#I know it's probably just me having some kind of derealization episode rn but still

[brightside-brigade]

Equally horrible thought, none of this is real. I am living through a fake life in between hosts. This happens every time I lose a body but I never remember it and it's all for nothing. Everything hurts for nothing. But this time I wonder if I'll remember the pain when I wake up with a new vessel. I don't think I'm gonna be okay again. I don't think so at all.