#I played thru a couple endings and….Caradoc was so soft he wouldn’t make karlach go back to avernus that’s not a life he wants them to live

[doriansbutt]

sobbing screaming biting thrashing at the post game for Caradoc (my durge) 😩🥺🫠

End game Spoilerssssss

he fought so hard against the dark urges, found love in karlach and close friendship in astarion and halsin and gale…constantly dreamed about and worked toward getting a happily ever after with karlach. having a family with her. (adopting of course, no more bhaalspawn from him!!). He died and came back new and empty and whole and dreaming. Dreaming dreams that weren’t so far away and fantastical anymore. A fresh start! And not a week later, every dream is shattered. He is Alone. He knew Karlach didn’t want to return to Avernus, so he was sobbing and scared but he was with her until she was gone and then he’s….alone and empty and broken and all he wants to do is let himself waste away but he can’t because he was brought back and what a waste of a life that would be but what is living without his love and he’s just wrecked….completely and utterly wrecked…..