#I literally couldnt watch the whole thing it would not 8e worth it ToT
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For context i took a ton of 8enadryl yesterd8y which is why i was hallucin8ing and i slept it off and whatnot 8ut tod8y even though all my other symptoms are gone im still having these like mild hallucin8tions along similar lines of what i was hallucin8ing yesterd8y. I'm thinking it'll hopefully just go aw8y with time 8c its mostly that im like. Distressed? When i look at anything that i knew influenced my hallucin8tions yesterd8y. Like it was all on skin, specifically shadows, particularly red parts, and sometimes wrinkles, so i get sorta distressed when i look at skin, especially if it has those specific tr8s. Like, watching the news this morning, it wasn't too 8ad except for this one l8dy had really red cheeks and i did Not like that. When i catch a glance of stuff like that in the corner of my eye i will sorta "see" the visuals i hallucin8ed yesterd8y, 8ut th8y usually go aw8y after that split second
So i’ve 8een hallucin8ing l8ely (yesterd8y and tod8y). It’s not nearly as 8ad tod8y as it was yesterd8y 8ut still a lil freaky. Honestly not even sure if it properly counts as hallucin8tions atp 8ut since its just an extension of the hallucin8ting i was doing yesterd8y, i call it that anyw8y
#I was watching youtu8e earlier and this one short had a guy's hand in it and the lighting m8de it look purple and i was NOT doing that shit#I literally couldnt watch the whole thing it would not 8e worth it ToT#Like on one hand (pun...) its just the lighting his hand is normal on the other hand IT LOOKS LIKE A GIANT 8RUISE OR CUT OFF CIRCUL8TION#Tfw the guy who used to 8e its system's protector from triggering/upsetting things and is trying to get its tolerance 8ack up-#-so it can do its jo8 again t8kes too much 8enadryl and hallucin8s and now rot's scared of the color red#Oh and its not just me we've learned that it's just fucking with us all collectively#Or i cant get aw8y from front enough for it to go aw8y#Either w8y im not su8jecting my headm8s to this lol so its mostly just me for now#Not that it isnt usually just me anyw8y
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