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onlyjaeyun · 8 months

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DADDY’S HOMEEEEE PART 2 🙏🏼🙏🏼except this time i’m in astronomical pain. im sliding down the wall… holding my head in misery… pulling my hair out my scalp…. tears rolling down my face…. staring at the wall with nothing but pure agony in my eyes… no words. literally no words. i’ve typed out like three sentences yet i already took 5 breaks already. zadie what THW FUCKKKKKKK🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ WHAT EVEN IS GOING ON ATP??????????? 1) they fucked AGAIN (EVERYONE ACT SURPRISEDDDD) and hoon was an actual human being this time????? like what??? when the aftercare parts started i literally had to double check whether or not im fr fr reading CH rn or nah because WHAT???

BREAKING NEWS: NEW AND SHOCKING PHENOMENA APPEARS AS THE APPEARANCE OF PARK SUNGHOON FROM ‘COLD HEARTS’ SHOWCASES HIM ACTING LIKE AN ACTUAL HUMAN (HOMOSAPIEN) BEING RATHER THAN HIS DEFAULT BEHAVIOUR OF AN ASSHOLE???????????????????

okay now that that’s out of the way let’s move on to 2) wait first i’ll like to say that i won’t be able to cover up all the events of what happened so im just going to talk about what i can remember rn anywho SO 2)😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 ik damn well u did not just make riki & yn argue 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂if that even counts as an argument or misunderstanding idk but just the fact that they’re not speaking nicely to eachother made me shed a tear. and also whAT THE FUCK???? WHO THE FUCK IS TALKING ABOUT MY GIRL?????????? nah because if this is fuma’s response or anger to yn bailing out on him last minute bcs mister park decided to man up and ask for pussy generously this time then i really hope that fuma gets hit by a basketball square in the face fr 😐 bitchass rat who tf do u think u are to do some shit like that. u and yn DIDNT make ur shit exclusive so what the fuck is ur actual problem ⁉️⁉️ u wanna fight me so bad ooooo u wanna get fucked up 🤼🤼 u wanna get fUCKED UP 🤼🤼🤼🤼🤼🤼🤼🤾🤾🤾🤾🤾🤾🤾🤾🤾PULL UP RN FUMA. PULL UP HOE ‼️‼️ atp with the whole hoon straight up being a munch followed by the double KNOCK OUT DING DING DING🔔🔔🔔 combo of someone snitching on yn + riki getting in a fight— im losing the idgaf war fr 😁😁 i’m genuinely fighting demons & voices rn. i cannot do this bro. i fr thought i was built for zadie angst but gang i cant do this one, im not a fighter im not a survivor im a victim 💔💔 i cant thug this one out bro i genuinely can’t 🤣🙏🏼🙏🏼 how am i supposed to move on from the fact that riki got into an argument with the only family member he still has left because of some bitchass sewage rat. how am i supposed to accept the fact that yn isn’t gonna visit him because she knows he’s angry at her 😂😂😂🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 (im not tearing up dawg there’s just a washing machine in my eyes it’s all good bro dw it’s coo🙏🏼) zadie pls go easy on us i know u said there’s another wave of angst coming but please bro what about my heart what about my artery what about my soul. anyways i’m gen having a headache now so i’ll stfu 🙏🏼

before i end this i just want to say (since i havent sent an ask in so long first of all fuck off to that anon who said ch is boring or smth do me a favour and disappear pls [no i’m just playing] but genuinely it’s not that hard to stop reading smth when u start disliking it 🙏🏼) zadie i genuinely hope that you’re taking care of yourself like fr fr. especially after u stayed up till like what 5 am to write smth first of all let’s get a round of applause for madam zadie come on now 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏mhm 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏i know that’s right 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏now that’s what i’m talking about 👏👏👏👏👏 your dedication and love for the art that u create is genuinely admirable and really shows how much all of this means to you and just honestly thank you so much for dedicating so much energy effort and time of ur days to this work you’re ridiculously talented and the enha community is seriously so lucky to have you zadie :( ilysm thank u sm for sharing ur work and uploading consistently no matter what you’re genuinely so ?????? just an insanely admirable person like ur passion for this is crazy i love it sm and again thank you so much for all ur work and effort, you’ve been putting out banger after banger since hype boy nonstop that’s like an artist dropping an album after an album and all of the songs being number 1 hits material like woah zadie— yk what let’s get another round of applause 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 there we go 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏exactly👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 anywho sending u so so so so much love baby !! please take care of yourself and get enough rest and sleep ! sending u so much love and so many hugs & kisses i can’t wait for the new update (but pls rest !!) :DD <333

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omg bABE WAKE UP LOOK WHO SENT ME AN ASK IM GONNA CRYYYYY!!!!!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU BABY!!!! I really hope you know just how much your asks mean to me, I always find myself rereading them multiple times before answering because of how happy they make me :( I almost deleted this one on desktop I WAS STRESSEDDDDDD</3

now onto the actual reply!

I love how we all collectively suffered when they finally fucked again AND he actually provided aftercare like a decent fucking human being, WE CHEERED, WE CELEBRATED!!!!

WHY DID THOSE LAUGHING EMOJIS MAKE ME CHUCKLE YOU SOUND SO STRESSED IM SO SORRY :(((( I know the nishimura premium sibling argument was painful but iTS FOR THE PLOT I PROMISE IT WILL BE WORTH IT

nOOO i am lock mad at myself for making y'all hate fume so much even if it was only short lived, HES A GOOD MAN SAVANNAH, A GOOD. MAN. I SWEAR

sigh, I genuinely love your asks so much and am just so happy and grateful because they never fail to make my day. you sent me this a few days ago but I still thought about it every day until now bc I was waiting for a moment finally respond to them, so thank YOU so much for all of your kind words and your genuine reactions. I love and appreciate you so much and am so so so grateful for such genuine love and support, you make this experience the best ever, I love you :(❤❤❤

#; mailbox 📬#; cold hearts

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forevermoreandalwayshers · 2 years

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i am so not okay and yeah it may be okay to not be okay but i’m like whole ass not okay at all. i’m over here being a sad ass fuck, im drinking before 7am, ive slept maybe five hours since friday. i have no motivation to do anything, like why do i let myself get this bad though bro? like why does she have this power over me?

like i am so not the same person i was this time last year, AT ALL. i am a completely changed person, but i can’t say it’s for the better because i’m not sure it is. ive whole ass disrespected myself in these last 11 months more than i would like to admit. ive become things i never said i would. like what kind of person stays at the bar until 2am when they got there at 5pm ON SUNDAY. a full blown severe degenerate, like i passed delinquent about ten months ago. i hate even saying this but being a drug dealer has me coked the fuck out 25/8, i self sabotage more than i want to even acknowledge. i’m living a full ass lie and that’s the first time ive even admitted that in the slightest.

but like also, ive had some of the best times of my life over these last 11 months. ive had my fair share of flings with cute ladies. i’ve learned to be so much more confident and comfortable with who i am because why i should i be anything less then great? life is far too short to be anything less than. i went from wanting to run over penny with her own truck and stab her in the face to her being the biggest part of my everyday… we spend hours just sitting and talking in her truck about everything and nothing at the same time. she is a necessity in my day to day and i feel weird if i go even a day without talking to her. she has saved me in more ways than i even thought i needed to be saved. she has shown me that i am a wonderful person and i have a lot to give… i literally don’t pray about many things, you were and still are a big part of my talks with the man upstairs but also penny has become a constant in my conversations with him too because i feel like in some strange, weird, convoluted way we were put together for a reason.. she’s going through a lot right now and yeah i may be as well but i can put mine on the back burner if it means she has me to vent to and to listen to her and actually hear what she has to say.. she is such a fucking amazingly wonderfully exquisite and breathtakingly gorgeous woman who deserves so much more than she even wants to think she does. i just wanna give her the whole world and take away any hurt she’s ever felt. it feels weird to say this but in some ways i think she’s the only person i will ever actually truly love with my whole ass heart because i know for a fact that she would never hurt me and i would never in a million, kazillion, trillion years ever hurt her. i could never physically bring myself to do that.. especially her.. i would literally die before i would ever hurt her in anyway shape or form.

idk though dude.. my life is just so fucking strange and i never thought that i would ever be in the position i am now. like if you had asked me this time last year “stephanie where do you think you’ll be a year from now?” i would’ve said.. “very happily married to the love of my life, building our future together and planning to start a family” BUT THATS A BIG OLE LMAO ROFL 😅🤣😭 i would’ve never thought that i would be a drug dealing degen who’s a whole ass hoe and stays drunk monday through sunday..

i know it’s okay to not be okay but right now i am not okay and that is not okay.. which is also okay, ya know? 🤷🏽🥺

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