so, i hit 1k sometime in the beginning of June ✨🥳. Which means my incessant yapping about absolutely nothing on every post I make and multiple months-long unannounced hiatuses didn't scare all of you off yet, so thanks for that y'all.
No, but for real tho, I genuinely want to express my gratitude to each and every one of you for putting up with me and all my BS, so my 1k+ gift exclusively consists of hairs requested by YOU! Which is totally about giving back to the community that has supported me and NOT just an excuse to dump all the requests that have been sitting here piling up for months.
there are only 7 hairs in the preview image but a bunch of these are from sets, so all-in-all you're getting 17 female hairs!
INFORMATION:
None of this is my original work! All mesh credit goes to @sheabuttyr, @ebonixsims, @daylifesims, @simstrouble!
Set contains 17 hairs for for Teen ➤ Elder Females
due to how the meshes where made the Poloma Passion Twists and Monae Beads don't have root/tip controls so they’re only 2 channels the rest are 4 like normal.
credits, preview pictures, links to originals, poly counts and individual download links for every hair is under the cut.
polycounts are ALL over the place. Lowest hair is +10k, Highest one is +32k. Please reference the list under the cut before downloading!
Files comes in two flavors: Merged and Unmerged
Both types contain the exact same type of stuff (package file and preview images) except version one is one big merged file and the version has individual files.
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Tagging list: @pis3update, @naturalhair-sims3, @xto3conversionsfinds, @kpccfinds
@simstrouble Adeline Braids//22.2k poly// requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr: London Locs // 16.2k Poly //requested by @thesirensims
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@daylifesims: Honey Sun Clover Dreadlocks v1// 10.8K Poly //requested by anon
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@daylifesims: Honey Sun Clover Dreadlocks v2// 10.9K Poly // Under hats // fully recolorable// 1 channel// requested by anon
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@ebonixsims: Monae Beadset V1//32.7K Poly! // Under hats // Recolorable beads 4 channels//no tips or root controls due to mesh//requested by anon
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@ebonixsims: Monae Beadset V2//30.5K Poly! // Under hats // Recolorable// 4 channels//no tips or root controls due to mesh//requested by anon
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@daylifesims :Honey Sun Alfalfa Braids v1// 10.1K Poly // Under hats // fully recolorable// 1 channel// requested by anon
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@daylifesims :Honey Sun Alfalfa Braids v2// 10.1K Poly // Under hats // fully recolorable// 1 channel// requested by anon
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@sheabuttyr: Daija Dreads V1 // 28.6k Poly //requested by anon.
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@sheabuttyr: Daija Dreads V2 // 30.8k Poly! //requested by anon
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@sheabuttyr: Paloma Passion Twist V1// 25k Poly//requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V2// 25k Poly//requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V3// 25k Poly//requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V4// 25k Poly//requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V5// 25kPoly //requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V6// 25kPoly //requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V7// 25kPoly //requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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@sheabuttyr:Paloma Passion Twist V8/ /25kPoly //requested by @paigeywaigeyy
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When my mother told me she wished
she had gotten a divorce before I was
born, I could tell from her tone
that this was different from all the times
she’d look at me and ask God,
like I was God, why
he had punished her with me.
It wasn’t about trying to make me
wish I was a better child, just that I was not
a child anymore and she felt
she had to warn me not to repeat her life
but continue it and perhaps
by continuing it, set it right.
Once she made me kneel
facing the wall and stretch my arms
as high as they would go,
and watched my little back tremble
until I could hold my arms no longer.
When she asked me what I’d learned
I remember I wanted to scream
I hate you but knew somehow
it would hurt her more if I screamed
I hate myself, I hate myself,
so I did, over and over, I knew
when you watch a person you love
collapse into themselves you want nothing
more than to run into the boxing ring, the battleground
of them, take all the blows they deal,
all the shots they fire into the enemy
of their own being. If I could I would
without a second thought unravel the knot
of my mother’s heart into something
like sense, and if it’s true what they say
about how when you have a child
your heart begins to live outside your body
I would undo my life and throw it to her
like a rope, like I were a climber at the top
of the mountain and she’d left something
up there before making her way down and needed
to go back for it one more time. If I saw
my own heart, helpless and unknowing
creature, living outside me, I would also
want to tell it to kneel against the wall
and raise its arms until it could account
for what it had made of my life.
In a note she left in my bag
when I went to sleepaway camp
she said to be my mother
was the greatest joy of her life
and I knew, even at ten, there were greater joys
she had wanted, they lived in her dreams
and disappeared when she woke
to make my breakfast each morning,
and I wanted so badly then
to be those dreams, to disappear.
Helplessness’ Child by Kaylee Young-Eun Jeong
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