#I love rambling skjjsjjs

[eldrichthingy]

8, 12 and -8 for the ask game 🥰!

Hope your day’s going great Olya!!

Hello!! :') Thank you so much for sending me an ask, Marine! 🥺💗 I'm always so happy to see you in my inbox! 🙌🏾

8 - type of dream?

I'M SORRY BUT MY HORNY ASS IS BEING HORNY AGAIN. I love nightmare-ish sex dreams, I don't know how to explain or if I should do that. Like... sometimes I'm having very extreme dreams — with the mix of horror and erotic, weird creatures and stuff like that ;:) they're usually extremely WILD, but sadly, they've became rare for me. Oh, and! I think my second favorite type is vivid dreams and the dreams that don't make any sense and just straight up unexplainable. I just love wild and fun dreams! 👉🏾👈🏾 Also, definitely worth mentioning: nightmares featuring my own OCs. That sounds really weird (because maybe it is lmaooo), but I've had a lot of nightmares about Eudelme chasing me and like... killing me very violently for a small period of time and I was having a hard time playing that save :')) It made me extremely anxious, BUT it gave me the most insane inspiration boost in terms of creating great lore!

12 - creative medium?

If I understood the question correctly (today's the day when my English said "goodbye" and dramatically walked out of the window), it's writing!! I absolutely suck at it for now, because I'm very inconsistent with practicing it and I'm having a hard time writing in english in general. If I write, I write it either in russian or in german... so it's no surprise I'M BAD AT THIS skjsks. Writing is my favorite thing to do in terms of creativity because it's... It's very flexible, idk how else to put it? I love writing. Yeah! I'm trying to have a writing schedule and force myself to write in english! It doesn't work out yet (ADHD thank you) and I don't know if it will before I will have a full fucking burnout! 🙌🏾 nothing truly gives me this much freedom in terms of creativity as writing. Oh, and also! It's doing edits and renders for Sims 4! That's the first reason why I even started a simblr, although once again, I suck at it a lot lmaoo, but I'm having a lot of fun with this! Especially in Blender, where everything and every single little detail is adjustable, having a lot of control and the flow of creativity is amazing, not being limited is amazing!!

18 - constellation?

OH NOW THAT'S A DIFFICULT ONE. I had a hard time choosing, but I think that's going to be Corona Borealis. First of all, I love it's name and I think it's just.. gorgeous. And so fascinating.