#I might come back and redo the writing when I'm more awake

[lunarwritesthings]

Tears Are Natural

Paring: Husband!Gerard x Gn!Reader

Fandom: My Chemical Romance

Request: Yes, by anon

Summary: Gerard has an extremely rough day but the reader is there to comfort him.

Prompts: #34 "You look like you could use a hug.", #31 "Just breathe.", #35 "Let it all out...I'm here for you.", #32 "I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay."(they are used in that order.)

Note: Husband Gee because I feel like he's an amazing, adorable husband. also, I hope Gerard anon likes this :)

Life. Everyone has experienced it, but for some, it was easy. For others, it was quite the opposite. Having a lot of ups and downs. For one Gerard Way, life had a lot of ups and downs.

A few of the ups were well-known. Those being his brother and two best friends, the band, and the fans. A lesser known up, due to mutual agreement was you. You were one of if not the best up in Gerard's life. Now that doesn't mean his life didn't have downs.

That leads to the current day. It was a day that was not at all going well for Gerard. Gerard was well aware that the day was not going to be a good one. How? He simply knew by the way he woke up with no real energy to do much.

Now, of course, Gerard tried to push it aside and tried to be productive. He had comics and songs he needed to work on, but he was not in the best mood to write. Mental health is a very normal thing and something Gee has openly talked about struggling with. That doesn't mean he'll always talk when it's affecting him and his day.

You always made sure Gee need you were there for him regardless of what he might need. You never minded calming his worries and comforting him. It was just hard to do this when at times Gee could be stubborn and put himself into his work. Now he never really liked the work he did on a bad day and would end up redoing another day anyway.

You had a feeling something was off with Gee. Yes, he was a quiet person but he'd still say good morning and see if you had any plans. Simply but it was Gee's way of showing he cared about your morning and day even if he wasn't always awake enough to process what you were saying.

Another and probably the biggest sign was him going to his office and locking himself in there. Gee only did that when he was having an off day and "didn't want to make you deal with it" as he would say, you would always tell him you had no problem being there even if it was just as a shoulder to cry on.

As the day when on Gerard was getting more stressed, anxious, and overworked. Gerard was trying to put more energy than he had into his work but it wasn't going well which only adds to his day. Gee had no idea how much time had passed nor knew how long he'd been sitting in his office staring at a half-drawn comic page.

Another thing Gerard didn't realize was the panic attack that was slowly coming. He didn't realize what had been going on until he heard the office door open. Standing there leaning against the door was you. Gee was definitely not prepared for what you were about to say.

"You look like you could use a hug." It was said with a knowing look. Gee sighed and nodded he could deny his feelings any longer. Gee didn't even realize that he was starting to panic until you had said "Just breathe." Normally Gerard would unknowingly say everything when this happened how he had tried to pretend that he was okay longer than normal so trying to talk and think about everything made him more stressed.

Everything Gerard was feeling hit him in one big wave, and all he could do was break down and all you could do is hug him. It comforted Gerard to hear you being accepting of it. "Let it all out...I'm here for you." A simple sentence that brought a lot of comfort to Gerard.

Once Gerard had calmed down quite a bit you pulled him away from the hug slightly and took any worry left in his mind away by telling him "I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay." It was something that he truly needed to hear.

You had managed to get him out of his office and back to the bedroom where you told him to get comfortable while you grabbed his favorite food and drinks. When you got back to the bedroom the first thing you saw was Gee cuddling into the blanket, clearly waiting for you.

After setting when you had brought to the room on the bedside table you laid down next to Gerard who immediately cuddled into your side. It was obvious that Gee was tired, so you played with his hair knowing it would make him fall asleep and it did. At the end of the day, all that truly matted was tomorrow was a new and fresh start.

[willowdreamerart]

“Sweet flower child, come to me. Your essence is waning, let me see Your life, as sweet as honey-”  The melody stopped when the man turned his head to look at you.  After seeing and speaking with Ethero, you were allowed to go and had wandered elsewhere. Where this was, you had no idea. It was closer to what you remember of your home world.  The man, however, was most definitely not from there.  He had pale, almost marble-like skin with a bit of redness on his cheeks and lips. He was glowing a soft golden color as he stood, putting his hand on his shoulder as he turned towards you.  He had a white silk cloth around his waist that trailed behind him, one that was not like that of Ethero’s. There were many differences between the two, and you weren’t sure who was more unsettling.  Aside from the skin and glow, he also had blonde hair that hung around his face in loose curls and waves, some sticking up. Antlers poked out from beneath the hair and went out in an angle, almost like that of a deer.  His eyes were a soft, gentle blue. You could feel warmth from them, but also possibly questionable intentions.  He didn’t have a warm smile on his face for the moment, but soon it grew as he walked towards you. You hadn’t noticed before, but he towered over you similar to Ethero, but not nearly as gigantic.  As he walked, the silk cloth around his waist shifted colors. It was strange and yet beautiful to see. As he moved, the colors shifted between a soft blue and white or silver. You took note of a necklace around his neck, hanging from a bronze string with a ring-like purple disc.  He didn’t speak until he was right in front of you, more than twice your height.  “Hello sweet one.” He purred, tilting his head down at you. “I am Lucient, First Deity of gatherings, debauchery, and music. Is there something you need from me?” You could feel yourself freeze, the man’s gaze never leaving you as he straightened himself him and motioned for you to follow. “Let’s talk, I’m sure that you don’t have much else to do. Right?”

Hey I hope y’all like this! The story was rushed I’m afraid, so I’m really sorry about that. I didn’t get much sleep and really wanted to get this out today T-T  I hope you guys don’t mind much. I’m still learning!  Let me know what you guys think!