#I love him but I rarely draw him💔❤️

[anxious-weasel]

I couldn't get past this...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG MAN!!!🐙🧅✨🩷🩷

it was an old sketch but I made it!

[motherofdogs1010]

Masterlist

I write with chubby-coded/plus sized, racial inclusive readers in mind; very rarely do I mention anything about a reader's physical appearance, all are welcome and are written in mind for everyone to enjoy!!

Must be 18+ to join taglists

I also take frequent mental health breaks since I do suffer from poor mental health, BUT writing is my safe space so I will always come back to you guys ❤️

Key:

💋 18 + Smut

😊 Fluff

💔 Angst

🖤 Dark Storyline

😉 Omegaverse

Laurel Sickness (Sonny Carisi x Reader) 🖤

Summary: Laurel Sickness is an case of extreme case of obsessive love that is sweeping the globe with no explanation. People are becoming just as mad as Apollo once was when he first set his godly eyes on the virgin nymph, Daphne.

Warnings: 18+ only, dark!fic, toxic behavior, gaslighting, dystopian society, dark!Sonny Carisi, stalking, stalker!Sonny Carisi, the world's messed up in this story, age gap relationship, forced relationship, eventual non-con/dub-con, Stockholm Syndrome

Part I Part II TBA

Need to Know (Peter Parker x Reader) 💋

Inspired by Doja Cat's "Need to Know"

Summary: When she was ready to get back out on the dating scene after dumping a certain Winter Soldier, Y/N was a woman ready to get back out there. She just never expected to find herself in a relationship with a certain nerdy spider.

Warnings: older woman/younger man, age gap relationship, heavy smut, drinking, swearing, daddy kink, mentions of cheating, toxic ex behavior, eventual pregnancy

Part I Part II Part III COMING SOON

Please, Please (Peter Parker x Reader) 💋

Re-write of 'Need to Know'

Part I

Little Darling (Thomas Shelby x Reader) 💋

Summary: Birmingham has received a new club, one that is showcasing a exotic type of dance that is drawing in crowds, but it is one particular dancer that catches Thomas Shelby's eye... one that goes by the stage name: Little Darling

Warnings: 18+ only, eventual smut, stripper!reader, mentions of prostitution/sex work, canon Peaky Blinders violence, swearing, drinking

Part I Part II Part III Part IV COMING SOON

Letters to Juliet & Romeo (Thomas Shelby x Reader) 😊💔

Inspired by 'Letters to Juliet' film...

Summary: Heartbroken and in the midst of the Great War as a nurse, Y/N L/N writes to a person she never expected to write to before... her brother's friend, Thomas Shelby... But the war's over now and it is time to face the letters...

Warnings: angst, wartime talk, fluff, reunion, pre-Peaky Blinders Tommy, solider!Tommy, nurse!Reader, chubby!reader, age gap (everyone is of age)

Part I Part II

Of Messiahs and Seeds (Dark!Paul Atreides x Reader) 🖤💋

Summary: Emperor Paul of House Atreides has set forth with expansion of his empire on the planets that have resisted and has now come across the last stronghold that resists him: Terra Millennium...

Warnings: 18+ only, eventual NONCON/DUBCON, eventual forced marriage and pregnancy, violence, language, drinking, chubby!reader, dark!Paul Atreides, spoilers for Dune Part 2

Part I Part II Part III Part IV COMING SOON

A Jedi in Arrakis (Paul Atreides x Reader) 💋💔😊

Summary: While on the run from Empire troops, Jedi padawan Y/N comes to find out that hyper-driving in a compromised craft can have some major setbacks when she discovers not only is on a new planet but a whole new galaxy as well...

Warnings: jedi!reader, eventual 18+, NSFW, angst, fluff, eventual smut/pinv!sex, oral sex, talks of questioning the Force and teachings, spoilers for Dune Part I and II, eventual marriage

Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V Part VI TBA

Solar Flare (Feyd-Rautha x Reader) 💋

Summary: Chosen as the bride of na-Baron Feyd-Rautha, Y/N finds herself at the hands of the sadistic na-Baron who seems keen on having his bride on their wedding night...

Warnings: 18+ only, NSFW, arranged marriage, DUBCON/ pinv sex, fingering, loss of virginity, brief knife kink, small breeding kink, crude language, forced arranged marriage

Dividers by @firefly-graphics & me

Banner by @vase-of-lilies

[matryx7728]

okay okay i figure i should make an introduction post or something by now

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Hi !! name Matryx !!

you can call me whatever you want though !! as long as it’s not weird.

Any/All pronouns!! i’m gender apathetic ! (although i do like it/its too i’m realizing)

Also feel free to send mostly anything in my inbox like shitpost wise and whatnot ! just don’t send anything NSFW and also i won’t be likely to respond to any like. vent asks or things like that because i am not very good at comforting people. but if you do need to talk my messages are open ! i’ll try my best !

also quick warning: i do call everyone dude/bro/man/girl/girlie to refer to people a lot! if you’re uncomfortable with this please lmk so i know not to refer to you with these !

i also swear very openly and maybe a bit excessively so. tw i think

another tw: i occasionally reblog suggestive things … oops. all suggestive posts will have the tag #suggestive !! i also very rarely rb actual nsfw and all nsfw posts will have the tag #nsfw so. be warned ❤️

Also !! i’m autistic !! and in relation to this my current special interest(s) is/are: ULTRAKILL, WILL WOOD/will wood and the tapeworms, CARRION (the game about that flesh monster) and CRASHBOX (i loved that show when j was little soooo so so much)

other interests include (but aren’t limited to): mandela catalogue, faith the unholy trinity, jojos bizarre adventure, rain world, undertale/deltarune, minecraft, skyrim (or any of the elder scrolls games), godzilla, wings of fire, final fantasy and souls games (indoctrinated by a friend), PLUTO (netflix show) (NONE OF THESE ARE IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER THEYRE JUST LISTED AS I REMEMBERED THEM)

i’m currently mad obsessed with gabriel ultrakill ,, oopsies 💔

previous char fixation was spamton (from deltarune) and i still love him a lot still a comfort character

and of course i’m obsessed with all my ocs so they count as interests i think.

i’m very excitable by anything to do with dragons or robots or god forbid both

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speaking of my ocs. if you’d like to draw any that i show off, please absolutely go for it!! i’ll send a reference if you need it even!! i’m fine with almost all themes, including but not limited to: gore, horror, body horror, psychedelic themes, eyestrain, depressive themes, etc! all of these are fine even severe depictions !

however, do not draw any of my ocs with the following: NSFW themes (moderate nudity is fine just like. no genitals. boobs are fine tho), suggestive themes (unless you ask and i grant permission), etc

i’m on artfight ! my character perms on there go more in-depth!: https://artfight.net/~Matryx

also! my tags are: #matryx speaks (for talking posts), #v0 (for whenever i post abt my ultrakill sona), and #disaster machines/#w01-f for whenever i talk about an ultrakill oc shared with @gabv1rielislyfe there will be more tags soon probably)

i also often use #drools everywhere (for art that i like a lot/makes me happy

and i think that’s it !! don’t be afraid to ask any questions !! except i am a bit awkward socially but i try my best to interact !

feel free to ask for my discord if we’re mutuals. i will gladly infodump about ocs in dms if you ask ����

[princessrainbowpastel]

✨🎶💕💔🏳️‍🌈💢

AAAA THANKS HON!!!!

Disney’s Hercules/Hercules the Animated Series is my current obsession so yeah lol

✨ what draws you towards your hyperfixation? what is interesting about it?

Well honestly I got drawn in from the villain of the movie: Hades (that’s literally how I get drawn into basically all my fandoms lmao I have an f/o in it and now I’m obsessed lol). But I love the twist they did for the Greek lore of Disney’s Hercules! It’s really interesting and I think Greek mythology is really cool and interesting too! I’m not a huge Greek mythology buff, but the movie as well as the series (and some anons on my Disney blog lmao) have taught me a lot of neat Greek mythology stories and fun facts!

🎶 if your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it?

Lol well I have 3 favorite songs from the movie: The Gospel Truth II (because it’s pretty much Hades’ villain song since he doesn’t sing in the movie lmao), Zero to Hero (a bop and the video that made me fall in love with Hades/made me obsessed with the movie and series lol), and I Won’t Say I’m in Love (a certified banger)

💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

…HADES 💙❤️‍🔥 he’s just this weird mix of ugly and handsome and I love that lmao, that seems to be my type lol. Also I just love that he’s different from other classic Disney villains and from what you’d expect him to be like. He’s not some dark and menacing villain that’s all serious and out for revenge, he’s this super laid back, sleazy, fast talking, schmoozing used car salesman of a god lmao. I also love that he has a secret soft side! It’s very rare to see in the show and even the movie (if you squint lol), but it’s nice and it shows that he really isn’t as cruel and heartless as he seems. ❤️

💔 tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them.

Oh jeez, that’s a hard one lol. Honestly, I love all the characters in the movie and the series spin off, so there aren’t a lot that I don’t like. I’d say maybe Zeus? I wish he were more considerate of his brother’s feelings and weren’t so naive about the fact that he’s unhappy with his role as a god and that the other gods don’t like him and don’t treat him with the same respect he gets (probably because Hades has done shady stuff in the past but still lol).

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

Heck yeah I do!!! I headcanon Hades as pansexual just because he seems like the type to be into anybody lol, I also headcanon both Hercules and Meg as bisexual because they both give me strong bi couple vibes lmaooo

💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?

The movie? Well, I’d certainly give Hades his beautiful little flowery spring goddess wife. He deserves it, this dude has been through so much with his crazy father and his stuck up brothers lmao. But other than that the movie was flawless! As for the series….I’d change the entire plot. It’s supposed to take place before the movie like a prequel series (like the Little Mermaid animated series), but the thing is: THE ENTIRE SHOW ISN’T CANON TO THE MOVIE. Idk why but it bugs me so much lmao. Like don’t get me wrong I LOVE the show, but it’s pretty much an AU. Like Hades is the main villain of the series and Hercules is supposed to be in highschool training to be a hero (pretty much the series is supposed to take place during the whole One Last Hope montage), but Hades doesn’t even realize Hercules is still alive until Meg runs into him in the forest when he’s 18. Herc is like 16 in the show and constantly runs into Hades and the other gods. Tbh I don’t think Hercules even realized who his parents were until he was like 17 because I figured he had graduated by then and went to travel and find his “true self” and all that. But yeah, anyways lol sorry I always end up ranting about the canon divergence of the show 😂

[for-a-longlongtime]

@marisferasiop I am ALWAYS so excited to see you post new fic, and I was both thrilled because hello, Tim and Joel as brothers on each side of the law? Fuck yes. (And @perotovar @chronically-ghosted have made me fall hard for the Tim x Shane pairing tbh)

First of all, I love the story structure. The way this is set up draws you in immediately (and DAMN YOU for making my heart bleed so much for Shane when he saw Jon again 😭😭), and it gives so many layers to each character. POV switches can be a lot, and it takes some real skill to paint such a clear picture of all of them (and make it so clear how Joel and Tim are both different and similar in several ways), but you’re really nailing it with this 🙌

More behind the cut:

The way Joel calls Shane “little punk” for some reason just brings out all the feelings for me ❤️😩

I MEANNN. Jesus. 🥵

There were a lot of scenes that really gripped me by the throat and were hard to read, esp because that is indeed what victims of human trafficking go through 😩 But I thought you wrote it all with a lot of sensitivity and mindfulness, bravo.

And then the way Tim gets charmed and protective of Shane? 💔 and Shane being pissed that Tim tricked him, even though it was to save him — rightfully so, he should be.

While I’m glad that Joel and Tim were able to pull Shane out of that hell hole (and bust the trafficking ring), I also have ambiguous feelings about it because yeah — this def puts Shane in a position of kind of having to accept Joel’s earlier offer that he turned down before, even if things are a little different now. But tbh I like that you wrote it that way, that one should have some conflict about it (and about both Joel and Tim), because things rarely are just one thing or the other.

(Also the scene of Tim getting into character as Joel was excellent btw, I totally imagined it a bit like this gif 😂)

Also probably one of my very favorite things in the whole fic? Tim being very matter of fact and letting Shane know that if he needed to get out/away from Joel at any point in time, he’d make that happen. Good man.

I can’t wait for part two!!

Rosemary at the garden gate

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Pairing: Twins! Tim & Joel x Shane "Dio" Morissey

Rating: hella explicit and dark, minors fuck rrrrright off!

Warnings: (subject to change) BIG TIME dead dove!! Human trafficking, unhoused gay minors/unhoused gay youth, abuse (physical, sexual, mental/emotional), sex trafficking, sex work, homelessness, food insecurity, stealing to survive, abduction, sex slave trade, gagging/choking (later consensual breathplay), rough oral, "painal" kink, non-con drugging, enemas, forced sex work, bondage for sex and for binding/imprisonment, non-con sex/rape, mafia-esque work and associated unpleasantness (gore and violence), mean but soft Joel, face slapping, spanking as foreplay, caning as punishment, orgasm delay/control, spitting in mouth, body modifications, marking, cum play, all the soft life-affirming gay sex after rescue (Joel and Tim are twins and don't fuck e/o but they do fuck Shane together at one point) a mention of the Meat Rack, the gay sex worker alley where serial killer Des Nilsen abducted his victims. That's probably not all, subject to change.

Summary: (set in an approximate late nineties/early aughts timeline) Shane, turned out by his family after being outed, is sleeping rough when he is abducted by a sex trafficking ring. Joel is Tess' lead enforcer in her gang. His twin brother, Tim, is a highly decorated detective in Major Crimes for the NYPD. Together, they help Tess and her investments navigate both sides of the law. When Shane is given to Joel one evening at a truce meeting between Tess' gang and their rivals, a human trafficking syndicate, he calls Tim to initiate a bust on the opposition.

His one request: he wants the kid. Problem is, once Tim meets him, so does he. Most importantly: what does Shane want once his freedom is granted? Or does he even want his freedom, if these two are holding the reigns?

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Part 2 coming mid- July (target)