#I like angst okau

[couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name]

n-e-way Alistair should have come back in season 15. chuck absolutely should have brought him back. would have liked to see that!

[dollystuartwrites]

Okau so like is there a short description of stray gods or something?

Hi there! Thank you for your ask :)

I'm not quite sure what you mean to ask (not your fault tho, I just have a hard time interpreting what people mean to say sometimes), but for now I will assume that what you are asking is something like a summary of the story.

I'm super shitty at writing good summaries but I will try my best.

So basically the non!idol Stray Kids ensemble find you in the woods one day. You have no memory of who you are, your history or any other personal details. The guys decide to help you out and take you in until you recover your memory or your family finds you. But time passes and neither of those things happen. So by now, you've been living with them for over three years, finished high school and are currently in college. The guys all have their own jobs and having them as housemates has been great so far. Over time you have started to become closer and closer with them, and your friendship with them is becoming more and more intimate... Besides these new feelings that are confusing you, you also start to notice other things about the boys. Things that seem... not quite human. Your already somewhat unusual life suddenly turns into a wild ride with intense feelings, mindblowing revelations, self-discovery and interesting new experiences...

This story has got a little bit of everything: love, friendship, angst, struggles, conflicts and many spicy 18+ scenes. It's an OT8 which means I try my best to give all members equal attention and love (but we all have that one member we love just a lil' more than the rest don't we ;))

So far it's doing very well here and on Wattpad, where it has almost 40.000 reads and is currently ranking #2 out of 43.4K stories in the hashtag #straykids (not to brag or anything but it blows my mind that so many people seem to enjoy it :D)

It currently has 29 chapters with an average of 3500 words per chapter, and I've written up to chapter 31 so far.

The story is still ongoing and I still have quite some ideas for upcoming chapters.

I'm always open to reviews, comments, suggestions, thoughts, requests and asks :)

If this answer does not answer you question the way you had wanted/intended or hoped to, feel free to send me another ask or DM.

Lots of Love,

Dolly

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Keith hadn’t seemed comfortable since they’d stepped into the Castle of Lions yesterday, and especially since they’d first spoken to Princess Allura. He was distracted, fidgety, irritable.

Lance didn’t know him that well, but the behavior didn’t seem normal, even for socially awkward Keith Kogane. The only problem was, he didn’t know how to ask him about it, or even what he should be asking.

Lance walked into the dining room and waved, pretending he hadn’t immediately scanned the table for Keith, who wasn’t there, where was he, was he okay, did he need help?

“Hey, Lance,” Hunk smiled. “We’ve got some, uh…” he winced. “Food goo. Yum.”

Lance glanced at the green mush on his plate and frowned. It didn’t look too bad, but it also didn’t look good. “That’s, uh, that’s great. Has anyone seen Keith?” He looked up, trying to appear nonchalant.

Pidge raised an eyebrow.

“Oh, Keith likes to sleep in when he can,” Shiro shrugged. “It’s about, what, seven right now? Relatively? He might not get up for another hour or--”

The doors slammed open behind Lance, and he jumped at the sound before turning to look. Keith had dark rings under his eyes, and he was even paler than normal. If Lance had to guess, he’d say Keith hadn’t gotten a wink in.

“Mornin’,” Keith grunted, and flopped into his seat.

Lance stared at him for a moment, wanting to ask. He didn’t seem in the mood for talk, but maybe--

“Don’t stare at people,” Keith snarled. “‘s rude. If you wanna ask something, then ask.”

Lance cleared his throat, sitting next to Keith. “Sorry. It’s nothing.” He looked down at his bowl, but glanced at Keith out of the corner of his eye.

Keith huffed, picked up his spoon, and shoved the food goo into his mouth. Almost immediately, he gagged, squeezing his eyes shut. He forced it down and shook his head violently, fingers twitching.

“Keith, you don’t have to eat it,” Shiro offered. “I’m sure we could find--”

“It’s fine,” Keith grumbled, though his eyes were watering. He took a shaky breath and stretched an arm out ahead of his plate, reaching for something. His hand closed down on air. Something in his expression changed, and he stared at his empty hand.

“Keith?” Lance asked, unable to stop himself. “Are you okay?”

Keith cursed loudly, standing. “No… no, no.”

Shiro’s eyebrows pulled together in concern. “Keith, do you need--”

“No!” Keith gripped the ends of his hair tightly, tugging at it. “No, no, no, no.” He seemed stuck in a loop, unable to say anything else.

Lance swallowed hard. What was going on?

Shiro slowly pushed himself from his seat, hands out in front of him as if to say, I’m not going to hurt you. He walked to Keith’s side and pressed his hands to the boy’s shoulders. He didn’t grab him, just pressed down. “Hey,” he whispered, even as Keith continued his monosyllabic chant. “Hey. Keith, it’s okay. What’s wrong? Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

Lance was frozen in his seat, unsure what to do. He just watched, worried he’d make things worse if he did anything else.

Shiro started rubbing his hands against Keith’s shoulders in different patterns. Keith’s cries seemed to slow a bit. “Keith?” Shiro asked again. “Can you tell me what’s wrong so I can help?”

Keith swallowed hard, eyes closed. “I…” Shiro smiled encouragingly, even though Keith couldn’t see him. “I left them. I left them on Earth.”

Shiro seemed to understand, although Lance was still very confused. “Okay,” he murmured. “We’ll figure something out. You’ve been without them before, right?” Keith nodded weakly. “Right. You’ll be okay.”

Keith opened his eyes, a little calmer. He kept tugging his hair, and Shiro kept pressing down on his shoulders. “I’m sorry,” Keith murmured after a moment. His face was a little red, and he wouldn’t look anyone in the eye.

“It’s not your fault,” Shiro whispered. “You have nothing to apologize for.”

Keith frowned, lacing his fingers through his bangs now. “I’m sorry,” he said again.

Lance found himself speaking up. “It’s okay, dude. Whatever’s bothering you-- we’ll help you out, okay?”

When Keith looked at him, it was an expression he’d never seen on the boy before, eyes wide with wonder.

“And, hey,” Hunk added. “I could make you something that isn’t food goo, if that would help.”

Keith nodded, worrying his lip. “Yes. Thank you.”

Hunk grinned and disappeared into the kitchen, more than happy to make food better than the slop they’d been given.

Shiro chuckled. “Would it help if you had your hippo?”

Keith blushed even brighter. “Shiro!”

“I just want to help you feel comfortable.”

Keith frowned, playing with his mullet again. “Yeah,” he decided. “That would be nice.”

Shiro smiled and pulled his hands off Keith. “I’ll be right back,” he promised, and slipped out the doors.

Keith sat back down and stared at the table. “I didn’t mean to do that,” he explained quietly. “I left my prescription.”

Lance’s eyes widened. “Dude, that sucks. I would be upset, too.”

Keith nodded quietly. He didn’t seem in the mood for talking.

[reilliane]

its ironic how the sibling xiao fic is called “mercy”, and yet.. it’s all angst💀

-🦧 wha’s that about, reli?🤨 Okau okay but, i forgor that xiao was oria birb. but like, that’s rrly cute.. m(mercy)!mc just as a little bird napping in his hair like it was a nest bajasvwk. That’s where his ability to be still as a damn statue comes in handy, no wakey-wakey little birdy. it’d be funny if both of them absolutely detest chicken. (and just what if, what if m!mc had the human form of a little girl, maybe like qiqi becaus honestly that’d be hilarious and cute imo. so everyone is all like “awwww, hi there!” in that cooing baby voice to her and then there’s xiao in the background just rolling his eyes and scoffing; m!mc blinking blankly at them as she contemplates on whether to use this to her advantage or burst their bubble and reveal her true age [which she honestly has lost count of].) Has definitely used her child form to her advantage on many occasions. Like when she’s in a fight and cant be bothered — or is too tired — to attack, so she just starts crying and screaming for help until a mililith guard or some adventurer comes to her aid. Excellent actor😁. Maybe even tricked the traveler once lmao, paimon was not happy when they learned the truth. Xiao finds it funny, but also rather annoying like, he just doesn’t get it— his little sister can fight, being taught be him himself, so why doesn’t she just- fight instead of acting like a scared child in the heat of battle?? (and omg, imagine if the abyss comes after her one time and they r just confused for a split second since she a child, but then they remember klee lol. they expect, and know her to be strong and fight back, but then mc does what she does best: act like a helpless child).

im telling you, even Ganyu was fooled once. THIS IS SO LONG OM SORRY

Ironic, yes, it indeed is ironic. Can you guess who between the two siblings is showing 'mercy'? :')

It's all about angst, that's the reason ehehe ♪(´▽｀)

ALSO I like how mercy isn't even released yet but you're already shooting fluffy things. Which I don't mind.

Expounding an unreleased piece is fine with me and I can indulge and provide, as long as I don't spoil what's necessary within the plot ;)))

I believe Yakshas have the ability to morph into whatever human forms they have. So a toddler/child is possible.

Being a little mischievous is one of Mercy!MC's traits, too, that I will confirm—buuuuut hehe, it's a little.. subdued. Interpret it however you wish until the ficlet pops up aeee

She does also fit in well with the mortals than big brother XIao... since opposites. Much more welcoming, too, but we all know Xiao was once like that... there's just that tragic past of his :(

Ficlet-wise (say it's just fluff first-) if he sees MC fooling around he'd be amused. MC might've.. changed after the Archon War, but he knows she'll fare nicely in a battle, still.

Lmao my attempts to humor this prompt without spoiling things is getting difficult-

But! In actuality, if we're going to remove the fluff, Xiao will feel annoyed. Oh no! OH NO BIG BROTHER IS MAD. THAT'S BAD.

MC's used to it (an even sadder thing) but she tries not to let it dampen her day. After all, the fact that they're still together as siblings means a lot!

It does not matter if Xiao's mad or anything... she'll continue about her day~

[nanamisflowerfield]

Scenario time: Leona x Royal Guard Lioness! MC

Scenario: MC visits NRC to watch the Magift Tournament. Yes, this was the day Leona overblotted. Meeting in the infirmary, Leona and her talk... Alone

Warning: A bit of angst but fluff is there to save the day

[After Cheka was guided back to his parents, MC requested to stay a bit longer for she had to talk to Leona]

MC: *Arrives at the Infirmary* Leona...

Ace: Huh?

Jack: Wha-

Grim: Eh? Who's this?

MC (Prefect): ...

Ruggie: MC-san...

Leona: Aight, leave us alone for a while will you?

Jack: As you wish Leona-senpai

Ace: Okay...

Ruggie: Mmmm...

Grim: Okau but who is thi-

MC (Prefect): Quiet Grim

[Everyone leaves until it was just MC and Leona]

MC: *Looks at Leona with a serious look on her face* ...

Leona: *Notices* So you heard... Who told you?

MC: Ruggie did *Sits on a bed beside him* he told me everything

Leona: Of course he did...

[Silence]

Leona: Well? Are you mad at me? Disappointed? 'Cause I wouldn't be surprised-

MC: No... No I'm not *Fidgeting her fingers* I'm not mad, nor am I disappointed.

Leona: Then why do you look so serious?

MC: I'm sad...

Leona: *Widens his eyes* Eh?

MC: I'm sad because, this happened. You... you... You could've told me what you were feeling last holiday break. I could've- I could've helped you. I could've prevented you from going through... That...

Leona: ...

MC: You could've hurt someone, you could've died! I can't... I can't stand the image of you being in danger *lowers her head* I can't loose you.

Leona: Hmm... Are you saying that because it's your duty or-

MC: I'm saying it because it's BOTH my duty and my feelings!

Leona: ?!

MC: You mean a lot to me Leona, but I can't always be there for you. I'm not in NRC like how that White and Green-haired students are to the dormhead of Diasomnia. I'm not always there to protect you I'm- I'm not... *Holding her tears* I'm not always there... To see you... I don't want you to die... *Sniffles*

Leona: *Looking at her* MC... *Reaches out for her hand* Look at me...

MC: Hmm?

Leona: I'm... I'm ashamed, I made you cry... I can't... I can't say things like I used to. I'm not the type to say comforting words but I want you to know that you are special to me too. You mean a lot to me and I'm aware how my overblot affected you. It's hard but bear for me on this one. I'll try to do my best. I've hurt you once I've hurt you again... Dang it... Just how foolish can a man be? Hmmm? *Looks at her*

MC: Leona... *Holds his hand tighter* Please, just please be safe. I can't always be be there for you. I don't want you to be in trouble, I don't want to loose you so please *Sniffs* Please take care of yourself...

Leona: I will...

MC: *Sniffles and leans to embrace him*

Leona: MC wha-

MC: Shhh... Let me have this, I need to embrace you and to thank the Fates that you're alive and well *smiles*.

Leona: That's... Uh.... *Thinking* Maybe I should just embrace her back... Not to bite the hand that you know won't hurt you *Returns her embrace* Okay... Hey...

MC: Hmmm?

Leona: Be safe on your way back

MC: I will...

I wanna punch Leona for making MC cry😭

[burnedbyshoto]

Can i have angst #23 with Shouto

mma!todoroki shouto x reader

“My heart can’t do this.”

a/n: BAGOHIPGJAPGAG have an MMA!AU. okau its just a boxer!au but i feel like theyd be mma fighters more than boxers sO DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! also, I don't know a single damn thing about MMA other than it looks intensive AF so if you ask why he's undefeated its because he's in a different weight class from midoriya and bakugou that's wHY... also im proud of this so please read it and let me know what you think

You were in love with Shouto. There was no denying that. You could never deny that. You loved Shouto more than anything in the world, and he loved you as much as you did.

But he was a fighter. Spending prime nights away from you, and returning home bloody, bruised, victorious. You would spend the night with him watching him fearfully as he would sometimes stop breathing at night, and you would panic.

It was the hardest thing in the world watching him leave you, and it was even harder watching as your boyfriend entered the ring. His eyes concentrated, his opponents are nervous. You loved hearing him dedicate his win to you, at every win, without fail, but you hated the way he violently threw up at home.

You loved the raw look of victory on his face, you loved the post-victory sex, but you hated the way his cuts would open up and spill across the bed, you hated the way he would pass out on you because of a concussion.

You loved that he was undefeated, he worked so hard for that additional title. You just hated that it meant everyone was even harder with him, craving to take that title from him.

You hated seeing him in the hospital, as he would reassuringly kiss you as you cried into his chest.

You hated that he would laugh off your concerns, brushing your hair out of your face as you begged him to stop. He had enough money to live a good life for the rest of his life, and you worked as well! But while you were his world, his love, that ring... that competition was his meaning. His life. His addiction.

So there you stand in the hospital room, your eyes watering as although he had once again won, he had collapsed shortly after being declared the victor. He didn’t get to dedicate his win to you...

Your watery eyes stare at him, your hands clutching your chest.

“Hi, my love,” Shouto croaks, his eyes blinking slowly as he smiles at you. “I won... but I don’t think we can have sex like this...”

You splutter at his words as you wipe away your tears as you near him, “I can’t do this Shouto...”

“It’s okay... we can wait for later... I do really want to see you on top...”

A choked sob is stuck in your throat as you shake your head, “My heart can’t do this, Shouto...” He stops joking, and the mood in the room drops. This was the only argument the two of you had, and you both were too stubborn. “I can’t... I can’t watch you do this anymore! It hurts me every night. It hurts seeing you like this! You can fucking die!”

Shouto smiles, but it’s emotionless as he stares at you, his head shaking, “I thought you were my number one fan...”

“I’m not your number one fan!” You shriek, unable to control your voice, “I’m your girlfriend who loves you with all her heart! I’m your girlfriend who wants her boyfriend to return to her after he works, healthy and alive!”

“You know I can’t do that...”

Tears fill both your cheeks, you know he can’t stop. He knows you can’t accept him like this.

“What do we do?” He asks.

You bite down on your inner cheek as you walk to him grasping his hand. His knuckles are bruised and battered. “I can’t...” Shouto pulls his hands from yours, and angry tears well in his eyes, knowing how you will end that statement. “I can’t do this anymore... loving you hurts too much...”

Shouto presses his tongue to his cheek, the tears falling out both your eyes in frustration, heartbreak, and longing. “I’m sorry, I can’t be the man you deserve.” Shouto apologizes, and you openly sob.

“T-That’s the thing, Shoucchan... you are what I deserve...” You sob as Shouto can no longer resist bringing you in close to him, and you sob against his chest. His tears falling into your hair. “I’m sorry!” You apologize.

“I-It’s okay...”

“I love you so much...”

“Don’t... don’t do that...”

“I love you, Shouto, please take care of yourself... maybe the next girl you love will be stronger than me...”

“You know that’s not going to happen...”

In one last declaration of your love, one last attempt for the both of you to change your minds, you press your lips against his. They dance in a sad embrace, too lingering to express what you wish, too intense to be a goodbye.

With a shaking cry, you pull away, and you wipe your tears.

“Goodbye, Shouto...”

Shouto can only watch you from the bed as you run off, out of his life...

His addiction was the ring, but you were his salvation.

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group hug for the prompts?

Okau i know, i KNOW, its not REALLY a group hug put like do you know how hard it is to find a reference for a group hug? It is very hard thank you

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