#I miss my beloved mututals who just understand me

[letstrywritingmaybe]

I have several kaishi fic ideas that I hope are one shots but right now I’m not feeling it for fear that it could become longer. So instead. I’m gonna see if I can write a new idea I just thought of. Let’s what happens

Update: I started it. Idk how much more I should write (at around 1k right now) but I kinda set it up to be slight longer but should still be able to keep it a one shot, just with multiple parts. All I will say for the moment is kaishi and kisses. Cause of course. I’m a sucker for both <3

^ addition to above. I’ve written two scenes and I’m like should this be a 5+1???? I love 5+1 things! They were such a big thing for my golden otp and I still love them. I wish this format was more prevalent. Which means I should totally do it. But that means I need to write like four more kisses… let’s see if I manage this. It much be so over for CoAi if I do though. Well obvi in this verse kaishi is endgame. I just adore them

Update 2: I’m still missing fluff and just done with thinking too much about other people’s opinions. (Hi, I don’t know you and I don’t want to. Leave me alone. There’s a reason I’m not in any groups any more) I think False Memories is due for an update. But sometimes I think about what the actual verse should be and I’m like the fandom is not ready for it. Yall couldn’t handle my open relationship verse or currently the fake dating one. I’m just tired of feeling like I have to defend my queen which is why the pull to write other ships is so appealing right now. Even though I still to this day strictly read CoAi fics. Anyways, priorities if I get to it after irl stuff, midnights needs its regular scheduled update and maybe I’ll write False Memories, but really I should try for CoAi week *sigh Again if any of my other fandoms could make me obsessed with them again that would be swell. I would be way happier