#I need more of the kids being besties pls 🙏

[strawberri-draws]

They gossip together Dana told me

[theshadowrealmitself]

Trying to be asleep rn because I have to be up hella early in the morning, but not only is my brain not shutting off, when I was at my sleepiest it decided to hit me with a wave of sadness

So I’m gonna type out non-sad thoughts here and see if that helps:

Personally, I don’t agree with the whole “work spouse” thing when one or everyone involved has an actual spouse, like if it’s just a “oh we’re just really good friends, it’s not cheating in the slightest” then why are you using specifically romantic terminology? Why not just use the term “work bestie”? It feels emotionally unfaithful and I think Vulcans would agree with me, tbh

I’m still upset that I have to produce my own niche content 😭 please, sometimes I don’t mind but it really sucks when I’m like “I want fun alien courtship rituals” and my brain is just like “ask again later”

I have a fucking time loop story that can easily work as a small manageable writing project (as I’d only need to do a few loops), but I keep not sitting down and writing it 😭

Still working on my dino plushie, my sis just visited for a week and I had to do mandatory school stuff so it’s been a bit on the back burner but I should hopefully have time tomorrow (I have to keep an ear out for a delivery so please hope for me that the delivery comes in the morning so I can spend the rest of the day knitting and listening to horror stories pls 🙏)

I wonder if I’ll be able to do any knitting when I’m taking the buses for school? On one hand there’d be time, but on the other hand, the bus is shaky so I might end up dropping stitches, and I’d be terrified of missing my stop the entire time, hmm if I do knit it’ll probably be the really simple projects

I really wanna get into the Godzilla fandom because I remember being really terrified of one of the movies when I saw it as a kid and who doesn’t love large lizards? but tbh I have no idea how to get into it 😭 gives me comic book vibes trying to find a place to start

Actually speaking of, does anyone know if there was a Godzilla movie where she was rampaging and there was like,, scientists holding her eggs hostage but they were starting to crack because the babies were emerging? That’s probably not what the actual plot was but that’s what little me thought was happening, it was definitely a Godzilla movie tho

I wish I was faster at knitting

Oh!! Btw!! Technically the university I go to now (not revealing the name for privacy reasons) gives us actual healthcare, and I think I’m finally able to set up appointments (trauma’s been preventing me, don’t ask pls), which means I can finally get my hands checked on to see if there’s anything they can do to help, and then maybe see what’s up with the heart stuff!!! (and maybe lungs, I feel like I’ve been losing breath over every little thing lately, kinda concerning)

Hair has been fading fast, thinking about doing purple this time

Normally I feel like I think up a good amount of platonic plus romantic scenarios, but lately I feel like it’s been way more romantic stuff, I wonder why? Tbh I actually feel the most consistently okay with being single than I have ever, like the thought of 0 relationships so I can focus on university and hopefully getting a job (god the job market sucks rn) doesn’t phase me in the slightest

I miss those candies that were like,, wax coke cans and you’d bite off the top and then get to drink the small amount of liquid in it? (and then I’d chew the wax bottle, not sure if that was common)

[velvetyh]

Lmao hi 👋

Literally for once enjoying my hormones 🙃

I've been on a 4 day long binge of txt, stray kids, nct, the boyz, and ateez hard hours 🥵

Anywhooo how are you my lovely? 🥰🥰🥰

I've literally been so excited because my grocers finally had STRAWBERRIES. Like they sell them often, but they've been out of stock by the time I go :'(

So for the past two days I've had sliced Italian bread with strawberry jam topped with strawberry slices 😋 its SO GOOD 10/10

I've also made those Lil cucumber finger sandwiches. Truly living out my picnic dreams.

Back to the hornie -> Okay what is the hottest fantasy you've had this week? What about it made it seem so enticing? Pls spare no detail 🙏 Also, are you the type that enjoys the idea of lingerie/dressing up for the smecksy time, or the type that sees it as completely unappealing?

Alright I've made this long enough. I'll come back once you've answered lmao 🤣 I'm sure I'll still be whoreknee then 🤪

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hii cassie!! ❣️

bestie we legit stan the same group i can't 💀 i've also been stuck on hard hours for some members of a few of those groups 😵‍💫😵‍💫

oof the hottest fantasy of the week?? being loved 😮‍💨😮‍💨

LMFAO IM JOKING (it's actually being squeezed between yunho and juyeon with their large hands caressing my body and choking me, with maybe, just maybe, chan or jeno watching us but that's just a thought 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️🙃) i just want them to whisper dirty things in my ear while kissing every single inch of skin, focusing on my neck and sweet spots while rearranging my insides </3 uh god, just feeling their tall bodies against mine, even if im not that petite,,, it just feels comforting and makes me safe (damn my daddy issues are acting up and i need a cock in my mouth asap💀)

im trying to be okay, it's not easy those days, but the music and the sun make it a slight bit more bearable 🥲 wbu?? 💝✨

i LOVE picnic and strawberries, i can't wait to eat some again!! 🤩🤩 my mom bought some a few weeks ago but they didn't taste good, they were probably treated with pesticides 🤕 (im not gonna lie, a picnic in a field is my ideal date 🥺)

i don't think i have a pretty enough body for lingerie, but omg, i'd love to rock it and watch their eyes grow with lust as they look at me up and down.. their hands groping the lingerie, feeling the fabric and whispering "you look so fucking sexy in silk/lace/satin"... sjfghkfjdhg

🙂🙂 when is it my turn

[baekhvuns]

I was in rush hour and didn’t brake in time. So basically the other car just got a fender bender but my car got completely smushed in the front😪 I kinda anticipated this coming for the past year actually.

I’m going to have to reevaluate (with my counselor) my approach to life. Cause I don’t want to keep having major accidents every year when I crash and burn (Literally this time lol.) So I need to figure out a way to just live as stress-free as possible while still living a good life. Like rethink being a film director, having kids, and whatnot. Cause as much as I want to handle stress well, I just can not do it apparently. I am adopting “slow and easy wins the race” from now on 😇

(Also FUCK everything I have to do for Korea. So much adult shit that I have no idea how to do. Ugh.)

Yea Americans are not the nicest. and overall we’re very stupid 😅

Also I seem to still have a job on the film set I was on. My boss, bless him, seemed to really put in a lot of effort into figuring out a job for me🙏 And he offered to help me get a job on another set if needed. Idk why he tried so hard but 🥹 I appreciate it.

That meme 😂😂😂 no no I love 🪐anon 😅👀

Girl. We need to talk about SAN. THAT MF. Look at his left arm in his shirtless pic. It looks like he unsuccessfully blurred a tattoo on his arm. But like??????? I thought you didn’t LIKE tattoos SAN because they hurt you 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

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bestie 😭😭🤚🏼

I was in rush hour and didn’t brake in time. So basically the other car just got a fender bender but my car got completely smushed in the front😪 I kinda anticipated this coming for the past year actually.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH omg that sounds terrible 😭😭🤚🏼 so glad ur alive 😭😭 i also experienced this on tuesday rbendbn but we didn’t break in time and it kind of scratched the front of the car <3 HOPE UR INSURANCE IS GOOD AND COVERED 😭😭

I’m going to have to reevaluate (with my counselor) my approach to life. Cause I don’t want to keep having major accidents every year when I crash and burn (Literally this time lol.) So I need to figure out a way to just live as stress-free as possible while still living a good life. Like rethink being a film director, having kids, and whatnot. Cause as much as I want to handle stress well, I just can not do it apparently. I am adopting “slow and easy wins the race” from now on 😇

you should!!! for the time ur here in the states u should keep in touch with ur counsellor!! i think,,, if u wanna reevaluate life i rec watching the yes theory,, (more recent videos) their videos (travel) and their commentary genuinely makes u rethink a lot of stuff,,, yES slow and easy >>>>>> also the guy is rly hot i yeah, simping <3 and their podcasts! they have this motto called “seek discomfort” and the message is about seeking out of the box,, i think u will like it, from an infp to an infp

watch the ukraine,, afghanistan and the bhutan videos,,, you’ll love them!

(Also FUCK everything I have to do for Korea. So much adult shit that I have no idea how to do. Ugh.) Yea Americans are not the nicest. and overall we’re very stupid 😅

LMFAOOOO bestie do it one at a time,,, u got lot of time !! BRAJDHWK YEAH i heard the cost of an ambulance is also 📈📈

Also I seem to still have a job on the film set I was on. My boss, bless him, seemed to really put in a lot of effort into figuring out a job for me🙏 And he offered to help me get a job on another set if needed. Idk why he tried so hard but 🥹 I appreciate it.

AAAAA GODBLESS HIM 😭😭😭 that’s truly so nice of him he saw ur potential and offered!!! pls send him flowers or something as gratitude <3

That meme 😂😂😂 no no I love 🪐anon 😅👀 Girl. We need to talk about SAN. THAT MF. Look at his left arm in his shirtless pic. It looks like he unsuccessfully blurred a tattoo on his arm. But like??????? I thought you didn’t LIKE tattoos SAN because they hurt you 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

IM SORRY RHWKDHWKDHWK I DOMT BELEIVE HIS SHOUDERS R 63CM THATS LIKE 2FT FHWKFHWK THATS ????? IMPOSSIBLE but he so wide iM HAHA TRYING HARD NOT TO WRITE HIM AN AU 😭😭😭 MORE TATTS??? 😩😩😮‍💨😮‍💨