#I literally cannot speak to people if I even manange to walk up to them
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But anywaysss my new years resolutions for 2024 are
•To master human anatomy (2nd year in a row😭)
•get a scholarship (full ride, stretched but good to hope.)
•do sims renders (ik how to do them but I’m a big procrastinator.)
•Make one god damn real life friend before I graduate🧍🏾♂️
#I haven’t had friends since middle school#but I lost them all before I moved we grew apart#you don’t know how many times I was close to killing my self bc of the depression and isolated breakdowns#I haven’t had one those times since September tho :)#I think it’s because of my trauma of how badly bullied I was#that I can’t approach ppl#I literally cannot speak to people if I even manange to walk up to them#all of the friends I did had all happened because THEY approached ME#It’s only my fault for letting old memories effect how I approach and percieve people#i try to use my disability as an excuse but I know it all comes down to how I present and carry myself..#I’ve lost the will to care about that a long time ago.#vent#vent post#tw sui vent#new years resolution#happy new year#:)
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