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Reminiscing on times she could never remember.
12 hours on procreate
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 art#bg3 fanart#selunite shadowheart#shadowheart#shadowheart hallowleaf#shart art#bg3 shart#shartpost#shart#digital art#digital drawing#digital painting#digital illustration#digital aritst#my art#artwork#art#artists on tumblr#baldurs gate#baldur's gate 3#jenevelle#bg3 jenevelle#jenevelle hallowleaf#I lost the referenceš#elf#half elf
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(ć¹ć«ćŖć¼ is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believeā¢)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad š#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines š#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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drawing him completely clothed as repentance for drawing him completely nude
#sorry women#š#attempting another military portrait thing#but what the fuck is going on with my rendering#[stares at hands like Iāve just lost my power]#completely covered has its own appeal š#I canāt decide if I actually hate or like this#digital art#my art#commissions open#artists on tumblr#procreate#digital illustration#illustration#digital painting#fanart#hetalia#historical hetalia#hws prussia#hetalia fanart#aph prussia#gilbert beilschmidt#off with their heads ass pose#I actually did reference the queen of hearts from the live action Alice in wonderland movie for this lmfao#IT WAS THE BEST REFERENCE FOR WHAT I HAD IN MIND OKAY#bussin it wide open for the lads#alpha spreading
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quick mid game sketch
#ghost trick#not mid game necessarily. i sketched this after i stopped playing last night#please no spoilers! i still haven't finished the game#the mystery behind sissel's identity is too intriguing#also i just wanted to draw sissel#cause after he did that fruity 'leaning back against the pole' pose in the security footage#i lost all rational thought#also this was half inspired by all the anonymous m speedpaint shorts that keep appearing on my youtube dash#i just could not fit the more stylistic artstyle of ghost trick into my own realistically compliant one š#evangenny art#EDIT: i've finished the game and uh. do we think this drawing still applies cause personally i do#the anonymous m reference may have been. more on the nose than i thought?#depending on whichever one this guy is
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was calling and watching @lostxmelody stream p5r today and decided to doodle some moments I liked
like how everytime akechi appeared on screen, this would happen
and another thing that happened a lot,,,
#p5r#leaf yapping#my art#you do NOT need so many screenshots of the SAME frame#the number of times we've said āhe LITERALLY loves you. hes obsessed with youā and then not even 2 minutes later#āhe fucking HATES you. he DESPISES you. youre SO fucked.ā#a third of the stream was just slowly losing insanity#i think anyone would after streaming for almost 11 hours šš#the whole stream's lesson was basically 'how to cheat to get more money'#also melody. pls stop being so fucking op im already dreading to do the palace š#i cant even use ur stream as a reference of what to do because you just got lost and ran in circles for hours š#also i still think that akechi pulled that million coins out of his ass wtf was that
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OMG A STRAIGHT COUPLE FROM WADDLE DEES!!
#kirby#kirby oc#waddle dee#Pat#Olem#I had lost their references šš#Little things that love each other and cry if they are not close to each other#kirby waddle dee#kirby fanart
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Do you think Bakugou uses any pet names? Like love, princess, sweetcheeks? Etc.
Sweet ones? No, LOL. In canon all his nicknames for people are descriptors, with varying levels of derogatory connotations (Ears for Jiro, Denim Head and Spoonbill for Best Jeanist and Hawks, extras for people he doesnāt know/care to notice, Nutsack Face or Ballsack Head for AFO, etc etc). But beyond thatāIāve just never been a princess truther! Princess, sweetcheeks, love and the like all imply a certain amount of rizz that the Bakugou I write just wouldnāt ever have with strangers LMAO. Iām sorry. š
Saying that, itās a popular trope/tool for a reason, especially in the x Reader niche where we need active ways to avoid using proper names. Likeāwe all want to feel special. š„ŗ And whatās more special than being given a new name? A name that only exists between you and someone else? So I know why a (sweet) pet name from a character like Bakugou is a popular fantasy.
Tbh though I think Dabi can pull off the disdainful endearments that Bakugouās often written with, betterālike, a snide princess. A pointed love, because he can see itās bothering the Reader. etc etc etc. He doesnāt necessarily have the rizz either butāidk, I just think heās a better fit for the attitude those kind of nicknames require.
#ofmermaidstories-asks#im not a pet name girlie in general tho š but this might be bc when i was a teenager i made all my friends refer to me as āprincess [merms]ā#so. kinda lost the taste for it LOL.#i was a nightmare as a teenager RIP
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ALI
ALI

TUMBLR IS CRAZY WHOSE TAG IS THAT
I WANTED TO SAY "KISSING YOUR HANDS" OR SOMETHING BUT IT GAVE ME THIS INSTEAD *WHEEZE*
AND LOOK AT THIS

THAT IS HOW CRAZY I HAVE GOTTEN BECAUSE OF YOU , GIRL
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This is my main Sona fr !! Her name is Aru and she is a Saytr as you can see
GO CRAZY WITH HER FJDNDND
O-oh myā¦
Idk how to react to that augh-
Ur sona is very cute btw jehejsbsnaljakš„ŗ
#i can draw you making out with ragatha now>:)#on an unrelated note#i love your keyboard lmao#Also this account of moonie is banned rn ripš#<- The sillay is very flustered#save for later#!!#art reference#Moot ask#tehe#Thats just tags shenanigans for ya#They do their own thing#This ask is VERY old btw#Lost in my sea of drafts#note to self
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#sobbing crying weeping wailing etc etc etc uwaaaaah#also on a technical level makes more sense that how it was portrayed in the anime btw#like ider if the lost gameās score was shown but either way if it was#a) it was far to fast to properly register and b) we donāt hear the inner thoughts so if you blink and miss it it just looks like heās#nervously looking back for no particular reason#and that heās in a grumpy mood for no particular reason as well#referring to both as āheā to not show up in the search bar man I hate redacting names all the time š
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ā Once again...Ā The Doors of Paradise are opened... In the midst of sleep, the world she loves sinks⦠Down to the bottom of the water. As if beckoned by her hand at the end of a dream⦠The door was opened. Come ć» Down ć» To ć»The ć» E ć»ly ć»si ć»on ā And then... her reality shattered... Tell me, Papa... In Paradise, will my body still hurt? She asks questions over and over again. Her never-ending fascination with ćParadiseć Ah... the girl can no longer see...Ā The corpse lying beside her... Closed door ... the man's wildest dreams became a cruel reality. Cross talk ... the girl's reality became a fantastical dream. Closed door ... the man's paradise became an eternal abyss. Cross talk ... the girl's abyss became a momentary paradise! ... Papa, In Paradise, will my heart still hurt? Hey, Papa...
#erin talks#video#erin's music rec tag#long post#sorry with the post + the tags this will get long š I tried to pare down the lyrics but this is as little as I could get myself to include#I could put the whole song translation under a read more but that wouldn't be subjecting my followers to laurant propaganda comma would it#I used this yt video bc it has a summary in the description but I don't like the translation as much as the one I linked šš»#I love the structure of this song & how it introduces the album; the batshit guitar solo over strings; the imagery of Abyss crawling across#the snow& his blood laying a breadcrumb trail of āsinā ; 3RD STORY ALBUM LOST (2002) REFERENCE!!! ššš ; El asking if she'll stop being in#pain in paradise... gee I wonder why that resonated with me (slash s) ; ććć®å±ä½ćā¦šššć & then another batshit guitar solo#revo I will love you forever and ever ; the mirroring of El and Abyss opening/closing the doors to heaven & hell as they die over & over#the subtle vocal layering over 愽åćØćŖć (also I miss Aramary </333) ; the instrumental lowering & addition of birds chirping#in the bridge ; the final door closing... I want to eat this album & it be part of me forever#listening to this song always makes me miss having the erinselysion url even tho since I used it in middle school it feels v juvenile now#sanhora
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Suzanne Collins is one of the few contemporary writers who realizes the importance of names in her stories and the significance they bear. They add so many layers to the story, additional meanings that otherwise would not have existed.
The original trilogy:
Katniss: named after a plant of which you can eat the roots. Her father taught her where to find it and told her that āas long as you can find yourself, youāll surviveā (quote may be a little bit off, but itās from one of the early chapters in THG). Additionally, the leaves are in the shape of an arrowhead, referencing her skills with the bow which her father also taught her how to use.
Peeta: literally bread lmao. But bread is one of the basic nutritions humans need, a little bit goes a long way to keep you alive. Peetaās presence in Katnissās life also kept her alive, literally and figurativelyāthe burned bread he threw her in the flashback and their complicated relationship.
Primrose: a plant with medicinal purposes, even more significant in light of her work as a medic in Mockingjay.
Gale: literally means āstrong windā and considering that in every encounter with Katniss heās caused some reaction, he pulls her into directions she maybe initially doesnāt want to go in. Additionally, his name also represents his determination and steadfastness in his beliefs.
TBOSAS
Lucy Gray: named after William Wordsworthās poem āLucy Grayā which is about the titular character of the poem who got lost during a blizzard. She literally got lost in snow. Rachel Zegler sang this poem in two parts on the original soundtrack of the movie. When Snow asked who the girl in the song is, Lucy answers that sheās a mystery, just like her.
Snow: aside from the obvious snow references, I think his name is most significant in relation to Lucy and the poem. The only one who knows what caused her disappearance is Snow. He is the reason that Lucy is gone. But her traces in the snow are still visible. He will always remember her because the memory of Lucy has manifested itself in every part of his life.
Coriolanus: named after the Roman general (and also the titular character of Shakespeareās play), Coriolanus wanted to attack Rome and become its ruler. He was scorned and celebrated by the people, only to be later exiled from the city by them. In TBOSAS, Coriolanus is the star pupil at the Capitolās academy but sent into exile to the districts after he won the Games with Lucy through cheating.
Volumnia: Coriolanus mother who played a part in his ascent to power. In TBOSAS, she almost serves like a mentor to Coriolanus, teaching him how to think in terms of power.
(Edit) Sejanus: a roman soldier who was betrayed by the roman emperor Tiberius, just like the future president betrayed him.
(Edit) Plinth: got this info from here, but it was too good not to include here. A plinth is a base for a statue or vase to stand on. After Sejanusās death, all of the Plinth fortune was given to Snow for being such a good to friend him. It was this money that skyrocketed the Snow family from poverty to filthy rich. The Plinth money was the foundation upon which Snow built his power.
There are so many other names that have historical (mostly Roman and Greek) connotationsāPlutarch, Seneca, Cinnaābut also regular names like Trinket and Beetee bear meanings that represent the character beautifully.
Names are important. For any lover of literature or (aspiring) writers, please look closely at them. They can shape your story into something unique.
Feel free to correct me if Iāve said something wrong. I know there are many names missing, but I can only add so many examples āš»š
#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#thg#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#gale hawthorne#lucy gray baird#coriolanus snow#suzanne collins#literature
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Hello ! I positively adore the running joke of Idia unknowingly finding Lilia to be the coolest guy ever whenever he doesn't know it's him, like when Silver described his father, or obviously with muscle red. I can't say what'd be funnier, Idia finding out his online best friend is actually Lilia, resident spooky hyper fairy; or them both never finding out, and it'd become even more ridiculous as time goes on. How do you think it'll play out ? You're always so on point
(Also, though it makes sense, I'm still devastated bat boy didn't get a ticket for the Halloween skeleton train : ( does anyone mentions him at some point ? Like how he'd have fit right in with all those Halloween town little freaks, and how he'd have impressed them with his spooks and scared techniques; after all he's been every Briar Valley's children worst fear on Halloween for centuries. I'm on the eng server and I didn't wanna spoil myself by watching the whole thing on youtube)
Have a nice day !
you and me both, Idia and Lilia being oblivious online BFFs (+ Idia being incredibly intimidated any time Silver brings up his jock gamer dad) is my favorite running joke/subplot. š¤ it's SO good, to the point where I also am unsure if I actually want it to ever be resolved or not...maybe, like, as a post-canon stinger or something? everyone's standing around covered in overblot ink, and Idia and Lilia's phones go off at the same time...
(legit I do think this is part of why Idia couldn't be present for Lilia's dream, because for some reason Lilia decided he was going to just. embody his past self online. he probably quotes his own battle strategies or whatever in the middle of boss fights. Idia didn't pick up on the whole "oh how weird that we both live on a super remote island" thing, but he would spend thirty seconds listening to General Lilia describing siege warfare and be like "w-wait")
all that aside, however it does end up happening, I do see Lilia being very blasƩ and all "oh! cool!" about it. y'know, taking it very much in stride! and Idia...very much not.
(can't tell if tumblr is going to chew this into illegibility or not, this will be a fun surprise į( į )į)
as for Lilia sadly missing out on Halloweentown shenanigans...he does get one little mention as part of an offhand reference to the light music club, but so far no one has brought up how this basically is just Lost In the Book of Liliatown (Sebek's been too busy yelling about not getting to be in the same group as Malleus). š honestly though, it's probably for the best that he got left out, because he would just settle right in and refuse to ever leave. canon would shatter. we would miss out on all the delightful angst of episode 7 because Lilia is too busy eating poisonous shrubbery inbetween practicing his very best screams, and no one can pull him away from it.
(I can hope for a sequel next year though...)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#gentle spoilers but y'know. just in case#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#most of the kitchen scene was jade messing with the firsties and that was so delightful that i didn't think til after#that you'd think sebek would have made some kind of reference to lilia 'i lost my tastebuds in the war' vanrouge's quote-unquote cooking#ah well. jade being mean is more than entertaining enough#looking forward to more of it tomorrow!#god. lilia and idia though.#lilia is like. genuinely idia's best friend and neither of them have any idea#and idia keeps doing that 'ha ha what if we were friends out of game too? what if we met offline? jk jk jk uNLESS...šš'#and then he immediately chickens out because he's so convinced that crimson will hate him if they ever met irl#(meanwhile lilia is just like 'my online bestie is so cool :) la la la')#they are both so stupid and i love them so much#i've just realized that i actually do want them to find out each other's identities#because idia doesn't just go to school with his online bff#he ALSO goes to school with his online bff's extremely supportive and extremely socially-inept kids#idia is going to get invited to dinner at diasomnia and it's going to be SO awkward#silver is going to give a long formal speech thanking him for being a stalwart comrade and trusted warrior brother to his father#as sebek stews in jealousy that idia got to fight by lilia-sama's side >:(#while idia sits there like 'all i did was link him a video about lane control for his character class'#malleus will make such an effort to learn literally anything about online gaming and he won't understand a word of it#it will be SUCH a disaster and i very much do want it now
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Hi! Nimona told him to do a thumbs up (also I hope you get the reference image because I couldn't find it ajkdsad)
There's some mpreg headcanons and drawings under the cut! :D
By the way the limit of images is 30 so I had to make some longer images with comics to save space and put more drawings š
-Also, small continuation from the previous drawing:
(I wrote baby album but maybe it should be those albums that people keep of the pregnancy process ajskd)
-When Ballister first started showing, he was a bit insecure about it, but Ambrosius helped with that, in the romantic sense of worshipping and whatever, but also like this:
Translation (did my best to see how to translate it sorry sdjksd it works better in spanish)
1 Ballister: I think it's too soon to be getting fat- Ambrosius: You know what else is getting fat? 2 Ambrosius: Who said that
-Ballister goes through the denial of needing new clothes, so imagine him still wearing the stuff he usually wears and Nimona coming from behind and picking at the clothes by his shoulder and going in a high-pitched voice, as if the shirt was talking - I'm tired, boss while Ballister swats her away and say, leave me alone, it still fits me >:(
(it doesn't)
>Also Ballister absolutely refusing to wear maternity clothes, the only one he got he was like, wearing it and looking very unimpressed, and Ambrosius' like, you don't like it? :( and Ballister says, No. It's ugly as fuck >:(
>So, he just gets bigger shirts and stretch-ier pants and that's it. Also he gets an oversized hoodie and he says that's gonna be his best friend the rest of the pregnancy, and both Nimona and Ambrosius gasp offendedly at that.
So-
Ambrosius (turning to look at Nimona): What the- hey, I am his best friend. Nimona: Course not! You lost that privilege with what happened that one time (she means the movie events, more than five years ago) Ballister: Ambrosius' my best friend, Nimona. Ambrosius: HAH >:D Nimona: Aw :( Ballister: Because you're my sidekick :) Nimona: :D Ambrosius: Hey, what now- that sounds better than best friend :(
-Ballister during most of the pregnancy is like, woo baby :) but at the very last months he's at least half of the time pissed off, tired and done with being pregnant.
(my incredible math skills in the next point)
>70% of that time he's mad at Ambrosius (who made him pregnant), 20% mad at Nimona (who consciously (and sometimes unconsciously) gets on his nerves) and the remaining 10 he's pissed off at Baby (and he gets sad about that one, because he's just a baby, so he redirects it at Ambrosius instead š)
>Ambrosius does his best to be of help but usually there's nothing he can do aside from being there (and sometimes getting out of Ballister's sight, if he's really angry- in the sense of 'I don't even want to see you now')
>Most of the time Ballister just cools off.
-Also Ambrosius giving him massages, sometimes randomly on his shoulders or his feet, and sometimes something more elaborated, like Ballister laying down and him using body oil, setting the ambient and all to massage his back (and Ballister almost always falls asleep in those).
>Sometimes tho he just does a 'chop chop chop' at his shoulders (it doesn't do anything besides amusing Ballister and keeping him company)
>Also Nimona said that of course he'd just randomly start chopping Ballister while Ballister does nothing about it, so Ambrosius starts chopping her instead
(made these two drawings with like three weeks of difference ajdkad)
(N/SFW thingies on the next four points and the next four images)
-Also with that previous point imagine Ballister waking up all angry, and Ambrosius just not knowing what he can do for him to stop being mad, but it turns out that Ballister had just woken up horny and pent-up.
>And once he realizes, he's like Ambrosius... (with intentions of getting some), and Ambrosius is like š§? because a second ago Ballister wasn't even looking at him.
-Also with this, Ballister is just very much hornier now (after the first trimester which was the worst) and Ambrosius doesn't mind at all - except when his jaw gets sore or he's running late for work because they lost track of time and also other situations ajsdks but usually he's delighted.
>(In the drawing Ballister just crossed one leg over the other once he heard Ambrosius coming in, because he can't maintain the position too long without getting uncomfortable sdjksj)
-Whenever Ballister is like >:c and looking in Ambrosius' direction, he immediately assumes that his husband is angry at him.
>Y'know when you look intensely at someone so they feel your gaze and look at you back? Ballister here is trying to apply that, but it doesn't work bc of the previous point askdad
-I had written sometime (I think) about them blaming Baby on literally anything that has more or less to do with him. If Ballister's crying, if he forgets stuff, if Nimona coddles Ballister too much and pisses him off, if Ambrosius wastes all the cleaning product in two weeks because he had been cleaning too much (he's nesting and realizes that sometime later), if Nimona and Ballister eat the weirdest stuff that at least he wouldn't eat in normal circumstances- and a long etc.
-During Ballister's pregnancy, Nimona works the most she had ever worked in her existence (in the biscuit factory):
-Both Nimona and Ambrosius are the most supportive c: yippie. Supportive husband/best friend and supportive sidekick/friend/sibling/etc
>An example would be of Ballister being tired, and if the time allows, the other two will immediately suggest a nap.
>Their collective naps usually last hours and they wake up disoriented, sweaty, with drool and the sheets marked on their faces.
>Also they wake up almost always stacked, Nimona always under the other two.
Translation
Nimona and Ballister: (snoring) Ambrosius: Fuck- what year is it? (tries to lift himself up)
-Also Nimona is the self-assigned pregnancy pillow, and at first Ballister had refused to let her do that, but as a sidekick she took it upon herself to make sure that her boss was comfy and could sleep well - and Ballister reminded her that that's not what sidekicks are for. She said, fuck off I'll do it anyways >:c
>Anyways he sleeps great with her help and earns himself a huge told you so from Nimona.
>I had written a thingy where just when she woke up she was like good morning boss :D while Ballister also said good morning and she hugged him while pushing Ambrosius away, even out of bed. I can't remember where I left it but once I find it, I'll see if it's good for posting pipipi Also Ballister and Ambrosius are corny husbands
>Also here I drew my vague idea of a bear bc I was too lazy to look for Nimona bear references sowwy
-Nimona sometimes shapeshifts into Ballister to make fun of him.
(This one joke gets lost in translation which is a shame but I'm gonna share the comic anyways sdjs)
>(She's messing around about names, doing a play in words using Gloreth's name while Ballister is already warning her to stop)
>Nimona urges them to get a name soon because Baby is almost born, and they're like yeah chill we're on it - and they're both sitting on the sofa, with Ballister's legs over Ambrosius' lap, while Ballister goes through their list on his tablet and Ambrosius focuses on giving him a massage on his feet.
They're like-
Ballister: So, Cyril? Ambrosius: No, my horse at the Institute was called that. Ballister: Right, then not that one... What about Casper? Ambrosius: Hmm... no. Ballister: Why not? Ambrosius: I don't know, I just don't really like it. Do you? Ballister: Eh, it's alright, I guess. I don't think Baby looks like a Casper, though Nimona: You don't even know how he looks yet! Ballister: You shut up, kid >:v Ballister: So, what aboutā¦
And they're making nearly to none progress but yeah sjdsd
>Also imagine Nimona (as Ballister) imitating what he does now that he's pregnant but x10 times more.
Translations
1 AUGHH- MY BACK 2 FUCKING AMBROSIUS! 3 Ambrosito? Can you get me a sweet treat? š„ŗ 4 I'M HUGE WAAA
>And while Ballister is like wtf I don't act like that, he turns to Ambrosius like, do I act like that? š„ And Ambrosius, who was laughing to himself, goes, well... not so intensely, which is good enough for Ballister.
>But Nimona points out to what Ballister is eating with a mocking smile (and it is weird to be mocked by a version of himself that has a pink strand on his hair, but whatever), and he's like ? what? and realizes that he did ask for a sweet treat almost like Nimona depicted he does, because he did pull the big sparkly eyes and he did call Ambrosius Ambrosito while at it.
>Then he's wondering if he really complains about his back like that (he does, but as Ambrosius said, he isn't so intense about it, usually just holding his lower back and throwing his head back as he winces. Normal)
>(the yelling insults at Ambrosius is definitely not true. But he does throw daggers at him with his eyes when he's angry, he has to admit to himself)
>Now, about crying because he feels huge- yes. Very much true, but he doesn't wail. Just sobs and cries a river like the sensible, serious adult he is.
-Also that thing of knights don't cry and whatever. This one knight does cry, and he cries a lot (at least while he's pregnant).
>He cried once because he dreamt that Nimona was a little spider and even though he warned Ambrosius to be careful, he accidentally crushed her and he woke up not only incredibly sad but also upset with Ambrosius, even though he was aware that it was silly to get mad with him over a dream.
>Nimona was like boss :( while hugging him, and Ambrosius had to scoot a bit away because Ballister didn't even want to look at him as he wept. Ambrosius said a lot of reassuring words of I'm sorry, I think I didn't see her :( while Ballister was like, but I warned you so many times :'[
>Then he was like, I promise you, I'd never hurt Nimona. And Nimona herself said, yeah boss, I'd crush him first, don't you worry about it :) and Ballister said, but I couldn't protect you :''[ while hugging her harder.
>And both Nimona and Ambrosius are (internally) like, ohh, so that's what it's about.
>Anyways, just a bunch of hugging and comforting gets him to feel a little less sad and also Nimona saying, but you're great at protecting me now :D so, there's all that sdjksd
-Sometimes Ballister just breaks down over seemingly the most trivial stuff too (which is usually just the last straw over a bunch of other stuff going on)
Translation
1 Ambrosius: Balli? What happened? D: Ballister (with one eyeline going up and the other going down): Ambrosito, my eyeline's crooked* *the straw that broke the camel's back (his hair isn't cooperating) (his back hurts) (done) (clothes feel uncomfortable) (the baby won't stay still) 2 Ambrosius (doing Ballister's eyeline): Stay very still, love (focused) 3 (they're in front of the mirror) Ballister (laughing his ass off): BUT HOW DID YOU MAKE IT EVEN MORE CROOKED?! Ambrosius (embarrassed): Aw Ballister (holding his belly): Ow, Baby, don't kick me, sorry, sorry! I'll stay still now-
>(Y'know when a pregnant person laughs the baby inside gets all shaken skdsd I find it funny, so imagine Baby being like ??!! because Ballister keeps laughing too hard and shaking him all around and his kicks are like him going, stay the fuck still D:<) (Ballister's still weepy but now he's crying with laughter, which is better than him crying from being overwhelmed)
-Also Ballister's very scared of giving birth but he's very good at pretending that Baby will simply materialize in his arms rather than him having to push him out.
(Drawings based over this)
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1 Ballister happy because his baby is almost born 2 (Remembers that he has to give birth to him)
-The day that he was in labor and all, imagine the water just breaking and stuff and Nimona being like 'okay everyone DON'T PANIC' while panicking and also Ballister's panicking too (Ambrosius' at work and when he's told he also panics and arrives at the hospital in record time still wearing his armor. The power of first-time father panic)
(But someone gotta be not panicking in the situation, so Ambrosius calms the fuck down and becomes the calming presence that Ballister can rely on c: also Nimona calms down too and goes back to being herself and is very good at distracting Ballister while he goes through contractions and the hours before pushing.)
>Also y'know how in TV sometimes someone else imitates the pregnant person's breathing exercises by going huff huff huff quickly ajsdkjd
>Also Ballister going Nimona what about the bags and also don't carry me there?! and her going shit right and ignoring the second half, then returning for the bags and grabbing them, all while holding Ballister like a doll (a doll with a little doll inside SJDS pregnant barbie)
En espaƱol pensaba que fuera = AYĆDENLO, SE LE SALE LA WAWA - NIMONA DEJA DE HACER SHOW
-Wrote a lil something about Baby's birth and Ballister going through kinda a rollercoaster of emotions because at the very beginning of the pushing stage he almost had a panic attack, but then everyone in the room helped him calm down, and when he thought everything was going great, the doctor offered Ambrosius to receive their baby, and of course his husband was very excited about it and said yes, getting dressed up in the medical gown, the facemask, the gloves and all that.
(Initially everything after that was supposed to go swiftly, but I thought, no, what if Ambrosius faints like some dads do? and after watching a TikTok of a woman whose partner did faint and they had to pause her birth to hold him up because he was like over 6 feet tall, I was like hell yeah that's it)
>When Ambrosius finally got between Ballister's legs to look, his blood pressure went the fuck down. And since he's pretty tall and the nurse that tried to catch him was pretty short, the other one had to join in and then the doctor too to avoid him slamming on the ground. The thing was that Ambrosius was clearly fighting very hard against unconsciousness, giving the three people holding him false hope about him finally holding his own weight, making them almost drop him multiple times.
>Sensibly, the situation was kinda scary, because the three people assisting his baby's birth were busy trying to hold his husband from fainting. Said husband was clearly fighting with everything he got to keep himself conscious, and Ballister could very much feel his baby crowning.
>But seeing three short people trying to hold Ambrosius up and yelping when they almost dropped him several times, and remembering that Ambrosius had been so excited about it but hadn't been able to even stand the view, and feeling pretty nervous because his main emotional support couldn't even keep himself awake-, made him crack up.
>So, he's laughing out loud and going every once in a while, owfuck- because it still hurts like a bitch, while the other three keep going, YOU'LL DROP HIM. BE CAREFUL, SIR?? SIR, CAN YOU HEAR ME? and Ambrosius' like, yea- (faints again)
>(they're well aware that they gotta deliver the baby, so they're doing their best to hurry Ambrosius to get out of the way)
>The whole thing had made Ballister's body feel weak from the laughter, and he had to try and calm down to have strength again and push the baby out.
>As you'd guess, Ambrosius didn't receive their baby, and had to sit down and eat something sweet to not faint again, but he managed to stay on his feet well enough to cut the umbilical cord yippie.
>So anyways, Baby out, wrapped and all that, Ballister kept laughing more quietly about it and saying that they should mark the date in the calendar to celebrate Ambrosius fainting over almost delivering their baby. And Ambrosius' like hmm, I don't know Balli, maybe we could use this date for our son's birthday, don't you think? and Ballister's like OH RIGHT and now started laughing at himself.
I keep thinking of new stuff that contradicts what I already have posted, sowwy
>Imagine Ambrosius practically begging Ballister to not tell Nimona, while the other says she'd love to know but also is aware that she'd never let Ambrosius live it down, so he agrees on not telling her. Both eventually tell both Nimona and Baby when the latter is older and inquired about his birth, and indeed, Nimona loved the anecdote, and never let Ambrosius live it down, since then.
-Ideas about Nimona infiltrating the room in the form of a nurse after Baby is born and blowing up her cover when she commented on the baby's nose being just like Gol- Mr. Goldenheart's. And also, his hair being black like Bo- Mr. Goldenheart's.
>At the beginning when they had been admiring their baby, Ambrosius had said, he got your hair D': pipipi (he cried the second Baby got placed in his arms, got a drawing of that but I don't like how it came out wah, Ambrosius' wearing a facemask and being all tear-eyed pipipi) and Ballister had said, he got your nose :D but Ambrosius had said no? that's just a baby's nose, how can you even tell. But after Nimona commented on it, Ballister's saying told you so, it's your nose, while Ambrosius' like, Mr. Goldenheart could be either of us (both smiling amusedly because Nimona's too silly and they clearly know it's her, but she's all idk who's Nimona?)
-Also, I don't know how to make that work with the idea that when she got kicked out to the hall for the pushing bit, she went to steal some flowers and balloons with 'it's a boy!' on them for Ballister. But anyways, I'll write that bit too.
-Also this is Goldenheart with their baby, and I drew it a while back but realized that I don't like it anymore, so I'll do a redrawing someday sdjksd

>Imagine that Ambrosius was in the hospital bed with Baby while Ballister was getting ready so they could leave to their home, and Nimona said pictures timeee and then took that pic, with Ballister pointing at Baby and being all :D Also, Ambrosius looked pretty good and all, and Ballister was all unshaven face, kinda messy hair, the hospital band with his name still wrapped on his wrist as he pointed at Baby, and yet there were some people online that were like ??! Ambrosius Goldenloin Goldenheart was pregnant??
>And the people that knew even if a little bit about the Goldenheart's life, and also because they still went out and whatever, were like ? no? didn't you see Ballister like, a week ago? (Where he was very obviously pregnant and Ambrosius clearly wasn't sdjkdj)
>Every once in a while, Nimona would remember about this and repost it again, even after Baby is much older.
And that's it! If you read till here, bless you ajsdkadj
I've got more stuff about mpreg, both written and drawn, so I hope to make another post like this sometime, they're very fun to make :D
#nimona#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#goldenheart#my art#mpreg#i love them so much#giving Ballister the biggest honor I can as an artist -> making him pregnant#that's what he gets for being my favorite#se pone bien papi chulo#I reached the image limit again pipipi#they should let me put 238493 images not just 30#also notice that bathroom I drew that barely looks like a bathroom jsdsd#apologies I was too lazy to look for references pipipi
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Dear amazing author (you really are! I and my friend have always feast š)
If I may request something - may I please request the hugs and assurance, that everything would be alright? For Aventurine, Argenti, general Jing Yuan, Boothill, DHIL / Dan Heng (you may add more, if you want, I'd gladly read it all!)
Not only I, but also my friend has bad period of time... These last two months mainly... :') college in the last year is not funny, ngl...
Thank you sincerely š
(also Toki, surprise ;D no matter what would happen, we are strong introverts forever šš¤)
We Mend as We Go
Tags: Aventurine x Reader, Argenti x Reader, Jing Yuan x Reader, Boothill x Reader, Dan Heng IL x Reader, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Vulnerability, Reassurance, Fluff, Angst with a Happy Ending, Introspection, Found Family, Slow Burn (implied), Mutual Support.
Warnings: Mentions of Trauma, Burdens of Leadership, Existential Doubt, References to Vengeance and Loss, Themes of Loneliness and Emotional Isolation, Mentions of Past Violence (in Boothill and Dan Heng's parts).
A/N: ššSTAWWPPP!! Y'ALL ARE TOO NICE š§āāļøš, ALSO I can relate with college... It's never fun but neither was school (for me at least) :') enjoy this! ;)

The moon hung high over the city, casting a soft, silvery glow across the balcony where Aventurine stood, his sharp eyes fixed on the distant horizon. Despite his outwardly confident demeanor, there was a deep unease within him tonight, a rare crack in his carefully crafted facade.
You approached him quietly, your footsteps soft on the stone. He didn't turn to look at you, but the subtle shift in his posture told you that he knew you were there. You stopped beside him, taking in the view, before gently reaching out and placing your hand on his shoulder.
Aventurineās smile was as enigmatic as always, but his eyesāheld a flicker of something else: vulnerability. It was fleeting, hidden just beneath the surface, but you had learned to read him, to see past the games and the charming mask.
"Everythingās a gamble, isn't it?" he mused, his voice light, but with an underlying tension. "No matter how many victories I've had, there's always that nagging feeling... What if it all crumbles?"
You stepped closer, wrapping your arms around him in a tender embrace. He froze at first, caught off guard by the warmth of your presence, before he slowly relaxed, a soft breath escaping his lips.
"Then we'll rebuild it together," you whispered, your voice calm, filled with assurance. "Youāre not alone in this. Whatever happens, weāll face it."
Aventurine stood still for a moment, his heart pounding with an unfamiliar comfort, before he allowed himself to lean into the hug. His arms hesitantly wrapped around you, the gesture more vulnerable than anything he had ever shown.
"Thank you," he murmured, his voice softer than usual. "You make the gamble seem worth it."

The night was quiet, the stars shining brightly above the peaceful valley where Argenti had paused in his travels. The weight of his armor felt heavier than usual tonight, as if the burden of his sacred duty pressed down upon him more than ever. He had been wandering for so long, always alone, always with the call of duty at his side. Yet, tonight, there was a crack in the armor of his convictionāa moment of doubt.
You found him sitting on a rock, staring at the night sky with a distant expression, as though lost in thought. Without a word, you sat beside him, the silence between you both comfortable in its familiarity. You didnāt need to ask what was troubling him; you could feel it emanating from him like an unseen weight.
After a few moments, Argenti spoke, his voice quieter than usual, filled with the kind of uncertainty he rarely allowed himself.
"Do you ever wonder if Iām doing the right thing?" he asked, his eyes reflecting the stars above. "Iāve faced so much... Iāve fought countless battles, restored cities, but... is it enough? Am I truly bringing beauty to the world?"
You reached out, gently resting your hand on his, offering him the comfort he often denied himself. Argenti looked at you, his sharp gaze softening as he met your eyes.
"Youāre bringing beauty with every step you take," you replied, your voice unwavering. "Itās not about the battles or the victories. Itās about the light you share, the way you inspire others. You donāt have to carry the world alone."
Argentiās shoulders relaxed, the tension that had built up slowly dissipating as he leaned into your embrace. His armor was cold against your skin, but the warmth between you was enough to melt the doubt away, if only for a moment.
"Thank you," he whispered, his voice thick with gratitude. "Itās a lonely path, but with you, it feels less so."

The evening was calm on the Xianzhou Luofu, a rare stillness settling over the grand halls and corridors. Jing Yuan had long since finished his duties for the day, but the weight of centuries seemed to linger in the quiet moments, especially as he found himself gazing at the stars from his study. His eyes, sharp and calculating, softened as he thought about the future, the past, and the delicate balance he maintained as the General.
You entered the room quietly, approaching him from behind. Jing Yuan didnāt turn, but the slight shift of his posture told you he was aware of your presence. You stepped closer, laying a gentle hand on his shoulder, the touch grounding him in the present.
"Jing Yuan," you said softly, "everything will be alright."
He chuckled, a deep, warm sound that seemed to carry the weight of both amusement and something more. "You say that, but you know how fragile peace can be," he remarked, his voice soft with the wisdom of ages. "How long can it last?"
You knelt beside him, your presence a reminder that he was not alone in his struggles. You placed a hand over his, your fingers intertwined with his, and offered him a comforting smile.
"Youāve kept the peace for so long," you said. "Youāve already proven that you can handle whatever comes. But itās alright to lean on others too. You donāt have to carry everything by yourself."
Jing Yuanās gaze softened as he looked at you, a rare vulnerability in his eyes. "And will you be here... when the burden feels too much?"
Without a word, you wrapped your arms around him, holding him close, offering the kind of reassurance only love and time could bring. Jing Yuan, for all his wisdom and strength, leaned into your embrace, a sigh escaping his lips. He had known countless battles and victories, but in this moment, it was the peace of your presence that soothed him.
"Thank you," he whispered, his voice quiet but filled with warmth. "With you, I know everything will be alright."

The cold winds of the galaxy howled through the dim-lit room, the hum of the ship's engine the only sound breaking the silence. Boothill sat by the window, his mechanical hand tracing the outlines of the distant stars. His white hair framed his face, the black streaks almost seeming to shimmer in the faint light. His sharp teeth were barely visible, lips tight, eyes focused on something far beyond the starsāsomething far beyond the pain heād been through.
You entered the room quietly, your footsteps soft against the metal floor. You had always known when Boothill needed space, but tonight, something about him seemed differentāmore distant, like the weight of his past was pulling him under. The bounty on his head grew heavier by the day, and Oswaldo Schneider was still a shadow, always out of reach. His quest for vengeance was endless, and it was slowly consuming him.
Sitting beside him, you placed a gentle hand on his. His cold, metallic fingers trembled slightly under your touch, a sign of just how much his humanity was still alive beneath the hard surface.
"Boothill," you whispered, your voice steady but full of warmth, "it's okay. Youāve fought so long, but you donāt have to fight alone anymore. Whatever happens, weāll get through it together. Youāre not alone. Everything... everything will be alright."
He didnāt respond immediately, but you saw the slight shift in his postureāthe way he leaned just a little closer, his hair brushing against your arm. His eyes, those sharp, calculating eyes, softened, just for a moment. The aim symbols within them flickered slightly, as though they, too, were taking a break from their endless mission.
His voice was low, rough, as though it had been unused for far too long. "I... I donāt know how much longer I can keep fighting like this." The words came out almost as a confession, a crack in his usually impenetrable armor. "Everywhere I go, it feels like Iām chasing ghosts. My family... my home... it all just keeps slipping away, no matter how hard I try."
You wrapped your arms around him, pulling him close. He stiffened at first, his mechanical body too rigid, but then, slowly, he let go of the tension, allowing himself to be enveloped by your warmth. His chin rested on your shoulder, the weight of his past pressing against you, but you held him tighter.
"Itās okay, Boothill," you murmured, your voice a gentle whisper. "You donāt have to carry everything alone. Iām right here, always. And Iāll help you find your peace, even if we have to fight for it together. Weāre a team, and Iāll never leave your side."
For the first time in a long while, Boothill let himself relax, his grip on you steady but soft. The storm inside him had not yet passed, but in this moment, there was comfortāa fleeting sense of safety.
"Youāre right," he whispered, his voice low, almost hesitant. "Iāve been carrying too much... Maybe itās time to let someone else carry a little of the weight."
And for a moment, the stars outside seemed to shine a little brighter. As if even the universe itself was reminding him that he was not alone.

The stars stretched infinitely before you, the ship gliding smoothly through the cosmos. Dan Heng stood near the observation window, his eyes distant, gazing into the void. His posture was tense, as it often was, his sharp features betraying none of the turmoil within. The weight of his past, the memories of his previous incarnation, lingered like a storm cloud hanging over him.
You had known him long enough to recognize the signsāthe way his shoulders would stiffen, how he would withdraw into himself when the shadows of the past grew too overwhelming. He had always been like this: detached, burdened by things he could not control, unable to fully reconcile with the legacy of his past life as the Imbibitor Lunae.
Without saying a word, you approached him. He didnāt turn to face you, but you didnāt need him to. You knew what he needed, even when he didnāt.
You reached out, gently placing a hand on his shoulder. His skin was warm beneath your fingers, but the tension in his body was like a barrierāone that you knew he had built over countless years. Still, you could feel the way his body subtly relaxed at your touch, just a fraction, but it was enough.
"Dan Heng," you said softly, your voice the only thing breaking the silence. "I know you carry a heavy burden, and I know itās not easy to shake the past. But you donāt have to do it alone. Whatever comes, Iāll be here. You donāt have to keep everything locked inside. Everything will be alright, I promise."
For a long moment, he didnāt speak. He simply stood there, his gaze fixed on the stars, his expression unreadable. But you didnāt pull away. You stayed close, your presence offering the quiet reassurance he needed.
Finally, his voice came, almost like a whisper. "Itās hard," he admitted, his tone low, vulnerable in a way you rarely heard. "To live with all these memories. To know what Iāve done... what I was capable of... and still wonder if I can ever make up for it."
You stepped closer, placing your other hand on his back, your warmth reaching through the cold walls he had built around himself. "Youāve already done so much, Dan Heng. Youāve made a choice. And that choice is yours, not anyone else's. The past doesnāt define who you are now. You are not your past life. Youāre youāand you are enough."
He exhaled slowly, as if your words had finally reached him, breaking through the fog of his thoughts. His hand, which had been resting at his side, slowly reached up, fingers brushing against yours. The touch was small, fleeting, but it was enoughāa silent acknowledgment of your words.
For the first time in a long while, Dan Heng allowed himself to believe that maybeājust maybeāeverything would be alright. And as he turned his head slightly to meet your gaze, the faintest of smiles tugged at the corner of his lips. "Thank you," he murmured, his voice soft. "I... I needed to hear that."
And in that quiet moment, amidst the vast expanse of the stars, you both knew that, no matter how far you had to go or how many trials awaited, you would face them together.

#x reader#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#hsr aventurine#aventurine x reader#hsr aventurine x reader#aventurine x you#dan heng honkai star rail#hsr dan heng#dan heng x you#dan heng x reader#dan heng#dan heng il#dan heng imbibitor lunae#boothill#hsr boothil#boothill x reader#boothill x you#boothill x y/n#argenti x reader#argenti hsr#argenti honkai star rail#hsr argenti#argenti x you#jing yuan honkai star rail#jing yuan x y/n#jing yuan x you#jing yuan x reader
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*zombie noise* uuurghhhh.. Titties.. Man titties.. My sickness can only be cured if I am able to suck on some man titties š§āāļø
AUUUGgGgGg My aching hands can only be remedied with a dose of squeezing chesticles various times a day šš
nonnie the way i got war flashbacks reading the word chesticlesšš i believe this was in reference to this ask so today it's sun's turn to be reduced to an absolute messš„° i'm sorry this took so long to get to btw and also that the writing is largely shit, dar has not been vv good at this latelyš
NSFW under the cut!
āYouāre being forward,ā Sun laughed, bright-eyed, āhard day?ā
āVery.ā You stressed, leaning into him, finding solace in the softness of his shirt. His calves brushed against your lower back, drawing you between his thighs.
Sun's hands flicked up, fingers pressing to your scalp and massaging gently. Tenderly, to the shell of your ear, he hummed, āanything I can do to make it better?āĀ
Blinking at his innocent question, you couldnāt help but grin. Your arms stretched to either side of him, caging him all the more across the counter he was sitting on. āI can think of a few,ā you whispered, revelling in the little exhale you received in response, ānamelyā¦ā
āY/N.ā
āThese.ā You groped his chest with a happy tilt to your head. āTheyāre there for a reason, right?ā
Sun groaned, curling into you to hide his obvious blush. āNot for you to⦠play withā¦ā
āWhy not?ā you teased, feeling your neck heat from where he rested against it. āYou didnāt have a problem with it last night. You begged me to touch them more actually, don't you remember? Crying so prettily, saying-ā
āThatās enough!ā He covered your mouth, pushing you slightly with a shaky grip on your shoulder. Red-faced and refusing to meet your gaze, Sun was the perfect picture of adorable. āIf itāll make you feel better, you know-ā he paused, getting quieter, āyou know Iām yours so⦠do whatever. Please, just stop embarrassing me.ā
āMe? Embarrassing you?ā You gasped, ever playful and swooping in to nip his cheek. āI would never.ā
āY/N,ā Sun said again, this time whining, āyouāre literally doing it right now!ā He swatted at you lightly, but your energy was not lost on him, not in the giggle that preceded your pinning him down.
āWell, hello there,ā you mumbled, attention completely focused on the expanse of skin exposed to you now that his top had ridden up.
Sun kicked you, half-hearted. āDonāt talk to it.ā
āSorry.ā The both of you knew you werenāt sorry at all. Your thumb had already found its home, kissing into the flesh layered above his sternum, tracing the shadows cast.
Sun arched into it, and suddenly, every move you made became weighted.
Muscle beneath fat, driving your digits in until there was no more give, clawing, kneading, feeling his pulse soar ā kisses trapped within his ribs that you knew his heart desperately wanted to send your way. How could you call yourself his lover if you didnāt reciprocate?
Saliva dripped, and your tongue followed, laving into cushioned tissue. You could get addicted to the taste of him, to the gasp and coil that brought you even closer. āDoes it feel good, baby?ā you mouthed around his nipple, relishing in his shiver.
āGood, so good,ā Sun whined, breathless, writhing. āDonāt stop.ā
āWhoās being forward now?ā your teeth sank in, nothing akin to a light bite. āYou canāt be giving me mixed signals like this Sun, you were so shy earlierā¦ā
āSorry,ā he cried, āIām sorry. Iāll be good for you. Please.ā
Tears on his lashline when you pulled away. Your palms squeezed his pecs, let the pressure run down his entire body when they trailed to grasp his hips. Sun bit his lips to muffle his sounds, and you undid them with your own. āTell me then,ā you coaxed, āwhat do you want?ā
āBed.ā
āOkay.ā You caressed his face, and his turning to nuzzle into it was all you needed to forget about the stress youād been feeling prior. "Bed," you repeated. "Bed sounds good.ā
#lovenotesfromdar#Darās Sun#yandere x reader#x reader#gn reader#yandere oc#oc#my ocs#reader insert#male yandere#male oc#yan x reader#soft yandere#yandere#yandere male#yandere boy#yandere headcanons#gender neutral reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere fluff#yandere x darling#yandere bf#yandere imagines#yandere original character#yandere thoughts#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#dom gn reader#dom reader#sub yandere
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āØELOISE APOLLONIA BABBITāØ

My sweet and entirely too introspective girlš„¹
She was born the second child of Oberon Babbit and Elladora Black in 1874. Her older brother, Leonard, has been prepared from birth to inherit everything and carry on the family name. (I love Leo so so so much tooā„ļø). The Babbits are one of the oldest, most powerful wizarding families and quite reclusive, being able to trace their lineage back to pre-Roman times. If the Babbits had been around in the 1930s when the Sacred 28 list was created, they DEFINITELY would have been on it.
Her relationship with her mother is quite complicated. I made a huge post (for myself and @elliecutte šā„ļø) about Elladora, which I think shows her loneliness and loss of control. She put too many expectations on her daughter - the women of the Black family are known for being exceptionally powerful (& unstableš¶) and was unable to handle the shame of having given birth to a squib.
As Eloise got older and older, without any sign of magic whatsoever, she was slowly isolated until the day came and went when she SHOULD have received her letter to Hogwarts. When it never arrived, she was burned off of the family tree and made like she never existed Ć la her great-nephew Sirius. HOWEVERā¦for reasons I havenāt explained yet in my fic (so I donāt want to spoil too muchš¤) her parents decided to take advantage of her situation and enrolled her in a muggle boarding school and pulled strings to betroth her to a prominent muggle landowner to take advantage of connections and make it so that her life wasnāt a complete waste.
Eloise HATED living with the muggles. When she arrived at the school, she was clearly from an important family, and yet none of the girls had ever heard of her. She didnāt know who the Queen was, she didnāt know the basics of etiquette that had been drilled into them from birth, etc. the only enjoyment she got from that time was learning to play the piano and learning about muggle literatureā„ļø she especially loves Satieās gnosiennes and Chopin, and reads anything she can get her hands on.
Her parents were actually FURIOUS when she was accepted to Hogwarts at the age of 16. They were counting on exploiting her future connection with her muggle betrothedās family/wealth, and they lost their chance. Now, theyāre trying to take advantage of her in other ways, working to prepare her for the life she had always been denied before.
My girl is STRESSED THE FUCK OUT !!!!!!!!! She hates herself so much for how badly she wants her parents approval; they threw her aside without a second thought, so why in the world is she bending over backwards and going along with all of their demands, hoping for a tiny scrap of affection?????????ššš
She has a LOT of growth, character development, maybe not always for the best. She is imperfect and fallible and just a teenage girl with too many emotions roiling around inside of her to know what to do with.
My fic includes a lot of horror, blood rituals, sacrifice, magical theory, mythological references, lots of romance & slowburn, making all the wrong decisions, arranged marriage to the wrong person, complicated family dynamics and conflicting emotions that are all existing simultaneously & a very sweet girl who is going THROUGH ITšš my masterlist links to all of my Eloise posts, my fic, PLUS she is the unnamed MC in my two oneshots, clumsy and note-takingš«¶


Thank you so much @bookie-bookdust for starting this & for tagging meš«¶š«¶š«¶
The MCs of this fandom are just all so very amazing and creative, and I genuinely love seeing every post I come across during my morning coffee scrollā„ļø lately Iāve been more of a silent lurker (all of my likes come from my main blog @oerflink), but hopefully I can be more active again š¤ If you see this and havenāt done an introduction post yet for your own, PLEASE DO !!!!!!
#sorry this is so stream-of-consciousness#if you read this we are getting married or at least you get a kiss and a hug Iām sorry I donāt make the rule#other small things I didnāt add bc it was just getting too long I yapped too much#are things like the wood for her wand and Bellatrixās wand came from the same tree#unfortunately she shares a lot of similarities with her mother Bellatrix Narcissa andromeda etc I just genuinely love#the women of the Black family so much theyāre fascinating to me#hogwarts legacy#hphl#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#hogwarts legacy fandom
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