#I need more Doc and Benny and Santi

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Summary:Here it is! Something that has been in my head for along while. Whatever happened the day after the boys and Doc returned home. Here is my thought. Filled with lots emotion,and adultish theme. no minors please. Has been a huge honor to be the cowriter for my buddy,@autumnleaves1991-blog epic mini series. for the ones that have not read it? in for a treat!

after a long  day with Molly and the girls. Try not to tear up too much,but you couldn't help it. Driving towards home was a rather slow one hence the traffic jam caused by a wreck. Great! Just fucking great!listen to the radio till a very familiar song comes on. will. Your friend. Thought about him since arriving home yesterday. Soon the traffic has lightened up. Reached the exit that leads to the apartment building where Him and Benny live . Soon you parked the car. Taking a deep breath. Talking to yourself,” okay girl, time to go upstairs. Be prepared for anything. He might not be ready to talk about what's really going on in his head,have to wait. Oh I hope he opens up.” 

Will wakes up from a knock on the door. Rubbing sleep from his eyes. Dressed in only his sweats. No shirt . Not wanting to aggravate his wound. Been asleep for a long time. Knocking continues till opening the door sees you,” oh ! Hey there Doc. What brings you by? Something wrong” closed the door while taking your shoes off.followed by placing your stuff on a chair,” wanna come over to see if you are okay. Hopes that you were able to get your wound checked out.”  By looking on the table seeing bandages, meds ,and other stuff on the table. Going over to see if the bandages need to be changed.Will sits down in his favorite chair looking at you,” I went an hour after three of you left. Your friend patched me up. Was worried shit about you. By the way, he wants details. Which I declined. Told him you would.wanna know though. How is Pope? “ Looking at him with sad eyes.  Hard to relive that moment. Taking a deep breath while rubbing your clammy hands together,” First three of us chatted. Till we fell asleep. Till… the nightmares  Will! Poor boys. Santi’s was bad! Followed by Benny’s breaks my heart. It's like how we were when we were still  in the Army. After a horrible mission. Thought we ….” Will scoots over to you. So he could hold you close,” Figured might happen. Especially Pope. My advice is to give him more strength to cope. Benny too. Also … Iet them help you with yours . “ Last thing he said made you blush for a moment. Rubbing your eyes,” Roger captain. Better go. Boys are making dinner “ Will laughs as he walks you to the door,” Benny? Cooking? Better have  the fire department on stand by.” That made you laugh. After closing the door something fell on the floor. Looking at it made his heart ache. Picture of the team including Tom,and Blue. Like a sign . Placing it on the shelf,” I know what you are thinking redfly. Think I need to make amends with Blue? Not in the cards. Can't see her, or better yet hear from her.” 

Back at the apartment there was activity in the small kitchen. Benny and Santi begin to prepare a nice dinner. Thought it would be best to make enough for leftovers. Santi start to slice the veggies while Benny grates the cheese. Both of them didn't say much since both of them are tired. After going to the Army headquarters to shopping. Only thing on their mind was you. Their angel. Right on cue you come in. See what's going on. So sweet. Walking towards the counter to snag a slice of cheese,” Looks good my boys. Smells heavenly. “ Benny is the first one to kiss you. Oh how you melt in his strong, warm arms. Right then and there he knew something was not right. Tilts your chin up,” What's wrong sweetheart. Don't say nothin is wrong. No secrets, remember?” Taking a huge breath,” Remember that night in the hotel when I had a bad dream? Was too scared to talk about it. Think I can tell you. It's about … both of you getting shot in front of me! Was so real!” That moment both of them encased you in their warmth. Kisses that soothes any kind of trauma. Santi whispers,” Ohh.. baby . Hate for you to deal with that. I knew something was wrong when you passed on your favorite action movie while we were on the plane back home. Sounds of guns shooting and shit. Tell you what. Go ahead and lie down with Benny. I'll be there soon as I finish cooking.” 

Benny picks you up in a bridal position. Walking slowly to the bedroom. Where the bed remained messy. Didn't care if it was neat or not. Since coming home neatness wasn't an issue. Sitting you on the edge of the bed Benny kissed your forehead,”  I'll get something comfortable to wear. I know just the thing. Something from the past.” Returning with the very tee he wore the day both of you first met. Paired with an old pair of shorts. Must belong to Santi since they were faded and old. After putting them on,and getting into bed. Watching Benny changing clothes ever so slowly. Can't stop staring at him. So handsome,and oh so sexy . See him undress so many times,but now? He isn't just your best friend ,but now he is your lover. So is Santi. Feel safe. Turned around in time to see your beautiful face smiles,” See ya like to watch me undress. How about I join you naked. “ Can't say no to that. Soon he gets in the cover. Pulls you closer to him. Listen to his heartbeat while playing with some chest hair,” This is what I longed for. To be held and to be protected. Thought I could shake that dream! Been replaying it over and over while I slept. Guess I wasn't near both of you. “ Felt Benny's fingertips tracing patterns on your  shoulder followed by a few kisses on the forehead,” I'm here sweetheart. Not going anywhere. Now close your  eyes. Relax. I'll be here. So will Pope.” Looking into his eyes again,” Love you” That is when you closed your eyes. Savoring Benny's special scent that's so soothing. Last thing you heard was,”Love you too.” 

Finishing up the last details on the Spaghetti sauce. Santi looks towards the bedroom. Heart aches for you. Think that dinner can wait. Goes over to the room. Snuggle close to you. Look so beautiful in slumber. Benny is half awake. Seeing his buddy. Whispers,” I know that look bro. You're worried about her too. I for one would want to take those fears from her mind. Even though she's asleep.  “ Santi knows what he's thinking. Shimming off his sweats and tee. Both of them start their quest. Santi lifts your leg over his. Ever slowly teasing cock against your folds. While Benny finds your hand near his cock. Guides the hand along his long shaft. Eyes closed savoring the sensation of the soft hand. Sound of a whimper from you,” Mmmm… must be dreaming. Feels like I am. Mmmm… continue on your quest of me. “ Both of them nod , Santi grinds himself ever slowly to hear that sweet moan. Benny holds onto your hand guiding it to where it's needed . Moving the blanket down for you to rub his balls. Santi moans ,” go ahead sweetheart go down on him I know you want you to. “ Pulls out made you whimper as you move on your knees to some deep throating. On fours as Santi dives in on your pussy to get it wet again. Two sets of hands playing with your breasts,and nipples. Oh your wetness seeping in Santi’s mouth . Ready for his cock to be in haven. Dives right in that caused you to moan with delight. Until Benny pulls you down to kiss your lips,” Mmmm.. never thought I would taste myself on your luscious lips . Love to kiss you more. “ Santi kept up his pace till you cum. Felt like ages since that happened. He collapsed on top of you. Still inside you,” mind if we stay like this, or you're ready for dinner?” You whimper,” let's stay like this for a moment. Need this. “ Benny grunts,” Anything ya want sweetheaert. Anything you want.” 

Hour later all three of you venture to the kitchen for a late dinner. Santi prepares to warm up the sauce,and the pasta. Come behind Santi . You kiss his shoulder,” Been wanting to say that I love you today. Wanna keep on saying it till you get it through your head.” Santi sighs while stirring the sauce,” I do. Really do. I'll do my very best to make up for the lost time.” Benny chimes in,” I second that. “ 

After dinner the boys clean up. You were on the phone checking messages. See that Blue has left a few texts: 

Blue: Dom told me about Will! Hope he's okay! Heard about Tom! How are you! 

Blue: guess you're running errands since you didn't answer the first text. I'm at home if you want to tell me what happened over there!

Doc: sorry about that! Was at Molly's. Followed by visiting Will. He is okay. Oh forgot to mention that I'm with both Benny and Santi now. Never thought in a million years that would happen. I'm finally happy. 

Blue: Finally! How was the sex! Want details! Favorite porn coming alive. 

Doc: Really? Since when? Okay, it happened in the chopper. Lots of hands and mouth action. Benny and I made love in a cave. Then three of us in a hotel room. Was magic! 

Blue: need a cold drink. I'm thinking about moving close to all of you. Think it's time I make amends with Will. Miss him so much! 

Doc: I know you do! Told him about your break up. He seems… still.. upset. Thinking you were with your ex. I'll see if there any openings at the hospital. I'll let you know. 

Blue: thanks !! 

Putting the phone down . Benny kisses you,” checking messages I see” 

Kisses him back,” Yeah, let's go to bed. Another hard day ahead. Wanna say that I'm glad I'm not alone.” Kisses you back,” Me too! We all can't be alone. Now we are a family. Always there for one another.” 

After what happened in Columbia still fresh on their minds. Time will heal all wounds. New beginnings will begin. Followed by healing. Which all of them need . Hope nothing happens like that ever again.

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Broken Nose - Chapter 1 of Doctor’s Orders a Benny Miller x Santiago Garcia Sister F!Reader Fic

Pairing: Benny Miller x Santiago Garcia Sister F!Reader

Notes - So I may or may not of written a outline for a Benny x reader story after reading some of your work @jessie-writes-things. I will keep going with Bacon bits, that my baby. But here is another story to sink your teeth in. This is only an introduction.

Word Count: 1.4K

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“What do you want Santi? I am trying to sleep.” It wasn’t uncommon for my big brother to call at God knows time in the morning. It was more annoying at 2 in the morning after working a 12-hour ER shift. When all I wanted was sleep. It also didn’t help that I had just moved here. It was nice living with Santi again. When he was still in the military we lived together. Medical school is expensive, so we shared the costs of living.

“Have you got your kit on you?” He asked. I know exactly what he wanted. He had told stories of all his old army buddies. I had meet Frankie. He was one of the few I had meet and got along with.

“Yeah. Why?” Getting out of bed moving to start to get dressed. Quickly put him in speaker phone.

“I think Benny broke his nose in his fight and he won’t go to hospital.” He said. A voice could be here someone in the background shouting. It sounded like he was saying he was fine. “You’re not fine Benny. She is coming to have a look.”

“Where are you?” I asked while slipping on some shoes. Grabbing My phone taking it off speaker. Walking into the living room I scanned the room to try and find my medical bag.

“At the gym I told you about.” Santi said.

“The one near the school.” I asked while grabbing the red bag and my keys. Heading out the door the making sure to lock the door.

“Yeah.” He answered back.

“I will be there in about 10 minutes.” I said while getting into the car.

“Good. Text me when you get here, and I will get Frankie to let you in.” With that Santi hung up. He was lucky I wasn’t working tomorrow.

At the Gym

Pulling into the car park there were only 2 cars there. One must have been Frankie’s. Parking next to it I got out and grabbed my bag out the back. I quickly text Santi that I was were. Walking up to the door I saw Frankie jogging to the door.

“Come on.” Frankie said while opening the door for me. “How have you been?”

“Good. This hospital is a lot better than the last. It’s nice living with Santi again. How is Rosie?”

“She is running around like crazy. Lily wants another one.” He said with a huge smile on his face.

“I need to come over and see her. She must miss her Aunty Y/N.” I said as we made are way through the gym hall.

“God, you have no idea. Maybe you could watch her one night so me and Lily can go out.” He said while opening the door for me.

“I would love to Frankie.” I said while going through the open door. Opening my bag, I got out two blue gloves. I could see Santi stood next to a tall blonde man. I could then see another dirty blonde man. He was sat on a metal bench with blood on his nose.

“Y/N.” Santi said. “Creo que está roto pero no me escuchará.” I think it's broken but he will not listen to me.

“le echaré un vistazo.” I’ll take a look at it. I said before walking over to the man. He was wearing boxing shorts. I had to admit me was very good looking. He had chiselled abs and thick thighs. Getting to his face he had a boyish smile in his face.

“Now I understand why you kept her away from us Santi” he said. I reached up and wiggled his nose. He winced. I could hear Santi laughing in the background as I did it.

“Sorry.” I said. I looked over his face. His nose was definitely broken. “It’s definitely broken. I would like for him to got to the ER and get a scan, but I guess that isn’t going to happen.”

“Can you set it here?” the bloodied blonde said.

“Benny why don’t we just go to the ER?” The tall blonde said. Benny. It fits.

“God no. We will be stuck there for hours.” He said.

“I could set it here but if I do its gonna hurt.” I said.

“I’m sure I can take it Doc.” He said with that boyish smile again.

“Okay then. Can one of you go and get me some ice?”

“Sure, I will.” The taller blonde said. I could hear Santi and Frankie chatting in Spanish behind me.

“Benny.” He said.

“Huh?” I questioned as I got some gauze out of my med bag.

“My name is Benny. And yours is?” He asked. I could see his eyes scanning over me. Like he was sizing me up.

“Has Santi not told you it?” He shook his head. “Y/N.”

“Beautiful name for a beautiful lady but I think Doc fits better.” He said. I could feel the heat reaching my face. But it was short lived as Santi came over and slapped Benny in the back of the head.

“Cabrón.” Fucker. Santi said. A smile gracing my lips. The tall blonde came back over.

“I never caught your name.” I said while looking up at the man.

“Will. I am this idiots’ older brother.” He said while handing me the ice.

“Thanks.” I placed the ice bag in Benny’s lap. “Right, I am going to try and set your nose as best I can. I would have preferred getting a scan, but I guess that isn’t going to happen. I will do it on the count of three. Okay?”

He nodded. Placing my thumbs on either side of his nose started to count.

“1,2” I quickly snapped his nose back. “3.”

“Shit. You said count of three.” He said while leaning back a hit of annoyance on his breath. He brought the ice to his face.

“Cause if I did it on the count of three you would know when I did it.” Grabbing some extra gauze, I placed then under his nose. Trying to catch the blood from his nose. His hand came to envelope mine. Hit was nearly twice the size of mine. He took the gauze from my hand and held it close to his nose. “Does he live with anyone?”

“Yeah me.” Will held his hand up.

“Keep an eye on his. It does look like his has concussion, but I can’t do a CT scan to be sure. I would like for him to go to hospital to get one, but I guess he won’t be convinced. Don’t let him drive or drink for the next 72 hours. Take some pain meds once you get home. Try not to break your nose again. And next done call me after I have worked 12 hours in the ER.”

“At least you’re not working tomorrow.” Santi said.

“No, I am not.” I said while packing up my stuff and walking over to Santi. “But you do own me breakfast.”

“Yep. I didn’t drive so can I have your keys.” I said. I handed him my keys as the two of us headed out.

Still inside the Gym

Benny had the biggest smirk on his face as he watched you leave. Will know exactly what his little brother was thinking. He gave his brother a slap over the back of the head.

“Don’t even think about it.” Will said as Benny rubbed the spot he just got hit.

“I wasn’t.” Benny said. Will wasn’t convinced. “Okay I was but who wouldn’t.”

“Santi would kill you. I would probably help him hid the body.” Will said as he started heading to the front of the gym to leave.

All Benny could think about was you. Your hand. And God your eyes. He was fucked. And he knows that if he tried anything Santi would kill him. You were forbidden fruit, but Benny didn’t care. He was going to have you one way or another.

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The Domestic Dream

Pairing: Frankie ‘Catfish’ Morales/Fem! Reader

Word Count: 1,802

Warnings: Female reader, reader is pregnant with twins, mostly fluff, mild/moderate descriptions of childbirth, I think that’s it.

Permanent Taglist: @phoenixhalliwell @star-wars-hell

The prompt for this week’s Writer Wednesday was given, as always, by the lovely @autumnleaves1991-blog.

You sighed, bending down as best you could before groaning and straightening. You could hear your husband in the other room, putting together the crib. Barely two weeks away from your due date, and you and Frankie had yet to fully put together your nursery. 

Rubbing a hand over your swollen belly, you breathed deep, squatting down and finally sitting on the floor in front of the laundry basket. It was overfilled due to your negligence and your pregnancy, but you could ignore it no longer. Picking up a shirt on the top of the pile, you began the slow process of folding the laundry. 

“Babe?” 

You looked up, smiling. Frankie had emerged from the nursery, sweaty and tired. He sat on the floor beside you, leaning slightly against your shoulder. “You’re so warm,” he said, face mushed against your skin. You laughed, kissing his curls. 

“I’m pregnant,” you reminded him. “How’s the cursed room?” 

Frankie chuckled, sitting upright and grabbing a pair of his jeans to fold. “Fine,” he said. “The Miller boys are coming around in a few hours to help me put everything else together. Santi’s gonna be here for dinner, and I think he’s staying the night.” 

You shrugged. “I’m always happy to see the boys,” you reminded, wrinkling your nose at one of your permanently stained maternity shirts. “This is bull.” 

“Agreed,” Frankie said, taking the shirt from you and folding it anyway. “Is now the appropriate time to ask about more kids?” 

Groaning, you flailed at the far away basket Frankie had pulled towards him. He kicked it back to you, and you gave him a pointed look before grabbing a pair of shorts. “No.” 

Frankie laughed. “Worth a shot,” he said with a grin. “Need any more help? I’ve still got to finish that crib.” 

“You said you were done already,” you reminded him, tossing a pair of socks into the sock pile. 

“With one of them,” Frankie said, scooting close so he was behind you, leaning against your back with his head resting on your shoulder. “We have two babies coming, remember?” 

You sighed, feeling Frankie snake his hands around your belly, his thumbs rubbing the sore spots. “Don’t remind me.” 

Frankie chuckled, going still when one of the babies kicked his hand. “Feisty,” he said. “Just like her mama.” 

“That might not be Amara,” you said, putting your hands over Frankie’s. “Marco is in there too, you know.” 

“But consider,” Frankie murmured, kissing the soft skin behind your ear. “It probably is Amara. The doc said she had spirit.” 

You leaned back into Frankie, both of you supporting each other. Softly kissing his cheek, you smiled, enjoying the stretch in your aching back. Frankie hummed, tracing nonsense shapes over your belly. 

“What did I ever do to deserve this?” He asked, breaking the silence. “A beautiful wife, two babies on the way, the house of my dreams. I must’ve been a saint in my last life.” 

Smiling, you kissing Frankie again, targeting the hairless patch in his facial hair. “You’ll never believe me, will you?” You said. “You’re a good man, Frankie. You’ve earned this.” 

Frankie pressed a kiss to the back of your neck. “I know,” he promised. “I know.” 

You two remained on the floor for a while, the laundry completely abandoned. Sunshine crept across the hardwood, and you made a quiet remark about how cute a dog would look curled up in the sun. Frankie hummed, nodding, but didn’t say a word. Time continued to pass, the sun coming in from the window moving slowly as an hour elapsed, and you only managed to haul yourself upright when the doorbell rang. 

“I can get it, Frankie said, still sprawled out on the floor. 

“I’m already up,” you replied, putting a hand on your back and groaning. “Plus, I can’t sit for too long. I’ll never get back up.” 

Frankie laughed as you shuffled through the house and opened the front door. 

“Boys!” You said cheerfully, hugging Benny and Will in turn. “Frankie’s on the floor in the living room, go nudge him until he gets up.” 

Benny smiled, running through the house to go bother Frankie. Will stayed with you, watching as you winced. “Kicking?” 

“Moving,” you said, smoothing a hand over your stomach. “They’ve been doing that a lot lately. Feels like they might be a bit premature, although that one really hurt.” 

Will shrugged, following you into the living room, where Benny was laying on top of Frankie like the world’s weirdest weighted blanket. “I’ll go start on that crib.” 

You smiled, chuckling a bit. “Thank you,” you said, watching Will head into the nursery. Meanwhile, you stood above your husband and his best friend, crossing your arms. “Boys.” 

Benny looked up at you, grinning. “Yes?” 

“Don’t you have a crib to be putting together?” 

Frankie nodded, trying to shove Benny off. “We do,” he said, smiling despite his trapped situation. “Babe, why are we having babies when we could just take care of Benny?” 

Benny gasped, and you laughed. “I agree,” you said. “I’m sure it can’t be that much different.” 

“You people are mean!” Benny insisted, sitting up and firmly planting his knees into Frankie’s stomach. “I’m leaving.” 

Frankie followed him into the nursery, and you took a minute before bending down to grab the laundry basket. Putting it on your hip, you headed into the nursery as well. It took some shuffling, but you eventually sat in the rocking chair, out of breath and exhausted, but happy to be in the same room as everyone else. Setting the basket at your feet, it took you minimal effort to fold and sort everything while the boys did what most people did while attempting to put furniture together. They argued. 

“You have the wrong piece!” Benny insisted, holding out a different bag of screws. “This goes in that hole.” 

“No it doesn’t!” Will said, grabbing the drill. “I know what I’m doing.” 

“Do you though?” Frankie asked, taking the drill back and pulling a bag from his pocket. “I’ve got the right screws.” 

“Knock knock!” Santiago poked his head into the room, smiling. “I heard the joyous sounds of arguing, and I’m here to take a side!” 

You smiled, standing as best you could. “Santi,” you said, gesturing him close for a hug. 

“Hey Sparky,” he said, hugging you. “Dios mío, you’re massive!” 

“Aww thanks,” you said with an exaggerated pout. “Can you start on the changing table please? Grab Will to help you. We only need two people on the crib.” 

Santiago nodded, pulling Will away from the crib debacle and towards the guest bedroom, where the unassembled changing table pieces sat. You sat back down, half supervising and half finishing the last of the laundry. Finally, when it was done, you sighed, standing and bending down to pick up the basket. As you straightened, you felt your entire middle shift, as if someone had just twisted you around. A warm and wet something slid down your legs, and you prayed you were imagining it. 

“Hey babe?” You said, turning slowly to put the laundry basket down on the rocking chair. “Go start the truck.” 

“Hm?” Frankie looked up, confused. “Why?” 

You took a breath and looked down at the puddle on the carpet. “My water just broke.” 

The silence that filled the house was immediate. Even in the guest room, Will and Santiago heard you and stopped what they were doing. Frankie was frozen to the spot, his eyes wide with shock.

Benny was the one to break the silence, standing and taking a breath. “Well fuck.” 

“Well fuck,” you repeated quietly. “Well fuck indeed.”

The silence settled back over the house for a fraction of a second before it exploded into chaos. Frankie ran to start the car, pushing past Will, who had come into the nursery to put an arm around you and ease you back into sitting. You took a breath, breathing against the pain that had erupted in your body. Benny grabbed a few towels and your hospital bag, taking them out to the car while Santiago frantically went from room to room, talking quickly to himself in Spanish. 

“Ready!” Frankie called from the house’s entryway, and Will helped you up, supporting you as you walked to the truck. He passed you to Frankie, and your husband wasted no time scooping you off your feet and carrying you to the truck. 

Benny gave you a thumbs up as Frankie drove away, his grip on the wheel turning his knuckles white. You gritted your teeth as another contraction hit, and set your hand on Frankie’s hand. “Relax,” you said softly. “Relax. It’ll be fine.” 

Frankie shook his head, eyes wide. “What if it isn’t?” He asked. 

You sighed. “Francisco,” you said firmly. “Everything will be alright.” 

Everything was not alright. The hospital was too far away, and Frankie ended up having to pull over in the middle of nowhere because the babies weren’t going to wait another second. He frantically called the house while you screamed from the truck, laying on a towel that had been spread across the backseat. 

“The boys are coming, and they called an ambulance,” Frankie promised, getting back into the truck and taking your hands. “Just hold on, please.” 

“I can’t,” you panted, eyes screwing shut as another contraction tore you in half. “Frankie, I have to push.” 

Frankie went white as a ghost, but he nodded, helping you scoot back. He rolled up a second towel and gave you a kiss before you positioned the towel between your teeth, letting your head fall back. 

“You know what to do?” Frankie asked, moving back down and putting his hands on your knees, suddenly glad you had decided to wear a loose dress instead of pants.

You nodded, waiting until the right moment to push, every part of you lighting on fire. It was pain beyond description, and everything faded away, leaving nothing but you and the unbearable agony behind. 

“I can see the head!” Frankie’s voice burst through your cloud, and you nodded, pushing again. And again, and again, and again until it was over. Marco and Amara were carefully swaddled up after Frankie cut their umbilical cords, and you were each holding a baby when the boys and the ambulance showed up at the same time. 

“I’m so proud of you,” Frankie murmured as the paramedics checked your babies over. “Next time, let’s aim to have the kid at the hospital, okay?” 

You chuckled weakly, leaning against Frankie’s shoulder. “If there is a next time.” 

“That’s a conversation for later,” Frankie murmured, kissing the top of your head. “Get some rest now, you deserve it.” 

Nodding, you slipped into sleep, surrounded by your husband and children.

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Benny The Rookie Cop Ch4

Summary: Has been awhile since my last post. Had soo many ideas for this one! At long last its done! This chapter has some drama, Benny being a big baby. Finally ! the mystery women in Sant's room!

Santi's POV: 

That voice. Sounded familiar to me,but for the life of me I couldn't place it! Turned around to see her! Can't it be?! Thought.. oh fuck! Am I dreaming? Lilly? After all of these years? Here!? Taking a step forward,” Sure you can. What are you doing here?” Sat down to tell me why she is in rehab. Same reason why I'm here. Not saying too much about it. Heard my voice earlier this evening when she first arrived. Seeing her reminds me of our childhood. Going off on our own,and looking after Gracie while ma was working. After highschool we lost touch. Till we met up again at basic training. Then we parted again. She went to the med core. Then things went to shit after endless relationships ended badly. Okay, we have something to share in that department. Took her hand,” We will lick this together. Hopefully this time we can overcome this addiction. Gracie would love to see you when I tell her “ When she heard me mention Gracie made her tear up. Always wondered what happened to her. Told her about being married to Benny. Also her being a nurse. Hearing that made her tear up again. We chatted till both of us fell asleep. Forgot about the rule about no patients in the room after a certain hour. Helped her to her room. Till I heard her whispering,” Just like old times Tang.” 

Yeah like old times. Times when we walked home from a party because my truck ran out of gas. Oh those highschool days. Followed by that time during basic when we got kp duty because of a prank gone wrong. Sorry Redfly! Took her hand,” Get some rest now lily pills. Another day in rehab land. Especially with Dr. Relationship wrecker.” Lilly looked at me all confused,” Why is that who’s” Whispers the answer in her ear as I walked towards my room. Not till I see another familiar face . Fish’s wife, Redfly 's ex,” What are you doing on this floor? Thought you were in labor and delivery?” Molly practically slugs me on the shoulder. While rolling her eyes,” I'm on my rehab rotation you jackass! Did your sister tell you anything? Oh right her mind is on her husband right now. Poor guy being shot in the ass.” Rubbing my shoulder as I opened my room door,” Yeah , that smarts . Wanna say congrats to your marriage. Glad you are happy. I mean it. Both of you need some happiness. Also wanna ..” Molly knew what I was gonna say. Took her a while to process the information about Tom. Glad the trust fund has helped to continue with her nursing school. Want to work not to live off the trust all that much. Saved portion of it for the girls’ education. Frankie finally got his pilot license,and now flies for the fire department. Proud of you man. Molly leans against the doorframe telling me that she has faith in me. Also she has my back on the doctor issue. Since she is gonna be helping her. More importantly to give her two cents. Love her spunk! 

Gracie’s POV: 

Forgot how much sleep one loses in the hospital Nurses come in to check on his vitals and such. Now they know about his lower back tattoo! Beautiful rose bud. His way to have me near him. So sweet! Have one same location, boxing glove. Which he loves so much. My thoughts were dashed when Benny moaned for me. Poor baby boy having a bad dream. Calmed him down by touching him ever so gently and slowly. Followed by me singing softly to him. He opened his eyes ever so slowly,” Hmm … such a sweet little voice ya have. Perfect thang to hear right now. Wished …” Kisses him slowly,” I know baby. Wished we were in our bed. Hopefully that will happen. Hope I can convince the docs for me to tend to you rather than someone else. Can't have that.” 

No he doesn't want that. Have another nurse to take care of him. Lay next to him facing him while touching his face ever so gently till a nurse from the ER comes in to tell me that I'm needed! Hello! My shift is over! 

Benny's POV:

Nurse’s work is never done! Poor rose bud. Tired rose bud. Heard her out in the hallway,but quietly telling a nurse that she needs to be with me! In her tired state won't be a good idea! Darn tooting it isn't! You tell her darlin. Hate the fact I can't  lay on my ass. Not complainin . Okay! I am! Ass fucking hurts. Need more meds! See, my iv bag looks like a prune! Heard Gracie mumbling as she pressed the call button. Good girl! Give me more of that stuff. Sound of the same nurse comes in with an IV bag. Closed my eyes since the light was bright as fuck! Hurry the fuck up! Turn that light off! Moments later the room is dark again. Moonlight shines through the window. God she looks beautiful. Kiss her soft lips,” Rest my wife. Gonna need some strength to give the ER a what for,and see if I'll be sprung out of this joint. “ 

Morning finally comes. Oh fucking great! 7am my doc ,and a few med students are at attention as he checks my ass wound. Sayin it has healed up pretty good. Yeah yeah! Get to the part when I can get out of here already sheech! Heard him sayin that I'll be gettin out of here sometime this morning! Finally! Seeing my wife smile. Till two familiar voices fills the room! Frankie and Will! Gracie closes the door as she and the doctor,and students chit chat out in the hall. 

Both of them try not to tease me all too much about my wound. That's fine! I'm a big boy! Can take it! Will begins to ease my pain by tellin funny, childhood stories till Gracie comes in,” Looks like I'm gonna be someone's private nurse, handsome husband of mine.” Hell fucking yeah baby! 

Note: I'll be doing a mini chapter. I know y'all wanna know what happens when Benny gets home. As for the next chapter? Flashforward few weeks when Benny picks Santi up from rehab. Spend time together. Meanwhile Gracie is in danger all because of Lucy's stupidity.

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due to me somewhat recently finding out that both oscar and garrett can sing like sons of apollo (exhibits a & b below), i’ve been thinking of this sweet domestic scenario:

santi, benny, and doc are sitting in lawn chairs around a small fire in the backyard. hot dogs and s’mores are long eaten, the moon bright and full and the stars twinkling prettily in a cloudless sky. santi has an old acoustic resting on his lap, skilled fingers tuning it while admiring doc and benny’s playful banter.

the guitar had been leaned against an old oak tree within arm’s reach just before the fire was built, santi having a feeling that he’d be wanting to use it tonight without having to leave their fire to retrieve it. his laughter is bright and content as he watches benny pull doc into his lap, the medic making a joke about falling through the thin material as the dark blond’s hands squeeze at her sides.

it takes the other two longer than it should have to notice the old acoustic’s presence, but once santi’s voice starts to float through the wafts of smoke and harmonize with the cicadas their attention on him was rapt. he expected benny and doc to start singing with him early on; they were just too enthralled with santi’s voice and the peace that wrapped the shorter man in a comforting blanket to join before the halfway mark.

they applauded him (benny cheered obnoxiously loud) once the song ended, smiles wider than the moon was full. despite being used to an abundance of praise from the two, santi could feel the tips of his ears burning like the fire in front of them.

benny pats doc’s thigh as a cue for her to stand as he leans across the small gap between his and santi’s chairs to make grabby hands at the guitar. santi’s eyebrow arches with curiosity and maybe a tiny bit of doubt of the seriousness of benny’s actions. to him, the more realistic expectation was that benny would strum haphazardly — which would cause santi to need to retune the poor acoustic after the miller was done with it — and make up a weird little ditty about their trio. doc caught santi’s attention as she maneuvered herself onto his lap, his hands immediately on her.

what santi didn’t expect was benny to strum actual chords in a cohesive manner and it sound pretty, the taller man’s voice to sound rich and raspy and he dare say, almost sexy. doc clearly thought it was judging by the way she held onto every note with a vice grip, not wanting to let it go. he knew benny could sing, hell he did it all the time, but this was oddly different because he was putting genuine effort (although it didn’t seem like it took much) into the way he sang.

benny was treated to the same hollering and applause he gave santi earlier, the obvious flush in his cheeks illuminated by the amber light of the fire. turns out he started taking lessons here and there recently, one of his buddies at the gym teaching him a few things in exchange for benny’s help with workouts, spotting and whatnot.

both men looked to doc with jokingly expectant grins, wondering how she would react to being “expected” to sing something in front of their fire. she laughed and tried to sway them against it but they were insistent that she sing something, “doesn’t matter what it is, doc” they said. “you’re the only one that hasn’t sang, doc. ya gotta do it now, it’s just us.”

she took their challenge with what started as reluctant grace but then she had an idea. and, even though she knew there would be at least one consequence minimum after she was done, she proudly sang the j. g. wentworth “877-CASH-NOW” jingle between mischievous giggles that made it hard to keep up the façade. the looks on her lovers’ faces were priceless, their shock and amusement very apparent.

santi swatted her thigh playfully and scoffed in mock offense, his eyes telling benny over doc’s shoulder that something had to be done with their silly medic. benny took this hint, scooping doc into his arms and running her into the house, everyone’s laughter bouncing around their little sanctuary. once the fire was put out and guitar dusted off from when benny not-so-gently dropped it, santi followed them inside to continue their carefree evening.

First, the fact that you thought of my story in your free time enough to send me this is just amazing to me. I'm honored.

Second, oh hell yes my boys can sing. I didn't like the movie Country Strong but I loved the music. Especially Garrett! That's why I used the song Give In to Me for the cave scene because it's Garretts voice.

Third, oh lord this is so perfect. Doc would 100% sing the JG Wentworth song and take every consequence the boys dish out. I am a true simp for both these men and this was so incredibly perfect. @itspdameronthings wouldn't you agree

Thank you for sending this, it made my entire night!

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Country Getaway

Summary: title says it all. This fic was inspired by a pic of Garret Hedlund playing a guitar. gave me me an idea for to write. need more Benny fics ! here is mine. Takes place in the Channel 2 universe. Benny takes Doc( fem reader) to the country after a panic attack. Brought on by missing Santi. 

Warning: mentions panic attacks. few tears. Benny playing a guitar. 

Nothing beats the quietness of the country.  Especially during the Fall season.  Leaves changing colors. Cool air . Different smells.  Being here calms one's heart , mind ,and soul. Reason why you and Benny are at the family farm.  Been so long since they visited. So much going on.  Work and other stuff forced both of you to take some time away from the city. Main reason for the trip is the pain in your heart. Santi.  He isn't with the two of you.  He is away visiting a family member who isn't well. Don't know how long he will be gone. 

Benny knows how you are when he isn't with you.  Couldn't function properly.  Mood swings. Till one day.  Blue called him to tell him about you having a panic attack caused by a traumatic trauma that was brought in the ER. The bosses thought it would be a good idea to take time off. Benny knows what to do. That night both of you traveled all night till the two of you reached the farm. 

After tucking you in his childhood bed.  Kisses your forehead he leaves you to get some sleep.  Benny isn't that tired. Upon fetching his guitar.  Go outside to sit on an old porch swing. Casually strumming a familiar tune he knows so well. Humming along. Getting lost into his music. Suddenly he felt a small hand on his bare, muscular shoulder.  Stopped playing long enough to see your exhausted body.  Messy hair.  Putting down the guitar," ya should be asleep darlin one. Been through hell.  " Laying your head on his warm lap. Always makes you feel better.  Need his presence right now," Try to rest. All I do is toss and turn. I know you aren't that tired.  Could you lay down with me?" Benny felt selfish at that moment.  He knows that you can't sleep without both of you. Only connection to Santi was his shirt ,and pillow Benny brought. Helping you up so he could carry you upstairs. 

Breathed in his musky scent calms you while playing with his now neck length hair. Softness of the bed hits your back. Bed dips as Benny's body edges close to you.  Without thinking. Lay your head on his chest, " I feel numb. Same feeling when Santi left for Columbia.  Don't want to go back to that place. So glad you are here." Taking a deep breath," I'm here Doc. Not leavin ya. This trip is for you.  Time to focus on yourself.  Pope will tan my good lookin hide if something happens to ya. So close your eyes.  Focus on something comforting. I'll be right here when you wake." Kissing his chest before your eyes close," love you ben Miller.  So fucking much." 

Heeding his advice.  Mind wanders to a beautiful moment with them. Benny playing his guitar. Santi holds you close to him.  Swaying to the beat. Beating of his heart soothes your mind. Deep voice filled the space," love you so much Doc. Don't ever forget that. " 

After arriving home. Santi was so tired. Call out your name. Nothing. Benny nothing. Seeing only one car under the carport. Fearing something has happened.  Calls the one person that would know. William.  

After talking to Willam. He is on the road again. Destination.  To be with you and Benny.  Finally arrived at the farm. Looking at the house. So peaceful.  Getting his bag out of the truck. Entering the house. Though it was odd it was left unlocked. Santiago was armed . In his soldier mode. Goes through the house looking room to room. Nothing.  Till he goes upstairs to a bedroom. See a familiar site. Benny is asleep with you in his arms.  Took off his shoes and hat. Scoots in beside you.  Tracing patterns on your arm. A whimper leaves your lips," need you santi. Miss you." Santi scoots closer to you. Placing kisses on your shoulder. Sighing deeply.  Felt so good to hold you again.  Missed you like crazy. Benny moans," how did ya find us? Oh… Ironhead.  Glad he did. Guess he told ya what happened?" Looking at you again," Yeah, he did. Poor baby.  Haven't seen her like that since that night in Columbia.  Afraid that ya might not come back to her. Reason for the sabbatical.  Her bosses thought she needed a break. Reason why I'm here too. Part of the package deal. Can't ya know focus on takin care of patients while I'm worrin about our beautiful.. hay sweetheart,  looks who's here.`` 

Stirring to look at the source of the deep voice. Whimpering, " Santi! Am I dreaming?! " Santi whispers, " No you are not sweetheart.  I'm right here. Both parts of your heart are here with you.  Now close your eyes.  Time to rest." 

You and Santi didn't wake up till mid afternoon.  Laying on top of him. Holding both of his fingers.  Listening to his heartbeat.  Looking in the other direction to see Benny smiling at you. With those loving eyes full of sleep," Sleep well? " Brushing a few stray hairs from your face. Not before touching your face, " Think I should ask ya that . Hate to see you in so much pain. Scares me to no end.  We have another mission to take care of ourselves. That's the more important thing here. " 

Three of you got up to take in the stillness of the property.  So soothing. Never thought about how calming being here is what the doctor ordered.  Santi comes behind you.  Kissing the back of your head, " Have I told you it is good to hold you close again? If I haven't? Saying it right now. " Sounds of Benny playing his guitar filled the air once more. Santi pulls you back from the railing," Doc, dance with me.  Like we did a while back.  Head on my shoulder. You sing softly. World drifts away just the three of us. " Biting your lip," Guess you have been thinking about that moment too. Thought about it as well. Never want to be without you ever again.  Can't…" Taking a deep breath thinking about what you said. He too was thinking about that too. Vowing that he would never,never leave you for too long.  

Benny continues to play ,and sing songs he wrote. Glancing at the beautiful site before him. You are at peace.  No more sad expressions. Smiling again. Putting down the guitar. Slowly walk towards them ,and wrap his arms around your waist. Swaying to a tune he is humming.  Continue to do that till the sunsets. 

Month later. You and Benny returned to work. Refreshed. No panic attacks. Now when you get stressed out.  Thought about the farm,and the boys. Rubbing your belly thinking about what else happened.  A miracle.  A tiny one. 

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Nurse Benny Miller

Summary: this is a fluff piece. based on my thought that was in my head. Benny being a nurse. this is part of my daily benny post in honor of garret Hedlund's birthday this friday. Oh did i mention santi is a paramedic?

Things have changed for Benny Miller. Since he retired from the Army. He has been a fighter. Now he is getting older,and thought he needed a career change. Something that his doc won't worry about him. That is why he went to nursing school. Doc was overjoyed that he quit fighting. Even helped him with his classes. Santiago followed the same direction. He became a paramedic. The others kind of teased them about it,but thought it would be good for them.

Early that morning. Benny got up early. Usually he would stay in bed with you,but he was excited to start his day with you. There is a catch. You didn't know he would be working at the hospital with you. Also you are his advisor. Only person know that it is santi. Who just left for his shift already. You noticed benny in the kitchen making breakfast when you came down the stairs. Hair in messy bun and in your scrubs. Not all there. He kissed your lips," thought you need a wake up kiss. You have a busy day ahead of you. New nurses to teach. " you held him tight," I wish you were there. Would love to work with you. Hate for another nurse as your advisor. " benny looked down at you,and kissed your lips again," me too my darlin. Me too."

After his orientation. Benny is with the other nurses in the ER. Most of your friends were so excited about this. Some of the young ones were flirting with him. He would tell them his is already taken.

You exited your office. Heads toward the nursing station. Ready to welcome the new trainees. With your coffee in your hand along with your clipboard. Cleared your throat to welcome them until you see benny! Thought you were dreaming! Caused you to drop your coffee on the floor. One of your friends picked the mug up,and went to get you a refill. Trying to compose yourself. Told the nurses that the profession is not easy. Need to be prepared for anything. With that being said. The trainees go with their advisor. Benny smiles," looks like you are my advisor love. " take his hand and lead him into your office. Closing the door. Pulls you into his arms," I wanted to surprise you. I didn't want to say anything. Was hoping I matched here so I can be by your side. To protect you. " holding him tightly," I'm glad you are here. I'm not gonna make things easy for you. You know that. Don't let the doctors get to you. With that being said. Let's get to work."

Benny was hands on. All the patients love him. Especially the kids. Made them laugh as he gave them their shots. Even the old ladies flirted with him. Made you laugh.

You and benny were on a break. Went outside to your favorite spot. On the hospital roof. Enjoying the breeze. He pulls you close to his chest. Placed a sweet kiss on the back of your head," I'm glad I'm here with you sweetheart. It does my heart good to help others." Looking over the roof edge. See an ambulance pulls up. Noticed it right away it was Santi's! Taking Benny's hand," time to go handsome. Your first trauma."

Rushing out of the elevator. Noticed Santi bringing in people from a car accident. Telling the patient's injuries,and vitals. He smiles, " nice outfit man. You look good in green." Benny mouths off to him. Goes running to you to watch and help you.

It has been a tiring day. Finally it was time to go home. Since you and Benny took separate cars. Agreed to meet each other at home. Both of you are so tired. Body hurts. All you want to do is relax. Laying on his lap. Letting him play with your hair. Dozed off until both of you hear Santiago's voice.goes over to you. Kisses your lips," I wanna know what is it like to have pretty boy here as a nurse?" You looking into Benny's eyes," I love it. No more worrying about going out of town to see my baby getting shit knocked of him. Most of all. Have someone to protect me from rude patients. Now I have two sexy men in sexy uniforms." Both them kiss you. Santi gets out his phone to order something for dinner. While both of you relax. Benny holds you close to his chest. Thinking he finally made a good career decision. One he could be with you night and day.

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Getting Away From The Hurt

Happy Writing Wednesday. Here is my entry for @autumnleaves1991-blog's challenge. This weeks story is very dramatic. Doc ( female reader) walks into something that she didnt want to see. fearing the worst. Doc runs off. Could this relationship survive this screw up made by one of the boys?

Warning: lots of drama. male stupidity.

World as you know it started to crash around you. Couldn't see what you were seeing. Loves of your life flirting with two ladies. One with her arm around Benny's shoulder. Laughing at his jokes. Santi sees you out of the corner of his eye. Then noticed that look in your beautiful eyes. Look that would kill anyone. Couldn't get a word edgewise. Santi tried to make his introductions. You stomp your feet," oh, I see how it is. All the lies the two of you me about not ever looking or touching another women! How can I be so fucking stupid to believe you! I could take that from santi! Benny! How could you do that to me! My best friend! Thought we had something. Now I can't even look at you! So you can go and have your fun with this..!" The woman comes up to you," don't even call me trash! If you just calm down, listen to what Santiago and Ben have to say. You my dear will be begging for their forgiveness." Other women said," I agree. Temper like that would get you in a mighty heap of trouble "

Doc goes up to Benny and slaps him. Then knees Santiago in the groin. Tears in your eyes. Drive off towards somewhere you can cool off. Thought about calling ironhead. Then remembered he was on a date.Frankie was at his in-laws.

Benny and Santiago were trying to come to grips with what just happened. Both of them fear that they just lost the best thing that ever came into their lives. After the ladies left. The boys figured out where you went.

First place you went home.packed a bag. No note was left. Try not to shed any tears. Off you went to a place where they couldn't find you.

After saying goodnight to his date. Ironhead checked his phone. Noticed a text message from you. Telling him to call you. Something about his brother and friend screwed up. Think that they didn't love you anymore.

Will calls you. Only thing he got was your voicemail. Rubbing his beard. Look of a pissed off man. Goes looking for Benny and Santi. To set them straight. Not before calling Frankie for back up.

Soon you arrived at your destination. The elegant hotel that you wanted to stay at when it first opened. Never got the chance to go due to work and Benny's fight. Looking at your phone. See numerous texts from Benny and Santi. Thru the phone on the floor. Crying," how could they do this to me! With all we all have been through! Thought we had something special!" Looking around the room. There was a beautiful canopy bed.like the one you had as a girl. Bathroom was so beautiful. Something out of a dream. Thought it would be a good idea to take that bath. After undressing. You eased into the tub. Putting on your earbuds. Turned on a good playlist to make you zone out.

Meanwhile back at the house. Benny and Santiago come home to see that you came home to pack. Left no note. Both of them looked for any kind of clue to where you went. Will comes barging into the house. Since he has a key. With Frankie in tow. Not much of a hello. Will slugs santi in the face," WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU ! I GOT A TEXT FROM DOC ABOUT YOU AND BENNY WERE WITH TWO WOMEN! ARE YOU DUMB OR JUST PLAIN STUPID!" Santi pulls will off of him," she didn't let us explain! You know how she is. Now we can't find her! " Frankie cleared his throat," before we help you fix this serious fucked up job. Tell us who you were hanging out with." Benny and Santi tell them. Both of them looked at them. Will sighs," oh shit! "

Will tried to call you. Nothing. Until a few minutes later. You picked up the phone," finally you decide to check your phone! I'm in need of a good friend to talk to. " will sighs," I'm sorry Doc. I'm trying to smooth the waters right now. Yes, I'm with them. If you tell me where you are. I'll come over there." You texted him the location. Give the boys the location. Told them to not screw it up.

Soon the boys arrived at the hotel. Looking for the room you are staying at. The clerk gave them the number. Heading towards the fifth floor. Looking for the number. Once they did. Benny whispers," don't think we should knock.Going in there before she bails. Not leaving until we plead our case. Damn, I wish you prepared doc for their visit. You never think things through. Thought you learned the last time. Now she won't look at me the same she did before." Santi paced around," how many times I'm gonna say that I'm sorry about that,?!" Seeing the opportunity. Benny used the card key that was in the maid's cleaning cart.

You were relaxing in the tub. Eyes closed. Letting the water take you away. That moment was dashed when you opened your eyes. Trying not to yell," I don't want to see yall right now! Just leave me alone!" Santi shuts the door. Practically getting ready to go ballistic," if you stop being so fucking jealous all the time! I was trying to explain why we were with them! Sorry I didn't tell you before. Thought I could surprise you. Okay bad choice of words here. Okay! I'm gonna say it! Those girls were my sisters! My twin baby sisters. We're here to meet you now thanks to you. Mama is not gonna come to the wedding." Looking at sant and benny. Sinks yourself under the water. Benny pulls you out of the tub. Not before he fetched the towel that was on the counter," doc, I'm so sorry too. Wanna tell you about it,but Pope would not let me. I fell so bad about this. " holding him tight. Not before rubbing where you hit him," sorry for hitting you benny. As for you Santiago. If you ever ,ever try that stunt again. I swear to God I'll do more than kneeing you in the balls. As for your sisters? Let me call them. Don't want them to think I don't like them. Oh! By the way Garcia. Never mentioned that you had sisters. After how many years we all knew each other!"

After a few more minutes of chewing out santi and benny. Three of you finally made up. Both of them cuddled with you in the canopy bed. Benny did his best to make amends with you. By holding you tight. While Santi kisses your shoulder," I know I screwed again.i should have listened to mama. She told me not to surprise you. Thought I knew what I was doing." Benny tried to thump his head," I told ya too remember man? Didn't listen to me? What do I fucking know? I'm just a young member of the group." You looked at them," I'll try not to get so jealous. I admit it. I have issues with it. Try to work on it. I still love you my boys." Both of them kiss your cheek before turning off the lights.

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If you’re up for it... could I possibly get a teaser for a threesome with Will and Frankie? Thank you kindly!! ♥️🌺

Here’s a preview of Pontoon my Frankie x F!Reader x Will threesome story. It takes place in the Switch to Channel 2 Universe. So Doc is a character in this and Frankie’s wife is the reader. :D 

You fiddle with the menu in your hands feeling nervous about what you need to ask. “So,” you clear your throat, “I need to ask you something personal.” Doc smiles and puts down her phone leaning back against the booth. 

“What’s up? You know you can ask me anything.” You let out a breath and think about the best way to phrase your question. You close your eyes and take a shaky breath. 

“Okay, I’m just going to come out and say it. What’s it like being with two men? Because I was talking to Frankie the other night about you, Benny, and Santi and how it must feel to be with two men. And Frankie asked if I wanted to have a threesome with another guy and I said yes!” You take a deep breath and finally open your eyes to see her trying to stifle a giggle. 

“Is that all?” she teases, “you can take a breath now.” You take another deep breath to get more air in your lungs. “Is there someone that you had in mind? It would have to be someone you trusted, Frankie wouldn’t want to share you with a stranger.” 

You nod and she waits, “uhm we talked about asking Will.” Her eyes widen and you quickly try to back track, “but we haven’t talked to him. He probably wouldn’t want to anyways, it could make everything weird. That’s weird right?” 

“You’re asking me, whose in a full blown relationship with two men that love me and I love if it’s weird to want to have sex with your husband and one of his best friends?” She clutches her sides with laughter and you join in at the situation. 

“Well, when you phrase it like that, it does sound ridiculous. Do you think he would do it? Will, I mean.” You chew your lip and look at her nervously. 

She smiles, and nods, “Oh I absolutely do think he would. I was talking to him just last week about something similar he asked Benny and I some questions. Why don’t you ask him this weekend? Frankie rented that pontoon boat and the boys and I can watch the little monster. What do you say? Live a little.” 

You think for a minute and then nod reaching for your phone. You send a quick text to Frankie and wait about a minute before your phone dings with a reply. 

You: Doc’s gonna watch the baby this weekend. I want to have a threesome with Will on the boat. Can you invite him over tonight for dinner and we can ask him together? 

Frankie: Absolutely. Let’s do it, texting him now. 

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Through the Eyes of Another - Benny Miller POV of the Helicopter Crash (TC2 Universe)

A/N: I have been toying with the idea of how Benny reacted and felt when Doc fell out of that helicopter in chapter 2 of Switch to Channel 2 and I finally wrote it. Thank you for reading, reblogging, commenting, and liking.

Pairing: Benny Miller x F! Reader (Doc) 

Warnings: Language, canon typical violence, longing 

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Benny looked down at Doc resting on his shoulder, her hand intertwined with his, a small dribble of drool dripping down her chin, and he thought no one had looked more beautiful. Fifteen years of friendship, watching her go out with every type of man, and even falling for Pope, she was worth the wait. The craft shook once as they climbed in altitude, and Pope nodded to him from her other side, raising her hand to his lips and kissing her knuckles softly before getting up to go to the cockpit. Benny changed the frequency back on his and hers headset and, as gently as possible, moved her to lay back, but those eyelashes fluttered like the wings of a butterfly. Frankie’s voice cackling across the headset. 

Her eyes opened slowly, and she blinked up at him, giving him a small smile, her not knowing the effect she had on him. He stood up and stretched, following behind Santiago to the cockpit. “What’s going on up here, boys?” he shouts and squints as the sun peaks over the mountains. Frankie focused on lifting them higher, and the red light began to blink and beep rapidly. 

“We need to lose some weight, or we’re not going to make it over the mountains,” Frankie turned to Pope and Benny. 

“You want to leave money in the middle of the jungle?” Tom huffs and crosses his arms like a petulant child. 

“Do you want to get to the ocean?” Frankie snaps, and Benny puts an arm on his shoulder to calm him down. 

“We’ll take care of it, come on Benny,” Pope claps his shoulder, and he follows him to the back. The craft gives another harsh shake, and Will reaches out to steady Doc, but Benny gets their first, wrapping his hands on her waist and pulling her back against his chest. The light floral perfume that clung to her skin wafted up to his nose, and he inhaled deeply, feeling a sense of calm wash over him. “We need to get rid of some of the money, or we’ll never make it over the Andes!” Pope shouts, pointing towards the back. 

Doc nods and goes to follow, stopping once to put a hand on Will’s shoulder when he goes to follow, narrowing her eyes at his stern look. He sighs and lays back down, and Benny smiles, following behind her. Ben reaches for the handle, and the back opens almost blowing them back as the cold air swarms around them. Doc looks between him and Pope, and they nod, tossing bags out the back and watching as they explode like confetti as the money hits the mountainside. 

 “That’s enough; let me go check!” Santi shouts and makes his way back to the front. Benny closes the hatch on the back and watches her shiver, reaching a handout and pulling her to his chest. She leans to lay on him, and he leans down, pressing his lips to her forehead, feeling her shiver from the gentle touch. 

Doc walks back over to Will and puts on her headset tuning in to the conversation upfront. “Come on, baby, come on, baby,” Fish chants, and she grabs onto the seat as the helo shakes violently beneath her, the beeping from the control panel. “She feels better,” Benny watches her smile a little before she is flung backward, and the helicopter surges backward. 

Benny fights his way to her side, pulling her to his chest, keeping one arm around her waist and the other to the wall. “What the fuck are you doing, Catfish?!” Will shouts, and Doc holds tight to Benny’s arm around her waist. As if he would ever let anything happen to her. 

“One of the gearboxes is blown; I don’t want to put her into a spin,” Frankie’s voice is calm, and Benny is reminded why Fish is one of the best pilots out there. It feels like hours but could not be more than a few minutes as they spin in the helo. “Lose the money, and maybe we don’t die,” Frankie’s voice comes out quiet before he is screaming, “LOSE THE MONEY OR WE ALL DIE!” 

Santi points to the level behind Benny, “Ben! Pull the lever!” Ben reaches with his free hand, not braced around Doc, and pulls the lever, but nothing happens. Shit. Doc rips herself out of his grasp, and he makes a mad dash to grab her, but she’s too quick. Benny watches with horror as she shimmies through the hatch and hangs out of the craft. 

“FUCK, DOC!” Benny drops to his knees and reaches for her hands, holding on with everything he has. He just found this relationship with her, fuck if he is going to lose her now. His hands hold on to her wrist, and she kicks at the red handle, and the bag releases, shooting the craft a few feet up in the air. “Hang on, sweetheart,” Ben bites his lip and feels the tear soak his cheek. 

She looks down and then back up at him grimacing for a moment, “Benny! You have to let me go!” She must be out of her fucking mind. 

“FUCK THAT,” I love you, “We can pull you up!” Please, sweetheart, please don’t do this. He pleads with his eyes, but she just gives him a smile and lets go of the edge. Ben holds on, but it’s not enough, and she screams, dropping to the ground with a thud. “NO! FUCK, DOC! NO!” 

“BENNY!” Will shouts, and Ben turns, wiping his nose, “Hang on, brother! We will find her, but you need to live through this first!” Ben nods and moves as quickly as he can to the seat, and his hands shake, pulling the belt on the seat. They hit the ground hard and turn on their side, rotating in a circle, the blades slicing the ground like a blender. Ben unlatches the belt and falls to the ground as soon as they stop, helping to get Will to his feet. 

“BENNY!” he hears her shout, and he lets out a broken sob, barely holding it together. Hands shaking and breathing coming out in gasps, he helps Santi and then Will out of the craft and watches Will slide down the side, Pope reaching a hand out for him. Benny climbs up and out and slides down the opposite side trying to compose himself but failing miserably. 

She didn’t even fucking think about what losing her would do to him. The relief turns to anger as he stalks around the craft and sees her checking over Will. When she finishes, he wastes no time and flings her over his shoulder and to the other side. She screams, but he honestly couldn’t give a fuck and lands her unceremoniously to the ground and watches as she opens her mouth to argue but freezes. He knows he looks like hell. Wouldn’t you be if the one you loved just did something foolish and suicidal?

“What the fuck were you thinking?” She tries to speak, but he cuts you off, putting his hands on her shoulders and shaking. “What the FUCK were you are thinking?!” he shouts, and she cringes. “You could have broken your goddamn neck! Or back! Did you not even fucking think about us when you did that shit?!” The possibilities run through his head, and he feels his throat tighten at the idea of losing her; she is everything; how could she not know that?

He can see she is on the verge of tears, and she bites her lips and swallows hard, “I did what needed to be done.” He scoffs, running a hand through his hair. 

“You didn’t need to go down that hatch! You didn’t need to disconnect us from the bag; I could have done that!” Stupid, beautiful, infuriating woman, he thinks to himself, I love you, fuck.

“Benny! Doc! Come on, let’s go; they’re getting into the net!” Tom’s voice shouts from the other side, and she goes to move, but he blocks her way, stepping closer until he feels her breath against his face. 

Her eyes harden; he can see the exact moment her defenses raise. “So it’s okay for you to risk your life but not me?! Don’t give me that toxic masculinity bullshit! I expect this shit from Tom but not you.” The words are biting, and he takes a step away, hurt flashing across his face. 

“You think I didn’t want you to do that because you’re a woman?” she nods, and he scoffs, “Fine, fucking believe that if you will, but the reason I didn’t want you to die is that you’re my woman! I care about you,” his voice cracks, “so much.” You are my best friend, my reason for breathing, the love of my fucking life. The words he wants to say dying on his tongue as Pope comes around the corner. 

“Sweetheart. I need you, the villagers they’re getting into the money, and we think it may be less intimidating with a woman present.” She nods, never looking away from him till the last moment, putting her hand on Benny’s arm and ducking under, walking over to Santi, who reaches a hand out for her. “You okay?” he whispers, and she nods, wiping her face. He never meant to make her cry, but he was so worried. 

Benny follows behind silently, and she goes over to stand beside Will while Redfly goes over the plan. “Alright, that’s cocaine they’re growing, so they probably already have guns on us from those towers. Doc, Pope, and I will go over and try to talk some negotiations with them. Cat, you take that ridge over there,” he points to the left, “And Benny, you take the right.” 

He doesn’t like the idea of her going close to any more danger, but he trusts her to do the right thing. Even if every fiber of his being tells him to hold her close and never let her out of his sight again, she goes to take a step toward them, and he can’t let her go without telling her. Reaching an arm out and wrapping it around her wrist. I love you, “Be careful.” 

She moves her hand down to hold his own and squeezing his fingers and following behind the others. Pope turns and looks at him over the field of cocaine plants and nods, an unspoken agreement between the two men. Protect her. At all costs. 

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Day 14: The Test Results - Santiago ‘Pope’ Garcia

Day 14: The Test Results - Santiago ‘Pope’ Garcia 

Todays story was requested by @itspdameronthings​. Thank you so much for the request and I really hope you like it. This is the longest of all the stories I have written for the November Writing Challenge.

November Writing Challenge Masterlist 

Day 13: Water Flowed- Llewyn Davis 

Day 1 

“Do you have to go?” Your voice is quiet as you watch him pack his bags from your seat on the bed. 

“Querida, you know I don’t want to but they are asking me back as a favor AND I’m being compensated. I worked in Columbia for three years, it's where my mother was born. I feel like I need to do this,” he kneels in front of you, taking your hands in his own. “It’s only four months and I promise I will call and text you every single day. It’s killing me to leave you but...I feel I have to do this.” 

Santiago ‘Pope’ Garcia was a former member of Delta Force in the US Military before leaving to go work for the DEA in Columbia. Three years ago, he left Columbia to return home but not without one final mission. He got together a few of his old buddies from the force and robbed a drug lord before killing him and fleeing the country. But something went wrong. Well… a lot of shit went wrong, resulting in the death of his old captain, Tom, and forcing them to leave millions of dollars off the side of a cliff buried in the snow. 

Santiago had accepted a temporary assignment with the DEA to return back to Columbia and train some new recruits. You were not one bit okay with this plan but the one thing you loved and also kind of hated about your husband was how headstrong he could be. Unfortunately, you are just as stubborn as him. The last few weeks leading up to his departure had been fraught with arguments. You didn’t want him to go. Even though it had been years since that last mission, you didn’t know what the situation down there was. Were they still hunting for the men who had robbed and gunned down Lorea? Was he walking into a trap? No money was worth losing the man you loved, and he didn’t seem to understand that. 

“You don’t have to do anything.” The words are bitter on your tongue and Santiago winces, before moving to stand. “We don’t need that money, and you have no idea what you walking into baby…” 

“Y/N, we have talked about this enough. I am going!” He slams the top of his suitcase closed before pulling the zipper harshly and walking towards the door. He turns sharply at the door pointing at you, “Why do you keep arguing with me about this? I have told you a million reasons why I need to do this! Instead of supporting me you're just fighting with me!” 

“I do support yo-” 

“Well, you sure have a funny way of showing it.” he swings his backpack on his back, puts on his hat and walks out the door. You’re on your feet in a hurry. “Goddamnit, Santiago! Will you just fucking listen to me for two minutes?”  You grab his shoulder and turn him to face you. He’s fuming and you can tell the volcano is seconds away from blowing. “I DO support you! I understand WHY you feel the need to do this but I LOVE YOU and I don’t want to LOSE YOU!” 

You're out of breath from shouting, and you see the anger slowly fade from his face as he comes to stand closer to you, “Querida...baby you're not going to lose me. I love you….so … damn … much. I never really felt alive until I met you, and no one,” he puts a finger under your chin and raises your eyes to his own, “no one is going to take me away from you.” 

“You can’t promise that…” Your words come out broken and a choked sob escapes you. “You don’t know what’s going to happen. Santi I can’t lose you. I won’t survive without you…” 

“Shhh.” He pulls you close and you collapse in a sobbing heap into his chest, your tears soaking the front of his t-shirt, his hands are strong as he holds you close. “I know nothing is one hundred percent but I love you and I am going to come home back to you. Nothing could ever keep me away.” He pulls you away from his chest, wiping your eyes before kissing you gently.

“I love you too Santi, so much.” You sigh into the kiss and hold him tight before he pulls away, walking towards the door, grabbing his duffle bag from the floor and walking out, taking your heart with him. 

Day 31 

Santiago kept good on his promise and called and texted every single day, each time letting you know he was safe and how much he loved you. He was working hard down there, and he loved the adventure, even if he missed you like crazy. You missed him too and the combination of being without your husband, taking care of the whole house, your shared basset hound, and work was draining. It was only a matter of time before you started feeling under the weather. You had been feeling fatigued, sore throat, cough, and after two days of vomiting throughout the day you had to admit it, you were sick. 

On your nightly call with Santi the worry in his voice warmed your heart. “Baby, you need to go to the doctor and get checked. Remember when you got bronchitis last year? It was pretty bad.” 

You hack into the receiver “Yeah, maybe you're right. I just feel like shit Nauseous all day long. Jonathon actually sent me home today. Said he was worried about me ‘infecting’ the office.” 

Santi mutters under his breath but you hear him and snort. “Yeah I agree he is a dick, but I appreciate being sent home. I’ll go to the urgent care tomorrow.” 

“Do you promise?” 

“Yes, I promise. I want to feel better...I just hate going to the doctor.” You recall the many times Santi had to drag you kicking and screaming (sometimes literally) to the doctor. 

“Why don’t you ask one of the guys to go with you?” 

“Maybe...Frankie mentioned he was off tomorrow when I called him yesterday....” 

“See. It was meant to be. Why don’t you text him after you hang up with me and he will make sure you go? Then I can rest easy tonight knowing you’re ok. I wish it were me though. I would take such good care of you baby.” 

“Oh yeah?” What would you do if you were here?” You snuggle down into the comforter with your box of tissues, hot tea, the humidifier and his deep soothing voice lulling you to sleep. 

It doesn’t take long before your soft snores fill the phone and Santi smiles to himself. Listening to the sounds of his love finally feeling at rest. When you wake up three hours later to throw up the light from your phone signifies a message. 

I called Frankie, he’s going to come by at 10 o’clock to take you for an appointment. I booked it online through the app. Get some rest and drink lots of fluids. I love you. - Hubby 

You smile before brushing your teeth and crawling back into the warmth of your bed and falling back to sleep, dreaming of your husband. 

Day 32 

The next morning Frankie rings the doorbell at exactly 9:45.Like all the other Delta Force guys (except Benny), they are meticulously early. You greet him with a cup of coffee with his own special airplane shaped mug, complete with his name engraved on the side. You knew that when you married Santiago, Frankie came as part of the package. 

“Hi Garcia, how ya feeling?” He wraps one arm around your shoulder and you lean into the embrace, placing your head on his arm. 

“To be completely honest Cat? I feel like shit.” 

Frankie lets out a small laugh before rubbing gentle circles on your back. “Well then let’s get you to the doctor. You got your insurance card?” 

“Yeah it’s in my bag.” You grab your brown knit bag, swinging it over your shoulder. 

“Then let’s get going.” He guides you out to his truck, helping you into the seat before running around the front to the driver's seat. 

About twenty minutes later you're pulling into the parking lot of your doctor. Frankie walks you inside helping you get signed in. It's another thirty minutes before you're put back into a room, sitting on crinkled tissue paper, Frankie reading back issues of People. The door opens and you sit up a little straighter. 

“Mrs. Garcia?” You nod. “I’m Dr. Jacobs. What can I help you with today?” 

You proceed to tell her what’s been going on and she goes through the motions, asking you all about your symptoms, checking your ears, nose, throat, and chest. When she's done she types everything into her tablet, “one more question, when was your last menstrual cycle?” 

You open your mouth to answer before closing it slowly. “When was my last...Oh. Uhm,” you laugh nervously at a loss for words, “about a month ago it should be starting any day now…” 

“Is there any chance you could be pregnant?” she asks, looking between you and Frankie. 

“Oh, he’s not my husband!” 

“I’m her husband's best friend. He’s out of the country.” 

“Well it sounds like you may have the flu but I would like to run some labs as well if that’s alright with you, and maybe a pregnancy test just to be sure?” 

You laugh. “Sure doc whatever you need, but I am not pregnant.” 

Day 35 

You swing your car haphazardly into the driveway narrowly missing a planter box and running over Mia’s pink bike. The front door slams open. Frankie is running down the driveway, yanking the car door open and pulling you into his arms. Your sobs are staining your cheeks and you're a blubbering mess. 

“Garcia! What the hell! Are you ok!?” Frankie checks you over. You shake your head frantically. 

“NO! No I am not ok!” you shout! “The test results came back!” 

“Oh god, is it bad!? Cancer? Diabetes? Fuck! Did Pope give you some kind of STD because I swear I will kick his ass for you!” 

“NO! God...no...I'm...Pregnant!” You break down in sobs and hold onto Frankie who starts to laugh. “Stop laughing! This is serious! Frankie!!” 

He chuckles squeezing you tighter, “Garcia this is wonderful! You're gonna be a mom and Santiago is going to be a daddy! Mia will have someone to play with. Fuck, I’m so happy for you guys.” You pull away to see a huge smile on his face. 

Some of his excitement rubs off on you and you rub your nose on the sleeve of your shirt before you smile, “I’m gonna be a mommy…oh shit Frankie what do I tell Santi?

“We will worry about that later. But right now let’s get you home and back to bed. You still have that cough and you need your rest.” 

Day 36 

“Hey baby. How is my favorite man?” 

“Oh Querida I miss you so much. I think I forgot how much I love being out in the field. The rush, the thrill. It’s addicting.” 

Your heart drops and for a minute you say nothing. How the hell could you tell him about the baby? He would want to come straight home and he’s loving the work.

“Everything is great here. Yeah, I got the test results yesterday from the lab and everything is normal. I just have the flu and since I’ve been off the last few days I’ve rested and drank lots of fluids and I am feeling much better.” 

“Oh good, I was so worried about you.” He sighs. “I got a new app on my phone that counts down to the second till I get to be back with you.. I love you so much Querida.” 

You bite your lip to keep from crying before letting out a shaky breath, “I love you too baby, and I can’t wait to see you soon.” 

The conversation shifts and when you hang up with your husband you shoot a quick text off to Frankie. 

Don’t mention ANYTHING about the pregnancy to Santiago. I’ll tell him when he gets home. 

What? Why? 

He loves being there and if we're going to have a baby then he's not going to be able to do this again. If I tell him you know he will just come home early. 

Ok...I still think you should tell him. You're going to need support though...he’s still going to be gone for three more months. 

Your right...Frankie...will you be my person? 

... of course. Get some sleep Garcia. 

Day 100 

Four months doesn’t seem like a long time. But when you're pregnant and missing your husband it seems like a lifetime. It had been one hundred days since Santi had left for South America and only twenty-two more days till he came home. When you did the math in your head you had become pregnant two weeks before Santi had left. Meaning you were well on your way to being a very noticeable pregnant woman. 

You had been shopping a couple times with Benny to Motherhood Maternity store to get some bigger clothes because yours refused to fit. Also a very interesting trip to Babies-R-Us where after much convincing he did not purchase the entire store for his future niece/nephew. Will had been attending your doctor and lab appointments with you. And sweet Frankie had been helping you around the house, getting groceries when you were too tired, keeping up the yard, and taking you and your dogs for walks to keep you moving. Your husband’s brothers had become your own, and you loved them for it. Only 22 more days. 

Day 120 

You're sitting at the kitchen table doing a puzzle with Will when Frankie comes in carrying takeout and a squirming Mia. He puts her down and she rushes toward you. 

“TIA GARCIA!” she screams, launching herself into your arms. 

“MIA!” you shout, squeezing her tightly before tickling her sides. She giggles before shimmying out of your lap and running to the kitchen. Coming back a moment later carefully balancing (at least as careful as a three year old can) a plate filled with watermelon to you. 

“Papa says this is for the baby,” she tells you in what could be called an attempted whisper but more like a shout. 

“Why are you whispering Mia?” 

“Papa says that I have guts to be quiet because the baby is sleeping.” She leans forward and hugs your slightly protruding belly before climbing into the kitchen chair across from you. 

You give Frankie an amused look and he smiles with a shrug before plating out the food. Pizza for them and watermelon for you. It’s all you seem to want anymore. “Oh come to mama.” You spear a piece before placing it in your mouth, moaning as the cold sweet juice goes down your throat. 

“So I’m taking you to the airport on Friday to pick up Santiago. Any ideas on how you're going to tell him?” Frankie asks, taking a large bite of pizza. 

“Well I think he’s going to know.” You gesture to your stomach, spearing another piece of melon. 

“I’ve been looking up ideas on how to tell people you're pregnant, and you could give him a jar of pasta sauce,” Will says and you all look at him like he’s nuts, “No, hear me out it’s Prego pasta sauce...get it, Prego?” 

You groan before taking another bite, “I think he’s going to notice I’m pregnant before I can even give him a jar of pasta sauce Will.” 

“Not if he doesn’t see your stomach first…” Frankie says, “what if you made a sign?” 

“A sign?” 

“Yeah like when we used to come home from a tour and the families would have signs. You could make a sign!” 

You think about it for a minute before you fall in love with the idea. You go to the office and come back with a couple poster boards you kept for work presentations. You place one in front of Mia who squeals and grabs one of the markers you provide. You get to work outlining the words and filling them in with his favorite colors blue and red. When completed, you lift it up and show it to the others.

“That’s perfect!” Frankie beams. 

“Bet you 50 bucks he cries,” Will says. 

“Deal,” they slap hands and you glare, before smiling at the two. Only two more days. 

Day 122 - Santiago Comes Home 

You feel sick, what if he doesn’t want to have a baby? Will he be mad I kept this from him? Shit, maybe this was a terrible idea. What the hell was I thinking? 

“Garcia, you need to calm down, you're making me stressed.” 

“What if he doesn’t want this? What if he is disappointed? What if-” Frankie stands up and puts his hands on your shoulders. 

“Garcia listened to me. Santiago loves you more than anything in this entire world and he is going to love this baby just as much maybe even more. He may be surprised yeah but trust me. Once he wraps his brain around it, he’s going to be ecstatic.” He pulls you in for a hug and you take a deep breath, calming your nerves. 

The constant flow of travelers does nothing to lessen your anxiety. You take a deep breath and almost choke on the smell of espresso from the nearby Starbucks. Frankie gives you one last squeeze before handing you the sign and stepping back as people flood out of the gate. 

You rise to your tiptoes in search for a familiar head of salt and pepper curls. When in a break of the crowd you see him, running in a full sprint towards you. His face split into a megawatt smile. As he gets close enough to touch, you hold up the sign. He slows down slightly as he reads and you watch the smile fade only slightly before it’s replaced by shock. 

Welcome home daddy 

He reaches forward, holding tight to the poster board and slowly lowering it, eyes transfixed at your swollen belly. Silence. His hands shake as they put the sign on the floor, his eyes never leaving you. Your heart races and you feel the urge to vomit return again before he drops to his knees. 

You wince, “Baby, your knees…” reaching down to pull him up, but he makes no move to stand, his hands coming to your stomach. Placing his lips gently over your shirt. His forehead rests against you and tears drench your shirt. The baby chooses that moment to make their presence known kicking softly against his cheek. You run your hands through his curls and he looks up at you with a watery smile and a small laugh. 

“Querida, you’re pregnant. We’re...we’re having a baby…” he sniffles and you can’t help the tears in your own eyes. “Why...why didn’t you tell me? I would have come home…”

“That’s exactly why I didn’t. You’ve been so happy these past few months and I knew you needed to do this. Yes, I was scared as hell about losing you but...I understood.” 

“I don’t deserve you,” he whispers before shakily getting to his feet and clutching you tight, his hands frame your face and he pulls you close getting lost in the kiss, “I love you...so fucking much,” he whispers putting his forehead against your own. “I love you too. I’m so glad your home… I mean the guys have been great but I’m excited to go shopping for baby stuff with you, attend my doctor appointments together, and have you bring me platefuls of watermelon.” 

He laughs pulling back, “Watermelon? Is that what you’ve been craving?” 

“Oh god yes, even talking about it makes my mouth water.” 

“If that is what you want Querida, then you can have as much as you desire,” he kisses you again. 

A cough sounds from behind and you turn to see Frankie smiling at you.  Santi reaches out to give him a slap on the back, the two conversing in Spanish. You hold your hand out and Santi latches on, never letting go as you make your way through the terminal and out to the truck. 

The world passes by in a kaleidoscope of color as Frankie drives you both home. Arriving, you thank him before leading Santi by the hand and into the house. When the door is latched behind you, he presses you into the door gently. Every touch, every caress, left you breathless. His lips warm and wet against your own. When you take a breath his tongue snakes inside and he drags you from the door, striping each other, leaving a trail of clothes to the bedroom. 

After you’ve been thoroughly fucked and your wrapped up in Santiago’s strong arms, legs intertwined together, and he’s rubbing your belly do you finally relax. Sighing into his chest, and kissing it lightly. “Your really happy about the baby?” you whisper, breaking the comfortable silence that had settled between you. 

His grip around you tightens, “I promise you, I am very happy about the baby. You made me a daddy Querida. I love you...so much.” 

You sigh, “I love you too.” 

3 months later 

Eight months of pregnancy has flown by. After Santi got home from Columbia he took over doing everything. Attending your appointments together, buying and building things for the nursery, and bringing you platefuls of watermelon at all times of the day and night. Santiago takes the roll of daddy very seriously. All of those year in the military have come into play the last few months as he has transformed your house into a fortress. God help anyone that tries to hurt you or your unborn daughter. 

It started small with a few extra cameras on the perimeter, then installing a new indoor security system. A new fence was put up around the pool two months ago, and most recently the baby monitors set up throughout the house. He was beginning to drive you a little insane and you honestly just wanted him to lay off a bit. The perfect opportunity arose one fateful morning during breakfast. 

“So I’ve been thinking Querida, how do you feel about putting carpet on the floor of the nursery?” 

Part 2: Carpet (If you haven’t read it, check it out!)

Day 15: Just Walk Away- Ezra (Prospect) 

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matchmakers

Summary: Benny plays matchmaker. Does not want his brother to be alone. ( its in the channel 2 universe.)

Note: after writing smut for the last few days. thought i do something rather sweet.

There is one thing Benny Miller hates is seeing his brother not having a special someone. He wants him to be happy. Just like he is with his Doc. Thought it would be a good idea to fix him up with someone. He knows the person to ask.

You listened to Benny’s plan. Thought it was a sweet idea. Thought about the new nurse. Her name is Tara. She would be a perfect match for Will. She is new in town. Also she too ended up engaged till her fiancé left her. No explanation. That tore her apart. You and Benny were chatting about it when Santi came into the kitchen, “ what do I hear about setting up Ironhead for a date? You think it is wise? Where are you gonna find a date ? In the yellow pages?” You bopped him on the head, “ I love you, but not your jokes. Gonna ask Tara to join us on our outing.” That is one thing that they need to agree on. Till Benny thought about a fun activity. Rolling skating. Something he and Doc did a lot when Santi was away in Columbia . When Santiago hears that he cringed, “ tell me that you are joking? Right? I mean.. my knees.” You went over to kiss him, “ you will be fine. Besides, When was the last time you ever skated?” He pondered over the question. Then sips his drink, “ okay, I think I could do it? If something happens to me? I’m gonna haunt you !” You and Benny rolled your eyes.

Benny tells Will about the outing. Which he is keen on the idea. Thought it would be fun. Till Benny tells him he fixed him up with someone. Will moans, “ Why did you do that? It is embarrassing for my younger brother fixing me up with someone! I can find my own date, thank you very much.” Benny pats him on the shoulder, “ just want you to be happy. Can you just go and have fun. Who knows? You might like her.”

You convinced Tara to come along. Which was a hard sell. Took her a while to ease into the idea. Telling her that she needs this. Good way to meet new people too.

Everyone arrives at the rink. Except for Frankie. His daughter came down with a cold. His lady had to work. Will arrived. Looking rather nervous. He was sweating! Poor guy. He puts on his skates when he sees you chatting with a woman. Think that might be the person that is going to join him. She was a vision. Then it dawned on him! He might have seen her before! Yes! The hospital! You introduced Tara to Will. Both of them blushed. Tara whispers into your ear, “ don’t know girl. Can’t go through this.” You tell her to calm down. Take a deep breath and have fun. Will was a gentleman. Helped her to put on her skates.

You and Benny were lacing up yours when Santiago came skating by,and hit the wall! Skating over to him,and helps him up, “ baby, what are you doing? More importantly. Why do you have your old knee pads on?” He rolled his eyes, “ if you must know. Don’t want to hurt myself. Don’t tell anyone this, but I never went skating before.” You helped him up. Told him that you were going to help him. Benny skates over to you so both of you can show off. Kisses Benny’s lips, s and whispers why you are going to skate with Santi first. When he gets the hang of it. You and him can have a few moments alone. Benny pats Santiago’s shoulder as he skates away,” don’t fall old timer.” That causes him to flip Benny off.

Will and Tara skated around,and chatted a bit. Both of them mentioned their relationship disasters ,and she blushed when she told him that she noticed him while he brought someone to the ER one night. Will told her that noticed her,but was too shy to come up to her. Getting that out of the way. They held hands while they zoomed past his brother.

After a few choice instructions from his love. He finally got the hang of it. You kiss him as you go to skate with Benny. It was a matter of time when he caught up with you two.

Everyone had lots of fun. After taking a break. The three of you noticed that Will and Tara made a cute couple. Will skates towards your table, “ thanks for inviting her. It was fun. Witt that being said. We are leaving. Gonna have a proper snack so y’all have fun running into walls and Pope? I already know that you can’t skate.” Santiago threw a fry at you and Benny, “ you fucking told him! I’ll get you two for that!” The two of you skated away before Santi could strangle you two.

Three of you got home to relax.after a warm shower. Three of you snuggle in bed. Thinking about what will and Tara are up to. They get some needed answers when Will texted them. Saying he is still on his date. They are at the movies. Tells his brother that him and doc are good matchmakers.

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Home invader

Summary: Benny gets injured by an intruder.

Note : With permission from@autumnleaves1991-blog. She let me write in the Channel 2 universe. Hope everyone enjoys the suspenseful story.

Warning: Violence angst,and smutty 18+ content . No minors

You never can recall the day that Benny ever lied to you or went that far to scare you. Where you have to save his life. That was the case. What you feared the most happened.

Six months ago:

Was a normal day. You and the boys were getting ready for work. So much going on. Santiago mumbled something about another out of town meeting. He hated it. Benny feels he is catching a cold. You were worried about him. He told you that he is fine. Might be his allergies. After both of them kiss you goodbye. Three of you left the house. Not knowing there was a suspicious car parked across the street.

Around noon. Benny came home because he was not feeling well. Even if he is not feeling well, he could tell something is not right. The front door was open. Checked his security app. Noticed that I was disarmed. Calls you. All he got was voicemail. Thought you might be away from your phone. Then calls Santi. No answer .Left him a message. On instinct. Goes to get his gun out of the usual hiding spot. Checked every room till he spotted a man in Santiago’s office! Benny yells, “ hay!” The man looks at Benny, and shoots Benny on the left side. Caused him to drop onto the floor. Slowly crawling on the floor to retrieve his phone to call 911.

You were chatting with your coworkers about your day when the dispatcher receives a call to say that they are bringing in a GSW( gun shot wound). You tell everyone to be prepared for anything. The paramedics brought in Benny! Things went almost black when you almost passed out. Rushed to the trauma room to help the doctors. Rubbing his cheek, “ you are gonna be fine baby. Just try to concentrate on my voice.” Doctors took him up to surgery to see what they could do. You call Will and Frankie. They rushed over to be with you. Tried to reach Santiago. Just got his voice mail. Until you hear from Santi! Told him what happened. Thankfully he was not at the airport. He rushed over as fast as he could. Will hugs you, “ Doc, look at me. Benny is gonna be fine. You will see.” You clinged to Will sobbing til you see Santiago running towards you. Hugs you tight. The police tell you that there was a break in. Somehow Benny scared him. The security system was tampered with. Then interviewed a neighbor that gave a good description of the car.

Hours later. Benny was out of surgery. He is in recovery. While the others waited in the waiting area. You stayed with Benny. Never left his side. You sang to him. Till you fell asleep. Sometime later he wakes up to see you asleep by his hand. He touched your cheek,and Whispered, “ Tell me that you redecorated our room to look like a hospital room. I don’t like it.” You kiss his hand telling him what happened. He tells you that he didn’t get shot. You moaned, “ don’t you lie to me as Benjamin Miller! You were shot! I expected Santiago to lie to me like that! Not you!” You stormed out of the room when the others came in. Told him about the intruder. Come to find out it was a thug Santiago arrested. Tried to get revenge. Told Benny to sooth the waters with you. Santi went to calm you down enough so you could talk to him. Which took awhile.

Three weeks later:

After a long search. The suspect was caught. Sentenced to 20 years for attempted robbery and murder. Benny is home recuperating. You stayed home during his recovery. After checking his wound. He would be fine. In your kinky mind he needs to be punished. Santiago has been on his business trip. Won’t be back until next week. Benny was resting. Thought it would be a good opportunity to wake him up. You slowly made your way on his body. Kissing his bare chest. Teasing his nipple with your fingers. Proceed to put your hand on inside his boxers. Rubbing his cock then his balls. Caused him to moan, “ please lord! Hope I’m dreaming about this. If I’m not? I’ll try to never lie to my Doc!” You kiss his chest all the way up to his lips, “ consider this is punishment for lying to me about being shot. Have to make sure you keep your promise.” He pulled you down to him so he could kiss you. Slowly grinding on his growing erection. Caused him to pull down his boxers so you can ride him. Tried to be gentle with his wound on his side. Both of you cum,and he is still inside you as you lay on his chest. As the two of you tried to recover from your high. He kisses you as he touches your body, “ god I was stupid. Should have called the police. If I did? Wouldn’t have to stay in the hospital. More importantly, to lie to my love.” You rub his cheek, “ you were thinking like a soldier. Defending your home. That is all” He pulls you out of bed so you could join him in the shower. After that. The two of you got back to bed. Enjoying being alone together. Soon you were asleep. Enjoying the warmth of your golden retriever. Thinking soon the other part of your heart would be home.

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to the past

Summary: here is my new story for @autumnleaves1991-blog's writing wednesday challenge. Takes place within mine and @autumnleaves1991-blog's little universe. Doc( female reader) goes back to her hometown. memories started flowing back.

tGoing home to where your life begins should be an easy time. For Doc it has been nerve wracking to say the least. Living in a small town is a blessing and curse. Few months ago. Got a letter from the family lawyer. Saying that the home you have lived in for most of your life belongs to you. Your siblings didn't want anything to do with it.

You had a long chat with your boys about it. Santi was the first one to speak," honey, it is your choice. Do you want to go back there? To me it would be a great opportunity to see where our bride grew up. " Benny comes up behind you," I agree with Pope. This might not be as bad as you think. " after thinking about it. Nod," okay let's do this. Before I changed my mind."

Few days later. Three of you arrived at your childhood home. Simple Victorian style home. Acres of land. Also a small house on the property. Which was yours. Place where you spent most of the time. Opened the creaky door. See nothing has changed. Was like a time warp to your teenage years. From the posters to your favorite books. Benny and Santi looked around. Getting an idea what you were like. Benny noticed a cute teddy bear on the small bed," aww! My baby loves bears." You let out a laugh," yes, I did for a time. I stayed out here a lot. More importantly this was my room. When you are the oldest of four. You need your own space. Besides, with a house full of bratty kids. You can't think." Benny laughs," I can relate to that. Will had a room in the attic. Says he was getting too old to share a room with his brother." Santi on the other hand. Couldn't relate to that. He was an only child.

Santi noticed a few pics of you through the years. Looking at them seeing you during your younger days made him smile. Sits with you on the bed," doc what is the matter? Why are you crying?" You sniffled," this is my past! The person that once lived here is no more! It scared me to see all of this." Both Benny and Santi come over to hold you. This time Benny was the voice of reason," yes, this was your past sweetheart. Looking around here made me see what you were like. I see you love music, avid bookworm, love the outdoors. That doesn't make me love you less." Give Benny a hug," thanks darling. I feel better now. By looking around here. Made me think about what to do. " Santi holds your hand," what is that baby? " taking a deep breath," if you support me in what I'm gonna say that I want to keep the property. For our own get away. Maybe where we can raise our family."That made them turn around. Benny takes your hands," are you trying to tell us are you…?" Taking their hands," yes I'm pregnant my loves." Both of them hold you tight.

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Unexpected Surprise

Summary: Happy thirsty Thursday. Got inspired by a Gif from my buddy,and writing partner for channel 2,@autumnleaves1991-blog. All you need to know that Doc( female reader ) gets a nice surprise.

Warning: adult content. no minors.

While so many people sleep in their warm beds. Some are either working or going home. Doc is going home after working a double shift. Was supposed to be home yesterday evening. Fait turned its ugly head. One nurse was a no show. Then a multi trauma. The nurse that bailed out has to work your shift for the next two days.

As you drive up to your house. See one red truck,and one that is supposed to be there. You sigh, Santi's green should be there. He is out of town. Another business trip. How you miss him. Has been gone for so long. Benny has been training a lot more. He comes home rather late. Normally you join him at the gym. Last few times you could not go.

After disarming the alarm. Enter your quiet home. Eating something can wait. Shower awaits your sore, sweaty, wiry body. Enter the bathroom. Not paying attention to what you were doing. Slowly opened the door to turn on the shower. A large hand grabs your wrist! You scream bloody murder. Notice your Benny. Water dripped over his hair. Helps you inside. Holds you against his chest," oh how I have missed you. Seems we never had any alone time since Santiago left. Hope you don't have to go back to work. I miss my baby." Pull him close to your body. Want to feel him against you. Letting a tired sigh," I'm free for the rest of the week. The nurse that bailed has to take my shifts. Also she has to do a couple of double shifts for the next 2 months." Benny kisses your forehead," let's not waste any time love. Want to make you cum like crazy. Only if you are up to it. I know you want to go right to bed." Kiss his neck," this is what I need right now. Come on, give into me." Benny chuckles as he kisses you deeply," only you would use a song title in a conversation. Turns me on."

Benny took no time to push you against the wall so he could kiss you all over. Reach out to touch him,but he looks into your eyes," not yet love. This is all about you. Let me take care of you." That is what he did. Worked his way down your body. Ready to lick your pussy. Start with long licks on your clit. You moan," damn! Stop teasing me! Take me benny! " takes a play from Santiago's play book. Tease you like crazy. He knows you are ready for his cock. Pulls you close so he could take you from behind. Continue to ram into you till you explode. Benny holds you close so the two of you could calm down.Hate when pulls out of you. Reached the body wash so he could clean you up.Didn't want to move. He turns off the water,and reaches for the towels to warm you up. Carries you to the bedroom,and puts one of his tees over you. He puts on his old ,navy sweatpants. Both of you crawl into bed. Lay your head on his bare,and still warm chest," wish you could stay in bed with me. Knowing you have to get to work pretty soon." Benny kisses your cheek, " actually the boss had issues to deal with today. Which gave the crew the day off. So rest up love. We are going to the gym tonight." You yawn," no can do baby. You and I are not moving from this spot. So turn off that lamp,and close those eyes so we can sleep! " Benny knows he can't argue with you. He looks down to see you are fast asleep. Pull you close," Sweet dreams baby."

Santi comes home. To see a beautiful site. His love fast asleep. He tried not to make any noise. Benny opened his eyes when he heard the sound of shoes falling on the floor," thought you were coming back till tomorrow." Santi sighed," things finally came together. So there is no need to stay." Santi gets into bed. Pull you close to him," I'm home baby." Finally your boys are home again. Now you can finally rest.

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Nurse Benny Miller ch 2

Summary : here is part two of my story. After a hard shift. Benny and his love needs to unwind. So does Santi.

Warning: 18+ no minors

Has been a few months since Benny has been a nurse. He fits right in with all of the senior nurses. Feels like he belongs there. More importantly. He gets to be with you. Few times he has come to your aid. One night a drunk tried to take a play towards you.benny took care of him by knocking him out by head butting him. Which knocked himself out. You laughed,and took good care of him.

Few occasions when Santiago comes by when his shift is over. Bringing doc and benny something to eat. Would hang out in your office that you now share with benny. Santi usually stays late. Doesn't want to be alone.

One evening after a horrible night. Nothing but crazy people filling the waiting room. Due to a nasty thunderstorm. Everyone did their best to treat everyone. Working till dawn. Benny locked the office door. Pulls you close to him," oh that was some shift doll. Don't know about you. I'm so tired. My body is sore!" Sitting behind him,and lifting off his shirt," reason why you are sore is after tripping over someone's bag while chasing after that toddler who didn't want his booster shot." You kiss his neck," want me to make it better love? I have a sure fire cure for it." Benny pulls you to his lap. Straddling him. Hands inside of your shirt. Undoing your bra. Slowly kneading your breasts as you share a deep kiss. Grinding against him. Made him moan out for you. Holding you close to him," stop teasing me sweetheart. I'm in need to be inside you darlin. Cant wait anymore" uniting his pants," hmmm.. I love teasing you. Now I want to make you feel better." Eagerly takes your shirt off so he could suck on your breasts. Way he was sucking them made you quiver. lays down as you ride him. Holds you steady as he hits the right spot inside you. Getting ready to cum. Few more thrust from Benny you explode. Lay on top of him while he is still inside you. Holds you close,and rubs your back," that made me feel better.don't want you to move love." Closing your eyes so you can rest.

Moments later Santi picked the lock to the office. Sees you asleep. Benny is awake playing with your now messy hair. Santi whispers," rough shift?" Benny nods," same as the last one. How about you? " santi rubs his sore cheek," same as always. Think doc is rested so I can spend my time with her?" Benny kisses your forehead," baby? Pope is here. Wanna cuddle with him while I finish my charts?" Opening your eyes. Moans," santi? What happened love? Your cheek is bleeding." He kisses your lips," just a scrat honey. Nothing to worry about. " hate feeling the loss when you get off of benny. Managed to get up so you could sit him down on the couch. Retrieves your medical bag to get out some swabs to clean his wound. Make santi hiss when you touch him," should have one of the medics clean up. Don't want it to get inflected love." Kiss your lips," I want my private nurse to do it. Been wanting all of this time so I can hold my baby again.are you well rested so we could make love?" Kisses his lips," yeah, I'm rested enough for you my love." Two of you made love nice and slow. Santi needs you. He had a rough shift. Wanted to touch every inch of you. Took no time for you to take care of his needs. Benny looks over his shoulder to see the two of you resting.

Both of them helped you to wake you up so the three of you could go home. Benny carried you to the truck. Santi helps him open the door. Kiss your head. Tell Benny to be careful. He waves at him while Santi leaves. Can't wait to get home so the three of you can get some rest.