#I miss Jumin a lot after all 🥺

[juminhandfs]

I'm forcing myself to come back to this blog before next semester starts (which if I'm lucky is going to be the last 🙏, that's the reason I left the blog abandoned for so long)

Loving Jumin is a 24/7 job after all 😅, and all the discourse surrounding The Ssum was distracting 😅 (and I definitely want to be around with the approach of Jumin's Birthday 👀)

[teenyweenyeenymeeny]

🪀- Do they like to do activities they did as a kid? What feels nostalgic to them

🤯- How did they feel when they first learned about regression?

For jumin!!! Also this is a 🎟 free ticket to talk about anything u want regarding him in this ask on top of the 2 questions!!!! Muah♡

ACTUALLY this is so embarrassing but I think you see a bit of younger Jumin in the bad after ending and I HAVE NOT PLAYED IT WAAAAA so. If anything from there is Relevant please tell me about it but also be niceys about it !!!!

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Jumin SAYS that his father was always good to him and that he had a good childhood but. um. I do not believe him entirely not because I think he would lie because I think he really does believe he had a good childhood !! He was raised Effectively to grow up into a businessman but. He never really Did the little kid stage. And to be fair. He is autistic and an ideal happy childhood for him would Not look the same as a neurotypical one but even with that in mind he missed out !!!!! Anyway All Of That To Say. There aren’t really activities from his childhood for him to try doing !! Besides. I don’t know those work books that are written for children who need more practice with writing or math or whatever than what they get through school. I don’t think Jumin ever Needed to do these when he was in school but he would anyway despite being at the top of his class. Anyway he wouldn’t like them when he’s regressed !!!! They require too much thinking and it overwhelms him !!

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I think the first time Jumin heard about age regression was in reference to Yoosung since he has always been pretty open about it !! At the time Jumin decided to have zero opinion on the matter because it didn’t affect him and therefore thinking about it was Unnecessary. BUT when he realised he ALSO regressed then he was. Not as neutral on the topic !!! He saw it as much more shameful now and not that he does not respect Yoosung… but. He would think that regressing is Fitting for someone Like Yoosung but not someone people should take seriously !! Jsjsjs

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Owah… muamuamua 🥺 I think I will. Take this as my opportunity to talk about that draft that has been waiting for months(???) !!!!!! Okay ouuuu Jumin is soso easily overwhelmed when he is little !! And because of this it was hard at first for V to think of how he could entertain him like a good caregiver!! He can’t play pretend because it’s hard for him to be creative in that way and he can barely watch TV because if it is too brightly coloured or loud or if characters move too fast it bothers him + he finds a lot of kids’ shows too patronising. Sometimes Jumin does simple logical games as V watches but V wanted to find something they could do together !!!!! And the answer was jigsaw puzzles oweh… it can be hard for Jumin to do the puzzles on his own because of his dexterity issues but he loves to organise things into neat little categories !!! So he sorts all the puzzle pieces for V to put together 🥺

[juminsmysticmc]

OMG OPEN REQUESTS!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! This is like my first request ever, cuz im rly new to tumblr. Ur my favorite blogger!! >.<

Ok, so could you do RFA+V with an MC who falls off the bed every morning? I used to do that a lot 😅 I'd love to see each of the members' reaction to that

RFA + Jihyun x Mc who falls off the bed every morning

Hello! BABE HOW CAN I BE YOUR FAV BLOGGER? Like, thank you? 🥺🥺🥺💘💘 so in Italy my sis and I sleep in the same bed and she is literally a HORSE moving around and taking my space! So back when we were younger, I fell off pretty much 😂 this request was so funny, I hope I could meet your expectations 💘

Have fun reading!

Jumin

Your husband never let you go. After the both of you had your cuddle or slept together, Jumin Han made sure to stroke your soft skin and inhale your scent, feeling at home.

He didn’t really have a light sleep and could always sense you moving around and so, when you were slowly turning around in your shared bed, Jumin thought you had to get up, get some water, or go to the toilet.

The black haired man let you move around, withdrawing painfully his arms around you and suddenly, he heard a nasty noise.

Jumin jumped up. The sleep he felt was seconds ago as his heart was beating crazily in his chest.

You were laying on the floor, one leg still up on the bed while you rubbed your head. ,,Good Morning,“ you smiled, making him calm down a bit. But only a bit. 

He was only at ease after the doctor checked you up.

This was the first and the last time you could ever fall from the bed because Jumin made sure to have some protection put around the bed.

He also made sure to never ever let go of you.

Zen

His beauty sleep was one of the most important things.

No beauty sleep, no perfect start to the day, and so usually Zen had a pretty heavy sleep.

The white haired man never heard you falling from bed. He didn’t even notice the fact that you weren’t lying in bed anymore, but were instead on the floor.

Only one day, when he already had a kind of rough night, he heard something moving around and a louder sound.

It sounded as if something fell.

Zen‘s eyes were still closed. His ears were trying to focus on the noises as he heard the birds singing, helping him realize that it was early in the morning.

His slender fingers were slowly moving on the bed sheets as he could feel the still warm place you should sleep on. Not feeling your presence, not having the chance of pulling you to him and hugging you, Zen opened his eyes. He blinked a few times until he realized that your arm was on the bed.

Scared you could have collapsed while getting up, Zen was quickly on all fours, looking down just to see you rubbing your eyes.

,,I never once woke up on the bed,“ you laughed, taking the helping hand he gave you to get up.

Zen didn‘t like the blue spots on your back and since then, he always made sure to get up earlier than you and hold you until you woke up.

,,So much better ever since you took care of me,“ you smiled happily, giving him the good morning kiss he deserved.

Yoosung

Since Yoosung still had to go to his classes even after the wedding, the young boy was never there when you had to get up.

Although, he always left you the cutest notes and freshly made breakfasts.

And since, on the weekends, you made sure to wake up early and prepare something nice for him. Yoosung never knew that you regularly fell from the bed in the mornings to wake up.

He didn’t notice until one day when he actually overslept because the power wasn’t working.

A loud noise made him jolt, wake up from his wonderful dream, and realize that something was wrong.

,,Ugh, I‘m tired of this,“ you groaned, making Yoosung blink a few times as you slowly got up.

,,Yoosung? What the heck, it’s late!“ you noticed.

For Yoosung, this wasn’t as important as the fact that his wife was laying with her body on the floor, although he came to realize too that he was missing an important class at the moment.

The two of you actually noticed that Yoosung never noticed that habit of yours and you even laughed about the hilarious situation.

Seven years passed and Yoosung never managed to keep you from falling.

No pillows helped you to fall soft, His arms he made sure to wrap around your body, never stayed on you and nothing seemed to help.

It wasn’t until the day the two of you found out you were pregnant that Yoosung seemed to take your habit more seriously.

,,Yoosung, this costs too much,“ you groaned as he and Zen made sure to put a net on your side to hold you properly.

,,Nothing costs too much for my wife and my baby,“ he stubbornly hissed, making Zen proud with his cool behavior.

Jaehee

The woman didn’t sleep heavily.

As soon as her eyes were just a bit heavier, she could already react to her surroundings.

The first night the two of you finally managed to sleep in the same bed was already programmed to be a restless one for her while you peacefully slept on your side, smiling to yourself.

Jaehee was turning around on her half from one side to the other, mostly because she was nervous because she liked you so much that sleeping seemed way too hard.

But when she finally managed to fall asleep, everything felt just so much better. Her body felt lighter and she felt at ease.

That was until she heard something fall, a groan, and something moving on the mattress.

When she opened her eyes, the only thing she could see was you trying to get on the bed once again, struggling as you were still half asleep.

,,Mc…why are you…?’’ she mumbled, rubbing one eye before her hand tried to reach out for yours to help you up.

,,I don’t know. I never managed to stay on my bed whenever I had to get up.

As soon as my clock rings or I want to get up, I fall from the bed,’’ you smiled, embarrassed and flustered that Jaehee knew that side of you, the clumsy one.

Jaehee could finally laugh and the nervousness from the entire night was minimized.

Throughout the day, Jaehee was pretty sleepy, but at least she didn’t have to worry about how to fall asleep and or how to wake up because you always made a loud noise when you fell.

Although, she made sure to put away anything that could hurt you while falling.

Saeyoung

Sleep deprived.

If one word could describe him, Saeyoung would use that word, next to words like aggressive, angry, and scared.

He was in the room with you, in Rika’s apartment, and suddenly his world began to crumble.

Acting nicely to you wasn’t an option anymore and even though he didn’t want you to be in pain, he knew very well how much he hurt your feelings with his behavior.

Once again, the sun shone on the new morning, welcoming his pale face as Saeyoung turned his head to you.

He observed how you nuzzled your head into the probably soft bed sheets, how you smiled and slowly turned around.

Saeyoung watched you intensely and somehow didn’t notice that the slow turns you were making were awfully dangerous for making you fall.

And indeed, the fall happened.

Saeyoung was still watching you as you fell with one side on the hard floor, the blanket over you as you laid on the cold floor, waking up in a pretty rough way.

He was shocked. Did he just watch you fall?

,,Morning,’’ you groaned as you noticed his eyes on you, rubbing your sore muscle.

,,Don’t worry, it happens daily,’’ you said, wondering if he even worried.

Suddenly, a loud, clear laugh was heard and Saeyoung couldn’t help but laugh about whatever just happened to you.

You suddenly had the urge to laugh with him, not knowing that this perhaps made you grow a bit closer to each other.

Jihyun

,,I’m so happy that you came back,’’ you mumbled, two years later when you finally could hold Jihyun in your arms again, hug him, feel his skin, warmth and affection towards you.

,,You did so well, you worked so hard,’’ you praised him.

But the man craved more than your words. The two of you ended up cuddling together in the cozy couch, falling asleep there, embraced.

It wasn’t until the next morning that Jihyun woke up totally comfortable on his couch.

He slowly woke up and stretched his body, feeling pretty good and wondering how you were already awake.

When he, however, could feel something pretty soft beneath his feet, he noticed that you weren’t awake yet.

,,MC?!’’ he called, wondering if he pushed you away in the middle of the night while sleeping.

You slowly opened your eyes as you adjusted your eyes, recognizing your surroundings.

,,Morning, did you sleep well?’’ you asked him as if it was only a little detail that you were laying on the floor.

,,Yeah, I did, and you…?’’ he wondered.

,,I did, yeah, even better ever since you’re back with me…. and don’t worry, I’m falling off the bed out of habit,’’ you chuckled, finally noticing why he looked so worried.

It made him feel better since he was scared that he pushed you, but this didn’t solve the fact and indeed, Jihyun bought a bigger bed and something soft for the floor so that the fall wouldn’t be as hard…

Sadly, you always landed next to it.

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09.09.2022 // 18:00 MEST

[marshmallowprotection]

Okay maybe a weird one (and sorry if this has been done I checked but I might’ve missed it) but RFA + GE!Saeran (and maybe Ray 🥺) and Vanderwood with an MC who laughs and giggles a lot. Like when she’s energetic she can’t stop laughing that kind of stuff

Yoosung loves how optimistic and kind you are in your life. Your shining energy is so radiant and it makes him feel better about himself. You make him feel like it's okay to smile again. He's had such a hard time being able to find that part of himself, and you were able to rip it out of him without any hesitation.

 Anytime you smile is about the only time that he feels like he can oh, and he learns how to better open up himself because of how understanding and empathetic you are. Your laughter is infectious. He knows he's going to have a good day when you're there.

Zen spent a lot of time in his life feeling lost and unsure of himself. But he was always charismatic and always trying to see the bright side. When you come into his life, it feels as though it was the right thing to do. Losing hope would not have done a lot of good for him. 

Seeing your cheer him on and be so bright-eyed and bubbly? There's nothing more that he needs in his life than that. Your energy just makes him feel like he's on top of the world and there's nothing more that he wants in his life. As long as you're by his side, he knows that he'll be happy.

Jaehee has never really allowed herself to show most of her emotions. It was because everyone around her expected her to be mature and steadfast with all things in her life, from the moment that she was taken in her aunt and uncle. 

It was always tough for her, but when you came into her life, she realized that she could smile and laugh again. You helped her to see that she could breathe and laugh again, for seemingly no reason. Jaehee feels lighter than air with you and she’s grateful. 

Jumin has heard it a hundred times over that he doesn't show emotion the way that everyone else does. He doesn't really care about that because he has his own way of expressing himself. What he didn't realize is that he didn't know how easy it would have been for him to laugh and smile again when you came into his life. 

You allowed him to feel comfortable and safe enough to open up the sides of himself. It's just so easy for him to be able to express himself when you're there. It becomes second nature after a while, and it's all because your laughter is so infectious.

Seven understands fully well that you're different than him. Your kindness has always been so much stronger than anything that he's ever had. He sees himself with a chip on his shoulder, and he sees you is that shining star that brings light into his life. You've made him feel like it's okay to reflect on himself. 

But it's okay for him to laugh and smile even when he feels like he shouldn't. You showed him that it wasn't selfish to share your emotions. For that, he will forever be grateful. Because he has a hard time trying to open himself up. Would you, it's like it's weightless.

GE Saeran never felt like he was ever going to smile. Yet, there you were, coming into his life and showing him what it was like to feel free. There’s no way to put it lightly, your laughter made him feel grounded and weightless at the same time. It was like he had nothing to worry about anymore. 

He could just hold onto your hand and smile. You helped him see that it was okay to believe in slowing down and finding joy in things that he never really thought about before. It can be over nothing, really, as long as he’s with you, he can smile.

Vanderwood has always been straight-faced and far away from the sounds of laughter. It’s been year since they felt the urge because you just... don’t do that in an agency where there’s a gun next to your head every time you opened your mouth the wrong way. 

Don’t get them wrong, they’re not going to laugh and smile broadly. But, your giggles and fits make them chuckle now and again. It’s a sign that they’re slowly learning how to trust again  You’ve shown them that it’s okay to breathe in private.