#I know I joke about this but maybe I DID crawl into an eldritch cave as a child and become incompatible with material reality | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

musical-chick-13 · 2 months ago

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I'm once again wondering if I should just find a super-popular ship I can stomach writing, simply so I'll have Lots Of Interaction and therefore, a higher likelihood of Lots Of Validation. Surely this is a very healthy way to think about art, especially the kind I am doing as a fun side hobby :) :) :)

#what can I say I suffer from 'tell me I'm not worthless' disease #<-it's because I grew up being told by the people around me that nothing I had to say was valuable #I have GOT to start singing again. making writing my Creative Outlet™ is noooooot working #mc13's complicated relationship with art #idk I've just been...feeling really alienated from the entire rest of humanity lately #it's genuinely like I don't belong anywhere? that I can't do like. anything right basically. I would love to not feel like this.#I know I joke about this but maybe I DID crawl into an eldritch cave as a child and become incompatible with material reality #I don't know how else to explain whatever the fuck is going on

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