#I need this fic in my hands desperately
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canonically, percy isn't aware of the crushes people have on him until it's too obvious to deny — like when annabeth kissed him, or when nico straight up told him. and since percy isn't aware of rachel's crush on him until the beginning of tlo, that means there was a point in time when rachel was actively trying to get with him and he had no idea. and it's not even his fault lol. he just only saw her as his good friend and just thought her advances were her being friendly. i just have to see this in action.
#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo text post#pjo headcanon#percy jackson#rachel elizabeth dare#just imagine rachel taking percy to an expensive event and holding his hand#and percy's all:#'oh my friend is probably anxious of big crowds. let me hold her hand because friends help each other in their time of need🥰'#or rachel taking any chance she gets to grab his bicep or touch his shoulder#and he's all:#'rachel is a very affectionate person. it's cool tho. so am i when i'm around people i care about. rachel is such a cool friend🥰'#i desperately need someone to write a fic or sum lol
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“No more sob stories.”
Happy Valentines!! This is a bit of a self indulgent doodle — baby’s first hijack fic when I was 13 was I’ll See It When I Believe It by OldBeginningNewEnding, and the original character of Cupid has lived in my brain ever since. She’s That Bitch ❤️🕷️🌹
#the amv that linked me to this fic no longer exists on YT but the editor used Lucille from A Monster In Paris for Cupid’s scenes djxbdsjsb#so I referenced her design while doodling#mine#fic: isiwibi#hijack#frostcup#I guess#I have a good handful of Cupid doodles from my Youth I adored her#I need that amv desperately. It was titled Rainbow#save me rainbow hijack amv. rainbow hijack amv save me
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Random assortment of stuff that reminds me of Gpi idk....... I miss them
#hai gpi fandom......#Are any of you still here....m#Do you guys still go here.......#because i do. i doooo#PLEASE TALK TO ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#PLEASE I NEED CONTENT#I NEED POSTS#GIVE KE ANYTHING#GIVE ME FICS GIVE ME THOUGHTS GIVE JE HEADCANONS#WHERE ARE ALL OF YOU......#Atlas ...... Thinking about you everyday and looking off into the distance and sighing#as if you were my dead wife in one of those movies#PLEASE I PROMISE I'LL POST MY GPI ART........ JUST PLEASE..... FEED ME........#I'm not even joking I'm so desperate rn#head in my hands on my knees sobbing#i still love these guys I'm still insane. hey. is anyone else insane. :(#gruesome playground injuries#gpi#corey gpi#doug gpi
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On my walk home from the cafe I was thinking about Sanji (as one does) and how every influence in his life for 19 years screamed at him to hunker down, stay silent, and never appear weak.
As much as I love Zeff and know he loved Sanji, it's clear he has such a straight-laced and unflinching view of masculinity and what it means to be a man. The environment on the Baratie was an extension of that.
It was a machismo world where affection was hidden behind kicks to the head and insults. The kind of environment where cutting your hand or something gets a response of "what? You call that an injury? Don't cry over nothing". Where outright kindness has to be dragged out of people, and then immediately covered up with a half-baked insult.
Throw into that environmemt a little boy who is desperate to prove he's not the failure he was told he was, and out pops a man who wears his heart on his sleeve for "acceptable manly emotions" but who hides real emotions behind anger, and hides pain (physical or emotional) altogether so as not to seem weak.
Tack onto that the idea that the only surefire way to show love is through self sacrifice (his mom + Zeff), then of course Sanji will be all sorts of jacked up.
We see throughout the series how Sanji is so unwilling to be vulnerable or to even admit he's feeling hurt at all. Plaster a smile on, make some comment about loving women, and voila! He's the man's man everyone expects. No need to worry about him. After all: he's strong.
...🥺
#op meta#the news coo latest#sanji#i have like 10 different sanji-centric fics rolling around in the ol' noggin#but every single one of them features at least one scene where someone (Zoro) sees through his hyper-masculine bullshit#what really interests me is when sanji is forced to confront that fucked up view of the self he has#like for example: Zoro gets hurt and allows himself to rest or something and is unapologetically fine with being 'weak'#sanji so desperately wants to rib him for it but zoro is so stoic about it that he starts to realize 'oh...its ok...to not be ok? publicly?'#imma sit here and stew on this for awhile#Anyway the coffee from the cafe is good but now I need to go read as much Sanji trauma dump fic I can get my hands on lol#to be clear btw: i dont doubt zeff cared for sanji when he was down but i feel sanji had to be in a bad way to get the 'real emotions'
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some old splinters art and some new splinters art feat. my favorite boys
was drawing this morning and went ‘hmmm maybe i SHOULD share these’
#original post#my art#traditional art#bsd fanart#bsd kunikida doppo#bsd nakahara chuuya#bsd dazai osamu#because he IS in there#the first drawing is from today because i desperately needed to draw splinters kunikida#i dont think yall understand how much he lives in my brain rent free#then i found my old splinters chuuya arts and decided to share that with the world too#if the pictures are blurry my hands are shaking because two cups coffee#bungou stray dogs#fic: splinters of madness#kunikidazai#soukoku#because ofc both can exist simultaneously#enjoy <3
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Was talking about Raphael on Discord and ended up bringing up the VVitch movie ending scene, but with Tav/Durge and Raphael instead. Need that man to ask me if I want to live deliciously right in my ear 😩
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#raphael the cambion#raphael bg3#bg3 raphael#it also had me thinking about a fic where Tav's social life is ruined and Raphael comes in and manipulates them into becoming his warlock#like yes babe. emotionally manipulate me by saying stuff like “How I was the one who was there for you at your lowest. You need me.”#if a fic like this exists please tell me cus if not I am desperate enough to try my hand in writing again lmao#ramblings
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i am so goddamn desperate and down bad for spn/pjo crossover fics. i NEED dean and percy to bitch about incompetent, pain in the ass immortals desperately. i NEED sam and annabeth to give each other the bitch face when dean and percy are being dumbasses. i NEED them bonding over going to hell. i NEED dean and sam to try and adopt percy and annabeth and try to protect them from this cruel, harsh world and then watch as they completely annihilate their enemies without breaking a sweat. nico catholic guilt activated. castiel looking at the winchesters like "wtf why are they here, what did u do???"
#theres like a handful of these types of fics on ao3 and they're rarely extensive/serious#theyre mostly crack fics which is like cool and all#but wheres my 300k word fic. angst. hurt/comfort. sort of found family. dumbasses meet dumbasses.#damn give me angst with the winchesters trying to kill them relentlessly in a way that parallels the way pagans have been persecuted by#christians for like ever. give me the winchesters trying to exterminate their “nest” which is just camp and them eventually realizing that#theyre attempting to torch a bunch of innocent children#i need it desperately#i would write it myself but i have commitment issues#actually im trying but i can guarantee you this fic will never see the light of day#LMAO#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#team free will#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#hoo#percy jackson#annabeth chase#give me the winchesters trying to help the demigods get out of the hunting life and the demigods being like. “dude. there is no out for us.#“i was born into this life and ill die in this life. you cant help me.”#FUCK#crossover
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i know if orin had someone who fully loved and accepted her, she would've had a worse religious crisis than durge ever did with gortash
#i think durge before they met gortash were consumed by fulfilling bhaal's vision#but orin? she did all of this for her grandfather. for the only person she loved. for the person she considered her inspiration.#orin was starved for affection. for a genuine connection. for a family. she thought bhaal gave her that.#how sweet and cruel couldve been to know all the love you thought you were given was just cruelty after being shown how it truly feels like#ik if she had someone who accepted and loved her fully she would've had the worst religious guilt in history. worse than durge by far#i need to create an oc who fixes her idc how ooc it is. she needs therapy and my oc will give her that and unconditional love <3#i wish i could write a fic where orin is going to kill a noble lady but she thinks she's too pretty to kill her so fast and she starts#stalking her by changing her form and preparing the kill. but the closer she is to her the more she is focussing on her instead of murderin#and she wants to kill her so badly. she thinks it will be the most beautiful death. but she also doesn't wanna lose her. and it breaks her#she wants so desperately to kill her so she remembers Father again. but she is unable to. her hands falter for the first time in her life#anyways can somebody please write this fic ty#orin the red#blanca.txt
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Scraping the bottom of the barrel so hard bc I want a specific kind of fic and there's not that much of it. And well I think I scraped too hard so I metaphorically ate some wood and now I have splinters in my throat.
Aka I ended up reading a fic I really really really hated yet I still finished it bc I have been wanting that specific trope so very much and I have been lowering my standards more and more but I think I finally read smth that has knocked me out of the mood (I can only hope) bc im genuinely. I just hated this fic So fucking much. I want nothing to do with Anything in that fic now.
#speculation nation#AND YET I STILL FINISHED IT...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i have only myself to blame. wasted my life on this smfh#just goes to show how desperate ive been. dear god. i need an intervention.#and like listen i wont share anything about the fic in question bc im still a big believer in not spreading negativity#so i wont go into the comments or like. anything. i will not make this the writer's problem.#but just. holy fucking shit. it's rare for me to hate a fic *that* much.#none of it made sense. some things literally made me laugh in disbelief bc of how ridiculous they were.#just. desperately need a palate cleanser. desperately need to get back to writing my own fic.#dear fucking god if i have to lower my standards *this* much to get my fix then i just need to write some more damn fic myself.#head in my hands. jesus fucking christ.
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chat how do we feel about zhongli teaching childe how to actually handle a bow as apart of his recovery down the line
#this is about my fic btw#lovingly entitled in my docs as post-narwhal whump#it’s gonna be a hot second before we get to that point bc childe struggles to hold a cup of tea rn so uh. he’s got a ways to go lol#but u know the little shit will be desperate to get back to slicing + dicing despite literally everyone in his life being like dear god no#it’s for your safety childe i’m sorry i know that’s a foreign concept to you#anyway .#i envision homoerotic one-on-one lessons. a little bit of a throwback to zhongli correcting his hold on chopsticks#and also. that boy needs to learn proper form#worst posture i’ve ever seen wtf bro#no wonder it gets frustrated and yeets the last arrow by hand
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Ok but I need a post canon, Arthur returns, slow burn, Merthur, kind of fic where we can acompany our beloved king through the different stages of grief he will go through when Merlin tells him he's been dead for over 1500 years so he lost his kingdom, knights, friends and wife. A fic where we can see Merlin introducing Arthur to the 21st century and its technology that he insists is just magic, Mer-lin, I know it, I'm no fool. I know magic when I see it. A fic where we can see Arthur still struggling to fully trust on Merlin again because yes, he forgave him and he doesn't really care about the magic (except he does because Merlin's eyes look so beautiful when they are gold and where did that come from, Arthur Pendragon? Merlin, beautiful? Ha! The clotpole must've been right when he told you you shouldn't drink a third cup of that dark, strong, addictive beverage) but he still can't get over all the years of constant lies and deceiving, and Merlin feels guilty af so he tries to win his trust once again day by day and keep the promise he made to himself that day he finally confessed his magic to Arthur to not lie to him ever again. A fic full of fluffy moments between merthur where we can see them fall for each other harder slowly but surely until one day, after 3 or 4 months since Arthur came back, he finally kisses Merlin. And then they kiss some more. And more. And they are so happy grinning like idiots between kisses because finally they are on the same page. And everything is perfect. And Arthur suddenly loses his shirt somehow and things are getting heated although everything is still so soft and sweet and tentative. And then the doorbell rings. They ignore it at first, Arthur's orders, but the person behind the door is insistent so they have to stop so Merlin can go and see who it is. And when he finally opens the door, his jaw almost hit the floor because the person in front of him is no other than the fucking Queen of Camelot, his first and beloved friend, Guinevere Pendragon, the long ago dead widow of Arthur Pendragon, king of Camelot, whom he's been making out with seconds ago. And then everything goes downhill coz Gwen sees her husband and Arthur is so shocked to see her again and then they are hugging and smiling and kissing and glowing with happiness and then there's Merlin, with tears in his eyes as he sees them reunite again. As he sees Arthur reunited with his true love. And when the king finally takes a moment to process everything that is happening while having Guinevere laughing crying in his arms, his eyes find Merlin, his Merlin, the one he had in his arms minutes ago and everything comes crashing. Reality hits him so hard he can't even breathe for a second. Because he was happy with Merlin and even though he hadn't yet admitted it out loud, he knew, deep in his soul, that he was in love with him, but then Guinevere is back! His beautiful, amazing, sweet and wonderful queen who he loves with all his heart is back from the death and how is that even possible???
Phew! A fic full of drama and angst and hurt/comfort and tough decisions that Arthur will have to make eventually because he loves them both, but he only can have one and that is breaking him apart because he is a righteous man at heart and he knows that as a married man, his choice should be clear as water, but his soul is screaming at him because it wants something else, someone else, and he doesn't know what to do as he knows whatever he decides, one of the two people he loves the most in his life will end up brokenhearted. But life is unfair and cruel to everyone. Even to legendary kings.
So.
Can someone please write it?
For me???
Pretty please???
#merthur#fic prompt#i've been having this idea in my head for ages now but haven't find anything remitely similar#i could write it but it wouldn't turn out as great as it is in my head#i am desperate#i need someone to write this please#i love drama#i love angst#i love merthur#i love to respect the canon of the show but give it a little twist in a future escenario#i love the idea of arthur choosing gwen back in his camelot days but choosing merlin in the modern world#arthur loves gwen with all his heart but he also loves merlin with all his soul#true loves doesn't mean forever lovers#i also live for that moment in the fic where arthur confesses his feelings for merlin to gwen#she will be hurt but so understanding too#ok enough of the tags#this is getting out of hand#but this is how you know i've been thinking about it deeply and for way too long#please someone have mercy on this poor little untalented soul that can't write for the life of her
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Waiting for my betas to read my next fic like
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#this is what i get for writing a fucking novel#my poor betas#but i desperately need to talk to people about this fic#like im actually losing my mind#is it any good? did i just waste six months of my life?#seriously idk what to do with myself#its been months since ive had nothing to work on#i could draw but my hands huuurt#truly suffering#south park#fanfiction#ramblings
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writing needy!kuroo … send help
#was editing his other fic but then i needed to write about needy + desperate kuroo#sobs into my hands#him.#⁺. ʚ tetsu ɞ ⋆˙#⁺. ʚ aims thots ɞ ⋆˙
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oh the horrors of being an artist with broken hands
#acutally my hands are working well right now#i can type as fast as i used to and it only hurts a little bit!!!#WHEHEHEHEHEHE#i would work on the gashudouin fic with this newfound power but unfortunately i have two essays that desperately need finishing#wait#no#3 essays
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Neil doesn’t look at Jean with pity, but he’s so caring. What he say right at the end when Jean is getting out of the car? His swapping to French and cutting Jeremy from the conversation when he first sees Jean is injured? His clenching the wheel but keeping his voice non-aggressive? His telling Jean to do what makes him feel safe while saying the danger is being taken care of? Telling him he doesn’t have to be alone and that he can have friends and a lover?
Jean’s promised partner. Neil’s fierce protectiveness. Forever tied to each other, forever bonded.
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No because Neil is so gentle with Jean I'm gONNA BE SICK
#has anyone else read that fic where Neil sends photos of her to Jean? Because I desperately need that#Jean only has his memories of her and yet the fbi has at min 1 photo#the injustices#jean moreau#neil josten#all for the game#the sunshine court#nora said their relationship will be good i honestly hope we get even more interactions like this#IT SHOULDN’T HAVE FALLEN ON YOU#shaking crying throwing up#aftg#the foxhole court#excuse me while I go read every neil & jean fic I can lay my hands on
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"no, baby, we're going to be late."
sex addict!satoru frowns at your words: he looks like a kicked puppy, denied love from his other half. how will he go on in such a state? achingly hard behind the steering wheel despite having drained his balls into you over the hood of his car before leaving for some important meeting.
you're already late, thanks to the second orgasm satoru insisted on pulling out of you. you made a mess of his car, and you worry you're messing the leather seats, what with the heinous amount of his cum leaking out of you. you glance over to satoru's pocket, where a little bit of lace hangs out: he had pocketed your panties despite your whining protests.
and he had made you cum a third time on his fingers as he drove with one hand.
"please," he whines, "i don't even need to cum, baby, just wanna taste you." he's leaning over to kiss your lips, get you hooked on his taste. he's such a liar, you know he'll fuck you dumb with his tongue until you're begging for his cock, too.
"no, satoru."
"i'll.... i'll do that thing you like! with my fingers, you know?" he waves his fingers at you.
"....no."
"babyyy," he whines, and then, as if he's gotten an idea, his face lights up. "i'll let you edge me for a week."
oh. he's good. the image that springs into your head at his words, of him desperate and begging for seven whole days of denial, causes you to squeeze your thighs together. you can't help but think of all the different ways you could tease him, pull the poor boy desperate. he can barely last an hour without draining himself inside of you: a week will ruin him.
"deal."
edging week fic soon :p
#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo smut#gojo satoru smut#gojo x reader#gojo x you#satoru gojo smut#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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