and his sooo cute voice saying 'sorry' nonstop
when you can't hold your smile in anymore, he is giggling uncotrollably still kissing you
JOSHUA ă
you two had a pretty bad argoument before dinner time because he is way too gentlemen with other women
so you just decided that he doesn't deserve your presence
you prepared your plate of food and insted of take a sit at the table, you walk straight into your room
hoping that he got the message and he will not sleep into the same bed as you
but after about an hour, when you finished your food and were already laying comfortably under your sheet, you hear a door opening
and who if not Joshua?
he doesn't care at all about your annoyed huffing, he is laying under the sheet beside you
and his goal is cuddling you until you fall asleep
you protest when you feel his arm wrapping your waist but his arms are just way stronger
he pull you closer to him as much as he can, he needs to feel you
when your back touches his naked chest, you can't do anything but relax under his touch
his breath against your hair brings so much comfort into you
he traces your arm with his finger until he hears your cute sleepy sounds
JUN ă
it's really rare that Jun is the one making the frist step after an argoument
he is really shy and he just feels so guitly that he made you mad
his precious baby ?!?!
he is usually awkward, the he will NEVER starts a cuddling session
so when you two have an argoument youre always the one that does the frist step
but today he made you way too angry and he can see it by the way you're not even trying to get closer to him
he wants to cry soo bad because he doesn't know what to do, he is worried that every move he will do is wrong
when the second night pass, and youre preparing to sleep on the chouch once again, he understands that he need to move the fuck up
he is in your shared room, where you were supposted to be with him, under the sheet cuddling nonstop
he nervously walks up and down wondering how to approach you in the best way possible
but it's easier than the tought
when he sits beside you on the couch, you were already all over him
because OMG THIS SHY CAT IS SO BRAVE
he is like 'oh, it was that easy?'
pinching your cheeks and nose kissing because he is starving
HOSHI ă
he absolutely hate making you upset but here we go
at frist he don't even got it, he just continue with his stupid jokes and mess around you
he always do this, like almost everyday, but today he touched a button that should've not been touched
he just frowns when he sees you walking awayt without daring a word
and he is like that for at least 30 minutes, you can almost hear the hamsters into his brain
he may need an help too, so he is on his way calling his best friend
and this sounds so stupid to him but hey he needs help with his beloved
bestfriend will 100% facepalming because it seems so obvious to him
but hoshi arrives here a little late
after he got what he did wrong he is RUNNING to you, jumping straight into your body
he lays on top of you kissing every part of your skin that isn't covered with blanket
also he would gently rub his nose against yours
kissing you under the blanket
WONWOO ă
he may seem awkward but this man is a reader so...
he exactly knows what to do and when to act out
he approaches you slowly, he frist want to know if he will get a slap from you or not
and if you seem way more calmer, he is cooking something sweet
looking cute in his apron and his black glasses falling down his nose bridge once in a while
he may not be the best at cooking but It's the thought that counts
and when his shiluette walks through the door with the sweet smell of pancake no shit
YOU ARE ALREADY ON HIS KNEES
he even forgot to take off the apron that hugs his waist
and his glasses getting fogged up because of the plate under is nose
he is way too cute, i want to cry
you dont even think about be cold to him when he lays under the blanket a little too far from you
you love his effort and his attention that he doesn't even need to cuddle you frist, you are the one starting the session
WOOZI ă
oh shit, did you have an argument? well forgot about him coming to you
man has a reaaally high pride, he must done it biiiig if he is the one approaching you after
thats why he is now complaining if sit by your side or just continue staring at your side profile
his eyebrows frown only makes his face looking cuter
i think he prefer think about a thing a hundred times before acting
and you can tell he is thinking a lot now
he is a man of words rather that physical touch, so he starts to talk to you after sitting beside you on the couch
and when all is cleared he surpirse you even more by clinging by your side
intertwine your arms and lay his head on yours
while his thumb slowly caress your hand and wrist
#kpop#kpop scenarios#seventeen#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#seventeen series#kpop fanfic#seventeen fluff#seventeen x reader#seventeen x y/n#seventeen x you#seventeen x carat#kpop reactions#kpop x y/n#kpop x you#kpop x reader#svt imagines#svt reactions#svt fanfic#svt scenarios#svt#svt x y/n#svt x you#svt x reader
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save a horse, ride a cowboy
PAIRING jeong yunho x f!reader
WORD COUNT 12.25k
GENRES fluffïčangstïčsmut
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, reader is a city girl but i tried not using too many gendered terms, cowboy!yunho RAHHHHH, mentions of food, reader has a boyfriend for most of the fic (an oc) but thereâs no real infidelity, reader embarrasses themselves on what iâd say is a few occasions too many, yunho is down bad, masturbation (m! and brief f! receiving), lowkey voyeurism, a really bad dad joke, horse riding scene bc i feel thatâs pivotal for a cowboy fic, lots and lots of kissing, marking, teasing, vaginal fingering x2, oral sex (f! receiving) x2, multiple orgasms, very slight edging, praise, pet names (baby, babe, and princess oops), unprotected sex (BE SAFE PLS I BEG), cowgirl position, pull out method, missionary position, creampie lol, ending is cute but also kinda up for interpretation? i guess <3
SUMMARY when your grandparents decided to retire and take a summerâs long vacation in celebration, they leave their house in your care. at least you donât have to worry about feeding the farm animals. but you do have to worry about the tall, handsome cowboy who does.
MORE AND SHEâS DONE oh my god, this fic actually pulled so much out of me i think i was the one seeing stars by the end.. đ but iâm so proud of it and the goals i tried meeting while writing. first of all the length??? insane for me. i can hardly get myself to write anything longer thank 5k đ THATS ENOUGH ABOUT ME THO,,, this fic was heavily inspired by the django performance if u couldnât tell by the banner đ and iâd first like to thank the academy aka @kimsohn for encouraging me to write this and fueling my delusions ilysm maya <3 iâd also like to give a huge thank u to @bro-atz TYSM FOR BETAING AND HELPING WITH SCENES BRO ur my life saver fr <3 PLS PLS PLS REBLOG IF U ENJOYED!!
Growing up, you werenât the biggest fan of trips to your grandparentsâ farm in the rural countryside.Â
You were born in a big city, full of all the glitz and glam. There were bright lights that lit the skyline at night, distracting from the stars that illuminated above. The wide open space was blocked by high towers and large skyscrapers. You were accustomed to the sound of bustling pedestrians and the obnoxious honking of cars in the streets. There was seldom an evening of complete silence.Â
Everything was so tightly packed together, within walking distance if you didnât feel like hopping in a car for a fifteen minute drive. You appreciated the insanity of the train station in the mornings before school, the metro so busy with students and working class individuals. You came into contact with numerous strangers throughout your day to day life.Â
However, every summer until you were a senior in high school was a different story.Â
Your parents wanted to keep you humble, you supposed, shipping you off to your grandparentsâ for three months. Living in the city kept people too sheltered, too primped and polished for the real world. They wanted you to have that exposure, to experience what it was like to live without the fanciness of urbanization. The nine months out of the year that you spent in the city stunted that exposure, though.
When youâd arrive at their farm, luggage stacked like you were taking a trip to London or Paris, you felt like a glorified version of Regina George. Maybe Blair Waldorf. Elle Woods? You werenât even rich like that. Your parents were nice, middle class people. There was just something about cow manure and the fear of stepping on a freshly laid egg that made it difficult to adjust to the setting.
It was most likely your stubbornness throughout your childhood that held you back even as you got older and more educated. You thought after graduating high school, the three-months-long âretreatâ would come to an end. Youâd only need to visit when necessary, maybe a week max. And that was true to an extent. During your university years, you only visited the farm around once a year. You were too consumed with school to even go home sometimes.Â
And then your grandparents decided to retire.Â
Their farm had supplied the town over with produce and other home-grown items for as long as you could remember. But they were getting older and no one in the family was willing to inherit the farm or its responsibilities. In celebration of their retirement, they planned a grand vacation to visit multiple countries. Their itinerary spanned an entire summer, just like your trips to the farm when you were younger.
Because you were the only one familiar enough with the area, they enlisted you to housesit while they were gone. You tried to get out of it, but they didnât trust anyone else as much as you, despite your convictions about country life. So you reluctantly agreed, packing up your things to prepare for another grueling summer at the farm one last time.Â
But there was a bit of a setback.
âWhat do you mean someoneâs living in the farmhouse behind their house?â You shriek into the receiver, holding your phone between your shoulder and ear as you zip up your final bag. Your mom sighs on the other end.
âYour grandma just only now told me, apparently it slipped her mind,â you can hear the sympathy in her tone. âHeâs this boy who grew up in the town and heâs gonna take over the farm for them on the condition that they still live on the property. She said he shouldnât get in your way and heâs expecting your presence. Youâll only see him if you ever actually go out to the farm and when he brings groceries to the house.â
âGreat. Another thing I didnât sign up for.â You mutter, giving your bedroom a once over to make sure youâre not forgetting anything. âIs there anything else I should know before I get there, like a secret pet or maybe a family living in the attic?â
âWatch the attitude, Y/N,â she warns, and you shut up immediately. âLook, I know this isnât ideal. Youâre a grown adult and youâd rather spend your summer going out with your friends, but you already told your grandparents you would do this for them. Itâll be over before you know it.â
You sigh, nodding even though she canât see it. At least you didnât have to worry about caring for their farm animals. It was time to think of this as a staycation rather than torture. Sure, your friends were going to be living it up in the Bahamas for a week and your boyfriend was going to be here while you were surrounded by nothing but flat landscape for acres.Â
Perhaps it was good for you that there would be someone else on the property. You mightâve started to feel scared being alone in the middle of nowhere for so long. Though, your boyfriend probably wonât be the biggest fan of you staying within the vicinity of another man for three months. Youâd just deal with that later.Â
The drive to your grandparentsâ farm is actually more peaceful than anything else. Driving for long periods of time wasnât your favorite thing to do, but doing it by yourself with nothing but your music filling your ears was a sort of therapy. It allowed you to come to terms with your fate for the summer and what it could entail, even if it wasnât exactly what you had in mind.Â
Seeing the lush greenery for miles upon miles as you neared their home evoked a sense of tranquility within you. If you kept a positive outlook on your situation, you would make it through these next few months unscathed and your sanity still intact. Maybe you despised the wide open space for years when you were a kid, but now that youâre an adult, you think you could learn to appreciate it and its beauty.Â
As long as the guy living in the farmhouse didnât bother you like your grandmother said, everything would beâ
Oh.Â
You pull up in front of the house, already thrown for a loop by the tall, very handsome stranger walking his dog back from the mailbox. His dark hair obscured his eyes, a bandana tied around his neck to match with the one hanging off the Border Collieâs collar. The two turn around at the sound of your engine, stopping in their tracks once youâve parked.Â
He brings a hand up to shield the sun from his eyes, watching cautiously as you park slowly. You donât know why youâre so anxious, itâs not like youâll be interacting with him much during your stay anyways. Thereâs something about his slender figure and the fact that he was so clearly dedicated to what he does upon first glance that it makes you feel shy. You suck in a sharp breath before deciding to exit your vehicle, wiping clammy palms on your denim shorts. Youâre starting to regret not dressing a little cuter, a little more presentable.Â
His features soften upon recognizing you, the pretty granddaughter that your grandparents showed him prior to leaving for their trip. The hand sheltering his face falls to his side and he gives you a warm smile, somehow warmer and brighter than the sweltering summer sun. Youâd always been told not to talk to strangers, to keep your distance for your own safety, but you canât help mirroring his expression with a small wave.Â
âH-Hi,â your voice wobbles and you kind of want to die just a bit. âIâm Y/N. My grandparents mentioned you lived in the farmhouse out back, but didnât give me a name or face to expect.â
He extends his arm out and you shake his hand, albeit slightly nervously. His eyes squint when he glances between you and his dog. âItâs nice to finally meet you, Y/N. Iâm Yunho, and this is Yeoreum.â
The name is fitting for the red and white colored Border Collie, her tongue sticking out as she stares up at you with big eyes that almost resemble her ownerâs. You bend down to pet her, patting the soft tufts of fur on her head and appreciating her licks of excitement. Yunho laughs, whistling to catch her attention.Â
âYunho and Yeoreum,â you repeat, a tiny grin on your face. âBefitting. Does she come with the property?â
âUnfortunately, no. Sheâs spoken for,â he teases, a pout on his features. âBut she can visit whenever youâd like. Jokes aside, did you need any help moving stuff into the house?â
âThat would be great, actually!â You scratch the back of your neck, lips pursing. Yunho waits for you to unlock the trunk of your car and places Yeoreumâs leash in your possession, making quick work transporting your bags inside. What was just supposed to be some light assistance, has evidently become him doing everything on his own while you stand and look pretty with his dog.
You didnât bring too much with you since you didnât have plans to leave while you were housesitting and your grandparents werenât so old fashioned that they didnât have a washing machine. Still, you felt useless allowing this stranger youâd just met to do all this manual labor on your behalf.
âDoes he always do this?â You murmur to the Border Collie, falling to a seat on the lowest front porch step. She doesnât give you a response (not that you expected her to), but pants happily in lieu of one, craning her head so you can scratch the spot behind her ear.Â
âYouâre a guest, itâs just good hospitality for me to help.â Yunho says as he comes out of the house, stationing himself in front of you with his hands on his hips, thumbs in his belt loops.Â
âThereâs a difference between helping and doing the work yourself. Youâre just being modest,â you push yourself up to hand him Yeoreumâs leash. âBut thank you anyway, that was really nice. Iâm so tired from driving up here, so I think I wouldâve collapsed doing all that back and forth.â
âYou should go rest,â he glances at the house behind you. âThereâs a whole three months of farm life ahead of you, so donât wear your pretty little self out just yet.â
Yunho salutes to you and takes his leave, walking around your grandparentsâ house toward what you assume is the farmhouse. Your eyes are wide and your cheeks feel hot, and youâre well aware that itâs not because of the summer heat. Your fingers clutch at the material of your t-shirt and you shake it to fan yourself.Â
It seemed like you were in for a bumpy ride these next few months. But like you reiterated prior to arriving, everything would be just fine so long as you and farm boy went your separate routes and lived your separate lives.Â
Yeah. Things would be alright. You hope.Â
Itâs a week into your stay on your grandparentsâ farm when you bump into Yunho again.Â
Youâre toweling your neck after getting out of the shower, heading into the kitchen to make yourself another bowl of cereal for breakfast. So far the only downside has been your inability to cook a decent meal. Takeout or your boyfriend sleeping over were usually your saving grace, but without having either of those options, youâve stuck to microwaveable things.
The sight of Yunho unloading groceries onto the counter has you squealing and nearly jumping out of your own skin. He flinches at your volume, knocking over the bag of rice resting against the vase in the center. Thankfully it was still sealed shut, if not there wouldâve been a mess of rice grains all over the island counter. His clumsiness has you slapping a palm over your mouth to silence your giggles, not wanting to embarrass him.
âSorry, I wasnât expecting youâŠâ You apologize sheepishly, folding your towel over your arm and placing it on a barstool nearby.Â
âN-No, youâre fine! I shouldnât have just let myself in, itâs kinda just a habit. You deserve your privacy without having to worry about whether or not Iâm gonna barge in unannounced.â He dismisses your apology with a wave of his hand. âIâll just put these up for you and then Iâll be on my way.â
âCan I help?â You waddle over to him, fingers laced behind your back. âIâd feel bad watching you put my groceries away for me after going out and getting them.â
Yunho gestures for you to occupy the space beside him with a small smile that takes solace at the corner of his mouth. The two of you do everything in complete silence, still not entirely used to each otherâs presence because of the lack of crossing paths. As youâre finishing up, you start grabbing the items you need for your cereal. He raises an eyebrow at you.
âYou donât want something a little more filling?â He suddenly questions, jutting his chin at your bowl.
âI would love that if I knew how to cook,â you laugh. âIronic isnât it? The granddaughter of two farmers canât cook to save their life.â
Yunho shakes his head with a chuckle, ruffling his hair. âWell, I donât have to feed the horses for another hour if youâd like for me to whip up something better than a bowl of cereal.âÂ
âReally?â Your eyebrows furrow. Despite growing up with the mindset that you were above the farm life your grandparents tried to impose on you, you hated feeling like you were coming across as entitled. You didnât want Yunho to think you were lazy or that you were too good. âYou donât have to do that. I can survive on instant ramen and cereal, I swear.â
âY/N,â he says your name with a certain authority to it, and youâve never loved the sound of your name coming out of someone elseâs mouth so much before. âI want to. Iâm not the worldâs greatest chef or anything, but I have a couple tricks up my sleeve.â
âOkay, then,â you nod, taking a seat at the island. You watch in awe as he dances around the kitchen and prepares something for you. Itâs weird, not in the sense that you feel awkward around this complete stranger, but because you feel the opposite. You feel comfortable around him, like youâve known him for a while. Itâs almost like Yunho has been a casual part of your life for much longer than a week. Heâs easy to get along with, easy to mold into what youâre used to.
And thatâs weird because you have a boyfriend. A boyfriend who cooks dinner for you most nights, but somehow has never made you feel this taken care of. It throws you off. That should definitely not be the case. How is this man doing this in one week and your boyfriend couldnât in two years?Â
The guilt settles in the pit of your stomach quickly. Sure, your boyfriend mightâve had a habit of forgetting important dates and didnât give you half as much attention as he shouldâve, but did that warrant the emotions brewing in your chest? Could that excuse this notion that maybe it was time to finally call it quits?
You zone out as Yunho finishes cooking your breakfast, too inside of your head to even fawn over the doting and slight coddling he was doing. Maybe you need to have a long conversation with Seojun about your relationship and where you want it to go. Perhaps it was a nice idea to invite him out to visit the farm, it could do you both some good.Â
âTa-da!â Yunho holds out a plate to you, the sparkle in his eyes effectively pushing out any thoughts of your boyfriend and the shame that was picking at you. You canât help but reciprocate his expression when you see how delicious the food looks.
Heâd made you omurice, the ketchup on top in cute squiggly lines to form whiskers and a little dog face. You accept the plate gratifyingly, your fingers brushing as you do so. He smiles shyly, eyeing you carefully while you take the first bite. You donât remember the last time you had a home cooked breakfast, accustomed to the occasional muffin at the coffee shop near your house.
ââNot the worldâs greatest chefâ my ass,â you grumble, pouting at his humbleness and his inability to be bad at anything. âI might just ask you to have breakfast with me every morning if you can chef it up this well.â
That melodic laugh of his rings in your ears, his elbows resting on the island and his chin in his palms. âIâm sure Yeoreum would appreciate a companion who isnât me.â
âHow long have you had her?â You ask, shoveling more omurice into your mouth. If you werenât so hungry and so appeased by how delicious it was, youâd feel bad for ruining his hard work. The ketchup no longer looked like a dog, but rather a splatter of red all over your plate.Â
âAlmost four years now. I had her for a year before I met your grandparents. She adores them, so itâs no surprise that she likes you too.â He has this fond gaze in his eyes as he talks about his beloved Border Collie and it makes your heart ache.Â
The fact that he has such a good relationship with your grandparents seals the deal for you. Well, it would seal the deal if you were single. Yunho is like the ideal man that every parent would want their daughter to bring home. He knows how to cook, knows how to clean. Heâs adept around the house, skilled in yard work and other random jobs like fixing leaky pipes and installing new appliances. Heâs gentle, but doesnât mind getting his hands dirty.Â
Your parents would never meet him, though. After the summer was over, youâd be back in Seoul and he would still be here, a distant memory. You forcibly laugh away the thought, excusing it as your response to his words and continuing the conversation about his dog.Â
Perhaps this stay would be harder to get through than you thought.Â
As the weeks pass you by, you find yourself becoming more and more infatuated with Jeong Yunho.
Cooking breakfast for you in the morning has become a regular thing. Monitoring him at the stove with sleepy eyes and a mug of fresh coffee in your hands has ingrained itself into your routine. Yeoreum called the spot beneath your stool her own now, laying there as her owner made your food. You think the transition from seeing him as just this comforting presence, this kind individual, to wanting something more was almost too smooth.
Especially right now as you sit on the back porch sipping on some lemonade, admiring the cowboy as he transfers bales of hay from the bed of his pickup truck to the pigpen and the cattle pen. He pauses in between trips, stripping off his flannel and tying it around his waist. He lifts the hem of the white tank top heâs wearing and uses it to wipe sweat from his forehead, revealing the toned abdomen he had been hiding from you up until now.Â
You feel like youâre going insane, trying to pretend like youâre reading your book as you not so subtly gawk at his muscles straining with each bale he lifts. Itâs crazy really, the effect he has on you doing his fucking job. Youâve made it a habit to sit out here and stare at him under the guise of various other things. Aside from being borderline obsessive, itâs horrible because youâre still very much in a relationship.
Most people would feel a hell of a lot worse than you do, like their entire world was crumbling between their fingertips just for finding someone else attractive. But for some reason, as time has continued to roll on, that guiltâ that self-preservationâ has faded. Youâre dipping into another emotion that youâre too scared to explore.Â
Yunho takes a break from his labor to guzzle down a bottle of water, his chest heaving up and down from exertion. Had you been paying attention to anything other than the view of the handsome man, you wouldâve noticed the glass sliding out of your grasp, the condensation becoming far too dense to keep a solid grip on the cup. In the midst of drooling over him, your lemonade falls to the ground with a loud clanging noise.
Your reflexes are only swift enough to save your book, but the drink spills everywhere else and you wince at how embarrassing the situation is. You hurry inside to grab a towel before he can see the mortification enveloping your features. He seemed like the observant type, like one scan of your face could tell him everything he needs to know without a single word exchanged. Your fingers curl around the edge of the counter, blowing a raspberry while you attempt to regulate your blood pressure.
Through the window above the kitchen sink, you make out a confused Yunho, brows furrowed as he looks in the direction of the house. He worried over you entirely too much, particularly when you take into account the fact that all you did was think about him in manners not necessarily safe for work. Maybe you were just delirious. That was the only logical explanation for why youâre spiraling.
The high temperatures of the summer coupled with your surroundings are contributing to your change in behavior. Yes. That made sense. You werenât crazy.
With a bit more reprieve, youâre able to grab a tea towel and head back outside to clean up your mess. (Not unaccompanied by a couple glances in Yunhoâs direction, but thatâs fine. Perfectly healthy even. Itâs normal to check up on a friend. At least, thatâs what you tell yourself, but whoâs holding you accountable?)
âYou know youâve been making me breakfast every morning without asking for anything in return,â you speak up one morning, chin resting on the island. âIs there anything I can do to repay you?âÂ
Yunho purses his lips as he hands you your plate. âNah, I like cooking for you.â
You try to ignore the way that has your heart fluttering in your chest, try to ignore the warmth blooming beneath your skin. Your eyes glance down at your food to avoid eye contact, bringing your chopsticks up to your lips. âOkay, well I wanna do something for you.â
Despite mumbling the words, he hears you anyway and smiles to himself as he takes a sip from his mug. He rolls up the sleeves of his denim button up, reaching down to scratch behind Yeoreumâs ear, the area that youâve learned is her favorite. She pants joyfully, jumping on his leg excitedly. He looks between the two of you.
âMissy here needs a bath,â he says, cooing at her. âI was gonna give her one later, after I cleaned out the stables, but if you donât mind doing it.â
âIâd do just about anything for that precious girl,â you nod enthusiastically. âConsider it done.â
This is how you end up out back, dog shampoo in one hand and the water hose in the other.Â
Yeoreumâs signature bandana and collar lay on one of the rocking chairs on the porch, the dog looking so different without her accessories as you prepare to bathe her. You wet her fur generously, squeezing enough shampoo into your palm to lather it on. Compared to your childhood pets, sheâs pretty well behaved.
Sheâs probably one of the only dogs whoâs ever actually enjoyed taking a bath, sitting still for you while you scrub and rinse and repeat. You take your time with cleaning her, wanting to make sure you do your best as a thank you for every plate Yunho has ever made you. Usually, this isnât something you would jump at the opportunity to do. Somehow, being back at the farm this past month or so has done everything your parents tried to do when you were younger.
It couldâve had to do with the desensitization of being here every summer for so long that it just never stuck when you were grade school age. But now, fully grown and experiencing this all over again on your own, with new faces at your side, itâs like youâre being exposed to something different. You can see why your mom and dad didnât want the city life to become a dependency.Â
You preferred the view of cabs and cafĂ©s over cows and chickens in the past, but now you found a sense of familiarity in them. Youâd always want to go home as soon as you got here. Unlike other kids, you wanted your summer to be over as quickly as possible. You couldnât imagine going home after this, though. This unveiled attachment to the farm you detested when you were younger could only be accredited to one person, and it was a little frightening.Â
He constantly brought out parts of you that you didnât know existed. This enigma, the one that emphasized how big of a role heâs fulfilling in the short period of time youâve been here, drills itself into your brain every day. You knew you had to acknowledge it sooner or later, but it was just less of a hassle to act like it wasnât screaming at you. Your fear of change was a more pertinent issue to ignore, so you let it consume all else.Â
While getting lost in your thoughts, Yeoreum starts shaking and startles you, causing your hold on the hose to loosen, water spraying everywhere. The diversion has you losing your footing and slipping in the mud. You shriek, though it does nothing to block the stream that drenches you, your clothes getting wet. The universe decides itâs not on your side, because you happened to wear a white shirt. Why you chose to do that when you knew you were bathing a dog, you have no clue, but it was a little too late for regrets.
Yeoreum jumps out of the basin you had her in and runs to the farmhouse just as Yunhoâs walking out, fresh from the shower. You forgot that he was cleaning the stables at the same time you were giving the Border Collie her bath, but now youâre starting to wish you waited until afterward just in case you needed the assistance. And well, you definitely needed the assistance.Â
Plucking the tail end of the mishap, Yunhoâs initial reaction is to laugh at your misfortune, but the closer he gets to the scene, the laughter dies out in his throat. Your top is sheer enough that he can map out the outline of your black bra. It leaves very little to the imagination and he thinks he might fall to his knees right here.
Since your grandparents told him that youâd be house sitting while they were away and proudly showcased a photo of you, heâs been enthralled by you. You had the face of an angel, or maybe a really enticing demon, he hasnât cogitated it much yet.Â
He swallows thickly, hoping to keep his composure as he makes his way to you. His hand is a little shaky when it reaches to take the hose from you, squeezing his eyes closed and switching off the water. He stays there for a few seconds to mentally prep himself for an up-close-and-personal look at you, even going as far as holding his breath.Â
âUhâ youâ umâ you should go inside and dry off before you catch a cold,â Yunho keeps his eyes cast downward. Heâs grateful that you donât note how red the tips of his ears are, or how he thinks the sky is suddenly much more interesting than your face.
Your head cocks to the side in confusion. âWhat do you mean âbefore I catch a coldâ? Itâs, like, a million degrees out.âÂ
âThe temperature drops at night and the sunâs setting soon. Iâll handle it from here. Yeoreum ran off, so I gotta chase after her anyway and I donât think you want her to soak you more than she already has.â Heâs insistent on shooing you away and getting you inside of the house. You huff.
âOkay⊠If you say soâŠâÂ
Reluctantly, you spin around and traverse back. The draft of the air conditioning has you shivering, rubbing up and down your arms as you enter the bathroom to inspect the damage. Your eyes almost bulge out of their sockets when you finally see yourself. No wonder Yunho was so adamant on staving you off like you were the plague.Â
In your defense, you didnât think the hose won the battle by that much. You assumed youâd just gotten everything above your shoulders wet, but no. You were practically doused head to toe. And the clear display of your brassiere under your clothes was the last thing on your mind.
He was stronger than you. Actually, he was a more respectful person than you. You wouldâve gawked at him shamelessly if the roles were reversed. But at least youâre self aware! Right? The first step in recognizing that you have a problem, is admitting that you have a problem. Thatâs what you think they say in those addiction commercials, but you could be wrong.Â
Wow. Now you were comparing him to drugs. Though, you suppose there isnât that huge of a difference. Both had equal success rates in terms of getting people high and then making it hard to wane off their effects.Â
You really had to quit it with the metaphor usage.Â
Itâs around midnight that night when the lightbulb in the bathroom goes out, halting you from finishing your bedtime routine.Â
Youâre exhausted to say the least, face damp from washing it and one of those fuzzy hairbands with the animal ears perched on your head. You were ready to crash out, but there were still a couple things you needed to do before that. It was proving to be a little difficult in the pitch black bathroom. The window above the shower was too narrow to provide any sufficient moonlight.
With a low grumble, you shuffle into your slippers and make the short trek from your grandparentsâ house to Yunho in the farmhouse. You hug yourself when a strong breeze blows past, your flimsy t-shirt and sleep shorts doing hardly anything to block the cool summer nightâs air.Â
A piece of you feels a little bad for bothering him so late, but you have no idea how to change a lightbulb. You donât even know where the lightbulbs are. Besides, you think youâd electrocute yourself if you made an attempt to do it on your own.Â
You huff out a sigh and bring your knuckles up to knock at his door, waiting patiently for a response. Heâs not asleep, you know this because heâs mentioned that his internal clock doesnât turn off until two in the morning. Circadian rhythms were an odd concept, so to each their own.Â
âYunho! Itâs Y/N! Open up!â
When a few minutes have passed, you try the knob. Maybe it was a bit⊠too presumptuous of you to enter his home without explicit permission. Yes, youâd known each other for the better part of a month and a half, and yes, youâd gotten very close in that timeframe, but did that constitute your actions?
Whether or not the answer to that question was a yes or a no, you really wish you wouldâve just waited outside. As you venture further in search of the cowboy, you stumble upon something you shouldnât have.Â
Standing in the hallway on the other side of his bedroom, the door ajar at least an inch, you catch a glimpse of him on his bed. That white tank top youâre so used to seeing him in is between his teeth, eyebrows knit together in pure pleasure as he fists his cock with a purpose. His nostrils are flared and whiny moans escape from behind the fabric.Â
His head falls back every now and then, eyes fluttering shut when he runs his thumb over the slit. Heâs so focused that he doesnât notice you, too entranced with chasing his high. Your lips part as you watch him fuck up into his hand, his shirt slipping from his mouth when he groans out a curse.Â
Just as quickly as you become distracted by the sight of Yunho jerking off, you become aware of what youâre doing. You flee the scene before you get yourself caught, exiting the farmhouse as quietly as you can. The lightbulb can wait until morning, it wasnât that important, honestly. Youâre in a daze the entire walk back to your grandparents house, goosebumps littering your arms and the image of him in such an obscene state burned into your brain.Â
You fall backwards onto your bed, staring at the ceiling in hopes of willing away the path your mind is beginning to wander towards. All you can think about is the sight of him so desperate for release, large hand wrapped around his dick, abdomen contracting with need. You know you werenât supposed to see, werenât supposed to bear witness to something so personal.Â
Itâs difficult to push out the nasty, inappropriate thoughts clouding your head. His expressions contorted into absolute bliss. His slender fingers could probably do so much more than your own, could probably reach places youâd never even dreamed of. And fuck, his dick, prettier and bigger than any other youâve ever seen.Â
Your chest blushes with heat, an embarrassment washing over you when you realize youâre turned on. You should feel terrible for intruding on Yunhoâs privacy like that, especially without him knowing, but all you can do is want him more than you already do. That craving for something deeper, carnal, fans the flame engulfing you, dragging you further into the sick and twisted hell youâve created for yourself.Â
Yunho has been nothing but welcoming, kind and gentle with you, someone he didnât even know the name of until last month. Someone whoâs done everything in their power to repress this lifestyle for so long. And for some reason, it just comes so easily with him. You donât feel forced to enjoy living on the farm. He makes you laugh and puts a smile on your face effortlessly. He has you wondering if life can actually be this simple.Â
But when all is said and done, there will be somebody else waiting for you back home. Somebody who doesnât know how to whip up omurice with freshly laid eggs. Somebody who isnât even a dog person, who thinks pets are nuisances. Somebody who doesnât live in the farmhouse behind your grandparentsâ. Itâs a bitter pill to swallow.
If you touch yourself with tears streaming down your cheeks to the thought of the man who has eyes that resemble the night sky, well thatâs between you and whatever higher being exists out there.Â
You sit across from Yunho with bated breath, afraid that if you opened your mouth he would know your dirty secret. You avoid his eyes for the same reason, like one good look at you would reveal what you were trying to hide.Â
Yunho himself was doing his best to pretend like he hadnât masturbated to the thought of you last night. He liked to think he was good at keeping his feelings under wraps. It wasnât like he didnât know you were in a relationship, heâs heard you on the phone before. He stays silent as he fries rice in a pan and has some bread in the toaster. The only sounds in the kitchen are sizzling and the pants coming from Yeoreum under your stool.Â
In the time that youâve been here, never once has it been awkward between you like this. The conversation usually doesnât stop flowing, rolling on and on and filtering into things that donât pertain to the original subject. He rarely has his back to you for too long, turning over his shoulder to shoot you a grin every here and now.Â
Both of you go to speak at the same time as a means of salvaging the morning from eternal strain. You stare at each other for a few seconds before bursting into laughter. Truly, you were two birds of a feather, or however that saying goes.
âSorry, I donât know why Iâm being so quiet today,â Yunho says, though he knows itâs a lie. âI guess I had a long night.â
âOh, that reminds me,â his mention of the previous night has you recalling the reason you went out to the farmhouse in the first place. âThe light in my bathroom went out, do you think you can fix it for me?âÂ
âYeah, for sure,â he begins preparing your plate. âActually, I have this joke about lightbulbs. You wanna hear it?â
Your lips curl into a smile, already attempting to hold back your laughter. With a raised eyebrow, you respond, âWhat is it?â
âWhat did the lightbulb say to the light switch?â He asks nonchalantly, taking a bite from his own piece of toast. Youâre failing miserably at acting like you donât think the joke is funny, although he hasnât even told you the punchline yet.
âI dunno, Yunho, what did the lightbulb say to the light switch?âÂ
ââYou turn me on.ââÂ
Thereâs a pregnant pause as the joke resonates and you canât stop yourself from cackling at how stupid it is. He joins in, but mostly because your laughter is contagious. His chest swells with pride at his successful landing, feeling like heâs on top of the world just for bringing a smile to your face. God, he was down tremendously bad.Â
Your spoon clatters onto the counter as you lean over, a hand clapped over your mouth as your boisterous laughing simmers into a giggle. Yunho leans into you slightly, matching your energy as he munches on his toast. This is what has you conflicted, so at war with yourself. The proximity should have you pulling away, but something about him always reels you in, despite the consequences that await.
And unfortunately, those consequences come to a head today.
âAre you fucking serious, Y/N?âÂ
You and Yunho jump back, whipping towards the source of the voice. Seojun stands there, his bags at his feet and his face crestfallen, disbelief written all over it. He shakes his head and turns to leave, you stumbling off of the barstool to follow behind him. The guilt youâve only ever felt momentarily settles deep in your chest and deep in your stomach, though you technically havenât done anything wrong.
Your abruptness startles Yeoreum and sheâs up in a heartbeat, tailing behind you curiously. Yunho has to rush to stop her, but a part of himself wants to do the same. No matter how much he likes you, heâs never wanted to be the cause of your relationship falling apart. He wanted you organically, not like this.
âSeojun! Wait!â You call after him, holding up a hand to block out the harsh sunlight, tripping over your slippers. He scoffs.Â
âWhat am I waiting for? You to spew some bullshit about how nothingâs going on between the two of you? Iâm not fucking stupid, Y/N. Iâm not blind.â He pops open his trunk and throws his bags in haphazardly.
âYouâre being unreasonable,â you exclaim, rounding the car so youâre directly in front of him. âThere is nothing going on. Weâve just gotten to know each other since we live in the same vicinity. Did you want me to stay here for three months and hole myself away with no other human contact?â
âHe was just supposed to be the guy who lived in the farmhouse. He wasnât supposed to bother you. Thatâs what you told me, remember?â Seojun is losing his patience, something that has always been the root of the problem when youâve gotten into past arguments. âHow do you expect me to react when I come to surprise you and see you being so close to another man?â
âI was laughing at a joke he told me. Youâre making this a bigger deal than it is and blowing everything completely out of proportion. Iâm sorry that it never came up that we became friends, but I didnât do anything wrong. Iâve never once cheated on you in the three years weâve been together and for you to accuse me of that is so fucking low of you.â Youâre not going to cry, not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing heâs won. He thrives off of seeing your vulnerability and you wonât let him have it.Â
âI saw the way he was looking at you,â he seethes, balling his hands into fists at his sides. âI know that look because thatâs how I used to look at you.â
A laugh devoid of any humor leaves you and he blinks. âThatâs how you âused toâ look at me? When did you stop? And why am I just finding this out?â
âThatâs notâ that isnât what I meant, Y/Nââ
âNo, Seojun. You did,â you glance away from him, nipping at the inside of your cheek. âWeâre grasping for straws. We arenât going anywhere anymore and we havenât for a while now. Thatâs why we're standing here arguing over this. I just want to know why you didnât just tell me.â
âIâm too complacent,â he sighs, breathing through his nose. âI was too comfortable with you and I didnât know how to let you go or walk away. But youâre right, there isnât anything for us to save, and it seems like weâre both ready to move on.â
âWhat does that mean?âÂ
âI saw how you were looking at him, too. You might not have acted on it, but you have feelings for him. Iâm not gonna stay and hold you back.â Seojun unlocks his car, opening the door. âAnd for what itâs worth, you wonât be wasting your time.â
You donât respond, instead humming and letting him drive off. Once his car is far enough out of your view, you go back into the house. Thereâs an indescribable emotion that hostages you, binding your wrists and tying you down metaphorically. You canât seem to shake it.Â
Yunho is still in the kitchen, sitting on the floor with Yeoreum to keep her calm. He gazes up at you expectantly and you feel the tears you were suppressing from Seojun bubbling up. If you werenât going to cry in front of your (now ex) boyfriend, you definitely werenât going to cry in front of him.Â
With a trembling exhale, you force yourself to say, âI need to be alone.â
He understands empathetically, clipping on Yeoreumâs leash and leaving the house in the same breath. That in itself has you crying like a baby the moment youâre all by yourself. You hold your face in your hands, body shuddering with each sob you release.Â
I saw the way he was looking at you.Â
I saw how you were looking at him, too.Â
You had a lot to think about, and everything always seemed to circle back to Jeong Yunho.Â
A couple days escape you before you register you havenât seen much of Yunho. After your breakup with Seojun, you really did need a bit of room to process it all, but you hadnât realized just how much you depended on the cowboyâs presence until you were missing it.Â
You hadnât meant to push him away, if thatâs how he saw it. A night of bawling your eyes out with a pint of ice cream and The Vow was enough to cure you. However, it appears that he thought you needed more, going as far as putting a pin in your daily breakfast ritual. You arenât sure how to extend an olive branch when you werenât even trying to cause a rift between you in the first place.Â
Being with someone for three years may not seem like a lot, but that fraction of your life is stuck with you, like a thumbtack that refuses to come out of the wall. Youâd had boyfriends before Seojun, but they werenât nearly as serious. There weren't formal introductions between parents, no late night conversations that bleed into early mornings, no sleepovers and quick kisses before work.Â
Of course, after a certain point, those had just become habitual. You werenât doing them because they evoked a sense of love or care anymore, but rather because you were familiar with them. It was safer to continue the pattern of waking up and falling asleep to Seojun on the other side of the bed, the intrusion of sunlight and the cacophony of traffic outside your window, even if you didnât really want to.Â
And then you came here.Â
Somehow, returning to your grandparentsâ farm was exactly what you needed to break through that cycle. As much as you would love to attest it to your location and discovering the appreciation your family wanted you to feel for it, you know the real reason. Itâs all thanks to a certain cowboy.
Yunhoâs feelings for you run far deeper than he couldâve imagined. He doesnât know the extent of what happened with you and Seojun, but he thinks putting distance between you is better in the long run anyway. On the off chance youâre still together, he wants to preserve his heart. Heâs handed it to someone else too easily in the past and he doesnât want to make that mistake with you if you donât feel the same.Â
But even on the off chance that youâve broken up, he still wants to stop himself from falling further and harder than he already has. Without ill will, he doubts that you would give up the life you have in the city for this, for him. Heâll be perpetually chained to being a faint imprint on your memory of the summer. Youâll think back to the months you spent here and heâll have played only a minor role.Â
It was wishful thinking, too hopeful of him to presume this would lead to a happy ending. You were from different worlds, led different lives. It was time for him to be realistic. And that meant implementing the space that was supposed to exist between you from the get go.Â
Though, you make it difficult when he bumps into you on the way back from the mailbox. DĂ©jĂ vu, anyone?
Yeoreum is excited to see you, jumping onto her haunches to lick your face when you kneel to her level. You giggle, squeezing one eye shut as you balance yourself and hold her still so her weight doesnât clamber you both onto the ground. Your fingers pet to top of her head softly as you coo, âWhoâs a good girl?â
Yunho physically winces when his chest tightens at the sight of his two favorite girls. The word âdistanceâ bounces around his head like a pinball, reminding him what heâs supposed to be doing. He just canât bring himself to walk away. Especially when you look at him with those pretty eyes of yours.Â
âHeyâŠâ You start, steeling your tone to ensure itâs even. âIâm sorry if it seemed like I was avoiding you or something. I needed some time to myself to figure things out. It wasnât my intention to shut you out and put you on the back burner.â
âNo, itâs okay. I had to figure stuff out on my own, too,â he uses his bandana to dab at the sweat perspiring on his forehead. âDid you sort through whatever you needed to?â
âI did,â you nod, standing upright. âSeojun and I broke up, so I had to sit with my feelings for a bit. Weâve been together for so long, I think I needed to remember what it was like to be without him, and then I realized thatâs basically what Iâve been doing since I came here.â
âOh.â Yunhoâs lips form an âOâ shape, hands dragging down the sides of his pants. âIâm sorryâ umâ about your breakup.â
âDonât be,â you smile, dismissing his sympathy. âIt was a long time coming, honestly. We werenât really in the relationship wholeheartedly anymore. There wasnât a point in stringing it along, you know? But thatâs enough about me, did you figure your own things out?â
âI thought I did,â he says, which is true considering heâd been mulling over what to do with his emotions subsequent to your argument with your ex. âAnd then I kinda steered off course. Itâs alright, though, I think I like the new conclusion Iâve come to a lot better.â
You might be on the same page now, but there was an entire discussion that had to happen to solidify that. Following a very emotionally charged past couple days, you could do without that today. Youâre both just glad that the air is cleared and you can resume building the bond that began forming the moment you stepped foot onto the farm, no restrictions whatsoever.
âHave you ever ridden a horse?âÂ
You glance up from your book, this time genuinely reading it as Yunho fed the chickens and cleaned up their coop. He towers over you while he asks the question, his shadow thwarting off any direct sunlight. Your nose scrunches.Â
âWhen I was in, like, middle school? Itâs been a minute,â you answer, making sure to bookmark the page you stopped at. âWhy?
âWould you let me teach you how to do it again?â He nips at his lower lip, like heâs nervous youâll say no. The truth of the matter is youâd say yes even if he asked you to commit arson, which is kind of a problem.
âThat sounds fun,â you shrug. âWhat time should I be ready?â
âUh, now?âÂ
Okay, so sitting on a horse did not seem this scary when you were twelve.
It probably had to do with you being fearless and whatnot, but also because you did whatever your grandparents asked just to appease them. The faster you got off the damn horse, the faster you could go back inside and situate yourself in front of the TV. They thought they were making progress with you, but really you were outsmarting the outsmarters.Â
Sweat glazes on the underside of your hands, disrupting the security of your grasp on the reins. Yunho thought it would be wiser if he stayed on foot, guiding you and the horse around the perimeter of the pen. You hoped you didnât look as afraid as you were, but youâre certain the slight quiver of your bottom lip gives it away.Â
âYouâre doing fine, Y/N,â he reassures, maintaining a comforting amount of eye contact with you.
âAm I? Or does it just seem that way because youâre pulling the horse?â You quip, gripping the reins tighter when it steps over a rock and you sway a little. Your tone is laced with sarcasm, something Yunho hasnât heard much of from you since youâve met, but he thinks itâs cute that you resort to violence when youâre scared.
You notice the quirk of his mouth and how heâs trying not to laugh at your terror. It pisses you off solely because his humor isnât unwarranted. You are being a bit over dramatic. He unties his bandana from around his neck and tosses it to you. âSo you donât callus your hands.â
Heâs too thoughtful, too considerate for his own good, but thatâs what roped you in. Even when you met for the first time, he had you figured out. The longer you stare at him, the more you realize just how perfect he is. If you were still in school and you were tasked with writing an essay about the summer you spent here, youâre sure the words would flow onto the pages flawlessly, without skipping a beat. Your prose would be so beautifully written, that even the most notable authors would be envious of your experience.
The only downside of this was the fact that time was beginning to seep through your fingers. There was mutuality in your feelings for each other, that was almost unequivocal. You were both just hesitant in taking that first leap. The uncertainty lied with that goodbye at the end of August, the one thatâll hurt a lot more than it was supposed to. But you know that postponing your unceremonious declaration of feelings would just do more harm than anything else.Â
One consistency youâve singled out since coming back to the farm is this common theme of divine intervention, or fate, whatever you want to call it. Right when youâre on the brink of an epiphany, youâre always forcefully shoved into it, like a freight train crashing into its platform traveling at full speed. This moment is no different.Â
Yeoreum barking at a squirrel on the other side of the pen scares the horse whoâs back you were currently on. It bucks up and you release the reins in alarm. You fall quickly, but Yunhoâs quicker, catching you in his arms like itâs been a childhood dream of his to be a superhero. He searches your face for any indication that you might be hurt, a hand coming up to cup your cheek.Â
The eyes youâve grown to adore examine your own with so much care that you find yourself melting in his hold. Your face instinctively leans into his palm, fingers still clutching the fabric of his shirt like he may drop you.Â
Itâs nearly second-nature to minimize the gap between you.Â
You never understood what novelists meant when they described kissing scenes. And you think thatâs because youâd never truly had a kiss like this before. It was as if they were all talking about this second, this blip in time. The sparks that shoot from where your lips meet to the tips of your fingers, the thump-thump-thump of your heartbeat in your ears, the sensation of never wanting to escape, never wanting to stop.Â
Yunhoâs hand snakes behind your head, tangling in your hair to deepen the connection. Itâs hungry. Itâs desperate. Itâs too much. Itâs not enough. Everything that had been stacking on top of each other was leading to this, the collision that rivaled the Big Bang. You whine into his lips, an invitation but also an inquiry.Â
He parts from you just so he can catch his breath, his forehead resting on yours. âCan I take you inside?â
You nod fervently. âYes. Please.â
He wastes no time hauling you to the farmhouse. His grip on your wrist is gentle as he pulls you into his bedroom, sitting on the edge of the bed and trapping you between his legs. Your restraint wears thin, nimble fingers fumbling with the rest of the buttons on his denim shirt. You push it off of his shoulders, a bit shell shocked when you discover that heâs wearing a regular t-shirt as opposed to his usual tank top.Â
âYou would pull something like this today of all days,â you laugh breathily, untucking the shirt from his pants. He reciprocates the sentiment, pressing a kiss to the side of your neck while you undress him.Â
âIs it evil of me to say I was sorta hoping this would happen?â He speaks into your exposed collarbone, nipping, sucking, biting the skin. Your appreciative sigh goads him, his tongue gliding across the abused surface as a form of relief.Â
âMm-mm,â you hum, shaking your head, fast to yank off his shirt and run your nails down his abdomen. âIâve been waiting for this for too long.â
âYeah?â Yunho flips the two of you easily so youâre the one on the bed now. He pushes up the hem of your shirt, pecking your stomach to your clavicle as he shows more and more of your skin until the fabric is removed from your body. âCanât believe I finally get to have you.â
You involuntarily moan, completely untouched and because of his words alone. Every part of you feels like itâs lit ablaze, burning with want and need and everything in between. This ran further than just what-ifs and late night fantasies. Your relationship with Yunho tiptoed on the edge of something youâve never known before, and that makes this so much more special.Â
He glances up at you when his fingers reach for the button of your shorts, a silent ask for permission. You give him the green light and hold yourself up on your elbows, watching with your breathing trapped in your throat as he rids of your panties along with them. His hands push your knees to your chest, kissing your inner thighs and right around the place you need him most, but never there.Â
âYunhoâŠâ You warn, but it comes across as a broken whimper rather than an establishment of authority. He laughs and then his lips are pressing to your clit, a sweet kiss that has all rationality taking a vacation from your brain. Your head tips back and you fist at the sheets.Â
He drags his tongue through your folds, swirling it around the sensitive bundle of nerves each time it makes its return. Itâs almost criminal how good it feels to have his mouth on your cunt, eyes already heavy lidded with pleasure. He sucks on your clit at the same time he decides to insert a finger into your entrance, curling it experimentally just because he can. Like you predicted, it reaches that spongy spot at the crook of your pussy, brushing it once heâs sure heâs found it.Â
While you walked in on him fucking his fist, the only thing on his mind was you. He was so absorbed in the mental image of what you would look like beneath him, wiggling, writhing, squirming with indulgence. His social awareness was at a zero. This replayed over and over until he came, his thoughts so vivid he couldâve swore it was real.
But this, the actual thing, was so much better; his forearm pinning your hips down, his middle finger curling and uncurling inside of you, his mouth working overtime to inch you towards the edge of that steep cliff. He moans when your eyebrows practically coalesce, bottom lip trapped between your teeth. You look so gorgeous like this, so disoriented all because of the bliss he was providing. The vibrations of the sound have you arching your back, uncontrollable whines running from your mouth.
âFeel good?â Yunho asks, disconnecting his mouth and replacing it with his other hand, ring and middle digits swiping across your clit with practiced pressure.Â
âMhm,â you nod frantically, eyes on the brink of rolling to the back of your head. âFeels so good, Yun⊠Just like that, âm almost there.â
Thatâs all he needs to hear, switching his hand and mouth once again, focusing on alternating harsh and gentle sucks of your clit, adding a second finger to pump in and out of your hole. The doubled change in stimulation knocks the wind out of you, the precipice of your orgasm so close you can taste it. Youâd never been brought to the summit this early in the past, and you think Yunho deserves some sort of reward for being the first to do so.
Youâd worry about that later though, because youâre blindsided by it before you can even conjure your next thought. You cum with a cry, tears springing to your eyes from the immense amount of ecstasy coursing through your veins, swimming in your bloodstream. Yunho coos at you, not stopping until youâve relaxed in his hold. âThatâs it, baby, youâre doing so well.â
The praise makes your head feel airy, like empty space unoccupied by anything. If you paid attention in chemistry, then youâd know thatâs highly impossible, but you didnât. The only chemistry you even remotely care about is the one between you and Yunho, the tension that has piled higher and higher for days on end until its crescendo now.Â
You sit up to kiss him roughly, savoring the taste of yourself on his lips. He smiles into it, a hand raising to caress the underside of your jaw. He climbs onto the bed, scooting you up so youâre positioned by the pillows. It doesnât take much effort for your bodies to swap, his back to the headboard. You clumsily seat yourself on his lap, a knee on either side of him and sighing wistfully when his mouth trails down your throat and sternum, slender fingers sneaking behind you to unclasp your bra.
He aids you in removing his pants, still simultaneously prioritizing kisses all over your bare chest. When youâre both fully naked, you take your time admiring his cock. Itâs just as pretty as you remember, long and thick. Your hand wraps around it gingerly, stroking the length as you lean down to kiss him again. You donât think you could ever get enough of his lips on your own.Â
âIâm not exactly getting any action over here, so I donât have any condoms,â he says into your kiss, voice no louder than a whisper.Â
âThatâs okay,â you run your fingers through his hair. âWanna feel you anyways, all of you.â
âFuck, Y/N, you can kill a man with those words.â He groans, nails digging into your hips. You giggle, but itâs interrupted by him sitting you fully, his dick slipping through your lower lips. A whine brushes his ear when the tip catches your clit, repeating the movement until you canât stay still.
The closest youâll ever get to Heaven on earth is Yunhoâs cock pushing inside of you, filling you up so deliciously you think you could die like this. Your jaw slackens, hands coming up to support yourself on his shoulders. Even if this is a one time thing, something that never happens again during your stay at the farm, he wants you to remember this when you go back home. He wants you to recall this sliver in your timeline and never forget it, wants his name engraved in your memory like a branding iron.
Once he feels youâve adjusted to him well enough, he pulls you off of him almost entirely, just to ram back in without mercy. He punches a voluminous moan from you, eyes watching where he disappears in you and reemerges. Youâre tighter and so much warmer than he dreamed youâd be, but itâs perfect. You suck him in like a vacuum, as if his cock was made to be inside of you, as if you didnât want him to part from you.
âYouâre s-so deep, Yun,â you mewl, pulling him in for another headache-inducing kiss. âDonât wanna stop.â
He exhales through his nostrils, mumbling out a curse when your walls squeeze around him. He wanted to last a while for you, wanted to hold out and prolong this moment until you were both on the crest of passing out. But you feel like a glove, your silk-adjacent cunt begging for more and more.Â
âThink I might cum soon, princess,â he groans, tossing his head back and just about losing every ounce of his sanity when your lips start marking the column of his throat.Â
His big hands move under your thighs, holding you in place so he can fuck up into you. The pace at which his cock drills in and out of your pussy has you seeing stars, eyes snapping shut and nothing but colorful spots decorating your vision. You were already abhorrently sensitive following your first orgasm, so it didnât really take much to introduce the second.Â
Your hips stutter and it washes over you like a tidal wave, your body shuddering and collapsing into his top half. He pulls out of you quickly, mouth stationed by your ear as he jerks himself off until heâs painting your backside. He moans, a lot like the sounds he was making the other night, and you feel the need to just kiss him again.Â
Your lips lock sweetly, a stark contrast to your previous actions. Yunho curves a hand on your cheek, seperating from you the smallest distance so he can admire you. The smile that etches onto his expression makes you dizzier than anything else. However, the cutesiness can only span so long before the setting gives way.Â
Yunhoâs hand snakes in between you, his forefinger sliding up and down your slit teasingly. Your breath comes out shaky, your face finding purchase in the crook of his neck. He replaces the digit with his middle finger, parting your pussy lips in search of your clit. It doesnât take him very long to find it, rubbing tight circles into the engorged skin. You moan into his shoulder, resting your forehead on it to see the way he works your cunt.Â
âYouâre so wet, baby. Have I not fucked you enough?â He whispers into your ear huskily. Yunho talking dirty to you is something you didnât know you needed in your life. His finger slips downward, thrusting up into your hole with ease. He keeps massaging your clit with his palm, the stimulation making your head woozy.
âMmmphâ Yun, god. Feels too good.â You whine, gyrating your hips on his hand.Â
âIs that right, babe?â He encourages, adding a second finger and increasing the speed of their thrusts, almost like you hadnât been in this position already. âI canât wait to feel this tight little pussy around my cock again. Gonna fuck you harder than the last.â
Your whimpers raise in volume, focusing on the way he curls his digits in you, applying pressure with the heel of his palm to the circles heâs rubbing into your clit. You can sense your third orgasm approaching, warmth flooding your cheeks at how embarrassingly fast he worked you back up. Your walls clench around his fingers, alerting him of how close you are. He pauses, worming his body down so his face is eye level with your cunt again.
Yunho does the whole teasing thing a second time, kissing and suckling the hot skin of your belly, knowingly denying you of your release. You grab a handful of his hair, tugging at the ends to spur him on. He groans, giving into you and licking a straight line up your slit. He inserts both fingers again, this time using his tongue to manipulate your swollen clit.
The heat of Yunhoâs mouth makes your insides ache, the necessity to cum intensifying. You keen loudly, desperately, needily, the sight of the brunette between your legs so incredibly arousing. He sucks on your throbbing clit, his long fingers as deep as they can go, and you crumble.Â
âOh my godâ oh my godâ Iâm cumming! Iâmââ You cut yourself off, convulsing under him. He laps up as much of your juices as he can, coating his chin with your release. You moan as you pull him towards you to unify your lips, a mixture of your saliva and cum connect your mouths in strings. At this point, the sex is messier than anything you couldâve plucked from your wildest dreams.Â
One hand trails down your body, using your nimble fingers to play with your sensitive clit when he starts fisting his cock in preparation to enter your pussy again. You use your free hand to scratch at his contracting abs. He hisses, propping himself up with one arm next to your head and his eyes trained on the way you finger yourself at the same time. You can feel his breath on your cheeks and being in this proximity to him fuels your yearning.
âPlease, Yun⊠Need you back inside of me,â you whimper. Rubbing your clit with your own fingers isnât satisfying enough, not with him here in front of you, not when you know how good he can make you feel.
âFuck, baby, when you beg like that I donât know if I can hold back.â He chuckles lowly. It rumbles from his chest, shooting to your core.Â
âSo donât,â you rouse. âThis is more than just a one time thing for me, Yunho.â
His eyes widen just a bit, your confession catching him off guard. Thatâs all he needs to line himself up with your hole, hooking his forearm under your knee as he slides in, stretching your cunt so perfectly with his perfect cock. âShitâ youâre so tight, princess⊠Itâs almost like I didnât just fuck you within an inch of your life.â He moans and spreads your legs wider. He bottoms out with a grunt, throwing his head back from the feeling of your velvety walls. A near deafening cry is ripped from your vocal cords. He nips at your neck, starting to piston his hips.Â
His thrusts donât slow but become calculated, speeding up and diving deep simultaneously. It only took a short amount of time to figure out what you liked and he used it to his advantage. Yunho hikes your knee to your chest, groping your tits with his free hand. He twists and tugs at your nipples just hard enough that it contributes to your pleasure rather than hurts you.
Itâs as if he doesnât feel buried inside of you sufficiently, because he decreases his pace to press and fold your other leg up, his hips ramming into your ass with each thrust now. The tip of his cock kisses at what feels like your cervix. That familiar coil begins to fasten again, keening with every drive into your cunt. The squelching noises wouldâve made you cower in shame with anyone else, but with Yunho it turns you on further.
You moan, and he flattens his hand on the lower part of your stomach. Yunho groans, biting the skin where your shoulder meets your neck. Your fingers find your clit again, circling insatiably to get yourself off.Â
âYou gonna cum for me again?â He rasps, his hold on your legs almost painful. The backs of your thighs burn, but you endure it for the sake of the moment. You reach up and behind yourself, grabbing at the headboard in an attempt to match his force.Â
âOh my god, yesâ yes yes yes yes,â you babble, the syllables blurring together like your mind. âGonna cum so hard for you, Yunho. Keep going, please.â
His lips attach to yours, tongues tangling sloppily. The position youâre in is on the opposite end of the spectrum from how you were expecting this summer reunion to go. Had you not been made aware of Yunho living here at the last minute, you probably wouldâve backed out of your commitment to staying. Deep down youâre a little too thankful that your grandmother mentioned him when it was too late to reconsider.Â
âI think Iâm in love with you, Y/N,â Yunho whispers into your mouth.Â
You let go of the headboard, cupping his jaw and kissing him lovingly. âMe too.â
Your fingers speed up and so do his thrusts, perfectly timed with each other to shove you both towards your highs. Youâre on the cusp of falling apart, arching into him to close the gap between your bodies.Â
âWanna cum inside you. Can I?â Yunho grunts.Â
âYes yes, please. Fill me up, Yun, want all of you.âÂ
He continues to abuse your cunt, pounding into you like his life depended on it. You sob, clamping your walls around him. He freezes, suddenly spilling into you. âCome on, baby, cum on my cock.â The warmth of his release and his words coax your orgasm, the fluttering of your cunt milking every single drop from him that it can. Even with his dick plugging you up, you can feel it dripping out of you and onto the sheets below.Â
He rocks into you languidly until youâve calmed down enough for him to pull out. His forehead is flush on your chest, rising and falling with it, both of you so spent from the intense physical activity you engaged in. You stare up at the ceiling with heavy eyelids, carding your fingers through his hair to soothe him.Â
âYou meant what you said right? About this not being a one time thing.â Yunho says hesitantly, like heâs afraid of permeating the atmosphere you created.Â
âI donât think I can go home at the end of the summer and forget the way I feel for you, Yunho.â You admit out loud. There had been a constant struggle in your head over whether or not to follow your heart, but as he looks at you with those sparkly eyes of his, you know your answer. And you feel a little stupid for ever considering the counter.Â
âAnd what exactly are those feelings?â He pushes, folding his hands on your sternum and laying his cheek on top. You giggle, brushing his hair out of his view. As tempting as it was to divulge your theatrical journey in assessing your emotions, youâre too exhausted to stay awake. It would have to wait for another day.Â
âYou have the rest of the summer to find out, cowboy.â
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HII!! could you write the gang with a reader that has an rbf and seems really intimidating/unapproachable but is a sweetheart? they arent very talkative and seem very cold but their love language is acts of service/gift giving & sorta quality time?? <33
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đ„ Û« pretty as a vine, sweet as a grape. â đŻ
âŠREQUESTED: you never judge a book by itâs cover. especially when it comes to y/n!
tags/warnings: people being judgy asf/spreading rumours, gang defending reader with their soul, reader is a softie i fear, reader is kinda shy, probably stupid:3c, steve threatening a manLMFAO
àłauthor notesââ· READER IS SO ME CODED HELLO also if two-bits part sounds stupid it âs because iâm high rn and even if can admit itâs a little iffy
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thought of you as someone to be threatened by at first ngl
he heard of this scary, mean mugged, tuff looking girl and went âmh. an enemyđșđâ
he went up to you one day, acting all tuff and shit just for you to look him up and down and nervously wave
look, he may not be the smartest cookie but he can see someone shy a mile away. and when he seen you wave, he felt like such an ass LMFAO
did he show it? no. obviously.
this is dallas. heâs an asshole.
âlittle miss tough girl, huh?â
ââŠpardon?â
that teasing from him DID continue until you walked away because dallas is the type to never back down, even when heâs wrong
expect for the next time you met him!!!!
he was actually asking you your name, where youâre from, etc, etc!!!
turning a new leaf dare i sayâŠ
and everything after that was history! cutest scary looking couple ever!
HE THINKS ITâS SOOO FUNNY THAT PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF YOU LMFAOOO
he plays into it sm if someone brings it up bro
ây/n? like..scary y/n?â
âyeah, like scary y/n. and iâll get âer on ya if you keep talkinâ âbout her.â
âoh!đ°â
he thinks itâs so silly to see you look really pissed off when he isnât around just to greet you and see your whole demeanour change!!
dallas thinks itâs so cuteđ itâs like one of his favourite things about you!
âđ đâ
âhey, baby.â
âoh! hi, dal!<3â
LMFAO IMAGINE SOMEONE SEEING YOU, A MEAN LOOKING GIRL, SHOPPING FOR MENS LEATHER JACKETS
yuppp spoil that dickhead!đ« he lovelovelovesss getting gifts, ESPECIALLY from u!!!
if youâre clingy, i feel like he wouldnât mind it. he teases THE FUCK out of u tho!đ
âbig tough girl wants to hold hands, eh?â
ââŠyeađ.â
âawh, look at ya. come âere.â
johnny cade
you might think heâd be scared and intimidated, right? but NO! heâs literally bffâs with ponyboy, he knows damn well what rbf is!
you two are sooo cute together
little kicked, scared puppy with his feral doberman!!!
tells people to stfu whenever they try and spread rumours that youâre scary, mean, and rude.
âyouâre dating y/n? donât you know she-â
âi donât care, shut up. âs not like you know herđ.â
sometimes refuses your gifts.
johnnyâs not used to them :( but all u gotta do is say please and flutter your lashes and u got em!!!!
âi canât take it.â
âplease?đâ
ââŠokayđŁ.â
and he DOES NOT regret it! he might fight you at first, but he cherishes those gifts with his life<3!
loveloveloveLOVESSS having u around constantly!! since your love language is quality time, you two are always hanging out together.
and, with your scary looks, you often keep the socs away from him!
hip-hip, hoorayâŒïžâŒïž
the gang was likeâŠworried for johnny at first.
THEY DIDNâT KNOW U WERE COOL THOđđđđđ
they were all like, â??seriously, johnny?? you pick the meanest girl?? ever???â and johnny was QUICK to defend. âyâall ainât even meet her, and youâre already sayinâ sheâs bad for me?â
when they did though, they were like âohhhhâŠ.she really isnât rudeâŠ..ohâŠ.â
HEâS SO PROUD TO DATE U THO LMFAOOO
and to know the real you?? treats it like an HONOUR
ponyboy curtis
was intimidated by you.
forgot he was also like you and accidentally glares at people who walk past him LMFAOOOO
You two are like two peas in a pod istg!!
âyou look mean from far away,â
â???so do you, pony??â
ââŠno??â
âWHAT DO YOU MEAN, âNOâ?â
mean looking couple who are truly just a bunch of nerds deep down to their soul<3
the gang was a little protective of ponyboy until they realized ur just like him LMFAO
They get having an rbf<3
pony loves spending time with you!
gift him a book and heâll love you forever!!! (maybe even read it to you when you two are finally alone to help you fall asleepđ€)
heâs such a cutieâŠ..
stays close to you in public because he thinks youâre scarier looking than anyone heâs ever metđđ.
âcmâere,â
âwhy?đ€šâ
âBECAUSEđ!â
SCARY DOG Y/N IS REAL.
glares at anyone who goes around telling people that youâre mean and rude.
if looks could kill, theyâd be dead already!!!
ponyboy does not fuck around with u i fear.
Sodapop Curtis
LMFAOOO GREEK GOD OF A MAN WITH HIS PISSED OFF GF WHO IS NERVOUSLY HOLDING HIS HAND !!!
he was NOT afraid of you!! in fact, he thought the rumours of you being an asshole were all fake
âyou talkinâ about y/n?â
âyes, bro! theyâre so rude-â
âhow do you know?â
âwell, i donât-â
âso, shut up?đâ
cuz like??? did they not bother to understand you???
soda literally made it his mission to prove that you werenât a dick!!đđ
and GODDAMN HE WAS SO RIGHT
youâre such a sweetheart to soda! he lovesss telling people about how cute you are around him since itâs his own way to squash the rumours.
âmy y/n is so sweet, you wouldnât get it.â
âisnât she the same girl who beat the soc to a pulp?â
âshe can barely kill a fly.â
you donât need to do much to scare off the girls that flirt with him at the DX, just a nice little glare every now and then and theyâre already gone!
(soda doesnât have to know that you play into the rumours sometimes. itâs our little secret.)
steve randle
HATES EVERYONE WHO TALKS ABOUT YOU
heâs petty AS FUCK LMFAOOO
they canât handle the randleđđŻ
âew, y/n-â
âMAN, GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY FACE WITH THAT WHAT DO YOUUU KNOW ABOUT Y/NđŁïžâŒïžâ
that was an over exaggeration but you get the point.
gets very defensive when people try and âwarnâ him about you lmfao
gift him a tool box and heâll use it until itâs literally falling apart at the bolts<3
no seriously. it could be holding on by one screw and heâll still use it. he doesnât gaf. steve will use anything u give him.
he accepts ur rbf cause he thinks itâs SO FUNNY?? like heâll see you far away with your friends looking all angry before one of them says a really funny joke and just watches your expression change so quickly
one of his fav things ever<3!
two-bit mathews
he makes so much jokes about it LMFAOOO
âjesus, y/n! you sure yer glare ainât the thing that killed the dinosaurs?â
â
âswear i see the devil in yours eyes sometimes. it looks soooo good on you, thoughđ€đ€â
HE THINKS ITS SO ATTRACTIVE
and he lovesss your sweetheart side sm itâs like he gets best of both worlds
RAHH GIFT TWO-BIT MICKEY PLUSHIE OR ELSE
Heâd totally have it on his bed 24/7. his sister has tried to steal it before to scare him btw.
skmetimes just to spend time together with himâyou just go walking around town with him while he has an arm around your shoulder the whole time<3
#2knightt#the outsiders#the outsiders x reader#dallas winston x reader#johnny cade x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#steve randle x reader#darry curtis x reader#two-bit mathews x reader#two-bit x reader
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HI I LOVED UR HYPERSEXUAL FEM READER HEADCANONS UR WRITING IS SO GOOD
Soo I'm here to request the vees (mainly vox but idc) x hypersexual Fem reader pleasee đđ
if not that's okay and I hope you have a nice day/night!! feel free to delete this lol
-xoxo, Ari
THANK YOU <3333 i love the vees and ive been looking for an excuse to write them so this is perfect
vees with hypersexul reader
going with the same scenario as last time- you've just finished a round and (char) is spent but you're already ready to go again
ăâ vox âă
â he seems like a 2 rounds kinda guy so after that second round and yall are just laying there he is SPENT
â so when you roll over to lay on his chest like "one more time?" with a little smile on your face, as if yall did not just violently fuck it takes him a moment
â he's spent, so spent. but he really wants to please you
â he'd get used to it tbh. like he's mentally prepared everytime now but maybe sometimes he can do a round 3
â he'd resort to toys i think, only the best for his girl <3
â there's also something he loves about getting to hold you and watch you writhe in pleasure and he just gets to watch
â he'd always take your preferences into mind with toys too. like if you want smth specific he's got it for you
â i feel like he might prefer if yall are spent at the same time so the foreplay goes CRAZY
â like it's not just foreplay it's actual rounds of getting you to cum before the main event yk
â or sometimes he'll just ask if it'd be okay to be done for the night when he is
â he doesn't mind either way but he'd definitely want to communicate about it
â so yeah it might take him a little bit to adjust bit he'd be just fine!
ăâ valentino âă
â okay let's be real this man fucks A LOT so he can probably do like. 3 or 4 lengthy rounds before he's tapped out
â it's making me giggle about it but like okay val is a kinky guy, and like especially if the first time yall do anything it's a little bit rougher he is SHOCKED when you're down for more
â he's prly into something like overstim where normally you kinda gotta reel from it after so when he's done and it takes you like. a minute or two to be like "do you wanna do it again?" he judt looks down at you so confused
â he takes a moment, blinking. he'd definitely ask if you're kidding or smth and then finding out you're not he has to take a moment
â like, he finds it fucking awesome but jesus christ he's finally met hsi match
â he might use toys on you or go down on you, depends how he's feeling tbh
â i think he'd lean towards going down on you, idk he just seems like he'd be a bit of a munch.
â and if you're okay with it when yall fuck in the future he's constantly just seeing how far you can go before you're spent
â long story short he's totally chill abt it when he gets used to it and thinks it's fucking great
ăâ velvette âă
â okay im literally giggling and kicking my feet while typing this
â she seems like a 2 or 3 round kind of gal
â idk femxfem sex doesn't really go in rounds ime but like. yk.
â so after she's spent, she's like so ready to cuddle up and sleep. but then you're caressing her cheek, nuzzling into her neck. "again?" you murmur and she has to take a moment
â cause like, she's just super surprised you're still ready for another.
â she'd ask the most questions abt it. like she'd want to just know more so she can support you better
â she'd go down on you tho! anytime! she definitely has toys but she seems like the type to be more inclined to eat you out
â if she gets tired of that she'd use a toy on you. but she stays engaged the whole time, super attentive.
â she's a service switch so like getting to keep you pleased like this makes her feel good and she doesn't mind at all
â once again, all of them would embrace it and they do not mind at all!
â if you guys with the poly hc for the vees i think it just makes it so much better for them to know it's really hard to burn you out
â i loved this request ty <3
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HIII omg youre like the only active person writing for Henry Danger and i would like to request dating headcanons with Henry!! (x female reader please!)
A/N- omg no fr it makes me so upset that there's so little fanfics (especially good onesđ) for the danger verseđ
CW- ngl these are kinda halfassed and writen on like 3 hours of sleep, not proof read (only spell checked), physical touch, the L bomb, angst, death, and suggestive if you do the squintiest squint, thats it??
â„ his love language is physical touch and words of affirmation. fight me.
â„ hes gives kinda golden retriever bf vibes, but not like overly or whatever yk??
â„i feel like for your first date, he might want to try hard and do something nice or whatever, especially if you guys weren't friends before hand, but he prefers to just stay home with you and hang out.
â„ i feel like he said 'i love you' first tbh.
you were in (yet another) life or death situation, and he was like kinda panicking. he was getting annoyed with how slow shwoz was working to try and save you or whatever, and he started ranting and somewhere in the rant he ended up saying he loves to, however you heard him say it.
once you were very much so alive and ok, you said it back to him.
â„you'll never miss the chance to sleepover at henrys house. ever. even if you guys have had an argument that same day, or the day before. then however, instead of sleeping in the same bed as him, you'll sleep on the couch that up in the corner of his room.
â„ at first piper definitely tells you that you can do better đ
â„ you know about his past minor loyalty issues, but he quickly gains absolutely all of your trust once he finds out that you were overthinking it.
â„jasper lowkey be your hype man ngl
â„i wouldn't necessarily say that gift giving is one of his love languages, but if its yours or you want something, hell have absolutely no issue in getting you whatever it is.
â„ when you guys first started dating, you would sneak through his window at night all the time, or after school. one time tho, henrys dad ended up catching you. surprisingly tho, he wasent really upset. he was just like "omg this is awesome this is like the most 'rebellious' teenage activity we've ever gotten out of him" and after stifly waving at you he just walked away.
â„ henry stutters alot when you make him nervous. (which by the way is quite easy to do)
â„ he pays attention to the little stuff just as much as you do tbh.
â„ i feel like he'd make forts with you đ he likes making them at night tho, cause then they have less of a chance of getting ruined by his sister. plus, then you guys can go to sleep in them.
â„ catches your hand from a high five so you end up holding hands.
â„ whenever he get jealous, for the most part hes chill. he knows you'll be good on your own, but hell keep a close eye out just incase.
â„ hes pretty protective tho. once again, he knows you can handle yourself, but sometimes people are so rude to you and it makes him mad. however, he tries to keep his composure for everyone sake, and embarrassment.
â„ i feel like hed want to play with your hair?? like you guys would be laying so your back was facing him, and you just feel him start to play with your hair. you could tell he started to attempt to braid it. "henry stop you're gonna make it all tangled" "you want me to make it all tangled?"
#x reader#fanfiction#fanfic#ff#x yn#x y/n#x you#request#henry danger fanfic#henry danger fanfiction#henry danger#henry hart#jace norman x reader smut#jace norman x reader#jace norman#henry danger x reader#nickelodeon#danger verse#danger force#fluff#angst
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the other five; part 2 [ five hargreeves x reader ]
okayyyy so itâs not my best work and i hope it is not too rushed or cheesy i have my best and i hope i didnât crush yâallâs expectations đđ writing this i literally gave no shit on the paradox psychosis, itâs also an AU where they did save the world, and not to mention again that everyone, including reader and five are around 32, basically the same age as the rest of the family
hope yâall still like it tho đ„čđ„čđ„č
part one
âI canât believe how bad you suck at Scrabble in every single timeline, my love,â Five laughed, shaking his head in disbelief as you threw a wooden piece at him over the table, offended to say the least;
âI canât believe what a piece of shit you are in every timeline!â
âOh, sheâs also a sore loser in every timeline!â
As you threw yet another wooden piece at the man before you, you couldnât help but get infected with his contagious laugh and burst into giggles as well. Five was smiling from ear to ear, as he was heavily laughing, with a hand over his chest, as his other one was resting peacefully on top of yours on the table.
You were sitting on the rug, on each side of the coffee table in your living room. It was a peaceful Thursday night, and you didnât really have anything planned. You worked all day, so you figured that a glass of wine and some chocolate to snack on while watching a movie would be a decent end of the day, but a couple knocks on your door changed that.
It had been a while since you met Five, a couple of weeks maybe. Nothing short of a miracle helped you save the world for good this time, but thatâs a story for another time. Things were actually looking up for you, as the Hargreeves siblings were all safe in one piece, as well as your own parents. Viktor was visiting you in the States a lot more often, Allison, Klaus and Claire resumed their day to day lives, Luther was trying to reabilitate the old mansion for good this time and actually own it, Ben and Jennifer were happily together, as Diego and Lila were doing their best to save their marriage for the sake of their three children.
As for Five, last you heard he was still in the CIA, but that was about it.
The Five from your timeline, that was.
The Five standing in front of you, he was an entirely different story.
After he comforted you the day you and Five broke up, you tried to prioritize your interests and went back to help the family stop the apocalypse. In spite of how much you wanted to just lay in his arms until you went completely numb, you knew that if thatâs where you were meant to be, youâd find your way back eventually.
And you did.
âFuck me, that was draining,â You rubbed your face, falling onto the dusty leather couch with a loud thud, next to Allison.
âYouâd think we would get the hang of it by now,â She sarcastically said, letting her head fall on your shoulder.
âIf thereâs a fifth apocalypse, letâs just let it happen,â Klaus suggested, as some of you couldnât help but nod in agreement.
âAt least this one wasnât Viktorâs fault,â Luther pointed out, making Viktor waive his arms;
âExcuse me?â
âIâm swear Iâm gonna kill myself,â Ben rolled his eyes bored as ever. On the surface, that was.
âJesus Christ, what the fuck?â Lila raised her brows at the man.
âDo it later, we literally just saved your sorry ass,â Five pointed out.
âAnd to think that after all this shit, on Monday Iâm back to delivering packagesâŠâ Diego deeply sighed, as you all turned to judge him.
The nine of you were standing in the middle of the old mansion, trying to catch your breath after your hardest efforts yet to save the world. It was a mixture of everyoneâs powers, a droplet of a miracle and lots of yelling around, but eventually you did it. You could finally breathe again and not worry that tomorrow may not come.
However, it didnât mean that you werenât suffering anymore. You tried your everything to keep your composure around the Five from your timeline and Lila, since apparently even Diego was willing to make amends. He loved his brother and his kids far too much, as well as his wife. He was willing to put it all behind, after all, you were given a second chance and he was not going to waste it.
âAm I going crazy or is that another Five?â Klaus pointed towards the main entrance to the living room, as your Five walked in with a slight smile across his lips and his hands in his pockets;
âI wouldnât have bet my last two cents that you idiots would have actually managed to save the universe.â
âAsshole,â You giggled, getting up to run instantly into his arms.
Five was taken aback by your sudden excitement for a mere second, as he stumbled a step back, but not wasting another second to wrap his arms around your waist. He walked you back from the diner to the train station that would take you back to Five, and eventually back to your timeline a couple hours ago, but if you were to be honest it felt like forever since the last time you saw him. In spite of being literally yet not really the man who crushed your heart that day, you found such an intense comfort in him, it was stupid.
You were still grieving your old relationship, you were still heartbroken over what had happened. Six years with Five on your side were not that easy to get over, but this one truly helped you feel better. He was so thoughtful, so sweet and kind, yet sarcastic and sassy, he was totally your perfect match, which was insane since you thought that your ex-boyfriend of six years would be your soulmate.
âI hate you,â You declared, crossing your arms over your chest, âYou have no business making fun of me- youâre like a hundred years old.â
âDonât- Donât go there and make it awkward,â Five instantly said, raising his hands in front of you, âYouâre making me feel like a pervert.â
âAs you should,â You lightly shrugged your shoulders, watching as he rolled his eyes playfully.
The two of you started spending a considerable amount of time together lately, as he managed to make himself comfortable in your timeline. He couldnât remember the last time he was so happy, not only because he had lost his own Y/N, but he also hadnât seen his siblings in such a long time. In his timeline, they didnât manage to save themselves after Reggie reset the timeline at Hotel Oblivion, so getting his family back in a way was surreal to him as well.
Five felt alive again and it was all because of you.
All because he stumbled upon the love of his life that day in the subway system, the same woman who brought him back to his family. Maybe they werenât actually the ones from his timeline, but they were his family nonetheless.
âOkay, one more round so I can shut your trash mouth again,â Five declared, straightening his jacket, as he leant over the table to rearrange the board.
âI can think of another way you can shut my trash mouth,â You smirked, leaning forward on the table as well, resting your weight on your elbows.
The two of you took things surprisingly slow. You couldnât deny the instant connection, after all- you were a couple in every single timeline. But you couldnât help the need to avoid the rush. Sure, you held hands sometimes and bump your knees under the table, or he would place wild strands of hair behind your ears and you would sometimes fix his tie for him. You also tended to share tight hugs that lasted maybe a second too long, or linger some touched here and there, but you neither of you ever had the courage to bring it up in a discussion.
You had never even kissed.
âMy, my, is my little Y/N getting impatient?â Five mimicked your smirk, lightly grabbing your chin between his index and thumb.
One thing you knew for sure was that you didnât have feelings anymore for your ex-boyfriend. There was no doubt about that. You just didnât feel it would be wise to jump into another relationship so soon with his doppelgĂ€nger, but after these past few weeks you were so done waiting.
If thereâs one thing you learned from saving the world one too many times it definitely was that you should not be wasting precious seconds.
âArenât you?â You asked, looking into his eyes, trying to figure out where he stood on all this.
âIâd wait for you decades, darling,â Five confessed, running his thumb across your bottom lip in a gentle manner.
He loved the feel of you, every square inch of your body- he couldnât get enough of it. He would touch anywhere possible, he wanted to pepper kisses along every part of you, but he did mean every word he said. He did want to wait for you for as long as you needed until you were ready to be with him, truly.
âPromise?â You couldnât help but wonder, as Five let go of your chin to put some fallen strands of hair behind your ears, âWould you actually wait for me?â
âItâs not even up for debate,â He nodded, getting up from the floor, straightening his three piece suit.
He offered you his hands, as he lifted you to your feet as well. You didnât know exactly if your legs were numb because of how long youâd been sitting crisscrossed on the floor, or simply because the man before you made your knees weak with one smile, but you knew for certain that you never wanted this night to end.
Five cupped your cheeks in his hands, as you naturally rested your hands on his chest. You were so smitten by him, but in all fairness- how could you not be? He was doing everything right, giving you all the love he had and a bit more extra, while still being his true sassy self that you loved so much.
âKiss me, please,â You whispered, looking into his beautiful eyes, feeling as you were slowly losing yourself into the moment.
Five smiled as he leaned in slowly to give your lips a light peck, as careful and attentive as possible. His long fingers found their way into your hair, as your own arms wrapped around his neck to pull him in closer. He took that as his cue to go in for a more passionate kiss, capturing your lips with his in just a matter of seconds, losing his whole being in that moment to wrap himself around your pinky finger.
Anything you wanted, he would go through the ends of the world to get it for you- and that was an understatement.
#the umbrella academy#the umbrella academy x reader#five hargreeves#five hargreeves x reader#number five x reader#five hargreeves imagines#number five#five hargreeves imagine#the umbrella academy imagines#tua x reader
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đđ„đŹđ đđšđ â armando aretas x fem!reader
summary: no one ever said love was easy. good thing you werenât planning on leaving anytime soon even through rough patches.
word count: 2.9k
warning(s): angst!, fighting (verbally not physically), smut (mdni), oral (fem receiving), fab!reader, readers height being mentioned (sheâs 5â2), reader has armando wrapped around her damn finger, ummmm probably abandonment but like for only two days đ, soft!armando, mention of rafe x reader, not 100% proofread
a/n: okay woooo this is the first imagine iâve written in a minute (if you remember my hockey days ily) i hope this is good and can meet to yalls standards! i had fun writing this and ik it took me like over a week but i really didnât know what i wanted to do with the plot lol. anyways please send me any feedback and if thereâs any spelling mistakes or anything feel free to lmk! this was also my first time ever writing in depth smut so i hope itâs somewhat good đđ» also reblogs are highly encouraged! they help me out sm!
oh! i almost forgot too, i didnât mention it in here bc itâs not that important to me but i thought id share anyways! i see the reader knowing the AMMO team but she has a different job (id say in hospitality or something with medical knowledge) it doesnât really matter tho since itâs what i envisioned but i just wanted yall to see where my head is at! okay im going now bye! and enjoy đ
âwe were crazy to think, crazy to think that this could work. remember how i said iâd die for you?â
The weather in Miami the past week has been bipolar. For it being the middle of September, it was chilly. Something felt off, almost like Mother Nature was reaching out. The rain had just finished pouring, and Armando wasnât due to be home until another hour. So, when the younger girl heard the lock to the front door turn, she was surprised. He wasnât one to leave early if anything, he loved working overtime. He always gave the excuse of 'wanting to be the main provider'. When he walks in, he sets his jacket on the coat hanger and doesnât say a word. Weird.
âHey youâre home early, what happened?â She stays calm. Something seems off with the 5â10 man and she doesnât want to upset him even more.
He sets the keys on the dining table rather than the coffee table in the middle of the living room. He scurries off to their shared bedroom. She sighs and takes it as a hint to get off the couch and follow after him. Her mind runs wild on what could possibly be bothering him. Did Marcus find some way to piss him off? Did a raid go wrong? Did she do something wrong? There were so many possibilities of what couldâve gone wrong.
She walks into the bedroom cautiously and makes a B-line to the restroom. Armando had a routine when he came home from work. Put the keys in the bowl on the coffee table, find his girl, give her a kiss and hug, talk about both of their days and finally, hop in the shower. A sense of stability in his life made him feel somewhat relaxed and gave him a reason to never leave. He almost felt normal. Normal was a funny word considering he used to be in the cartel.
She knew the domesticated part of their relationship scared him and it did the same to her. Most nights sheâd stay up thinking about if he was going to get up and leave one day. It wasnât good for her and she knew it too.
She leans against the door frame and watches him get into the shower. He doesnât seem to notice, heâs in his head and itâs bothering him. Armando didnât wear his heart on his sleeve but she knew him well enough to know when he was in his head. Being in a romantic relationship with someone with an avoidant attachment style wasnât easy but she needed to be patient. Some days were harder than others though, and she felt it in her bones that today was going to be a bad day.
She mentally prepares herself by taking a deep breath. She starts by saying, âArmando youâve got to talk to me.â She uses his full name, no pet names, wanting him to know sheâs being serious.
âWe will when I get out.â He raises his voice, not enough for it to be considered yelling but just enough to get the point across that he isnât in the mood.
She doesnât respond, he needs time to gather his thoughts. She exits the bathroom and makes her way back to the living room. She picks up a book before finally making contact with the soft fabric of the couch. She needs something to distract herself with. About 15 minutes later, Armando walks into the room. She lets him soak in the silence, maybe heâll get the memo to finally speak up without her having to tell him. To the contrary, he doesnât.
Taking a deep breath she starts with, âIâm not in the mood to play a guessing game,â She pauses to look him in the eyes, âSo please just talk to me and tell me whatâs wrong.â
He keeps his eyes locked on her. He knows sheâs irritated and wants to get this over with.
âAnd if I donât want to talk?â
She scoffs, âYou do realize we have to talk about it sooner or later, right? I donât feel like doing this Armando, so please just tell me whatâs wrong so I can help.â
âWhat if we donât have to do this?â
Bamboozled, she questions him, âthe fuck you mean by âwhat if we donât have to do thisâ ?â
âI donât want to do this anymore Y/N.â
His confession makes the poor girl's heart fall to her stomach. She canât tell if heâs being serious or not. Their relationship was a tricky one, just like any other. Sheâs seen her parents go through rough patches before for fucks sake, thereâs no way heâs leaving without an explanation. Patience is running real slow between the two and the tension in the room feels foggy.
âRemember when I told you I loved you for the first time? Remember when I told you Iâd take a fucking bullet for you? Hmm?â
Armando doesnât respond. Typical. It wasnât out of the ordinary for the young couple to fight, shit happens. But Armandoâs cold demeanor is what was out of place.
She was his safe place and he knew it. She made it very clear when they started seeing each other that he couldnât run away. Not from his feelings and most certainly not her. So for him to put up those walls that they desperately worked hard to keep down, was upsetting. To say the least.
With the tensions high between the pair, the girl took a much-awaited deep breath and spoke.
âMy love for you is unconditional. I hope you remember that.â
Armando looks away and walks out the front door.
âthey all warned us about times like this, they say the road gets hard and you get lost when youâre led by blind faith. blind faith.â
The mirrors in the bathroom are fogged up due to the boiling-hot water coming out of the shower head. It had been two days since Armando stormed out of the apartment and Y/N was fed up, to say the least.
Armandoâs behavior has never gotten that bad. With the way Isabel raised him, it was expected to be rough but he had been doing good, for her. Everything he did, he reminded himself that it was for the both of them. He loved her just as much as she loved him. She fell first but he fell harder.
Armando never thought he would fall in love, but he did. In the middle of a stakeout, he spotted the girl walking out of a cafĂš. He remembers the dress she wore, it was white, and long, with yellow flowers. It screamed innocence and he loved it.
A week later he found himself following her around. He wasnât due to go back to Mexico City for another week and he already finished the job so why not kill some time?
Two days before his departure from Miami he found himself in her apartment with his head between her thighs. He never wanted to leave but he couldnât let anyone find out about you two. The good thing is, Armando was an excellent liar and no one ever discovered his dirty little secret.
Once she gets out of the shower, she waits no time to yell out her lover's name.
âArmando?â She pauses and thereâs no answer.
Her heart breaks just a little more. With the ache in her chest, she decides to call the one person who might know where Armando is, Mike.
Mike was someone Y/N found comfort in, especially when it came to Armando. She knew their relationship was tricky, but he cared about his son and so did she.
Mike picks up at the 5th ring. He knew she only called when it was an emergency.
âTalk to me. What happened?â Mike doesnât need to ask how sheâs doing, if anything heâll do it after but he needed to know what in the hell his son did now.
Mikeâs voice brought the girl to tears. She felt at ease knowing that Mike was always willing to help her in a time of need.
She sniffles before speaking, âOh Mike, itâs been two days since Iâve last seen him. He came home Tuesday night without saying a word and left right after showering. I tried to get him to talk but he wouldnât budge. Iâm really worried he hasnât done this in so long, I donât know what happened.â She says it all in one breath, and by the time she is done speaking, sheâs panting. Mike pauses before replying to the anxious girl.
âIâll call Dorn and Kelly to see if heâs been staying with them but heâs been going to work. I knew something was up when he refused to talk to anyone.â
âThank you, Mike, I appreciate you so much.â
âOf course, but Imma need you to remember that when shit hits the fan never give up. You hear me? Never give up, especially with Armando.â
Mike hangs up after speaking and leaves Y/N to wallow in her thoughts. She understood Mike was a busy man and had a separate life so she didnât take it to heart but it hurt knowing that she was all alone again.
âbut we can patch it up good, make confessions and weâre begging for forgiveness, got the wine for you.â
Mike called Y/N back two hours later saying that Armando was on his way home. The girl couldnât tell if she was happy that he was okay or enraged that he didnât have the balls to come home without someone having to tell him too. Armando would just have to come home to see the answer to that.
The young woman was frightened, not knowing if this was going to end in a raging verbal war or if everything was going to return to normal. She didnât want to lose Armando, like she said earlier, she loved him unconditionally.
To kill time, she decided it was best to bake her favorite sweets, chocolate chip cookies. She makes her way to the kitchen to prep the batter. When she goes to preheat the oven, she hears the front door unlock. Armandoâs home.
Even after almost two years of being together, he still made her heart race and the butterflies in her stomach never seem to have left.
He walks in and spots her in the kitchen, her back is facing him. He can tell sheâs waiting for him to make the first move.
âIâm home.â He closes the front door and locks it, his eyes never leaving her back.
She looks to the right and over her shoulder, âIt took you long enough. Where were you?â
âI stayed with Dorn and Kelly. Iâm fine Y/N.â
She takes a deep breath and mentally reminds herself that she canât blow up on him, even though he deserves it. She opens her mouth but nothing comes out. Thereâs nothing else for her to say, he messed up badly and he needed to be the one to fix this.
âBaby look, lo siento, I do. I donât know what happened. One second I was okay and then Rita said something and I just got angry. I needed some time to think. I needed space.â He makes his way to the kitchen island, heâs now 5 feet away from Y/N. He yearns for her touch. The last couple of days were hard and all he wanted was a hug from his girl, but he knew he wasnât getting that.
The oven beeps, cutting off Y/Nâs train of thought. She grabs the metal tray filled with cookies and gently puts them into the oven. She turns and is faced with Armando. She takes notice of what heâs wearing. Itâs a different outfit, she knew for a fact that he came when she was gone for work. He had left with nothing but his keys on Tuesday and Dornâs clothes wouldnât have fit Armando. That man was 6â2 for Christ's sake.
âI didnât expect you to become a coward and just leave without saying a word but here we are.â Armando could feel the heat radiating off of the 5â2 woman. She may be small but she was frightening when she was angry.
Armando grips the counter, hard, he takes a deep breath before answering the girl.
âI know I fucked up but I just needed space.â She scoffs at his statement.
âNeeded space from what exactly?â She manages to huff out. Sheâs fed up and Armando knows it. One wrong move and heâs a dead man.
âRafe wouldnât shut up, okay! He kept talking about you like you were just some piece of meat.! I couldnât take it! I get that you guys dated but fuck!â Armando's grip on the counter is lethal and his knuckles are practically white.
âArmando Aretas are you jealous?â
âNo.â
She smiles and gets a glare in return from her lover. Oh, she was going to have a field day with this.
Before Armando came into the picture Y/N had dated Rafe for about 4 months. It wasnât anything serious, but if you were to ask her what she thought of Rafe, sheâd tell you he was a piece of shit.
âWell I think youâre jealous,â she wasnât letting it go, âand I think itâs hot but you need to remember that Rafe can be a douchebag.â She makes her way over to Armando and pulls him in for a hug.
âJust next time please donât leave without saying a word and you have to communicate with me.â She looks up at him with her doe eyes while speaking.
âI promise it wonât happen again. I love you, baby.â
âReligionâs in your lips even if itâs a false god, weâd still worship, we might just get away with it, the altar is my hips even if itâs a false god, weâd still worship this love.â
Without a second to waste Armando sweeps the girl into a passionate kiss. Heâs hungry and seeing Kelly and Dorn together really made him miss his girl.
He brings his hands down her body and rests them on her hips. He deepens the kiss by swiping his tongue into her mouth. As much as she wants to fight for it, she knows itâs his turn to take care of her, so she gives in. She runs her hand up to the back of his neck, rests it there, and occasionally plays with the hairs at the base of Armandoâs neck. She was the first to pull away, she needed to catch a quick breath before being able to continue. Armando uses this moment to speak.
"Let me take care of you cariño."
Not even a second later, the younger woman lets him devour her like she's his last meal. He maneuvers them to the dining room, grabs her hips, and lifts her onto the table in one swift movement. She lets out a soft gasp when he makes contact with her neck. His teeth sink into the soft skin on the left side of her neck. It hurt, but not enough to cry about it. He soothes the small ache by running his tongue over the semi-red spot. She reacts by putting her hand on the back of his neck, never wanting him to stop. He has her panting, softly. The sounds go straight down into his pants. He chooses to ignore it, he's focusing on her.
He detaches himself from her neck to pull off the oversized tee she's wearing. He throws it to the floor. When he looks at her chest he notices the lacy fabric that hugs her breasts.
He lowers himself to where his lips rest right above her ear and whispers, "You drive me fucking crazy, baby."
Armando kneels in front of her and then proceeds to get a hold of her right leg. Before he continues, he looks up at her. God, he looked so fucking hot. His pupils were enflamed and filled with lust.
He starts to kiss his way up her leg, starting at her ankle, and right when he gets to her inner thing, she lets out a soft gasp. She's got him right where she wants him to be. Armando's right-hand grips the waistband of her black athletic shorts, signaling he wants them off. She lifts her hips and lets him do the rest. Armando takes off both her shorts and panties in one go. He was a tease, but not tonight.
He puts his hands on her hips and guides them to the edge of the table. He has full access and without a second left to spare his mouth makes contact with her folds. She shrieks, then it gets repressed into a moan when he finds her clit. He's lapping at her folds but it's not enough, she needs more.
"More, baby, I need more."
He wastes no time and inserts his ring and middle finger into her seeping wet cunt. Her moans are getting louder, and he fucking loves it. He continues by licking her clit, and her orgasm starts to finally peak.
"Oh fuck, yes, right there." She manages to speak through her moans.
Her right-hand finds its way to his dark brown hair, and she takes a fistful of it, not caring if it hurts him or not. He deserved it, after all, he left her alone for two days. She's close to her orgasm and he can feel it. His mouth makes its way to her clit and about 25 seconds later, she's coming undone.
Her sight fades to black and all she can see are stars. Once the image of them fades away, she looks down at Armando, he's licking her clean. She jerks away, from still being sensitive, but his hands immediately find their way to her hips to keep her in place. Not a drop of cum is going to waste. When heâs done he stands and removes his shirt. Y/N's hands go straight to his jeans, the outline of his cock doesnât go unnoticed, but before she can get the zipper down the oven beeps. Both of their heads turn in the direction of the kitchen and the girls eyes widen in realization.
âWhat the fu-,â
"Oh my god, the cookies!"
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the 1975 hdlfkahdfklasdd
#đ.rambles#i really want to go to their concert here so bad n apollo n i were fine w gen ad but#first day is mostly sold out na n then 2nd day the cheapest one is just yeah n#it's weird rn our statuses in discord were abt the concert n now for like quite a while w some friends#i don't know how to say it help#i am Really bad with asking others for stuff. unless they actually genuinely rlly want to do something for me then i'll#really be. super shy about it. i can give so easily but receiving is so much more difficult#it's nice talking w my friends like this again tho since we don't super talk much but#realizing i am unintentionally funny fr one of my friends ended up asking what 'otp' is bcs our convo went to like earning money n#taking comms for writing LMFAO SO#'one totalitarian pair' i said đ & then 'one-time password bcs [k-pop idol my friend wanted a fic with] is the key to [friend's] heart'#THAT WAS FUNNY HFLASDJAFSLKDF NT HEN OTHER STUFF TOO N#i just really want to go. listening to their music n watching stuff on yt or wtvr has rlly touched me honestly#I RLLY WANT TO GO ARGHHH.......#but the timing is đ„č WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL ON THE 4th n then#our parents wldn't allow us to go ofc w/o an adult but if it'll be w the 1975 that'll be so funny yk đ#N THEN THE SEATS LEFT..... IM NERVOUS IT'LL RUN OUT#rush against time n#aaaaaa ;;;;;#none of our friends listen to the 1975 so that's also like. lacking in interest thing idk#IM JUST RLLY NOT SURE AT ALL W ALL THIS BUT I WANT TO GO SO#nah we'll find a way n wtvr the outcome i'll be satisfied with it yk?#oh the thing is tho if we do go my phone camera is broken oh no r ppl allowed to bring cameras or smth or idk#BUT NAH FOCUS ON WHATS IN FRONT OF ME FIRST#YEAH.
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obsessed bf x pretty gf trope hcs w sero & shoto pls & ty đđ (seperately pls)
Itâs only 7 months late but here u go anon đ
a/n: I wrote this in an hour in the bathtub so if it is shit- donât tell me bc Iâm just getting back into writing đđ
Shoto Todoroki
He fits this trope so well.
He is THEE resident pretty boy of UA so it makes perfect sense that he has the prettiest girl in all of Japan. (The world)
He is the teeny weeny ist bit dense on like how to take proper photos of you for the âgram but trust that he WILL be searching up everything about lighting and angles and exposure and zoom- all that nonsense.
If youâre a social media girly he may leave like one or two comments. He isnât the best about being outwardly obsessed with you, he is all about those private small moments. Not being able to take his eyes off you anywhere. Always needing to be beside you. If he canât be with you then trust he is texting you at every free moment and expects a response within 5 minutes.
He loves shopping with you and helping you pick out outfits or jewelry or how to style your makeup that day. He has no real opinion on what looks better tho he just loves seeing you get all prettied up. (Yk that tiktok where the girl is trying to decide on a dress color and her bf is just like âwtv u want mama u look breathtaking in bothâ ?Thatâs him.)
I feel like he doesnât really buy you anything in the beginning of your relationship bc he doesnât really see the point/value or something in that BUT all it takes is for kaminari to get you some product youâve been wanting for a while for secret santa and seeing how touched you were by the gesture sends him into over drive:
âOH MY GOD! KAMI!!â You exclaim- wrapping your arms around him. âHow did you know? Iâve been looking for this everywhere!â Shoto notices how big your eyes got and the slight blush on your cheeks from excitement and he feels, something unpleasant. Jealousy? Envy? Possessiveness? Whatever it is he doesnât like how grateful youâre acting toward the blonde. I mean sure, he got you something nice youâve wanted but thatâs not his job (he just so happened to get you for secret santa so he kind of had to get you something) heâs not your boyfriend only your boyfriend- HIM- should be gifting you stuff. Then he kinda has a âohh.â Moment and realizes he has never really gotten you anything just because.
Anyways after that whole interaction he is getting you anything and everything you look at for more than a second. You keep looking at some necklace at the store? Bought. He sees you liking tiktoks about girls getting flowers? Now youâre getting a bouquet every date night. Does he himself have money? No, but that No.1 hero daddy sure does. And letâs be honest he kind of owes shoto for making his childhood - for lack of a better word- awful.
In conclusion, Shoto loves his pretty girl and will do anything she asks of him without question.
Hanta Sero
Clawing at my cage for this man.
Now sero has been⊠infatuated with you since he first laid eyes on you one faithful morning. You were ordering at some coffee shop he passes by on his way to school and just one glance had him stopped dead in his tracks. The way your hair framed your face perfectly, your face in general because holy shit- you were gorgeous. Straight out of a magazine. He quickly took notice of the little embellishments you made to your uniform.. uniform? The same one Mina has. OH MY GOD YOU GO TO UA AND HE HAS NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE?
He literally cannot stop thinking about you and boom you appear again in the halls. Your going the opposite direction has him with your friends and he sees you all have a little cafe cup. Did you buy them all a drink before class? So youâre stupidly gorgeous and nice. Great, he, for sure, has no chance with you now.
But oh thatâs where he is wrong.
When you guys start dating he actually cannot believe it. He is very guarded at first because- now itâs my personal hc that sero is a bit insecure- he canât fathom how you, YOU, would actually want to date someone likeâŠhim.
But once those walls come down he doesnât shut up about you. Seriously all his friends are so annoyed:
âGood god soy sauce if you mention your little girly friend again Iâm hurling you across the city.â
âYouâre just mad you donât have a girl as pretty as mine- donât worry baku-man, Iâm sure one day some poor person will take pity on your soul.â
Sero did in fact get hurled across the city that day.
Now where he differs from Shoto is that this man is a GOD with a camera. He has that artistic eye and is able to capture you being your baddest/cutest/authentic self.
Literally yaâll
He also has a good sense of style. He never thinks you look bad in one thing versus another but he will take into account the vibe of where youâre going and whatâs youâll be doing and give his opinion based on that. Because he grew up with sister and knows how to get around the âwhich one looks better?â Type question without hurting you.
Now sero doesnât have money to spoil you senseless but what he does have is the forever lasting instinct to put your comfort above his own. Itâs freezing and you didnât wear a jacket because âa hoe ever gets coldâ? Donât worry sero will give you his and be visibly growing icicles on his body to keep you warm. Feet hurt from those impractical shoes? Heâs caring you all the way home even if he is still terribly sore from a killer arm workout the day before with kirishima. A no a mudy puddle and youâre wearing your new white shoes :(! Well sero is laying his jacket down over it or simply caring you over the puddle. He isnât the type to roll his eyes at how âridiculousâ or âspoiledâ youâre being. You are y/n freaking l/n. Heâll do whatever you need to make sure nothing in your life goes wrong.
He also is the type to spam comments in your TikTok or Insta post and makes all his friends do the same. Not that you need it- he just loves fueling your ego.
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