#I realized at the last second that today's date (5/20) is the date where if you say it out loud in Chinese

[arcxnumvitae]

"Wǒ ài nǐ!"

[gmwsuperfan5467890]

I adore ships and I could literally talk about them all day, everyday. Today I will be talking about Cooliver and the reasons why I adore them together.

1) Best-friends to lovers is such an elite trope, especially when these best friends spend every second of the day together yet still never get sick of each other.

2) Oliver himself said that Cooper understands him.

3) There are multiple times where Cooper either changes Oliver’s perspective on a situation or convinces him to do something he didn’t want to do and he is the only one that can do this. The best example is the episode where the Ottos recreate their family photo for Katie’s birthday, Greg tries to convince Oliver to help him but Oliver only listens when Copper tells him to.

4) They are both always so smiley around each other. This is more shocking for a character like Oliver who is not bubbly at all and more closed off. He has never looked at any person, not his girlfriends or his family members the way he has looked at Cooper. It is very clear that they are each other’s person.

5) They are a perfect match. Wealthy boy who does not have a loving family + boy with a loving family who wants wealth.

6) Neither of them are their parents’ favourites. They both deserve to be someone’s favourite person.

7) Cooper finally has someone (in fact a whole family) that loves him for who he is and not for his money.

8) Both of them accept each other for who they are and encourage each other to follow their dreams. The episode where Cooper realizes he wants to be a chef and the episode where Oliver tries to get an internship are good examples of this.

9) They don’t enable each other. Cooper straight goes to Katie when he is concerned about the Oliver wanting to take medication that wasn’t prescribed to him.

10) In Franklin’s words, Cooper follows Oliver around like a lost puppy.

11) They parallel all the canon couples, most notably Katie and Greg.

12) All the little jokes the other characters make about them being married.

13) Certain lines in the script, such as Oliver joking about marrying rich in season 1 and Cooper wanting to be an Otto.

14)Cooper was in Oliver’s vision board.

15) Multiple characters think that they are dating, most notably Taylor.

16) Trip is actually paralled to Cooper in his introduction. This character’s intro was Katie not liking him and thinking he is rich and vapid and a bad influence on her kid, then at the end after doing something nice for a member of the Otto family, which proves to Katie that she was wrong and that softens her towards this character. Whose intro am I talking about? Both Cooper and Trip but Cooper’s intro was done first, which makes me think that Trip’s introduction was inspired by Cooper’s because they are very similar.

17) They could have had any one of Oliver’s girlfriends parallel Franklin and Trip but they never did. Cooper always paralleled them placing him in ‘boyfriend category’.

18) Greg said that Cooper (and Trip) might be around for a very long time. I think Greg might be half-right about this.

19) They gave themselves a ship name.

20) They wore matching tuxedos to prom.

21) This is probably a reach, but they are the only couple who didn’t get engaged in the last episode. The engagement could symbolize an omen, therefore they are safe.

22) Their dreams are compatible. Their dream schools are in the same area.

23) They planned their future together.

24) Oliver’s sadness and his speech to Katie about how much he’ll miss Cooper affected Katie so much that she decided to move Cooper into the Otto home.

25) Cooper’s dynamic with the Otto family, especially his dynamic with Katie.

[blouisparadise]

Upon request, today we have the fourth part of our rec list of bottom Louis fics where Louis and Harry are friends who become lovers. If you'd like to check out the previous rec lists, you can find part one here, part two here, and part three here. If you enjoy our rec lists, please be sure to like and reblog this post to help spread the word.

Happy reading!

1) Truth Or Drink | Explicit | 5,548 words

Harry isn’t nervous. Of course he isn’t. He has done much more intimidating things than this. He has had sex with at least 100 men, and a few women along the way, while being filmed and watched by another 20 pairs of eyes. But for some reason the thought of doing this sounds a hundred times worse. He can feel his insides churning and sweat is starting to form on his palms. Sure, sex is Harry’s job and it has been for as long as he can remember. He doesn’t mind having a crowd of people watching him anymore, and everything is always quite professional. At the beginning things might have been a bit challenging but now it’s almost second nature. This, though, is more distressing than anything he has ever done before.

2) Incalescent | Explicit | 5,649 words

The onset of heat is something Louis still hasn’t learned to recognize.

3) You Step Where Words Are Written, Delicate Under Your Feet | Mature | 6,495 words

Prompt 513: A fic where Louis gives Harry a footjob over his pants while they're watching TV and Harry finds out he has a thing for Louis' feet.

4) Kiss It Better | Mature | 8,080 words

Harry shakes his head with a light laugh and leans down to kiss him again which Louis happily accepts even if he is a little confused by the reaction. "Baby, not a night has gone by that I haven't thought about you in my bed, naked, and begging for my cock." Blinking up at him with wide eyes, Louis opens his mouth to say something but nothing comes out. While they did flirt a lot over the last few weeks, Harry had never said anything like that. It shocks him as much as it turns him on. "News to me." "I won't lie and say I like random hookups or casual sex, but to me this isn't what that is." Louis swallows thickly, unsure of what to say to that but once again Harry gives him an out. "So, If you want we can stay up here and I can show you all the things I've thought about doing to you." Another kiss, quick and sweet. "Or, we can go back downstairs and we'll dance all night."

5) To Love Without Reason | Explicit | 8,854 words

“Come on in, soldier,” Louis pats Harry’s chest and walks away, leaving Harry to follow behind. Harry stands in the living room, looking around at Louis’ dwelling. Family pictures placed high on a shelf, certificates of Louis’ practice, and other trinkets that make Harry entirely too nostalgic. “I have to warn you,” Louis says as he puts the kettle on, the water droplets from his hair trickling down the golden skin of his back. “The door jams if you lock it so you'll have to leave it ajar.” Harry acknowledges with a soft hum, too entranced by Louis’ glistening skin to form a coherent reply.

6) I Would Wait Forever (And Ever) | Not Rated | 10,018 words

Louis is brave but has the worst timing in the world, Harry doesn't want to lose his best friend and they just don't communicate enough.

7) If I Saw You Every Day Forever | Mature | 10,685 words

There really should be a statute on the number of dates one can go to because how much longer does Louis have to suffer through this? A modern AU in which Louis might have accidentally signed up for something he probably shouldn't.

8) Wait Until You're Sure | Explicit | 13,042 words

Prompt 465: Louis and Harry are best friends who made a pact. If neither of them has found love by the time they’re 30, then they’ll get married. It was all laughter and fun until Harry realizes they’re celebrating his 30th birthday and in a few months, Louis is gonna be 30 too. So, he struggles to find someone for Louis to avoid being together, but Louis just keeps rejecting all men Harry introduces to him (because he has feeling for him, of course), which really upsets Harry. They argue about that and Louis says something like “wow, it’s that bad to be with me?,” accepting that Harry simply doesn’t feel the same. Louis moves for a couple of months with another friend and Harry has all this time to understand his feelings, realizing that he loves Louis too and wants to be with him. But when he goes to tell him, Louis is already seeing someone else. So what’s Harry gonna do to get Louis back?

9) Candle Wax & Polaroids On The Hardwood Floor | Explicit | 13,082 words

Prompt 463: Clumsy modern witch Louis AU where he accidentally gives his roommate Harry a love potion and he has a crisis because he thinks he will get in trouble with the law for technically poisoning someone and Harry’s heart eyes aren’t helping.

10) Blackberries And Cherries | Explicit | 13,894 words

Louis is a witch and Harry is his human friend. When Harry needs help focusing on his schoolwork, the obvious solution is to ask Louis for a potion. You could say things don’t go quite right.

11) Bend The Rules | Explicit | 16,823 words

Prompt 588: Lous hires a ‘ghost cooking’ service because his family is worried he’s not eating well and he wants to impress them by showing them what an amazing cook he’s become. The service includes sending a discreet cook to your house and have them get everything ready so that you only serve and take the credit. Problem is, his sisters (can be OCs if that’s more comfortable) get to his flat earlier than planned and the actual cook has to hide in the master bathroom for hours. Louis is mortified. The cook is amused and helps him to clean and well. Gives him a thorough service. Feel free to pick your fave as the cook.

12) Swap Me For Your Shadow | Explicit | 16,829 words

If Louis thought being in love with his best friend was a knife that continually twisted into his heart before, it was nothing compared to when Harry started to go around talking about having fallen for someone else. A 5+1 fic; 5 times Louis has to listen to Harry’s vague confessions of love for his ‘omega friend’ and the 1 time Louis snaps and confesses his love for Harry.

13) Sometimes A Fantasy | Explicit | 18,654 words

There’s nothing to complain about when Harry’s walking around their flat with his cock swinging about, nothing to complain about when Harry’s pressing himself up against Louis’ naked backside when he’s reaching for a mug in their cupboards, and nothing to complain about when Harry’s got his hand firm on Louis’ arse when they’re cuddling on the couch. So, in reality, it’s really fucking weird, and Louis knows that. But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t like it.

14) Lonely Shadow Dancers | Explicit |20,838 words

“Mm,” Harry’s arms circle him, and their fumbling somehow turns into a cuddle session, “still can’t believe we’re here together.” Growing up with someone, one tends to become used to another. Used to the mannerisms and personality of them. Used to the changes and the things that stay the same. Harry hit puberty and sprung up into this cheeky curly flirt of an alpha and Louis still hasn’t found the time to get used to it. His stomach flutters and he bites back a stupid smile and wonders if he ever will.

15) The Mess We Created | Explicit | 21,099 words

An innocent one night stand changed into something more than that.

16) Not Safe For Work | Explicit | 23,295 words

I want to drown myself in Harry’s scent until I smell like him. “I think I'm open to trying that too. Sounds very good.” Louis shakes his head a little to get out of the Harry’s-scent-spiral. “Huh?” “The dish your finger's pointing at. I thought that might be what you’re choosing?” “Oh. Yeah.”

17) Sweet Like Honey | Explicit | 33,117 words

Weeks of flat shopping with their limited budget with Louis as a librarian aid and Harry as a barista and arguments about whether a balcony or extended bathroom suite were more important (Harry wanted to be able to feel the crisp night’s air and watch the sun set and Louis just wanted to take long bubble baths) led to them stumbling across the perfect fit. A small flat only ten minutes from campus with a cramped but lovely balcony and an included bath.  It’s affordable too… well, sort of. But they always manage. Louis picks up more shifts as an aid, adapting a habit of bringing his Psych textbooks and homework with him to finish in between duties, and later his script so he can quietly practice lines with little distraction. Harry also increases his number of shifts at the cafe and valiantly endures the nasty customers who for some reason flock to their establishment like moths to a flame.  For a while, it’s enough.

18) Once Burnt, Twice Shy | Explicit | 52,644 words

Louis and Harry are polar opposites in every way. Where Louis is a bestselling author from the city, Harry is a small-town firefighter who's never left his home. Where Louis is spontaneous and spirited, Harry is introverted and calm, never straying from routine. When an ill-fated accident and an exceptionally intelligent tabby bring them together, they are forced to confront their pasts and forge a better beginning for themselves. Will sparks fly, or will it all go up in flames?

19) Gallery Of Us | Explicit | 55,778 words

Harry knew what he was doing in life, everything laid out in black-and-white, each day pleasantly predictable. Cue lively art student, Louis, trying to find his place. An almost insufferably happy person who sometimes forgets to hide the way they feel meets the person who is diligent enough to notice and determined to make a difference.

20) If You’re Out There (I’ll Find You Somehow) | Explicit | 55,916 words

Harry looks so intensely into Louis’ eyes it’s as though he’s reaching in and touching his very soul. “I never thought… I never… I’ve been searching for so long, Louis, but I never gave up. I couldn’t stop, wouldn’t stop trying,” Harry says, bottom lip trembling as he strokes the backs of Louis’ knuckles. “I just knew that if you were out there, I’d find you somehow.”

21) It’s Golden, Like Daylight | Explicit | 61,496 words

"I actually think you might be onto something.” Harry’s eyes widened. “You mean…” Louis nodded. “As crazy and insane as this, this might just solve both of our problems.” “Are you saying you’re in?” Harry asked. “I’m in.”

22) Derail The Mind Of Me | Explicit | 77,323 words

Beside the photograph of a gaunt, pale face spattered with blood and lips torn into a Glasgow smile was a bloodied object, crumpled and stained almost to the point of unrecognition. Another photo showed the object shoved into the woman’s mouth. While Harry leaned forward to get a closer look, Louis scrunched up his nose and purposefully kept his gaze locked on his computer screen, refusing to so much as glance at the gruesome images the rest of the team examined. “What is that?” Zayn frowned. “Is that a tarot card?”

23) Ghost Note Symphony | Explicit | 96,426 words

Louis is on tour when he first hears about it. It’s all over the news – Harry Styles Attacked By Fan runs in headlines for days. It’s not even just the gossip rags, either. Actual journalists are covering the story. It would have been impossible to avoid hearing about it. Technically, Oli is the one who tells Louis about it, but it’s not exactly being covered up. Harry doesn’t answer Louis’ text asking if he’s alright, but that’s not really surprising. They haven’t spoken for months, and it’s been a lot longer than that since they’ve had a real conversation. The sting of the text going unanswered is still there, less painful than it might have been a few years ago. It’s not that it’s easy to forget about, exactly. Louis has a whole life outside of One Direction now, though. So Louis goes on with his life, figuring that if Harry was seriously hurt he would have heard about it by now. He might currently be in the same country as Harry, but being on opposite sides of it puts enough distance between them that putting it in the back of his mind is easy. There’s nothing Louis could do, even if he thought Harry might want him to. That’s why everything that happens next comes as a complete shock to him.

24) Our Endless Numbered Days | Explicit | 120,815 words

“Harry?” whispered Louis, his mouth dry, his nose pressing against the other’s warm skin. “Mh?” Harry’s humming was gentle, his fingers lightly caressing the younger boy’s arm, his chest steadily rising and falling beneath Louis’ cheek. A couple of seconds passed, and Louis looked up at him in the darkness of the cave, barely able to make out the expression on his face. When he tried to inhale deeply, his breath hitched. He struggled to find the words to tell Harry what he was thinking about. Another couple of seconds passed, and Louis listened to the reassuring beating of the prince’s heart beneath his cheek. He couldn’t. “Nothing,” he whispered, his voice weak. I think you’re half of my soul.

25) Love Will Tear Us Apart | Mature | 204,151 words

It was only meant to be a one night thing, but when the country goes into lockdown, Louis Tomlinson finds himself stuck in windsor castle, in company of his royal fucking highness, Harry, the prince of England.

Check out our other fic rec lists by category here and by title here.

[ghostwithsomeheadphonesandmaps]

DO THEM ALL YOU COWARD

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? 3. Have you taken someones virginity? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? 6. What are you excited for? 7. What happened tonight? 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? 9. Is confidence cute? 10. What is the last beverage you had? 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 18. The last time you felt broken? 19. Have you had sex today? 20. Are you starting to realize anything? 21. Are you in a good mood? 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? 24. What do you want right this second? 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 34. Listening to? 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? 38. Who did you last call? 39. Who was the last person you danced with? 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? 44. Do you tan in the nude? 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? 47. Who was the last person to call you? 48. Do you sing in the shower? 49. Do you dance in the car? 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 53. Is Christmas stressful? 54. Ever eat a pierogi? 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 59. Take a vitamin daily? 60. Wear slippers? 61. Wear a bath robe? 62. What do you wear to bed? 63. First concert? 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 65. Nike or Adidas? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 69. Ever take dance lessons? 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 71. Can you curl your tongue? 72. Ever won a spelling bee? 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 74. What is your favorite book? 75. Do you study better with or without music? 76. Regularly burn incense? 77. Ever been in love? 78. Who would you like to see in concert? 79. What was the last concert you saw? 80. Hot tea or cold tea? 81. Tea or coffee? 82. Favorite type of cookie? 83. Can you swim well? 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 85. Are you patient? 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? 87. Ever won a contest? 88. Ever have plastic surgery? 89. Which are better black or green olives? 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? 91. Best room for a fireplace? 92. Do you want to get married

oh jesus fuck that a lot of text here goes:

(under the cut bc this is a long one)

nope that's my mother

incorrect i haven't spoken to him in like 2 years

nope

kinda? like it'll take a bit but after a few weeks-ish it's chill

N/A, i don't "like-like" anyone atm

my binder is arriving in the mail tomorrow!

i tried to teach myself guitar (it did not end well)

no? i mean i'm not the most comfortable around drunk people in general, but it's not disgusting

oh fuck yeah

idk i think it was chai

like 3 or 4

unfortunately, yes

idfk man, i don't even have plans for tomorrow

probably coffee

not anymore

maybe, jury's still out

my therapist <3

a few months ago

fuck no

i'm aroace questioning, so there's that ig

yeah, might not last long tho, i'm about to start homework

that is literally at the top of my bucket list

almost, mine are grayer

moneyyy

N/A

nope, currently bleached and dyed

i don't think so, but most of the ppl i know can make me laugh, so it's not rly an issue

@tinedrise's trump impression

my dog (he's dead)

i believe so

nope. nothing will make me hate my brother

N/A

hell nah

would that i by hozier

yeah, but only mechanical

nope, and i don't want to

my ex

yeah

my friend's sister

my friends

i felt pressured to

a couple weeks ago

no actually

yep, i bit the dirt while we were riding our bikes

no??? do people do that???

100% yes

no...

my mom

all the time :)

oh yeah, almost daily

many times, loved each of them

when i was 11? or 12 i can't remember, but it was for family photos

no way, musicals are so fun

yessssss

not that i'm aware of...

either apple or blueberry (basic, i know)

singer, actor, librarian, veterinarian, and i had a phase where i wanted to be a Navy SEAL

to a degree; it's like the opposite of the fae, the less you believe in them, the more they haunt you

ALL THE TIME DUDE

two :)

sometimes, depends on if the mind goblins approve

not really

pj's or a t shirt and sweatpants

AJR, last month

target all the way. boycott walmart, and i don't think there's a k-mart in my area

personally, i like adidas

cheetos, easily

tough call but sunflower seeds. (can you tell i play softball lol)

cruel summer

when i was 5-ish

idk, something nerdy

yep

yeah, and i was so proud of myself (i was 9)

not that i know of

don't make me choose 😭

with music, no comparison

no, but every once in a while i will

a couple times

AJR

depends on the time of year

tea all the way

pumkin spice snickerdoodles w/ apple cider glaze (oddly specific but my friend just made some and HOLY SHIT they were incredible)

pretty well, yeah

yup

sometimes, depends on who i'm with, how i'm feeling, etc.

dj, more song options

a couple yeah

nope

neither, i'm not really an olive person

it's fine as long as all parties consent

living room or library

maybe, not really a priority, but it seems nice

god damn that was a lot. anyway enjoy :D

[marialightwood-chase]

A snapshot of a WIP that should be up on my AO3 at some point....

Took a deep breath in the mirror  He didn't like it when I wore high heels  But I do  Turn the lock and put my headphones on  He always said he didn't get this song  But I do, I do  Walked in expecting you'd be late  But you got here early and you stand and wave  I walk to you  You pull my chair out and help me in  And you don't know how nice that is  But I do 

Alastair breathed in, and out. ‘It’s alright.’ He told himself ‘Thomas isn’t like Charles. You know him. He isn’t anything like Charles.’ And yet…He fumbled. He still doubted. Because that was the thing about a toxic relationship. It stuck with you forever. Cordelia was currently sitting in the driver’s seat of his car. A feat he didn’t quite understand himself. “Do you think Thomas will be okay with this?” He gestured to his shirt and pants. 

Cordelia sighed. “I’ve told you a dozen and a half times already, that Thomas is actually a decent human being who doesn’t care what you’re wearing. I promise you this much, Alastair Esfandiyar Carstairs, that if this date DOES go catastrophically wrong, I will grab Lucie at a moment’s notice, and first beat into James how bad he is at choosing his friends, and second, make Thomas pay for anything he has done. And that offer stands if he ever breaks your heart. Just know that that treatment may be applied to you if you break Thomas’ heart. And instead of Lucie and me, it would be Anna and Ari, and you know as well as I do that you do not cross Anna Lightwood.”  

Alastair smiled slightly, and he felt a bit of his worry seep out of his ligaments. He reached over to hug Cordelia. “I’ll call you when I need you to pick me up, Layla.” 

“Go! You don’t wanna be late” Cordelia very nearly shoved him out the door once it was open. 

Alastair began walking to the café where he was supposed to meet up with Thomas. ‘Not supposed to’, he reminded himself ‘going to.’ Thomas is not Charles. He put an earbud into his ear an listened to one of his favorite songs. One that Charles had never appreciated. Alastair ended up there about 5 minutes before their agreed meeting time, and with a shock, realized that Thomas was already there. He didn’t know how much he had been prepping himself for drinking a cup of tea, making it last for 20 or 30 minutes. ‘Stop thinking comparing Thomas to Charles. They are not the same.’ He looked at Thomas and saw him stand up. Alastair walked right over to him. “Thomas!” He said. 

“Alastair, how are you today?” Thomas asked, taking a chair out from the table for Alastair. 

“Well enough, and you?” Alastair asked as he sat in the chair that Thomas had pulled out for him.  

“Pretty good myself. Christopher keeps pulling me into making explosions in Henry’s lab. He says it’s for the purpose of science.” Thomas replied. 

“While I understand the purpose of science, I do not quite think that constantly exploding various combinations of substances is required in the world” Alastair said. 

“I think that he desires to create a fireproof fabric that once caught on fire, will burn forever.” Thomas said on the matter.

[dazed--sunflower]

1-92 😤

i am so excited thank u :'-)

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? I last texted my eighth grade boyfriend happy birthday and I wouldn't even kiss him when we were dating, so nope!!!!

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? refer to question number one

3. Have you taken someones virginity? when mine was taken, someone else's also was...so...yes....

4. Is trust a big issue for you? yeah!!!!!

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? in a way :'-)

6. What are you excited for? NYC!!

7. What happened tonight? I worked, got Cane's, watched a movie with my cat daughter, and now here I am

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? I don't like drinking, but people can do whatever they please~~~

9. Is confidence cute? yes!

10. What is the last beverage you had? water

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? my dad counts, yeah?

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? not anymore x0

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? my friends are having a cookout next Saturday :-)

14. What are you going to spend money on next? I guarantee you it will be Dunkin's donut holes after work tomorrow

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? no

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? it would be weird if I didn't change a little!!

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? my cat knows all of my secrets

18. The last time you felt broken? January 4th of this year

19. Have you had sex today? no

20. Are you starting to realize anything? every time I experience a feeling of hopelessness, something seems to snap me back out of it

21. Are you in a good mood? today was really difficult for me, but I'm okay now!

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? nope!!!

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? they are not--he has blue eyes

24. What do you want right this second? dunkin donut holes

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? yowch!!!! like a cartoon character

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? yes!

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? no!

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? a picture someone took of me while i was being dramatic at work today

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes!

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? most times not! refer to number 18

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? not one bit

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yaaaaa

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? no!

34. Listening to? Aphex Twin!

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yes

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? i believe in the possibility of it

38. Who did you last call? My coworker because he left work without half of his personal items yesterday

39. Who was the last person you danced with? I dance around my house and job like every day so I don't know lmao

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? i wanted to!

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? definitely last month, i remember i was excited about it

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? no

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? I am incapable of embarrassment (i'm not) ((the answer is yes))

44. Do you tan in the nude? no

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? nope!

47. Who was the last person to call you? my friend, Rosie :-)

[surveys-of-a-fatgirl]

10.

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

Yes.

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Nope.

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

Yes.

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

It can be.

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

I don't really like anyone.

6. What are you excited for?

SUMMER!

7. What happened tonight?

Not much, just having drinks and watching a show.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

No.

9. Is confidence cute?

Yes.

10. What is the last beverage you had?

A lemon lime flavoured vodka soda

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

0

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

No

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Have a drink

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Probably gas

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Nope.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Maybe.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My sister

18. The last time you felt broken?

A couple weeks ago

19. Have you had sex today?

No.

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

Eh.

21. Are you in a good mood?

Yes.

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

Sure

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

No

24. What do you want right this second?

To lose weight

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Um I wouldn't be happy

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Yes.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

No

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

Brooklyn 99

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

My daughter

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Sure.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

No

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

I don't have feelings for anyone

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

No

34. Listening to?

Brooklyn 99

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

Depends.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

Probably his house.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No

38. Who did you last call?

My sister

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

Um I danced a club with my sister

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Because we were saying goodbye

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

Couple weeks ago

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

No

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Yep

44. Do you tan in the nude?

No

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Nah

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Nope.

47. Who was the last person to call you?

The pet adoption centre

48. Do you sing in the shower?

I do if music is on.

49. Do you dance in the car?

Yes.

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yes

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Pft who knows

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

I love musicals.

53. Is Christmas stressful?

Buy presents is.

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

Yepp

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Pie is gross

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Nurse, clothes designer

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

YES!

59. Take a vitamin daily?

I should

60. Wear slippers?

No

61. Wear a bath robe?

No.

62. What do you wear to bed?

Shorts and a bra

63. First concert?

Hmm first big concert was One Direction

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Walmart

65. Nike or Adidas?

Nike.

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Cheetos.

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Paanuts.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

I love so many

69. Ever take dance lessons?

Just what was required

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Nah

71. Can you curl your tongue?

No

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Yes

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Yes.

74. What is your favorite book?

Creepier truth or dare

75. Do you study better with or without music?

With.

76. Regularly burn incense?

No.

77. Ever been in love?

Yes

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Taylor Swift.

79. What was the last concert you saw?

Mariana's Trench

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Cold

81. Tea or coffee?

Neither

82. Favorite type of cookie?

Chocolate chip.

83. Can you swim well?

Yes

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes.

85. Are you patient?

I can be.

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

DJ.

87. Ever won a contest?

Yes

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

No.

89. Which are better black or green olives?

Green.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Do what you want

91. Best room for a fireplace?

Living room.

92. Do you want to get married?

No

[horneyse666y-pt2]

ME ADMITING STUFF (no need to ask I just do it all now)

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

Yes

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

False

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

Yes

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

Kinda, Yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

Yeah

6. What are you excited for?

Lot's of things, for the moment someone of you is actually texting me. For someone in the streets to just take me. For me to be able to buy material stuff I wanted to have for quite some time now. And much more.

7. What happened tonight?

I slept. Sadly that's it.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

No!!!!!!

9. Is confidence cute?

Depends on the Person.

10. What is the last beverage you had?

Coffee

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Like one ig.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Yeah.

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Idk yet hopefully something fun!

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Food!

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Kinda, ig.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Idk. Ask me in 3 Months.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My friend who is kinda like a son to me 😂😂😂

18. The last time you felt broken?

Right now. Emotionally.

19. Have you had sex today?

Sadly no. U wanna?

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

Lot's of stuff all the time, I'm not stupid but I can be stupid for u.

21. Are you in a good mood?

Right now not really, but later probably ig.

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

Nah I'll pass on that.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

No not even close.

24. What do you want right this second?

Food, sex, a good show to watch, lot'sof money.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Idc have fun.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Yes.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

Humor is very attractive, but ig maybe.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

A scene in a series.

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

Yes lot's of people d3ad people and other people that can't be around.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Depends on what they did tbh.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

Nah not even a bit.

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

Oh yes 100%

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Yeah I am. It's disgusting, I could puke bc of it ugh 🤢

34. Listening to?

Rn my thoughts, other times musik what do u want?

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

Very often tbh, I love it.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

Yes.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Nooo! Bc I don't fall in love with looks but character (pansexual).

38. Who did you last call?

A friend.

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

A friend at a dance class.

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Why not?

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

Idk even know anymore, too long ago to remember.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

No.

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

All the time.

44. Do you tan in the nude?

Yes.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Nah, fits.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

No.

47. Who was the last person to call you?

Idk.

48. Do you sing in the shower?

Noooooooooooo better not 😂

49. Do you dance in the car?

Ofc. Who the fuck doesn't?!

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yes, actually.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Never.

52. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes.

53. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Way to often.

54. Take a vitamin daily?

No.

55. Wear slippers?

Always.

56. Wear a bath robe?

Nah just walk around nak3d in the appartement.

57. What do you wear to bed?

Nothing.

58. Nike or Adidas?

Nike.

59. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Sunflower seeds.

60. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

Don't have one.

61. Ever take dance lessons?

Yeah.

62. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes do u?

63. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Ofc.

64. What is your favorite book?

Got to many.

65. Do you study better with or without music?

With, I just need the stimulation as much as possible.

66. Regularly burn incense?

Fuck yes!!!

67. Ever been in love?

Yeah totally.

68. Hot tea or cold tea?

Either.

69. Tea or coffee?

COFFEE!!!

70. Favorite type of cookie?

Chocolate chip 🍪.

71. Can you swim well?

Good enough.

72. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Noo not even a sec.

73. Are you patient?

Not a bit.

74. DJ or band, at a wedding?

Band.

75. Ever won a contest?

Never participated in one.

76. Ever have plastic surgery?

Never, and I'm not planing to.

77. Which are better black or green olives?

None of them 🤢.

78. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Fuck yes! Let's go show me what u got, Let's have fun!

79. Best room for a fireplace?

Living room?!

80. Do you want to get married

Someday, ig.

Want to know more?! Or talk about stuff?! Text me honey 😏

[temporalreverie]

Im bored & i saw an ask game so I just answered them all for fun~

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

No

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

I don't have an ex

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

No

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

Eh, it's complicated

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

Yes :3

6. What are you excited for?

Just having fun

7. What happened tonight?

???? It's morning. Hi.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

I support women <3 be safe with alcohol though

9. Is confidence cute?

Yes!

10. What is the last beverage you had?

Coffeee

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Im paranoid but like mostly my dad & brother. But Aidan for sure.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Yes but my jeans phase died when my thighs came in

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Idk hopefully play katamari and talk to friends

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

IDK.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

I kiss my parents goodnight so no.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Im always changjng

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Either my marefriend or Aidan depending on the subject

18. The last time you felt broken?

Hmm sometime in the past few days I think i had a tiny moment but not seriously for at least a month.

19. Have you had sex today?

Im still drinking my coffee calm down..

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

Just spam out job applications low care style and make it their problem. Waste the companies time not ur own

21. Are you in a good mood?

Kind of but I'm soooo sleepy

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

My parent have swam with whale sharks once that would be nice

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Yes! Mine are maybe a little more colorful but we both have gray with a ring of hazel orange

24. What do you want right this second?

To hug my girlfriend & fall asleep

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Im in a unique situation for this question where my GF is poly and already is with a few other ppl before we started dating and I'm the most comfortable talking through being BPD triggered with her so like we could talk through it if I got bothered

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

I haven't dyed my hair for a few years. going pink could be fun

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

I laugh at a lot of things rlly easily so probably no. All sorts of jokes even bad puns, and just like cute or charming behavior

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

I don't remember laugh out loud. Probably something my girlfriend said last night

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

Long distance is hard but I don't feel like that's exactly the same as missing someone. I was thinking about my late childhood dog the other day and how I can still image the feel of petting her in various places, the shape of her body and the texture of her hair on like her back and in front of her ears and her neck.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Ya

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

My dad is nice

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

We are marefriends!!

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Yes. I had a pespi for the first time in ages a couple days ago and it knocked me the fuck out

34. Listening to?

Just noises rn but I've been playing We <3 Katamari so various variations of the main theme keep playing in my head.

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

I go through phases of using a little note book for organization but not recently.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

I kiss my parents goodnight so yeah

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not rlly, it's like infatuation & good first impressions. Love of everything is like built up over time.

38. Who did you last call?

My marefriend <3

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

I don't remember, but Im always dancing alone with myself

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Saying goodnight to my parents

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

My mom bought cupcakes and a scone a month ago and we all agreed the cupcakes were pretty bland #sconesweep

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

Not this morning no

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Maybe years in the past? Not rlly recently.

44. Do you tan in the nude?

I don't want skin cancer </3 or a tan

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

No

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Close to. Very sleepy

47. Who was the last person to call you?

My dad

48. Do you sing in the shower?

Always!!

49. Do you dance in the car?

Yea

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Probably in some boy scouts thing years ago

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Maybe graduation?

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

I love music

53. Is Christmas stressful?

A little but mostly fun

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

Yes they r my best friend

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Cherry

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Engineer, artist

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Nop

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Too much

59. Take a vitamin daily?

Probably should

60. Wear slippers?

In this season

61. Wear a bath robe?

No

62. What do you wear to bed?

Soft pants + white t shirt

63. First concert?

Green Day probably

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Target

65. Nike or Adidas?

Esos son Reebok o son Nike?

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Cheeto

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Im ageric to peanuts & i love sunflower.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

My fortnite parody of Romeo & Juliet I wrote this January.

69. Ever take dance lessons?

Hmmmm probably not

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

No

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Ya

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Never been in one but i probably could've done well

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Yes, i cry easily

74. What is your favorite book?

Idk reading is for losers. Sorry that's a lie

75. Do you study better with or without music?

With

76. Regularly burn incense?

No, I'm a good cook so i don't burn stuff <3

77. Ever been in love?

💞

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Vylet Pony i guess

79. What was the last concert you saw?

Ummmm idk. I feel like it was something eh with my parents we just passed by. Like third eye blind

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Not rlly a tea person. Cold?

81. Tea or coffee?

Coffeeee

82. Favorite type of cookie?

Smirking dog

83. Can you swim well?

Decent. I love water

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes

85. Are you patient?

Very

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

Idk. I guess DJ has more powers so DJ

87. Ever won a contest?

A few. I won a jellybean guessing one like 15+ years ago

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Noooo

89. Which are better black or green olives?

Green but all 'lives are beautiful

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Im gay..

91. Best room for a fireplace?

Under chimnie

92. Do you want to get married

Down the line

Link to original

[stayathomesurveys]

178.

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes :)

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? NOOOO.

3. Have you taken someones virginity? No.

4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yeah.

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? No :(

6. What are you excited for? Nothing at the moment.

7. What happened tonight? It is 5:56 am... I'll just answer this for last night/this morning since I have been up all night. I ate dinner, watched a lot of Desperate Housewives, talked w/ Nik, looked for jobs, worked out, had yogurt, doing surveys :)

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? I don't really care. I don't really like when anyone gets really wasted unless I, too, am really wasted. I just don't like being around it!

9. Is confidence cute? It can be?

10. What is the last beverage you had? Diet Dr. Pepper.

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? I'm working on 1 :) which is a big step up from 0.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yeah, in storage.

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Probably study.

14. What are you going to spend money on next? I need to buy some toiletries and other essentials so probably that.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? NO.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Yes.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? No one.

18. The last time you felt broken? Hm.

19. Have you had sex today? GODDDD I WISH.

20. Are you starting to realize anything? Hm.

21. Are you in a good mood? Meh.

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Yeah.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? No.

24. What do you want right this second? MONEY.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I don't even know. I probably would never talk to him again lmao.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Kinda but no.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? No...

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Something on Twitter.

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yes :(

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? NO.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Nooooo I love him sm.

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Yesssss :)

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? PLS I WISH. I used to not drink soda at all..... and then .... I got addicted :(

34. Listening to? Desperate Housewives.

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? No.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? NOPE. I don't fucking care about that loser.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? No.

38. Who did you last call? Nik.

39. Who was the last person you danced with? My ex, at his mom's wedding.

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because I *had* to. He was my boyfriend at the time and I didn't want him to get mad at me for not wanting to kiss him lmao.

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Hmmm.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No.

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Who hasn't?

44. Do you tan in the nude? No.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? I mean, I would like to take back that entire relationship.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? No. Until he fell asleep, yes. I don't sleep lmao.

47. Who was the last person to call you? Nik.

48. Do you sing in the shower? No.

49. Do you dance in the car? Yup.

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? I tried.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Idk.

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yeah but I like some.

53. Is Christmas stressful? Not really.

54. Ever eat a pierogi? Yes lmaooooo staple in my house.

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Not a big pie girlie unless it's those delicious ass pies from McDonald's lmao. Blueberry and cream for lifeeeee.

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Actress, singer, vet, doctor, fashion designer.

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes.

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yes.

59. Take a vitamin daily? I need to.

60. Wear slippers? Mhmmm.

61. Wear a bath robe? Not lately.

62. What do you wear to bed? T shirt and shorts.

63. First concert? Jonas Brothers.

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target.

65. Nike or Adidas? I like both :/ Nike, I guess.

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos.

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Neither.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Oooooh idek.

69. Ever take dance lessons? No.

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? No.

71. Can you curl your tongue? Yup.

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Yes. Winning word was Mononucleosis.

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yessss.

74. What is your favorite book? Idek.

75. Do you study better with or without music? Without.

76. Regularly burn incense? No.

77. Ever been in love? Yes.

78. Who would you like to see in concert? TAYLOR SWIFT :( MORGAN WALLEN :(

79. What was the last concert you saw? Jingle Ball.

80. Hot tea or cold tea? Cold :)

81. Tea or coffee? Tea (sweet).

82. Favorite type of cookie? Chocolate chip :) Chocolate chip WITH M&M :)

83. Can you swim well? No.

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Not anymore :/

85. Are you patient? Not really but I try.

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Probably a DJ.

87. Ever won a contest? Yeah.

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Not yet. One day.

89. Which are better black or green olives? I don't really care for olives, but black I guess because those are the only ones I'll eat and only on pizza.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Don't really care.

91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room/family room.

92. Do you want to get married? YES.

[nikkijisbackagain]

ME

MAKE ME ADMIT STUFF

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? i did

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? sure-- more than one

3. Have you taken someones virginity? yes

4. Is trust a big issue for you? yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? yes

6. What are you excited for? cock

7. What happened tonight? i was at work

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? depends

9. Is confidence cute? yes

10. What is the last beverage you had? wine

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? depends what the opposite sex is

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yes

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? work

14. What are you going to spend money on next? lube

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yes

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? no

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? sex

18. The last time you felt broken? when i had a gang bang

19. Have you had sex today? twice

20. Are you starting to realize anything? i ama slut

21. Are you in a good mood? yes always 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? no

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yes

24. What do you want right this second? cock

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? lets do it

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? no

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? not

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? HIM

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? daily

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yes

34. Listening to? tv

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? in the next room

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? define love

38. Who did you last call? my pimp

39. Who was the last person you danced with? sexually HIM

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? i wanted HIM

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? yesterday

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? sorry no

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? yes

44. Do you tan in the nude? yes

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? nope

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? yes

47. Who was the last person to call you?my pimp

48. Do you sing in the shower? no

49. Do you dance in the car? yes

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? no

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? no

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? no

53. Is Christmas stressful? no

54. Ever eat a pierogi? yes

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? waitress

57. Do you believe in ghosts?no

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?yes

59. Take a vitamin daily? seerveral

60. Wear slippers? 6no

1. Wear a bath robe? yes gown mostly

62. What do you wear to bed? whatever HE wants

63. First concert?Abba

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target

65. Nike or Adidas? nike

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? neither

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? all

69. Ever take dance lessons? yes

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? no

71. Can you curl your tongue? yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee? no

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?yes

74. What is your favorite book? the one i am reading

75. Do you study better with or without music? with

76. Regularly burn incense? have yes

77. Ever been in love? daily

78. Who would you like to see in concert? not sure

79. What was the last concert you saw? diana krall

80. Hot tea or cold tea? iced

81. Tea or coffee? coffee

82. Favorite type of cookie? toll house

83. Can you swim well? yes

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes

85. Are you patient? no

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? dj

87. Ever won a contest? yes

88. Ever have plastic surgery? yes

89. Which are better black or green olives? green

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?often

91. Best room for a fireplace? bedroom

92. Do you want to get married have done that

[roboturner87]

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

No

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Unfortunately, I have to co-parent with her, so yes

3. Have you taken someones virginity

Quite a few

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

It is now, yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

I don't have anyone I like at the current moment

6. What are you excited for?

The possibility of a new position at work

7. What happened tonight?

It's afternoon, so nothing yet

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

No

9. Is confidence cute?

Most definitely

10. What is the last beverage you had?

Water

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

0

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Lmao, no

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Probably play Skyrim

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Food

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

No, she's coming over to get the last of her stuff

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

The change has begun, and yes.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

He's dead, but a friend of mine that has been there when I had nobody else

18. The last time you felt broken?

Currently

19. Have you had sex today?

Haven't had sex since....mid July

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

I'm hard to love

21. Are you in a good mood?

I haven't been in a good mood in quite some time now. I really want that to change

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

Probably

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

No, they're the same as my mom's

24. What do you want right this second?

To be held

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Too late

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Red brown

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

I was married to someone like that. It wasn't all bad until the end

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

Chainsaw man

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

With all of my heart, but I know she doesn't miss me

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Yes and no, depends on the situation

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

Errm......

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

I think so, but I also think I scared her away

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Pop, but I only really drink Ginger Ale

34. Listening to?

The filter of the fish tank and the ringing in my ears

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

No

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

Yes, unfortunately

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Maybe?

38. Who did you last call?

My mom

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

I don't even remember

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

She was my wife, and I loved her with all of my heart

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

An actual cupcake? Years ago.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

Yesterday

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Not in a while

44. Do you tan in the nude?

I don't tan...

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

No

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

No

47. Who was the last person to call you?

Spam call

48. Do you sing in the shower?

No

49. Do you dance in the car?

Headbang

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yes, i love Bows

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

May

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Not all of them

53. Is Christmas stressful?

It will be this year

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

Mmmmm Pierogis

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Oddly enough, a truck driver, then basketball player

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Spirits

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

All the time, it's been a while though

59. Take a vitamin daily?

No

60. Wear slippers?

Do flip flops count?

61. Wear a bath robe?

No

62. What do you wear to bed?

Shorts

63. First concert?

Linkin Park, Static-X, and Stone Temple Piolets

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Target Kmart doesn't exist here

65. Nike or Adidas?

Adidas

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Fritos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Sunflower seeds

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

None

69. Ever take dance lessons?

No

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Professional bum is her current occupation

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

No

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

No

74. What is your favorite book?

N/A

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Music is my life

76. Regularly burn incense?

Not recently

77. Ever been in love?

Yes

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Anyone

79. What was the last concert you saw?

Veil of Maya and Vildjarta

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot

81. Tea or coffee?

Tea

82. Favorite type of cookie?

Macadamia

83. Can you swim well?

Decently

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes

85. Are you patient?

I've learned be

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

Doesn't matter

87. Ever won a contest?

Yes

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

No

89. Which are better black or green olives?

Black

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Always

91. Best room for a fireplace?

Anyplace

92. Do you want to get married

Been there, done that. I probably won't again, but time will tell

[cuddlethebear]

Haven’t filled out those in a very long time haha

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Nah

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nah, haven’t done so in years

3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nah

4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Haven’t for weeks

6. What are you excited for? Going to Korea

7. What happened tonight? Nothing yet as it’s noon

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? I think it’s disgusting for anybody

9. Is confidence cute? No, it’s a must

10. What is the last beverage you had? Coffee

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? Like 2?

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Sure

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Stay in or Party, haven’t decided yet

14. What are you going to spend money on next? Probably food

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Nope

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Yes, once I get on that plane I won’t return as the same

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? O

18. The last time you felt broken? When my anxiety took over

19. Have you had sex today? Nope

20. Are you starting to realize anything? How amazing I am

21. Are you in a good mood? Often

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Never, terribly afraid of them

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Nope, his are 💩 I got my mama‘s

24. What do you want right this second? Peace of mind

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Oh my, now we have a problem

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Kinda

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Nope, also if he doesn’t laugh about my jokes bye bye

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? The webtoon I was reading

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Sometimes I miss v

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? I guess

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No, hate is useless

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? I really don’t know

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Nope

34. Listening to? v - love me again

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Rarely

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Probably in Berlin

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Infatuation yes, love no

38. Who did you last call? My brother

39. Who was the last person you danced with? My kpop girls

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Cause he was cute and we felt like it

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? In Berlin

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Nope, they’re too far away

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Sure

44. Do you tan in the nude? Nope

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Nope

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Nope

47. Who was the last person to call you? My mom

48. Do you sing in the shower? Rarely

49. Do you dance in the car? Full on karaoke performance if I am in one

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes and I sucked at it

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Can’t really remember

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Some are

53. Is Christmas stressful? Pre-Christmas is

54. Ever eat a pierogi? Please, I’m Russian

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Apple

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Doctor, lawyer, actress

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Not really

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yeah sometimes

59. Take a vitamin daily? Sure

60. Wear slippers? Sometimes

61. Wear a bath robe? Often

62. What do you wear to bed? Shirt, sometimes nothing

63. First concert? Revolverheld

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Walmart

65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Eh

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 🙄

69. Ever take dance lessons? Yeah, standard as a kid and hip hop later on

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Nah

71. Can you curl your tongue? Nah

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Nah

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Because I was grateful yes

74. What is your favorite book? Just one?!

75. Do you study better with or without music? With, I function better with at everything I do

76. Regularly burn incense? No

77. Ever been in love? Many times

78. Who would you like to see in concert? I’d like to see stray kids

79. What was the last concert you saw? The Weeknd

80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot

81. Tea or coffee? Coffee

82. Favorite type of cookie? White chip macadamia

83. Can you swim well? Yes

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes

85. Are you patient? Eh

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band

87. Ever won a contest? Guess not

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope

89. Which are better black or green olives? Green, def

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Yes please

91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room

92. Do you want to get married yes, jinyoungie where u at

[1997dodgeneon]

do #1-92 >:-)

ahhhhhh ok ok. I think there's a character limit on this so I'm breaking it up into two parts.

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? - The text I sent was "Stop" to one of those automated political texts that are like "Why have you given up on Joe Biden?" I've been getting so flooded with those lately I will never have sex with any of them. 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? - Nope. 3. Have you taken someones virginity? - Nope. 4. Is trust a big issue for you? - Yes lol. 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? - Not in person. 6. What are you excited for? - Maybe going to Texas in October. 7. What happened tonight? - I've been in a Discord call with some friends + had some pizza. 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? - I don't really care. 9. Is confidence cute? - I think so. 10. What is the last beverage you had? - Zero Sugar Baja Blast. 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? - I honestly have no idea. 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? - I have a couple. 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? - I don't have any plans. 14. What are you going to spend money on next? - Probably something for breakfast tomorrow. 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? - No lol. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? - I hope so! 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? - I'm not sure if I have anyone like that atm. 18. The last time you felt broken? - Uh idk. 19. Have you had sex today? - No lol. 20. Are you starting to realize anything? - Nothing in particular. 21. Are you in a good mood? - I'm doing pretty ok right now, thank you for asking. 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? - Probably not lol! 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? - I think his are darker. 24. What do you want right this second? - A nice treat. 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? - Uhhhhhh I don't think I would say anything. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? - Yes, I've been thinking of dying it blond for a while though. 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? - Uhhh idk, probably not. 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? - I don't remember :( 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? - I feel like I always am it's unavoidable. 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? - Nah not always. 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? - I love my friend Dylan. 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? - I'm kind of in a weird place rn though like I don't know how I really feel in general. There is a person that I do have very strong feelings for though and they are aware of it, nothing is going to happen with it though. 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? - Nope. 34. Listening to? - Nothing right now, I listened to the new George Clanton album a couple times earlier though. 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? - When I journal I usually use a pencil yeah. 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? - No idea. 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? - Sure. Idk if I've ever experienced it though. 38. Who did you last call? - I'm in a discord call rn, I think the last person I called on the phone was probably my mom? 39. Who was the last person you danced with? - I don't know, it's been a very long time. 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? - No answer for this one lol. 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? - I think it might've been my birthday back in March? I feel like I've had one since then but I can't remember. 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? - I did not. 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? - Yes lol, so many times. 44. Do you tan in the nude? - No. 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? - Nah. 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? - Not last night.

[alexandria-is-my-firstname]

More sketches as always,,,

First one would be a Charles Raisinburger sketch, didn't like his boss form and felt like making him more menacing,,, perhaps having boss phases, starting with this Chainsaw Man inspired design as his half or mid-form,,,

(Raisinburger having his hammer as a head that could combust like a rocket aand having a chainsaw-attached gun arm, a mix of Denji's chainsaw and Gut's prosthetic arm)

Second yet supposedly first sketch,,,

Monster Ethan wearing a bigass bath robe cause there's nothing else he could wear in that form, was kinda inspired by Lady D,,, in a way,,, (couldn't find a thicker pencil, reason why the sketch doesn't look visible)

Third sketch,,,

Fairy God-mother and Meowy, Rose's two besties. Ethan's dynamic with Meowy is basically the dad who doesn't want pets but ends up becoming bros, as well Ethan sorta mimicking Meowy without realization (really deepens the Catboy Ethan headcanon, damn),,, (I did had an idea where Ethan - before getting booted to death - was allergic to cats, reason why he isn't fond of cats nor' having any pets nor' there were any pets shown in his and Mia's house)

Idea of Meowy started from here,,,

Lastly,,, the continu-angst-tion,,,

Last sketches were supposed to be drawn for a previous post but artblock hit me like a brick, but here we are,,,

Sketch 1-5: Thought about Ethan saying something that resulted Mia to stare and have interest in him, the quote "the rain sure is beautiful, surely an angel is near" was both from my mom who believes the rain were led by angels, and from a cultural belief where rain brings good luck (mostly for farmers) and kudos to my friend who turns it into a dialogue,,,

Sketch 6-11: I think Ethan watches a lot of movies, being the geek one in the office while Mia barely watches any movies, giving a reason for the two to hang out and afterwards date,,, (edit: it was supposed to be Ethan saying "we should have a movie night", damn my dialogue-forgetting arse)

Sketch 12-15: Imagine the happiest moment and the most painful moment drawn in one paper,,,

Sketch 16-19: Dunno what to write,,, so, for the people of RE7,,,

Sketch 20-23: for 20-21, Ethan and Mia were about to plant a flower (dunno know what else to say),,,

Sketch 24: Alas,,, they snuggled,,,

Origin of the last sketches,,,

Before ending it for today, Ethan being a systems engineer and geeky everyman to becoming the megamycete's host and the second-coming of the black god felt like something particularly out of Devilman, the protagonist who once lived a normal everyman or avarage joe life only to become a devilman yet who's heart still retain humanity and love.

I mean, Mia and other characters aside,,, imagine being Ethan's co-worker from the beginning of RE7, your acquaintance or perhaps office buddy called you and informed that he found his presumed-dead-wife's location,,, and of course, you'd be surprised by the news yet skeptic knowing that 3 years had passed and how would your office buddy's wife survived all those years?,,, and,,, after the call, your office buddy was never seen nor' heard again except for the article/newspaper relating to the Bakers' estate,,, and you were the last person to hear your office buddy,,, and as years passed by, you're not aware that your ol' buddy turned out to be a moldy corpse, had a mushroom-messiah-daughter and (in the continuation) became a mold god,,, shit escelated hard,,, and you're just a human continuing your joey days til' your dead,,,

To make it short, the concept of some normal guy being put in a situation where they develop into a dangerous entity who's heart is still pure really fascinates me as both artist and writer (I do have original works involving with that concept but i'll share later),,,

And alas, Mia putting Ethan in varies dangers - resulting him becoming a moldy boi - and feeling overwhelming guilt yet still being loved by Ethan after all the painful events is really something,,, can't find the right words to describe it but yeah (LIES!! IT'S THE SONG "Juan Karlos - Kalawakan" THAT HAS THE VIBE!!). That's it for today,,,

.

.

.

And yes,,, Ethan's now a god and here's how,,,

[kireimarkeu]

To You; l.dh

+another repost! did not make any changes to this work :) p.s this is one of my fav fics i have written :)

summary; bored in quarantine, your boyfriend decides to film himself telling you how much he loves you.

3k words

this was like… ½ edited LMFAO so there might,,, be mistakes…??? this was so tiring to make omfg, enjoy!! lol 

also i mixed the name donghyuck and haechan bc i couldn’t choose one lmfao ok!!! bye gn enjoy!! :)))))))

warnings: there’s a word f*t in it

+Day 1 3:34PM

Haechan adjusted the camera, making sure he could be seen. Once he was sure the camera was reflecting him properly, he leaned back against his gaming chair. 

“Um,” your boyfriend started, looking everywhere but the camera. “This is awkward,” he says, looking back at the camera.

“I started this, since we won’t be able to see each other for a month- because of quarantine,” he explains, “I honestly have no idea what I’m doing right now,” he laughs. 

After a few minutes of pure silence, your boyfriend opened his mouth to continue speaking, “I just feel like— I never really show much love to you?” 

There were times where your boyfriend would purposely avoid saying ‘I love you’ or avoid holding your hands whenever the both of you were outside. Honestly, you didn’t really mind, knowing Donghyuck was never the type to show affection. 

“It’s hard,” he says truthfully, “The boys knows how much I love you, and it sucks that I don’t know how to show you— or tell you, that I love you.”

Haechan bit his lips nervously, “and, I think this video is- or will prove that I love you?”

He wasn’t sure if he was even making sense at this point. 

Your boyfriend groaned, throwing his head back, covering his face with his hands. After a while, he looked back at the camera, “you know what, babe? Just watch the whole thing, okay?”

+Day 4 11:47PM

“Hi,” he smiles, letting out a huff, “this is kinda late, I spent the whole night playing games,” he says guiltily, playing with his fingers, looking away from the camera.

He knows that you didn’t like it when he would stay up until ungodly hours just to play games with his friends. You hated how he would put his health aside just to play games. 

He brings his hands up to brush his wet hair. 

“Uh,” he sighs out loud, pouting. “I feel bad for staying up late last night, so I’m going to spend the whole night with you today,” he laughs. 

Another moment of silence pass. 

“I don’t know what to say,” he whines. 

He sat there in silence, staring at the ground, figuring out on what to say. Should he tell you about his day?

“Well, I woke up at 5PM today,” he tells you, “I ate dinner with my family— mom cooked chicken today!” he says happily, “Then, I went to call you for a bit because I missed you a little too much,” he pouts. 

He scratched his head, “then I showered and now this-“ he says, pointing to the camera. 

“Um, it has been 4 days and I miss you too much,” he says truthfully, “facetiming isn’t working, I think I’m going crazy,” he laughs. 

+Day 5 7:38PM

He was talking halfway, talking about how much he admires you when his phone started ringing. 

“Oh?” he turns around to grab his phone from his bed. A smile formed on his face when he saw you facetiming him. 

He turned to the camera to show his screen, “Baby, you’re calling me,” he giggles before quickly answering to your facetime. 

“Channie~” you whine cutely when your boyfriend answered your facetime, “what are you doing, hyuckie?”

Usually, your boyfriend would complain whenever you would speak in a cute voice, but he secretly likes it. He secretly likes being babied. 

He looks at the camera that was recording the both of you. 

“Nothing,” he lies, “why did you call me, loser?”

You huff, raising your arms so he could see you laying on the bed. “I’m bored, hyuckie~ entertain me~”

He leans back on his chair, “wanna play games with me?”

Your face beam at his words, “Okay! I’ll get my X-Box ready now.”

Your boyfriend was the one who bought for you the X-Box. Well, it was an old version, but you loved it, nonetheless. It wasn’t like you played daily— you only played with boyfriend. 

“I’ll call you in 5, baby,” he tells you, already walking over to turn on the tv. 

“Kay, bye-bye, love you, Hyuckie,” you say in a baby voice, bringing your phone closer to press your lips on the camera. 

Donghyuck scrunched his nose in disgust, “yeah, yeah,” he says before ending the call. 

He quickly grab the camera that was still recording, he moved the camera closer to press a kiss, “I love you too, y/n.”

+Day 7 3:01PM

“Do you remember when you gave me the teddy bear— Oh my gosh, I feel like a youtuber,” he cackles. He shook his head, focusing back to what he was saying. 

“So, do you remember when you gave me the teddy bear?” he asks, “wait,” he says, standing up to grab the tiny teddy bear that was sitting on his bed. 

You had bought him the bear during your 200th day with him. Donghyuck didn’t really give the reaction you wanted. 

“Do you not like it?” you had asked him, disappointment laced in your voice. You didn’t dare look at him, upset with yourself that you had bought something that he didn’t like. 

“No, no!” he quickly replied, wrapping an arm around your shoulder to pull you into his chest, the other holding the tiny bear. “I love it,” he says. 

You knew it was a lie. He didn’t seem to like it. 

“I love it,” he says, “I know I didn’t show like I did at that time, but I need it with me every time I go to bed.” 

He scratches his head, regretting his actions that has had happened months ago. 

“No one has ever bought me a bear before,” he explains, “and when you bought it for me, it just felt— I felt, I felt happy? I felt fulfilled? Do you know what I mean?” 

“I really wanted to tell you that I loved your present, especially when you had bought me another present a few days later,”

‘it was to make up for the previous present’ was your reason. 

It broke his heart when you said that while handing him a couple bracelet. He wanted to tell you how much he loved your gift, but it was so hard for him. 

“I hated myself for not being able to tell you the truth, it’s hard—and it still is,” he sighs, “I hope by doing this, I can assure you that I love you..?” 

+Day 10 9:34PM

He was in the middle of filming himself when his mother comes in. 

“Donghyuck-ah, what are you doing? Do you want some fruits?” his mother asks, looking at his son, not noticing the camera perched on the dressing table. 

Instead of answering his mother’s question, he grabs the camera to film his mother. 

“Eomma, say hello to y/n,” Donghyuck says. 

His mother raised her eyebrows in surprised, “hello my dear y/n~ how are you?”

Your boyfriend giggle from behind the camera, “tell her how much you miss her,”

“I think I miss you more than Donghyuck does,” she jokes. “What is this for, Donghyuck-ah?”

Haechan placed the camera back on the dressing table, turning to look at his mum.

“I’m making a video for y/n until quarantine is over,” he explains as his mother walks in, wrapping her arm around her son’s shoulder. 

His mother’s heart warmed at his son’s words. 

“You’re growing up way too fast, our Donghyuck~” she cooed, pulling your boyfriend’s cheeks as he whined in pain. 

You would also pinch his cheeks almost every time the both of you are together. Whenever you had Donghyuck’s cheeks between your fingers, he would whine, pulling away from your grip.

“Eomma! I want strawberries!” he shouts after his mother left his room. 

He turns his attention back to the camera, “Anyways—”

+Day 17 2:35AM

“I really like your eyes,” Haechan confesses dreamily, “your eyes are the colour of shit,” he jokes, “but they’re so shiny, baby,”

The first time he realizes he’s in love with your glimmering eyes was when he brought you out on a date to star gaze. You were staring at the sky, a smile plastered on your face, amazed at how beautiful the sky was. 

When you noticed your boyfriend staring at you, you turned to face him. Your eyes captured his heart. How could someone have such bright eyes?

“Oh! And when you smile, you make my heart beat like crazy!” he chuckles. 

The first thing that caught Hyuck’s eyes when he had a crush on you was your bright smile. He believes that was the main reason that he fell for you. How you would always have a beaming smile plastered on your face everywhere you go. 

He thinks it’s adorable. 

The small dimples that was on the side of your lips whenever you smile. 

And your adorable little laugh he adores so much. 

Or the little birthmark you had on the corner of your mouth. 

After talking about you for a while, he let out a satisfied sigh, “I’m so whip for you, you know?”

After 17 days of making videos for you, it started becoming easier for him to show his love for you. 

“Everything you do makes me go crazy, do you realise that?” he asks you, “do you realize that everything you do makes me happy? No, you don’t have to do anything, your presence makes me melt.”

He laughs at how he was flirting, “you’re probably laughing too,”

His laughter died down, letting out a tired sigh, “well, it’s late and I’m going to go to bed before you nag at me some more,”

He let out a yawn, “goodnight y/n, I love you so much, you don’t know how happy you make me,”

+Day 20 2:56PM

This time, it was different. 

He was filming himself at McDonalds drive-thru. 

“Guess who’s this for?” he asks the camera, his gaze on the road. “Yes, you.”

He turns to look at the camera for a second before paying attention on the road, “you didn’t ask me to get you anything but I wanted to get something for you,” he explains. 

He was lying, this was just an excuse to see you, even for a second. Even if it’s 6 feet apart. Even if there was a glass between the both of you. 

“I think you know the reason why I’m buying this for you,” he says, referring to the food. “To make you fat! You’re right, y/n,” he jokes. 

That was also a lie. You tend to eat less whenever you’re stressed. 

After he found out that you had a project, he knew how stress you would be, and decided to get food, making sure you eat healthily. 

Your boyfriend would never fail to remind you how much he loves your body. No matter shape or size. He has always made sure you feel loved with who you are. 

“I think you know the real reason why I’m coming over,” he adds. When he reaches a red light, he turns to look at the camera with a pout, “I can’t help it, I miss you too much, y/n,” he says in a baby voice. 

He grimaces at his actions, shaking his head disapprovingly, “I am never doing that ever again.”

A few minutes later, he reached your house. He had texted you to that he was waiting for you outside. 

It took you a while to come out, but when you did, you had one of his hoodies over your body. 

He loves it when you wear his clothes, it makes him feel all giddy. 

‘One day, I’m going to wear all of your clothes’ he would say whenever you steal his clothes. 

You walked over to his car, “what the hell are you doing here, dummy,” you ask him, maintaining the distance. 

He grabbed the bag of food from the passenger’s seat and passed it to you from the window of his car. 

“Brought you food, you unappreciative bitch,” he tells you while you walk up to grab the food from him. 

You open the bag to see your favourite food, “my favourite food, too?!” you squeal, “Haechan best boyfie~”

He rolls his eyes, “yeah, yeah, go and finish your project,”

You nodded, the smile not leaving your face. 

“I’ll facetime you later?” he asks. 

“At 11,” you confirmed. 

He nods, signalling for you to go back in. You blow a kiss to your boyfriend before turning around to go back in. 

He quickly fishes out his camera, filming you walking back in your house. 

“Look at my baby all happy because I brought her food,” he says, “enjoy your food, pretty,”

+Day23 6:07PM

“Day 23,” he breathes out. “I didn’t expect it to go by so fast,” he blurts out. 

He puffs his cheeks out, “I don’t want to stop making videos for you, but you would just make fun of me for being soft,”

He had started growing content on making videos for you every day. 

“But at the same time, I can finally see you after a month, babe!” he says happily. “I can finally hold you in my arms, we can kiss until the world ends, we can also do it,” he says, wiggling his eyebrows. 

Well, he can’t lie he did miss doing it with you. 

He sighs, “anyway, when we can finally get together, we can watch movies, then come back to my place and we can cuddle!”

He missed that. 

Personally, Donghyuck preferred going over to your place but you preferred going to his place because he had games and a huge bed, and it was just comfortable. 

“Ahh,” he groan, “I miss you like crazy! I think I have to end this video early because I wanna facetime you right now,”

He grabs his phone on the table to call you. 

“Okay, bye babe, I love you, I’m going to talk to you now!”

+Day 25 4:03AM

“Hi,” donghyuck greet the camera. 

Anyone could realise he wasn’t in the best mood. 

It took Donghyuck a while to start talking, “we had a fight earlier today,” he says, his voice lace with disappointment and… hurt?

You had texted him just an hour ago, ranting about your homework. When Donghyuck replied to you a minute later, you got angry at him because he was staying up again at ungodly hours. 

He didn’t understand why you were so angry because you were awake at the same timing as he is. 

“I’m going to give you space, because it’s what you need right now,” he says. “I hope you know I still love you no matter what,”

He bit his lip hesitantly, “I know you don’t like it when I stay up with the boys, but I don’t like you staying up to finish your work either, baby”

He closes his eyes shut for a moment, taking a deep breath. “I hope you don’t get too stressed over school, eat healthily, and make sure you rest from time to time, babygirl,”

He lets out another sigh before reaching for the camera, “I love you,”

+Day 28 7:36PM

 Haechan purses his lips, staring at the camera, “today is a bad day,” he starts. 

Today he had woke up a little earlier than normal after talking it out with you a few days ago. He decided to get up early and help his mom with cooking, which only resulted him in getting scolded by his mother for making a mess. 

After that, he decided to play games with his friends, however despite playing for 5 hours straight, he didn’t get a single win. 

Now, he has tried to contact you, but you have not replied to him. Probably busy with school. 

He let out a huff, “take a break y/n,” he whines, “focus on me too~”

Letting out a pout he shakes his head, “kidding babe, get those A’s!”

“Well, now I don’t really have anything to do so I’m going to facetime you again, bye babe!”

+Day 30 10:18AM

“Hyuckie!” you call out, running to your boyfriend. When you reached him, you threw your arms around your boyfriend’s neck, making him stumble back a few steps as he grabs on your waist. 

You hid your face in his neck, breathing in his scent. He smells so good.

“You’re not going to let go of me until I say so,” you mumble, tightening your grip around his neck.

He chuckles at you, “I won’t let go of you until you say so,” 

Donghyuck was satisfied with having his arms wrapped around your waist, his face covered in your hair. 

After a few moments of the both of you just holding each other, you finally pull away from your boyfriend. 

“Y/n,” he says, making you hum.

“Wait,” you stop him, making him stare at you with wide eyes as he froze on the spot. 

“Can you kiss me first?” you ask. His eyes soften at your request. Your fingers trace his bottom lips, “I miss your pretty lips.”

He smiles at your words and nodded. Pulling you closer by your waist, he pressed his lips against yours. Your hands rest on his chest while you both share a needy kiss. 

After a few minutes, you pull away, breathless with crimson red cheeks.

Haechan raised his eyebrows as he resumed, “I made something for you,”

You gasped, “what is it?”

He fishes out a CD player. The CD held videos of him explaining how much he loves and appreciates you throughout the whole month. 

He passes you the gift. 

“Watch this at home?” he tells you. 

You grab the CD from his grip, “okay? What is this all about?”

“Just promise me you’ll watch it at home?” he asks again, staring down at you. 

“I will! I will!” 

After making videos of himself for 29 days straight, Donghyuck have concluded that he was so utterly in love with you. He was so in love with you that he didn’t know how to express how much he adores you.