#I just wish I didnt look like a grizzled italian uncle at the tender age of 22 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dogboyheaven · 2 years ago

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Listen I am extremely grateful for all of the gifts T has given me and I don’t regret starting it at ALL. But. Sometimes I want to be a lil pretty..a lil androgynous..maybe wear a lil dress and some makeup..and unfortunately the state that my body is currently in prevents me from doing so in a comfortable way and it’s very depressing

#yapping #I was never destined to be the pretty boy transmasc stereotype and that’s fine. that’s fine #I just wish I didnt look like a grizzled italian uncle at the tender age of 22 #I don’t think I could ever wear anything revealing bc I am so fucking hairy. I would hey stared at so bad #and I can’t really grow my hair out like I want to. bc of the whole Balding thing #like T has very much turned me into a Man and I can’t be mad at that. bc that’s what I initially wanted #but now that I’m getting older and my identity is shifting it’s like..okay. what if I don’t want that all of the time.#how do I reach that perfect middle ground #sorry for dumping in the tags I feel safe in here like a small rodent in a hole

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